#robbie doesnt get a tag

[squidinu]

frogman online

[lookin-reproachfully]

Fly High little Frog

(unfinished series of Robbie in an airport and flying)

[dusiektubyl]

Nvm did another silly 5 min doodle with Robbie

Now it's a series

Silly lil doodle I did on my phone (since rn I'm away cause of end of semester break) based on idea I saw on dc, of an Atlas "Hang in there!" motivational poster.

Will probably redraw after a week, but want to save it on my tumblr, to document my ongoing obsession with Atlas

[oldermenfucker]

Welcome to my corner of filth!

Rue • 19 • she/her • undergrad student • gif maker & fanfic writer

gif blogs -> @michael-robby / @doctorrobbysource / @jackabbotsource

Tracking -> #tuserrue

Ao3 -> oldermenfucker (previously peachysunrize)

most of my fics are fem!reader insert but i'll write character x character as well!! may occasionally contain dark content! beware of the tags!!

Anti shippers are not welcomed<3

Tags so you can find our thots easier: #robby thots / #jack abbot thots / #rabbot thots / #poly!rabbot / #boy dad!jack / girl dad!robby / #john shen thots / girl dad!shen / #dana evans thots

Fics under the cut<3

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐓

𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙎𝙃𝙊𝙏𝙎⬂ ��� 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐀𝐛𝐛𝐨𝐭

Beautiful Reflection [2.1k] 18+

Jack shows you what happens when you are mean to the body he worships daily.

Mama’s Boy [2k] 18+

Your son interrupts you and your husband’s “fun” time every time Jack gets his hands on you. Tonight he’s hand enough.

This City Holds My Heart [10.3k] 18+

He hears you are coming back to Pittsburgh for the weekend. Maybe the reunion will wash away the pain that’s left inside him after your paths divided.

➸ 𝐌𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐥 "𝐑𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐲" 𝐑𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡

You’re Losing Me [9.8k] 18+

he doesn’t notice how his behavior in The Pitt is making you fall from his arms, until the consequences of his actions catch up with him.

His Good Girl [2.4k] 18+

Request: HE PUTS HIS COCK IN BUT HE DOESNT MOVE AT ALL (even if youre begging) AND WANTS TO GET YOU OFF ON HIS COCK BEFORE HE FUCKS YOU???? you also get so overwhelmed by the way hes stretching you out that you cant control your eyes going cloudy and some salty tears falling down your flush face. but his hands are soothing and cooing at you and just like major praise kink yk? anyways yeah okay love you byyeee (gets shy now) whejsjke xoxo

Daddy’s Girl [3.3k] 18+

You finally manage to send your daughter to a sleepover and get your husband alone after various unsuccessful attempts to get your hands on his body.

Alight With The Sparks [8.4k] 18+

Jack and Samira open a dating account for Robby, and furious Dr. Robinavitch goes to shut down the poor girl they have managed to charm, only for the night to take a turn and change his mind.

A Mistake Worth Repeating [4.3k] 18+

waking up naked next to the day shift attending ensures nothing chaos.

➸ 𝐑𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐨𝐭

Three’s a Crowd [4.4k] 18+

Robby meets Jack’s new young girlfriend for the first time and his night takes a turn when the couple invites him back to their place.

𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙄𝙀𝙎/𝙈𝙄𝙉𝙄 𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙄𝙀𝙎⬂

Holding You, Holding Me [ M. Robinavitch x reader ]

your parents’ wedding anniversary brings you and your mom’s friend closer to each other, closer than it should be, but there is no harm if no one finds out, right?

𝙃𝙀𝘼𝘿𝘾𝘼𝙉𝙊𝙉𝙎⬂

⥃ Robby helping you with your Ocular Migraine during your shift

⥃ Jack's wife/girlfriend has insomnia and just shows up with a plate of cookies or a fully cooked meal in the middle of his shift at least once a week

