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[maranull]

"lil buddy" from a flattering angle

don't let his chill appearance fool you, no other cat has torn my hands worse than this guy

[destinationtoast]

This was my watch party for the finale. 💖

[sapsolais]

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[tinylilacbun]

Toddler!reader waking up brother!jj cause she thinks she has heard a noise under her bed and comes to jj, asking if he can check in

It's a rare occasion you and JJ sleep at home, for obvious reasons but sometimes there's just no way around it that's how you find yourself in your room, snuggling your Winnie Pooh plushie when a thump noise ripped you out of your slumber.

You sit up, rubbing your eyes tiredly and mumble softly. "Jay?"

There's just silence but you're startled when you hear that thump noise again, your hold tightening on your stuffie. With a whimper you get out from under the covers and carefully slide down the side of your bed, your naked feet hitting the ground.

You quickly toddle over to your door, barely reaching the handle and pull it open, going straight to JJ's room right across from yours.

As you push his door open you see him laying on his stomach with his leg slightly propped up and snoring faintly. Standing beside his bed you reach up to poke his cheek. "Jay..."

When he doesn't move you try it again but this time pat his cheek a few times with your tiny palm, whining a little. "Jayj wake up!"

Finally he starts to stir, peeking one eye open. "Why are you up...it's- damn it's 3 in the morning."

"There's a monster in ma room..." You whisper, glancing at his door before back at him.

"A monster huh? It ate your toes or somethin'?" He asks, his voice heavy with sleep and still laying in the same position you found him in.

"Don' say that! S'not funny." You whimper, trying to climb up his bed and he stops you.

"Didn't say it was. Listen, there are no monsters 'kay? Go back to sleep." He mumbles into his pillow but you don't give up, now pulling at his hand.

"Pwease come check...m'scared." You admit and JJ sighs, sitting up with a yawn.

"Okay. Okay. I'm comin'."

He lets you lead him back to your room, stealing a glance at the living room he sighs seeing his father sprawled out on the ground beside the couch and with no doubt fell out of it in his sleep. That's probably the reason you woke up and it's funny in a sense you think there's a monster considering what kind of a person your father is.

In your room you stand by your closet pointing at your bed. "S'under there."

"A'ight..." He mumbles, going to crouch down to look under it, standing back up after checking. "Nope, no monsters living here."

"You sure?" You ask, your voice muffled from hiding your face behind your Winnie Pooh.

"Mhm, you're safe to go back to sleep." He says, waving you over to him. "C'mon, I'll tuck you in."

You shuffle closer to him, letting him pick you up and lay you back down in your bed. He pulls the covers over your body, ruffling your hair. Before he could leave you grab his hand again. "Can you stay til I asleep?"

He smiles softly, nodding his head. "Course kiddo."

You scoot over a little to make room for him and he slips under the covers, making sure you're comfortable and have your stuffie, chuckling when you snuggle closer to him. "Night-night, jayj..."

"G'night, sweetie."

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[ddejavvu]

Fruity four + reader taking a weekend trip to a beach house, and reader + best friend!Eddie don't stop touching and teasing each other, including them sharing a bed despite having their own each and him getting hard while they play fight in her bikini👀

i never know who's included in the fruity four anymore so this is mostly just reader/eddie </3

this post is 18+, minors dni.

Eddie comes out of the bathroom shirtless, joggers on his waist as he runs a towel through his hair. It's too long to get away with, and you're sure his rapid strokes of the towel through his curls just tangle them, but you're too cozy in your twin bed to stop him.

"Water pressure sucks in there," He jerks a thumb back towards the bathroom, "I'd have better luck showering down on the shore."

"You'd be all covered in sand," You grimace at the thought, "Just brush your hair and come to bed, I'm tired and I don't wanna hear you clomping around all night."

"I'm not that loud," Eddie grumbles, tossing the towel aside, "You're very demanding."

"Pardon me for wanting a nice vacation," You snap, turning over on the tiny mattress, "I'm so tired from swimming earlier that I thought I was gonna fall asleep on the fire pit."

Eddie comes back with a brush, you can hear it even though you're not facing him anymore. He grabs at your own hair, tugging a strand, "You'd have burnt this all off, babe."

"Leave me alone," You squirm, tugging your hair out of his grip, "I mean it, Munson, I'm exhausted."

