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Date Night Part 1/2
Title: Date Night
Pairing: Taron Egerton X Reader
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Warning: None, it's just cute. Swearing...I'm Canadian, it's gonna be in there
Summary: Taron takes the reader on her dream date. It's messy, but who could resist his sweet, clumsy awkwardness. It's the effort that counts, after all.
Author's Note: I had a disastrous first date with my (now) boyfriend, but his effort to improve things throughout the evening made me fall entirely in love with him. This is inspired by that evening. Enjoy <3
Taron had just returned from a morning shoot. The new movie was an action-packed story, so he returned to his rental exhausted with a body full of bruises. He was more torn down this afternoon because of the early morning jump-start, so into his bed, he jumped.
The sunlight sneaking past the hem of the curtains was almost gone; Taron was still in sleep heaven, dreaming of nothing he would remember when he woke.
His phone on his bedside table lit up, the notification sound melting into a soft clang in his dream sequence. The time read 5:28pm, and the notification below was from Y/N.
'Hey Taron, just got home from work. I might run a little late. Can we move the date to 6:30 instead of 6? I'm so sorry for the last-minute text.'
Taron stirred in bed. The sheets now comfortably lie on his chest. His eyes are too heavy to open wide, but that dreamland has been abandoned. After a few seconds of silence, a stretch or two, and a huff of contentment and relaxation, he opened his eyes to look around.
Noticing the darkness outside and the time on the hotel clock he jumped out of bed, picked up his phone and blurted out that four-letter Anglo-Saxton word in a repetitious trail.
"FUCK! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!"
He darted for the shower leaving the phone on the bed with 5 notifications.
'All ready. Let me know when you're on the way' 6:24pm
'Is everything okay? Are you getting my messages?' 6:42pm
'Are we still on for today?' 7:32pm
'It's okay if you need to cancel, but can you, at the very least, communicate' 7:38pm
'I guess it's cancelled. I'll talk to you when I talk to you.' 8:00pm
The last text appeared while he was already in the shower. That's 2 hours later than he was supposed to go on the date. This was a mess, and he still needed to start the date.
He finished his military shower in 3 minutes and started throwing on the clothes he neatly hung beside the dresser labelled 'Date Night.' Dressing as quickly as possible he picked up his phone and called her while squeezing the device between his shoulder and his jaw so he could pull up his pants. The phone rang until it transferred to voicemail.
Once again that cuss left his mouth, āfuckā.
As fast as the traffic would let him, he drive through every single kilometre with great anxiety. First dates are nerve racking to begin with. Being two and a half hours late without any communication is as bad as it can get.
On the way, as he stood waiting for a red signal, he spotted some potted flowers outside a hardware store. Her voice flooded his mind, remembering their conversations on bouquet gifting.
āDonāt get me wrong, I love flowers. But why kill it? Where did this tradition begin? Who looked at flowers and thought āHey! Flowers! Imma murder them, stuff āāem in plastic and hand a collection of dying flowers to the first lady I find.ā Gimme flowers, but let them live you know.ā
He took a sharp right and into the store, picking up the best 6 inch Hibiscus Braid they were selling. He careful placed it into his car securing it with the seatbelt. Itās been a disaster date so far, he couldnāt afford another mishap.
Responsibly speeding on the road, Taron finally made it to her house. He parked in her parentās driveway and rushed to the front of her door. He rang the doorbell and waited there, expecting the worst. Her father opened the door.
āOh I thought you cancelled your dateā dad asked, now sceptical of the boy he was once impressed by.
āIām very sorry sir, I know I shouldāve called and told her I was running embarrassingly late. Iām very sorry for showing up late. I know I have no right to call on her. I just want to see her and explain and then Iāll leave. I promiseā he rambled.
Y/N, overhearing their interaction came down the stairs and towards the door where her father was standing.
āItās okay da, let me talk to him.ā
Her hair and makeup was still done but she opted for a comfortable sweats, a tee and an unzipped hoodie. She wasnāt angry, just disappointed. He still thought she looked absolutely beautiful.
His heart was racing to look at her. What could he possibly say to make things right? She waited for him to start talking, a soft look resting on her face. Somehow it made things worse for him.
