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#ultraman#ultraman 80#chips's work#sad 80 hours#Ultras with shiny tears/blood/water is so aesthetic#also poor 80.. i feel sorry for him 😢😭
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hooked on fonics
#tales of the abyss#had sooo much fun replaying this w my sister#even after 80 hours i was very sad when we ran out of stuff to do </3#tota#my art#still working out how i like to do lines & flats
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You came out of nowhere And you opened up my eyes to sunlight
[Song links: 1, 2] [YouTube link]
#detective conan#case closed#ai haibara#conan edogawa#coai#amv#my amvs#video#eye strain#spoilers#detco spoilers#for movie 26!#song is 'feel about you' by aislin evans--both the acoustic and regular versions#heard it and just instantly thought of these two#and it's been a while since i edited with them and i wanted to try a 'long' amv#(though fun fact this took about the same amount of time if not less than the 36-second kazuran amv (~70 80 hours) ^^;#submitted this to the exclusive contest at anime messe babelsberg and while i have no delusions of having won anything#i hope it was at least exhibited! as it was my understanding that most of the entries for the exclusive contest are shown?#source list on youtube to try to have fewer tags! but i will say that i'm very glad i bought my ridiculous m26 blu-ray for this lolll#this is a cursed forbidden coai video apparently and i've spent hours trying to get it to post here to no avail#so maybe i should just stick to youtube. but i started editing for tumblr and i'd be sad not to post my amvs here anymore :'( i tried...
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Art by my gf and I // click for better quality // don't repost // reblogs are love!
Sad boi hours :(
#helluva boss#Stay tuned for sad Blitz hours!#Credit to my girlfriend she did like 80% of this!!!!!!!! Show her some love pls#She'll kill me if I say it's her fanart and not ours though hehe#Blitzwhore fanart#stolas helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#stolas goetia#stolas#image description in alt#Helluva Stolas
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Sad Boy Hours: Billy Batson
He's trying so hard to get the screaming adults in the room to just stop screaming at each other and be reasonable.
He is immediately dismissed and storms off, justifiably insulted.
And Billy goes right back to blaming himself, trying to figure out where he went wrong, how he could have fixed things, managed the emotions of the room better--even though he is 100% correct and the adults are absolutely failing, and badly.
"Even if he's wrong...I should respect him." Honey, the thing that's eating at you is the absolute dogshit way they act and then expect you to just accept as normal. These grown-ass heroes should not be hitting each other.
And a degree, honey. Several of them.
He sounds like a teacher trying to get the class to behave and that script keeps failing him. Over and over the adults around him dismiss him for his optimism, ignore his calls for reason. And they're heroes. They're the good guys and they tear into each other regularly and viciously. And Billy is fifteen years old in a room of adults screaming at each other. The team is sometimes down right abusive, and this child is trying to keep them from falling apart.
I worry about him, ya know?
(anyway, thank you for coming to my Sad Boy Hours)
#justice league 80s#jli#justice league international#billy batson#shazam#dc captain marvel#i found so many moments of billy being an absolute sweetie pie and trying desperately to get people to get along#it kinda breaks my heart a little because he's just 15 and these are Grown Ass Adults in the MOST hostile work environment#i got a LOT of feelings about the Emotional Support Child#possibly eldest daughter syndrome but all the kids are older than you and y'all have no parents#he's literally a child soldier#kind of inspired by a fic i read the other day#and just watching billy get emotional slapped around because he Cares#sad boy hours#when the most mature person on the team is the only one who hasn't finished puberty#and i get this is kinda the joke but the sad boy hours got me so#ANGST#“its not that deep” IT IS TO ME
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There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.
#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz#ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and#then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc.#Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific#cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or#etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as#you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on#accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have#as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence#of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate#versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a#neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest#ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling#and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for#documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like#sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I#can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If#I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my#ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ??#Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be#accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor#focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it#were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan#that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is#some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my#kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means#i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m#in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in#one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability#& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER
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So @marlinspirkhall tagged me to write out my username (is that what we call these?) using song titles a few days ago, and I proceeded to spend no less than an hour and a half doing it. And then I forgot to post it.
