#rp: someone badmouthed you

[shimmerbeasts]

@jynxd cont. from here. Jinx collected nicknames just as much as she picked up a body count. Had been doing so her entire life, either by those she was sent to take or those she'd killed. Her reputation, after all proceeded her, after all. Silco's volatile and unstable lapdog. It was what they all called her, alongside any other derogatory names. Even the people she worked with, the ones who worked so loyally at Silco's side would gossip about her. "Oh she's just his little pet." They said. "Someday he'll get bored of her and throw her out." They also said, knowing she could hear their whispers. Could see the way they looked at her. A small part of her was paranoid, though. That she would outgrow her usefulness and he would just leave her... like VI did. The very thought made her clench her fists. No, he wouldn't. Not after that. Not after she'd dedicated everything to him. She owed him her life. He loved her. Loved her enough to give her a nickname she was proud of. "My little predator." She smiled at that as she sat on his lap and rested her head against his chest. Tears rolling down her face and onto his vest. "Proudly your little predator...and will be again and again."

She had been feeling bad again. Over the many years, Silco had grown increasingly better at picking up his daughter's volatile mood swings. From a glance, he could tell if she was happy, excited or sulking about something. And even though she had always been a very touch-starved individual and a huge hugger, even when she was a little girl, there was a difference between her cuddling him when she was happy and her needing comfort when she was sad.

Today was a case of comfort cuddles. Silco had pushed his chair a bit backwards so that Jinx had all the space, she needed on his lap. Despite being a fully grown woman by now, she was remarkably light. Her body snuggled against his chest and tears soaked through his vest. Jinx had made herself small, even as his arms had wrapped around her. One of his hands rested between her shoulder blades, simply holding her, while the other one caressed her scalp before it went over one of her braids all the way to its end. That same hand would then return back to her scalp and the game would start again.

The Eye of Zaun had been whispering unintelligible words of comfort throughout it all. The only words, Jinx seemed to have chosen to clearly pick up on, was the term of endearment, he had given her back when her monster had only just discovered it had claws and fangs. "My little predator." Upon hearing that word, Jinx immediately calmed down, yet also cried that much harder from relief.

"I know", Silco said as Jinx reassured him that she would be his monster time and time again, "I have never doubted it." He halted in his caress of her braids and lifted her chin up. His thumb traced her cheek and wiped away one of her tears. "Has someone said something bad again? I told Sevika to tell the others to watch their mouths around you."

[my-dark-lord]

I honestly don’t really know how this works lol since I’m kinda new to tumblr and requesting stuff but I was wondering for hc requests could you maybe give HCs of Vox and Val being protective of Velvet? I never see them being protective in stuff and I adore the idea of them being protective? Ty for reading my ask I love your blog! :)

Hey, you're all good, Nonny! No worries at all. Thank you so much for this!!! I love this request very much. I'm coming down off of getting some Valentino hate on my rp blog, so I thought I'd self-medicate with some cute headcanons of the boys being protective of their Velly Belly!

NOTE: Headcanons 7 and 8 are based on the theory that Velvette is one of Carmilla's daughters.

Vox has sent malware to the IP addresses associated with anyone badmouthing Velvette on social media. He never warns them, he simply does it.

If the person's phone is within reach of his tether to technology, he will detonate it in their hand or pocket. If the offense is bad enough, he will wait for them to put it in their pocket to detonate it near their crotch.

Valentino goes to every single one of Velvette's shows, and he is prepared with Moneyshot in the wings in case someone tries to start shit. He has actively halted a show to shoot a critic in the face and have them dragged out. Velvette was simultaneously thankful and pissed at the time, but later gave him plenty of affection for it.

Both Vox and Valentino have a habit of mom-arming her when they're in the limo and the car jerks. Sometimes they both do it at the same time.

Valentino has a habit of holding her in his lap when they sit down near each other, which is both because he cares deeply about her and because he thinks she looks more intimidating seated in the lap of a Big Dog like him.

Vox will put a hand on her shoulder in support whenever there is a fight she is about to get into. Valentino's hands usually end up on her back. Regardless, they both puff up slightly behind her to show their support and that if someone is going to fight one Vee, they're fighting all of the Vees.

Whenever Velvette has a fight with Carmilla, Valentino holds her for hours and plays with her hair. He lets her cry into his fur, and he is there for her. He doesn't always know what to say, but that doesn't matter, because he's there.

Vox, during Velvette's fights with Carmilla, will always offer her a place to sit or lay with him. He will hold her while he works, be gentle with her, and generally just be there for her as well. He will also use some random person's bank account to purchase a hefty weapon supply like a kid ordering a ton of pizzas to a random person as a prank.

Vox has a tendency to lead the way into a room with Velvette in the middle and Val in the rear. They do this to be able to keep her safe in the event that something goes wrong. They do not tend to do this in the Tower, on their private floors.

In a fight, Vox and Val make sure to keep an eye on her. Valentino often provides cover fire if they need him to, and Vox is always prepared with a few zaps to keep her safe. Naturally, they protect each other, too, but they do focus on Velvette a lot. Being that all three of them use ranged attacks, it's easier to stay in a group.

[kharmii]

I shouldn't get annoyed by it but I can't help but get annoyed by the obvious favoritsm going on in the Submas fandom...

I dunno its frustrating to see a pair of twins constantly being put up like that and pit against each other when their true strength is in them being close and together....

It makes me loose my interest because its the big names doing the favoritsm and it feels like everyone is following their lead.

I'm usually someone who doesn't complain much about things going on in fandom (I thankfully managed to avoid the gross stuff so far, thanks to the block button where everything that makes me uncomfortable or doesn't spark interest gets the boot.) But I feel the more I stay silent the more upset I get.

It's not only the favoritsm that annoys me but also the deconstruction of the character. Its basically just a skinsuit for someone's OC and that ticks me off so much.