"I'm so incredibly sorry--"
"Stop apologizing," she interrupted. "You said you wanted to explain..." she started, prompting him to continue.
"I made this perfect plan for our date, and I still do if you want to go on this date with me." He began rambling again but changed courses when her body language shifted. "I was sent home early today because it was already an extremely physical day and insurance and all that. I had already picked the outfit and made the reservations and all the plans, so I decided I'd take a nap until my alarm went off. Except I didn't wake up with the alarm and raced over as fast as possible. On the way...Oh, wait" He stopped himself, ran to his van, and pulled out the plant he had purchased for her. He presented it to her as sweetly as he could. "I remember you saying you don't like murdered flowers, so I got you a potted one instead."
Between his nervous ramble and the potted plant, she was starting to forgive him, not that she would let him know.
"Look, I know my lack of communication was childish and rude, and you are under no obligation to forgive me, but you should know that I really like you and want to get to know you better. I know you've had a tough week, and I just wanted you to have one fantastic evening. I have been thinking of you for days ever since we talked that entire night. I love talking to you, and today I just hoped to keep talking to you...forever. I know you said to stop apologizing, but I am sorry."
She hadn't said anything; she kept her eyes on the plant he had gifted her while he rambled away.
"I'm sorry again." He mutter as he began leaving. He sat in his van and began driving away. Just as he backed out of her driveway and onto the street, he received a notification.
'If the reservation has been made, we can't not show up, can we?'
His heart skipped a beat as he saw her name. Looking up to see the look on her face, her soft smile while hugging tightly the plant he gifted her warmed his heart.
'Reverse the car and wait a sec. I'll be right down.'
She sent the text and reentered her home with the plant still in hand.
He backed the car and waited inside. He debated whether or not to leave the engine on to heat the car. It was of course the coldest time of the year so he left the heater on.
In less than 20 minutes he noticed the porch door swing open and out she came in a beautiful maroon dress and a (fake) furry cover. He jumped out of his car and ran to open the door for her.
āYou look beautiful,ā he smiled. A clichĆ© line, but he truly meant it. He watched her as she sat in his car and adjusted the bottom of the dress.
"Aren't we on a tight schedule?" She looked up at him, still staring at her.
He immediately closed the door and ran to the other side of the car to join her inside.
āYou look absolutely beautifulā he said, holding absolutely still.
To his surprise this made her laugh. āAre you gonna take me on this date or are you gonna keep flirting with me on this driveway until I blush myself to death?ā. She let her urge to reach for his hand and gently touch him win.
He smiled again, grabbed her hand and kissed it.
āLetās get out of hereā. He said driving away.
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā
THATS IT FOR PART ONE!!!!!!
Spoke to my boyfriend about our date to write this more from the manās perspective. Let me know if you want me to do that more often.
I was originally going for only a quick thing but it would have been too long. Iāve already started on Part 2 so the next one shouldnāt be too far away.
Let me know if you want me to explore any other ideas (smut welcome lol)
#taron egerton#taron x reader#Date Night#Fluff#SoundCloud#Start Again#Age of Adaline#romantic-withdrawals#age of Adeline#Part 1#taron egerton imagine#taronegerton#rocketman#kingsman#eddie the eagle#black bird#jimmy keene#eggsy unwin#tetris#henk rogers#robin hood
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Thanks Anon, Shadamy is now something that happens in the misc AU, albeit brief.
#shadow does love amy but he feels so insecure about not being a āreal personā that he distances himself from her#they are still very close tho!! shadow is just hesitant#Amy goes out of her way for him and he doesn't understand why. he's not trying to win her over even tho he really likes her#they have a bit of a relationship for a while! shadow lets himself be with her and honestly those are his happiest moments.#after prime he withdrawals from everyone so he kinda breaks up with her (he's the most insecure and terrified hes ever been)#later they build back their friendship but they're mostly platonic#when Amy and Neo Metal become a thing Shadow lets go of any romantic feelings he has#he respects her new relationship and it doesn't bother him that shes with Neo#it does make him a bit insecure (because he wonders if Amy just LIKES ROBOTS??? so it's his regular identity crisis stuff)#anyways they're ālove like youā coded#my art#art#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#my au#miscellaneous au#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#shadamy
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Got one lol. 100% AGREEE!!!!!
