#rou rot

[pastel-soft-grunge-kitty]

Ｃｒｉｍ３ｓ ☹️👽🍷🪐

[fentanylaced]

CRIM3S - Stay Ugly (2013)

[technofetishe]

stay ugly

[80085403]

[iamdangerace]

You Love Her Coz She's Dead, Deluxe Edition - Japan (2012)

[galacticstarfire]

Commuting

[fleurskiss]

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𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗈𝗋 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀.

[unized-3]

i have so many things i want to say about this song, and i swear i tried for about 15 minutes to do it. since i couldn't, i'm just gonna post it here. listen to it.

[blocky-tides]

niki & eret— who knows you better than the other person who suffered the same small town as you?

@mcyt-summer-of-yuri gift for @wonder-womans-ex

azar nafisi / florence + the machine / anna kamienska / andrea gibson / ocean vuong / ottessa moshfegh / brit bennett / mary oliver / lloyd schwartz / franz wright / @routeriver / mary oliver / chelsea dingman

[fell-court]

It. It’s Ven-ahh?

[holdmytesseract]

moodboard by @chennqingg <3

The Most Beautiful Flower

Jotun!King!Loki x fem!Æsir!Queen!Reader

Summary: Some side effects of the pregnancy with the twins unlocked several body insecurities, causing your husband to think of a plan to cheer you up and convince you of your beauty.

Warnings: body insecurities, pregnancy stuff, suggestive smut, tooth rotting fluff, Loki being an absolute sweetheart and most loving, caring, supporting hubby ever, protective Loki, nudity

Word Count: 3,6k

a/n: This oneshot is based on a request @eleniblue had. 😊 Thank you for this, my friend! I hope you're going to like it! 😊

Ps. Chapter Two of 'Through the Years' will be posted on Thursday! 😁

Tags: @lady-rose-moon @huntress-artemiss @muddyorbsblr @ijuststareatstuffhereok89 @chennqingg @smolvenger @alexakeyloveloki @theaudacitytowrite @jennyggggrrr @asgards-princess-of-mischief @eleniblue @vanilla-daydreaming @loz-3 @valencia-rou @mishkatelwarriorgoddess @fictive-sl0th @bunny24sstuff @iamlokisgloriouspurpose @lovingchoices14 @linaax @mochie85 @goblingirlsarah @glitchquake @lokidbadguy @icytrickster17 @gruftiela @lulubelle814 @mandywholock1980 @november-rayne @chantsdemarins @simping-for-marvel @lou12346789 @aagn360 @lokiforever @anukulee @multifandom-worlds (Continuing in the comments!)

Ice Flower Masterlist ❄ Loki Masterlist ❄ Masterlist

You stood in front of the wide full-length mirror of yours and Loki's bedroom; looking at yourself. You had just taken a bath with the help of two maidens, but preferred to get fully dressed alone.

Yes... Being now nine months pregnant with Jotun twins was everything but easy. Your feet often hurt and were swollen. Your back ached from all the weight it had to carry. You also were so much more sensitive now. Especially to touch, of course - which could be great, but also annoying.

The worst of all, though, was that you were freezing even more! You didn't know that it was possible, but... Oh, it was. Only logical with two Frost Giant babies growing within you... There were nights when even Loki's body warmth wasn't enough to keep you from freezing. Several furs and blankets were needed, until you were practically wrapped up in a cocoon. And that was only the 'beginning'... The healers told you that it was quite possible for more 'side effects' to occur - and you still had about four months to go...

You looked with critical eyes over your body; seeing several stretch marks, water retention in your legs, swollen feet and even some small freezer burn marks - especially on your belly. Not to mention that you gained a lot of weight throughout this pregnancy.

You sighed; body insecurities kicking in. This is far from beautiful, you thought. This isn't how a queen should look like... You ran your hands down the bare skin of your lower back and over your big bump, which were your twins. Tears gathered in the corners of your eyes; your mind planting even more dark thoughts within your brain. What if Loki won't find me attractive anymore? What if he thinks I'm ugly? The maelstrom of negativity pulled you deeper and deeper with no chances of escape. What if he won't bed me any-

Your train of thoughts got harshly interrupted by a pair of pleasantly warm hands, which landed on your hips and glided forwards to cup your growing bump. You gasped. Touch sensitivity.