"Fine! Fine," He huffs, tossing the brush aside, "Scoot over."

"What?"

"Scoot over," He nudges at your waist, pushing you across the too-small mattress, "You were begging me to come to bed, now you're confused?"

"Not my bed!" You insist, pushing at Eddie's hands that are still on your waist, "Idiot, you've got a bed right over there!"

"I saw a spider in it," Eddie informs you, not-so-convincing in his tall tales, "Just let me in, hardass."

You wriggle to one side of the mattress, but you're not done with him. When he slides beneath the blankets you scoot back against him, your ass flush to his crotch.

"I don't think you saw a spider," You muse, voice hushed as Eddie's breath hitches with the movement of your hips, "I think you want to sleep with me."

"Oh, yeah?" Eddie hums, but his voice shakes slightly, "What makes you think that?"

"You're getting hard," You snicker, "And you were earlier, too. Down by the beach, when we were wrestling. You like seeing me in a bikini? You like putting your hands all over me?"

"Y/N-" Eddie starts, his hands slowly sliding over your waist.

You cut him off with an obnoxious yawn, finally settling with your hips squeezed tight to his own, "On second thought, I'm tired. We'll talk in the morning, Eds. G'night."

He's barely able to grit his teeth and spit back a forced 'Good night.', but from the slight stiffness you feel against your ass, you know he won't be sleeping anytime soon.

[anemos-orca]

Better than Almond Tofu

Xiao x GN!Reader Smut, MDNI!

CW: blowjob (Reader giving), established relationship, semi-public (?), kissing (hehe :3), shy Xiao, swallowing, comfort/aftercare

NSFW under the cut

series tag: #●BTAT

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Working as the new chef at Wangshu Inn had put a lot of stress on you. After Smiley retired, it was up to you (his apprentice) to maintain the culinary reputation of Liyues favorite Inn.

No pressure.

However, despite the weight of high expectations, you never woke up feeling stressed or overwhelmed (well, there would always be off days, but those were off days)- partially because you loved your job, and partially because your long time crush, and now boyfriend, considered the Inn as his "lair." Which, speaking of- you had tried to suggest terms other than "lair" because it sounded very villainous, but Xiao had no intention of changing his vocabulary. You would sigh and narrow your eyes, but despite his stubborn continued use of the deviously connotated word and how it made you shiver at first, you eventually came around, finding the title rather endearing and ending up using it yourself.

♡

It had been a long, busy day, and now that the sun was set, the workers of Wangshu Inn all collectively sighed in relief, retreating to their respective abodes for a good nights rest. Saturdays were always busy.

"Im heading up to Xiao, g'night Ms. Goldett!" You said to the boss of the Inn with a friendly wave, grabbing the plate of Almond Tofu you had made for Xiao. By now, it was your nightly routine- finish cleaning, make Xiaos meal, say goodnight to the boss, and head up to his lair before bed (though, more often than not, you fell asleep laying on Xiaos lap, insisting that it was better than your cold, lonely bed).

The boss waved right back at you as she shoved the last of her belongings into her bag, preparing to retire for the night herself.

Making your way up the stairs with two hands on the plate of steaming food (archons forbid you drop it like that one time), a smile began to tug at the corners of your lips just as it did every other night. You couldnt help it, not with the way Xiao smiled so softly and graced you with little kisses, followed by a barrage of "thank you"s as though he were indebted to you and your cooking, even after telling him each night that you cooked for him because you loved him.

"Xiao?" You softly peeped, not wanting to startle him as you stepped up onto the balcony.

The Yaksha was leaning against the railing and staring out at the expanse of Liyue, only peering over his shoulder once you called his name, "Hm? Oh, (y/n), its you," he gave a gentle smile and left the railing to meet you half way, his hands rising from his sides to hold the plate over your own, making you blush. You noticed how his gloves were taken off, your heart fluttering as you realized that he remembered how much you loved it the last time he took them off.

You would think his body cold and calloused, but it was quite the contrary- his touch was as gentle as that of a tiny canary, his warmth as soothing as a fond childhood memory, and his skin silkier than even the finest silks of Teyvat. He was so soft, sweet, tender- it was intoxicating and you were never able to get enough, even if you were to spend every waking moment of the day with him.