I love the dork
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Let's talk about the caffeine addiction - Kirishima x reader
Kirishima and Y/N navigate an evening of tension and care. Despite struggling with a caffeine withdrawal headache, Y/N resists drinking coffee to preserve their breakfast date the next morning.Ā
Requests are OPEN!
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No one had ever really paid attention to your struggles before. You knew caffeine was an addiction, and the headache youād had all day was definitely because of the caffeine withdrawal. But it was 7 p.m., and you couldnāt have coffee. Kirishima had planned a breakfast date for the two of you tomorrow morning, and you didnāt want to mess that up.
As you massaged your temple, Kirishima glanced over from the driverās seat while waiting at a red light. His concerned eyes studied you, taking in the tension etched across your face.
āI have to stop at the gas station. Need anything, baby?ā he asked, his voice a soothing rumble.
āNo,ā you replied softly, trying to muster a reassuring smile.
He raised an eyebrow, his eyes narrowing slightly in suspicion, but didnāt press further. Once he parked at the gas station, he got out of the car without another word. You closed your eyes, leaning your head back against the seat, wishing you could skip the party. But you knew he was excited about it. It was a reunion of sortsāa chance for his old class to be together again after so long. You didnāt want to dampen his excitement, even if you felt like curling up in bed instead.
The car door opened, and the cool night air rushed in. Before you knew it, a cold bottle was pressed against your cheek. Startled, you opened your eyes to see Kirishima holding a glossy bottle of iced coffeeāvanilla, your favorite.
āWhat?ā you muttered, taking the bottle from his hand. It felt cool against your fingers, and you bit your lip, hesitating.
āYouāve been nursing that headache all day. Youāre the one who wanted to come to the party,ā he reminded you gently, his crimson eyes filled with concern.
āI canāt. We have breakfast tomorrow, and you havenāt seen all your classmates in forever, Eiji,ā you protested, your voice wavering.
āIt can be breakfast for dinner. Please, drink it,ā he urged, his tone sincere and caring. He reached out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch comforting.
You looked at him, a smile slowly spreading across your face. His thoughtfulness warmed your heart. You unscrewed the cap and took a tentative sip, the sweet vanilla flavor immediately soothing your headache.
āThank you,ā you said, your voice soft with gratitude. āYou always know how to make things better.ā
Kirishima grinned, his sharp teeth flashing in the dim light. āThatās what Iām here for. Now, letās go enjoy this party. And if youāre still not feeling great, we can leave early. Deal?ā
āDeal,ā you agreed, feeling a wave of relief wash over you. With Kirishima by your side, you knew you could handle anything, even a caffeine withdrawal headache at a party.
#My Hero Academia#MHA#Boku no Hero Academia#BNHA#Kirishima Eijirou#Kirishima x Reader#Kirishima x Y/N#Fanfiction#Fluff#Romantic Fluff#Caffeine Withdrawal#Supportive Boyfriend#Class Reunion#Thoughtful Gesture#Soft Kirishima#Relationship Goals#Headache Comfort#Fandom Writing#comfort fanfic
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ahahaahaa bold of you to assume I avoid therapy because I'm scared of confronting my internal turmoil and opening up to people no it's because I'm scared that I'll end up entwined in an odd, complex, and intimate relationship with a psychiatrist that could span three seasons
#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#alana bloom#day 3221 of hannibal withdrawal#let's not forget that will pulled both hanni and alana#if I had a nickel for everytime will graham became romantically involved with his psychiatrist I'd have two nickels#ā£ļø classics
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feeling completely insane about The Author And His Protagonistā¢ļø this morning and now I'm thinking about bingqiu too, and like. Airplane of course wrote Luo Binghe to be everything he wasn't, this cool and powerful stallion protagonist. And he also wrote him to be what the readers wanted, especially as time went on. But there's bit of himself embedded in Binghe -- his insecurities, his fear of abandonment, his loneliness, his hunger for love. Those vulnerabilities are hidden away under layers of strength and stallion badassery in PIDW, but for Bingmei, they're laid bare and ratcheted up to eleven
And then Shen Yuan. He of course loved Luo Binghe The Protagonistā¢ļø but he fell in love with Luo Binghe, the real person with insecurities and fears and strange ugly edges to his personality. He saw this carnival mirror reflection of Airplane's flaws, and he wanted nothing more than to wrap Binghe up and love him and care for him and soothe those insecurities
If I was Airplane, bingqiu would be like therapy for me