"What's that frown on your face about, my love?" The deep, velvety timbre of your husband's voice urged to your ears. Combined with the kiss he bestowed upon your bare shoulder, caused goosebumps to form on your entire body.

You were about to answer, as one of your twins gave a nudge against Loki's palm, making the king chuckle. "Someone is enjoying the touch of their father," he stated; letting his one hand roam to feel for more movement of his offspring. "Seems like they are well and healthy. What did the healers say this morning, Flower?" You nodded and placed your hands on Loki's way bigger ones; enjoying the touch nevertheless. "They are, my love. Healthy and growing as they should." Loki inhaled the scent of your freshly washed hair and cleaned skin, before lowering his head to kiss your shoulder once again. "That is good to hear. I never had doubts, though. Not with such a strong, powerful woman being their mother." Your heart skipped of course a beat at his words - but the darkness lurked within your head still.

Loki lifted his lips from your skin with a soft pop, before he looked up to meet your eyes in the mirror. "Now, my queen... Tell me... What is that frown doing on the beautiful face of yours?"

You swallowed hard; tried desperately to suppress the upcoming tears. "Nothing, my king. I was just thinking." "Thinking? About what?" Your husband asked; pressing his tall frame against yours. You shook your head. You didn't want him to see how weak and vulnerable you were in this moment. You didn't want his pity. You should be strong... Be his warrior goddess. But you weren't.

"Nothing important, Loki," you lied and turned around in his embrace to give him a fake smile.

Your husband looked intensely at you for a moment; frowning. He sensed that something was off. He knew. He wasn't blind, neither stupid. But he also didn't want to pressure you into talking to him - so he played it off.

"Alright, my love."

Over the next days, the Jotun king made sure to always have an eye on you. Sure, he was already watching you like a hawk; barely leaving you alone. After all, you were carrying his children. His primal instinct left him no other choice than to look after his pregnant wife. And honestly? He wouldn't want it any other way. He must protect what was his.

Now, though, he watched you even closer; trying to figure out what exactly was bothering you - and he soon got his answer...

Some days, you were awake before him. Nothing unusual, but now that you were pregnant, it happened more often. Just like that day.

You were standing in front of the mirror - once more looking at your unattractive self. Usually, you did that when Loki was away and couldn't notice, but this time... You thought he was asleep, but unbeknownst to you, he wasn't...

Loki shifted inside the bed; arm reaching out to feel for you, but your side of the bed was cold and empty. She's already awake and up, the king thought. He was about to settle down again and continue to sleep, when he suddenly heard a heartbreaking sigh. Frowning, he turned on his back and blinked his eyes open. His bare abs clenched as he sat up; ruby eyes searching for the origin of said sigh. Then he saw you. Standing in front of the mirror; only dressed in undergarments. Your gaze was focused on a deep stretch mark on the side of your left hip. The moment Loki saw a tear running down the side of your face, he knew. It fell like scales from his eyes. It all made sense now. Your strange behaviour. Why you avoided his touch more often and hid your body from him; avoiding him seeing you naked.

The changes your body went through during pregnancy was bothering you. You were insecure.

His heart ached upon watching this; knowing exactly what you must be thinking. He wanted to jump up from the bed, run over to you and scream at you how utterly beautiful you were to him, but he knew he couldn't. You were clearly trying to hide this from him. If he would confront you now, you'd feel caught and probably even embarrassed. So, heavy-heartedly, Loki quietly laid back down; pretending to be asleep. But his mind was working; searching for a way to make those dreadful insecurities go away - and it didn't take him long to figure out a plan...

"My king, where are you taking me? I know you said it is a surprise - and I really don't wish to ruin this, but... My feet are hurting. I'm afraid I won't be able to walk much longer..." Your hand was entwined with Loki's, as he led you - carefully and slowly, blindfolded to somewhere only he knew.