It ticks me off when media does it with established characters and it ticks me off when some alphabet freaks do it in my fandom.

The japanese fandom is such a breath of fresh air. They do diverge a lot too but it doesn't feel like OC material... and at the core the twins are still themselves.

Honestly this is also a reason I don't mind shippers. I don't like the ship in of itself but I do appreciate that they're still themselves for the most part. Just with some kinks and fetishes shoved in. (some more alright then others... a lot of them are... ewwwwww)

But yeah I hope it's okay to vent out a little here. I'm not someone actively in the fandom more a silent fan from the sidelines but it just bothers me how the fandom devolved over time into that hive of scum and villany it is now.

I'm not sure if I understand 100% what you are saying, but it might be because I don't know who the popular artists are anymore. Seems like most of them have lost interest and are being replaced by new people with recent fixations. Even looking at the tags with another account that everybody hasn't blocked, I'm still not seeing the same people I saw when PLA was at the height of popularity.

Even the Volo tag is lagging. Masters just did an event with him in it, and the tags didn't even blow up. I didn't see any of that clique of people who badmouthed me on Discord over what I said about trans people. This is why Japanese artists are the best. They haven't slowed down on content. I'm still seeing regular art of almost everything I'm into.

Maybe you're talking about fans who post one and not the other? In some context that works -such as PLA fans where Ingo is there with no Emmet- but a lot of fans also treat Emmet as a self-insert. I see that a lot....like he's austistic LIKE ME and I want to make him this stand-up guy. Am I the only one who has ever written fan fics where Emmet beats Volo at something and is a total douche about it? -Like he does end-zone dances and is all like IN YOUR FACE!! (.....because in the very first games, he'd taunt you if you lost against him). People take them both too seriously sometimes.

At least I can tone out all that other stuff and still find the sweet angst with the Japanese artists.

Art credit: ぽち@oniptt Twitter.

Side note: I hear ya about deconstructing a character and making it about the alphabet sexual nonsense. Someone did that recently on a Geten RP blog on Twitter. They were all like, "This Geten is asexual agender aromantic, has sharp teeth, eats human flesh and raw meat.."

I'm thinking....I don't like the goofy fetishes, but I do like me some shipping. There has to be a happy medium here, like this is what people are like if they don't have sexual fantasies to fall back on. It's like......I'm not into sex and romance, so all I have to fall back on is cannibalism. Yep, cannibalism, and I'm happy about it, godammaaaaaaattt!!!!!

[sourhydrapplin]

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Aka the pinned post. Hey, I'm Nayen. I'm returning to tumblr, we`ll see how long it lasts. I'm very slow, very low energy and I'm very traumatized from prior rp experiences, so please be patient and gentle with me.

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This post will be edited whenever I find it relevant to.

Thank you for reading. Love you all!

[jean-dieu]

For Lazare, Raphaël and Ziel - all three!

🍒: Has Your OC had their first kiss yet? If so, with who?

🍩: What’s a crime your OC is most likely to commit? What’s a crime they’re most likely to get arrested for?

Heeey! Thank you for the ask <3

🍒: Has Your OC had their first kiss yet? If so, with who?

Lazare:

Yes! Lazare had a few relationship, including one who lasted a year, and it was his first relationship and first true kiss. It was with a halfling girl of his age from his hometown, the daughter of inkeepers. She was the one to end the relationship because she thaught (rightfully so) that Lazare wasn't mature enough. She's now getting married soon, and Lazare's very happy for her !

Ziel:

Ziel recently started dating Ruby, a half-orc girl he's been having a crush on since a long time now. They shared their first kiss on a roof, in front of the sunset, after Ziel came back barely alive from a mission. They've been together for a few weeks now and things are going well! They just... Didn't tell... Ruby's father, who happens to be the Sergeant in charge of Ziel's Brigade, and the man who arrested him a few times before.

Raphaël:

Unfortuantely yes. Raphaël's first kiss forced upon him by a succubus who managed to get through his defense. It was actually quite traumatizing for him, and he felt extremely violated by such an act. I've written countless rp where he has kissed people but canonically he's only been kissed by a succubus, sadly.

🍩: What’s a crime your OC is most likely to commit? What’s a crime they’re most likely to get arrested for?

Lazare:

Lazare's a good guy for sure, but he's so chaotic he'd clearly disobey laws if they don't fit his morals. As a teenager on the road, he did commit a few petty theft, but nothing crazy. Nowadays, as an adult, he doesn't steal anymore as he earns his own money and simply don't have the need to steal anymore. I'd see him being arrested for causing a riot or an uproar for whatever reasons, to protest against a corrupted politician or against injustice.

Ziel:

Well, he's... litteraly a thief at the beginning of the campaign. He's part of a gang, the Harlequins, and he's been arrested a few time for a variety of things from petty theft to heist. Nowadays, since he's working in a brigade, he... promised to not steal anymore, and he's actually abiding by this promise. HOWEVER, he's been fined for insulting a prominent member of Absalom Abadar's Church. He doesn't regret it. He'll fucking do it again. I'd see him being arrested for his songs (he has no filter and loves to provoke) or for graffities on public buildings.

Raphaël:

Now that's harder to answer as Raphaël loves to abide by the law. I'd say he's most likely to be arrested for the same reasons he's been arrested a few times as a teenager: For starting a fight after being provoked. He's short tempered, and has anger issues, and while he's getting better at keeping his calm, he's not immune to just lash out on someone who'd badmouth him in the street.

[cascadeofsouls]

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Independent multimuse and multifandom rp blog portrayed by the entity known as Nayen. (of @exnusquam , @sourhydrapplin and @manywcrlds fame)

I'm 27, use it/its pronouns exclusively, and live in Germany, which means my online times are harshly different from most of the 'Muricans here.

This blog doesn't host any pokemon muses, but is still welcoming other people with pokemon muses here for crossover/AU interactions!

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Read all rules underneath. I'll know if you haven't.