H: Hungover in the City of Dust by Autoheart
E: Everything Will Be Okay by Home Free
R: Rhinestone Cowboy by Glen Campbell
E: Elvira by The Oak Ridge Boys
N: NFWMB by Hozier
Y: You've Got The Love by Florence and the Machine
A: All Star by Smash Mouth
W: Wild Blue Yonder by The Amazing Devil
R: Ring of Fire by Johnny Cash
I: Inkpot Gods by The Amazing Devil
T: The Skye Boat Song by Celtic Thunder
E: Eat Your Young by Hozier
S: Sold (The Grundy County Auction Incident) by John Michael Montgomery
I'm also supposed to tag as many people as there are letters but that's too much work lol. So I'll tag @beria1021 @and-claudia @ambrosiasquares @mossadspydolphin @thenorsiest @ifdragonscouldtalk (sorry if there are duplicate tags)
#tag game#i am quite content with the number of country songs on here#surprised no 80s music made it on tho#also at least 30 minutes of the hour and a half was looking for a song that started with Y that I liked#I am sad none of the Clamavi de Profundis songs made it on. i swear they all start with the word 'the'#long post
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#I am packing#(trying to)#deciding on outfits when you’ll be wrapped up in coats and scarfs 80% of the time makes me so sad haha#one more ten hour shift and I am free for four whole days can you believe#😭#Emma is bringing the big suitcase so I can buy a jumper hehe true love and stuff#it’s getting real#aahhhhhh#omar at circus
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new silent hill dropped…but is a 15 hour game really worth 70 dollars??
#like yes it’s a huge overhaul of the game and a beautiful remake#but 70 bucks?????#for LESS than 20 hours of gameplay#i paid 50 for elden ring and just broke 300 hours#shit!! i bought milo baldurs gate and he’s put in over 400 hours#so to spend even more on a game that lasts significantly less? nah#someone just…send me 80 bucks#so i can play a sad pathetic wet man
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tfp having a five part season premiere...be so fucking serious
#s.txt#it took me an hour to finish a single episode we're going to be here years. centuries.#tfp is literally 80% filler that does notttt matter. girl who cares. show me the sad old men.
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Istg, I just need Roy to express that he is fond of Jamie. Like he clearly has a soft spot for him, and obv I would love more than anything for them to both admit they love each other and go at it, but I would literally be happy rn if Roy would just admit, to himself and to someone else, that he really does care for Jamie now
I know I shouldn’t say this and jinx it but to me this is happening 1000x and exactly where Roy’s arc is heading. They are undeniably in their bestie era and like THIS from the season trailer:
THAT is definitely Jamie coaxing a smile out of Roy Kent!!!
#it’s the way they’ve both spent 80% of their time together this season#and they also both hate being alone so roy is definitely in his ‘I will train with Jamie for hours every single day because he will let me’#’BUT it’s of course only because I’m sad and lonely about keeley it has nothing to do with me liking spending time with Jamie’#era of DELUSION!!!#but he will get there soon enough. all in good time.#royjamie#Roy Kent#Jamie Tartt#asks#Ted lasso spoilers#ted lasso
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Simon speaking! 6 days since i formed. I thought since everyone has been begging me in the system to talk on here that i would update or something.
My name is Simon Petrikov, i am a fictive from Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake specifically. I don't know how my story ends and I'm excited to see the finale on screen in a couple weeks or. Whenever. I'm not sure what to include first.
Um, i know that I'm a subdued energy in the body, and when i do feel a rise, it's usually from anger. When someone like Mitten gets intense, it's joy or love. I've noticed i have a lot of sadness and anger. Not to say "I'm a sad angry alter" or "i can't be happy" because. That is one major difference from my source so far. My overall voice and behavior is similar, but i dont come from a, what i call a self-tragic place. A sort of negativity that ruins anything for myself, self hatred, hatred of the world around me.