He said he wanted to take you out a bit, but make it a surprise and not tell you where. Just the two of you. No guards. No interruptions. You agreed, of course; trusting him with your life.

"I know, my darling Flower. Apologies. We'll arrive soon," he said; squeezing your hand in a reassuring manner. Sure, you had a carriage for about half the way, but the rest had to be reached on foot. "Is everything else alright? Beside the aching feet?" Loki stopped for a moment, to check on your well-being. You nodded; smiling softly. "We're good, love." "Good." Loki pressed his lips against your forehead; kissing you softly.

"Let us walk on. We have almost reached our destination."

You couldn't deny, that you were quite curious about Loki's plans - and you really thought about it a lot. But you hadn't anticipated what was awaiting you, once the king announced that you had arrived...

"Are you ready, Y/N?" You nodded excitedly; free hand roaming your baby bump. "Yes!" "Alright." You felt how Loki let go of your hand and took a step closer to you; the ground rustling beneath his feet. "Brace yourself, Flower." He was audibly smiling, while he gently untied the blindfold on the back of your head. Once he did that, he stepped aside. "Open your eyes, my queen." You did, of course, causing a gasp immediately to leave your lips.

You were in the forest. But not on Jotunheim... This was Asgard. A big picnic blanket was spread out on the ground, with a lot of things to eat splayed out on top of it. Asgardian food. Your gaze travelled further. Behind the blanket, there was- "No way, Loki..." Your eyes widened. "You... You took me to-" Loki appeared in your field of view; smiling. "To our lake, yes." You felt how your eyes started to water immediately.

The little lake in the forests beside the Asgardian training camp. The lake where you and the king met; spend a lot of time in and falling helplessly in love with each other in the end. This small lake was a big and important part of yours and Loki's life. And now he had taken you there. It had been quite a few years since you lastly saw the lake. Too much was going on in both yours and Loki's life. Until now...

"Oh, my love this... This is amazing." You cried - happy tears. "It's so great to be here again. So many memories are connected to this place..." Loki nodded; wrapping you up in the tightest hug possible. "Indeed. I love being back here as well." "How do I deserve this? For you to take me here?" The king just shrugged his shoulders with a smile. "Does a man in love needs a reason to take out the woman he loves?"

Of course, Loki had his reason - but he didn't want to confront you with it just now.

"I-I suppose not," you answered; softly blushing at his charming words. "See? Now let's dig into the food, shall we? I'm starving."

After the delicious food the royal Asgardian kitchen of the palace had prepared for you was eaten, Loki had thought of a way to approach the body insecurities you had developed.

"Darling," Loki started; getting your attention. "It's a beautiful warm day today... Would you like to go for a swim?" The king noticed how your demeanour shifted immediately. You felt visibly uncomfortable; eyes widening. "A-A swim?" "Yes," Loki said with a smile; already starting to get rid of his armour and loincloth. Your eyes widened even more - if that was possible as you watched him getting naked. "Skinny dipping?" You squeaked up; almost shocked. "Sure, my love. It is how we met, isn't it?" He smiled smugly; giving you a smouldering look. "So... Are you joining me?" Your husband was about to get rid of the loincloth, covering his most private parts, when you stopped him. "L-Loki, stop, please, I-" He halted immediately in his movements; beautiful ruby eyes meeting your Y/E/C ones.

"What is it, Flower?" "I-I-" You stammered out; not knowing what to say. "Nothing, I just..." Loki's eyebrows slanted; a soft expression taking over his face. "My queen... I know there's something wrong. I already knew it for days - weeks, even... I noticed. I'm not blind, darling. I just didn't pressure you into talking to me; hoping you'd probably come to me on your own, but..." He reached for your hand; gently taking it in his bigger one. "Please... Don't shut me out. Talk to me."

You sighed; bottom lip trembling dangerously. That was exactly what you wanted to prevent from happening - but well, you weren't able to. He had seen it. Now it was already too late anyway. Hiding was impossible.

"Please..." Loki whispered and lifted your chin gently with his thumb and forefinger. The touch causing a gasp to leave your lips; feeling the touch sensitivity once more.