Multiship, multiverse, chemistry only. Platonic ships welcome and encouraged! - Every ship will result in it's own verse unless discussed otherwise. -- Please make sure you say which muse you're referring to so I know which one to write.

None of the art here is mine unless claimed otherwise.

No drama, no badmouthing. I don't touch antiship/proship discourse either.

This is a hobby, not a job. Do not hound me for replies. Reminding me one every three days or so is fine. - I do not enjoy roleplays that only have like two lines per reply, but so long as you write more than that and give me something to work with, I truly do not care how long your reply is.

I will not ship any minor muses with any muse over the age of 18 and vise versa. - Any attempt anyway will result in an immediate block.

We do not ship with pokemon at all, unless it's a legendary pokemon written in a similar role to a greek god (e.g. human form, intellect, ability to communicate and consent). - If you have a problem with that, that's okay, but please just block me and move on

I am willing to roleplay s/mu/t rp, but only with people I trust and have interacted with extensively, and only based on chemistry. I prefer doing nsfw rp on discord, but can also do it here if tagged appropriately and under a read more. - Discord is only given out to people whom I trust and have interacted with extensively oocly on tumblr IMs and otherwise.

If you want me to unfollow for any reason, let me know privately, and I will do so without resistence. I would prefer to be following someone who welcomes me there.

In general if you have any issue with me, feel free to talk to me privately. Don't just listen to whatever someone else says about me. The rpc has a clique problem as is, let's not make it worse. I promise I don't bite.

I ask you not to softblock me and instead just hardblock me. It makes things a lot easier for both of us.

I'm much friendlier than I sound like, I promise!

This post will be edited whenever I find it relevant to.

Thank you for reading. Love you all!

[heroicintention]

𝑲𝑵𝑶𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑵𝑬𝑹 𝑾𝑬𝑳𝑳 𝑪𝑨𝑵 𝑷𝑶𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑴𝑨𝑲𝑬 𝑾𝑹𝑰𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑻𝑶𝑮𝑬𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑨 𝑳𝑶𝑻 𝑬𝑨𝑺𝑰𝑬𝑹 . . .

NAME : Puff. also known as Puff Almight && Princess Pygmy Puffskein the Third. (don’t ask about the first and second)

PRONOUNS : she/her

NAME OF MUSE(S) : there’s… there’s so many but some of my mains rn are Carl Grimes, Beth Greene, Rick Grimes, Lizzie Samuels, Gabby Kinney, and Jason Todd 💕

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION : i am far more available on discord as i am on it… a lot. it is my preferred, my absolute darling of a social. however finding new writing partners on discord can be hella taxing so i’ve made my great return! however if you want my discord and we’re mutuals, feel free to ask!

EXPERIENCE / HOW LONG ( MONTHS / YEARS? ) : i started at 11 and i’m 25+ now so that should tell you it’s been a while. i started my first tumblr rp blog the day i turned 18, and this one is… a good few years old now 😅 (like I had mutuals that had been inactive for six years ffs)

BEST EXPERIENCE : i’ve had so many amazing experiances tbh and some of my best friends are online— but crossing my fingers i can meet a good few of them at a con this year (woo woo!!) my best experience tho has to be the server i run though. i’ve been able to see so many people work together, create bonds, and become genuine friends through love of fandom and genuine kind natures and i’m so happy i’ve had the ability to already meet some of them in person, exchange gifts, and have almost year long snapchat streaks.

RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS : when someone wants to write just for smut. vaguing. using interest in fictional topics to badmouth people. i don’t care what you write as long as you tag your shit i’m negl. i’m too old for this, and i’ve probably already read it in a published book anyhow splatterpunk fans put your hands up

MUSE PREFERENCES FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT : i enjoy all of it tho i am pretty picky in writing smut given a lot of bad experiences with partners that ended up… only wanting to write smut. angst is PROBABLY my fav, i love making my muse a problem.

PLOTS OR MEMES : i honestly have a hard time plotting because i question how interesting my plots are… so i do prefer memes.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES : anything but a one liner. on discord i’m super fond of text chat && short form but that’s usually in tandem with multi para. on here, i would prefer at least a paragraph tbh.

BEST TIME TO WRITE : whenever i have access to my phone, laptop, or a pen and paper honestly.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : some of them i definitely have similarities to (Beth, Gwen, and— i would like to think— Snorkmaiden). but i also write a lot of very masculine men, violent as shit screwballs, and some plain problem children. while i do put some of myself into all my babies… i can’t claim to be like them.

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Tagging: anyone who wants to introduce themselves 👉🏻👈🏻

[brokentruths]

𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐  ,  𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐  !!  welcome  to  𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘴  ,  an  𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚎  ,  𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚝𝚎  ,  &&.  𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚕𝚢  𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎  roleplay  blog  feat.  a  variety  of  muses  from  various  media  ,  namely  𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐲  ,  𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬  ,  &&.  𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐡  𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐲  𝐟𝐨𝐱  ,  as  brought  to  life  by  𝒌𝒂𝒚  !

i  have  been  away  for  quite  some  time  due  to  university  work  taking  the  reins  ,  so  it  may  take  me  a  little  while  to  get  back  into  the  swing  of  things  .  please  be  patient  with  me  while  i  renavigate  this  new  editor  (  which  i  h8  w  a  passion  ,  btw  )  and  regain  inspiration  for  my  muses  again  .

blog  re-established  ;  october  11th  ,  2022  . previous  urls  ;  scmewhereibelcng  ,  melodichearts  ,  heartsaligned  ,  heartsfought  ,  &&.  fatesentangled  !

disc.ord  :  Jimitri Shipper#0391  !

tracker  ;

asks  ;  #010/010  . drafts  ;  #010  . interest  tracker  ;  in-depth  thread  tracker  !

rules  +  other  info  underneath  the  cut  !