𝘿𝙍𝘼𝘽𝘽𝙇𝙀𝙎⬂

⥃ Dr. Robby & medical kink

⥃ Robby talking you through it

⥃ Robby helping you with your puppy growing old

⥃ Robby & Abbot with a reader who’s scares of needles

⥃ Robby’s birthday

⥃ Love In The Sand / beach day with Robinavitch family

⥃ riding Robby’s tummy

⥃ Jack Abbot handling your anger

[sodiumpop]

i think i'd like to have a say on my langdon opinion as someone who has his name under my blocked tags ☝️ regarding the fact a lot of my less than positive posts about him are almost 90% of the time a gimmick i like to play into (if youre in the house fandom, think of the chase spite? its like that), but i cant help but notice that people who do happen to be open about it will get hate for it—and of course fandoms will be fandoms, you cant win them all—but this show isn't even 6 months old yet and yall are already having character wars 0_= !! if you DO like langdon then thats great!! you like what you like and thats perfectly fine!! i'm not telling you that you shouldnt like langdon, but you simply cant dismiss the things he's done and go ahead and turn it back around on a character who has only been in the pitt for a day (cough santos cough)

one thing i want to point out is no i am not hating on langdon because he is an addict—if anyone is then? get your morals checked i dunno—and i know that addiction effects people in a million ways whether it be social withdrawal or retaliation to whatever mediums within an environment, but that still doesnt give excuses for the things he has said and done; he has enforced favoritism between his subordinates, treating one like an acquaintance and the other like absolute newgen scum—he has stolen prescription drugs from his own hospital to provide for that addiction (once again, not hating on the fact he is an addict, but how he chooses to indulge himself—addictions are complex and should be cared for, but the actions in which someone obtains those drugs should not be watered down)—and let us not forget, "i wasn't the one talking to cartoon animals in pedes."

langdon is a morally grey character because he is realistic—they all are!!! from robby to collins to santos to mel, what little we've seen so far gives such insight into these characters that, despite us not having much look into their personal lives, showcase real life problems people have and how they deal with it; but once again we must remember that at the end of the day they are characters and you should not be getting your butt hurt boxers in a bunch because someone said they didnt like your blorbo … people have opinions and thats ok!!! let us all hold hands and skip up off that roof okay (down the stairs)

[cramberry24]

I Am No Mother, I Am No Bride, I Am King

Oh my god chapter 15 already?? FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF this definitely doesnt mean mega angst will be coming no sir

Chapter 15: Losing My Mind, Drunk On Jazz And Wine, That's What Love Will Do To You

Pairing: Robert Zussman/OFC

Tags: 18+ Minors DNI, Explicit Language, Hurt/Comfort, Canon-Typical Violence, Period Typical Attitudes, Historical References, Historical Inaccuracy, War, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Medical Inaccuracies, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Fluff, Friendship, Period-Typical Sexism, Idiots in Love, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Implied/Referenced Sexual Harassment, Period-Typical Racism, Period-Typical Homophobia, Feminist Themes, Queer Themes, Survivor Guilt, Self-Esteem Issues, Blood and Gore, Graphic Description of Corpses, Protective Robert Zussman, Trauma, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Choking, Buried Alive, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Denial of Feelings, Misunderstandings, Yearning, Mutual Pining, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Suicide, no beta we die like, well you know, Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks

Summary: After a reprimand from up high over recent events, Eve tries to boost morale before their next mission. Zuss makes a move.

Snippet under the cut, for maximum fluff ull need to click the link in the chapter title above ;)

“I’m worried about Red.”

Robbie’s hands pause on her calf for a second before continuing wiping dried blood away.  The graze is small enough she won’t bother Clifton, but the angle is too strained for Eve to do herself, so she’s asked Robbie to look at it for her.  Normally, that would be fine, except with every brush of his fingers against her skin, her heart does a flip and she needs to remind herself to keep breathing.

“Why?”

“Did you see him earlier?  The look on his face, when the truck was leaving…and when we were goin’ for Anna, he froze up, kept starin’ at Luna.”

The dog perks up, starting to recognize the name Eve’s been using.  Robbie sighs, wrapping a bandage tight around Eve’s calf.

“I told you he doesn’t like dogs.”

Eve hums.  Robbie definitely knows more that he’s not sharing.  She can’t be mad, he’s just being a good friend to Red.

“He also got a letter from Hazel a few days back.  College and Aiello think it’s a Dear John letter, she wrote his full name, no nickname.”

“No way.” Robbie lifts his head to grin at Eve’s disbelief. “The two of them are - hell, it’s sickening, how in love they are.  I don’t believe it for a second.”

“I don’t think she’s cutting him loose, either,” Robbie agrees. “Still, Daniels hasn’t opened it yet.”