"I-I'm afraid that... That you don't find me attractive anymore." With those words leaving your lips, Loki had been proven right. This was about your body insecurities.

"What? But why, my love? Why would I ever find you unattractive?" You blinked; trying again to suppress the tears. "Be-Because I've gained weight since I'm pregnant... I'm far from the beautiful and strong woman you married. I have stretch marks. I have swollen feet. There a water retention in my legs and even freezer-" Loki couldn't listen to this any longer. How you talked so ill of yourself. So, he intervened.

"Y/N, no. Let me me stop you right here," your husband said in a serious voice; his heart aching and bleeding. "Please don't talk like that about yourself. Please." "But-" He shook his head, interrupting you straight again. "No, my queen, you are listening to me now." Loki took both your hands in his now; making you look at him. "Your body is changing, yes - but... Flower... You are pregnant. It's normal for your body to change. It's natural." He stated softly; squeezing your hands. "And by the holy roots of Yggdrasil, please... Please don't think that I find you less attractive because of that. Norns, no! Quite the opposite... I find myself being more attracted towards you than ever before."

You blinked; unable to process his words. Could this be true? "W-What? You... What? H-How? I-I mean..."

"How?" Loki couldn't help but chuckle softly. "Darling, you are practically glowing! Your skin is so soft and sensitive. Every touch feels like an igniting spark. I love that you gained weight, because..." He started; hungry eyes wandering over your whole body. "Everything got bigger - and I mean that in the sexiest way possible." He winked - and you blushed. "Your bum got bigger - don't think I haven't noticed that, because I have." Another wink. "Your baby bump, of course. My two favourite ladies..." His eyes settled on your chest for a moment. "And those thighs... Look at them." Loki ran his palms up the sides of your legs, up to your hips. "Delicious. How could I not want you?"

You just stared at him, at a loss of words; listening to everything he said.

The king's ruby eyes were trained on your swollen stomach once more, "I don't care about stretch marks or freezer burn marks or water retention." hands following suit. "All I care about is yours and our children's well-being. Your body is performing a miracle, darling. You are growing our twins. Carrying and nurturing them. This is more than I could've ever asked for."

You weren't able to hold back your tears any longer. His words touched you deeply; were like balm for your wounded soul. "R-Really?" You stammered out; eyes searching his. Loki smiled; was towering above you by now. "Really. Every word I just spoke is true. You are truly the most beautiful woman in all the nine realms. My beautiful, unique, special flower."

You softly smiled at him through the tears; still a bit insecure, but not as much as you were before. Cupping your husband's cheeks, you pulled him down for a kiss - which he gladly returned; and you didn't let go of him. You kept your lips locked to his; needing all his love and attention. You literally took the king's breath away and at some point he desperately needed to breathe, so he let one hand wander to your side; fingertips gently starting to tickle you.

Due to the pregnancy you were more ticklish than before. Therefore caused your husband's small tickling attack your immediate retreat from his sinful lips to let out a hearty giggle.

"Loki, s-stop, I-" He just smirked; mischief sparkling in his ruby eyes. He started to tickle you even more, using his other hand too - until you were not just giggling, but laughing. "Lokiiii! P-Please, I-" "Only if you promise to not hide your beauty from me anymore and take a swim with me." "O-Ho-Hokay, I- I promise!" Loki stopped then; turning his tickling into caressing. "There you go, my love." He smiled lovingly down at you and bestowed another kiss upon your lips. "Now come." The king got rid of the last item of clothing which prevented him from being nude, then walked straight into the lake - giving you a delicious view of his glorious, peachy butt, firm, strong thighs and muscular back. You swallowed hard; trying desperately to not get impure thoughts right now.

He dipped underneath the water; getting his whole body wet, before he re-emerged; shaking the water out of his luscious raven curls. You bit your lip at the sight; thighs clenching together instantly. "Are you going to join me now, my queen? I promise, here is nobody but us. We are alone." You nodded; taking a deep breath and started to undress. Loki watched your every move; his eyes not leaving your body once again. You couldn't help but to blush under his stunning, deep ruby eyes.

