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better than a dream; rue bennett

𝚜𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚛𝚞𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚝𝚝 𝟷 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝: 𝟷.𝟺𝙺

Summary: After a sex dream, Rue feels you up for the first time. This isn't the first time, she'd done it plenty of times before...in her fantasies.

“Oh my god, is this really happening?” Rue asked watching you pull your shirt off in front of her as she sat on your bed. Her eyes were wide, mouth open as she watched your chest rise and fall. Your breasts were hardly hidden by the bra you were wearing. She hated bras and never wore one. But yours...yours was cute and lacy and she was dying to touch it.

She'd confessed to you that she'd had a dream. A sex dream. And it had involved you. She'd been too shy to tell you, but you pried it out of her after noticing how weird she'd been acting. She had scooted away from you when you sat next to her and practically tripped over her shoes as she took them off after entering your room - only because you were coming close to her.

"I want you to see if it's as good as your dream," you snickered smiling faintly as you went around to unclip the bra. Rue stopped you by putting a hand on your arm.

"What?" you asked removing your hands and letting them fall to the side.

"Can I touch you?" Rue's voice was small as she looked up at you. Her eyes pooled with lust as she gulped. She heard herself speak and it felt odd to ask you what she'd been wanting to for who knows how long.

To say she had a dream would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Rue was down bad and recently she hadn't been doing a good job at hiding it. She couldn't deny the way it made her feel when you wore a skirt and you scooted too close to her letting her fingers graze the surface.

Or when you worse an off-shoulder shirt and you leaned forward and she could almost make out the outline of the curve of your chest. She fantasized about sliding the shirt down your arms until you were naked in front of her and she could finally feel your supple breasts.

"You can touch," you cooed placing your hands on her shoulders as her fingers delicately danced up your back and around your torso until her thumbs were making contact with the lacy fabric. She let her palms slide over your breasts so they were cupping you gently before sliding up to your neck, fingers softly wrapping around your skin.

She felt you swallow under her palms as you shifted your weight feeling the pulsing between your legs.

Her fingers fell down your neck hooking under the straps of your bra tugging down until they were hanging around your arms, the cups of the bra still pressed to your chest. It wasn't until her index fingers pushed down the brim of the fabric that your breasts were set free; your nipples instantly hardened from the breeze rushing through your window and the anticipation of what was to come.

"Wow," Rue whispered, eyes set on your breasts. She closed her mouth after noticing it'd been open and she carefully glided her thumbs along the side of your boobs. You had goosebumps from her touch and she could feel them on the bed of her fingers until they were met with your hard nipples. She rotated her thumbs only testing the waters.

Looking up to notice the effect of her touch. Which was plentiful. Your fingers dug into her shoulders, lip tucked between your teeth, eyes shut, head tossed back only slightly.

She stopped rotating her thumbs and you looked down at her when she cupped your boobs. She moved her hands slowly bringing your breasts with her movements. She was concentrating, you couldn't keep your eyes off her until she looked at you and you felt the heat between your legs again.

Eyes still on her and vice versa she opened her mouth wrapping an arm around your back and pulling you close. One boob was still in her hand, but now grabbing it in a way where she held it in place but your nipple was free for her mouth to access.

Her tongue made contact with the bud first and you winced feeling the cold sensation. Her tongue moved in small circles before her mouth closed around your nipple sucking gently. Unable to hold a moan, you tossed your head back not wanting her to see how much this was affecting you.

"Can you look at me?" she mumbled against your nipple and your head snapped back to look down at her. Her hand was clutching to your bra now down below your breasts, nipple in her mouth, nose pressing on your boob as she sucked before rotating her tongue again.

Moving your hands from her shoulders and up to her hair, you pressed her closer and she groaned before moving to your other nipple and repeating the steps she'd just performed. She fumbled with the hook of your bra trying to get it off. You kept desperately removing the fabric, you just wanted her on your skin.

When it was discarded on the floor, her hands fell down to the top of your ass, fingers teasingly digging into the fabric of your bottoms until she moved down to rest her hands behind your thighs. Somehow that felt more intimate and you backed up a little, her mouth open as you breathed hard.

"What's wrong?" she asked looking up at you as you slumped over a little as if to hide your body from her. "What that weird? We can stop and never mention it," she said as she started getting up.

She shouldn't have said anything about that dream; she should've kept her mouth shut. Literally. Now she had probably ruined the best thing that happened to her. Your friendship.

"No," you said pushing her down so her hair was sprawled across your bed. Her eyes widened as you climbed on top of her holding her arms in place. But she wasn't going anywhere.

"There's no going back after this," you said and Rue nodded in agreement. She didn't care. She didn't want to go back. Bringing your face down you kissed her softly and Rue moaned. Your lips felt better than your nipple in her mouth. Your tongue ran across her bottom lip and Rue openly invited it in. Your tongues mingled until you let go of her hands which quickly attached to your hips.

Her fingers burned a trail up your back as she started memorizing every curve and contour of your body. But it didn't last because when you were off guard, she pushed you gently so you were the one trapped under her now.

"Let me show you what I did in the dream," she said cheekily as you watched her eyes glisten. You smirked lifting your body so she could take off your pants.

Rue had never actually done this before. In her dreams and daydreams, she'd had plenty of practice. All with you. But now she had your thighs hooked on her arms and your hands in her hair as she inched closer to your pussy.

She was dying to know what it was like.

Tentatively, she ran her thumb up your pussy and you inhaled deeply; melting at her touch. Noticing the way you bucked your hips, she ran her thumb down between your folds again and this time a loud moan dripped from your mouth giving Rue all the reassurance she needed.

She repeated the motion of her thumb with her tongue and the cool feeling made you throb harder. Yearning for more. You were on fire as you moved your hips to match the rhythm of her tongue on your clit.

She sucked gently before focusing on your entrance, her tongue dipping in before her middle finger replaced it. You cursed her name clutching to the sheets as her tongue resumed its spot on your clit, finger moving slowly in and out.

"Rue, more-" you hummed looking down at her as she looked at you without moving her tongue from your clit. Fulfilling your request, she inserted her ring finger watching the way you sighed contently, lips curling into a smile before parting as she moved them. Moan after moan fell from your lips, ringing in her ears as she got lost in your pussy.

This was better than her all her dreams. Better than any fantasy.

𝚜𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝

[claireunoia]

OMFGG BAE CAN U DO A FIC ABOUT RUE FINGERING READER IN FRONT OF A MIRROR? i had a dream about it af 🥴🥴

⊱✿⊰ pairings : rue x fem!reader

⊱✿⊰ word count : 797

⊱✿⊰ warnings : SMUT, fingering, language, praising, really sweet rue, very descriptive as always, a mirror being involved

❥ ─ author’s letter to you : hi bby’s!! ok first off, i was too lazy to set this up like my usual fics since it’s a request and doesn’t require all that so don’t look too hard on it lmao. but anyways i hope y’all enjoyy, love u mwah <33

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➙ 𝗧𝗛𝗘 air in your dimly lit bedroom felt almost deliciously suffocating, the intense feelings only gradually heightening more and more as time kept going by with rue making you hold your twitching legs up and spread apart. making you keep your core on clear display to yours and her eyes through the tall intimidating glass mirror hanging on your wall.

the obscene sight of rue wetting her long, slender fingers before tracing the now moist digits through your exposed folds was something you want to see for the rest of your life. the silver crystal rings that were clad on her fingers, shined as she played with your pussy. you couldn’t help but to let out the long awaiting moan from your lips when you felt rue start to rub softly at your clit. her brown eyes were deeply enamored on the way your juices had started to collect on her fingers.

“is it feeling good, baby?” rue aims the question at you softly, her brown eyes looking away from the mirror for a moment to look at your blissed out face. her head bending down to the level of where your own head laid resting at her shoulders only for her chapped lips to pucker up to place gentle pecks at the apples of your cheeks, all the while keeping up the little rubs on your bundle of nerves as well. you nod your head slowly in response to her question, the lower half your body bucking up into her hand in desperation.

you then hear the sounds of rue’s giggles enter your ears, the way your thighs twitch and how your pussy keeps leaking more and more of your arousal each second amuses her just a bit. she wouldn’t be able to understand how much her touch affects you like you would know how it does.

“you’re so beautiful, y/n” the sentence was genuine as her other hand moved to rub and massage your creamy thighs, the tips of her fingers taking extra time to linger on the array of stretch marks and scars that laid on the skin. a smile lightening up her face when she heard a meek “i love you” slip breathlessly from you.

“i love you too, baby” was her quick reply before she then moved her fingers down from your clit to your opening to begin prodding her fingertips at your hole before soon deeply entering your cunt. a quiet cursed leaving her as she felt your soft walls and just how absolutely drench you were.

“christ, you’re fucking soaked” the statement was lace with a playful tone, but still rue was shocked as ever. a feather like moan of her own tumbled out of her lips when she started to hear the lewd squelching sounds that exit from your cunt as she started to finger you open.