#svsss#THEYRE SO!! AUGH!!!!!!!!#i don't think airplane thinks about this. i think he actively avoids thinking about it actually#but like!!!! what am i supposed to do with this#airplane's family kinda tossed him to the side and he didnt have friends and he certainly didnt have any romantic prospects#and he wrote this character that was for the readers but was also kinda for him#he wrote a man who was so desperate for love but had been hurt so much that he couldnt let himself be vulnerable for it#and then shen yuan scoops that protagonist up and loves him so much that it changes everything#plot insanity aside. just look at how bingqiu has turned out by the end#binghe worries about being pushy/clingy so he withdraws and sqq pouts because he WANTS him to be pushy and clingy#binghe acts pathetic and weepy to beg for attention and sqq is utterly indulgent about it#he loves him in basically every way you can love a person. as a lover as a best friend as family#and it's BECAUSE he's seen all these insecure and vulnerable and ugly sides to him#if i was airplane and saw someone love a proxy for my insecurities with that much intensity it would be more potent than any antidepressant#sqq: loves the pathetic and needy and intense reflection of sqh's issues so much he'd let it kill him#sqh: i think i hauve covid#god. that's enough tags for now.#i put a version of this in clover's dms but i needed to post it too
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Ladaās mom is so desperate at this point, all I can think about is that sheās going to lose everything. And I mean, everything, because she basically just betrayed Ladaās trust
She thinks sheās in control, but announcing the marriage to public without informing both Lada and dr Wisanu is such a disastrous move. The gays are flabbergasted
She can continue using āIām doing this for the future of our business.ā reason, which makes it an even more bad move imo. How can Lada and dr Wisanu work well together if their relationship start off this way? With her breaching everyoneās trust. All Ladaās mom did is ensuring life long resentment for both Lada and dr Wishnu.
This is not a strategic business move or whatever, Ladaās mom is just a rampant homophobe.
(What would she do when dr Wisanu comes out later then? lmooo)
She doesnāt realize that Lada can just leave everything behind and start a new life somewhere else. Sheās an accomplished doctor by her own. What would Ladaās mom do? Sabotage her own daughterās career?
What would the mom even do just IF:
1. Lada and Earn decide to go public with their relationship? Wouldnāt that be bad press for the hospital, especially for the mom if she gets exposed?
2. dr Wisanu realize he can just say no to the marriage too?
I donāt think the mom realize that she doesnāt have much control here tbh.
#the secret of us the series#tsou#the secret of us#ladaearn#lingorm#the mom acts as if she could plant brain tumor back to Earnās mom#even the dad is like āLada is a grown up she has her own life stop worrying ffsā#if I were Lada I would just start publicly smooching Earn 24/7 in front of the media#Earn is a big actress she would generate bigger publicity than whatever the hospital media team can manage lol#earn needs to start playing 4D chess and be a bad bitch at this point#Lada and Earn have this romantic backstory yadda yadda that would cause media frenzy#esp when theyāre forced to separate bc homophobic mom#imagine the backlash against Ladaās mom later lol#then dr Wishnu would have reason to reject the marriage too#saying that the public backlash is too high and he can threaten to withdraw his support lol#and then perhaps he could start fake dating dr Tan too to double down against the homophobic mom#eventually they will start dating too lol#come on everyone step up your game be more SCANDALOUS
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to be fair, deku and uraraka did not get together just yet. assuming the translation for the epilogue is accurate, it was that they wanted to talk more again (as they hadn't really kept in touch.) clearly the reason why theyre reconnecting is related to romantic feelings but the point im making here is, well, sometimes feelings dont remain the same! you could just say that, down the line, they realized that they wanted to remain friends but still have a mutual fondness for one another. relationships and feelings are funky and complex and there is beauty in different interpretations
you know what, that's valid (and an interesting thought :D)
#I always knew that horikoshi was always going to make them endgame but it makes sense that they want to reconnect regardless#platonically or romantically#especially how toga's death hit uraraka hard after the war and that izuku was probably still coping from the fact that he lost his quirk#poor boy experienced his dream for a year and now he has withdrawals with a side of PTSD#even if they don't get together you can't look at me and say that actor!rody won't see the shippers and act all melodramatic#he would see them holding hands and just gasp and āfaintā or some drama queen shit like that XD#mha#bnha#my hero academia#rody soul#izuku midoriya#ochako uraraka#mha actor au#actor au#rodydeku#barely implied but *shrugs*
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I'm on my first watch through Critical Role (just got past the Briarwood arc), and I just realized one reason it bugs me that Vax "broke up" with Gilmore because he's trying to romance Keyleth: Of all the enthusiasm from the party about Vax flirting with Gilmore in "Shopping and Shipping," it was Keyleth who literally invested a charisma-enhancing spell* (as well as the "dad thumb") to boost Vax's flirting abilities.