Slowly, you moved to get up from the picnic blanket - which was a tricky task by now. "Shall I help you, Flower?" Loki asked; was ready to jump to your side immediately. "No, no, it's okay. I got it, my love." You reassured him and in the end made it to stand up.

Loki was watching you as you took careful steps towards the shore of the lake; a smile upon his lips. Being the gentleman he was, he helped you inside the water, of course.

"You look like a goddess, my love. Truly beautiful." "T-Thank you." You took his hand; letting him guide you into the lake. Loki's other hand was immediately on your hip to support you; helping you swim over to the familiar stones, on which you could lean onto. You placed your arms on the edge; supporting yourself. Loki swam up behind you; embracing you and resting his head in the crook of your neck.

"This is wonderful, Loki. Thank you for taking me here. I didn't realise how much I missed this place - until now." You felt him nodding. "Me too, Y/N. It's great to relive old memories here." "Mhm... Definitely. When I think back to when we met..." You started; giggling. "You were such a handsome, arrogant asshole - it drove me crazy how perfect, yet annoying you were." The king chuckled. "Well, I guess you are right. I was. I just didn't know how to get along with those sudden, strange feelings I harboured for you." "Understandable." Another chuckle. "I never thought I'd get you back after all that happened, but... Look at us now... We are married, the king and queen of Jotunheim and expecting offspring." "Crazy, isn't it?" Loki pulled you a little closer; planting several kisses on the wet skin of your neck. "Mhhh... Crazy but real."

Pleasant silence spread between the two of you. You were both just enjoying the warmth of the sun, the soft breeze rustling the trees and the sound of the nature around you; bathing in each other's proximity - until Loki broke the silence again...

He inhaled a deep breath; burying his nose in your hair. "You know what I'd love to do now, Flower?" You shook your head; completely unaware of the not so innocent thoughts ghosting through your husband's mind. "No, my king. Enlighten me, please?" Loki smirked - unbeknownst to you and lowered his head, only to press his soft lips against the shell of your ear. "I'd love to ravish you right here on that very stone, like I almost did on that very day a few years ago. Finish what I- we started. Can you remember, darling?" He whispered, causing a shiver to run down your spine; eyes widening.

Oh and how you remembered that day! After all, he had almost taken your innocence...

"O-Of course I remember." Your husband chuckled darkly, "Would you like that, my precious Flower? Making love for real this time? Without being afraid of getting caught while doing such a forbidden thing?" and pressed his hips up against your bottom; eliciting a soft moan from your lips. You felt how your brain fogged up; arousal flooding your veins. You turned around in his embrace; Y/E/C eyes literally dripping with want. "I-I would love to, m-my king."

You were about to dip your hand past the water surface and reach for the throbbing desire between his legs, when he suddenly reached for your hand; stopping you. You looked up, meeting his gaze. There was undeniable arousal in his rubies as well, but love and care overweight the lust - as if he had realised something. A switch in his head turned.

He shook his head; averting his eyes. "Apologies, my love, but I think we rather shouldn't do that."

You frowned at his words; your built up self-confidence almost crashing down again. Wasn't he the one who insisted this? Wasn't he the one who-

"I don't want to hurt you, you know - or Norns forbid, our children. You are nine months pregnant, Y/N. Making love on a stone beside a lake isn't perhaps the best option. Especially not for your back. You need to be comfortable - and a stone is the exact opposite."

You blinked. Oh...

Blushing, you nodded. "Perhaps, yes, my king." Loki smiled; pressing a sweet kiss on your lips. "Let's get you back home in our chambers and I promise you that I am going to show you tonight how attractive I think you are, sweet Flower. My queen needs to be thoroughly worshipped, like she deserves - and I hate that I wasn't able to do this in a long time, but tonight, I'm going to make up for it, darling, I swear by the holy roots of Yggdrasil."

[miss-mossball]

Lore about selfie au? <33

(Submitted by @lost-amongst-the-stars , I assume this was meant to be an ask but here we go anyway 💛)

So Selkies are based in Celtic and Norse tradition, something that Rou told me about because it’s close to his own culture. Selkies are shapeshifters who can change between a human and a seal form by taking on and off their seal skin

In the stories they’re known to either be friendly or seductive and dangerous to humans, and a lot of them involve being made into unhappy wives by their husbands taking their seal skin from them.