“fuckk, baby please” you brokenly whimpered out to the curly head girl from above you. your hand moving from holding your thigh to holding at your girlfriend’s upper arm instead. gripping the flesh of her arm tightly as the waves of pleasure started overtaking you as rue began to pick her speed up.

during the mix of her speeding up, she then suddenly curled both her middle finger and ring finger up. her longs fingers easily hitting your spot diligently as she kept fucking her fingers into you. basking in your now loud mewls and whines with her teeth teasingly on display, her eyes going back and forth from looking at the mirror to look down at your pussy to see how she scissored her fingers into you.

“o-oh my gosh, r-rue. please, please don’t stop, m’so close!” you lightly sob against her, your legs beginning to shake as the impending high came hurling your way tremendously fast. your breath hitched harshly while a loud gasp tore through your poor throat when you felt rue fingers fuck you even faster, her other hand coming up to rub at your clit just at the same speed of her fingers inside of you. getting you to fall off that cliff and dive into a bliss of nothing but shattering pleasure.

your mouth was agape widely in a silent scream, your hands now painfully gripping at your girlfriends arm impossibly tighter. rue unconsciously winced slightly at the sharp tightening but paid no mind to it as she kept working you through your intense high.

only stopping when she felt your fingers weakly trying to push her hands away and out of your wrecked cunt. without a beat rue did so but not without placing sweet kisses all along your face to sooth you down, the pads of her fingers softly massaging your swollen pussy while she did so. letting you calm down in her arms.

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[thequeendesi]

Rose Gold Jewelry

Title: Rose Gold Jewelry

Alt Title: Drugs and Babies in the Same Sentence

Warnings: swearing, past addiction, single teen mom, ALLUDES to a certain ykw as baby daddy, sexual innuendo.

Disclaimer: I don’t own you or the euphoria franchise. I own the writing.

Pairing : Rue x Single Mom ! reader

A/N: I might make this a type of series? Different euphoria characters w single moms. Idk, lmk how yalld feel about that one.

Rue’s arms crossed over each other as her eyes drifted through the crowd. “Whatcha you lookin’ for Rue?” Fezco asked, blunt between his fingers as his eyes were on his ‘sister’. Taking a long drag, he passed the drug to Rue.

“(Name), she’s friends with Kat.” Rue responded, taking a drag. Fezco narrowed his eyebrows as he exhaled. “Why?” He asked, taking the blunt as Rue handed it off.

“She’s pretty. I like how she likes to wear rose gold jewelry to parties.” Rue shrugged, exhaling the smoke.

“Solid.” He nodded. “You ever talk to her?” He followed up, taking a hit of the slow burning grape rillo. “Shit no.” Rue scoffed.

“Well, prepare she’s coming over.” Fezco looked at Rue, putting out the blunt as he exhaled. Rue’s eyes darted before taking a deep breath. “Yea.” She sniffed, wiping her nose.

“Hi Fez.” (Name) said, smiling at her friend. “Hey.” He nodded, half smiling. “Are you being trouble?” She asked Fez, crossing her arms.

“Shit girl, you know well enough.” He rolled his eyes.

“Hold on, you two know each other?” Rue asked, looking at them. “Yea, neighbors before he moved with his grandma. Who might I add, is a fuckin’ G.” (Name) laughed a little.

“Y’all stayed friends since?” Rue asked, pulling her sleeves down her arms. “Yea. Best friends. Saved my life more than once. Not too long ago he saved me and my girl from homelessness.” (Name) said, putting her hands in her pockets.

“Y-your girl?” Rue asked, eyebrows furrowing. “Yea, Lorelei Noelle. My baby.” (Name) said. “Oh. Who’s the dad?” Rue asked before her own eyes widening at her impromptu-ness.

“Aha, I’d love to say, but unfortunately, he promised to ruin my life if I ever said anything.” (Name) half-joked, winking at the end of the sentence, hoping Rue picked up on her social cue.

Rue made a small face, nodding. A small indication that she understood and wouldn’t press further.

“You, uh, wanna dance?” Rue asked, pointing over her shoulder. “Yea.” (Name) smiled, grabbing Rue’s hand to help the intoxicated female up.

The two walked back inside. “You’re cute.” (Name) said in Rue’s ears, her hands on Rue’s shoulders as she swayed along to the music. “Cute?” Rue asked. “Nah, but ‘preciate it.” Rue laughed a little.

“Why though?” Rue’s face turned up as she questioned the female. “Because you’re not subtle when you stare at folks.” (Name) teased, grabbing Rue’s hands and placing her hands on (Name) lower back.

“You noticed, huh?” Rue sighed, internally swearing. “Who said I didn’t want you to notice and was just waitin’ for you to say somethin’?” Rue asked, narrowing her eyes. Not a total lie, but then again, not a total truth.

“Well, I hope you feel as if I granted a wish by comin’ over to tease my ex-neighbor.” (Name) winked. “Shit, definitely.” Rue nodded.

“S-so what’s it like? Bein’ a mom and shit.” Rue asked, trying to make conversation.

“Best decision I made. My tiny best friend. She’s just like me, and thankfully, looks nothing like her daddy.” (Name) laughed.

“Bet it’s easy to stay clean for a baby.” Rue said, holding the girl closer to her body. “Whole reason I got clean was for Lori, the easiest decision I ever made.” (Name) said.

“Awesome.” Rue nodded, acknowledging the past.

“So, how long were you planning on staring at me?” (Name) asked, tucking a stray piece of Rue’s hair behind her ear. “Forever, probably.” Rue answered, laughing a little.

“You wanna get out of here?” Rue asked. “Oh yea.” (Name) laughed, pulling back from Rue to lead the brunette to the door.

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(Name) laughed sitting next to Rue the couch. “No! You didn’t!” She covered her mouth. “I did. Definitely the worst moment I’ve done. What about you?” Rue asked, crossing her arms as she leaned back into the couch. “Punched my baby’s grandmother in the chin at the end of a detox. It was the day before I officially found out about Lorelei.” (Name) said. “Why do you say ‘officially’?”

“Well, I had suspicions initially. Baby Daddy started acting like I didn’t exist, I went to his house.” (Name) started, leaning back against the couch. “His mom answered the door, which I half expected. Said some choice words, so I said choice words. She called me a slut and a distraction, I punched her in the chin.” (Name) shrugged. “I regret it now, but it was one of those things I wanted to do sober.”

Rue laughed a little. “Yea. That’s pretty bad.”

“Yea. But I have my mini-me, so it’s not not all bad. You grow, you become an adult. You grow up with your kid, it’s pretty cool. She’ll be 1 next month.” (Name) looked at Rue. “This is pretty refreshing though.”

“How so?” Rue asked, looking over at (Name). “Not being judged. Normally other girl’s I’ve been with hear about drugs and babies in the same sentence it sets off a wall thing. At least, has in the past.”

‘Fuck yes, girl’s. Which means multiple.’ Rue’s brain practically screamed. “No reason for me to judge you. I’ll be clean for a year in a month.” Rue smiled a little. “That’s something to be proud of.” (Name) smiled. “Remind me to help you celebrate your one year.”

“Can we celebrate 11 months?” Rue questioned, fingers moving up (Name)‘s knee to her inner thigh.

(Name) bit her lip as she moved her leg for Rue to obtain better access.

“I’d like to.” (Name) answered.

“Awesome.”

[faeome]

*Gif not mine*

Fezco x reader

Part 2.

Summary: You and Fez have been friends for years already and y’all both have feelings for each other. The thing is, that both of you are too scared to admit it. TAKES PLACE RIGHT AFTER FEZ BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF NATE.

Warnings: none. slight cursing. Kinda angsty, little bit of fluff. English isn’t my first language so, sorry if there are grammar mistakes.

You looked at Fezco. He looked… scary. He was punching Nate violently in the face. You were just standing there, watching with horror. After what felt like forever, the fight stopped. Maddy and others were trying to get Nate’s unconscious body on the sofa. Fez took his jumper and was about to leave, but you went to him, shouting.

“What the hell Fezco?” You were still shocked, god knows Nate deserved the beating, but it wasn’t like Fez to be that violent.

He just sighed and went outside. You followed him.

“You just beat the shit out of him, and now you’re ignoring me?” You couldn’t believe him.

“What do u want Y/N?” He finally stopped walking and turned to look at you.

He had an expression you couldn’t quite recognize. You didn’t know what to say.

“Do u want me to apologize for what I’ve done? I won’t .” He took a step forward and you stepped back. “I beat him because it was necessar-“

“It wasn’t!” You exclaimed. “Come one fez, we all know what a piece of shit he is, but..” Again, he stepped forward and you stepped back, your back touching the wall. Your heart started racing from how intensely he was looking at you. “Listen Y/N, I’m sorry you had to see that, but I’m not sorry about beating him. That’s what he deserved.” He said, stroking your cheek lightly. The eye contact was too much so you looked down and nervously started playing with your fingers. He placed his one hand on your fingers and placed other on your chin, forcing you to look up. His green eyes were boring into yours and suddenly you felt emotional. Maybe it was the alcohol in your system, because you were overwhelmed by emotions. Even tho, you were angry at him, he was still all u could think about. You loved his eyes, you loved how he looked at you, how soft his facial hair felt against your skin when he kissed you on the cheek shyly. You wished, you could say all of that to him, but you couldn’t. You sighed and put your head on his chest. He awkwardly petted your back. “I’m sorry Fez, i know what he did to you was wrong.” He kissed the top of your head. “Yeah, don’t worry about that, ma.” You smiled at him. “C’mon let’s getchu home.” He said, put his hand around your shoulders and lead you to his car.