Another hum. “How can he not open it?  I mean, yeah, bad news, I understand that, but the not knowing would eat me alive.”

She had put off reading her ma’s letter by max five minutes, unable to leave it go.  How can Red leave his letter for days now?  She’s all for the outta sight, outta mind style of thinking, but not for things like this.

Robbie laughs. “Don’t get any ideas.  Opening someone else’s mail is a felony, angel.”

She pouts. “Yeah, yeah.”

The dog groans as she stands from the floor, padding up to the cot and jumping up, curling around Eve.  She absent-mindedly starts petting her, and the dog lays her head on Eve’s leg, sighing.

“You still callin’ her Luna?” Robbie asks, starting to tie off the bandage.

“Yeah.  You still callin’ her Lucky Strike?”

A grin. “Yep.”

“Why?  I know they’re your favorite to smoke, but that can’t be it.”

“I don’t know, it was a lucky strike, I guess.  The fact she didn’t get hurt too bad in that explosion, that we found her and freed her.  Just seems lucky.”

Eve hums, nodding her head.

“Why do you call her Luna?”

Finished, he doesn’t move, still kneeling in front of Eve.  He lifts his head, eyes focused on Eve, face earnest and waiting for her response.  Her eyes flicker down to focus on the dog, not knowing how to handle being the center of his attention.

“I like the moon.  And there’s this song I like, ‘Clair de Lune’, and it’s just so pretty.  I think it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard.  Guess I just wanted to name her after something pretty.”

“‘Clair de Lune’,” Robbie repeats, quiet, and Eve glances back over to him.  A small smile greets her and her heart swells.  He looks at her with such open affection, could it be that…?

No, don’t be silly.  He’s just nice, she’s reading too much into everything, projecting her own feelings.  He doesn’t feel the same way she feels about him.  No way.

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“Hey, Red, how ya doin’?”

Eve’s found him by himself in the tent, and she’s going to try and use the time to check in on him, make sure he’s okay.  Part of it is because she’s concerned as his friend, but another part of it is because she’s worried about him becoming a liability in the field.

Red’s glance up at her is skeptical.  She must not be as casual as she had been trying to be.  Oh well.

“Can I be honest with you?” she starts, walking in and sitting next to him on his cot.  He rubs a hand over his eyes, sighing heavily but nodding.

“I’m worried about you, bud.  You didn’t look so hot out there today.”

Red leans forward, elbows on his knees and head in his hands.

“Sorry,” he mutters, muffled.

“Shit, don’t apologize.  I’m just…I’m worried, Red.  Don’t want something to happen to you because something’s wrong.  If I can, I’ll fix it.  Or we can fix it together.”

Red’s silent for a long while.  Eve waits, fingers interlocked and flexing against each other.

“I’ve told you ‘bout Paul before, right?  My brother?”

“Yeah.”

“He’s dead.” Red’s voice is blunt, but there’s a tiny tremor underneath his words. “Died when I was a kid.”

“I’m sorry, Red.”

Eve’s had her suspicions.  Nothing concrete, just the way Red talks about his older brother, the past tense, only ever writing to Paul in his notebook and never sending or receiving letters.

“It was…” Red trails off with a little, shaking inhale. “We were out huntin’ wolves.  They had been killin’ our cattle.  Weren’t ready, wolf got on top of Paul, and I couldn’t…I couldn’t…”

“Shit.” Eve places a hand on Red’s shoulder, not knowing what to say.  Robbie was really putting it mildly, then, saying Red doesn’t like dogs.  Damn, and a double whammy.  Having to see Luna in her element and watching Anna lose her sister?  No wonder he was in that trance.  Two kids, having to watch their older siblings die in front of them, years and worlds apart but experiencing damn near the same thing.

“Red, you’re my friend,” she says. “One of my best friends out here.  One word, and the dog’s gone.  I’m serious.”

Red sits up and Eve removes her hand, meeting his baby blues as he faces her.

“O’Shea, you love that damn dog,” he says.

“Yeah, and I love you, ya big oaf.” She links her arm in his, resting against his side. “If the dog brings up bad memories, messes you up, I’ll send her off to the back.  Outta sight, outta mind.”

She’ll miss her, of course she will, but she’d do it in a heartbeat if it means Red feeling safe.

“You really would, wouldn’t you?” Red asks softly, eyes flickering across her face.