The Selkie au then, is a spin on that concept, that taps very personally into what marrying Rou means to me, and the ‘transference of ownership’ of myself from my family to my husband. You’ll notice that the Selkie au has everything to do with the Dosies and the Roses, because they’re the ones that hold this ‘ownership’ belief.

Rou’s said to me that he’ll be the lighthouse to my changing ocean, so when we were talking more seriously about cutting my parents out, he suggested a Selkie au to hold onto for comfort, and instead of the husband taking the seal skin, he would be giving it back.

We have 3 Selkie Au stories kind in the drafts:

1. Fisherman Roulette and May-Belle. The original concept, Roulette finds May tangled in one of his nets, so he very gently frees her. She starts aiding him in fishing and eventually their relationship swells into getting married. May gives Roulette her Seal skin, and he accepts only to get married, and gives it back to her. Sweet and simple.

2. Wolfgang and Rose. In this, Wolfgang never becomes a royal tutor, taking on his family’s legacy of keeping the lighthouse. Since scouring the land around the lighthouse is part of his job, he stumbles into finding the side of a rotting well embedded in the cliffside. Concerned, he helps the girl out of the well and takes her home with him, taking Rose under his wing as she slowly wants to dedicate her once meaningless life to him and all the fullness he brings her :)

[floorpancakes]

ok so like canary is at least a thousand years old and haruka originally stuck around to make sure the wish shop cycle was repeating itself naturally and keep an eye on watanuki and they originally were mentor and disciple vibes and then eventually got onto more equal terms but haruka is predictably loyal and knows watanuki is going through it but he gets jumpscared by the light draining from his eyes PAST the expected amount as canary starts to progressively lose touch with humanity AND his own humanity AND his original goals AND everyone around him yokai or human as more people pass and he loses the urge to reach out to anyone and then suddenly canary is older and more powerful and is approaching godhood but in the unfeeling desperate lack of will to live or help others kind of way and after a while all haruka can do is watch but they keep hanging out cause they're all each other have and canary keeps rotting more and more from the core like brat apple and harukas smile drains from his face until nothing remains and canary says something like 'i don't even remember why we started hanging out' and all haruka can do is give him a weak stare as he realises he's been thrown into a twisted simulation of what shizuka went through in rou before the au split but like a thousand times worse and the best he can do is stick around so canary retains just a little inch more of his sanity and they're just like spirits in the wind and sometimes they fuck and its very consensual but its miserable and empty because canary has to feel some sort of fleshy raw humanity like its a drug and before he rediscovers that in himself he can't even fathom giving love to another

[rokkit-story-time]

Hypnovember Day 2 - Sleepy/Seduce

CW: First-person POV, hypnotic language, dub-con, talk of worship, "bad" end

Your first clue should have been how quickly the scenery changed. In only a few steps, you seemed to step from a forest in full bloom to one bathed in autumn colors, fallen leaves forming a carpet that almost seemed rolled out for you.

The second was the sounds. The wind and rustling seemed to grow louder... but only because of the sudden absence of noisy birds and insects. It was like the whole forest around you had fallen asleep.

Maybe how long you'd been hiking made you ignore the signs, or maybe it was just that your curiosity drove you to push ahead anyway. Whatever the reason, one foot continued following the other long after you should have turned back.

And now, you find yourself standing in a clearing. The afternoon sun filters through the trees, falling upon a most intriguing sight...

A small statue, and a simple shrine.

'Simple' truly is the only way to describe the shrine: four thick pillars hold up an angled roof, while in the center sits a pedestal with a built-in offering bowl. A heavy bell hangs above, the rope long since rotted away by time. And that's it.

The statue, however... you step closer. It's only a little shorter than you are, an intricately carved, unpainted piece of a fox with nine tails fanning out and around it. Four of those tails cross in front of its paws, creating a small cradle at the base. The leaves on the ground are thicker in front of it, softer, dry... inviting.

Something in your mind says this is a *bad* idea. That this place is unnatural. Dangerous.