This is VERY rushed, but if y’all want a part two, I’ll be more than happy to write it.

[lovelyeuphoriceuphoria]

Beat His Ass - Euphoria

“Bitch, you better be joking,” Maddy stared at you. As usual, she was dressed to perfection– a brand-new sunny yellow two-piece set, along with a matching pair of kitten heels and a cute white handbag. Soft yellow gems glittered along her lash line, her lips stained a sweet shade of baby pink. Maddy’s jaw dropped as she scanned your appearance. “Where the fuck did you get that shirt?” She demanded. 

You were wearing an oversized t-shirt as a dress, smiling brightly. On your t-shirt was a picture of Cal Jacobs. Underneath the picture was a message in all caps that read; IF YOU SEE THIS MAN, BEAT HIS ASS. 

“Bitch,” Maddy shook her head. “Nate’s gonna flip the fuck out on you.” You snorted, rolling your eyes. You linked your arm with hers, dragging her out of the doorway. “Oh, because I’m so scared of a slenderman clone with daddy issues, who’s also having a sexuality crisis,” You replied. Maddy choked on her own spit. “You did not just go there,” Maddy snorted when she got her bearings back. You rolled your eyes once more, shrugging apathetically. “If he’s got an issue with me, he can catch these hands.” You replied. 

Maddy snuggled closer to you, her dark eyes bright with suppressed laughter. “I’d fuckin’ love to see that.” She told you. You grinned as Rue approached, her eyes widening when they fell to your shirt. “Dude,” Rue’s voice was shaking with barely contained mirth. “No fucking way.” Rue giggled into the palm of her hand. Her curly hair bounced with the force of her giggles. “Is there like, anyway you could make another one of those?” She asked, eyes wide. “Or like, several? Just in case it gets torn or stained?” 

Throughout the day, your friends’ reactions to your shirt differed. Csssie frowned in disapproval, her wide blue eyes narrowing into tiny slits. She was still desperately trying to regain Nate’s stilted affection. It was sad, but there was nothing you could do; Cassie didn’t want help, she didn’t want to listen. You knew that you could lead a horse to water, but you couldn’t make it drink. Yeah. That definitely applied to Cassie’s situation. 

Lexi had wheezed, then immediately demanded to take a picture so she could send it to Fez and Ash. Shortly after that, there were three more requests for a Cal Jacobs’ slandering shirt. Lexi quickly set the picture as her lockscreen, much to your amusement. “You’re my new hero,” Lexi told you. “Honestly. Can we make that shirt our new school uniforms?” She had asked. “Lex, we don’t have uniforms,” You had replied. “We barely even have a fuckin’ dress code.” Lexi waved that away. “I will literally campaign for us to have uniforms, solely so that we can wear that shirt.” 

Jules had squealed with laughter, tossing her head back. Every time you thought she’d gotten ahold of herself, she would burst into a renewed fit of laughter, frantically trying to speak through the high pitched giggles that came bubbling from her throat. Finally, she caught her breath. “Can I please have one of those? Tell me you made more than one of those fuckin’ things.” Jules was quickly added to the rapidly expanding list of people who wanted a t-shirt of their very own. 

Kat had just shaken her head at you in amusement. It seemed like lately, Kat hadn’t had much to say. To anyone. It seemed like Kat was fading into the background. If she was on a TV show, her character’s scenes would be completely cut. 

Your phone buzzed with a message from Fezco. He showcased the joints he’d rolled for you, for “creatin’ the most beautiful piece of fuckin’ art” he’d ever seen. He also requested three t-shirts– one for him, one for Ash, and he was insisting on paying for Lexi’s; that was his fuckin’ girl, and he wanted to spoil her. He wanted to give her everything she could ever ask for. You sighed to yourself. Fuckin’ lucky bitch.

You were snapped out of your reverie rather roughly. And by roughly, you were shoved up against the locker, a hand wrapped around your throat. You were suddenly looking into the furious eyes of your least favorite psychopath. Nate motherfuckin’ Jacobs. You struggled, but Nate was a 6’4 ball of murderous rage. “You fuckin’ cunt,” Nate snarled. Your nose wrinkled in disgust. “Is that canned tuna fish on your breath?” You asked. “Or is it Cassie’s pussy?” 

The slowly forming crowd ‘oohed.’ You heard Rue’s distinct cackle in the background. Nate’s fingers tightened around your throat, but you met his gaze, completely unbothered. “Is this like, one of your signature moves? Like, if you saw a girl at a club, would you just choke her instead of asking for her number?” You wheezed around his rapidly tightening hand. 

“Shut the fuck up!” Nate screamed, his face redder than you’d ever seen it. “Shut the fuck up, shut the fuck up, you stupid cunt!” Nate slammed you harder against the lockers. Maddy, Jules, Rue, and Lexi were frantically trying to get to the front, shoving random students aside to come to your aid. You just grinned at him, your eyes glinting. “Jokes on you, Nathaniel. You might be fuckin’ crazy, but to borrow a line from Cassie, I’m crazier.” Your grin widened. Your legs weren’t pinned, stupid fuck didn’t take that into account. You raised your leg, and right as your friends reached you, you kicked Nate in the dick, as hard as you could. 

Instantly, Nate dropped you onto the ground. He crumbled down next to you, wailing in agony. You simply stepped over him, then glanced down at him. You shrugged, then kicked him in the stomach. “That one’s for Maddy,” You kicked him again. “That’s for Rue,” You continued, kicking him again. He shrieked in pain. “And that was for Jules.” 

You stepped towards your friends. Jules wrapped you in her arms. Maddy stepped over the prone form of her former boyfriend. She stomped her foot hard, into Nate’s side. Nate gurgled, choking on some of his blood. “And that’s for her,” Maddy gestured to you. She turned around, intent on making her way back to your little ragtag group of friends. 

Cassie stepped up to her, her fists clenching. She opened her mouth, but Maddy held up a hand. “Bitch, your pussy smells like hotdog water. Move on.” 

With that, she rejoined the group, wrapping her arms around you. Rue and Lexi piled on, squishing you, but like, in the best way possible. 

Your phone buzzed with a video. It was the video of Nate confronting you, and ending up weeping on the ground. You immediately saved it, then curiously asked– “Do you think I could use this as my campaign video, if I ever decide to run to be the president?”

[glassydoor]

Where Have You Been? - Fezco

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Where Have You Been? (one shot)

Euphoria Characters x Reader

Content Warnings: Nate Jacobs, rehab, and overdose mentions.

Synopsis: Reader returns to town after leaving unexpectedly...what happens when she runs into her friends who she hasn’t spoken to in forever? 

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“What are you thinking about?” my mom’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

“You know...a little nervous” I take a deep breath in as I look out the car window of the small town I grew up in where everyone knows each other...which is why it was so hard to leave...rumors circulate FAST. 

I left unexpectedly and the first thing people thought was I was struck by lightning in front of my house and died??? hello??

I think it’s safe to say for most high schoolers that we’re just trying to get by and move on to the next thing in life...which is why me and Lexi Howard were really good friends. Unlike our questionable classmates, the only drama we would be involved in is if we didn’t hand in our homework on time.

“I’m really proud of you y/n” my mom looks over at me for a second before shifting her eyes back to the road. “I’m pretty sure Lexi and Cassie still live down the road, I’m sure they’ll be happy to see you” my mom wishfully thinks but honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if Lexi never wanted to talk to me ever again.

Unpacking my belongings on my childhood bed I hear frantic knocking on the door and before I have time to adjust my eyes to the sun’s rays I was engulfed in a bear hug from none other than Lexi saying “oh my god” over a thousand times.

“Hey Lex” I say in relief as I tighten the hug.

“I hate you and I’m saying with love” she comes in and peers around the corner to say hi to my mom and asks if I could come over and with the approval of my mother we happily walk over.

“I missed you y/n” 

“I missed you too”

Walking past the threshold of the Howard house felt like a magical spell was cast upon us and we were little kids again. Lexi smiles at me and I smile back. 

“Hey Ms.Howard!” Lexi’s mom gives me a big smile which I’m happy to receive. 

“Y/n! It’s so nice to see you again! How are you?” seeing their mom on the couch makes me realize how nice it is to see some things really haven’t changed. As I turn towards the stairs I’m surprised to see both Cassie and Mckay on the couch...I honestly didn’t expect to see him today.

Cassie’s eyes widen when she sees me and springs up from the couch to give me a big hug while Mckay just sorta looks around due to awkwardness and confusion while simply giving me a wave.

“Yo y/n how are you feeling?” Mckay reluctantly asks.

“Yeah I’m good Mckay...how’s football?” I know nothing about football.

