#rottmnt mtjf au

[lordfreg]

Hi genuine just question here

As a fellow selfshipper, idk if this makes me a hypocrite, too emotional or both but is it normal to feel a bit,,,idk hurt when you see your fav character get shipped with someone else?? /gen q

Im not doing this to hate on you i love you art and your sona is adorable, but i just didn't know who else is ask ig sorry for bothering 😅

awwww thanks!!!! also thabk you for asking ME of all people but I'm here to help!

Of course it's not hypocritical or too sensitive to see another ship (in my case head cannoned "incorrectly"/misrepresented)

It's completely normal! In fact, your brain literally cannot tell the difference between fictional characters and real people, and seeing them paired with someone else evokes the same feelings of jealousy and heartbreak as someone actually cheating on you.

there's absolutely no wrong way to feel about your f/o (fictional other) and there's absolutely no wrong way to express that.

Here's a way I've learned to cope with other self ships, and things; it's like spiderverse, each person's head cannons/ship/insert/au/whatever creates a new reality for that universe, spawning new versions of the characters. Your f/o and this other person's ship aren't the same person, because in this universe (your au/self insert) they love YOU, nobody else.

Example, my small meme art for thesweaterrat, it was just my way of coping with the fact that we're both Donnie simps. They're different donnies; stylily, culturally and even in height

I even used different brushes for them!

The point is, that in every other universe, your f/o is someone else, and in that 1/1000th chance, they found you. And that's absolutely beautiful

denture to talk about my issues for a moment⬇️

There might be things that you genuinely don't like about your f/o, but changing that makes them a different person. For me it's Donnie and lying, it makes me angry that he can't lie well, but if I were to change that then I would change him

When I see Donnie misrepresented or acting a way I know he wouldn't, it puts me off, and I typically avoid Donnie content on tumblr for that reason.

Of course I'm happy to support any and all self shippers (NOT THE WEIRD ONES 💢💢💢), but there is a lingering tad of uncomfortabness and jealousy.

Even I have a hard time sticking to my 'spiderverse' thing because some people present their head cannons like the truth and I just

It just sort of upsets me but that's just me

ANYWAY thank you for reading this!!!! >_< if you have any s/is or sonas I'd love to see them!!! Here's some things for banners/master post stuff

(Self shipping pride flag)

okay byeeeeee :3

[lordfreg]

HURRAYYYY it's finally donnneeeee!!! ^_^

☆♡!!POST!!♡☆

spam blog for my f/o DONATELLO HAMATO!!!💜💜🥷🥷🐢🐢

this is mostly a spam blog for me to just ramble or speak into the void

☆♡!!TAGS!!♡☆

SHIP NAME - banana pancake/🍌🥞/banana pancake shipping/bananapancakes/rottmnt banana pancake

ART WORK - freg art (see other blog)

RANDOM THOUGHTS - banana speaks/pancake rambles (depending on who's posting)

WARNING - this blog contains NSFW elements and sensitive personal issues. it is a self shipping blog. block if you're uncomfortable interacting.

feel free to ask questions! main blog is @lordfreg !!

warning - i am taking this seriously. this is my way to cope with extreme mental illness and crippling loneliness. i am absolutely aware that my f/o is fictional, and if you feel the need to bring it up you will be blocked. also any hate, gatekeeping, or bullying will be blocked as well. no tcest, pro/com ship and possessive fan girls.

[lordfreg]

Let's ramble about Banana Pancake! Give me every information! 💜

YIPPIEEEE :D!!!!!! kisses you and @wings-of-sapphire /p

WHAT I WANTED TO SAY WAS i got super inspired by THIS post, and I started thinking about the aftermath of the rise movie

Since this is a post cannon fic, i wanted to really play into the "growing older" bit of them.

I wanted to show the complex emotions of going through a major trauma like this and how it affects the way you see everything.

I wanted to focus on each turtles individual troubles, and format each chapter like a 20 minute episode (only if) and just really explore the dynamics

I wanted to have Real Talk™️ with Splinter, and just tell him "your son isn't you. stop treating him like such". and just watch them slowly repair their relationship

ive also been thinking of the "You're just a kid..." and them being like

"you're a year younger than me."

"Still applies."

Also, i don't want to make this fic flat out romantic, but instead heavily implied. Because it isn't just about the ship, it's about the character involved.

That means I'll be ridgidy sticking to characters personalities no matter how much I want to change them HHsjsjjdidi

also, the fic is called "(More Than) Just Friends" and will posted to wattpad (dear god)!!!! my handle is ofc @/Lord_Freg if you would like to see my work. Be warned, of course, adult content ahead‼️‼️

Shameless plug aside, I feel like I should have art so here's the cover

i might go ahead and write the fic then make a comic if I want to BUT WHATEVERRRR. Anyway.

Here's a little thing I did for @sweaterrat

please go check them out they're so cool and i love them hrshahhhh/p their art is so amazing and ghrehjajdjdjs

Thabk you for listening!!!! 🖤💜

[lordfreg]

Nerd Donnie

[bananapancakeofficial]

"I can be cruel at times. You should get away from me."