He took the plate of tofu with a "thank you" and set it aside, focusing his attention on you, "You look so sleepy. Are you feeling alright?" He asked, his voice a soft coo.

You nodded, bringing your hands up to hold his cheeks, "Mhm. Just a long day, but i dont mind. Come here," you purred, leaning in and pressing your lips on his. You thought he would only reciprocate like he usually did- pressing his lips against yours before pulling away to cover his blushing face- but tonight was different. He slid his hands onto your waist and pulled you closer, kissing you back with a passion you didnt know he had in him yet. Gently pulling away, he gazed into your eyes, an intense blush creeping over both of your faces.

Your hands fell from his cheeks to his shoulders and your words seemed to catch in your throat from the pounding of your heart in your chest. Xiao brought one hand up to caress the soft skin of your cheek, his thumb rubbing back and forth as he studied your eyes, "Was... was that okay?" He asked, his voice gentle and soothing, pulling you out of your racing thoughts.

You smied and nodded leaning into the comforting touch of his warm hand on your face, "Can I have another?"

Xiaos eyes widened a bit, not having expected you to ask for more- though it was a welcome surprise. He leaned in and kissed you again, this time deeper than before. His tongue swiped against your lips and you parted your mouth, inviting him deeper. Your tongues pushed against one another in a messy kiss, swapping saliva as his hand moved from your cheek to the back of your head, his fingers threading into your hair. You instinctively rested your body against his, making his breath hitch in his throat with a quiet gasp.

It continued like this for several minutes- you were lost in his embrace, the sweetness of his mouth, the warmth of his body pressing against yours. Time melted away and all you could think about was the way his tongue felt inside your mouth, and the more he kissed you, the more you wanted.

You couldnt help but quietly moan into his lips as the hand that was once gripping your waist moved to the dip in your lower back just above the hem of your pants, pulling you against him. Xiao didnt seem to realize, but by pulling you that much closer, you could now feel the tightness that was forming in his pants, causing your once steady breathing and quiet moans to stutter. That, Xiao did notice. He gently broke the kiss, lightly panting, "A-are you okay?" He asked, concern lacing his voice.

You licked your lips and nodded, "Hm? Why wouldnt i be? I was just a little... surprised, is all," you explained, your gaze softening and a reassuring smile tugging at the corners of your lips.

Xiao seemed a bit confused, his brows slightly pushing together in thought, "Surprised..?"

It suddenly hit you that Xiao hadnt exactly noticed the tent in his pants. You leaned in, "You... have an erection, Xiao," you explained, your voice soft and lightly laced with desire.

Xiaos eyes instantly widened and his entire face turned red as he froze up, glancing down to where he had pulled you closer as if to make sure he wasnt hearing things. When his gaze rose back to you, you could tell by the look in his eyes that he was mortified, so before he could spew out a tsunami of apologies and disappear, you tightened your grip on his shoulders to ground him, "Xiao, its nothing to be embarrassed about, please dont go!" You plead, earning an apologetic expression from him.

"B-but-"

"Please...?" You said, cutting him off.

"I-it... wont go away on its own, i have to go s-so i can take ca-

"Let me do it for you," you offered, looking up at him with puppy-dog eyes, "I-i... i want to help you... please, dont go."

Xiao gulped hard, thinking for a moment. He had never done such a thing before (which was to be expected considering his lack of experence with, well, anything and everything to do with humans), having always taken care of it himself, but he knew for a while now that this would have eventually come up. He knew that when humans got in relationships they indulged in frivolous, physical romantics, but he never understood any of it- until he met you. The way your fingers moved so grasciously over his each time you held hands, the way the sweet taste of your lips lingered on his after each little kiss, the way he couldnt help but stare a moment longer than he should whenever you would wear revealing or form-fitting clothing- it all made him start to catch himself thinking shameful, perverted things about you and your body. Thats when he understood human romantics- thats when he started looking forward to the day he got to experience it with you.

With a shakey breath, Xiao nodded, agreeing to let you help him, "J-just... be careful, a-and dont push yourself..."

Your eyes lit up with excitement and you couldnt help but press an adorable little kiss to his bright red face as a genuine smile spread across yours, "Ill be gentle, i promise."

If you had a tail like General Gorou, it would be wagging like crazy right now.