“You know...work hard, play hard, I’m just tryna do my best and make the lineup” the statement above is true...I know nothing about football but what I do know is that Mckay works his butt off playing.

Lexi drags my arm and pulls me upstairs to her and Cassie’s conjoined room and it looks exactly as I remembered it. Taking a quick look around I can see she still has all the polaroid pictures hung up that we took summers ago and the cute trinkets I got her for her birthday.

Cassie later joins us once Mckay leaves and we all start talking as if I never left until Cassie says:

“At least you and Rue have something in common now” confusion is what filled my scattered brain as Lexi gives what could only be a death stare to Cassie. 

I knew Rue Bennett pretty well as Me, Lexi, and Rue were seen as the golden trio like in Harry Potter...I’m Hermione, Lexi is Harry, and Rue is Dobby, sorry I mean Ron.

My face screams for answers as I look over to Lexi “What? What happened to Rue?”

Cassie stopped fixing her makeup and looked over at me “You don’t know? Rue overdosed”

With my mouth agape, Lexi sighs.

“Well is she okay??” I notice Lexi’s fingers start to fidget with the bottom of her shirt “yeah she’s fine, she went to rehab around the same time you did” 

“You missed a lot y/n” that’s not very hard to believe since every day at school the morning gossip alone is what gave me the will to even go. 

“Nate and Maddy are together” and that’s how you change the mood immediately because as soon as those words left Cassie’s mouth my face contorts to disgust 

“Nate’s still here?” I mean I’m not surprised though, east highland would literally have to chain Nate Jacobs up before he could leave...no way would they let go of their star quarterback.

Lexi shares the same disgust on her face “sadly” 

“I don’t know he’s kinda cute” me and Lexi practically got whiplash with how fast we turned to Cassie.

“He’s a jerk” I say while Cassie is going through her closet and asking our opinion which she doesn't even need because she looks flawless every single time. This is about the time we both got the invite to Mckay’s party.

Head throbbing music surrounds the house as me and Lexi ,arm in arm to stay together, wander further into the house when I see Maddy from afar running to me at full speed and hugging me. That’s when Cassie announced she was going to the bathroom. Looking around the party made me feel more disconnected from my town than ever before...

I knew nobody else here. When I was away I realized that I don’t even miss school but I miss the comfort of people knowing you and being around a fixed group of people then to just not have that anymore?? It was weird...it’s weird right now but low and behold I see Rue Bennet in the corner, hands in pockets, like the true wallflower she is. Even though Rue isn’t much of a hugger, there wasn’t anything else I wanted to do more than to give her a big ol’ hug. I go towards her with open arms ready for a hug when I get this instead.

“Y/n, where have you been, loca?” Rue says awkwardly while my shoulders jump from laughter as we’re hugging.

She releases “because I remember you said you liked that movie” as she looks down at the ground then back at me to see my reaction.

“Oh my god Rue I love you” I say while laughing “Who did you come with?” She takes a minute to look around and scan the room and finally points at a girl with long blonde hair and really cute clothing talking with Kat “Her name is Jules, she’s new here but she’s cool” 

“So where did you go?” The golden question finally reveals itself “oh you know...Florida” Which I’m not technically lying but I didn’t feel like getting into it right now.

She understands and accepts that answer as we part ways I realize I’ve lost Lexi. As realization hits, my heart starts to beat and has become super sonic and in that moment the roles have reversed...now I see Rue dancing and laughing with Jules while I'm attached to the wall like a fly. 

“Ayo everyone cut the music we got a special guest”  The voice of the person I dreaded the most.

“Come on don’t be rude y/n make your presence known” Nate Jacobs continues to point me out as I look around the room for an ounce of moral support but my heart skins when I see no one, I have no idea where anyone is 

Nate Jabocs gets closer.

“What? You don’t want anyone to know where you went?” While I’m trying not to show how much he scares me, he has the advantage with his height and the fact that he’s absolutely terrifying. How does he know in the first place, I never told anyone besides Lexi and Cassie.

McKay.

He must've told Nate as soon as he saw me at Lexi’s.

I can’t even hear what Nate Jacobs is saying because I’m trying so hard to imagine I’m not even in this situation until a simple shirt and jeans who I recognize as Fezco (because if you’re friends with Rue you’re inevitably gonna know Fez) steps in to put some distance between me and Nate’s 6’4 

“Oh Fezco’s gonna save the day!” Nate’s taunting voice moves on the next victim as any bully does.

“Nah man i'm just tired of you picking on people” somehow Fez’s soft and slow voice when he’s angry is more intimidating than Nate Jacobs can ever be. “Or or or what you’re gonna hit me Fez?” Nate challenges 

“I might if you don’t leave Rue and her friends alone” Nate takes a minute before his lingering eyes move to me then slowly backs up when he sees Maddy among the crowd. 

“I’ll see you real soon Y/N” 

I didn’t even realize how cold and shaky my hands were until Lexi took them into hers. Fez makes sure Nate is on the other side of the house and turns to me.

“y/n you good?” The look of care on Fez’s face is real…even though I didn’t know Fez well, i’m friends with rue and that’s good enough reason for him to stick his neck out for me.

“do you wanna sit on the couch or somethin?” He gently maneuvers us to the couch which was away from people and music because at the moment the pounding music was giving me a pounding headache. Fez stays with you but a little further down the couch to make you feel more comfortable.

My voice is still a little shaky from the encounter. “Thank you Fez”

“It’s ok y/n we dont gotta say nothing” We sit in comfortable silence.

Everyone takes turns to sit on the couch with me while the party continues but Fezco stayed the entire time. Knowing Fez, he was probably at this stupid party to do buisness and here he is using his time to take care of me...I hope I don’t mess anything up for him.

“You want some water? I can go get some?” Fez’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

“Thank you but I have my own in my bag” as I open my bag full of essential like advil and lip balm “it’s a rule of sorts, I don’t leave the house with water especially when I’m going to a party”

“Word. you gotta do what you gotta do” He gives me a comforting nod 

“How long are you staying here? I didn’t see Ash anywhere around...that’s how I always know you're around” I confess which makes Fez laugh slightly. 

“He’s around back n I’m supposed to let him know when I’m done but I don’t mind staying with you” his comment makes me take a swig of water to hide my smile “Thank Fez I really appreciate that, in a sea of uncertain people you’re a great source of comfort”

“Shit y/n don’t go all soft on me” 

We stay on the couch for a little while longer.

[neverwillknowme18]

Caught| rue

You forgot that rue has a key to your house your parents were gone, so You always lock the doors after they left no matter how long they are gone for. As your hand lingers down to the waistband of your shorts going down to your underwear.

You slowly started to rub your clit You close your eyes thinking of rue hand doing this to you all the dirty things that she will say in your ear as her fingers pumping in and out of you, you started to rub your clit faster and add two fingers in you.

You moan rue name as You throw your head back. You didn’t know rue was standing by your doorway until You heard her clear her throat you quickly take your hand out of your pants and cover yourself, “ I uh am I interrupting anything” she said with a nervous laugh. You looked at her with flushed cheeks.

You watched her as she moved closer to you running her fingers up and down your thigh as she move closer to your face,” you sound so pretty moaning my name but I rather please you so come and sit on my face” she said with a smirk, your thighs clenched together as that made your core throb.

She kisses your lips, she lick your bottom lip asking for you to open your mouth but you declined her offer, she hand move to clit rubbing it through you shorts. You moan as you guys pull away.

“ rue please I want more I need more “ you whine, she smile as she pulls your pants and underwear down she lays down next to you “ come sit on my face “ she said looking at you. You wasted no time you sat on her face.

You moan as she licks a straight line up to your clit, she sucked your clit as she plays with your boobs. “ oh Fuck rue “ you moan gripping on her curly hair slightly grinding against her face.

She quickly started to lap you up with her tongue as she moans of the taste of me which sends you over the edge “ I’m gunna cum don’t stop please “ you breathed out quickly. You cummed after a couple of seconds of you saying that.

You get off of rue face and lay next to her “ that was amazing “ you said looking at the ceiling, “ I love you so much y/n” she said looking as you as she pressed a sweet kiss on your forehead before you drift into sleep.

[kebvurn]

Rue x fem! reader

Plot summary: You and rue had history, the two of you were previously best friends but you realized that you wanted to be way more then just ‘friends’, the friendship ended in a kiss that she initiated. You freaked out and stopped talking to her. Which left her confused, a year later you see her at an party. You two run into each other in a bathroom and you confessed after all these months not talking to her.

A/N:If you’re asking about Jules, this specifically doesn’t include her and this is strictly about y/n and rue. tbh, Jules is lowkey an asshole but don’t @ me tho. Also this will take place in the beginning of season 1.

Tw?:Arguing, misogyny, unwanted attention, panic attack, making out, angst, public make out, bathroom intimacy.

Favorite dress

You had been dreading to go to this party Maddie had been inviting you to, she went through and decided on an appealing dress to wear to mckay’s party. You sat in the passenger seat with the girls as music blasts from the car all of you girls were in. You mainly didn’t want to go because all the football team was there and they were all misogynistic assholes especially Nate. You never understood why maddy chose to be with his crazy ass but it was none of your business.

