#runawaythoughts

[thebraindriver]

right, universe? really, universe? why, universe? oh, universe? thank you, universe..... Will they understand? #RunawayThoughts @thebraindriver

[yaboikenjookazoo]

The break up situation (3+ year relationship)

It's been a bit over 2 months since me and my ex broke up and my mind and my heart still seem to be on her almost all the time no matter who else i talk to i can like them but i feel like i can never feel the same way about them that i did about her in the beginning the relationship was amazing and we were just madly in love with each other but as the time went on the romance seemed to fade and I started having doubts but I knew for a fact the feelings were still there and during certain parts of the relationship i knew i made a lot of dumbass decisions and didn't always act how i should have but at the end of the day i always made sure that she knew i loved and cared about her and supported her no matter what and i always tried to be there for her but at times it felt like she never did the same and we didn't always communicate a ton but those feelings still managed to grow and thrive she was the best girl ever to me though despite the flaws she had because i knew i had flaws too she was the sweetest and she was an absolutely girl in my eyes and that's what mattered to me she treated me good until the relationship came close to the end she grew to start isolating herself and didn't seem to care about my needs anymore and said i was selfish for wanting more communication and not wanting to break up and she said i was controlling despite so many signs that i wasn't the only thing i can think of is i didn't want her hanging out with certain people that i knew were bad and i didn't want her to change her appearance because i thought she was perfect just how she was but i guess all good things have to come to an end and everytime i see a picture of her or a post from her i start to miss her again or she'll just randomly pop into my head at times and i can't get her out i miss her a shit ton and i'm not sure what to do because i know that letting everything go and deleting everything will take an even bigger toll on me i miss her to death despite how she kind of changed to be this different girl quite a bit different than the girl i remember falling in love with but i was still willing to wait for her despite the "breaks" we would have or how much she isolated herself i was always willing to wait i just wished there was more communication y'know.... #breakup #runawaythoughts

[lik7]

Portrait illustration.  Runaway Thoughts. 💗 Anna Akana 

[acynicforareason]

I’m getting this feeling again. Getting so close and now I’m afraid you don’t want me as much as I want you. At first I was just forcing myself to spend more time with you but now, I want to have most of my time with you. This is getting out of hand.

[little-bluejayy]

Kinda drooling over a new pair of over-ear head phones by sennheiser...need new headphones that are comfy and thinking about dabbling in DJ-ing....

[embraceyourpurpose]

#Incomplete #RunAwayThoughts #MuseLeftMe #OhWell Want more? Go to www.sochev@wordpress.com

[herrunawaythoughts]

All “groan” up?

Time keeps on slipping.. another year came and went so here I am thinking back over the years and what I have accomplished so far, I can’t help but wonder if I am at the place I really wanted to be.

Lessons. This season in my life right now happens to be quite predictable, but ask me a year from now and a whole lot may have changed. Some people tend to look back on their youth with rose coloured glasses, which is definitely fine because if you lived your life without the ability to filter out every little shitty thing that happened to you, you’d probably go insane. When faced with tough decisions, sometimes it is better to just not make them. Indecisiveness sometimes is just easier. When the things you wanted falls into your lap you’ll know that it was meant to be, if not then let go, it’s easy. Regardless, during a mass of confusion and lack of clarity, I always find myself crawling out. It doesn’t matter what bad decisions you make, because in the end you always find a way to cope, understand and learn from the experience.

“Learn from your mistakes, work hard, and don’t let other people’s opinion of you become your limitation.”

Goals. You usually plan to do a, b or c and either you attain them or you don’t. If you succeed, you’re really great, if you don’t, you fail. I’ve learned and realized that life doesn’t actually work that way all the time. Succeed or not, the attempt was supposed to benefit us in some manner. Yes it’s great to always set standards, have goals and have something to work towards but I’ve found that actually achieving all of those goals is really beside the point. By the same token, as time passed I gradually had a better understanding of sorts of the challenges and mistakes that happens in my life. As I grow older, I’ve realized that some of the life goals I set for myself were not the things I actually wanted, and planning those goals taught me what was not relevant to me in my life. Although I did not attain some of my life goals, the point of working towards them has taught me a lot and made me realize that I’m still happy and complacent with the outcome.

Realizations. I can never tell what will happen in the coming years of my life, I just have to try and live day to day, moment to moment. In hindsight, I’ve had a bittersweet rollicking year. Lessons are really best learned the hard way, and now I can say that I am genuinely happy and moving in a very steady pace to succeed in my dreams.

[greeneyesandtanlines]

smile-when-youre-down 

but that's the thing, though. we're constantly being told no. that we can't. that we aren't good enough. what will it take for that to change?

[reallyrelax]

Deleting pictures is hard. They alway remind you of good times. Good times which may never come back.. So what do you do?

[circle-of-rainbow-llamas]

AHHHH!!! They used my question in the runaway thoughts podcast #82!!! "If you were a toilet, who would you want to sit on you?"

[rayminion]

#RunawayThoughts Ray William Johnson   annaakana

75 Batman is Bipolar

76 Drug Addicts 

77 The Queen is High 

78 Shower Time

[blurry-cold-dimmed-afterains]

And Anna's like whaaaa.... aw hell naw 

I love her. 

[yayginald]

Hilarious episode (x Thanks for making your podcasts so entertaining @raywilliamjohnson and @annakayakana ! I always keep up to date aha #runawaythoughts #awesome #entertainment #penisburkah

[inner-desire]

"I want to get away!" - L.K.

Sometimes i am really tired of all this shit. Friends who give a fuck when you need them. Pressure at work or at school. Stupidity everywhere you look. I don't want to do this anymore. I just want to punsh some people in the face...really really hard!

And then just leave. Driving far far away. Far away from this shit which brings me down, while smiling like an idiot!

[mysimplebeing]

In the past I'd be able to tell you "I love you" easily because I knew I didn't really mean it. But now I don't dare because it might actually mean something and that scares me.

[flockofbananas]

Watching runaway thoughts #cats #cat #runawaythoughts #morning