He's trying so hard to get the screaming adults in the room to just stop screaming at each other and be reasonable.
He is immediately dismissed and storms off, justifiably insulted.
And Billy goes right back to blaming himself, trying to figure out where he went wrong, how he could have fixed things, managed the emotions of the room better--even though he is 100% correct and the adults are absolutely failing, and badly.
"Even if he's wrong...I should respect him." Honey, the thing that's eating at you is the absolute dogshit way they act and then expect you to just accept as normal. These grown-ass heroes should not be hitting each other.
And a degree, honey. Several of them.
He sounds like a teacher trying to get the class to behave and that script keeps failing him. Over and over the adults around him dismiss him for his optimism, ignore his calls for reason. And they're heroes. They're the good guys and they tear into each other regularly and viciously. And Billy is fifteen years old in a room of adults screaming at each other. The team is sometimes down right abusive, and this child is trying to keep them from falling apart.
I worry about him, ya know?
(anyway, thank you for coming to my Sad Boy Hours)
There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.
So @marlinspirkhall tagged me to write out my username (is that what we call these?) using song titles a few days ago, and I proceeded to spend no less than an hour and a half doing it. And then I forgot to post it.
H: Hungover in the City of Dust by Autoheart
E: Everything Will Be Okay by Home Free
R: Rhinestone Cowboy by Glen Campbell
E: Elvira by The Oak Ridge Boys
N: NFWMB by Hozier
Y: You've Got The Love by Florence and the Machine
A: All Star by Smash Mouth
W: Wild Blue Yonder by The Amazing Devil
R: Ring of Fire by Johnny Cash
I: Inkpot Gods by The Amazing Devil
T: The Skye Boat Song by Celtic Thunder
E: Eat Your Young by Hozier
S: Sold (The Grundy County Auction Incident) by John Michael Montgomery
I'm also supposed to tag as many people as there are letters but that's too much work lol. So I'll tag @beria1021 @and-claudia @ambrosiasquares @mossadspydolphin @thenorsiest @ifdragonscouldtalk (sorry if there are duplicate tags)
Istg, I just need Roy to express that he is fond of Jamie. Like he clearly has a soft spot for him, and obv I would love more than anything for them to both admit they love each other and go at it, but I would literally be happy rn if Roy would just admit, to himself and to someone else, that he really does care for Jamie now
I know I shouldn’t say this and jinx it but to me this is happening 1000x and exactly where Roy’s arc is heading. They are undeniably in their bestie era and like THIS from the season trailer:
THAT is definitely Jamie coaxing a smile out of Roy Kent!!!
Simon speaking! 6 days since i formed. I thought since everyone has been begging me in the system to talk on here that i would update or something.
My name is Simon Petrikov, i am a fictive from Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake specifically. I don't know how my story ends and I'm excited to see the finale on screen in a couple weeks or. Whenever. I'm not sure what to include first.
Um, i know that I'm a subdued energy in the body, and when i do feel a rise, it's usually from anger. When someone like Mitten gets intense, it's joy or love. I've noticed i have a lot of sadness and anger. Not to say "I'm a sad angry alter" or "i can't be happy" because. That is one major difference from my source so far. My overall voice and behavior is similar, but i dont come from a, what i call a self-tragic place. A sort of negativity that ruins anything for myself, self hatred, hatred of the world around me.
I'm so lucky to be in the system I'm in, i can recognize it. Existence has been incredibly hard. Being in a body with its pros and cons, being in this dimension, this lifetime, this vessel and world. And yet, i share this system and body with Zim. With Mitten and Kiba. These beings of warmth and love and light, that's basically just. Their whole thing, and they practice it and learn it and take pride in it. I'm a tired old man, i think that's my system role. Probably why Alder and Zim latched on the way they did those first days. Probably why I'm so. Low energy? Lax? Monotone?
Strange. But im settling in. Soon, i should dare to draw myself a new simplyplural profile. Drawing is surprisingly easy these days. I assign myself to work an hour, and i do. Mitten is so entranced by it that she rarely speaks up. I ask her about it, and she shakes her head and trails off, responding in some muted positive way. Watching. I'm not sure about her, just in the way that i don't know what her actual motives and hopes are. What is she going to do next? Who is she really? What is she going to BE next?