on  unfollowing  ,  follow-backs  ,  &&.  blocking  ;

please  ,  please  ,  please  break  mutuals  with  me  before  you  deactivate  your  blog  or  notify  me  so  i  can  break  mutuals  with  you  !  if  you  don’t  do  this  ,  tumblr  will  royally  fuck  my  following-follower  count  up  ,  &&.  i’ve  remade  many  a  blog  due  to  this  issue  alone  .  if  you  do  not  know  how  to  break  mutuals  ,  you  simply  block  someone  &&.  then  unblock  them  so  you’re  no  longer  following  one  another  .

i  do  not  ,  under  any  circumstances  ,  follow  sideblogs  ,  again  due  to  the  following-follower  count  issue  described  above  .  likewise  ,  i  will  not  rp  with  you  if  your  sideblog  is  attached  to  a  personal  blog  ,  as  i  like  my  mutuals  to  solely  be  main  rp  blogs  .  if  you  would  like  help  in  creating  a  main  rp  account  for  your  character(s)  ,  i  can  help  !  just  ask  .  ❤

i  will  hardblock  /  perma-block  anyone  who  :

excuses  best.iality  ,  inc.est  ,  pedo.philia  ,  nec.rophilia  ,  etc.

is  trans.phobic  ,  homo.phobic  ,  able.ist  ,  rac.ist  ,  pro-tr.ump  ,  cons.ervative  ,  or  uses  rel.igion  to  excuse  their  big.otry  /  hatred  .

reblogs  callouts  without  adequate  proof  of  behavior  .

constantly  badmouths  other  players  on  their  portrayals  ,  writing  styles  ,  etc.

i  will  unfollow  /  softblock  anyone  who  :

constantly  posts  ooc  stuff  /  doesn’t  have  any  threads  or  answered  prompts  /  asks  ic  (  at  that  point  ,  you’re  considered  an  ooc  /  personal  blog  to  me  )  .

is  rude  about  threads  not  being  answered  on  their  time  .

constantly  complains  about  not  receiving  anything  but  doesn’t  seem  to  make  an  effort  to  start  any  rps  /  answer  asks  .

harasses  /  badmouths  other  rpers  about  their  characterizations  /  portrayals  /  rp  partners  or  mutuals  .

i  just  don’t  feel  a  spark  /  connection  with  .

on  the  mun’s  overall  views  on  shipping  ;

i  ship  according  to  chemistry  .  if  i  think  our  muses  may  have  a  deeper  connection  than  just  friendship  ,  i  may  approach  you  with  a  proposal  to  ship  them  together  .

please  do  understand  that  ,  while  i  do  have  my  fair  share  of  favorite  ships  /  otps  ,  i  will  never  ,  under  any  circumstances  ,  force  a  personal  fave  ship  of  mine  onto  you  .  i  expect  the  same  of  you  towards  me  as  well  .  i  don’t  expect  everyone  i  interact  with  to  be  comfortable  with  /  willing  to  rp  my  personal  otps  ,  &&.  that’s  fine  .  just  don’t  expect  for  me  to  be  comfortable  with  /  willing  to  rp  a  personal  otp  of  yours  if  i  don’t  ship  it  .

if  any  ships  of  mine  that  may  be  featured  on  this  blog  make  you  uncomfortable  (  i.e.  dimitri  from  ‘anastasia’  x  jim  hawkins  from  ‘treasure  planet’  )  ,  i  will  make  a  conscious  effort  to  tag  the  ship  name  .  of  course  ,  though  ,  i  am  only  human  ,  so  i  may  slip  from  time  to  time  .  please  notify  me  politely  if  this  occurs  so  that  i  can  rectify  it  as  soon  as  possible  .  the  very  last  thing  i’d  want  is  for  people  ,  especially  new  /  future  rp  partners  ,  to  be  uncomfortable  on  my  blog  .

on  crossover  verses  /  aus  ;

for  those  who  know  me  well  by  now  ,  you  know  that  i  absolutely  adore  crossovers  /  aus  !  throw  my  muse  in  anything  as  long  as  i’m  familiar  with  the  world  or  universe  ,  &&.  we’ll  have  loads  of  fun  .

if  i  don’t  know  anything  about  the  universe  you’re  suggesting  ,  i  may  ask  for  more  info  or  look  into  it  myself  ,  &&.  if  i  like  or  understand  it  well  enough  after  doing  research  ,  i’ll  happily  accept  discussing  a  crossover  /  au  !

on  smut  ,  nsfw  ,  &&.  triggering  topics  ;

i  will  never  ,  under  any  circumstances  ,  roleplay  s.mut  in  its  entirety  .  i  am  not  comfortable  with  writing  s.mut  at  all  ,  it’s  a  personal  squick  for  me  (  not  a  trigger  ,  just  a  squick  )  .  we  can  do  a  timeskip  or  fade  to  black  ,  but  otherwise  ,  please  do  not  assume  i  want  to  rp  detailed  s.mut  .  please  understand  &&.  respect  this  .  also  ,  tag  your  s.mut  ,  please  !  ❤

other  forms  of  ns.fw  ,  including  vio.lence  ,  tor.ture  ,  &&.  b.lood  /  g.ore  are  more  than  okay  !  i  grew  up  on  hor.ror  /  sla.sher  films  ,  so  i’m  especially  not  aversed  to  this  type  of  stuff  .

if  you  have  a  trigger  &&.  i  forget  to  tag  it  ,  please  let  me  know  right  away  !  my  mind  is  sometimes  all  over  the  place  ,  so  i  may  unintentionally  forget  to  tag  something  that  may  be  a  squick  /  trigger  .  i  always  check  prompts  that  i  reblog  for  potential  triggers  &&.  try  to  tag  accordingly  .

