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[savsloths]

I posted these two pieces of a drabble for n&f oc polls but I wanted to give more context for them because I realize it might not make too much sense.

So it takes place in step 3. I was pretty much rushing to get an idea out so the setting doesn't make much sense in a lot of detail but that's not important.

So before this, Qui has overheard gwendolyn talking to someone about going to college. and the other person made it seem that she had decided on going to a performing arts college far away. Qui didn't hear the end of the conversation, getting a little upset since that hadn't heard anything about it. So they missed when Gwen stated that she actually hadn't decided and won't be making any decisions anytime soon.

The other person is a little upset because they had gotten into said college and was hoping she would too, but we don't care for them.

When we see Qui again, they're talking to Renee (My Absolute Beloved). Qui is being distant and avoidant when Gwen comes in, Renee promptly leaves the room to let them talk.

It doesn't work out well because while Gwen is trying to get them to open up, Qui attempts to avoid the conversation. However, Qui is a terrible liar (I believe)

Then they drop this line:

"I hate how we're getting older. I thought I came to terms with everything, but it just gets even more complicated. I feel like we're growing apart. I know, we all have our different lives, but now we're out of school and have to move in different directions."

Details of the conversation aren't important, but it evolves into an argument? Between the two? and it is a roller coaster of emotions.

I think The Office was playing when I was writing and inspired the conversation based off of a Jim and Pam scene??

Anyway Tamarack walks in, Gwendolyn promptly leaves frustrated and overwhelmed. So Tamarack goes into PROTECT mode. Mad Tamarack was one of my most favorite things I have ever written. Maybe I'll post that conversation later.

Anyway, Qui tells Tamarack that they overheard Gwendolyn talking about leaving. She's fairly confused and decides to talk to her herself, rather than jumping to conclusions like Qui.

That's another one of my favorite scenes, maybe I'll share that later. Tamarack and Gwen are so sweet together, even at 18 they talk about playing in the forest and having tea parties with the wildlife.

Basically, a lot of miscommunication between Qui and Gwendolyn, but Tamarack is there to snap them out of it. They aren't leaving each other anytime soon.

[siu-ronovell]

@dear-sacrifice (Boogs ♡) here some rare happy face... for you. I love you ♡

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[metalsu-chan]

@siu-ronovell

oh SiU... I kinda see that *giggles* you two seem lovely together even if you being this so called 'bitch' .. don't forget to send the invitation to the wedding when you two might get married one day... I would call you two in mine if I just would have a person like that... you two are so lucky and I just wish all the best for you both.

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[savsloths]

Saturday, May 13. 2023. 9:00am

I've had a major, sudden death in my family. As a way to cope and remember her, I wrote this.

If you do read it, just like it if you could since it's really personal. Thank you.

9am I get the call that my grandmother has passed away. Her name was Veronica, but her friends and family called her Ronnie, but to me, she was Mama.

Mama was a constant presence in my life. My parents were separated, too busy and never home, my grandparents raised me. I don't have many memories from my childhood, but the ones I do are filled with them.

Mama and I did everything together. Or as much as we could.

We would sit on her bed and watch movies together. She is the reason I am an absolute horror fanatic.

When I would get home from school or just wasn't doing anything, I would find her and just talk to her, even if she was in the bathroom. And she'd always listen.

When she went to work early in the morning, I sat in the backseat as my grandpa would drive her and then I pretended to be asleep when we got home so that he would carry me inside.

On her way home from work at night, she would always stop and get a Zaxby's Cobb salad. And then we would always share it when she got home. I still get that salad whenever I get Zaxby's.

When she got sick, I would sit next to her for as long as I could. I put on her favorite shows and movies, I made sure she ate food and drank water. She'd do the same for me, we took care of each other.

Whenever I went to the dentist, she would stop by McDonalds and buy me a strawberry smoothie. The machines were never down.

When we went to our little waterpark, my favorite activity was the lazy river. That was because every time I went on the lazy river with mama, she'd tell stories about how we we're actually drifting down the Amazon River. And she'd describe an adventure filled with dangerous and beautiful creatures. She always encouraged my creativity.

As I got older, she was always there. We'd watch movies, I'd read her the stories I wrote, and we'd talk about the same things that never got bored.

I loved the way she smiled. It was always this big smile that went all the way to her eyes, even when she was sad. I loved how dramatically expressive she was, every roll of her eyes, every gasp, every look that said "you've got to be joking." Sometimes, us kids would mess with her, just to hear her shout "Oh get out of here!" as she waved just away.

She was someone amazing to love.

Everyone knew her in the neighborhood. Everyone especially knew her love for animals.

At her work, she once found a baby squirrel that had fallen out of it's nest. She wasn't sure what to do so she put it in a box and took it home, and raised it. We called him Eddie, and once again those two became attached. He would sit on her shoulder as she cleaned the house, she'd put him in her pocket as she went to the store, and they would feed him vanilla wafers. Years passed and till the present day, every time a squirrel stopped and stared at her, she would smile and say "Hi Eddie!"

Another day, she was driving down the road and saw a black lump on the side of the road, she stopped and check it out. It was a little black dog that was on the brink of death. Of course, she picked it up and took it home. She did everything she could to bring that dog back to full health, and she succeeded. We called that miracle Hailey.

We lived deep in the country, like in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by cornfields and woods. We had a forest in our backyard and my mama and I would walk the trail back there at least once a week. There was a man-made canyon in the middle of the woods.

There was one day during our walks, we found a litter of puppies by the canyon.

The next day, we brought food our for them. The puppies surrounded the plate, but one hesitated. The runt of the litter turned around and stared at us, and mama at her and said "Go on! Get the food! Your brothers and sisters are going to take it all!"

The next day, we brought more food and a separate plate for the runt.

The next day, we brought a dog house and placed a bunch of blankets inside and left it in the canyon for the litter.

The next day, we went back and only found two in the canyon. It was the runt and another one. We took them in and cared for them until we found homes for them.

However, we would keep the runt. We called her Alley and she never left mama's side.

When she moved houses, there was a barn in her backyard. And there was a cat in the barn. She'd bring that cat food everyday, and then she found out the cat was pregnant. She was able to relocate it out of the barn, but when it had it's kittens, it tried to relocate under the house. Mama panicked and during a stormy day, she was able to move all of the kittens and the mom inside the house. Those kittens were Moe, Little Nin, Bighead, and Possum.

Our house became the local animal rescue. From dogs to cats to squirrels, she took in every stray that she saw. When she thought an animal was being mistreated, she would sweep in and try to take it home. When she saw a stray on the side if the road, she'd instantly stop to try and get it or come back the next day with food. The neighbors thought she was crazy, but she just had a heart that wanted to give every animal the life it deserved.

Not only animals, but she did the same with me and the rest of our family.

Mama kept everyone together. Giving them all a place to stay when they had nothing left.

Mama was our sanctuary.

[savsloths]

this is a short piece of piece with over 6k words.

i've been working on it little by little since early december.

it takes place in between steps 2 and 3, i guess? like right before step 3? i'll change it up to make a little bit more sense in the future when more we have more information. i just had a vision.

if you read it, please feel free to like this post and let me know if you're interested in more.

[siu-ronovell]

Lonely eyes on the road...

[siu-ronovell]

more kissy kissy marks... I wonder did he come to see my shows ~♡

[siu-ronovell]

[siu-ronovell]

uhh kiss marks on my skin..

[siu-ronovell]

Ohayou ☆~