#ro: s barnes

[spandex-if]

Artbreeder may not be everyone's cup of tea, but could we please get ROs physical descriptions, including their height?

i likely won't be making artbreeders, with how contentious it is regarding ai art and creative work, but i might look at getting commissions of them done one day! in the meanwhile, here are their physical descriptions!

hayden/hayley:

has slightly wavy dark brown hair in a two block undercut (m)/cut at shoulder length (f) and hard hazel eyes. hayden styles his hair with a blowdryer every morning while hayley usually puts it up in a simple ponytail or with a claw clip. she has curtain bangs pushed to the sides to frame her face.

they have strong features and the build of an athlete, with warmly tanned skin. hayden is 1.77m (5' 9'') while hayley is 1.67m (5' 4''). at the right corner of their lips is a small, almost unnoticeable scar from where they got into a fight in middle school. often, they wear a slightly irritable and impatient expression on their face (they never used to look at you like that).

they prefer to wear comfortable jeans or khakis with well fitted shirts for ease of movement, and cycle between the same two jackets — a casual black bomber and a brown leather jacket.

(if married prior) the ring that used to be the other half to yours is absent from their left hand, now.

ronan:

they have a slim figure — m!ronan is 1.79m (5' 10'') while f!ronan is 1.69m (5' 6''), with sharp facial features. their hair is a light shade of dirty blond with highlights and their eyes are a shade of pale grey blue. m!ronan's hair is in a layered cut while f!ronan's hair is in a tassel cut that comes down to her chin. f!ronan also likes a dark red lip, if she can be bothered to put it on.

ronan is often dressed in loose, plain linen buttoned shirts (but prefer to leave a few undone) tucked into slacks. sometimes, they pair their outfit with a form fitting suit vest or a slightly oversized jacket. and if they're feeling really generous, a doctor's coat.

they often have a lazy, amused look — much like a cat's.

lin:

rather long-limbed and tall, but they make it work for them. their black hair is in a messy wolf's cut, and their ears are accessorised with silver piercings. their skin tone is quite pale but in very good condition, and their eyes are big and dark, even if they rarely betray what is going on in that mind of theirs.

they're always seen with a pair of headphones around their neck (with active noise cancelling, just because) and dress in loose, oversized hoodies, tees or sweaters — whatever's comfortable. sometimes, when you bump into them while throwing out the trash, they have on a pair of large, wire rimmed glasses.

you often see them with a tote or sling bag, carrying their laptop and headphones over their head. most of the time they look as though they've just rolled out of bed, but hey, they still look good, okay.

scott/stelle:

they have a head of bright red hair — you're not too sure if it's natural. scott's is a curly mop on top of his head, while stelle's is often pulled back into a messy ponytail. aside from that, they are the most average person that has ever averaged. average height at 1.75m (5' 9'') for scott, 1.63m (5' 4'') for stelle. average build. there is a faint smattering of freckles across their cheeks that become more obvious when it's hot or they're embarrassed. they have soft brown eyes — and the speed at which they blink is directly proportional to the numbers of coffees they've had in the morning.

they wear cardigens (one has the picture of a goose with a knife held in its beak) with simple clothes beneath. when they come into the office, you hear the jingle of their bag before you see them — plastic keychains with hero merchandise hanging from almost every available zip.

[gougarpaw]

“Everyone, this is Snowflake, and Icicle, and Cloudy, and Sniff.”

Minty is a light gray she-cat with light blue eyes, and a lighter-colored chest, stomach, and muzzle.

Sniff is a kit. 

notes:

- Minty is the spouse of Willie, mother of Cloudy, Snowflake, Sniff, and Icicle

- according to Vicky, Sniff was a dark gray tabby tom with yellow eyes and a runny nose

[buckgasms]

Doctors barnes and Rogers drabble where reader is contious about her after birth body?

Well this is very very sweet indeed 😍 thanks for sending this in 🩵

Also I have never been pregnant so forgive me if the recovery time is unreasonable 😭 it is fiction after all 😘

They'd be so good at making you feel better and more secure as well.

I feel like they would make a point of saying positive things about your body, like how amazing it was that you had carried their little nugget and how proud they are of you.

Little comments about how soft your skin is, how you are still glowing, things like that, making you fizz with pleasure.

Maybe they find you one evening, after your bath, standing half dressed in front of a mirror in the bedroom you all share. Your face is tight and scrunched up as your hands skim over your tummy and breasts. Then you turn and look at your bottom, which has grown in a way you don't particularly enjoy.

They come in and ask you what's up, but you don't really register them until Steve wraps his arms around your body, hands drifting around your waist. "What's going on sugar?" He says softly in your ear, pressing a kiss to your shoulder.

You shrug and look at him in the mirror. "I just don't feel like myself yknow? I don't think I'm as sexy as before..."

Bucky scoffs in the distance pulling the sheets down on the bed and fluffing up the pillow. "Honey, have the last 10 months taught you nothing?"

Steve chuckles as you grunt, his hands drifting across your skin, warmth spreading where his fingers touch. You turn your head to nuzzle into his neck, enjoying his kisses.

"We find you very sexy sugar... Look at these pretty tits hmm, all full and sensitive? And your thighs all soft and pillowy, just wanna lay my head there for hours..."

You giggle and moan as he gently squeezes your sensitive breasts, making you grip his wrists. As he gently pinches your nipples you whine, the pleasure going straight to your core.

Bucky circles round and stands in front of you, enjoying the view. Your eyes already feel glassy and your legs shake under Steve's touch and Bucky's stare.

"If you feel up to it sweetheart, we could show you just how sexy you are..."

You nod slowly, nibbling your finger and leaning further back into Steve's broad chest. Bucky slowly kneels down, hand brushing along your thighs, tickling behind your knees until he's kneeling at your feet.

You gasp as his lips start pressing along knee, moving with gentle purpose up to your inner thigh. He drifts from one leg to the other until he's kissing right across your tummy and down over your mound.

Steve isn't idle as you both watch Bucky, his fingers still pinching and pulling at your nipples, teeth grazing over the shoulder, occasionally pausing to suck bruises on your shoulder.

You are guided to lift your thigh over Bucky's shoulder, your balance steadied entirely by Steve's hands and body. You emit a whine when his lips connect to your soaked heat, licking at your folds and sucking gently while you wobble above.

"Does that feel good sweetie?" Steve whispers in your ear and you nod, but ever the boss he tuts. "Come on baby, tell Bucky, tell me how good it feels..."

"S..sgood...ah..fuck" you whimper and shamelessly grind on Bucky's face. You can feel his smile against your skin before he pulls away, quickly rubbing his thumb against your clit. His mouth and beard are shining from your wetness and you can't help but burn from embarrassment.

"She taste good?" Steve asks and Bucky nods, curling his finger ever so gently within, making you buckle under the sensitivity. "So fucking sweet. You wanna go?"

Decisions were made around you and Steve carried you to bed, but this time Bucky settled behind you, hooking his legs around your ankles, holding you open for Steve.

Always so serious, he inspected your heat with professional vigour. Bucky used his fingers to spread you open for Steve, who came in close, breath teasing you and making you shudder.

"Please... Please Dr Rogers..." He chuckles as you giggle. "Such a tease."

But he waste no more time before delving in. You hadn't realised how sensitive Bucky had made you until Steve was licking and sucking at you with precision, wringing every bit of pleasure from your shaking body.

"How do you feel honey?" Bucky whispers in your ear, hands back to teasing your breasts. "Do you feel sexy now? Do you understand what you do to us? How much we fucking love you, and want you?"

You whimper as Steve slides a careful finger into you and curls, your whole body twitching against Bucky's restraint.

You repeat 'yes' over and over. Whether it's to Bucky's question or the pure pleasure coursing through you but in a few moments you are crashing into your peak, crying out as the pleasure spreads from the top of your head to the tips of your toes.

After a while you have barely moved, but Steve has indeed placed his head on your thighs and rubs soothing circles on your tummy. Bucky is still holding you tight in his lap, stroking your hair and pressing kisses to whatever skin he can reach.

"You gotta know sweetness, how perfect you are. So beautiful. But we are always happy to help if you need a reminder..."

[stcverogers]

JANUARY FIC RECS!

fics that i’ve been reading and obsessing with over the month of january

this is extremely important and i take this very seriously out of respect for the community. please do remember to read the rules for the respective blogs before interacting with or reading them.

F: fluff A: angst S: smut

𖥻 - series /multi part

masterlist

BUCKY BARNES

F: how's your head? by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky you and bucky didn't exactly have a meet-cute. your first encounter is you bleeding from your head.

F: bucky being shy around a girl he likes + part 2 by @ro-is-struggling

F + A: through his eyes by @sebbytrash 𖥻 ever since bucky came to the compound, he always thought you were familiar. when he slowly regains his memories as the winter soldier, he is horrified.

F: pastel colours by @the-canary 𖥻 mr barnes, the physics teacher, seems to have a thing for stealing pens. you, an avid stationary collector, cannot stand it.

F + A: caught in the fire by @dreamwritesimagines 𖥻 growing up in a bakery right in the middle of a mob neutral zone, it’s no surprise you and bucky barnes become the best of friends. life gets in the way and you facing circumstances. whether you let bucky stand by you through it all is up to you.

A: say it by @sgtjbuccky 𖥻 you love bucky with all that you have. sacrificing yourself to save him included.

F + A: the new recruit by @angstysebfan 𖥻 you and bucky were in a good place. a new recruit to shields threatens to take it all away

F + A: picture perfect by @writingsoftheloser 𖥻 you're steve's fake girlfriend to help make his crush jealous. you meet his best friend and fall in love with him. all while trying to keep up your facade with steve.

F + A: something domestic by @fandoms-writings 𖥻 a majority of bucky's adult life has been dedicated to the military. losing an arm and being discharged leaves bucky to try and rediscover who he is, even if it meant living a hundred miles away from the city in the middle of nowhere.

F + A: heart of glass by @buckybabesonly you and bucky rarely had disagreements, let alone he be angry at you.

F + A: accidentally in love by @creativebeang 𖥻 sargeant barnes was a complete hardass. he always had something to critique you about. a mission gone wrong flips a switch in his head and suddenly he's all over you.

F + A: the ask out by @delaber bucky barnes is no longer the charming boytoy he once was. it's completely evident in his interaction with you.

F: old fashioned by @demxters bucky was traditional, old fashioned, nothing like other men of current times.

F + A: personal ghosts by @fandoms-writings you lose bucky to the snap and he presence looms over you even after he's gone

F + A: they don't know you the way i do by @themorningsunshine bucky overhears a conversation between a few agents, agreeing with what they have to say about him.

A: out of time by @drailyter all good things must come to an end, your relationship included

F + A: the outbreak + part 2 by @stxrvel in your head, a self sacrifice is nothing as compared to a successful mission. bucky thinks differently and it causes your friendship with him to crumble.

F: missed you by @stuckylaufeyson bucky comes home from work missing you more than usual.

F + A: relationship tutor by @samingtonwilson 𖥻 bucky is infatuated with natasha rudolph, who you happen to know from your yoga class. you reluctantly agree to be his wingwoman.

F + A: looking for a heartbeat by @justreadingfics 𖥻 you left without a word 2 years ago to finally pursue what you have been searching for your whole life. you're back in new york now and it seems that bucky's long moved on from you

F + A: vacant mirrors by @whirlybirbs 𖥻 the blip chipped away at everyone. you were no different. dr hart shares an office with fellow therapist dr raynor. this meant that you shared a waiting room with one james buchanan barnes.

F + A: time after time by @justsomebucky 𖥻 at just seven years old, your parents got divorced. you move in next door to the barnes family. it's only right that you became friends with bucky.

F + A: until his last breath by @witchywithwhiskey bucky comforts you after a break up with your long-term boyfriend.

AARON HOTCHNER

F: mess of mine + i'm a mess but by @hotchgirlsummer you are far from SSA hotchner's type. he usually goes for those older, mature. not adorably clueless women who work at a clothes shop.

F + A: 'tis the season by @happiest-hotch 𖥻 hotch needs his family to get off his back when he visits them for the holidays. you come up with the terrible idea of being his fake-date. what's worse? you have feelings for him.

F: the mark of a lover by @wildflowerluver aaron hotchner is not a touchy person. the five times hotch has to adjust to your physical affection and the one time he embraces it

THE BATMAN

F + A: all for us by @the-daydreaming-show 𖥻 jason's death had been tragic for the waynes. you will do whatever it takes for you to be the happy family you once were.

F + A: one bad day... by @a-reader-and-a-writer-for-all 𖥻 bruce refuses to avenge jason's death due to his moral code. you, however, do not share the same morals as him.

S: the billionaire affair by @kaleidoscopewritings19 𖥻 you and bruce rekindle an old flame, despite being married.

[caritobbg]

Coffee Disaster — P3

Bucky Barnes x Barista!Fem!Reader x Father figure!Tony Stark x Avengers.