“I’d do anything for you boys,” she responds easily.  Red huffs, shaking his head.

“Wish Pierson’d be more like that,” he mutters, scuffing his boot on the ground.  Annoyance flickers like a flame in her chest and Eve pinches his arm, making him yelp.  If only Red fuckin’ knew…

“I’m trying to be very nice to you right now,” Eve says. “Please don’t insult my friend like that.”

Red’s face twists but he holds himself back, thank God.  Another sigh.

“You don’t have to get rid of the dog.”

“Red, I’m serious-“

“I know you are, and ‘m tellin’ you it’s alright.  Honest.”

Eve hesitates, unsure if this is one of those times she should keep insisting or just take Red at his word.  He must see this because he shifts, shoving her shoulder with his.

“Keep the damn dog, O’Shea,” he repeats.

“Okay, okay!  I got it.” Eve waits, breathes in and then out. “So, I heard you got a letter from Hazel that you ain’t opened yet.”

Red groans, leaning away from her but she keeps them connected through their arms, grinning at his drama.

“C’mon, Red, just open the thing!”

“I will!” he snaps. “It’s my business, y’all need to keep your noses outta it!”

Eve lets go of him, hands held up. “You got it, pal.  Won’t say another word about it.”

She mimes zipping her mouth shut.

“You’ve been spendin’ too much time with Zuss,” Red accuses, glaring at her.  She shrugs.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I liked you better before you were snarky.  Maybe makin’ the two of you friends was a mistake.”

“Hey, don’t credit him with my sass, I didn’t get it from him.”

“Well, your sass’s definitely worse when the two of ya are together.  Same for him.  ‘Nd the two of you won’t ever leave me alone.”

“That’s because we care about you, Red.” She leans over to pinch his cheek but he swats her hand away before she can. “We’ll take a knife in the gut for you, give up a new dog for you, it’s up in the air which one of those is worse.”

Red shakes his head but he’s laughing, shoulders shaking as he tries to suppress his laughter.

“Don’t know if Zuss’ll agree with you,” he gets out, and Eve grins.

“I don’t know, man, I think he was just bein’ dramatic.”

“I’m tellin’ him you said that.”

“Don’t, I’ll have to deal with his bellyachin’ for who knows how long.”

“Aw, we both know you love him.”

Eve nearly chokes.  No, he doesn’t mean it like that, he just means in general, like how she just said she loves Red.  He definitely doesn’t mean that she loves him.  Definitely not.  Only Nora knows that, right?  Right?

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.  I can’t stand him, with his stupid face and his stupid voice and…”

She wiggles her fingers vaguely in the air and Red outright laughs now.

“Sure, O’Shea,” he says around chuckles, and Eve narrows her eyes at him.  Before she can respond, the flap of the tent flies open and who should enter but the man of the hour himself, grinning that stupid cocky grin of his.

“You mooks havin’ fun without me?”

“Aw, party’s over.”

Robbie clutches a hand to his chest. “You wound me, angel.  I’m the life of the party!  Scooch!”

He shoves both of them aside and plops himself in between them, linking arms with them.  There’s barely any room for all three of them and Eve nearly flushes with how she and Robbie are pressed together.

“So,” he whispers, eyes gleaming, “what are we gossiping about?  We tellin’ secrets?  Did Daniels read Hazel’s letter and it’s actually good news and he was freakin’ out over-”

Robbie yelps as Red shoves him off the cot.  Unfortunately for both Eve and Red, Robbie only tightens his grip on their arms and they both get dragged off with him.  Robbie groans as Eve lands roughly on his back, and then they both gasp, air driven out of their lungs as Red lands on both of them, all three of them a tangled heap on the ground.

“Get offa me!” Robbie wheezes out.  His elbow digs into Eve’s side and she whines, shoving at the back of his head, still trying to catch her breath.

“That’s what you get-”

Red is muttering, even though he is slowly removing himself from the top of the pile.  Eve groans and rolls herself forward in a somersault, sprawling across the ground once she’s free.  Robbie flips himself over so he’s on his back now, dramatically catching his breath.

“Didn’t realize you had to weigh the same as the damn cattle you raise, farmboy,” he says, glaring at the Texan.

“I’ll sit on you again,” comes the ominous warning from Red.

“Angel, help me-”

“Oh, no, you did this all yourself, you keep me outta this.  Think I bruised a rib, Christ.”