“So, um y/n you heard about rue?” Cassie asked, you’ve haven’t talked about rue since the two of you stopped being friends. Which fucked everything up, you thought about her since the day you two kissed. You felt like such an idiot for ghosting her for a kiss that you wanted. In reality you wanted her lips against your in every way but you were confused with yourself so you fled.

“Yeah…at this point who didn’t” you muttered before looking out the window with a sigh. Lexi shot y/n a reassuring look how the two of them were so close to her. Kat huffed, “can we not talk about this? we’re bouta get fucked up!” Maddie changing the direction of the conversation which made everyone chant and laugh.

Once all of you rolled into the neighborhood that McKay lived in, maddy had parked near the home before all of you emerged from the car. Music blasting from inside the house, so many people in the house. Inside and out, the home was huge it was quite surprising how many people could fit in there. The 5 of you emerged from the car, shutting the door behind you. You looked down at your dress, it really did worry you since they were a lot of unwanted attention and horny disgusting men at these types of party.

You did look great, your curled hair was let down. Gold mini hoops, gold rings. A cute little butterfly necklace that drew attention to her chest. The white dress complimented her curves. Maddy had noticed you eyeing your outfit and had grabbed your hand. “Bitch you look amazing, c’mon let’s go inside.” she reassured before they walked inside hand and hand.

The two of you strutted in and already noticed some eyes on you and maddy. You felt a bit uncomfortable but confident. Maddy didn’t mind since she gets this kind of attention regularly. “Hey mamas, looking good.” some guy said to the both of you, you rolled your eyes. Maddie eyes the guy, “Ew.” she said disgusted dismissing the guy which made you chuckle. You both walk right past him. “You gonna make Nate jealous tonight?” she asked, cupping her ear so they could hear each other. Maddie shook her head making her way to the drinks. “Of course babes.” she replied with a smirk. A blonde guy approached her asking her to dance or something you couldn’t hear since the music was blasting throughout the house. Maddie gave you a mischievous grin before she went off with the guy. Your attention went back to the drinks, you poured yourself a slim amount of alcohol before downing it all. Before you felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist. “What the f-” you turned your head to reveal a random drunk guy.

“W-Wanna dance baby?” The guy slurred, you shook your head violently. “Get away from me!” you yelled before you had fought yourself out of his grip. Punching him in the face before you walked off with tears in your eyes. This caused quite a scene, people watched as the guy laid on the floor rolling in pain before you had ran away from the guy. Quickly making your way to the bathroom as you felt your breath getting heavier and it got harder to breath. The door shut behind you as you went to the mirror placing them on the sides of the sink as you tried not to cry.

“Y/N…?” A voice called out which absolutely terrified you. You jumped a bit before searching the room with your eyes, it was rue. Your eyes widened. She laid on the floor with a joint in her hand, her elbows holding her up as she stared up at you. You gasped, it was the first time in a while you two have seen each other. “Rue?!” you said as tears welded back into your eyes as you remembered what happened between you two. Rue had a smug grin on her face, you had slid against the wall so you could sit down next to her. “Fuck I didn’t even realize you were in here.” Y/N breathed out as she looked over at rue. Rue sat up and looked over at you, eyeing your outfit and your face. “You’re still beautiful as I remember.” she replied, you felt your cheeks heat up at the compliment.

You wiped the tears from earlier as rested your head on rues shoulder. “I’m so sorry for not being there for you when you went through everything. I-I missed you…” she admitted with a soft hiccup wiping her tears, “It’s all good Y/N…I’m good now.” she slowly replied, she moved her head to look over at y/n. “It’s not okay…it’s not I just ghosted you and didn’t even realize what was going on with you- I was suppose to be your best friend” y/n ranted, rue eyebrow lifted realizing how much y/n cares for her. “It’s not your fault…” rue argued, more tears fell from your eyes as you explained yourself. A familiar song started blasting throughout, your favorite dress. “The night we kissed…I wanted it so bad, I wanted you so bad but I was so confused with myself I fled…fuck I want you so bad.” You admitted as rue stared up into your eyes. Her hand found the way up to your cheek as both or you turned your heads to look at each other. “You want me?” she asked with a smugly smirk.

You shook your head yes with a smile, before you had when in for a hungry kiss closing your eyes as you leaned in. Your lips connected, it was a make up kiss for abandoning her for the last kiss. You had moved on top of her straddling her. Putting her hand around her neck and the other on the side of rues cheek as you took control of the kiss. Her hands wrap about your hips. Adding a bit of tongue as rue opened her mouth more, both of your tongue glided and danced around in your mouths as you two kiss. You pulled away so both of you could breath. You heavily breathe while you looked down at rue, rue looked back up at you with a smile. “God I fucking missed you…” she muttered looking up with her glossy eyes.

A/N:short oneshot but dm me if you have any ideas!!

[amazingmaeve]

𝘙𝘶𝘦 𝘉𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘵𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵

❛ you think ‘cause i went to rehab, i stayed

clean ❜

here’s the link to the euphoria main masterlist.

✧ means smut if you’re under 18 please don’t read, or if you’re not comfortable with reading it.

✦ means that there might be triggering content. drugs sexual assault etc.

feel free to request!

[robinismywife]

Lord, you know I'm tired (Euphoria based monologue)

Summary: You made a promise you couldn't keep. You wanted to be free, would they understand though? Probably not, but you knew you wouldn't take this shit anymore.

WARNINGS: Dark themes, addiction to dr*gs, withdrawal, dark thoughs, s*icide, slight cursing, self doubt, DON'T READ IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE DARK STUFF!! Read with caution loves and take care <33

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You had been tired. No, exhausted. You had been fucking exhausted. How many times does a person have to OD for people to understand that they want to die? Because this was your second time and definetly your last.

You had promised your parents and your friends and everyone who cared about you that you would "stay clean". You always made promises you couldn't keep, but you couldn't help yourself.

You had tried for a a couple of weeks and shit was tough. You had been through it all once before but that didn't comfort you at all. The aches and pains all over your body, the shivering and sweating all at once, the insomnia. It was all too much. However, when the first week came to an end so did the majority of your symptoms.

That's why you found yourself at Fez's place. Bad location for a drug addict who's in the process of withdrawal. You knew visiting your best friend, and basically your drug dealer, wasn't going to help you get rid of the evil little voice in your head that claimed that you were fucking worthless and disgusting and kept reminding you of how good those pills felt in your system. How the drug swam in your crimson blood, fogged up your mind and made you hurt the people you loved.

Fez had welcomed you into his home with a sympathetic smile on his face. He could tell you were struggling. Your dark circles evident from the lack of sleep and your shaking hands in your pockets. You had looked sick. Fez hadn't judged you though, of course he hadn't. He had pulled you into a bone-crashing hug and whispered how proud of you he was in your ear. You couldn't focus on his sweet nothings though. Pills had been definetly in close proximity. You could feel it in your bones.

You shouldn't have done what you did, but it wasn't your fault. No, your hands just accidentally moved towards that stupid container on the kitchen table. Your hands just accidentally put it quickly in the pocket of your hoodie. Now, you were walking home. God, you fucking hated yourself so much. You had been doing well, but you had to fuck up everything like always.

That's how you ended up, fully dressed, in your empty bathtub, passed out with that stupid fucking container in your hand. It was empty. You let yourself indulge in the sweet toxicity of the pills in the yellow container. Your mind fell quiet for once in two weeks. Your body absorbed the substance, hungry for the numbness and oblivion.

It took no more than half an hour for your parents to start getting concenred about you having locked yourself in the bathroom for so long. When they finally kicked down the door, you were already in too deep.

You were finally at peace. Finally resting from the constant pain of breathing and waking up in the morning. Freed from the agony of having to talk to others. Freed from the pathetic smiles you put on your face just to sit at the dinner table. Freed from the guilt you used to feel after lying to your parents. Free from the suffocating rope life had tightly wrapped around you. You were finally free, cause lord you were fucking tired of this bullshit.

You knew they wouldn't understand but you had hoped that they wouldn't. Because if they did, then they would understand how fucking miserable you had been all your life. How many times you had lied in their faces. How many times you ignored their pain and swallowed a pill, just because you knew they wouldn't approve. You would rather they didn't know all of that. It's better if they spent a lifetime searching for answers, than finding them and becoming as miserable as you had once been.

[rainyisamazing57]

Who Am I Without You?

I had a breakdown while writing this cause honestly I think it’ll happen. There honestly is no reason for Ash to be in the show any more; it's like they forgot about him. ANYWAYS the song for this is

 A thousand Years- Christina Perri

Warnings: Semi graphic details of death, angst, breakdown, angst and A LOT OF IT, main character death, fulff???? Idk, no romantic feeling in this at all, spelling mistakes, grammar mistakes, english is not my first language.

ENJOY ;)))))))) 

Ash was dead. Fez was in jail and it was all Custer’s fault. 

You sat in your room with dry tears in your eyes and all over your face along with dry snot. Your mind whirled wondering if it was all true. He can’t be dead, it was just yesterday you guys were playing video games and watching funny fails on YouTube. 