Summary: Will James Bucky Barnes be able to take his nemesis at his word and join forces? The answer may surprise even the Avengers themselves.

A/N: After changing a lot of things, finally part 3 of this fic appears !!!! Your reactions are going to be worth gold with this chapter 🤭😂 the more I'm thinking the more I want to write 😗👀

P.S: you're going to be nutritionists too 👀 (sorry not sorry guys 😂)

I hope you like it 🤭

Tag: @ro-is-struggling @luciasimmer96 @aquanova99 @themorningsunshine @mads-weasley @alexsoenomel

If you wanna be tagged, feel free to tell me 🥺❤️

Warnings: angry reader - kilocalories (those bastards are the worst to calculate 🥲) - exams - stressed reader - fluffy Bucky - fatherly Tony

Tony: - without looking up - are you ready Barnes?

Bucky: Yeah - next to Sam - we're ready.

Tony: - putting his glasses aside - you sure you want to help, Wilson?

Sam: Absolutely.

Nat & Bruce: - walking in - we're ready too.

Bucky: Guys...

Nat: We heard everything - interrupting - we know what happened when Tony went on his way to the office.

Bucky: w... How what....

Bruce: - defending himself - it was Natasha's idea, not mine - backing away as the redhead gave him her trademark murderous look

Sam: Wait a minute - watching as the man with the prosthetic arm - so you know what he said?

Tony: What and who? - confused -

Nat: Y/N confessed his love for your nemesis.

Bucky: thank you very much Nat, you're a great help - sarcastically -

Tony: I don't understand - Putting the pieces together - Wait... Did she mean it? - incredulous - you're not kidding, are you?

Bruce: did Nat ever lie about something like that?

Tony: Well ....

Nat: - exasperated - the point is Bruce can say it's true and apparently Barnes already told Wilson. So... - shrugging her shoulders -

Tony's head started to fit everything together. Piece by piece. The times he found them sleeping draped and cuddled on the couch in the living room, the late night conversations in the cafeteria or the library (courtesy of F.R.I.D.A.Y.), the way they looked for each other with their eyes at every party he hosted, even when Bucky arrives from the missions! The poor girl almost fainted when she once saw him full of wounds!

Tony: s... Seriously... - looking slowly at Bucky - and you like her too...

The supersoldier sat looking at the collage, totally dejected. At that very moment he wanted to disappear from the face of the earth!!!!

Bucky: - quietly and looking at the collage - yeah

Tony: Do you like her? - asking as if to confirm what he heard.

Bucky: - almost shouting - Yes! Yes, I like Y/N, in fact I love her! - walking around the office - and I'd do anything to turn back time so I don't make her suffer! - agitated - I want her to be more than my best friend! I said it the day of the fight and I'm going to keep saying it!

Tony was more than satisfied with the confession he had just heard.  Smiling, he approached his nemesis, placing a hand on her shoulder.

Tony: I believe you - sincere - that's all I needed to hear.

Bucky: - looking at him in confusion and sadness - Tony...

Tony: I trust you, Barnes - taking the collage in Bucky's hands and looking it over carefully - as long as she's with you, nothing's going to happen to our girl.

Bucky: That's more than settled, Stark - looking at everyone - all right, you want to help us, don't you? - seeing that everyone was nodding - good. Everything we need to know is in that collage.

Sam: Everything?

Tony: yeah - showing it - from the environment, machine, crockery, furniture. Everything.

Bruce: And how do we go about getting all that?

Nat: the right question would be how do we do this without Y/N suspecting something?

Tony: I don't know, but we'll make her dream come true - turning to look around at everyone -

Bucky: - grabbing the collage again and extending his arm to the middle of the room - who's with us?

Each person in the room put their hands on the box, making it more than clear that they would help set things right and secretly get James Buchanan Barnes and Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N together once and for all.

Bucky: right - looking at everyone for the last time - let's get started!

The next day.....

Steve: Bucky... - looking everywhere for his friend - has anyone seen Bucky?

Steve went all over the tower looking for his best friend with no success, he thought maybe he could have gone for a jog on his own but it was illogical at 10am!

Y/N: Hi Steve! - in the kitchen - Coffee?

Steve: Good morning Y/N/N. What's that? - confused by the object on the counter - and did you see Bucky anywhere? I can't... - he cursed himself for mentioning his best friend's name.

Y/N: ahh... No, I didn't and I don't want to see him, to be honest - she knew that Steve said it with all the kindness and honesty in the world, but she didn't want to hear about the person she confessed her love to in the middle of all this disaster.

Steve: don't worry, I understand - scratching his neck -

Y/N: thank you Stevie - smiling a little bit

Wan: good morning! Uhhh - looking at Y/N - filtered?

Y/N: - laughing at the questions of the pair present - yes. This is a chemex 6 cup coffee maker, it's a bit tedious because of the paper filter but.... The taste is worth it!

Steve: I don't understand much - looking at what his favourite barista was doing - but isn't there a metal filter for that?

Wan: I was going to ask the same question - reaching for his favourite cup - can I try it?

Y/N: Sure! I'll pour you a cup each - taking out the filter with the coffee grounds - and yes, there are metal filters for chemex and all sizes - pouring into the two cups - but I couldn't get one.

Wan: why not?

Y/N: all out of stock - shrugging her shoulders - anyway, I'll be in my room if you need help with anything, I have an exam coming up and I haven't started studying, yet - washing her hands - so it's time for me to make it - sighing - if you want more coffee, you can help yourself

Steve: thanks doll and... - taking a sip - is this the new one from the other day?

Y/N: yes! How did you know?

Steve: it's what you described, that last taste that no one can get out - laughing and earning a little look from Wanda - what?

Wan: Rogers, since when...

Y/N: thank you! - smiling - Wan, I needed you to taste this Kenya's coffee, you don't know what you're missing!

Y/N headed to her room, thinking about the exam that was coming up. She was a nutrition student at NYIT, one of the most prestigious universities in NYC. Tony had taken it upon himself to find the best college for her.

Y/N: Really? - wanting to access her virtual encyclopaedia of human anatomy and physiology - why can't I!!? - wrong password; wrong password; wrong password; wrong password again and again! She needed to access that program to start studying! - TONY!!!!!!! - getting up from the chair - F.R.I.DA.Y, do you know if Tony is in the lab?

F.R.I.D.A.Y:-after a moment- No Miss Y/L/N, but Dr Banner is there.

Y/N: Thank you, let him know I'm on my way, I need to know what Tony did with the password -taking her phone and leaving again- first the cafeteria and now this... I'm going to kill him !!!!!

F.R.I.D.A.Y: Don't worry, Miss Y/L/N.

Meanwhile in the avengers lab....

Bucky: -taking stock of everything that was on the counter- I think this is enough, we already have paint, the necessary tools...

Bruce: Then come on, we have to get started if we want this thing finished by...

F.R.I.D.A.Y: Dr Banner - making them both look up at the ceiling - Miss Y/L/N is heading to the lab, I would suggest you hide everything before she finds out what you plan to do...

Bruce&Bucky: FUCK!

Bruce: Ahhh.... ok, thanks F.R.I.D.A.Y -putting everything on the floor with Bucky's help- we need to stay calm, get everything out of here and....

Bucky: What do we do? -nervous- She wants my head as well as Tony's. If she sees me HERE, she'll kill me. 

Bruce: Barnes - "staying calm" - hide! Here she comes! -Hearing rushing footsteps

Bucky: Where the hell do you want me to hide?! There's no place...

Y/N: Bruce? Are you here? -almost to the door

Bruce: Hide back here! Anywhere! -Bucky, listening to him, hid behind the same counter - Barnes, what are you doing?!

Bucky: I'm trying to duck so he doesn't see me! What do you want me to do?!

Bruce: Hold still before I...-looking up- hey! Y/N/N! F.R.I.D.A.Y told me you were coming, what happened? -trying not to get her to suspect anything

Y/N: Bruce, do you know if Tony changed the password on the anatomy and physiology hologram encyclopaedia again?

Bruce: -checking the computer- I think... yes, he did it again - sighing-

Y/N: -pinching her nose- I can imagine the reason -looking at the screen- do you know what it is?

Bruce: Unfortunately not -commiserating with the girl- you have an exam coming up, don't you?

Y/N: Yes - making Bucky light up a little light bulb - Dietotherapy pathophysiology exam.

Bruce: If you want, I can give you mine so you can at least access what you need - grabbing a pen and paper-

*Bucky: -whispering and grabbing Bruce's ankle- ask her when it is!*

Y/N: that would be a big help! -relieved-

Bruce: No problem Y/N/N -smiling- ahh... when would your exam be?

Y/N: Ammm -checking his phone- from today, thursday.... in about three weeks, why?

*Bucky: tell him there's a barista fair in...*.

Bruce: No, no reason - giving James a "little kick" under the table - it was so that no one starts bothering you and you're left alone to study.

*Bucky: And what was that for?! -receiving ANOTHER kick- ouch!*

Y/N: What was that?

Bruce: What was that?

Y/N: I thought I heard Bucky complaining about something -fuck.......-

Bruce: Amm...- looking for an excuse- I thought I saw him walking down the hallway, I think he was in gym clothes.

Y/N: that makes more sense...-laughing- well, I'm off to study, thanks Bruce!

Bruce: Y/N/N, wait -making the girl turn around- are you ok?

Y/N: Yeah, better than ever, why? -she clearly wasn't-

Bruce: If you want to talk, I'm here for whatever you need.

Y/N: Thanks Bruce -half smiling- don't worry about it.

Bruce: You can get out of there -helping him up once she were gone- Bucky?

Bucky: Bruce...-looking at him- she's not well Y/N/N

Bruce: No -affirming what his partner was thinking- keep thinking about what happened with you... -seeing him grabbing the toolboxes previously placed on the floor- what are you doing?

Bucky: Doing what I can to change the story -waiting for the Hulk to grab the cans to leave with the others- our plan kicks off today.

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Returning to the kitchen with a confused Steve.

Once Y/N was out the door, and making sure he wasn't coming back, Wanda hurried to fill 4 more cups with the freshly brewed brew.

Steve: What are you doing?

Wan: You keep an eye out for Y/N. I'll explain later.

Steve: I'd rather you explain to me now what's going on and where Bucky is - crossing his arms; he suspected the Scarlet Witch knew something and wasn't letting on - he's been weird since the incident, you know?

Wan: I'll explain that once I wash that thing - pointing to the coffee pot - put the cups on a tray and follow me.

Steve: But...

Wan: just follow my lead Rogers!

Steve: ok...

Once the perimeter was secure, Wanda came out of the kitchen first to check that the coast was clear and hurriedly told Steve to get out of there and follow her, no questions asked, for the time being.

Steve: Maximoff, where are you leading me? - slowing down - what is all this?

The place was full of plastic curtains, a makeshift door with two wooden planks and very little lighting. It looked like they were entering the hideout of a killer from one of those horror movies Clint used to choose for Halloween.

Wan: right - with her back to the door - first of all, Y/N makes coffee for everyone but two people who we already know who they are, don't we?

Steve: Yeah.... - looking at her suspiciously - she's torturing them with it. And what's it got to do with you bringing me here? This place looks like something out of a serial killer movie!

Wan: It's not what you think Rogers - turning to open the door - Tony and Bucky are going to explain what's going on.

Wanda ran a timber and found all the avengers gathered in a very large place. There were construction materials everywhere, paint cans, lumber, tools... But James Barnes wasn't there. Yet.

Wan: We're here - walking towards them with the tray that Steve had in his hands seconds ago - we had to wait for Y/N/N to leave the kitchen so we could get coffee without him suspecting anything.

Tony: We love you Maximoff!!! - exaggeratedly praising her - it's torture not to be able to have this freshly brewed coffee every morning!

Nat: Stop exaggerating Stark, though.... That's a good method of torture she's using on you two.

Tony: and I hope she never uses it again - sipping the black elixir - Rogers, if this is the coffee they were talking about the other day, let me tell you, it's amazing.

Steve didn't understand anything. Why were they all gathered in this part of the tower with all this stuff? And where was Bucky!?

Steve: Ok, wait a minute - pinching his nose - what are we doing here and why are we on the ground floor of the tower surrounded by... Whatever is this?

Sam: that.... Barnes will explain it - smiling and taking a seat with everyone.

Steve: and where's Buck? - following the others - nobody wants to tell me where he is!

Bruce: We're back! - loading up some paint cans - sorry for the delay, we needed a mini distraction to get Barnes out of there without Y/N seeing what we were carrying - leaving behind him a James Bucky Barnes carrying four toolboxes in his arms

Bucky: Yeah, those kicks hurt.

Bruce: I had to do something to keep you quiet, she was going to find out what we were looking for! -looking at Tony- by the way, Y/N will kill you for changing the password, your strategy to get me to talk to you half worked.