on  asks  /  prompts  /  replies  ;

i  am  extremely  slow  with  replies  ,  especially  now  that  i’m  in  university  ,  so  i  ask  that  you  be  patient  with  me  if  i  don’t  reply  right  away  to  an  im  /  ask  /  prompt  .  do  not  rush  me  .  chances  are  highly  likely  that  i  don’t  have  time  to  check  tumblr  like  i  used  to  .  if  rushed  /  spammed  with  messages  ,  i  will  first  give  a  warning  ,  then  i’ll  softblock  ,  &&.  if  you  refollow  me  &&.  continue  harassing  me  ,  i’ll  perma-block  .

the  ask  limit  for  prompts  is  ten  .  i  do  these  one  at  a  time  &&.  will  close  the  inbox  once  the  ten  asks  limit  is  reached  .  this  is  to  ensure  that  i  do  not  get  stressed  out  &&.  lose  interest  .

if  i  find  that  some  muses  are  receiving  more  attention  than  others  ,  i  may  put  the  muses  receiving  the  most  attention  on  a  temporary  hold  for  asks  so  that  my  less  attended  to  muses  are  given  some  interest  .  this  is  so  that  i  don’t  lose  muse  for  those  characters  .

on  plotting  ;

i  am  always  down  for  plotting  threads  out  with  our  muses  !  plotting  is  a  really  good  way  to  get  the  ball  rolling  with  threads  and  establish  a  deeper  connection  between  our  muses  &&.  us  as  muns  .

though  i  do  prefer  a  bit  of  spontaneity  when  it  comes  to  memes  /  asks  ,  for  threads  ,  we  can  definitely  plot  things  out  in  ims  or  disc.ord  !

@mythunderlegion​  (  dimitri  [  for  anya  ]  ;  vlad  [  for  dimitri  &&.  anya  ]  ;  sarah  [  for  amelia  &&.  jim  ]  ;  delbert  doppler  [  for  amelia  ,  sarah  ,  &&.  jim  ]  ;  félix  [  for  pepa  ,  julieta  ,  &&.  mirabel  ]  ;  agustìn  [  for  julieta  ,  pepa  ,  &&.  mirabel  ]  )

tbu  !

[willow-salix]

This is going to be out of the blue and there's no need for a response to it, but I guess I feel like some of you deserve to get a peek behind my armour.

Facebook just gave me a memory from 7 years ago, showing me an album that I'd rather not see quite honestly, but you know when you're just drawn in even though you know it's against your better judgement? Yep, that was me just now.

The album is full of screenshots of the absolute shit ton of crap that I've had on the Internet over the years.

I was in the RP world for ten years, and in that time I was verbally and mentally attacked a lot, I was mentally abused, I was stalked, I was blamed for things I never did, I was used as a scapegoat for things I never did. I was the victim of unwarranted attacks that had my accounts deleted by fb so that I lost YEARS of writing.

I got my heart broken over and over again by people that claimed tk be my friends, people that claimed to love me but that were all too happy to dump me the second a better option came along. People that I sat up all night with, that I lost sleep over, that I went out of my way to help and support.

Some of them lied to me so throughly that they lied about who they were, where they lived, their job, their gender, their nationality, what other characters /accounts they had and everything else you could think of for over TWO years.

I've had one that claimed to be my best friend, sit on my couch, my actual couch, in my house and lie to my face. Lie to me and his long term partner and mother of his three kids that he wasnt cheating with a cheap bitch he met online (the third person he'd done it with I found out after) I only found out about her when she messaged me to tell me.

I stopped talking to him, after their friends started a smear campaign against me, and even then EVEN THEN, I talked it out and started talking to him again. But he turned it around and started blaming me and guilt tripping me again. So I cut him off. He stalked me. Like messaging my friend, posting things to me (actual letters through the mail) making new accounts to message me, buying new phone sims to call me. This was 6 years ago. He called me at the start of lockdown and left a message on my voicemail.

This man mentally abused me. He'd force me to talk to him when I had a problem and then he'd not like what I said, so he'd go silent and ignore me for up to three days, to the point that I'd worked myself up so much that I was apologising, that I was taking the blame for having feelings, only when he got that would he talk to me.

He was an alcoholic who worked in care if you can believe that, I supported him through him getting sober again, he still did all that to me.

I gave up on role play and let my character, my home, the one place I felt comfortable and safe, up. And I didn't go back for two years. I got talked around by someone, they made promises, I stupidly fell for it.

I then got used to bring their character back and to help them sort out storylines. I was then told they didn't want to work with me anymore because they had too much going on in their personal life, they blocked me and I then got screenshots that that had another writing partner already.

That broke me. That broke me and fandom and people and everything really.

I vowed never to go back.

Then I stumbled upon you lot. And I told myself not to get involved, not to start talking to anyone, not to start trusting again. Now look! Now bloody look!

I'm what... 500k + in a story that was never meant to be, I'm actually writing and collabing with people again and I have a character that I adore and feel just as comfortable with... And that is fucking scary.

It's sooooo scary. Like terrifying scary to me.

Because I'm having to trust again. Selene is like public property now, and I love how much everyone has accepted and adopted her and how they use her and write her too, that warms this cold, dead, suspicious heart of mine.

Because I can honestly say that Selene and John saved me and my sanity.

I am quite a sociable person, I love to chat to people and if I'm your friend I will go out of my way to do my best for you, to be there for you and to support you in every way I can. But I know I can be used and I dotn always see the bad in people. So I cut myself off and refused to allow myself to make friends again.

I was writing my novels and that was it. No interaction, no fun really. Then this loud mouthed witch blazed into my head, took one look at the spaceman and said "that one, he's mine, wrap him up I'll take him to go" and here she is.

They made writing fun again, they made it spontaneous and exciting, I suddenly had ideas again, people to talk to about the characters I love and it was hard. Because it was also good.

I had to trust the process, trust Selene.

But I'm also so wary. I'm wary that I'm gonna piss people off, that I'm going to annoy people with her and that people hate her. I know people don't like OCs' and I get major anxiety about that.