Anyway, this isn't about her, it's about me. I'm happy to be here. I think i finally, sorta comprehend existing on this plane, in this meat. It's good. Not everything is perfect, and there's some pain and grief i have to watch over for the others while im here, but it is nothing comparatively. I can handle this. And i have Mitten, Zim and Kiba for the ride.
I too have almost nothing in common with my husband. Except core life priorities (the kind of life we want for our kids, how we handle money, etc). IMO, that stuff is way more important than our day to day interests/hobbies. From outside the relationship we don't seem compatible, but he makes stupid jokes that I find hilarious. 🤷🏼♀️
Thank you!
That question always frustrates me because like, I LIKE a lot of independence and someone following me around, meddling in my hobbies sounds like hell. The things we share have always been our values but road trips are hell because we don't like any of the same music. He is also VERY quiet and his socially a little awkward and I have never been any of those things and people have always been like, what is it that you even like about him?
I like that when we were dating, he got put on third shift so we never saw each other. And every night at 7pm before work, he'd call to tell my oldest good night and read her a story because he missed seeing us. Or that he once drove across the city in a blizzard to bring me chili he'd made. I like that he listens to what I say and he was the first man who didn't make me feel silly or stupid for caring about things. And I like that he didn't consider himself a feminist back then and when I questioned it, he changed his opinion and continues to learn.
also honkai's lucky there isn't any archives i can sink my teeth into otherwise you wouldn't see me ever i'd just be knee deep eating all the lore through that
oh my god i rewatched the episode and. whilst i still definitely missed parts of it and had only llike half an idea what was going on. that fucking ending was everythung oh my god . altho holy shit that was such a like. interestingly paced episode. bc like . god it makes sense its the second longest episode (and only by less than a fuckin minute) bc holy shit so much happened. man. goddamn.
I MUST KNOW I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOUR COSPLAYS! I JUST SAW THE COLLECTOR ONE AND OMG OMG OMG
IM SORRY IM JUST AHHHHHHHHH
YOUR SO AMAZING
❤️
shucks!!!!! thank you ;-; but alas I won't be, my work schedule makes it incredibly hard to attend cons/events + finances 🫣
this year i was tentatively looking at fanime, pax west, and maybe sacanime or a few renaissance faires in the PNW area but those are all v e r y sketchy 🥺
I was doing my haha teehee post for this scene when I realized that Batman is a walking Trigger (capitol T) for Guy Gardner.
Sad Boy Hours: Guy Gardner
Guy Gardner has severe physical and psychological trauma. His dad is canonically physically and verbally abusive. Guy is pretty frank about it. So, Guy had problems before his frontal lobe got scrambled like an egg.
There are multiple times in the series where Bruce just has to give Guy an order and, counter to the way Guy acts with everyone else, Guy does what he's told. Now, it isn't every time. It wouldn't be Guy Gardner if he didn't try and piss off every human in existence. He knows they're going to find a reason to hate him, call him a piece of shit, so he'll give it to them on his terms. Because that's one way to cope with being the punching bag your whole life. Own it before someone else does. But, there are times Guy becomes timid in response to Bruce.
Guy Gardner doesn't know how to be quiet. There is nothing about this man that allows for subtly. It is physically impossible. The only reason Guy would be quiet is if it was to be bitchy and petulant, but that's not happening here. He's whispering and his eyes are on Bruce's hand, the hand that is gripping his shoulder hard enough to wrinkle the fabric. Guy looks stricken. The little motion lines around his head look like shaking. It's a jarring switch from the frothing man in the panel before.
All Bruce did was tell Guy to say he was sorry. Just to apologize. And he grabs Guy's shoulder. Guy doesn't have all his social tools anymore, but he has muscle memory and flight-fight-freeze, and he's using what he's got.
The "It's a start." is so disappointedly paternal. "It's a start" implies there will be more later. And later is never good.
I know it's not that deep, it's the 80s, they needed someone to be the team asshole. But, I'm also right because my brain is so juicy. Bruce is a walking trigger for Guy Gardner with his perpetual "Angry Dad" energy and the the fact that Bruce is the only one who can get away with bossing Guy around is a by-product of how thoroughly fucked up Guy's head is.