He can’t be dead. Somehow Your body was able to produce more tears. They ran down your face as you remember those memories which was all they were now. Nothing but a sad smile and dead eyes. 

It had taken all of you not to tear yourself apart when you saw all the police cars outside their house. 

You went to see them just before Lexi’s play. Everyone seemed happy with a small bit of tension in the air. Ash was either playing a game or stuffing his face with food as he usually did, Faye was on the couch cured up into a ball, and Fez was making sure the locks were working. Just a normal day. 

“Yo Ash, come out here.” As soon as he heard your voice he came running. As he arrived you were thrown to the ground with a happy looking Ash hugging you. As much as he hates to admit it he’s a massive softie. He loved hugs, head scratches, and especially food made with love. (He claimed it tastes way better.) 

Ash in reality was just another regular 14 year old boy. He was innocent. The way he was raised was what corrupted him. He liked video games, like any other teenage boy, he loved playing basketball with you and Fez, but what he loved the most was spending time with the people he loved. He didn’t have the best grades and he told you that, he wasn’t the smartest and he knew that too. 

He was a good kid. But they killed him. Leaving no one but me, Fez, and Rue to remember him. The sweet boy he was. Killed all because of the way he was raised.

 You had found out what happened on your way back from the play. The seat Lexi had saved for Fez was never filled so you knew something happened. When Fez promises something he always manages to come through even if it is months later. He always kept his word. 

When you opened your phone you saw over 10 notifications on your phone from Ash. He loved to bother you. It was one of the reasons you guys were so close. These texts were different and they seemed urgent like a silent cry for help. And all sent one after another. He never does that. Claims it's “uncool”. 

After reading the texts you realized how urgent it really was. Run, somethings wrong.and thats exactly what you did. Something was wrong and the growing knot of anxiety in your stomach was not helping you.

Then you saw it. On the corner to turn to go into their neighborhood. A small crowd of 10, 15 people were gathered around their house along with 3 ambulances and at least 5 maybe 6 police cars. 

In back of one of the Ambulance's Faye sat there with a blotchy face. Her eyes were puffy from crying, and arms and legs covered in bruises. There was caked dry blood on one of her arms. 

“Faye, what happened? Where’s Ash and Fezco?” She bursts into tears again not having time to explain anything at all. Instead of explaining she pointed to the house with bullets. Your heart sank. 

Please don't be happening. Please. My hearts been broken already. Please. 

Then they rolled out a body bag. Your whole world crumbled, One of them is dead. Thinking irrationally you run inside the house full of bullets though it wasn’t safe. You walk in and there in the living room two pools of blood one much larger than the other. And one with Fez’s card for Lexi near it. 

Then it clicked the larger pool of blood was Ash’s. Meaning the person in the body bag would most likely be Ash. 

Ash. The person you considered a brother. The person who somehow wormed his way into your heart. 

Everything hurts. The pain was unbearable. Your heart was broken and nothing could fix it. Ash was no longer to hug you and whisper funny things in your ear. No longer there to goof off and play video games. He would never make fun of your movie choices for movie night again. No longer would you give him those hugs he liked so much or the head scratches, or give him your special homemade cookies and banana bread made with extra love. No more random conversations in the middle of the night.

Too busy crying over the loss of Ash you didn’t notice being carried out by 2 police officers. 

You felt nothing. Nothing but a broken heart and it hurt like hell.

Months later you stayed the same. Ash’s funeral didn’t really give you closure, nothing could. Everyone had tried to comfort you but nothing worked. You’d go to his grave with fresh flowers everyday, talk about how you’ve been and once every week you'd bake his favorite dessert (banana bread with chocolate chunks) and leave a piece at his grave. 

You’d talk to Fez but they moved him a couple weeks ago. He wasn’t any better. There were only a few things keeping him sane. Your visits, Rue’s, Lexi’s visits and knowing his grandma was still alive. 

You visited their grandma everyday, You’d talk about your day and you would update her on what's happening with Fez. She was one of the only people who knew what Ashtray was truly like. 

Faye went to jail for 7 months. 

Lexi never really got over how the highest point in her life could be the lowest point in many others. And Rue, Rue just, hated she never really got to know them personally. She hated that all she could remember was going to either Fez of Ash to ask them for drugs and not getting to know them better. She wanted memories of them like you had, She wanted to prove to herself and others that some people in her life actually matters. 

As the months continued you got worse. Your drug use skyrocketed, and you mental stability became thinner and thinner. One night after a party you were walking out incredibly drunk and in heels. You walked onto the street and a speeding car hit you. And your body laid there bloody and mangled with a smile on your face. You would finally see him again.

“Y/N? Is that you?” After all these years you heard his voice and you were finally with him. 

They buried you right next to him. Best friends to the end. 

I WROTE THIS IN THE SPAN OF 2 HOURS WOOOOOOOOOOOO. Anyways hope you guys like it. Had a breakdown writing this and to those who have lost someone I’m sorry for your loss, I haven't but I hope it doesn’t hurt as much as this. 

[myriadimagines]

Inevitable

Euphoria One Shot

Pairing: Reader x Rue Bennett

Other Characters: Jules Vaughn, Kat Hernandez, Lexi Howard, Cassie Howard, Maddy Perez

Warnings: swearing, alcohol consumption

Requester: anonymous

Request: “Euphoria one-shot with Rue Bennett where the reader and all the girls (Rue, Maddy, Cassie, Lexi, Kat) go out together. The reader (Rue’s best friend) brings their new girlfriend along and all the other girls try to get to know the gf except Rue, who has a crush on the reader and gets jealous. The other girls, preferably Lexi or Maddy, notice Rue’s crush on the reader.”

Word Count: 1446

A/N: i set this at a party since all the girls don’t really interact until the school dance at the end of the season. italicized parts are rue’s narration/voice over kinda parts if that wasn’t clear, and sorry there’s not much reader in this? anyway i wish i liked this rip i hate myself!

please reblog/leave comments, they’re very much appreciated!

Your name: submit What is this?

You know when things just feel wrong? Like, you don’t really have an explanation for it, but you just know deep down that something is off, so you’re left to feel this inevitable sense of doom? 

Jesus Christ, y/n, stop leaving me hanging and text me back already.

Rue glances down at her phone, frowning at the lack of notifications that fill her screen. Distractedly taking a sip from her plastic cup, she doesn’t even cringe at the bitter taste of alcohol that hits her tongue as she opens up her text messages. 

where r u, she had messaged to you, ten minutes ago. Ten fucking minutes ago.

Rue knows she’s being clingy, knows that ten minutes honestly isn’t that long. But when the two of you usually text nonstop, ten minutes is a pretty long time.

“Kat!” Jules exclaims, startling Rue slightly as her excited voice is barely loud enough to be heard over the music. Rue looks up as she feels Lexi’s elbow sharply jab into her side, and Rue reluctantly plasters on a smile as she tucks her phone into the pocket of her jeans. Jules leans over, grabbing Lexi and Rue’s wrists to pull them forward towards her and Kat, and Jules continues, “I’ve been looking everywhere for you!”

“I had to deal with the idiots who spilled beer all over the couch.” Kat huffs, clearly angered as she casts a glance over her shoulder, trying to keep an eye out for the rowdy group of boys that loudly holler in the middle of the living room. Turning back to Jules, she rolls her eyes as she scoffs, “Men. The amount of raging testosterone here is suffocating.”

Rue snickers slightly, before she quickly scrambles to grab her phone as she feels an almost imperceptible buzz in her pocket. Lexi blinks at her in surprise as Rue practically drops her phone out of excitement, but her expression quickly falls as she reads your response.

y/n: sorry sorry! we’re outside!!!!

‘We’re’ outside? Who the fuck is ‘we’? 

Lexi leans over to glance at Rue’s phone before she can hide it, and she looks up at Rue as she remarks, “Should we go outside to meet y/n?”

“Yeah, uh, sure.” Rue responds, trying to ignore the dread she can feel creeping up in her chest. Turning on her heel and leaving Jules and Kat to rapidly talk about which boys at East Highland are the most annoying, Rue makes her way to the front door, with Lexi trailing behind her. Taking a deep breath, she pulls the front door open, her heart skipping a beat as she sees you. A bright smile immediately shines on your face, and you throw your arms around Rue as the two of you stumble backwards.

“Hey, I’m so sorry I’m late, it took me forever to decide on an outfit.” you say, the words tumbling out of your mouth so fast Rue can barely process them all. Rue chuckles, shaking her head as the two of you pull apart, but her smile falters as she sees another girl lingering behind you, cautiously watching the two of you. You look over your shoulder, following Rue’s gaze, and you reach out for the girl’s hand, pulling her towards you as Rue can feel the air knocked out of her lungs. “Rue, this is my girlfriend…” 

Holy shit, this cannot be happening. Someone wake me up right now.

Rue blinks at you as you beam at her, and all Rue can focus on is how your arm is wrapped around this other girl’s waist, how happy the two of you look together. She doesn’t even listen to you when you introduce her, and Rue struggles to get over her shock as she tries to peel her eyes away from you.