The tent flap opens again, this time Aiello and Stiles walking in and stopping short at the sight of the others.  Eve picks her head up, gives a two-fingered salute.

“I don’t even wanna know,” Aiello mutters, shaking his head and heading toward his own cot.

“I thought you were better than this,” Stiles laments, standing by Eve’s head.  Eve glances at Zuss next to her, grins at the spark in his eye.

“Oh yeah?” she asks, and then her and Robbie both lunge, grabbing at Stiles’ arms and dragging him to the ground.  Red laughs as Stiles sputters, crying out when his glasses get knocked off in his fall.  Robbie’s draped over Stiles’ back, yapping about him loosening up or something, and Eve’s giggling as she picks up the man’s fallen spectacles.

“A bunch of fuckin’ children,” Aiello grumbles.  Still hanging off Stiles, Robbie whips around to point at the New Yorker.

“Keep talkin’, asshole, and I’ll have Daniels sit on you,” he threatens, and Eve doubles over with laughter, clutching her stomach at the terrified look on Aiello’s face.

[strangerhands]

10 fandoms/10 characters/10 tags

waaaaaa omg thank you for the tag em 🫶 @runa-falls!! its been 800 years since i got to do a tag game (and make my own post for once..) so thanks! this actually made me happy but also a little "oh shit. people know i exist..?" i also made this post unnecessarily long but its me so whats new

ummm its all. only. oscar. not sorry (a little sorry)

1. marc spector + steven grant + jake lockley, moon knight-my absolute beloveds. moon knight is so special to me. the boys are so special to me. theres really nowhere near enough i could say here about them but if you get it, you get it. its also what got me into oscar (even though i discovered immediately that he was in annihilation and x-men: apocalypse WHICH I WATCHED YEARS AGO GODDAMMIT)

2. robbie paulson, law and order: criminal intent-listen. hes my girlfriend. my babygirl. my love. my sweet boy. the one plaguing damn near every Thot. most niche character here. wish he was real. wish there was more content of him out there but good god if fran (@/midgardian-witch, who also made that gif) hasnt been holding it downnnnnnn. bless.

3. poe dameron, star wars sequel trilogy-beautiful brave sweet husband who would maybe drive me a bit insane irl but in a good way (mostly) i wanna protect him. (also the only star wars films ive seen sorryyyyy sorry. yes it was for him. and adam driver.)

4. miguel o'hara, spider-man: into the spider-verse + spider-man: across the spider-verse-ohhh you beeg grumpy beautiful man. he would not like me. bite me pls (also still my two favourite movies oat.) craving some milk and cake suddenly... (his hair wings..<3)

5. cecil dennis, revenge for jolly!-pathetic little dirty alley cat man my beloved. my little princess. also my babygirl girlfriend little guy loser boy. (AND THE CURLSSSSSSS. AND SAD COW EYES.)

6. nathan bateman, ex machina-asshole who i unfortunately love. we would not get along irl but thats what fics are for!!!! he would make me cry. (but what if i could fix him..) i have a soft spot for him...

7. llewyn davis, inside llewyn davis-sad beautiful talented man. you can crash at my place any day. i would let him leech off of me idec lemme help you baby. i could show you what love is. (the curls and outfits...... i Crave.)

8. santiago garcia, triple frontier-woof. this guy. damn. yeah. sorry santi but i wanna bite your knees

9. blue jones, sucker punch-literally. asshole piece of shit but good god. whore. so slutty and beautiful and PATHETIC. i would let him be mean to me and then cry in private. but also put him in his place. its complicated. (whoever did his eyeliner and club wardrobe in that movie... i owe you my life. thank you. thank you. you deserve everything. thank you.)

10. mikael boghosian, the promise-oh. sweet beautiful intimate lover man. THAT scene... absolutely killed me. THAT SHOULDVE BEEN MEEEEE. i need him. (i am taking this moment to remind yall of the titty bite. yea. not sorry. youre welcome.)

honestly i couldve put nearly all of oscars characters but alas.

no pressure tags, hope none of you mind! i know this is very sudden and unexpected from me. only tagged some mutuals so its not 10 :p sorryy (sorry if youve been tagged already)

@my-secret-shame @saturn-rings-writes @spacecowboyhotch @villainsoftheweek @f4nrir @kouichijo @mugensword

again, no pressure to do this. hope everyone tagged is doing well! i havent interacted with some of yall in a long time<3

all gif credits go to their respective creators! i have no idea if tumblr automatically shows who made them or not, so sorry if it doesnt.