I've never had this amount of anxiety over stories before, never. Not my rp, not my novels, not the ones I did for class or competitions, nothing. This is singularly the most stressful writing I've ever done. Because these boys, they mean the world to me, they always have. They have always been my happy place since I was 5/6, they have always been my heart and home.

The problems I had in rp made me not like the books that I loved, the fandom I was in, because of peoples interpretations of the characters, the way they played them and the fact that they were so nasty to me. And I really really don't want that to happen here.

A few weeks ago I noticed that an account had bene set up that was clearly a piss take of me, of this account. And all the old fears and anxiety came rushing back. I instantly went running to Squiddy and Olliepig and basically tumbled around the group chat in a mess for a few minutes before I calmed down and realised what was going on and had a guess at who it could be.

But it's scary. Because I've been stalked, I've been badmouthed, I've had people make fake accounts of me to cause trouble, and it weighs on me.

Willow Salix is my author name, I had to choose that because my Pagan name (which I was writing under and still do on ff and a03) was too well known and my stalkers were reporting it every time I made a new account.

I had to come to love this name, come to see it as myself (willow is my actual real name btw) and feel comfortable with it. It's taken a long time, I've built my brand from it. I have five novels out under it. And to think of someone having an account with even a parody of that name gave me all sorts of chills.

I'm OK now, but yeah. Fun times.

So I guess... I just want people to talk to me. And I don't mean shine by ego lol, I mean that if I ever do anything to piss you off. If I ever say anything you don't like. If I ever annoy you with Selene or anything at all, PLEASE just come and talk to me.

I might put on a tough mask, and in general I am pretty hardy, but I'm a typical cancerian, hard outer shell, squishy inside.

Selene is my sanity in a home life that is far from easy, I won't go into major details but disabled husband, I'm a full time carer, he's majorly depressed and it's just... Yeah. Anyway, she's my refuge, she's my escape right now.

Actually making a side blog for her took so much guts, to allow her free rein to speak and act is scary as heck for me. Because I've been there and vowed to never go back.

The only good thing I took out of all my years of rp, apart from being able to make up a story pretty much on the spot, spontaneous replies, dialogue skills and character development, is my best friend in all the world @endellionaeternus who has seen it all and stuck by me through it all.

I have no real idea why I just typed all this, I guess I needed people to see where I'm coming from, and why Selene exists.

Yeah...

[muraenide]

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

the salty af munday meme

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

I wouldn’t consider them instant unfollows but I will unfollow in time due to constant untagged and uncut posts, and people who treat their tumblr blogs like a personal by regularly rbing posts that are unrelated to their muse or the fandom. I feel like whenever I unfollow someone, they tend to be the main reason 🤔 Idk if I should list them on my rules now that I think about it. 

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

Oh man I have so many. I usually keep quiet about a pet peeve and just quietly unfollow but they’re so repetitive. 

People who treat join the rpc to advocate for social justice and hardly rps confuse me? I’m here like aren’t you in the wrong space? Man, just go somewhere else. Some posts are fine, like the ones addressing things properly and are actually informative but there also some that are really aggressive that makes you feel like you’re a bad person for not knowing and that you have to follow the ‘rules’ they established or you are <inserts some label> that make me want to stay 10 feet away. Imo there are no rules in the rp space. You either agree with someone or you don’t, which in that case just don’t interact with each other.

Oversharing. (Is that even the right word...) I have a high bar when it comes to oversharing, since I do enjoy knowing a bit about the personal lives of rpers/muns I’ve come to see as friends. But in my previous fandom you see a handful of blogs who goes like ‘BE WARNED I’M VERY UNHINGED AND UNPREDICTABLE, YOU WON’T WANT ME AS A ENEMY’ in large, bolded text. Like Okay...? Thanks for the info I guess I won’t be following then. Whatever they mean in that sentence. It’s just a lot of uncomfy the OOC way.  >> Pls chill this is just a writing community.

This is just a minor thing but I can’t stand it >< When muns IM me with an emoji or kaoemoji or a single word like “hi” as a greeting. Again, like... ?? What are you expecting me to reply to that? Another emoji? Pls just say what you want to say. It’s worse when they do it every single day. I met a lot of people like that back in Facebook, but Tumblr is better by a little, I think.

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

I remember the times when I tend to be the youngest in any fandom space and enjoyed being the baby but now I’m usually the oldest or definitely-not-the-youngest and sobs.... Times have changed. 

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

I find this fandom very chill! It’s hard to believe my blog is only 3 months old but I’m enjoying my time here so far. Most of the people who had me blocked at least knew how to block and don’t send hate or anything. Idk what’s going on in other corners of the fandom but I’ve learned to not care so much about what other people think of me. If you want to badmouth my blog or about something I do then whatever makes you happy, I guess! As long as I can’t see it and it’s not so high profile to the point of someone telling me ‘hey this blog is spreading lies about you’ then it’s not my problem. 

Tbh even if you’re the nicest person on earth, at least one person who has met you is going to secretly think that you’re just doing it for attention. The difference is whether they don’t share their thought with people, or they share it with their close friends group, or they broadcast it on their blog, but it happens. Like they say, haters is just going to hate.

[fair-fae]

I want to stress that you all really shouldn’t give two shits what anyone thinks of your writing/RP/character. I remember one day years ago, a friend let me know about someone badmouthing me in some linkshell I wasn’t involved with, but what stuck out to me most when this friend shared a screenshot of the conversation was not the complaints of this person I knew had some axe to grind against me (that’s a dumb story of its own), but a complete stranger chiming in to agree that I am The Worst. This person’s criticism was something along the lines of, “Ugh, it’s so dumb that she RP’s all these things and does all this stuff when her character is just a little kid!” And I stared at that, baffled for a while, trying to figure out how a grown ass woman in her mid-20′s was a little kid. And then it dawned on me that I had written a series of snippets of Faye’s backstory, starting chronologically with a few moments from her childhood (that btw were very clearly and accurately dated with the in game year).