Quickly jumping in, Lexi remarks, “I’m Lexi, it’s so nice to meet you. Let’s, um, go in and find the others.”

Lexi reaches out to grab Rue’s arm, steering her back into the party as Rue struggles to snap herself out of her trance. She feels Lexi pull her to a stop as you let out a delighted squeal, rushing up to Jules and Kat, who are now joined by Cassie and Maddy. Jules lets out a cheer as she wraps an arm around you, squeezing you in an excited hug, and Cassie laughs, clearly tipsy as she sways ever so slightly. Rue watches from a distance as you introduce your girlfriend to the others, all of them smiling politely at her as they lean forward to give her welcoming hugs. 

And Rue hates how comfortably your girlfriend already looks within the group.

Chugging down the rest of her drink, Rue storms out, leaving Lexi alone in the crowd as she shoves her way past her classmates, making her way to the backyard as she breathes in the cool night air. She swallows it, trying to extinguish the fiery jealousy that ignites her chest, and she plops down on a lawn chair, swiping away the discarded plastic cups on top and letting them fall onto the lawn 

Having a crush fucking sucks. But do you know what’s even worse than having a crush? Having to watch said crush date someone else. 

Rue casts a glance across the backyard, where she can see you and your girlfriend dancing inside the house, smiles lighting up your faces as you twirl around, fingers intertwined as you let out a giddy laugh as you drunkenly stumble forward, momentarily losing your balance before your girlfriend quickly catches you. Something inside of Rue’s chest clenches as the both of you smile at each other, before your girlfriend gently leans forward to plant a kiss on your lips, and you giggle as you pull her closer, deepening the kiss. 

Rue peels her eyes away, so absorbed in her own thoughts and her own jealousy she doesn’t even notice Lexi approach, cautiously making her way towards Rue. Rue buries her face in her hands, trying to get rid of the image of you and your girlfriend together, and she startles as she hears the creak of the chair opposite her. Looking up, she sees Lexi offering her a soft, almost pitying smile, and she remarks, “Not enjoying the party?”

“Since when does y/n have a girlfriend?” Rue can’t help but blurt, unable to hide her emotions any longer, and Lexi presses her lips together. Quickly trying to shrug it off, Rue waves her hand, stammering, “I mean, I’m… I’m just curious, don’t you think it kind of came out of the blue—?”

Lexi doesn’t speak for a moment, picking at the edge of her skirt as Rue nervously chews her lip. She casts a glance inside the house again, spotting you and your girlfriend still dancing together, and Rue feels a pang in her chest that knocks the air out of her. She sucks in a sharp breath, her foot bouncing against the ground as she can feel her emotions getting the better of her, and Lexi suddenly asks, “Do you like y/n?”

Rue blinks at her, gulping down her words as she quickly avoids eye contact. She can’t even muster up the strength to deny it, and Lexi’s expression falls as she drags her chair closer to Rue. Trying to get Rue to look at her, Lexi urges, “Rue… you have to tell her.”

“Why?” Rue snaps, quickly defensive. “She’s fuckin’ dating someone now, what’s the point?”

“Well, are you just going to bottle up all your feelings then?” Lexi counters, raising an eyebrow, and Rue grits her teeth before letting out a deep sigh. The two of them sit in silence before Lexi finally asks, “What are you going to do, then?”

Rue can feel tears prickling at the edges of her eyes, and she looks up one last time at the house. You’re by yourself now, your girlfriend having disappeared someone into the crowd, and Rue can’t help but smile as she sees you laugh with Jules over a private joke. For a brief moment, you look out into the backyard, a smile lighting up your face as you see Rue. You wave at her, grinning at her in a way that makes Rue momentarily forget everything around her, and her spirits lift. 

Just as Rue raises her hand to wave back at you, your girlfriend reappears, offering you a drink and stealing your attention away. Rue’s hand falls limply to her side, and she turns to look back at Lexi.

“I… I don’t know, Lex.” Rue finally admits, shoulders slumping as she lets tears fall down her face. “I don’t know.”

tag list: @mockingjaygirl1221​

[ptergwen]

peak preciousism right here yup

[thequeendesi]

Roach Clip

Title: Roach Clip

Alt Title: My Name 

Warnings: Fluff, sexual innuendo, drug use (weed), and swearing

Disclaimer: I do not own you or the euphoria franchise, but I do own the writing.

( A:N: I’ve used my fiance as a roach clip. 10/10, do recommend 

Rating: 17+

Your girlfriend hummed a mused ‘hmm’, taking a long drag off of the blunt. “You’re very cute when you’re high.” She passed the blunt to you. You responded with an upturned lip and narrowing of eyebrows. 

Grabbing Rue’s wrist, you brought her hand close and connected your lips to the blunt. Your (eye color) eyes meet the brunette’s as you inhale. Pulling back, you leaned your head back. Exhaling, you watched the smoke dissipate into the night sky. “I… uh…” Rue cleared her throat before taking the last hit of the “devil’s lettuce” and putting the blunt out. 

“Mm?” You looked towards her. “Sorry, you just…” She shook her head. “Never mind.” She held a hand up. “Rue-Rue, did I make you uncomfortable?” You asked, furrowing your eyebrows. She quickly shook her head. “No... no. Not at all. I just didn’t expect it, ‘tsall.” She hurriedly explained. 

“Turned me on, actually.” She followed up, quieter than the other part. 

“Well, you have officially dubbed yourself as ‘roach clip’.” You teased, leaning into your girlfriend’s face. “Nah,’ she shook her head. “Call me by my name, pretty girl.” She licked her lips. “Yea?” You asked, “you gonna make me?” 

“I think I just might.” She smiled a little, grabbing your hips. “I’ll make you say my name, and then some.” She whispered against your jawline. “Fuck…” “Fuck is right, babydoll.” 

[sunflowerharrington]

hey, pretty stranger - k.walker x c.howard (birthday week day three two)

summary - Cassie meets Kit while she’s in Boston for the day, hoping to stay out of trouble with Maddy for at least 12 hours. And he restores her faith in men. To some extent… Also, Julia ice skates for the sake of storyline reasons and it’s something she and Cassie can bond over.

words - circa 2.3k

tags - language, fluff, mentions of violence, mentions of somebody wanting to murder someone else, daisies, one bed though neither sleep in the bed. half headcanons half descriptive writing, it’s the best i got right now.

notes - an imagine rather than a full blown oneshot. my first euphoria fic, please be nice! also, i don’t like cassie but i also don’t hate her. girlie just wants to be loved, man. these lines —— those ones, yeah, they’re the headcanon parts. also just realised asylum and euphoria were filmed a decade apart! damn…

giving credit where credit is due - divider credit goes to @bleedingthroughteeth and their meeting scene was inspired by this post by @mrs-march-ahs, i hope that’s okay lovey… and credit to rue bennett for being an amazing narrator who i basically stole her dialogue for the first paragraph :O

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It was her kryptonite; somebody who showed her any sort of attention or affection at first glance. Cassie Howard fell in love with every guy she ever dated, and that was known by everybody at East Highland Highschool when she went there and all over town. Whether these boys were smart or stupid, sweet or cruel, loving or cold, it didn’t matter. None of that mattered when Cassie was in a relationship, and she held onto the label of being somebody’s girlfriend like her life depended on it. She just never liked being alone. But that is what was wrong; they were boys, not men. And she was treated like a fucking whore. Cassie needed a gentleman to sweep her off her feet…

She should have known better, though, but who could blame her for wanting perfect love? But after being fucked over by too many people, she began to lose hope, taking to the internet to make herself feel like she was wanted. Therapy was suggested to her, but Cassie, she didn’t want to go. She thought she could figure her shit out on her own.

So when she travelled to Boston to get out of town and to do some retail therapy for her car, the only therapy she thought was worth being a thing, she wasn’t expecting anything to happen, at all. Normally, Cassie would be the one to make reckless, bad decisions when she got lost in her problems, but this time, she might have actually saved her own fucked up life.

She found herself wandering around random stores, in search of something to take her mind off all the shit happening back at home, and she found it, or rather, him. In a car sales place down the street from the mall, the last store she went into, hoping to pick up some new pieces for her car while she was in Boston for the day instead of waiting any longer and her car potentially exploding. Just like her relationships.

He was bent down behind the counter, doing something; Cassie couldn’t really tell what, but that didn’t matter. She leaned against one of the shelving units, watching the man clean up, running his fingers through his brunette hair to get it out of his way while he cleaned. He began to slowly look up, his brown eyes meeting hers, and she turned around quickly, inspecting the… empty shelf… hoping to go unnoticed by the man. She heard him chuckle slightly, before going straight back to work.

He grinned at her as he kept cleaning, and she smiled weakly, not turning to look back at him. Fuck no, she felt her heart begin to flutter faster at the sight of him and his goddamn smile. She couldn’t let herself fall for someone again, no, she’d break. And he hadn’t even said two words to her.

She flinched when she felt a strong hand tap her on the shoulder, spinning around to shove whoever it was onto the ground, almost knocking down one of the shelving units. Not just the products, the entire damn thing.