[fkyumerica]

emily has to be fat to be in a group with the women she is and those men

they said they put anne marie's cum in me to get fat

because they are jealous

I would not be it either

dating him

or fucking him

even once

and dont learn the language

to be roman

or i'll just kill you then

say it to them

the gay spartacis army

they are the fat old men in american history x

their favoriite fucking guys movie

angela and anne marie

and the rest of their gay family

that hide black

as blacks

and ryan

was his 35th son born

and he mated with a older than 50 year old woman

under the age of one

they make the noise

errrrrrryeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

and across the street the toddler infant mated with a old man

leon was in a pile with 45 infants again

fake killing them

and fucking them after

puts one in his penis

and shoots it out at his dad

cum shot

for him to think its hot

and he takes ass sex from him next

to meet his sons

and none of them went to learn it

and grouped me at those old men they said

to use me

for free shit they steal from stores

and it wont send?

kill the faggot down the street

he is 100 years old eating fetuses

and is their dad in the movie

what movie

you are related

so you stop

use it

and lose it

kill him

before youre out

that youre one of them

and what tag team

bye

take it in the ass next time to meet him

too many kids

call it a grand kid

give her a grand and fuck her everyday instead

now its yours

he granted her to you now

and I know all about all of them

they stood there

for eight days

to be judged

by the law

and fucked by jo

jo is not my partner

and sayng out outloud

making something up

lying

you get all your teeth taken out

and I know you use all the old

denace the meanage

menace

stole europe

peans

for grandpa to be happy

and you to be fucked in the ass after

you like it

and your mom jo

dumped leon

which one now? so she fucks any

and he wont shut up

till you give him a grand

thats denace/dylan

and shes out of control movie

watch your dad jim carey

she said it

and old joke

use grandma

for to be skinny for a while

and make them their family

isnt their family

they get shot

and watch your family too

ass

now you can fuck shannon

and greg

and bailey

I am not related to her

and all the guys are gay

will not care to change

and no he doesnt fuck her

neither does she

anne marie isnt jos mom

teach her hot shit to fuck her husband that has two other wives

at once

in the day

or you wont get his car again

i am not their officer

i cannot speak for them

or to them

and i cannot meet them

and shooting me isnt it

there are more women than men now

and she can gay it with her family everyday

she lost to lori

and robbie

and her husband has no bones now

greg gibson

not me

and stephanie fucked anne marie? they mated

dont you wanna talk to rome if youre in that army/

and do him after

same dad

weight loss surgery

your mom jen couldetn take it

so she had another kid

and fucked up again

raised it

and curly hair

old

and no youre not with me

and youre all not with me

over 85 knows it

meet what old

when your daughter across the street already mated with old

[obscureother]

we call him "barry" here, sir.

every once in a while i have the courage to go "this is my blog, i can post whatever i want whenever i want and everyone's dashboards can just deal with it. thats why i have tags for my f/os and my goofy f/o stuff." this is one of those times. so completely unprompted, this is my post to tell you that i gave my poor little lore-less f/o a name because the one in the credits is given to him as a nickname by the guy who beats him up dsfsd-

. 🌑 .

too many times have i been writing drafts that i almost type "barry" instead of "smiley." so im tired of trying to not have to correct it every time because its too natural for me now, ive had him living rent free (like he could even afford rent-) in my brain for like, 2 or so years now.

so for those of you who dont know smiley, you go "who tf is smiley?" and i tell you, "he's this guy from ford fairlane heehoo <33"

those of you who dont know barry, you go, "who tf is barry?" and i tell you, "you do know him. he is also this guy from ford fairlane heehoo <33"

because i have to give my f/o so much lore and headcanons that his name is Barton and i call him barry for short, so when you ask "who tf is barry" or "who tf is smiley" youre asking the same question twice and you dont even realize it.

do you know how hard it is to correct him every time when i talk to people?? orhghfkdghfg-

maybe thats the only good thing about him being a very unnoticed character tho, i dont have very many people who know who smiley is to begin with, so he doesnt get brought up too often. .