This person, who as far I as know I’d never met, spoken to, or seen, had gone out of their way to look at my writing, yet somehow missed or failed to understand the dates or the context that those moments were past happenings, somehow missed or failed to understand pretty much everything else about my character, yet still decided to pass a judgment on my RP and project that judgment onto the quality of my character OOC, because this person wanted to hate me so badly that “she’s an 8-year-old noblewoman conjurer battling Garleans who runs an adventuring free company and hosts tavern nights and has a boyfriend” sounded like a real thing in their head?? Idk if that’s uplifting or depressing, really lol. But what I’m trying to get at is some people are just bent on hating you for no good reason and will grasp at straws trying to invent reasons for it. Please don’t confuse those as valid criticisms of your writing or of who you are as a person.

[raysofsinshine]

reminder that sometimes people forget to reply/lose replies/hit wrong buttons when responding to rps. we’re all human, we all mess up, no one’s perfect.

if you have been waiting for a reply from someone, and it’s been a while, MESSAGE THEM. The longer you wait for them to reply, the less likely they will ever reply.

From my experience, just about everyone I have met in the TF fandom has been either ADHD or Autistic. ADHDers don’t remember stuff at all, and we even forget that we forget. I don’t want to speak for Autistics, but I’m sure they can struggle majorly with replies too.

Please be gentle with your rp partners; Don’t badmouth them for not replying.

[one-piece-dumpster-fire]

20 Question Tag~!

got tagged by the amazing @lucynnamonroll, thank you dear<3! Mhhh I’m gonna tag @hanajimasama and @basilisa-scorpii, but only if you’d like to!

1. What do you prefer to be called name wise? 

My actual name is Michelle-Louise, but most people just call me Michelle or Chelle. In rare cases Milou as well xD

2. When is your birthday? 

4th July aka when everyone in America is partying lol

3. Where do you live? 

Good old Germany

4. Three things you are doing right now.

Working on requests, watching a german Let’s Player, petting my doggo

5. Four fandoms that have really quipped your interest

One Piece, Nintendo, RPDR and the Horror Community!

6. How’s the pandemic been treating you?

Not good, and I’d rather not go into detail with it xs

7. What’s a song you can’t stop listening to?

Vogue by Madonna aekfjekqej that’s currently my number 1 jam lol

8. Recommend a movie.

Dirty Dancing. It’s my mom’s absolutely favorite movie and we’ve been religiously watching it together since I was like 4 lol. A timeless classic for me!

9 & 10. How old are you? School/Occupation/other?

I’m a soon-to-be 20 year old mess who’s itching to apply to an university once my surgeon says that it’s okay

11. Do you prefer hot or cold? 

Neither tbh xD But since I tend to pass out from strong heat, I’d say cold.

12. Name one fact about you that others may not know

I used to learn sorbisch in elementary school and could even speak a bit polish back then lol

13. Are you shy?

 Mhhh kinda xD? I mean at first yes, but give me a bit alcohol and we’ll be best friends within minutes

14. Preferred Pronouns

She/her 

15. Any pet peeves?

People who always pity and talk bad about themselves. I mean I’m a pretty negative person myself, don’t get me wrong, but I don’t want to constantly seek out validation or make others responsible for my happiness. Being comforted is important, but if you’re not willing to also work towards your own happiness and learn to love yourself... then I can’t help you. Idk but it just really brings me down when I constantly try to make someone realize that they’re valid but they just continue to badmouth themselves at every given opportunity. If you have low self-esteem it’ll take a while to accept yourself and I totally understand that, but there were so many people I used to talk to that just wanted to be pitied while putting in 0 effort to do something for themselves.

16. What’s your favorite ‘dere ’ type?

Kuudere’s are pretty cool, I suppose xD...?

17. Rate your life

Damn can’t really answer this one it always depends lol

18 & 19 What’s your main blog? Side blogs?

This dumpsterfire right here! I also have a rp-sideblog, but.... uh.... no, I don’t think I should link that here xD

20. Is there anything people need to know about you before getting to know you?

Mhhh well I’m not really the best at socializing and actually find it very hard to be myself around new people. So if I come across as a bit stiff and fake at first, I’m sorry guys xD

[monsieur-de-paris]

☒ Is there any sort of behavior towards your muse (ic or ooc) that you simply cannot stand?

 It’s Munday! » @quod-rosa-alba & @exorcistalice 

   » ☒ Is there any sort of behavior towards your muse (ic or ooc) that you simply cannot stand?

I admit I saved this question for the end, because I’m a really peevish person when it comes to my muses - to all of them. It doesn’t matter if I have played them a lot or not. While I admit that it’s not my best feature, it’s nothing I can change. If I dislike a certain attitude, I dislike it. And in this case, I dislike negative ooc-ness towards my muses. I’m fine with it in rp, but I don’t appreciate it, when someone approaches me to badmouth one of my muses. It’s not because I can’t handle it, but rather because it’s really inconsiderate. I can’t imagine going to a person for the sole purpose of bashing the character they roleplay. I know that they must enjoy that character to invest so much time in writing them. Why would I want to risk upsetting a fellow roleplayer with my negativity? I don’t understand why people think it’s ok. Of course people are allowed to share their opinion in a respectful manner, but I don’t appreciate pointless rants against my muse - on my dash or in my IM. I also don’t appreciate it, when people drag my muse down for the sake of their muse. I don’t think my muse should serve as a stepping stone to other muns. I think as roleplayers, we should be able to talk about the characters we write without the need to put the muses of other people down. I don’t see the point in this. Again, it’s totally inconsiderate. Another thing I dislike, and believe me, I can sense it - when a mun is projecting their personal bad opinion of my muse in roleplays. It hasn’t happened a lot with Charles, but I used to roleplay another character before, and boy would people metagame and godmode only to throw a punch at him, when it made absolutely no sense for their muse to know much about him at all. They would follow me only because they hated him and wanted to get back at him for the events in his canon, even though many of them weren’t even a part of said canon. It was ridiculous, because it happened all the time.