But you're tired. The hike has been long and stressful, and the shade of the trees perfectly highlights the spot you're looking at. It's like you were meant to rest here, like it was made especially for you...

...it would be rude to reject such an invitation, wouldn't it~?

You unsling your pack and set it carefully in the cradle of the fox statue's paws and tails. Just a quick nap. A bit of reprieve before you're back on your feet for hours.

You pat the leaves carefully before laying down. No insects scurry out, no critters disturb the quiet whistling of the wind through the trees.

You lay your head back on your pack. The leaves are springy, thick, cozy, your pack lumpy but not uncomfortable. You shift a little to find the best position, then close your eyes.

It's peaceful here. Quiet. Serene. An atmosphere that makes it so easy to relax, so easy to let yourself...

"...just drift away~"

The voice is so gentle, such a soft whisper, that you can't even be startled by it. It's nothing but soothing, a pleasant backdrop to help lull you to sleep.

"That's right~ Sleep~ You're already dozing off, after all..."

Right, and as empty as the woods were, as devoid of other life, of course it follows that this is just a dream anyway. That it's...

"...all in your head~ My voice, my presence... they're aaall in your head~"

That's right, just a wonderful dream... floating on soft, pillowy tails, your head resting on plush thighs, as that lovely lilting voice whispers to you~

"Nothing to fear here~ No worries, no cares... just sweet, blissful relaxation~

"Letting my voice fill every little nook and cranny of your mind~

"No need to think any thoughts of your own~"

"Just let yourself sink deeper, deeper down..."

You wiggle a little, hands groping around as a chill runs through you. Soft fur meets your palms, and you pull it over yourself like a toasty blanket. So warm... So cozy...

"So nice~ Letting yourself go, putting all your weight onto my tails... I've got you, so just relax~"

Relaxing into this lovely dream, yes...

"Letting yourself go, putting all my words into your mind... I've got you, traveler~"

Dropping. Falling. Floating. So nice to be in Akina's embrace...

...you don't know where that name came from.

Something jolts in your mind, and your eyes snap open.

Gorgeous orange eyes flecked with red and yellow gaze back at you through elegant, round-rimmed spectacles, holding your vision fast. Matching feathery hair brushes against your own head. Faintly you register the forest canopy behind her.

...this is no dream.

"I never said it was~" Her voice is music on the breeze, sweet, soft, gentle, tickling you ears and echoing in your skull. "I said I was all in your head~ My voice... my presence... my *power*~"

Your body won't move. You can't tell if it's because you can't move it, or part of you refuses to. There's only the faintest nudge of panic in your mind, rapidly being subsumed by pleasant feelings filling you.

Would it really be so bad to give in to her? To let go completely? "Would it really be so bad to give in to her~? To let go completely~?"

You feel fingernails trace gently along the sides of your head, and your eyelids flutter.

"You have nothing to fear~ I promise~ It will feel so wonderful, and you will be so happy~

"...so *fall* for me, traveler~"

Her fingertips touch your temples, and your eyes slide shut as the last tension leaves your body. A faint smile tugs at your lips as a pleasant wave of tingling relaxation sweeps across you.

"Thaaat's it~" Her voice is coming from within you again, filling you like a dream... the best dream you've ever had, leaving you wanting only to stay asleep and keep dreaming for as long as possible. "At last~ Slide into sweet slumber, succumbing to the seductive siren's song of sleepy submission~"

Something shifts in the sensations she's sharing.

A weight gently settles onto you, a pressure... her body, pressing softly against yours.

"No resistance left now... no thoughts, no will, but *mine*~"

Another feeling comes through the haze... breath. Hot on your chin. Climbing.

"And in one last moment of bliss, your fate is sealed..."

Her lips touch yours.

Something in you breaks. Melts. Dissolves under the sudden rush of warmth and comfort that floods you, of pleasure as it overloads what remains of your brain.

You don't know how long it lasts.

You don't know when it ends.

You only know *her*.