She was demonstrably supportive of this relationship to the point of actively trying to help. So... maybe wait a little to figure out if Keyleth is actually interested in pursuing something and whether exclusivity is what she wants before making two (and possibly three) people unhappy?
Like, sure, Vax was the one doing the flirting and absolutely has the right to decide he doesn't want to do that anymore, but... he clearly does want to do that. Vax is sad about putting a stop to this. Gilmore's sad about it. And from everything I've seen so far, it seems plausible Keyleth might be at least a little disappointed (or at least might feel even more pressured about Vax romancing her if she found out he's committing to exclusivity before she's even decided how she feels about this).
Vax and Gilmore hadn't gone beyond flirting (as made clear by the conversation), so there's no reason why Gilmore should be expecting exclusivity. I'd understand if Vax wanted to, e.g., confide in Gilmore that he thinks he's falling for Keyleth, giving Gilmore the opportunity to back off if it bothered him and context for why Vax might be adjusting his own level of flirting, but ending a mutually enjoyable flirtation over the possibility that he might start something with Keyleth seems like an overzealous commitment to monogamy. (Also, weirdly contradictory with ending the "break-up" conversation by smooching Gilmore on the lips. "Tease," indeed.)
(The more obvious reason it disappointed me was that Vax and Gilmore's flirtation was incredibly fun to watch while most of the Vax and Keyleth romance so far has been deeply and painfully awkward. I understand why it's awkward, given the characters, but that doesn't make it less awkward to watch.)
*She cast Enhance Ability for Charisma on him as they went in, when Vex seems like the one more inclined to do any aggressive negotiating and Vax doesn't seem to need much help (or actual ability checks) to succeed in general flirting with Gilmore at this point.
#maybe it's my aceness talking but if i found out someone had decided to officially withdraw from flirting with someone they adored#to focus on pursuing me (especially *after* already getting a noncommittal response)#i think i'd be thinking ''...wow. you don't make great decisions do you?'' and maybe be a little creeped out.#(vax's decision-making is already deeply questionable but i would have liked to hold out more hope for his romantic decision-making.#he had to have gotten *something* right with gilmore right??)#vax'ildan#vaxilmore#vox machina#critical role
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omg ari i would love a bingo š„¹š„¹
ALEXIS MY BELOVEDDDD iām shaking you so hard rnā¦.ā¦.. pls take a seat here r your refreshments šØš§š¦š§ <3333 I LOVE YOUUU
#iām in love w you platonically AND romantically btw dont get it twisted š¤Øš¤Ø#but hehe ILYYYY YOU R SO DEAR TO MEā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ š„ŗ i just feel like our vibes align perfectly somehow!!!!#itās arilexis against the world i fearā¦#i lovelove speaking to you!!!!! always!!!!!!!!!! would gladly yap and be yapped w you forever#our interests r soso similar too š like thereās jjk n genshin n yona n manwhaā¦.. etcetc#also checked your profile recently and saw that youāre an assassination classroom truther which is????? INSANE#bc that was my absolute favorite anime as a kid šš gakushuu my beloved he was my fav along w nagisaā¦.#ANDDDD YOUR WRITING. oh my god your writing alexis.#iām convinced i could live off it like youāre just soooooooooo šššš you just. have such a way w words .#AND YOUR DIALOGUEEE you alr know iām married to it šš#ALSO i need to know if im right but. r uā¦. a middle child š bc those are the vibes im getting hehe#i just feel like weāre the Same ā¦ soulmoots even#i cherish you lots <33333 iām so thankful to have you as a moot!!!!!!!! andddd iām so happy that youāre back on the tumblr grind >:3#i want you to rest n take care of yourself but i do in fact get alexis withdrawals </3#ask tag ā©#alexis !! ā©
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umhhh I may (??) have bpd šāØ
tune in for the latest in op's growing collection of mental illnesses next month, on an all-new episode of
disorder hoarder