[litteriae]

MUNDAY SALT. accepting !

@florabled​ said : 1-10!

how salty are you feeling right now?

honestly i’m feeling pretty civil despite the lack of sleep hitting me.

what are your unpopular opinion(s) of the fandom you’re rping in?

honestly i don’t have too many unpopular opinions? probably some beef with a few mischaracterizations here and there, but none come to mind currently. 

what rp trends are you so over and can’t wait for it to die?

i honestly can’t think of anything besides things outside of roleplay. mostly baseless callout posts with out of context screenshots, and senseless public vagueing, are all i can really think of. thankfully, haven’t seen either around for a long time. 

have you ever made a call out post or wanted to?

while i haven’t directly made one, i’ve been apart of one and wrote a testimony. j//ulie was a person who vagued, gaslight / manipulated / verbally abused, and badmouthed me for months because i was onto his toxic behavior while everyone else either didn’t see it, decided to ignore it, or were too busy kissing his ass to stay on his good side. he did this for months behind the scenes and tried alienating me from the rpc as a whole. i was emotionally damaged for months  from the harm he inflicted onto me. but, in the end i got my best friend back and away from him. and that’s all that ever mattered to me.

a ship everyone in the fandom you’re in loves, but you can’t stand?

i don’t like k//urooken romantically, at all. they don’t have any romantic chemistry and i only see them as strictly platonic. plus, people love to make kenma wildly out of character in their content and that’s a huge turn-off for me.

have you ever sent something to one of those burn book blogs?

no because those are all disgusting and insulted people’s writing, appearances, and hit all their insecurities instead of tackling real problematic behavior in a mature, respectable manner. which  all those blogs lack.  

has someone made you unfollow/block them without a second thought because of a petty reason?

rarely, but yeah i did so the other day in fact. 

are you good at dealing with personal problems?

i’m someone who likes to solve my problems and correct my mistakes. if i’ve done wrong to someone, i immediately want to apologize and mend whatever problems we may have faced. if a person comes to me with a problem i’m always willing to listen and try to give them advice. but, if it involves conflict i might be more weary unless we’re close, since i’m not a fan of it.

what’s your opinion on duplicates?

i enjoy them! if i’m trying a new character i’m not entirely sure of, i might not follow back for awhile just so i’m not subconsciously trying to be like the other person’s portrayal. but other than that, i love talking to and befriending duplicates in the rpc.

any fandom(s) you don’t want to rp in or crossover to?

already answered!

[confessionsofa-roleplayer]

If someone gets mad because you tried to speak up for yourself when they tried to publicly humiliate, yell at you via vaguepost, or otherwise verbally abuse you, that person is not worth an iota of your time. You are better off immediately severing ties with that person ... trust me. Don't give that person the "satisfaction" of being the first to 'dump' you in RP because they failed to come to you in private and use their words to communicate, but thought it was totally okay to just explode at you in public, or make an explosive vaguepost public attack that was poorly veiled as a psa post. Some of these canon rpers who start amassing sizable amounts of followers because they happen to have a decent portrayal really let it get to their head; it's certainly not often, thankfully, but it does happen. Found that out in a /very/ unpleasant way. If someone feels way off or out of line in the they choose to react (or even seems downright violent), your gut instinct is probably right.

Never apologize for standing up for yourself or directly calling someone out to their face on their unacceptable behavior. Other people in the rpc a lot of the time aren't going to stand up for you, especially if that person is farther up on the "blog popularity" scale than you are. Are you kidding me? They'll either maybe uncomfortably wait for that 'moment' to pass and pretend it didn't happen, or approach the person who mistreated you in private for rp partner "brownie points" to save to put it towards their "friendship" piggy bank by playing the part of "consoling" this person on whatever was the petty thing that they blew out of proportion and targeted you with. If someone makes you feel unsafe in the way they drag things like that out in public, so they can wait for their other rp partners to approach and inquire about their vagueing so they can badmouth and talk behind you, run. Leave that situation immediately, no explanation needed. Immediately block and blacklist.

You don't need those kinds of games or stress in your life, especially with someone on the Internet who you may hardly even know. The person matters more than the writing, especially in cases like that. Just because they write well or "may not have reacted in that way" before doesn't mean squat; that usually tends to be a first and huge warning sign right there. You'll eventually find other rpers who don't go out of their way to abuse or bully you and who write just as well, if not better.

Oh, and if they try to give you some half-baked excuse for their disgusting behavior but without the sincere apology, saying something like "I'm very anxious and stressed and just can't handle that kind of high energy," and invalidate your feelings, drop them like a hotcake. Why? They didn't have the decency to communicate with you civilly in private on what the issue was, instead opting to immediately bring it to the public for the purposes of fearmongering, intimidating, and humiliating, and silencing you. Because what better way to manipulate and exploit the situation than by embarrassing someone and putting the situation out of context before all of their followers? For the record, I myself have a lot of anxiety and have /never/ treated anyone like that and will always attempt to still politely communicate with another person, even if it may seem hard at times. Mental states/afflictions are never an excuse for someone to abuse and bully you in the rpc.

Never let someone mistreat you because they have some false notion that they are "superior" or "better" than you. These people with egos who let the number of interactions and partners they receive get to their head can be the absolute worst, especially when they behave like that. It certainly doesn't help when they have a partner who responds to their explosive vaguepost with "who do I have to stab?!" even if it wasn't meant literally. I wish I had been wiser and known better at the time. Especially if they try to mock or further insult and put you down for expressing your feelings were hurt by their actions. You don't owe them any sort of apology or a picosecond of your time. Drop immediately, you won't regret it. Their decent portrayal or writing skill or "popular circle" should never be a reason you still stick around these kinds of awful people. It may take time, but trust that eventually more people will start to see them for how toxic and unpleasant hey truly are.