. . but that also makes me sad because i love him. . 😔

. 🌑 .

i dont know if this one is as relevant, because i could be fine, but i know im not good with accents. Whatever accent he was supposed to have, the closest i could find to it was cockney so if he's technically not cockney, he sounded like it to me, so he's also called my cockney criminal and that's going to be how he talks to me forever.

tell me "nah, its a BURMING'AM ACCENT-" or "no its NEW YORK IDIOT-" bro idk accents, he sounded closest to cockney when i looked it up so thats what the f/o version of him is. maybe im right tho, idk, maybe YOURE the dumb one. Either way, if you tell me f/o barry isnt cockney, then youre definitely the dumb one. robert englund himself could tell me he was supposed to sound jamaican. that's cool for the movie robbie, but he's cockney to me. he's the cockney criminal f/o.

[squidinu]

you are EVIL for making me like weird strange grungy monster men. GR !!!!!

it’s one of my passions

[lookin-reproachfully]

[brrdhouse]

😈

under cut because it might be long and rambly and word-salady and im sorry :') a little scatter-brained right now

so ford is the one who tells him, obviously hes mr anomaly #1. ford maybe mentions it to stan, but gideon tells NO ONE, hes grown enough at this point where hes not gonna use his own death as a pull for attention (that and he knows that even now, after all the work hes done, some people wont believe him)

so he sits on the info for a while, then packs up and leaves, really only keeping in touch with his mom (who im saying gets better and gets to be happy without the blind eye and her sons tantrums tag-teaming her with trauma) as he goes.. anywhere. ends up in every state, maybe even a little in canada and mexico, really just lives the most freeing life he can because he knows that theres not much of it left

he does come back to see his mom, but other than that he has like no contact with anyone from gf

i do want him to stay for a year when hes like 19 because i like the idea of him picking up a job at the diner (pacifica&gideon ex-mean girls friendship 4ever obsessed w them, and to be real? your au is convincing me of them being queerplatonic at the least. things to think abt..), he eventually lets it slip to someone (.. pacifica) that yeah, he doesnt have any future plans because he has no future and she is DUMBFOUNDED, absolutely gobsmacked

she convinces him to get back in touch with the rest of the zodiac and theyre wary, but its been years and he seems chill now. paz is so awkward because she knows that no one else knows that this kid is dying (because to them, he is a kid, he's the youngest of them all and he'll be the first to go)

but he spends the year there, then leaves the next fall. he's in their groupchats and stuff now so they get updates sometimes about how he's doing. he thinks its funny to send stan in particular shitty tourist traps and laugh at how passionately the old man critiques them, or to go to dive bar music nights and get their merch for robbie, or even just send pictures of things he sees on the road

they do find out eventually because pacifica is gossiping (as she does) and tells dipper and then he tells mabel who tells soos who.. you get it, gossip spreads fast with this group. they try not to have secrets at all, but gideons new to the fold so they didnt expect much from him, this is just a huge surprise (to everyone except ford)

he comes back the next spring for mothers day, then he's on the road again. then again the next year, and he starts texting less and less, until he finally comes back the summer he turns 23 and tells pacifica that he can tell his time's almost up. he tells the others on the down-low, has his last summer with people that actually like him enough to spend it with him, and dies the next fall. basically withers away, getting more fatigued and pallid until he just falls asleep somewhere and never wakes up 💔

i worry that im like? woobifying him too much? or making the other characters out of character by saying theyd worry? but itd also be more than 10 years post-weirdmageddon and theyd be able to see how much he's mellowed out so i think theyd be pretty concerned about this kid just dropping dead. that and i dont think gideon becomes a "good person" he just learns how to manage the issues he couldnt as a kid and becomes a BETTER person because of it

I REALLY HOPE THIS WASNT TOO MUCH? OR AT LEAST IF IT IS ITS AN ENJOYABLE READ? ??