#shitpost#not rats but worth sharing#there's a chance I got ocd too#who knows bro ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ#I'm just to sexie to also be healthy š I'd be unstoppable and overpopulate if I was THAT good#/J#too*#edit: mmm it doesn't seem I check many boxes but#severe rejection sensitivity (especially resulting in abrupt withdrawal)#and the ''favorite person'' phenomenon (minus the ''devaluation'' side)#resonate reeeeal hard in me#I guess it's true I don't tend to fluctuate toward like inexplicable revulsion toward anybody#and I USED to be a lot more emotionally volatile than I am now. and I can still get that way with whoever is my '''fp'''#but the emotions are always super good-feeling ones or super sorrowful/guilty/self-deprecating ones#not anything ):< toward them#and i struggle with codependency.#recently it's come to my attention that i cannot distinguish between it and romantic (+sexual??) attraction#like the ''fp'' thing. i have always assumed this was romantic attraction but. now i know/think it isn't inherently that#I don't know#:/#):
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if you met Taron Egerton, would you leave your bf for him
HAHAHA...NEVER!!!!! I love my boyfriend a lot more than any of these fantasies. We were both raised on Tumblr and Wattpad smut and enjoy letting our minds fantasize about moments that can never happen. Keeps the imagination healthy.
Side note: Date night idea to read and roleplay fanfic LOL
#romantic-withdrawals#ask me questions#boyfriend#taron egerton#taron egerton imagine#AskedandAnswered
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ā¦at the tone, please record your message
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Hey, honey, itās me.
Iām calling from about five years in the future
just to say hi.
Youāve, uh,
still got the same phone number,
but you changed your name.
You came out to mom and dad;
moms better about it. about everything.
alsoā
you got a cat!
And you survived what you didnāt think you would,
and then survived more than that.
Anyway, just calling to say
I love you and
I miss you.
Call me back soon.
bye
#answering machine poetry to past me#poetry#text post#my writing#I told a friend if I attended BYU theyād find me hanging from the rafters by november#I lasted two years longer than that#and then I was called before the honor code office for āsame sex romantic behavior#and was asked to withdraw#I have proven myself since then#I continue to prove myself#I needed to write down what happened because I donāt know how to tell most people everything thatās happened#anywho
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Hey girly, itās been a while. How have you been
hey! Ive been good what about you? I know its been a while, i havent written in so long too! hope youre doing ok! ā¤ļø
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wu zetian and li shimin ironwidow could have a very interesting conversation about the terrible moral weight and simultaneous necessity of violence in self-defense if they were willing to actually talk to each other
#bolo liveblogs#I'm at the start of chapter thirty three and I will be sorely disappointed if this never comes to pass#their dynamic fascinates me. I don't want them to actually be romantically involved with each other#(zetian has so many reasons not to trust him and would resent being assigned a husband even if he were trustworthy)#(and li shimin is fresh out of life threatening withdrawals so he needs time to do his own thing I think)#BUT they've been such clear narrative parallels since the start and zetian hatessss it. no one understands them like each other#not even zetian's actual boyfriend understands her experiences and mindset as well as shimin does.#yizhi just knows better than to mansplain her experiences back to her so it's not an issue
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before i improve myself as a person does anyone want to tell me they think my self destructive tendencies are sexy??????????
#i think its sexy#theres something romantic about being addicted to something that i know is going to kill me but not care enough to try and break it#also being addicted to caffeine but getting no buzz from it is really funny to me#its just my 2-3 times daily beverage that i drink for basically no reason#potion to avoid withdrawal headache
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