Tony: Then I'll go and have a word with her -leaving the cup- my plan didn't work, but I'll get her to talk to me -carrying the cans of paint with the others

Steve: - smiling and understanding some of what was going on - Buck, I've been looking for you all day!

Bucky: - dropping everything on the floor and moving away from the rest - been doing a couple of things. I made a promise and I'm not going to break it.

Steve: - putting a hand on his shoulder - you're really going to make THE dream coffee shop?

Bucky: Yeah, it's the least Y/N deserves, Steve. Besides - crossing his arms and looking down at the floor - yesterday.... She confessed that he loves me and .... - before I could ask the question - left before I could tell her I felt the same way.

Steve: Buck...

Bucky: I have to do this, Steve. I'm not going to lose her over some stupid mistake like a fight.

Steve: in that case - admiring his determination - where do I jave to start?

Bucky: I knew I was going to count on you - hugging him

Steve: Til' the end of the line, pal - grinning

Tony: OK - once everyone was close enough and Bucky was at his side - what we're going to do is this - walking back and forth - we know this is a huge project and our little girl's dream, so we're going to do what we need to do to make it happen. This - pressing a button on the control in her hands - is what she wants. This place was my old workshop, it has everything you need. From water connections to heating.

On the wall they could see pictures of vintage style coffee shops, cosy, with neutral colours and exposed bricks, spaces to read and study, a giant menu with all kinds of coffee drinks (with and without alcohol) and tea, among many other dreamy things. Some were taking notes, wondering where or who could help them get it all, others were gawking.

Bucky: also - seeing how the film was changing - the espresso machine we set out to get with Stark is a Carimalli two or three group, black with a capacity for 16 litres of water, and this white La Marzocco with small blue flowers, something like porcelain.

Clint: Where did you get that information Barnes? It's too specific!

Tony: never ask a man in love where he gets his information from Barton.

Wan: - changing the subject to stop Clint from asking any more questions - where could that machine be found?

Bucky: in three weeks there's a barista trade show in NYC, where the Carimalli company will be - pointing to the brochure on the screen -

Bruce: that's about the same day as your pathophysiology exam, isn't it?

Bucky: exactly

Nat: And what do you want us to do?

Tony: after her exam take her to the fair, go to the Carimalli stand and ask them to bring some of these espresso machines here.

Steve: how?

Sam: we could be at the back of the fair waiting in my van - looking at everyone for approval - it'll be easier that way to get them to the tower.

Bucky: We'd have to get someone to come and set them up.

Tony: Good idea - finishing the presentation - let's get on with it.

The project was starting today, no excuses. All the Avengers, even half the SHIELD agents, started setting up the whole place.

Tasks?

- polish the floors

- plaster the walls and paint

- get the chairs and tables (courtesy of Sam)

- adequate lighting

- distract and keep Y/N away.

Sam and Steve were in charge of furnishing, Clint, Wanda and Natasha of preparing and painting the walls, Bucky and Bruce of polishing the floors. They all had their chores divided up but....

Wan: Hey, have any of you seen Tony? I need him to tell me where the lamps I just found would go.

Bruce: - slowing down the polisher - he said he had something to do before he went on.

Wan: do something? What could be more important than that?

Bucky: I don't know?

Wan: -sighing and putting down the computer- I better go get him, if he's gone to take a break now, I'll get him by the ear.

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Y/N: I appreciate with all my being that Bruce gave me his password, but this is driving me crazy - she muttered to herself; the kind of program he was using was not the same as the one Tony had programmed for her- next time I do this I'll tell Pepper...

Seeing that she couldn't concentrate in her room, she went to the living room. It was more comfortable, had more space and, obviously, the kitchen was closer. That was a crucial part for when she started preparing for exams.

As her good luck charm, she decided to put on comfortable clothes, glasses and her hair in a messy but cute bun, make her favourite coffee, ask F.R.I.D.A.Y to put on warm light so her eyes wouldn't start to get tired, and her headphones to listen to the pre-recorded lecture they had left on the faculty platform.

Y/N: ok, let's see.... -reviewing her notes on diabetes-.

Time was passing and she was still studying. There was no one to disturb her, thanks to Bruce. With the tower supposedly deserted, plus points for her study environment, she was coming up on a quarter of the topics for the exam.

Y/N: -scrubbing her face- why don't I get this shit? -the calm didn't last long- I've got everything! Why don't I get the kcals!!!!!???? - yeah... when the kcals don't add up in a meal plan it's best to stay away from it; Nick Fury almost got hurt and lost his other eye once when he interrupted her study session when she had just started her degree and... Anyway... story for another day.

While she was still muttering angrily, Tony was watching her from the kitchen doorway. Sheets and books scattered all over the place, two cups of Y/F/C (your fav coffee), calculator and pencil in hand.... God! He had adoration for that little 27 year old! From the day he introduced her to all the avengers, he knew that in less than a day she would be part of the family. And so she was.

Y/N: Ok -exasperated- I add this and that and... I would have to give me... about...1500kcal.... -comparing results- AHHH!!!!!! I HAVE TO CHANGE EVERYTHING AGAIN!!!!

Tony: -trying not to laugh- how long have you been on this meal plan? Ok, take it easy -seeing that the girl was startled- why don't you rest a bit and try again later?

Y/N: Tony -leaving everything on the little table- shouldn't you be with Pepper or whoever you have to do something with?

Tony: -sitting next to her- Nope -emphasizing the last part- I wanted to talk to you about something important.

Y/N: And what might that be? -looking at him suspiciously- if it's about the password....

Tony: Ammm.... yes... about that... -grabbing the device and typing -there you go, you can log in again. Sorry about that, I needed some excuse to get you to talk to me again.

The longest silence Ironman had ever experienced in his life. Y/N looked dumbfounded from the computer to the man on her left, not knowing what to say. She knew it was an excuse, but to hear it from his mouth, it was.... weird.

Y/N: I'm still upset - taking off her reading glasses and scrubbing her eyes - I know you swore and you want to protect me, but this has gone too far.

Tony: that's why I wanted to apologise to you. And a very big one apologie. I shouldn't have behaved like that with Barnes and even less in the place you loved the most and it had a lot of meaning, - he said sincerely- I know you're still not going to forgive me, but I swear to Pepper that... I'm capable of turning back time and...

Y/N: -taking his hand and making the man shut up- Stark -he didn't know if it was a good or bad sign- it's enough that you're honest -smiling- I know you said all this from your heart and it means a lot to me.

Tony: That means...

Y/N: you're apologized, half-apologized, but apologized.

Tony: that's what I wanted to hear - but... - hey, are you ok?

Y/N: Ammm... not really, Tony -hugging herself- yesterday I did something I shouldn't have done and...

Tony: What's wrong? - he was so sure of what it was that he wanted the super-soldier under the counter to listen-.

Y/N: Amm... -almost hesitantly- ItoldBuckyIlikedhimandranoff -bingo!

Tony: What? -wanting her to repeat what he said so fast

Y/N: I told Bucky how I felt about him and I left -closing his eyes and putting his hands on the coffee table-

Tony: - "surprised"- What? What did he say?

Y/N: I left before he could say anything -covering her face- told him a lot of things! I was, and am, so upset about everything that happened that I just acted without thinking! No... -sighing exhausted- I didn't want him to find out like that!

Tony: You wanted it to be special, didn't you? -His eyes softened at the sight of her, after all the bad relationships she'd been through, she'd finally found someone who loved her for who she was; Tony felt more than guilty for having stopped Barnes from asking her out.

Y/N: Yeah -looking at the floor- I wanted it to be a special moment, something that neither of us could forget...-she looked up- I fucked everything up, didn't I?

Tony: Hey -hugging her while she was crying- you didn't ruin it, ok?. You wanted to let off steam and you did it that way -without letting go of her- I'm more than sure that this is all going to work out, make no doubt about it.

Y/N: -with a broken voice- and how do you know that? You should have seen his face Tony!!! I really think I've ruined our friendship forever.

Tony: I know Barnes -undoing the hug and wiping away a tear that was falling down his cheek- between the two of us we'll do our best to get out of this setback

Y/N: Yes, I know -smiling a little- it's... it's the first time in my life that someone has made me fall in love like this... I also wish I could turn back time and avoid saying all those things to him and shut my big mouth.

Tony: It'll go back to the way it was, don't worry.

Tony: -looking at the sheet of paper after a few moments- let me see that -taking a pencil and checking for any calculation errors- I think... there's a mistake here -pointing to the total caloric value- look, you made a mistake when passing numbers

Y/N: What? But if I...-taking the calculator and making the correction Tony had made- but...-comparing the results- now it gave what I needed!

Tony: Go and get some rest - gently and giving him a tender kiss on the head - watch TV, listen to music, distract yourself. You can't study if you don't take breaks, girl! -smiling at Y/N's bewildered face.

Y/N: You're right, - getting up - I'll make myself something to eat and stay here watching a series or something. I don't have any more brain cells -laughing

Wan: Anthony Edward Stark -appearing out of nowhere- I was looking for you, don't disappear like that!

Tony: And that's my way out -running to the other side.

Wan: Oh boy, you're in trouble...

Y/N: What's wrong? -laughing out loud seeing Wanda chaising Tony-

Wan: He left me alone training a bunch of new recruits and it was a disaster -better said "he left me alone picking out some lights so I don't know where they're going to go".

Tony: It's not my fault! -leaving the room

Wan: Y/N/N, see you later, remember to take breaks while studying, hydrate and eat -leaving the room- STARK!!!!!!

Y/N/N: oh these two....-shaking his head

Y/N listened to her adoptive father and took a break. His head was elsewhere and he couldn't concentrate.

To distract himself, he picked up one of his favourite books: "Before the coffee gets cold". Bucky had given it to him for his birthday. Every chance he got, he read it over and over again, never tiring of it.

Y/N: a chapter won't hurt - settling into the armchair and leaving his cup of tea on the coffee table.

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Sam: Buck - making the dark-haired man look at him - listen, Stark's going to end up dead but not because of your girl.

Bucky: What do you mean, what do you mean...?

Tony: MAXIMOFF ENOUGH! - running in and hiding behind Steve

Wan: Oh no, Rogers isn't going to save you.

Tony: HELP!

Steve: You're on your own Stark - moving to the side - I wouldn't mess with her.

Sam: help him? - seeing how terrified he was

Bucky: no, let's let him...

Sam: If you want him to help, you're gonna have to do something about it.

Buck: Fuck - closing his eyes and taking a deep breath - Wanda, leave him alone. He's already here.

Wan: But Barnes!

Bucky: Wan, he must have a very good reason for him to be gone - tired - don't you Stark?

Tony: Indeed ....

Wan: when I arrived I found him talking to Y/N - crossing his arms - you went to him for coffee?

Tony: - tired of the interrogation - she said she blew it with Barnes!

Everyone stopped doing their homework and stared at Ironman.

Bucky: What? - confused - why does she think she's to blame for any of this?

Tony: after everything she said to you she thinks your friendship is ruined - staring at him - that girl is fucking in love with you Barnes! - reaffirming it - I regret stopping you from asking her out, seeing her like that tears me apart!

None of the people present, not even James, could bring themselves to speak or say a single word. No one had ever, ever, seen Anthony Edward Stark like this, let alone admit such things out loud.

Tony: Barnes - looking at a giddy winter soldier - Barnes....

Bucky: how is it going to be her fault.... This... - not having the right words - I'm not mad at her, I'm not even.... She didn't do anything wrong!

Bruce: listen, we don't have time to overthink things. You guys want to make Y/N happy?

Tony&Bucky: yeah

Bruce: use that to your advantage and let's get back to work. This coffee shop isn't going to build itself - smiling - let's go!

That was all the push they needed. They each returned to their tasks and in less time than they thought, they were almost halfway through their tasks for the day.

Steve: - exhausted - we're done for the day - wiping his hands on his already grimy trousers - I need a shower - laughing.

Bucky: you're not the only one - smiling - tomorrow we'll start the painting - looking around - all right, get some rest! We'll continue later

Steve: - walking beside him once they had said goodbye to everyone - Buck, what's the matter you're so pensive about?

Bucky: Nothing - shaking his head - I thought of something but it's stupid and I don't think it will work.

Steve: What are you going to do? - intrigued - and I don't think it's stupid.

Bucky: Sing to the girl I love, don't you think it's stupid?

Steve: - slamming on the brakes - would you really do that? Steve: Wow...

Bucky: yeah, I know, it's ....

Nat: - behind them - you know Sam's betting you won't do it, don't you?

The two supersoldiers watched as the redhead walked away, leaving Bucky's head still working amidst his exhaustion.

Steve: Pal... Tell me you'll do it.

Bucky: I'm counting on it - taking off again-

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The days went by with repairs, painting, pictures (yes, Wanda thought it would be a great idea to take pictures of each avenger having coffee, Peter being the photographer of course), decoration, couches, chairs, tables... Everything you can imagine.

Tony and Bruce helped Y/N prepare for her exam to make it the best day of her life. She passes the exam, goes to the fair and, when she least expects it, they are going to give her the surprise of her life.

Tony: Enough Miss - seeing that Y/N was nodding off - I think it would be too much for today and... - looking at his watch - it's late, too much pathophysiology at the moment.

Y/N: my head was already starting to hurt - yawning and earning a chuckle from the two men present - I should save everything for tomorrow and go to sleep.

Bruce: I'll help you - getting up next to her - is your exam early?

Y/N: 8am to 10am - taking off his glasses - it's 60% of our grade.

Tony: you'll do fine princess - Bruce could see the gears in Tony's head turning -

Bruce: - before his dear mate could say anything - is there anything else missing?

Y/N: no - checking - nothing is missing.

Bruce: in that case, best of luck tomorrow - smiling and hugging the girl - you'll pass that test

Y/N: thank you guys for helping me - happy - see you tomorrow

Bruce&Tony: see you tomorrow

They both looked at each other and started to follow her. They needed to be more than sure that she wasn't going to leave her room until tomorrow morning.

Tony: - after a few moments - ready, let everyone know that the coffee princess has gone to bed.

Bruce: - pulling out his phone - really? That nickname?

Tony: send that message, emerald - stepping back - we need to finish the finishing touches.

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See you soon with P4!!!!! 🤭🤭🤭

[missyourflight]

some stuff i read and watched in june:

taskmaster (s1-5): haven't done an early seasons rewatch in so long, s4 and 5 are basically perfect 2 me. incredible that mark watson manages to be both my favourite type of taskmaster guy (hopelessly despairing) and also nearly won the thing lol. nish forever obviously

silo: got well into this! probably at some point apple will stop throwing millions at sci-fi shows but i'm going to enjoy their folly in the meantime

mission: impossible ii: hadn't seen this one! the weakest of the lot but the john woo of it all is undeniable

mission: impossible iii: PSH outrageously good as the villain, hi keri russell

mission: impossible - ghost protocol: so much fun, especially the sequences where you can see brad bird's animation brain going

mission: impossible - rogue nation: ILSA my beloved, the opera sequence is so gorgeous, no notes!

mission: impossible - fallout: it's good when henry cavill reloads his arms, it's better when tom cruise is sprinting around london rooftops and breaking his ankle etc, my most basic trait is that i Love when they're in london like oooh tate modern. anyway i'm very ready for dead reckoning

asteroid city: the bits about making art really got to me! the vending machines were cool!

joint security area: crash landing on you prepared me for this, blank check weren't lying when they said it was homoerotic, song kang-ho forever etc

dodie smith, the town in bloom: the most delightful narrative voice i've read in Ages and v funny. easy to sell me on 1920s theatrical shenanigans

k patrick, mrs s: So hot and butch, i liked the butch friendship stuff almost more than the sex stuff. more sexy lesbian novels Please

kj charles, the secret lives of country gentlemen: another winner from KJC, my most reliable romantic comfort reads. this time it's smugglers!

alice slater, death of a bookseller: sticky little thriller about being poisoned by true crime, great sense of place, So many pints of dark fruits

laura kay, wild things: bisexual disaster in love with her best friend, tragically very me- and also george russell-coded, god i want to swim in a pond again

SOME STUFF I SAW AT ROCK WERCHTER

the dj on the first nigt who played a mash up of i'm gonna be (500 miles) into temperature and then the 1d cover of one way or another into little lion man (deeply cursed fandom flashbacks etc)

weyes blood with candelabras and glowing hearts and amazing adam curtis projections on the big screen behind her

king princess sending the gay girls of belgium absolutely wild - "you wanna hear a sad lesbian song?"

matty healy is a dickhead but he's very good at being the frontman of the 1975. like if ben whishaw was straight and kind of disgusting

stormzy!!! literally the rain was pouring during blinded by your grace pt 2

mumford and sons - this whole festival was like being borne back ceaseless into the past but the cave still fucks me up, marcus really in his ken marino era, face-wise

PUP - i do believe if this tour doesn't kill you, i will to be a wholly perfect song, they had a trans flag on stage, best vibes of the festival

sigur ros - sometimes you just want to be in a massive barn with thousands of people with your faces turned up in the dark feeling like you're inside the sound somehow

muse - fucking incredible live band still!! every time i'm see them i'm floored by how hot chris the bassist is and then i forget about it and then i see them again and i'm poleaxed etc. they had a tech meltdown during knights of cydonia at the encore so we got showbiz instead!!

christine and the queens - beautiful and terrible as the dawn

jacob collier - asked if we wanted to get funky then put on a special hat, bit george russell-coded in the face

arctic monkeys - sometimes you just want to be in a field with one of your oldest friends singing the songs of your youth!! i love the 70s act actually! there are so many sexy songs on AM!! the skies finally cleared for the beautiful full moon, thank you belgium, good night

[linguario]

🇵🇹 🇧🇷 1️⃣1️⃣ 11 Portᥙgᥙᥱ́s - Portᥙgᥙᥱ̂s - Portᥙgᥙᥱsᥱ O mais importante é que toda #criança merece o #amor e #cuidado de um adulto. 🇸🇰 1️⃣2️⃣ 12 Bᥙ́ᥣgᥲro - български bǎᥣgᥲrskι - Bᥙᥣgᥲrιᥲᥒ Най-важното е всяко #дете да заслужава #обичта и #грижата на възрастен. 🇷🇸 🇽🇰 1️⃣3️⃣ 13 Sᥱrbιo - Србија ° Srbιjᥲ - Sᥱrbιᥲᥒ Најважније је да свако #дете заслужује #љубав и #бригу одрасле особе. 🇦🇲 1️⃣4️⃣ 14 Armᥱᥒιo - հայերեն hᥲყᥱrᥱᥒ - Armᥱᥒιᥲᥒ Ամենակարևորն այն է, որ յուրաքանչյուր #երեխա արժանի է մեծահասակի #սիրո և #խնամքի։ 🇨🇿 1️⃣5️⃣ 15 Chᥱᥴo - čᥱštιᥒᥲ - Czᥱᥴh #Nejdůležitější je, že každé #dítě si zaslouží #lásku a #péči dospělého. 🇩🇰 1️⃣6️⃣ 16 Dᥲᥒᥱ́s - Dᥲᥒsk - Dᥲᥒιsh Det vigtigste er, at hvert #barn fortjener en voksens #kærlighed og #pleje. 🇪🇪 1️⃣7️⃣ 17 Estoᥒιo - Eᥱstι - Estoᥒιᥲᥒ Kõige tähtsam on see, et iga #laps väärib täiskasvanu #armastust ja #hoolt. 🇫🇮 1️⃣8️⃣ 18 Fιᥒᥱ́s - sᥙomι - Fιᥒᥒιsh Tärkeintä on, että jokainen #lapsi ansaitsee aikuisen #rakkauden ja #huollon. 🇬🇪 1️⃣9️⃣ 19 Gᥱorgιᥲᥒo - ქართუ��ი - Gᥱorgιᥲᥒ ყველაზე მნიშვნელოვანი ის არის, რომ ყველა #ბავშვი იმსახურებს ზრდასრულის #სიყვარულს და #მზრუნველობას. 🏺 🇬🇷 2️⃣0️⃣ 20 Grιᥱgo - Ελληνικά - Grᥱᥱk Το πιο σημαντικό είναι ότι κάθε #παιδί αξίζει την #αγάπη και τη #φροντίδα ενός ενήλικα. (en Mbinga) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmIXlWLt6pw/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[spandex-if]

Pengu, pls, pls, pls the ro's kinks?

h: a rougher, more intense and passionate lover, prefers to take the more dominant role in bed. will pretend that they are very tired of this bondage stereotype that comes with the job, but always fucks you that much harder when your wrists are cuffed above your head. sensory deprivation and bondage. slight voyeurism kink (will go down on you in a bathroom of a club or a deserted alleyway)

l: patient, artistic lover. gentle, relaxed and torturously slow. they savour and make art of your body, the way it moves against theirs, the music that your mouth makes as you arch into them, the taste of your skin between their teeth. would lean towards temperature and sensory play. is a switch

r: almost clinical in the way that they take you apart. likes to figure out all the ways that they can make you scream or beg. sometimes, they prefer to just unravel you with their fingers and mouth. will push you against the glass walls of their penthouse. humiliation and overstimulation/orgasm denial/edging kink. also a more dominant player in bed

s: shy lover who is eager to learn and even more eager to please. slightly sub leaning. likes to keep the atmosphere light when tumbling in the sheets, and is adventurous enough to try everything at least once. would like to be pushed down into the mattress once in a while

[scribblcs]

𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐀𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐋 "𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐓" 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐙 . . .

[PEDRO PASCAL, CISMALE, HE/HIM] who’s that? oh it’s GABRIEL “GABE” DIAZ. i hear they’re FORTY-FIVE and are known as THE THERAPIST around DOWNTOWN HAWKINS. they’re also a TRAUMA & ADDICTION THERAPIST at INDIANA GOVERNMENT DEPARTMENT OF HOMELAND SECURITY. they’re known to be SINCERE, OBSERVANT and STRAIGHTFORWARD, COMPLIANT. some people say they remind them of GROOVY MUSIC ON SUNDAY MORNINGS, THE VALUE OF A FLOURISHING GARDEN, DOG TAGS WORN BENEATH EVERY OUTFIT, AND BURYING YOURSELF IN CONCERN. [ro]

𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒

full name: gabriel john diaz nicknames: gabe, dr. gabe birthday: november 1st, 1943 age: forty-five sun/moon/rising: scorpio/scorpio/taurus sexuality: homosexual education: literally his doctorate. did u know gabe is a doctor???

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

aka, a handful of gabe’s favorite songs

i feel love - donna summer

you’re the first, the last, my everything- barry white

nothing can change this love - sam cooke

everybody plays the fool - the main ingredient 

(sitting’ on) the dock of the bay- otis redding

mustang sally - wilson pickett

shining star- earth, wind, & fire

papa was a rollin stone - the temptations

every 1′s a winner - hot chocolate

𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒

groovy music on sunday mornings, the value of a flourishing garden, dog tags worn beneath every outfit, burying yourself in concern, firm handshakes, sharp scribbling on a pen, thoughtfully running hands through hair, fireflies at dusk, waving at strangers, believing in second chances, making friends with the skeletons in the closet, putting everyone else’s oxygen mask on first, smiling at every opportunity, heavily annotated books, and a heart so big it bleeds. 

𝐁𝐈𝐎

tw: war, addiction, homophobia, suicide mention

gabriel grew up on a small farm in rural illinois, the eldest of six, his responsible streak seemed to be written in the stars. his family didn’t have much, but he had them, and that was all gabe needed. compared to other boys in the fifties, gabe had always been more in touch with his feelings. where his friends would tip cows for fun, he’d brush his fingers across their heads, and pretend their moos were secrets. he’d whisper back to them.

into his teen years, gabe was a staunch rule follower, they were there for a reason in the end, weren’t they? he was an all american boy who’s biggest dream was to make his family proud, build his parents a new barn, and buy them some more land to extend into. he was never much good with his hands, often only receiving bad marks in school when he took shop classes. he might not have known how to build an engine or anything fancy, but he was decent enough at science he thought he’d try for medical school.

the path from high school graduation to starting ( and completing ) his education in chicago was linear, but one of the most exciting times of his life. he had never met city folk with such strong thoughts. he learned much beyond the walls of school in those years, mainly, that he was gay, but that wasn’t something he so much talked about then.

in 1969, gabe was twenty-six, and fresh out of med school when the vietnam war was it’s height. it was a miracle he hadn’t been drafted by the end of the sixties. even if the big city had made a man out of him, he was still the same american boy at heart, and felt a call to the battlefield. not as a soldier of course, he was useless when it came to a fight (see: johnny davis and his pals calling him a queer and kicking the shit out of him in middle school.), but he was newly brandishing his doctorate, and he thought maybe if he went overseas he could fix up the troops, then come back to his regular life.

what a fool he had been. most days, gabe wants to punch that idiot in the head, knock the naivety out of him before the war got the chance to. he was in the battlefield as a combat medic until the bitter end i 1973 and the atrocities he saw changed him. that proud hearted, gentle, all-american boy died on the soil beside fellow soldiers. he never seemed to understand how he even survived, but he figured he was there for a reason, not by god, but fate or some other force. he concluded he was there to comfort people, to help them. that purpose carried him through and back home.

when gabe returned to chicago, he’d lost four years of his life to the war, but it might as well have been four centuries. he felt so out of touch with what the world was today, he had all of this pain, and nowhere to put it. gabe attempted to find that purpose again, working in a hospital briefly, but at the first sight of blood, he ran out of the room and freaked out. he was thirty years old, spitting out his fear into the toilet as his trauma ran down from his eyes in a bathroom stall. hospitals were out of the question for him from then on out.

feeling utterly lost, gabe followed down the steep slope of abusing drugs. whatever he could get his hands on to stop the nightmares, he took. like most tales of addiction, gabe destroyed his relationships, particularly with his family, and that only sent him deeper into this spiral. his behavior continued like this for the remainder of the seventies until he got the call in 1980 that one of his closest buddies from vietnam had committed suicide.

that was what it took for gabe to get his act together. he checked himself into a rehabilitation program, followed the rules, stuck to them, and came out clean in the end. he even came out of it with a new passion. some additional schooling was needed, but eventually, he became a licensed therapist, and started up his own practice in chicago. his pride and joy to date though were his two support groups, one for addicts and one for veterans. he’d found a reason to keep pushing, and life had been pretty good since then.

until the man came knocking, tearing their clutches into gabe one last time. that was what the government did, he supposed, sucked people dry. the agent said they heard about his success with these support groups, told him about a town called hawkins with a group being reintroduced into the population that was going to need his help, that there was drug problem, and there was nobody more qualified than he to do it. if that hadn’t been enticing enough, there was of course the check. his parents were gone at this point, but it was big enough to get each of his siblings some of that land he always wanted to buy. he simply couldn’t refuse.

so he gave his card to his current patients, encouraged them to keep meeting, and moved a state over to set up shop in hawkins. his practice currently sits in downtown and gabe plans to dotingly attend to those who were lost to the forest (that is when they show up to their mandatory appointments at least.) that being said, his door is open for any resident, and he’s looking forward to the future brightly, confident he can once again make a difference.

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Stevie’s Lil’ Sis

Y/N's POV

Today's the day I am set to reunite with my brother. Hes going to be shocked, seeing as how he presumes me to be dead. You see, shortly before he heroically plunged into the ice, Hydra had kidnapped me.

They had originally planned to use  me as a tool to convince my brother to join their side. Lucky him, he never got the memo, which in turn left an unlucky me. Their next move was to kill me, until they realized a woman super soldier would work well in their favor.

I mean, in the time we lived in, no one would believe a woman to cause as much destruction. Nor would any targets really be suspicious of a petite woman such as myself. I slipped in and out with ease, though my conscience wasn't so lucky. Being under mind control doesn't refute the guilt when you relive the crimes every time you close your eyes.

Two years ago to this day I escaped, however I was free for 24 hours before Captain Eyepatch found me. Initially he didn't want to hear me out, to really have an apparent third individual from the 40's still youthful in the 2010's was too much for him to want to fathom.

However, Fury knew it to be highly likely that you were being truthful, as your smile eerily resembled that of Cap's. So, he discreetly DNA matched, much to your discomfort as the idea of being poked and prodded brought you nothing more than additional trauma. To be free was all you wanted, so after the confirmation he chose to talk to you and bring you up to speed ... and boy did you have a lot to catch up on.

Within the first five minutes your head was spinning. Not only to find out your brother was alive, and still being quite the hero. But your honorary big brother James "Bucky" Barnes was also alive, and had been living within the same Hydra walls as you. He's been free'd and you couldn't help but feel immensely happy learning this. All that was on your mind at this point was to see them, but Fury's plans were different though. He wanted to allow you to be free'd too, so he set you up to go to Wakanda for the same treatment Bucky Boy had received. You whined, but knew better than to grovel for too long.

Fury assigned you to an agent by the name of "Natasha Romanoff." What a pretty name, but oh, was the woman herself far prettier --STUNNING was more like it. After a debriefing from Fury, she greeted you with a warm smile, and you returned it with a flustered, and goofy one.

"Natasha Romanoff, nice to meet you" she says as she reaches out for a handshake

"Y-Yn Ro-gers" you flinch and stutter back, not really used to gentle hands coming your way.

She immediately sensed your hesitant nature, and wasn't put off by your lack of reciprocation. She understands. So she puts her hand down, and keeps the smile up. She then begins to relay the plan to you, you nod and smile shyly, hardly hearing a word. You couldn't focus passed your guilt for not shaking her hand, as well as you were too busy staring. This wasn't lost on Natasha, but she just continued on, internally chuckling at your state. Next thing you know, you're in Wakanda.

As you're six months into your treatment you find out Natasha's on her way for a physical check in. As soon as you see her you greet her with a smile and you extend your hand for a shake. She reciprocates with a smile of her own and a firm grip. You don't say anythng, but as your hands meet you feel sparks--probably just static but it still excites you.

"Agent Romanoff, pleasure to see you again" you say

"Nat!" she interjects

"I'm sorry,what?" you question

"Just call me Nat. No need for formalities" she says as she smiles sweetly at you

"Alright ... Natty it is!" you laugh and wink, immediately heading into Shuri's lab giving her zero chance to respond

Nat's POV

I quickly follow Y/N into the lab, stunned by her sudden comfort in giving me a nickname. I'm not going to lie, normally if someone like Clint did that, they'd be in the medbay ... However, for Y/N this is a major wall she's broken down ... also she's pretty cute so I'll let it slide. After talking to Shuri, and T'Challa I understand that though she's doing well, they anticipate another 12-18 months for a full recovery. As I wrap up with them, I decide to observe Y/N from afar, so I can get a clinical and personal POV for my "mission" report. As I'm observing her play with the kids I can already see how much more free she's become. She notices me watching and waves me over.

"Hey Nat...ty, enjoying the view?" she remarks with a raised brow and goofy grin

As much as I want to flirt back I just reply with

"Yeah, Wakanda's really got some beautiful scenery"

Her grin faltered a bit but she resumed her smile, turned around and said

"Yeah, it really does."

After a moment of silence, I speak up and say

"Well, I'll continue to call once or twice a month, and I'll see you in another six months."

I extend my hand out, but she just smiles and then abruptly pulls me into a hug instead. I tense up, but almost instantly hug her back realizing she could use some physical comfort and affection. To be honest, I could too, and holding her just feels right to me.

I stick true to my word, calling and doing physical check ups. Each visit seeming to bring me this immense comfort. Watching her flourish excites me to no end. Getting to be apart of this whole ordeal felt right, it was beyond purposeful. Getting to know her on a deeper level was something I never expected to enjoy this much... but it also terrified the sh*t out of me. The idea that I might be falling for her was scarier than the aliens we fought in New York. Love's always been hard for me, but to this intensity it was like every wall within was crumbling. The rush was cool though

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PART 1 (1,077 words)... PART 2 should be posted (:

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#5

the sun, moon, and stars II

pairing(s): steve rogers x bucky barnes, steve rogers x reader x bucky barnes warning(s): sad!stucky, angst series masterlist

all 3 kingdoms were on lookout. the youngest heir of the kingdom was missing. you were nowhere to be found on the day of your wedding. the whole kingdom was searched and yet no one found anything. well…almost no one.

after the initial shock of you leaving wore off, steve and bucky finally decided to think straight. the one place no one thought of looking, was by far the obvious choice. the three of you had always wanted an escape from the duties of princes and princess. that was how you had found the small cave hidden away in the forest behind your castle. the three of you made it home, completed with bookshelves and pillows and everything a 12 year old wanting to get away from the world would want.

and that’s exactly where bucky and steve found the letter, hidden away in your favorite book at the very back of the bookshelf.

“my dearest steve and bucky,

i wish you two to be the happiest people in the world. i will always go to any ends of the world to give that to you. i know you would never love me the same way i do. i could never face it if you rejected me so i guess i’m writing this because i’m scared.

i love you both. no, i’m in love with both of you. and that’s why i have to leave. i know you’ll be worried, but i’ll be perfectly alright.

we’ve always said to the end of the line, but i suppose my line ends here.

yours forever and always, y/n/n”

bucky’s voice trembled as he read the letter out loud. Steve swore his heart stopped. The two could never find the words to tell you how much they loved you. how in love they were with you. but now you were gone.

and there was nothing they wouldn’t give to get you back into their lives.

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96 notes • Posted 2021-07-05 05:42:45 GMT

#4

no matter what it takes

pairing(s): 40s!bucky barnes x reader, bucky barnes x reader warning(s): angst with a happy ending bucky barnes masterlist

the moon shone above you, illuminating your bodies as bucky twirled you around. the only sounds were soft laughs and the sound of your feet against the cement. your arms remained wrapped around bucky's neck as tears glazed your eyes. no words were exchanged as bucky gently kissed away the stray tears that slipped.

"come home to me, james” you plead softly against his chest as he holds you close, only tightening his grip on you. “i can’t do this without you”

“i’ll be back before you know it, doll” he kisses the top of your head, pulling away slightly to brush some hair from your face. “i promise i’ll be back, no matter what it takes” you hum softly, finally letting your tears fall as you pull him in for a soft kiss. The two of you only pulling apart for air. whispered promises and “i love you’s” fill the atmosphere as the two of you hold each other. you breathe in his scent, etching the musky scent into your mind.

you woke with a start, the tears threatening to fall as you catch your breath, your mind flashing with pictures of that night. the engagement ring around your neck felt heavy as you rubbed the sleep out of your eyes, slipping out of the bed. tiredly, you slinked to the kitchen of your house. pouring yourself a hot cup of coffee, your eyes focused on a man sitting on the couch. his head snapped up at the sound of glass breaking, the coffee cup you held now in pieces on the ground. The blues eyes that haunted your dreams softened as he took in your tired, glazed eyes.

“hey, doll” his quiet voice pulled you out of your daze. you were quick to run into his arms, burying your face into his neck as you allowed yourself to bask in his familiar scent. “no matter what it takes, remember?” you wetly laughed, pulling him in for a kiss.

“you’re a few years late, barnes” bucky cautiously cupped your cheek with his metal arm, brushing away the tears. your hand moved up to take the hand in yours, admiring the metal plates and gold lining. “better make it up to me”

bucky softly smiled at you, kissing you. “no matter what.”

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123 notes • Posted 2021-07-02 04:52:14 GMT

#3

"the sun, moon, and stars" masterlist

pairing(s): steve rogers x bucky barnes, steve rogers x reader x bucky barnes status: ongoing / on hold general warning(s): angst, fluff, slight mentions of smut and mature topics, some curses here and there, loads of sad!reader/sad!steve/sad!bucky summary: y/n, steve, and bucky were heirs to their kingdoms. they grew up together and fell in love together. when steve and y/n are to be wed, steve and bucky's secret get out. and not in the way they wanted it to. but even sad days have an end.

parts

part I

part II

part III

more chapters coming soon :)

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fic inspos

y/n's locket

prince!steve and prince!bucky moodboards by @my-divine-death

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133 notes • Posted 2021-07-05 03:38:11 GMT

#2

When I Was Your Man - Fred Weasley

Pairing(s): Fred Weasley x fem!reader

Warning(s): Angst, break up (reader x Fred), sad Fred :(

Summary: 4 years after the war, Fred still regrets the way things ended between him and his long-time girlfriend. He regrets it, even more, when he sees her in someone else's arms. But maybe talking to her might do him good.

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Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down 'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

Y/n’s finger drew random patterns on his chest, her eyes closed and a content smile on her lips as the two slowly woke up. A short kiss and quiet good mornings shared as the light shone from the window. But that was 4 years ago, and now Fred woke up alone. The light that once shone brightly through the window seemed dimmed as he remembered the girl that used to lay with him.

No one understood what happened to the two. Some days Hermione and Ginny would sit in the kitchen quietly talking when Y/n’s name gets brought up. Everyone had a different bond with Y/n. Ginny looked up to her, Y/n bonded with Charlie over drawings, she bonded with George over pranks, Ron loved the little baked treats she made, Bill could always depend on her to look out for the others, and she even got along with Percy!

Even as careful as they are as they reminisce about the times with her, Fred still hears and his heart breaks a little more than the day before as a ghost of a smile appears on his face. The bittersweet memories clouding his head once again.

It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flower And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance

When he looks back, it’s easy to see that he did take advantage of her. He always thought she would come back even if he pushed her away.

The beginning of the two was the best in his opinion. Flowers and chocolates and dancing in the common room at 2 in the morning. But it all slowly faded away as Fred stopped giving her as much attention. She was one of the few things he and his twin got into arguments over. George could see how much it hurt Y/n when Fred made up yet another excuse and he did not put it lightly when confronting Fred about it multiple times.

Now my baby's dancing But she's dancing with another man

Ginny, Harry, and George finally managed to get Fred to leave the store. Dragging him to a small lounge. The evening was filled with small smiles and light drinking. That is until Fred’s eyes fell on a couple on the dance floor. His smile dropped as his eyes took in the sight of Y/n.

Her head rested on a man’s chest, his hands wrapped protectively around her waist as hers rested around his neck. She lifted her head with a quiet giggle as the man spoke in her ear. Leaning up on her toes to place a gentle kiss on his lips.

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh And that haunts me every time I close my eyes

It was April 1st, Fred’s birthday. He hadn’t seen Y/n much the whole day and it was starting to annoy him. So when he saw her and his brother hugging in his room, the world just kind of stopped. Fred was yelling at her, she was trying to stick up for herself, and George was yelling at him. She stormed out that day, tears streaming down her face. Fred hated her until his eyes landed on a neatly wrapped gift on his bed, looking at George who simply shook his head and walked out of the room.

“Happy birthday, daddy. Don’t have too much fun, I’ll be there next year to celebrate with you” His heart stopped as he read the note, shaking hands unwrapping the box, and pulling out a framed photo of an ultrasound.

It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance

His favorite memory of Y/n was after a quidditch party. Everyone was tired and hyped, music blasting through the common room and right in the middle of it all was Y/n dancing in Fred's arms. Kissing away his playful pouts and complaints of dancing with small giggles.

Now my baby's dancing But she's dancing with another man

After that day it just seemed like he saw her everywhere. At the store, at restaurants, on the streets, you name it. But the first time he saw his little girl was the day he broke down.

Y/n was at the park, sitting next to the mystery man on a bench overlooking the playground. Fred subtly watched as a little girl, not over 4, ran up to them, lifting herself onto her mother’s lap and giggling. She looked exactly like Y/n. Except for the bright red hair which was neatly put into 2 little buns on the top of her head, that definitely belonged to her father. That day he also saw the shining gold wedding ring on Y/n’s hand. Her hand intertwined with the man’s as the two walked, the little girl skipping not too far in front of them.

Although it hurts I'll be the first to say that I was wrong Oh, I know I'm probably much too late To try and apologize for my mistakes But I just want you to know

“Fred?” A small hesitant voice came from behind him making him freeze. He was at the store, picking up some groceries for George and Angie. He turned, his heartbreaking as his eyes met hers. The e/c in her eyes still as bright as the day he first met her all those years ago. He took her in, eyes softening at the little girl clumsily hiding behind her.

“You look good” His voice rasped, a sad smile appearing. Y/n smiled, moving to hug him. “How’ve you been?”

“Better,” She pulled away, gently pulling the girl to stand in front of her. He knelt down to look at the girl, her eyes peeking up at him. “Her name’s Georgia. Georgia Maeve,” Y/n quietly watched as the two interacted. Georgia warmed up to him almost instantly, giggling and babbling to her birth father.

I hope he buys you flowers I hope he holds your hand Give you all his hours When he has the chance Take you to every party 'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance Do all the things I should have done When I was your man Do all the things I should have done When I was your man

“Y/n? Ready to go?” A man called out, walking to stand by her. “Who’s this?”

“An old friend,” She shared a small smile with Fred before looking at the man and pecking his cheek. “Why don’t you take Gigi to check out for her things and I’ll meet you at the car?” He nodded, holding his hand out to Georgia and walking away.

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151 notes • Posted 2021-05-18 20:56:06 GMT

#1

{ 𝖙𝖔𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖍𝖊𝖗, 𝖎 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 }

pairing(s): mob!bucky x wife!reader warning(s): threats, knives, slight blood, guns, slight angst?, shorter than expected?? summary: a nice, quiet dinner gets interrupted as your husband's past reminds you just how dangerous your lives are

everything happened in a flash, gun shots, blood splatters, and screams. you couldn't really complain though, you knew what you signed up for when you married him. he warned you continuously while the two of you dated, his life wasn't safe. but some moments were worth it.

there were five guns pointed at you, maybe more, which made bucky freeze. his eyes flickered between your eyes and the men around you. in between the chaos, some people had run out, some were huddled together in a corner, bucky was on one side of the room, while you were on the other.

men in all black stood around you in a semi-circle, parting slightly to let a man through. bucky’s blood ran cold as he locked eyes with him over your shoulder, causing you to turn around. your eyes locked with the one and only brock rumlow. you first met brock within the first month of dating bucky, the two having been partners at the time. but as the next 3 years passed by and you got married, the two had slowly developed a rivalry. both were now feared leaders of brooklyn’s two biggest mobs. rumlow had gone quiet for a while so you had managed to convince bucky to let down his guard temporarily and take the two of out for dinner at your favorite restaurant.

“you’re a hard person to find, james” brock smirked, standing behind you. “I’m glad today was the day I found you, otherwise I never would’ve been able to see her again”

“touch her, brock, I dare you” bucky’s voice was deep, you could almost classify it as a growl as brock stepped closer. the second his hands touched you, bucky saw red. immediately lunging towards you and pulling you away from him as he blocked bullets with his arm. all five men that surrounded you were soon on the ground as brock was held at gunpoint.

the loud sound of bullets being fired registered into your head before you saw brock fall to the ground, slightly flinching as he did but you immediately relaxed as bucky’s arms enveloped you. apologies were whispered as he looked you over, making sure you weren’t hurt, but you shook them off. you didn’t want to say anything so instead just chose to lay your head on his shoulder, your arms softly squeezing his torso as he presses a kiss against your head.

so yes, this life was dangerous, but you knew he wouldn’t let anything happen to you.

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Sanders Sides AU-gust Day 11: Farm/Ranch

Roman is about to spend the summer on the ranch with his family. He might also have a crush in the form of his dad’s new employee, Virgil. Roman POV, Prinxiety with Logicality, Dukeceit and Creativitwins.

Day 10 | Masterlist | Day 12

“Roman, have you finished packing?”

“Yeah, Dad!” Roman yelled, haphazardly stuffing the rest of his things into his backpack.

“Then come downstairs. I’m about to call your father and brother.”

“K, on my way down!” Roman hurried downstairs, where his dad was sitting at the kitchen table. He was struggling with figuring out how to turn on the video call. Roman rolled his eyes fondly. After all these years of video calls and he still struggles? “Here, Dad. I’ll set it up.” His father sighed before handing over the laptop, adjusting his tie as he did so. Roman quickly set up the video chat, and was unsurprised that Remus answered. Roman snorted, “Hey, bro. Helping Papa with the computer?”

Remus smiled. “Yeah, still can’t figure it out after all these calls. I’m guessin’ you had the same struggle with Daddio?”

Roman smirked. “Of course. I swear, one day we’ll find out who we inherited our love of tech from. It definitely wasn’t these two goofballs.”

Dad grunted. “You are both aware that the two of us can hear you, correct?” The twins just laughed.

A voice on Remus’ end cut in. “Lo, let ‘em have their fun!” Remus moved to sit down, and Roman’s other dad was now visible. “Ro, look at you! You’ve gotten so big!”

Roman laughed. “Papa, you saw me a few days ago!”

His Papa smiled. “But every day the two of you get a little bit bigger. It feels like just yesterday the two of you came up to my knee, running around the chicken coops.” He suddenly gasped, and Roman saw his twin tense. “Speaking of growing up, someone’s got somethin’ to say.”

Remus grumbled. “ ‘s not much, really.”

Dad’s head tilted curiously. “Remus, I assure you that whatever you say won’t change our opinions of you. Now, what is making your father practically vibrate in his seat?”

Papa was actually vibrating with excitement, but that wasn’t as important as Remus suddenly shouting. “I have a boyfriend!”

Roman and his dad sat in silence for a moment before congratulating him. Roman eventually laughed. “So, ‘Remus  ‘I’ll-never-kiss-anyone-ever’ Sanders’ has a boyfriend.” Roman smirked as Remus blushed. “So, who’s the lucky guy?”

Remus coughed into his hand. “His name’s Janus, he moved here a few months ago and you’ll get to meet him when you get here. That’s all you need to know.”

Roman laughed. “Alright, keep your secrets. I’ll get my information eventually.” They chatted for another 20 minutes before discussing what would happen in the morning.

“Yes, Roman and I will be leaving at precisely 10 AM tomorrow morning. I’ve booked hotels in both Ohio and Missouri, and we should reach the farm by 3 PM in three days.”

“Oh, I can’t wait to have you down on the farm again! We’ve got new chickens, and you can meet Janus, and-”

“Patton, calm down. You’ll fall out of your seat if you keep bouncing.”

Roman watched as his Papa forced himself to stop bouncing, though his leg was still vibrating. He had a sheepish expression. “Sorry.”

Dad smiled fondly. “You did nothing wrong, Love. I just don’t want you to fall out of your chair and injure yourself again.”

Remus cleared his throat. “As much as I wanna see my dads making virtual goo-goo eyes in front of me.” Their dads blushed, looking away. “The two of you need to get some sleep before you leave tomorrow. We’ll see you in a few days.”

Papa waved to the camera. “Bye Ro! Bye Lo! Love you bunches and bunches!”

Dad smiled softly. “We love you too. We’ll see you soon.”

Roman smiled, ignoring the twist he felt in his gut every time they ended these calls. “Bye, see you in a few days.” He watched as the screen went blank.

Dad cleared his throat. “I was about to order dinner. Is there anything you would prefer?”

Roman smiled, but he knew it didn’t reach his eyes. “Pizza sounds nice.”

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Roman sighed as he collapsed onto his bed. He loved his dad, he really did. But sometimes Roman wished he could hide under the covers and stop existing. Socializing was just too much sometimes.

Bzzz.

Roman looked down at his phone. Remus had sent the usual ‘you up?’ text. Roman snorted. It was times like these that reminded Roman that Remus was just as socially inept as he is. Every night, Remus would ask if Roman was awake. And every night, Roman would say yes, because he’d stay up and wait for their nightly conversation. Even though they lived over 1,500 miles away, they were still just as similar as expected for identical twins. Roman shook his head as he focused on his phone.

Ro- (10:48 PM) Aright, spill

Re- (10:48 PM) I don’t know what you’re talking about

Ro- (10:48 PM) You know exactly what I’m talking about

Ro- (10:48 PM) Now spill. All the details

Re- (10:49 PM) GOD that man is the hottest guy I’ve ever met!

Re- (10:49 PM) His name’s Janus Cobra. He’s 6’3” and rich as hell

Re- (10:49 PM) His family moved here back in January. No siblings to speak of. Sorry bro ;)

Ro- (10:50 PM) Papa made it sound like you two were holding hands and confessing like little schoolgirls

Re- (10:50 PM) Hell no!

Re- (10:50 PM) He just saw us kissing each other goodbye and assumed it was our first kiss.

Re- (10:50 PM) We started making out back in March

Re- (10:51 PM) We’ve had sex on almost every part of the farm

Re- (10:51 PM) Except for the horse barn, V’s got a sixth sense about who’s in there

Ro- (10:51 PM) V?

Re- (10:52 PM) Virgil Storm

Re- (10:52 PM) Papa hired him back in February. You’ll like him

Re- (10:52 PM) Disney nerd, sarcastic as hell, calls everyone by nicknames, emo, almost as hot as Jannie

Ro- (10:53 PM) If you say so. He sounds fun, but I’m not sure about the ‘emo’ thing

Re- (10:53 PM) Don’t lie to me. I know you fantasize having a sexy guy sway you to the dark side

Re- (10:54 PM) I’m your brother. You can’t hide that shit from me

Ro- (10:54 PM) Damn you. Using my own thoughts against me

Re- (10:54 PM) It’s my job :)

Re- (10:54 PM) I’ll be sure to introduce you to V when you get here

Re- (10:54 PM) Now get some sleep

Ro- (10:55 PM) Alright. Goodnight Re

Re- (10:55 PM) Night Ro. Don’t let the bedbugs crawl into your ears while you sleep!

Ro- (10:55 PM) Ew

Roman sighed as he looked up at the ceiling. He started thinking about what he would do once he visited Remus and Papa. Then his mind started to drift back into the past.

Patton and Logan Sanders loved each other more than anything. But Patton’s dream was to live in Kansas on his farm, while Logan’s dream was to teach at his father’s old college in New York. So they split up, and each took a twin with them. They’re still married and in love, just far apart. Logan and Patton call each other every day, and they do family video calls twice a week. Patton and Remus spend the winter holidays in New York, while Roman and Logan spend their summer vacations in Kansas.

Roman yawned. Maybe this ‘Virgil’ will make the summer more interesting. I guess I’ll have to wait and see.

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fuck it Rowan rambling

What is/are your OC’s nickname(s) and how did it come about? Ro. It’s a shortened version of their name so it came about kinda obviously. Leon and Hop are the only ones that really use it though. Their dad has called them little litten since they were a child. They were an active kid and acted a bit like a cat sometimes.

What is the color of your OC’s eyes/hair/skin? Brown eyes. Short side shaved hair with the top dyed purple and the side shave naturally black. Warm tan skin.

How tall is your OC? 5’5”, they’re not short but a lot of people they know are taller than them. Even if only by a couple inches. They find this really funny.

What is a noticeable physical attribute of your OC? Their hair and their pointy canines.

What does your OC normally wear? What would your OC wear on a special night? Normally they wear a black sleeveless turtleneck and high waisted pants or shorts along with black boots. Their battling/champion wear is about the same as Leon’s with a different cape. As for formal wear they would go with something like this or this

What is one word you would use to describe your OC’s appearances? Mess

Does your OC have any markings, such as a birthmark or a scar? They have a few knicks and scars from general farm work.. Nothing really stands out about those to the regular person though.

How does your OC talk/what does your OC’s voice sound like?I’d have to come back to this one. I haven’t heard anyone who gives me their vibes yet.

What does your OC’s bedroom look like? Their living area? somethin like this but with more color probably

What does your OC keep in a special drawer? Ask Rose :)

What is your OC’s relationship with their mother? Nonexistent/strained since she left. If they’re honest they’d prefer not to think about her all that much. They do have a step mother but they were older by the time their father met her and thus they’re closer as friends. However if they need motherly advice they’re not afraid to ask.

What is your OC’s relationship with their father? Good. He’s very open and supportive of them and would give up a fair bit to help them out even if they won’t say a thing. They look to him for advice and call him often now that they’ve left the farm/home.

How many siblings does your OC have and what is their relationship with them? They have none biologically. They do consider Hop like a little brother however and they get along just fine.

Who is the mother and/or father figure in your OC’s life? Leon’s mother was like another mother while they were growing up. Even when he wasn’t home they were over often. Either as friendly visits or to help watch Hop for a day.

What was your OC’s childhood like? They moved to Galar when they were 7 with family (their Father, his parents, and their mother) and onto a farm in which they lived and worked. From there on it was mostly normal but behind the scenes there was a fair bit of emotional abuse being thrown their way by their mother. It led to a lot of nights spent running over to friends' houses to get away or crying in the barn.

What is your OC’s strongest childhood memory? Why and how has that impacted him/her? There’s a few things. Firstly Leon’s introduction and want to include them in whatever he did. It sparked a lifelong friendship between the two. Even when he became champion they still tried to stay as close as possible. The other is when their mother started their abuse. Constant yelling at them, telling them they weren’t good enough, they weren’t smart, they never cared about anyone, no one cared about them, they weren’t enough of a “girl” for their her tastes. Things like that. None of that has left them since their mother left/ their father caught on and kicked her out. But all those things are still in the back of their head nagging them to this day.

What is your OC’s imagination like? Half the books they owned while growing up were action fantasy and the other half were picture books of places they thought were pretty. So a lot of their imagination is still things like that. Imagining what it would be like to be in those pretty places, imagining dragon and fairy types roaming around in adventures in those places. Going out and doing those adventures themselves. Sometimes a little bit of romance gets involved in there. They fancy themselves the rogue that charms a noble in those cases.

How many times did your OC move as a child? Which area was their favorite? Just the once, it was a big move that stuck with them but that’s all. Since they’ve known Galar and the farm longer than they ever did their first home it’s their favorite.

What does your OC think of children- either in general or about having them? They like them and they’re good at handling them too. As mentioned earlier on they’d babysat Hop and when they’d go back home to visit extended family they’d always be around the kids there too. Having them is a different story. It’s something they’re really conflicted on. They’re not entirely sure they’d be a good parent and they need to know that whoever they’re with they could trust them to actually parent as well.

What kind of parent would your OC be? Same as their dad; open, supportive, and would drop everything to help their child out. Also puts their entire being into storytelling and play time.

Who are your OC’s closest relatives? Their father and while they were alive their grandparents, grandmother especially. Their father and grandfather showed them everything they know about farm work and their father always encouraged them to try new things but know their limits. Their grandmother showed them everything she knew about cooking and passed on some sewing knowledge to them as well.

Who is/are your OC’s closest friend(s)? Both Leon and Sonia have been their best friends since they moved to Potswick. They confide in them both for different reasons but rely on them both equally.

Who are the people your OC surrounds themselves with? Close friends, family, their pokemon team, a lover. They like other people but it’s a bit harder now for them to hang around random people.

Who are the people your OC dislikes/hates? People who lose their temper easily, people who scream to talk, the press.

If your OC has a soulmate, who is it? Wouldn't you like to know, weather boy?

Why does your OC and their soulmate work so well together?Most of the people in his life tend to kiss up to him a lot or mince their words around him, not Rowan. Rowan, whether they actually thought their words through or just blurted them out, tends to be a bit more blunt and they are not afraid to be so what-so-ever. Grounds him a bit when he needs it. He grounds them as well. He’s quick to pick up on when they’re feeling down and while he isn’t quite privy to everything that happened to them yet he’ll swoop right in and quell any notion they have that’s negative about themselves. Also he's pretty gotten pretty good at telling when they're about to blurt something out and can stop and get them to think.

What are some things your OC admires about their soulmate? His smile, his deep laugh and the way the lines around his eyes crinkle during both those things. His smell is another bonus, they may have stolen a jacket from him just to wear it on nights when he’s not around because of it.

How did your OC and his/her soulmate meet? During the season, as a somewhat belated birthday gift Leon brought them out to Wydon to watch an exhibition match and hang out for a weekend. During which They happened to meet up with the uhhhh, the man. Didn’t go great according to them but it is a part of their story nonetheless. They didn’t get together or really see much of each other for about two years after that when Rowan finally started the gym challenge themself however.

What is your OC’s level of education? High school. They opted to work the farm instead of pursuing much else afterwards. That’s how they grew up, it’s what they knew and honestly they enjoyed it.

Did your OC participate in extracurricular activities, and if so, what were they? Not officially, however despite not taking up being a trainer they’d always ask Leon about it and he was more than happy to share the knowledge.

What is your OC’s opinion of school? What kind of student were they? Average. They just learned what was needed and did a boat load of reading.

What subjects did your OC excel at? foreign language but they cheated technically because they already spoke the language they took at home with their grandparents. Shh, no one has to know.

What subjects interested your OC? Literature specifically, they liked learning about classics. While they never took anything related to it, they admired theater from afar.

What is your OC’s dream job and/or current profession? Currently they’re Galar’s newest champion. In the past they worked on the family farm and would go back to it should they ever step down. In their dreams if they had to settle down they’d like to be a writer of some sort in a house in the middle of nowhere.

How is your OC working towards his/her dream job and/or achieved his/her current profession? For the farm work it’s not really a matter of working towards it. They’ll always have that place back home. For the writing They’d have to actually write.

What are your OC’s thoughts/opinions of his/her current profession? They’re conflicted and entirely unsure they belong in the position they’re in. Even during the gym challenge they weren’t sure they’d ever get as far as the final tournament. A lot of that inner turmoil has to do with their past but they’re good at putting on a show and hiding it. At home they slink into Rose’s arms and tell him the worries of the day and he does his best to give advice or just affirmation.

What is your OC’s biggest dream? Being on the beach, resting in the water, floating away, not a care in the world. That’s about half of what they did when they went back home to see the extended family so it invokes a good fuzzy warm feeling in them.

How does your OC react to and handle stress? Depends on the stressor honestly. If it’s something a bit beyond control they tend to get real quiet and frustrated.

How does your OC handle anger? Not well, they’re afraid of being angry. They’re afraid of being like their mom. And they’re definitely afraid of any anger towards them.

How does your OC handle grief? It’s a multi-step process. They withdraw for a while, cry a lot. They know it’s important to let other people in to help but at least for a few days they just feel the need to be alone.

What is your OC’s greatest fear? Being completely and utterly alone.

What makes your OC happy? Reading, playing or battling with their pokemon, hanging around their friends in a group or one on one, being around Rose.

What kind of sense of humor does your OC have? A bad one.

What are some things that greatly upset your OC? You want like a list? Like memories of their mother for one. The loss of their grandparents. Memories of the darkest day and how they felt during that.

What are some things that annoy your OC? Being asked too many questions, especially when they’re not really given time to think. They know speaking without thought isn’t exactly their strong point so they’re not too keen on being made to do it.

If your OC has them, what are some regrets they have? Being too afraid to tell their father or even their grandparents about what happened with their mother.

How easily does your OC forgive? It takes a bit. They have to be 100% sure the person they’re forgiving means what they say even if it takes a while to get to that point.

What are some of your OC’s vices? Sweets and homemade bread. Absolutely cannot resist.

If your OC experienced trauma, what was it? Emotional abuse. I would consider the Darkest Day and the part they ended up playing in it traumatic for them as well. The entire ordeal was a part of their nightmares for a while.

What secrets does your OC have? Even though they had unofficially broken things off with Rose when the incident occurred they never quite stopped thinking of him. While he wasn't their first, he was one of the first people they could genuinely say they’d fallen for and they’d always played with the idea of seeing him again before they actually bit the bullet and did. Whiiiich was also a secret along with their initial relationship at first as well for about half a year after they got together again. Although eventually their father and Leon came to learn about it before anyone else in that time.

What are some of your OC’s morals? Oh god I wish I knew.

What are some of your OC’s motivations? Family, helping others, bettering themselves

What is the health of your OC? Good, they’re fairly active and can do quite a bit of heavy lifting.

Does your OC think with their head or heart? Oh Rowan doesn’t think, are you kidding me? Haha oh god. Heart though.

What are your OC’s thoughts on death? They choose not to think about it for the most part. Yeah it’s gonna happen but they’re young they have plenty of time to not care.

What are some of your OC’s strengths? Will still do things despite being apprehensive about them. If they’re good they’re good if they’re bad, it weighs on them a bit but they’re learning to not hold it against themselves.

What are some of your OC’s weaknesses? They still haven’t learned to not hold things against themselves and they’re always afraid of someone close turning on them or leaving without a word to the point where they’ll show visible discomfort in certain situations.

How does your OC take criticism? Depends. If it’s constructive they mull it over for a while and try to incorporate whatever it is in any way they can. If it’s not, they’re a bit miffed and flat out walk away from it.

What does your OC think of themselves? Fluctuate between I’m a bad bitch you can’t kill me and oh sad little baby full of feelings.

If your OC could change one thing about themselves, what would it be? The fact that they just kind of Say shit.

What is the general impression your OC gives other people? People can see them as a bit crass. Sometimes a little lost.

How emotionally/mentally vulnerable is your OC with other people? Depends on the people. Totally with their father and often Rose now as well. Leon and Sonia are also people they can be vulnerable with as well but not to the same extent as the other two.

How does your OC display love? Physically. For someone they’re dating it’s little kisses on the cheek or forehead, hand holding, light touches, and cuddling up to them. For friends and family it’s hugs, leaning on them, and light hearted jokes. They also like to cook for the people they love as well.

What are some habits your OC has picked up? Leg bouncing when they’re impatient Twirling and playing with little strands of hair Overly exaggerated gestures when they’re excited Needing to have something, even if it’s just snacks, prepared for any sort of company. They'll pick up little inflections from people they're close to as well

What is your OC’s favorite drink? Juice… Like fruit juice, honestly. The sweeter the fruit the better.

What is your OC’s favorite food? Very very simple but homemade bread with a cut of some kind of salty cheese.

What is your OC’s favorite sweet? Chocolate, cake especially. Double especially if the icing is chocolate as well.

What is your OC’s favorite season? Winter. The crisp air and the clothes they get to bundle up in make them one happy baby. Also cocoa is a huge, huge bonus.

What is your OC’s favorite kind of weather? Bright, clear sky, sun shining down and a gentle breeze rolling through the fields during the day with a slow rolling storm moving in in the evening when they’re all settled in for the night.

What is your OC’s favorite book? Anything fantasy/adventure.

What is your OC’s favorite movie and/or TV show? I don’t know the deep lore on the full entertainment industry in the pokemon universe but I do know I sure do like to draw them as the Phantom a lot. So they get to be into The Phantom of the Opera as well.

What is your OC’s favorite kind music (and song if there is one)? Theatre music and jazz.

What is your OC’s favorite form of entertainment? It was game consoles with friends when they were younger, and admittedly they still play on those from time to time. But now it’s mostly reading and or cuddling up and watching a movie or an exhibition match that they’re not in.

What is your OC’s favorite color? Purple

What is your OC’s favorite scent? That aftershave Rose be wearin. The smell of a clean pasture. The salt on the air on the shore of a beach. Comfort foods as they're cooking.

What is your OC’s favorite animal? They can’t pick a pokemon that would be playing favorites and they don’t wanna do that. Variks

What is your OC’s favorite sound? Laughter, Variks’ little chitters, Thatch’s grumbles when he rolls in his sleep, wooloo and dubwools bleating, wind moving through an open field, waves as they crash on a surface, familiar laughter, and Rose's voice.

What is your OC’s favorite time of day? Morning. They love the still before the day truly starts and the colors in the sky as the sun rises.

What is your OC’s favorite kind of ice cream? Chocolate with any kind of sweet chunks in it.

What is your OC’s favorite dinosaur? Tyrantrum

Ask your own question. why

[scenecipriano]

A True Love Never Dies Pt.4

Relationships: Roceit, past Anxceit, parental Locet, Parental Royality, Parental Intruality

TW: Mentions of abuse, mentions of breakup, mentioned unsympathetic Virgil, implied toxic anxceit, funeral mention, tw gun mention, tw gun violence mention. 

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Janus sighs as he looks down at a picture of him and Virgil, he traces his finger over his ex’s face. They had been so happy the day it was taken, it was the day after Janus got his first piece published in the New York Times. He shakes his head and buries the picture to the bottom of his suitcase, he shouldn’t be focusing on the past, not when he just had the most amazing day with his childhood best friend. 

Roman had filled him in on everything, telling him how everyone’s been doing since he left, Janus had to admit that he was shocked when he found out about their friend Thomas’ new boyfriend, from what Roman said this one seemed like a keeper. 

Janus learned that Remus had won the blue ribbon last year for growing the largest pumpkin, he learned that his dad and Patton had been meeting just about every day for lunch, and that Emile and Remy finally tied the knot. 

Janus was sad when Roman told him that he himself hasn’t done much, besides helping Thomas down at the theater and drama club at their old school. Janus thought for sure Roman would have left from here and went after his dream of going on Broadway, but life has a funny way of acting up. 

“Janny? Is it okay if I come in?” 

Janus sighs and calls for his father to step inside, he knew that tone, it was time for Janus to explain his sudden flight home. 

“Do I have to tell you the full story or can I just choose the sweet and simple one?” Janus asks when Logan steps inside, the old preacher smiles sadly at his son. 

“I’d like to know the full story… It’s how I can tell Patton whether or not he needs to grab his gun.” 

Janus snorts in amusement and turns to look at his dad. 

“Alright… well… you remember Virgil, right?” 

“Ah, yes… The purple haired degenerate that made you miss your mother’s funeral for a wedding, regrettably I do remember him.” 

Janus rolls his eyes and flops down on his bed, he couldn’t help but laugh when his father flops down next to him. 

“Yeah… well um… we broke up… It… I-it was horrible, daddy. H-He was so angry with me and I don’t know w-why… h-he yelled and threw things at me. I-I was so scared… then… then he told me we were over, told me to get out. S-So I did…” 

Janus wanted to tell his father about the abuse, the verbal and the physical, but he didn’t want to make him worry, not when it was Janus’ fault for happening. 

He tenses up when his father pulls him into a tight embrace, Janus relaxes and buries his face against the older man’s chest. 

“And I’m glad you did, Janny… I rather you be home then to stay in an unsafe environment… Also Patton will be glad to know that he can use his favorite gun on this excuse my French, shithead.” 

Janus lets out a wet laugh, it was always funny when his father would let a curse slip out every now and then. 

“M-Me too… I just… wish I hadn’t wasted eight years on him…” 

‘Wasted eight years on nothing…’ 

“So, Ro-Bro when's the weddin? Do I get to be your best man? I ought to be cause we’ve been together since birth!” 

Roman groans as he flicks a pea at Remus, he snorts when his brother catches the vegetable in his mouth. 

“Now, Roman no wasting food. Besides, I’m curious too kiddo! When are you and Jan gonna go out on a date? You did say he was single now.” Patton chimes in as he cuts into his steak, he could help but smirk at his son’s flustered noises. 

“We haven’t even been on a date! Now, don’t you two start this again, you did this when me and Jan were fifteen! Besides, he obviously doesn’t like me back.” 

Roman looks back down at his plate of food, surely if Janus had felt the same as him he would have told him a long time ago. Janus was always so outspoken, whatever was on his mind he let people know and he always expressed his feelings so passionately. 

“Bullshit! It’s so obvious that he loves you that even a feral cat could see it!” 

Roman looks up and sees Patton smack his brother on the arm, Patton clears his throat and looks at Roman flashing his son a smile. 

“You never know, Ro. Ya know though, your brother and I were thinking about throwing Janny a welcome home party in the barn!” 

“Yep! And you’re the lucky schmuck that’s gonna keep him occupied while we round the whole town up and get everything in place!” 

Roman felt his heart speed up, no no he could do this. 

“Of course… I don’t mind having that job.” 

He was going to be alone with...Janus Leone… the love of his life…

‘I’m so screwed...’

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JANUARY

A Need To Forget (E, Billy Hargrove/Steve Harrington, 1648 words)

Nightfall (E, Maddie Bishop/Ben Pownall/Ryn, 1871 words)

Flickers In The Flame (G, Frodo Baggins/Sam Gamgee, 940 words)

Love-Lust (E, Krolia/Romelle, 656 words)

Secrets And Untruths (T, Lord Asriel & Lyra Belacqua, Lyra Belacqua & Pantalaimon, 3882 words)

Better Late Than Never (T, Lord Asriel & Lyra Belacqua, 4585 words)

Devil's Side (T, Lord Asriel & Lyra Belacqua, 3455 words)

I Like You For You (No Rating, Iorek Byrnison/Lee Scoresby, 1122 words)

Weeks and Weeks (T, Lord Asriel & Lyra Belacqua, Lyra Belacqua & Pantalaimon, 3800 words)

Don't You Worry (T, Lyra Belacqua & Lee Scoresby, Lee Scoresby & Hester, 1095 words)

Take Me And Do As You Will (E, Death/Morrigan (Der Gevatter Tod | Godfather Death), Godfather Death/The Physician (Der Gevatter Tod | Godfather Death), 1159 words)

Already Extraordinary (No Rating, Lord Asriel & Lyra Belacqua, Marisa Coulter & Lord Asriel, 3540 words)

Golden Yellow Dice (M, Ben Solo | Kylo Ren/Han Solo, 450 words)

FEBRUARY

Tickle Me Pink (T, Evil Queen | Regina Mills/Emma Swan, 849 words)

Watermelon (M, Misty Day/Cordelia Foxx | Cordelia Goode, 560 words)

Rose Red (T, Drusilla/Kendra Young, 324 words)

Cherry (E, Sara Lance/Thea Queen, 495 words)

Scarlet (No Rating, Pamela Isley/Harleen Quinzel, 327 words)

Burnt Orange (T, Beth Kane | Alice/Kate Kane, 824 words)

Macaroni And Cheese (E, Rue Bennett/Jules Vaughn, 586 words)

Sleepless Nights (G, Azula/Yue, 543 words)

Peach (M, Anne Lister (1791-1840)/Ann Walker (1803-1854), 641 words)

Goldenrod (G, Thirteenth Doctor/Yasmin Khan, 447 words)

Canary Yellow (T, Marisa Coulter/Ma Costa, 982 words)

Sunglow (No Rating, Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor, 932 words)

Lemon Lime (T, Ben Hanscom/Beverly Marsh, 806 words)

Seafoam Green (No Rating, Robin Buckley/Kali Prasad, 428 words)

Rainforest (G, Katie Bell/Angelina Johnson/Alicia Spinnet, 553 words)

Emerald (No Rating, Anna/Elsa, 702 words)

Mint (T, Karolina Dean/Nico Minoru, 100 words)

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We Don’t Have To Take Our Clothes Off (To Have A Good Time) (No Rating, Tony Stark & Steve Rogers & James "Bucky" Barnes & Sam Wilson & Natasha Romanov & Clint Barton & Peggy Carter, 654 words)

Cerulean (No Rating, Cheryl Blossom/Betty Cooper, 500 words)

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Black As Nightblood (No Rating, Clarke Griffin/Lexa, 693 words)

Pale White (G, Emilyko/Kate Shadow-sama, 276 words)

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Bright and Blood Red (T, Eleven | Jane Hopper/Maxine "Max" Mayfield, 473 words)

In a Second (T, Thirteenth Doctor/Yasmin Khan, 2550 words)

Lost In Paradise (No Rating, Thirteenth Doctor/Dhawan!Master, 2236 words)

Never To Surrender (T, Beth Kane | Alice & Kate Kane, Beth Kane | Alice/Kate Kane, 409 words)

Darkest Before The Dawn (T, Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor, 1385 words)

Trouble In Here (M, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, 2538 words)

I’ll Be Dreaming Of You (T, Thirteenth Doctor/Dhawan!Master, 818 words)

Too Lovely By Far (T, Fa Mulan/Li Shang, Fa Ping/Li Shang, 1280 words)

APRIL

Stay The Same

(G, Phichit Chulanont & Christophe Giacometti, 100 words)

Despair On Your Lips (T, Tissaia de Vries/Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, 100 words)

Hello Again (No Rating, Thirteenth Doctor/The Doctor's TARDIS, 100 words)

Warm Hugs (G, Thirteenth Doctor/Yasmin Khan, 100 words)

Find Me In Orbit (T, Poe Dameron/Finn/Rey, 100 words)

All Night Long (M, Fa Mulan/Original Female Character(s), 2061 words)

Up In Smoke (T, Korra/Asami Sato, 1286 words)

Bala Lilas (E, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, 1621 words)

Searching For You (No Rating, Leia Organa/Rey/Luke Skywalker/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, 896 words)

Not Without A Fight (T, Ash Lynx/Okumura Eiji, 1528 words)

It'll Be Fine (M, Ash Lynx/Okumura Eiji, 3209 words)

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Between Grief and High Delight (No Rating, Ash Lynx/Okumura Eiji, 30943 words, UNFINISHED)

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The Child (M, Thirteenth Doctor/River Song, 4463 words)

Vengeance (M, Betty Cooper/FP Jones II, Betty Cooper & FP Jones II, 600 words)

It Takes Two (G, Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, 100 words)

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For Better Or Worse (No Rating, Hermione Granger/Harry Potter/Ron Weasley, 100 words)

Without Warning (T, Keith/Shiro, 100 words)

Work In Progress (No Rating, Xander Harris & Buffy Summers & Faith Lehane & Angel, 100 words)

I Got You (And You Got Me) (T, Merlin/Arthur Pendragon, 1047 words)

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Akrasia (T, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, 386 words)

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Trapped In Yearning (E, Cedric Diggory/Harry Potter, 1645 words)

Aeonian (G, Korra/Asami Sato, 852 words)

Irusu (E, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, 905 words)

Concinnity (No Rating, Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter, 694 words)

Quatervois (T, Ben Hargreeves/Klaus Hargreeves, 522 words)

JULY

Varb (T, Thirteenth Doctor/Yasmin Khan, 852 words)

Make A Good Memory (T, Aang/Katara, 1145 words)

With Masterful Deceit (E, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, 3960 words)

Good Girls Go To Heaven (No Rating, Wendy Darling/Mermaids, 1258 words)

Give In To Me (E, Dark Rey/Rey, Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, 1212 words)

Take It Slow (G, Izumi/Kya II, 739 words)

Hands Free (No Rating, Thirteenth Doctor/Yasmin Khan, 1344 words)

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twenty questions!

tagged by the lovely @skarsgard-daydreams

What do you prefer be called name-wise?

on here, ros! someone started calling me it, and i liked it and here we are lol

When is your birthday?

april 3rd (:

Where do you live?

wouldn’t you like to know

Three things you are doing right now?

sitting on my bed, listening to mitski and filling this out lol

Name four fandoms that have piqued your interest?

recently? hemlock grove, bill characters (if that counts lol), assassination nation and jennifer’s body (if those count either lol)

How has the pandemic been treating you?

not great! but not as bad as i could have it, so i am very grateful for that. i’ve just been really lonely and unfulfilled, with a wonderful sprinkle of imposter syndrome and hating myself lol!

A song you cant stop listening to right now?

i currently have francis forever by mitski on repeat as i write this lol

Recommend a movie?

paris, texas dir. win wenders

How old are you?

i’m in my 20′s 

School, university, occupation etc...

currently i am ✨unemployed✨, but i actually have an interview on wednesday!

edit: idk if this means state your schooling lol, but i have a ba in communications and media studies!

Do you prefer heat or cold?

weather wise? probably cold, bc i am a nightmare if it’s too hot outside lmao

Name one fact that others don’t know about you?

i have hyperextended elbows/joints

Are you shy?

it depends. when i was a kid i was labeled as shy by everyone, but later when i grew up, we all just found out that it was severe anxiety and depression lol. so i don’t think i’m necessarily shy, just anxious and introverted.

Preferred pronouns?

she/her! i’m a cis woman

Biggest pet peeves?

lately? people who don’t wear a fucking mask/wear it under their fucking nose.

What is your favorite ‘dere’ type?

i don’t know what this means lmao

Rate your life to 1-10

i don’t know. i wanna say a 5 or 6? idk, not great but not bad, just in the middle

What’s your main blog?

this one (:

List your side blogs and what they are used for

my only side blog is @birdsofpry which is mostly black widow and harley quinn related. i used to write for steve rogers and bucky barnes there but i’ve discontinued writing for marvel

Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

i am someone who becomes codependent very easy lol

tagging! only if you wanna (:  @upirs & @bae-roman