“Hey, didn’t mean to startle ya, Miss!” The man apologised profusely, holding his hands up as he got to his feet, picking up a blue steering wheel cover that fell to the ground with him.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” Cassie began helping him pick up the other items that had fallen to the ground. He brushed himself down after the fall, telling Cassie there’s no need to apologise and it was in self defence.

Cassie blinked at him in confusion, he wasn’t mad at her for pushing him? Or even looking at him the wrong way? What kind of sorcery...?

“You’re… You’re not mad at me for pushing you to the ground? I literally assaulted you and you’re fine with that? What the fuck—?!” She began shouting, only to stop herself mid sentence. “Sorry…” she sighed. “Bad day.”

He lifted his head to meet her eyes, mahogany meeting the ocean, the windows into each other’s souls; one broken and wanting to be loved and one wanting to give their all to somebody. The man watched as Cassie’s pupils began to dilate ever so slightly, and he was on the verge of heading into a deep trance he’d never want to ever leave before she looked away, glancing at the ground.

“Of course I’m not mad at ya,” he said, while putting a container of screws back up on the top shelf, his shirt lifting up a little, revealing soft, pale skin. “Always nice to see a woman able to protect herself. Wouldn’t wanna get in a fight with ya anytime soon,” he chuckled. God, just wait until he meets Maddy… If he ever does, hopefully not, for Cassie’s sake.

—— Cassie gave Kit a weak smile and apologised once more, and they parted ways. A few minutes later Cassie heads up to the till and pays for her stuff but Kit stops her, telling her again that it was alright. Cassie said she should do something for him to make up for it and so Kit asked her to ask him on a date, basically. So she did.

—— They went to a nearby park after Kit locked the store up for lunchtime, and Kit brought his ‘emergency date kit’ with him; A blanket and some snacks that he kept out the back of the store. (Snacks that go missing whenever his kids are around and when he’s not looking, hmm…)

—— Enough about kids for right now! Kit made Cassie a daisy flower crown, smoothing Cassie’s hair down before placing it on her head. He let his hand linger on her cheek and smiled at her, and her breath caught in her chest. Never had she thought that a man with some fucking respect would be so much more hot than ones who did not.

Cassie caught herself nervously giggling, as did Kit, and after their nervous laughter died down a little he asked her, “Can I kiss you, Cassie?” And she nodded, not trusting herself to speak.

His lips gently hovered at hers as he leaned in, his nervous, shaky breath ghosting over her lips before he brushed his lips against them, pressing them against hers in a soft, sweet kiss. It was only two seconds or so but it was the best two seconds of Kit’s entire year, five years, eternity maybe? He hoped to God she wouldn’t leave him.

Cassie’s chest bursted with butterflies and she was just as happy as the day her dad got her her first pair of ice skates when he could afford lessons. When he kissed her it felt like she was floating on cloud nine itself, or taking a long stroll on the beach by herself with the wind fluttering through her hair and the sound of the calm ocean being the only sound to hear for miles.

As they both pulled away, the moment was ruined by Cassie’s phone pinging with a text telling her to not come home as shit was going down and Maddy would kill Cassie if she got within ten feet of her.

—— Kit noticed Cassie beginning to get upset and offered her a place to stay at his place for the night after she briefly explained the best she could through her sobs and tears.

—— She was a bit hesitant at first but felt a sense of trust with Kit, so he drove her there in his car, which smells like cedarwood and pine, where she meets the lesbian ICON, Lana Winters, who is just the absolute sweetest to Cassie. Lana was on her way out the door to collect Thomas from his friend’s house and Julia from her ice skating lessons.

—— Kit told Cassie he has kids but that if they make her uncomfortable he’ll ask Lana to take them out for a while or that they can sleep over in their friends’ houses. Cassie said to him that no it’s fine, but she doesn’t want to be around kids after having to get an abortion after McKay forced her to, but she won’t kick them out of their own house to be comfortable. After all, she doesn’t even live there.

—— Cassie obviously didn’t have pyjamas so Kit lent her one of his t-shirts. Kit slept on the couch and Cassie slept in his bed (not wanting to argue with Kit over sleeping arrangements), until memories from home came flooding back to her and so she went into the living room and asked Kit if she could have a hug, he obviously said yes and pulled her into his loving arms.

Kit looked down into her glassy, tear-filled eyes, her lips shaking as she tried to speak, but she couldn’t.

“Cassie…?”

Cassie choked on her tears, now streaming down her face, and Kit listened carefully as she tried to speak. “Nobody’s… Nobody’s ever been this nice to me before… K-Kit…”

Kit used his thumb to run under her eyes, collecting the fallen tears, stroking the side of her face with his knuckles. He then pulled her into a cuddle and could feel her melting in his touch, her poor battered and bruised body shaking as she sobbed violently into his shoulder. “I’m sorry, Kit.”

“There is absolutely no need to be sorry, suga’ plum. You’ve done nothing wrong,” he cooed, running his hand down her hair repeatedly, and swayed the both of them, twisting slightly both ways. “And even if something happened, you know you can always talk to me. I’m here, suga’, I’m here.”

Kit’s swaying eventually lulled Cassie to a calm, and the sweet nothings he whispered in her ear made her tear up inside even more. Why is he being so nice to me?; was one of the thoughts circling her mind in that moment. And she fully melted into the embrace, their bodies moulding perfectly together as if they had been made for each other, warmth radiating around them like a force field to keep out all the bad things and future events.

— He unwrapped Cassie from the embrace for a brief few seconds to move some of the pillows off the sofa. He lay with his back against the sofa board and scooted up against the back so there would be room for Cassie to lie in his arms.

— After lying down, Kit kissed her temple so soft it could have been imaginary, just barely touching her skin but touching enough to make her melt in his arms.

He brushed her blonde hair out of her face, leaving small kisses where her hair once lay at her temples. The smell of sandalwood mixed with his soft breathing put her to sleep almost instantly, and her dreams after that were filled with nothing but happiness, and the nice memories. All of the nice, happy things.

She didn’t mean to fall asleep next to him but she couldn’t help it, Kit was just so… calming, refreshing, and a hope that there were actually good guys out there. (You picked well this time, kid <3 )

Cassie awoke the next morning to quiet talking in the kitchen, though it was loud enough for her to hear and to wake her up from her slumber. She was surprised to find out that Kit didn’t want to use her for sex, in fact he too hated men AND women who used people for sex. Okay, feminist, okay! Instead, he said, “I just want somebody to love, y’know?”

“Someone like Cassie, you mean?” Lana chuckled. “From what you’ve been saying I think she’s a lovely woman. She’ll be good for you, Kit.”

“I already like her, Lana. ‘N I don’t wanna end up pushing her away or her thinkin’ I’m some freak ‘cause I’m a single dad of two kids. Beautiful kids at that, but I don’t know how she’ll be around ‘em and I don’t know how they’ll be ‘round her.”

Cassie felt very conflicted and confused by all this, she thought all men were assholes. At least the ones she had relationships with… Pretty much.

She stretched her arms, yawning as she got up, after having one of the best sleeps in a long time. She stood up and ran her hands through her hair to smooth it down, making her way into where she heard Kit and Lana talking.

Kit smiled when Cassie entered the kitchen in his shirt, she looked beautiful, like a goddess to him, saying that he hopes she’s hungry because he made fruit salad with help from Julia… While Lana watched Thomas practising football in the backyard from the kitchen table.

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After breakfast, Kit noticed Cassie beginning to sniffle, the bad memories flooding back into her mind again, disturbing her peace, so he led her out of the kitchen and up to his bedroom for some privacy. She asked him to stay with her a while and in an instant she was wrapped up into a bundle in his arms once again, breathing in his distinct scent of sandalwood and the strawberries from breakfast.

Cassie sighed, sitting up in the bed, tears slowly filling her still glassy eyes. “I’m gonna get called a slut when I get home… When they all find out I was at another man’s house” she sniffled, wiping her blotchy face with the back of her hand, blinking back her tears.

Kit’s hold around her tightened, and he pressed a sweet, soft kiss to her forehead. “If anyone calls ya anything other than a beautiful angel, imma beat them up, okay? Nobody is allowed to talk to ya that way.”

“But I—”

“Cassie,” he said, much more sternly this time. “Ya don’t deserve to be called a slut, you are not one, okay? And I will keep telling you that ‘till ya believe me. Even if it takes months, years, eternity, I’ll keep on telling ya that you're not a slut. Don’t let anyone tell ya that ya are, alright?”

She sniffled again, nodding with a sad smile. What did I do to deserve such a beautiful soul like Kit?, she thought to herself. Even more so at his next words; “And you can stay up here ‘s long as ya like. I’ve only got one bed but we could make it work. If ya want?”

“God, Kit,” she sighed, the small smile on her face growing and the tears rushing to escape her eyes. “Why are you so nice?”

“What can I say? Kindness costs nothing, ‘suga. And whoever those people are… we can forget them right now, ‘kay? Just us two right now, hm?”

“Just us,” she repeated back to him, and fell back into his embrace, never wanting to leave his arms for the rest of eternity.

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