#sadbrain

[segozenthump]

29...

Birthdays have kind of lost meaning for me, double so since becoming an uncle. Makes me wonder how different my life would be now if I hadn't delayed reaching milestones like a degree. Would I be better off? Maybe have a relationship of my own? Have an actual career?

Feels like I'm in eternal catch up and I'm not meeting anyone's expectations, especially from my family.

It actually physically hurts my heart to write these thoughts out, and part of me hates that I'm so aware of him. Why did I have to be born with this kink based around this fist-sized hunk of meat? If anything it's made me feel like I'm the meat on display when I share or make files.

Thanks for reading this shit, I'll probably be okay after having a large meal or being at work this week. If not, well it's not like I'm a popular "creator" or anything. Pretty sure I've hurt more people than helped. :/

[crowdsourcedloner]

damn seein peoples opinions/expectations on dawntrail is kinda reminding me why i stayed away from fandoms the past few years....

[machine-saint]

it's real sadbrains hours, gamers

[bumblepuppy]

1, 5, 8, 12, and 23 for Mithrun + the character ask game!! ^_^

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

Give me a character design with a prominent facial/eye injury and I'm immediately in love, lol. Apart from that, I love tragic characters brought down from their own hubris, and I love that he's a character who is continuing on after his downfall, even if he's a shell of his former self.

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

Uugh so many... but I think I'd have to go with 'Rabbit Heart' by Florence and the Machine because I always think of him when I listen to it (also because I slapped the lyrics onto one of my drawings of him):

This is a gift, it comes with a price Who is the lamb and who is the knife? Midas is king and he holds me so tight And turns me to gold in the sunlight

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

Not despise, but I kind of get a little 'ehh' when people read the end of his arc as characters asking him 'have you tried not having depression?' and that curing his depression. As a fellow sadbrain, I think there's a huge difference between 'try not being sad!' and 'maybe try approaching your issues from this angle?', which is how I read it. It's people telling him that they care about him and that he's still nice to have around despite being empty, which is nice! They love him.

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

After the series, he's trying to explore his ability to desire, which mostly results in him trying to get Kabru to visit and enjoy nice meals with him. He does not quite understand why he desires this, but he might as well act upon this new feeling.

23. Favorite picture of this character?

It's my lockscreen... this picture heals me so much... I saw a man so beautiful I started crying... thank u ms kui....

[histronic-gizmo]

Hello do you want any GIFs/videos made of any scenes for your prickcest speculation masterpost? I'll have some time tomorrow and I have sadbrain™ today so it'll be something fun and nice to look forward to lol

Omg, thanks for the offer! Do you think you could make a gif of Space Beth's "You're the house wife and I'm the space lady, yet you're the one who chewed me up and spit me out?"

[abrahamshipwreck]

Having sadbrain today. Culmination of a few things building up and just feeling wholly useless.

[foxships]

I can definitely relate to what you’re feeling, I feel the same all the time lol but I have noticed that there’s typically gonna be someone out there who is interested- like me in your ideas! I had realized I hadn’t seen you around in a little while and wondered how you’ve been doing

You are right, there's always someone who is interested! It can be hard to believe sometimes, but I think that's just sadbrain trying to make me feel bad >:(

Also, I have been doing okay! I'm trying to get over whatever kind of art block I'm in right now. I really do want to draw more selfship, but maaaaaan....... Art block sucks x_x

[mortarsynth]

fuck whatever sadbrain was aproaching why is language tha way that it is i can worry about being a letdown to everybody some other time i need to get to the bottom of this

[theboysfromaustin]

Debating going to Outback and eating a pound of prime rib and 12 bread loaves or Texas Roadhouse and eating a pound of prime rib and 17 baskets of rolls.

Meat cures the sadbrains.

[onbearfeet]

I am having Sadbrain tonight, so I'm going to hide under a quilt and cuddle some stuffies.

If you would like to help me defeat the Sadbrain, you may do so by leaving a comment saying you would like to read the extremely weird and niche superhero novel I'm working on that is based on the universe I've been building in my head for 25 years and that my brain insists not a single person will ever want to read.

In any case, here is a one-minute doodle of a bear.

[whocaresidontlmao]

Sitting outside your old block to smoke so u can pretend u still have friends and everything is slightly better is sad brain move

[dat-angry-badger]

My brain is a dick

My brain wants to feel like shit.

Particularly when I just had a good day for once. Everything is fine, all day long, I'm telling myself that's it's been a while since I didn't felt that good, and then bam. All of a sudden a little something happens and makes me feel like total crap for the entire night. It does that EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

Why can't I just enjoy a good time without having my brain telling me I'm wrong to.

[kyrianne]

I want to fucking die✌

[mxwhore]

(working on my angst comic) oh wait im sad now (goes back to my kink master file)

[agoodsongeveryday]

Day Six Hundred and Seventy One

Waiting for the bus Took a picture of another bus Waiting for the bus in the rain I've been waiting for the bus Since the sun came up But the sun ain't out no more 'Cause it's grey

[superflatpsyche]

the big brain ship returns...!