You had Xiao sit in one of the two chairs you brought up to his lair quite some time ago before carefully dropping to your knees before him. You looked up into his gaze with those pretty doe-eyes of yours, making sure he was comfortable and okay as your hands slid up his clothed thighs. He brought one arm up to his face, covering his mouth with the back of his hand to try and stifle the little whimper that fell from his lips as your thumbs caressed his inner thighs. He watched as your fingers wrapped around the hem of his pants and gently tugged them down, guiding the restrictive fabric off his bulge. Xiao gave a strained groan as his erection sprung free- if it was possible for his face to turn any redder, it would have.

Your mouth instantly watered at the sight of his member and how hard it was just for you, forcing you to swallow down the saliva pooling in your mouth. His erotic scent filled your nose as you squeezed his thighs and leaned forward to kiss the precum drooling from his tip, your eyes never leaving his. You wanted so badly to tell him how cute his whimpers and gasps were, how you wanted him to not hold his voice back, but you kept it to yourself, not wanting to make him self conscious. You pressed your lips against the base of his cock, leaving a trail of heated kisses along the entire length before wrapping your lips around his leaking tip and circling your tongue around it. You watched with satisfaction as Xiaos eyes rolled back into his head and his brows furrowed together in pleasure, a full-blown moan rolling from his throat. His hand found its way to the back of your head, his fingers tangling into your hair as you began bobbing your head over his cock, taking the time to ensure that every inch was given the special attention it deserved.

"Ngh~... (y/n)..." Xiao breathlessly said between whimpers and moans, his eyes meeting yours once again as you managed to deepthroat his entire length, if only for a moment. Your thumbs massaged circles into his inner thighs and you moaned onto his cock at the taste of his delicious precum coating your mouth, a tiny tear pricking in the corner or your eye as you gag around his length.

"F-feels so... a-ah~ good..." Xiao whimpered, his grip on your head tightening. You felt his cock begin to twitch in your mouth and his hips slightly buck up into you as he drew closer to climax. Lewd, wet sounds of you sucking him off filled the air and you purposefully moaned more to send vibrations through his throbbing length as his breathing evolved into desperate panting and moaning.

"(y/n)... (y/n), i-im," he said before being interrupted by his own embarrassingly loud moan, "im gonna- haahh- cum, im gonna cum, l-let go before it gos in your m-mou-"

Before Xiao could even finish his sentence, you sucked harder and faster, running your tongue along the sensitive underside of his cock before deepthroating him one last time. With a sharp cry of your name, he pushed your head down further and released his hot seed deep inside your throat. You continued sucking and running your tongue over what you could reach to milk him of every last drop he had. He gasped hard, fully covering his mouth with his hand and squeezing his eyes shut as he hunched forwards from the intense waves of pure ecstacy, his hand clenching a fistful of your hair. You bobbed your head over his throbbing length a few more times to help him ride out his climax before pulling back and swallowing. Drool was smeared over your lips and chin and a little teartrack shone on your cheek, but the only thing Xiao saw was the happy, satisfied smile on your lips as you fixed his pants back around his waist and gazed up at him.

"(y/n)..." He said under his breath, still feeling aftershocks of pleasure.

"Did you enjoy it?" You asked with a lustful twinge in your voice, wiping your face clean with the sleeve of your shirt.

Xiao weakly nodded, still catching his breath and blushing hard, "Y-you... didnt have to... swallow it..." He murmured, stammering and tripping over his own words.

"Why wouldnt i?" You asked, fixing your hair.

"I-it... it cant taste good, y-you shouldve spit it ou-" Xiao began, only to be cut off by your finger on his lips to shush him.

You got off your knees and moved to straddle his lap, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and burying your face in the crook of his neck, "I liked it. It tasted good, like you," you quietly explained, feeling his arms hug around your waist, "You know, from now on, i-if you... want to do it again... id be more than happy to."

"... I-i... wouldnt mind that..." Xiao admits, nuzzling his cheek into your hair as he holds you close.

"I love you, Xiao."

"I love you too, (y/n). Always."

There was a brief moment of silence as the two of you basked in one anothers embrace. Had you been cats, your purring would be so loud that you wouldnt be able to hear even the loudest of thunder claps.

"(y/n)?"

