#rveyn talks

[randomveyn]

imagine in the pre-petrification event, senku already created wristwatch that secretly tracks heartbeat, made you wear them and said its for an experiment, when he's just trying to figure out if you likes him back <3

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why is nobody talking about shinsou cycling

i need a cycling date with him

a bicycle tour on the cat island, most probably

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imagine being recovery girl's grandchildren with the same quirk (works the same way too) so you can kiss them all u want now 😘

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die right here can be a potential yandere song because no one would notice if we disappeared 🫢

[randomveyn]

one particular scene i rmb from moral route was when shuuji tries to train lopmon by making the latter do pushups

if takuma (player) decide to intervene, he'd choose his wording carefully by saying "no, senpai you should take a break. you look tired."

shuuji was shocked to hear that bc he IS aware of his ill-mannered on lopmon and knew ppl would take side of this cute little poor digimon in the end. shuuji loosen up soon enough and appreciate that takuma is concerned about him. not lopmon, just him.

kayama shuuji's whole life revolve around seeking to be seen, that his father had deprived him of. and no one is justifying his action here. ppl just need to see deeper into what really put them into those action before deciding to hate him or not.

CW: Mentions of Self-Harm, Child Abuse and Suicide, not discussed in depth just mentioned.

Something Really Irritating about how Shuuji was received is something I've said a lot, people want sanitized versions of trauma they can baby and infantilize and make aesthetic, so immediately once characters get out of that circle of "good ways to process trauma" people get angry. I've seem people look at this obviously traumatized child projecting onto someone and go "He's an irredeemable bastard who deserves to die" and you can see how this manifests with Lopmon too, Lopmon is someone that people can coddle and is cute and sweet and can be easily infantilized, people talk about how they wish they could save Lopmon and not Shuuji.

But Lopmon and Shuuji are explicitly, two halves of a soul, all the characters and there partners are two halves of one soul, it's not subtext is told to you right after Part 5...it's almost like the game wants you to make the connection and realize what happened with Shuuji and Lopmon.

The really upsetting thing about this is how Obvious it is, the game isn't hiding this, Part 5 starts with a nightmare with Shuuji remembering how his father abandoned him, Shuuji, says things like "When will I be good enough" and "Let me prove that I'm not worthless/useless" and so on...which echo things Shuuji says to Lopmon and what Lopmon thinks about themselves, him kicking Lopmon (who is established RIGHT AFTER to be the second half of his soul) and him dark evolving is a metaphor for how Shuuji's has been treated/treating himself and how that's hurting Shuuji, you can even read it as self-harm. Right before this Shuuji did offer himself up as a sacrifice because he didn't think his life was worth "that much" and again, Lopmon is a part of him.

But no, since Shuuji's way of expressing trauma is ugly (and it is, it's perfectly understandable why you would dislike him) people just decided, to not read into his character even though the game is pushing you understand Shuuji and his character, and this is troubling cause Shuuji's is a very real portrayal of someone with trauma, I relate to Shuuji on multiple levels, he's a well written depiction of what trauma can do to someone, and to see all of that disregarded because the way he acts isn't sanitized or aesthetically pleasing really sucks and hurts both Lopmon and Shuuji's characters.

Your not supposed to think Shuuji is justified! He DIES because he wasn't able to improve, the way he gets snapped out is Ryo punching him in the goddamn face and telling him what he's Doing, no sugarcoating, just the Truth, and I love that Digimon Survive does this.

Digimon Survive went "Yeah your doing terrible things, and yes you have to take responsibility for your actions, but you can still Become Better, you are not a Lost Cause" that's why they extend the same hand towards Aoi and Kaito later on, there doing something terrible but we can't just abandon them and I love Digimon Survive for that.

So it's infuriating that people are using a black and white lens of morality when reading into it, it's not a black and white story, heck the original Adventure isn't a black and white story, most Digimon series aren't black and white actually, there's usually some layer of complexity to them. There's a reason why there's hundreds of posts dedicated to analyzing this franchise in detail.

And on less, Digimon focused things, the trend of having a Good Victim and Bad Victim in fiction is harmful for many reasons and I'm really happy Digimon is shooting that concept in the foot, but it really sucks that people are trying to make Shuuji into a "Bad Victim" or Lopmon into a "Good Victim" when at the end of the day there both...Victims, the moral categorization of people who've suffered trauma and if there "justified" or not in there actions is a troubling trend in fandom spaces, and the overemphasis on morals in character analysis and how bad or good a character is, not great. That's a bigger issue but I thought I'd mention it.

[randomveyn]

shimono better win seiyuu of the year for dabi

[randomveyn]

we don't deserve high quality animation such as fate strange fake

[randomveyn]

this guy just pique my interest 🫢

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this still holds true srsly

sometimes i listen to a new song and loved it sm, i wanna write smth with my fav character in it so we can experience the same vibe together 💗

[randomveyn]

anyone playing hsr cuz i'm addicted to it now 😀

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i don't wanna think hank sees connor as a substitute for his son...but if his son is still alive, he's porbably the same age as connor

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ever feel like the game is so good that you don't want it to end? 🥺

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YOU GOT IT!!! sunshine was what I was going for :))) I was looking through names and I was just like “yep, taiyo. he’s touya’s sunshine, the light within the darkness” 💝💝💝 thank you for noticing this made my day

manifesting their next born are twin daughters named Hikari and Akari now 😌✨️

[randomveyn]

realizing found family in anime is my escape from irl abusive home

[randomveyn]

its weird that i want to write for a character so badly when i haven't even watch the anime

[randomveyn]

watching tybw makes me upset bc it reminds me of the fics that i didnt get to finish 🥲