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nothing compares to listening to tma for the first time and realising jonmartin are going to be Canon canon not just exaggerated by the fandom or heavily implied

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im loving exposure craft So Much i had no idea how much i missed genuinely fun lore-free minecraft series with creators who are good friends & passionate about the game,, the mods esp the camera mod are So cool ☹️☹️ having 5 lives adds extra fun and a risk factor while also not being Too stressful or competitive idk man im just having a great time !!!!!!!!

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this is probably too niche but oomf marsh notionslime pointed out the parallels between viktor arcane and tr!aimsey and i Need more people to see the vision. They are both stuck in a never-ending cycle of dying and getting revived- their bodies are literally 'on the line'. tr!aimsey fights SO hard to regain their lives and take back control through their potions just as Viktor does through hextech. Both take it too far- overstepping the boundaries of nature and god by pushing necromancy/hextech further than it was ever meant to and facing irreversible consequences. tr!aimsey uses necromancy to try and help the world and leave an impact on the people that never even cared for them. viktor can't see a meaning to life if hextech doesn't succeed he sacrifices his entire being for his work because in his eyes it is the only thing making him 'worthy'. ALSO them physically becoming less and less like themselves each time they get revived: the entire left side of tr!aimsey's face bleeding and viktor's body being overtaken by the hexcore. this is SICK AND TWISTED. i eat up themes of humanity every Time, put a plate of a character losing themselves due to their own actions in front of me and i will lick it clean

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my favourite tma characters being jon and melanie and my favourite arcane characters being viktor and jinx. they're so similar can anyone hear me,, jon and viktor both feel like their work defines them and gradually lose their humanity through their own actions/ choices and melanie and jinx both have key themes of grief and identity struggles. tim could also be slightly similar to vi in the losing a sibling and trying desperately to get them back way. I've only got into arcane recently but I Have to connect my interests or I'll go insane

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thinking about how special disabled jon is to me <3 like that's my boy that's my guy let me put all my joint issues on him and wrap him up in bubble wrap. reading & writing chronic pain jon fics and seeing & making art of him with mobility aids genuinely helps me sm with accepting my own stuff i just :((( jon,,

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haven't had a full nights sleep or a proper meal in weeks, sick as fuck, chronic pain is killing me, my desk and floor are covered in school work, and I've never felt more like jon sims. i need a martin to come save me

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post more about ur ocssssssssss oooooo do it do ittttt you know you want toooooooo woooshhhhh wooooshhhhhhh wind swishing noisesss

THOSE WORDS ARE LIKE MUSIC TO MY EARS!!! using this as an excuse to infodump :P

this is Vi my most recent child, she was originally just a loreless character I made to project onto but I decided to link her up to my silurian doctor who oc nieve :3 SO vi is like the epiteme of adhd she's a constant ball of energy despite her body hating her for it which contrasts but also somehow compliments nieve's serious, guarded personality. vi and nieve travel with the doctor part time while also trying to juggle violet's education and disabilities and nieve's Many problems. nieve and the doctor are both immortal and have lost a lot of people but vi literally lights up their life and helps them rediscover the beauty of travelling the universe and helping people. the doctor and nieve kiiinda have a Thing going on meanwhile they see vi as their child/ younger sibling and would break the laws of time and space to protect her. and ofc tornado the ferret is an absolute staple of their adventures. they travel with the 11th, 12th and 13th doctors purely because they're my favourite and I think their dynamics are so fun. I need to draw & write about them more but that's all I've got for now

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you ever think about how jonny had to live with the anger and grief and guilt at losing nastya for thousands of years. and probably didn't work through his feelings At all because he supresses every emotion so that he doesn't look weak. nastya was the only one he was truly vulnerable with and she left him

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tim's favourite doctor would be 13 for sure like hello- uses jokes to cope and puts up a happy/ bouncy mask (haha mask. the stranger), suppresses emotions until they break and feels so much guilt (for danny and sasha // for galifrey and their lost lives) that they push the blame onto others and lash out against the people they love . can anyone hear me they're so similar

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aimsey has improved so much at building and just minecraft in general recently I feel like a proud dad,, like I would so live in tr!aimsey's house

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im so sorry if you followed me from the jon art only to see i mostly post about depressed canadian streamer aimseytv