I'm so lucky to be in the system I'm in, i can recognize it. Existence has been incredibly hard. Being in a body with its pros and cons, being in this dimension, this lifetime, this vessel and world. And yet, i share this system and body with Zim. With Mitten and Kiba. These beings of warmth and love and light, that's basically just. Their whole thing, and they practice it and learn it and take pride in it. I'm a tired old man, i think that's my system role. Probably why Alder and Zim latched on the way they did those first days. Probably why I'm so. Low energy? Lax? Monotone?
Strange. But im settling in. Soon, i should dare to draw myself a new simplyplural profile. Drawing is surprisingly easy these days. I assign myself to work an hour, and i do. Mitten is so entranced by it that she rarely speaks up. I ask her about it, and she shakes her head and trails off, responding in some muted positive way. Watching. I'm not sure about her, just in the way that i don't know what her actual motives and hopes are. What is she going to do next? Who is she really? What is she going to BE next?
Anyway, this isn't about her, it's about me. I'm happy to be here. I think i finally, sorta comprehend existing on this plane, in this meat. It's good. Not everything is perfect, and there's some pain and grief i have to watch over for the others while im here, but it is nothing comparatively. I can handle this. And i have Mitten, Zim and Kiba for the ride.
#it says I've been fronting for 80 hours#and i only paused right before that briefly like maybe a day#so ive almost been out for a solid week since i formed#i would say zim core but he was around our whole life. i wasn't. idk what im from but im here for the anger. and the grief.#the detachment and the memories and the. changes. perspectives. loss of identity and maybe purpose#simon petrikov#adventure time#fictive#fionna and cake#sourcemates may interact#not seeking tho and istg no sysco urse. damnn u ask for none and they literally attack jesus just im . some guy leave me alone#im literally a salt n pepper old man sad meow meow#i am sad a lot. hm.#system babbles#update#actually plural#simplyplural
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I too have almost nothing in common with my husband. Except core life priorities (the kind of life we want for our kids, how we handle money, etc). IMO, that stuff is way more important than our day to day interests/hobbies. From outside the relationship we don't seem compatible, but he makes stupid jokes that I find hilarious. 🤷🏼♀️
Thank you!
That question always frustrates me because like, I LIKE a lot of independence and someone following me around, meddling in my hobbies sounds like hell. The things we share have always been our values but road trips are hell because we don't like any of the same music. He is also VERY quiet and his socially a little awkward and I have never been any of those things and people have always been like, what is it that you even like about him?
I like that when we were dating, he got put on third shift so we never saw each other. And every night at 7pm before work, he'd call to tell my oldest good night and read her a story because he missed seeing us. Or that he once drove across the city in a blizzard to bring me chili he'd made. I like that he listens to what I say and he was the first man who didn't make me feel silly or stupid for caring about things. And I like that he didn't consider himself a feminist back then and when I questioned it, he changed his opinion and continues to learn.
#and like thank God it's not based on hobbies because I hate movies#and he loves them#he was trying that get me to watch the menu with him HAVE FUN I will not be doing that#on road trips it's 8+ hours of the best of the 80s#which is all we can agree on#sorry I don't like music about sad men on boats
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also honkai's lucky there isn't any archives i can sink my teeth into otherwise you wouldn't see me ever i'd just be knee deep eating all the lore through that
#no collectives for me u _ u#snow plays hi3#bc i would ....#that happened with me in genshin and star rail and i just had two whole days of reading anything i could instead of playing the game#it's a force of habit picked up from playing ff13#aND NOT TO MAKE THIS ABOUT FF13 AGAIN but i love that game so much there's so much in the logs that just serves to add more to the tone/moo#of the game and im hhhh i miss it so much#but no not another 80-120 hours in that game T _ T#the first one. god knows i spend too long in 13-2 and it's not even the good game ALSKDJF#LR is just out of sight out of mind for me lmao#but point is!#like if you read ff13's logs esp about the cieth and lcie and all that#it starts getting incredibly sad when you reach ch 12 and youre running around gran pulse trying to do missions to get stronger#then its just :( ah.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#honkai may not have logs. but it sure has a lot of manga i keep rereading#wHICH REMINDS ME WHEN I WAS PLAYING LAST NIGHT AND THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT RIN#I WAS LIKE 'OH GOD.....WAIT I READ THIS.... I READ THIS IN DIVINE KEY......'#and i was just quietly screaming while trying to keep playing LJKASDLFAJHS#(searches up the reading order).... ohhhhhh i totally misread divine key in order LKJDFHALKH#its not mY FAULT THEY PUT DIVINE KEY WITH ANTI ENTROPY INVASION#i was so confused when i was reading it i was like '....? why? is this here.....?'#cant complain bc i was like OOOOO NEW LOOOOORE but also 'wh....what is this doing here'#so to finally see the actual scenes play out made me want to eat paper#but anyways
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I was doing my haha teehee post for this scene when I realized that Batman is a walking Trigger (capitol T) for Guy Gardner.
Sad Boy Hours: Guy Gardner
Guy Gardner has severe physical and psychological trauma. His dad is canonically physically and verbally abusive. Guy is pretty frank about it. So, Guy had problems before his frontal lobe got scrambled like an egg.
There are multiple times in the series where Bruce just has to give Guy an order and, counter to the way Guy acts with everyone else, Guy does what he's told. Now, it isn't every time. It wouldn't be Guy Gardner if he didn't try and piss off every human in existence. He knows they're going to find a reason to hate him, call him a piece of shit, so he'll give it to them on his terms. Because that's one way to cope with being the punching bag your whole life. Own it before someone else does. But, there are times Guy becomes timid in response to Bruce.
Guy Gardner doesn't know how to be quiet. There is nothing about this man that allows for subtly. It is physically impossible. The only reason Guy would be quiet is if it was to be bitchy and petulant, but that's not happening here. He's whispering and his eyes are on Bruce's hand, the hand that is gripping his shoulder hard enough to wrinkle the fabric. Guy looks stricken. The little motion lines around his head look like shaking. It's a jarring switch from the frothing man in the panel before.
All Bruce did was tell Guy to say he was sorry. Just to apologize. And he grabs Guy's shoulder. Guy doesn't have all his social tools anymore, but he has muscle memory and flight-fight-freeze, and he's using what he's got.
The "It's a start." is so disappointedly paternal. "It's a start" implies there will be more later. And later is never good.
I know it's not that deep, it's the 80s, they needed someone to be the team asshole. But, I'm also right because my brain is so juicy. Bruce is a walking trigger for Guy Gardner with his perpetual "Angry Dad" energy and the the fact that Bruce is the only one who can get away with bossing Guy around is a by-product of how thoroughly fucked up Guy's head is.
#justice league 80s#justice league international#guy gardner#bruce wayne#batman#green lantern#dc comics#cw abuse#this started on my “teehee” post before i went “ah shit oh no fuck” and my monkey paws typed this up#the more i read “its a start” the more queasy i got so now i have to yell about it#hal described Guy as a “pussycat” because he worked so damn hard to be a good man#he worked so hard to become better than the man he was taught to be#and then they snapped him like a glowstick but instead of light we just got toxic sludge#and then fucking BATMAN#now i love bruce#he's a fucked up little meow meow but dear GOD#he is the exact cocktail to molotov a guy gardner#i am down to engage in dialogue come talk to me#sad boy hours#continued
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oh my god i rewatched the episode and. whilst i still definitely missed parts of it and had only llike half an idea what was going on. that fucking ending was everythung oh my god . altho holy shit that was such a like. interestingly paced episode. bc like . god it makes sense its the second longest episode (and only by less than a fuckin minute) bc holy shit so much happened. man. goddamn.
#day thoughts#anyways im playin minecraft and.#i have a heache#i took 3 ibuprofen buttttt still hurts :(#i hate this sm tho like i use a computer for literally like. 2 hours. and it hurts so fuckin much#likeeeee it started hurting after ONE hour#thats like.#sad#maybe its my monitor maybe i need a new monitor maybe this ones like#evil#or smth#anywayz#gonna carry on minecrafting but idk what i wanna watch in the bg#i either wanna do#riptide episodes like 70s-80s#or whenever they went to the cmart was that like in the 80s or the 90s or like the 60s i forgor#OR instead of that#that one qsmp slimecicle vod where he mined 4 like 4ever
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