"Sleep and sink deep for me, traveler~ Deeper than ever before~ And by the time you wake, there will be a simple traveler no more~ Instead, there will be a perfectly devoted servant... of Shimizu Akina~"

[rou-luxe]

Brainrot about someone who isn't alfons

CW MENTIONS OF CANNIBALISM, FICTIONAL RELIGION, SEXISM, ABLEISM, SOCIETAL EXPECTATIONS, PROBABLY MORE I FORGOT TO MENTION

aww man well this one will be a lot more awkward

and there will be a lot of unexplained blanks 😘

first one that came to mind is this oc

to people who were there during his making (~1 year ago?) he is known as the "precious babygirl the little skrunkly" and I joke that he has a cult

I actually haven't thought about him for a while uh he's just been rotting in my basement

ray has a designated folder in my files it's called "ray lives matter"

he's on my TH (that I have been neglecting)

here is a small outline of the worldbuilding. there is a LOT of worldbuilding

"It has been rumored that a young man, a powerless witch spawn no less, is rebelling against the beliefs of the witches' church.  With hands already soiled since long ago, a sinner seeks to slaughter those teachings he used to preach.  A young child seeks to help a cannibal to redemption, while that sinner is trying to protect her from the horrors of the world, and guide her to the truth."

there are a few different "factions":

Sanemi and their homunculi

the witches (Five base families: Constantine, Lan, Evans, Innamorati, Infideliter)

the "gods" that the witches worship blindly (Mind, Death, Life, Love, Dream)

a large gang of humans that have a bone to pick with the witches

Constantine has control over the court and the law system. The Lan clan has control over the church and religion. Okay I kind of forgot about the other ones but

The members of Evans House have high amounts of magic, but they are rather solitary. They're usually in hiding.

The Innamorati have no enemies. They are filled with hopeless lovers. They're filled with affection, but their relationships are always destined for tragedy. However... they don't abandon their children like the others do.

No one knows what really happened to Infideliter House. They all died after "divine judgement".

Most of the families tend to abandon their amab children ("less potential magic") or children who are born without magic at all. Children show signs of magic around their seventh birthday. How these children are abandoned, however, is up to the parents.

Young Raymond Lan, upon being abandoned, started to slaughter people for food. His moral system was extremely wounded. Up to this point in his life, he was dogmatic to a fault, and he began to throw it all away.

As an adult, he is hunting down the beasts he used to believe in: the gods.

holy I haven't drawn him in a while 💀💀

this is him and his boyfriend patron 😔😔 unrequitted love

now sanemi here wants to play god. he wants to BE a god. and what do gods do? they make life.

but okay we can't explain how sanemi and his other self are connected that will be too long

but something cannot come from nothing. so he goes down from his castle in the sky and sends ray on a journey to gather "materials" to make homunculi. but ray is extremely touch starved and has a warped sense of love and let's just say that's how he wanted to be paid 🥰

a lot of the homunculi... failed. in fact, one of the "failures" is still alive. but they were kept due to their complete and utter devotion to their maker. that's what sanemi wants. an utterly perfect being.

sanemi raises them... like an asian parent

okay this is where the story actually starts

at some point in time, sanemi keeps ray locked up in his basement... and guess who waltzes in. yes. his most cherished homunculi. after some time, sanemi realized that the perfect being could only be a pure, impressionable child. a being that he could shape however he likes.

so yeah this little homunculus kid accidentally finds a way into the basement and sees a bleeding cannibal with shredded clothing and tells him that even though he might have killed multiple people she thinks he can be redeemed and ray is like "kid the world is not as kind as you believe" and the only thing running through his mind is "I can't unsee the people I killed to make this homunculus alive" and it's all a fucking mess 💀💀

and then we go on a journey to go kill some gods :3 yeah

there's a LOT more but I should shut up

[iamdangerace]

Sunday Best from the self-titled debut album by Bristol-based electronic project, You Love Her Coz She's Dead, Japanese release, deluxe edition (2012), containing 7 exclusive bonus tracks of remixes by guest electronic artists: Crim3s, Udar, Dead C∆T Bounce, Irish Steph, Beef Theatre, Tying Tiffany and DirtyRock.

You can stream the complete album here, and for this edition, only here: