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me and you

“why can’t you see me?” she looked deep into your eyes, you knew the way you were treating her was wrong. she didn’t deserve this. “billie.. i’m sorry.” she backed away and ran her hands through her hair, “no, you’re fucking not or you’d stop, you can’t have both. you have to pick.”

you’d been seeing billie and another girl back and forth for a while now, you could tell billie was starting to get fed up and tonight she cracked. “i just don’t know what to do billie!” you looked at the floor, watching her face made your heart ache too much. you couldn’t take seeing the emotions painted across her face. “what does she have that i don’t? hm?! why can’t you just be with me?” she looked so heartbroken, you just wanted to hold her, why couldn’t you just let your guard down. you watched tears fall down her cheeks and glitter across the floor. you hated that you made her feel like this. your last relationship made you so scared to try again, you know billie wouldn’t do that to you, you just got so scared. every time you thought about a relationship with her its always so sweet at first, then you’d remembered the way your ex used to treat you. the way she would force you into doing whatever she wanted, not listening to, let alone caring about your opinion. she didn’t give a shit about you, but you stayed. why did you stay? you wished you could forget it all.

“i don’t care about that other girl at all. i don’t care! i only care about you! you’re all that matters to me bil.” she looked into your eyes, trying to read your face. “then why do you keep her around?” you crossed your arms and looked around the room, searching for an answer. “i’m just scared, not of you, just of anything. you know what happened last time.” her face fell, remembering the way you’d show up to her house in the middle of the night with dark bruises across your skin, red eyes and tear stained cheeks to match. holding you as you cried in her arms, just trying to keep you safe the best she could.

“i understand, just let me show you what love is supposed to be, please?” she reached out to hold your hands in hers, you laid your head on her shoulder. you missed the way it felt to be close to her. “okay, forget the other girl. it’s just me and you.”

a little different from the rest of my posts and a little more out of my comfort zone! hope you guys enjoy none the less, send reqs to my inbox🖤

[thenightpoem]

Issues

Walking through the world

Blackness all around

As it twisted and swirled

Happiness, endless hunt for it to be found

Robots, everyone is the same

Carrying guilt and Shame

Mere pawns in an endless Game

United by a red thorn : Pain

Looking up at the superstars

Dreaming underneath the stars

Hiding behind silver bars

Our many bleeding scars

Only shadows know

Our darkest fears and secrets

That we never show

Our endless misses and regrets

All we are are advoiders

In our maze eternal runners

Fathers,children, mothers

Hunted by ghosts and monsters

Thorns in the dark bringing the pain

Lying deep insise our brain

Happiness painfully breaking

Our souls sadilly bleeding

Pain, our eternal enemy

So we always advoid it

But this is only an illusion

Illussion of seclusion

Trying to run from the ones who land a hit

But this is isn’t the happiness recipe

We should look inside

At the wounds which we denied

And happily embrace

Only then you’ll find a place

The place where you can be at peace

And the suffering shall forever cease

We all have them,

It’s not important from where they stem

But we must always remember that

We all are important, each and everyone of us

Regardless of our path

We need to learn to forgive

And learn our lives to joyfully relive

And only then

We’ll be able to be happy again

Now and forever I want you to remember

That we can be stronger

‘Cause happiness will always choose

People who are stronger than their Issues

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