teen gideon headcanons because i love him :] i am constantly thinking about him and how he's the only zodiac member (and honestly, only main-ish character because of the book of bill and the website) that doesn't get a sympathetic moment, other than POSSIBLY the finale but that barely counts

i think he deserves to have a SORT OF redemption, at least internally, because he took dipper's advice in weirdmageddon to heart. even if he gets over his crush on mabel (which i think he does. mom said its my canon now) theres still the truth of "people wont wanna be around you if youre a selfish prick"

anyways he makes me emotional so i'm giving him attention

im scared tumblr will kill the quality on my tiny handwriting so transcription under the cut:

after turning like 15, he just starts traveling, gets out of oregon and hits the ground running

uses my headcanon (?) that the amulet takes years from you, and gideon probably won't live past his 20s

he finds this out, has a total mid-life (literally) crisis at 14-15 and decides to do anything "normal" he can do because he doesn't have long to do it

ofc he still has anger issues and obsesses over people and everything else, but he's a lot better at managing it [than] when he was a kid

he doesn't care if he dies with people still hating him, but he wants it to be known that he tried

[fucktheroyals]

You know with Jensen getting out and then going and making that show on the CW and Misha getting out and going and getting a part on a CW show... I don't wanna like... be an asshole but like...

I think it's stockholm syndrome.

[eyefocusing]

a lil scribble thing from uuuuuh awhile ago. thinkin abt my faves…

[gayandvibin]

I'M NOT IN DENIAL WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!!

I drew Rowan a lot today and got basically nothing else done... But do not fear I have an entire au mapped out in my head of how to fix this, everything is fine!!! (If I keep saying it does it come true?)

Btw there's probably a couple of comicy things coming I just need to decide whether I'm dealing out the angst first or second ha.

[flower-zombie-rob]

WE HAVE CANNON JSE SHIT NOW

so ill take some time to tell any newbies some fandom veteran unspoken rules or just remind people of things

There is not "wrong" versions of the egos!!! There are a million and one designs a for every ego depending on the blog, artist, writer etc. Every marvin looks like a wildly different character and people have their own headcannon personalities, genders, orientations and more for every ego. Some people have multiple aus and characters intertwined. So dont go telling anyone their version of the egos is incorrect or not accurate because these characters have been up for interpretation for a VERY long time so please remember that. If you dont like someones version of the egos or its not accurate to whatever cannon comes out, shut the fuck up and leave the one who created that version of said egos alone. All your ego designs are valid and creative and fantastic and dont drop them just for the cannon if you dont want to.

Ego shipping is fine! So far we have had no cannon confirmation to say that theyre siblings, the same person, or related in any way that would make ego shipping wrong. If that becomes the case, most people with either drop it or actively start making the egos their new OCs to continue shipping their personalities and designs. however, if that doesnt happen, dont bash people for shipping the egos. The sanders sides fandom and markiplier fandom get along just fine shipping characters played by the same guy so just be less judgy if you feel the need to tell people you dont like what they like. And if you really dont like it, its not that hard to just block an artist or ask them to tag their ship art and filter the tag. Its really not that deep so dont go sending anon hate to people for shipping the egos.

Dont be fucking rude. End of. Just dont be rude. If you dont like a blogs interpretation of the egos, just block them. Its not that hard. Be. Nice. Most of us are, but theres some bad apples so please dont be one of them and support artists and writters and editors you like and ignore others.

Ego cosplayers are fine and some of them are really cool and talented people so leave then alone with your hate. If you think theyre cringe, dont interact with their content. Sean has stated he likes them and/or apreciates their skills so dont send ego cosplayers hate. Support their talents god damnit.

Reblog, for the love of god reblog. We arent as big a fandom as we were and we have some serious talent in here. @leobashi @d-structive @tracobuttons @mythicalitycosplay @soopticboop @koryabeebee to name a few. And their content gets nowehere without reblogs. This isnt tiktok, therers no algorithm and liking does essentially nothing so boost content when you see it to make sure our artists remain motivated and adored as they deserve.

Share your content! We love to aee it and theres a criminally low amount of jse content on tumblr these days so give us all of it.

Robbie is a non canon ego and dont bash people for him being their favourite, hes great and hes flexible, being non cannon. Dont get angry for people putting him in the main tag because he is pretty much a part of it all and has been for a while, trust me id know.

Dont steal art(general advice)

Dont hassle @turquoisemagpie because theyre not going to give you any of seans content. At the most, you'll just give yourself a bad name in the community so just leave soph alone and dont nag them for any cannom content. Also sophs word is not gospel and their and is not all cannon confirmation so dont treat it that way. Theyre a person, not a content cow so give them lots of respect and love

Thats all i can think of but feel free to add. All in all i love this community and all of its members. It brings me so much joy to be a part of it and im glad that soon we could gave a whole new wave of members in this community too :)