"Hm? Something wrong?"

"No, no, i was just thinking, uhm... if you wouldnt mind, id like to help you next time, too."

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a/n: i hope it was enjoyable :) apologies for how long it is, i got a bit carried away! Should i try and keep these shorter in the future? idk what you all prefer ~w~

a/n²: rip that almond tofu its cold as hell now qwq

[slamminslamminmcgill]

breeding kink joel is infecting my mind he won’t leave me alone. imagining him slowly rocking into me after filling me up to keep it inside and then we just go to sleep like that. wrruf wrufruf arf:3

BARKBARKBARKBARK i gotchu :3

warning: breeding kink, daddy kink, squirting, overstimulation

anatomical terms: cunt/pussy

“Nghhh, shit… So fuckin’ tight, kiddo… Gon’ milk me fuckin’ dry… Yeah, c'mon, boy, give that pussy to your Daddy...”

Joel’s breath was hot against your ear as he rutted into you with all his body weight. He had his arms around your back, keeping your limp body squished up against his in a tight bear hug. You appreciated the extra support, since you’d squirted out about half your brain cells by now. For an old man with self-proclaimed shitty knees, his stamina was impressive. At this rate, you weren’t sure which was coming first: him, or all your bones turning into goo. Your arms and legs were flaccid, barely sticking to his back with all the sweat and body heat between you both. Insightful conversation was long gone for you, and in its place was incoherent babbling. “Oh, fu-u-ahhh, my gah… my god, fuck… D-Daddyyy…”

“That’s right, baby, Daddy’s here… Daddy’s—mmm—Daddy’s right fuckin’ here… All the way deep inside you, boy… Such a good boy… Makin’ Daddy feel so good, pretty boy…” Joel’s softly-spoken, sugary sweet words were the icing on the cake, a cake that you’d overstuffed yourself on, and were now in the midst of a sugar crash.

Even through the onslaught of overstimulation, your hoarse vocal cords croaked out a quiet appreciation. “A-Ah, hah… Tha-... Thank you, Daddy…”

“You’re welcome, baby boy…” Joel speckled kisses on your temple, down your jaw, and along your neck. You felt his hips stutter, a telltale sign of impending climax, and he inhaled sharply. “Ooh, fuck, Daddy’s gonna cum, baby… Got a big load for my special boy… Gon’ fill you up so good—shit! Shit!”

Joel squeezed your body like he was trying to pop you, and came with a feral growl that resonated deep in his chest. His cock throbbed and spilled inside you, his cum filling what little space there was between your skin and his. No matter how smart and self-assured you were in your day-to-day life, Joel Miller could wreck you, leaving you nothing more than a well-used sex doll plugged with his seed.

But he’d never leave you like that. Pulling out of such a nice, warm, not to mention filled-up hole? Blasphemous. He wouldn’t dream of it. Plus, he had to check in on you. “Still with me, baby boy?”

The rush of post-sex endorphins always left you a giggly mess. Smiley and loopy, your limbs flopped onto the mattress below. “Hehehe... yeah! Yeah, I’m—ah!”

You were cut off when Joel thrust his hips just an inch or two forward, just enough to make you squeal like that. It made him laugh. "What? Gotta keep it all in, baby." His scratchy beard nuzzled against your cheek and he sighed. "Comfy?"

“Mhm.”

“Yeah? I’m not too heavy for ya?”

“Mm-mm…” You yawned. “I like it… Feels like a weighted—" He thrust his hips again, making you squirm and whimper beneath him. "Mm! W-weight... weighted blanket…”

Joel chuckled, "Good. Cause I'm not pullin' out til morning." He swept some of your sweat-drenched hair out of your face, and smooched your glistening forehead.

"G'night, kiddo."

[anilovie]

i feel like ani would give great back rubs :) do you have any thoughts on this topic??

Yes yes yes I do!!

CW: just fluff

WC: 500

I feel like his hand automatically goes to the nape of your neck if you're ever just chilling together. Like if you're watching something, or working on something, or even just laying in bed ready for sleep, his arm would go around you and find the back of your neck and just squeeze all gentle, over n over n over, slow and rhythmic. It's a bit of a possessive touch, but also relaxing cause he likes how your shoulders droop a little and you shiver if he scratches the base of your skull.

One day your neck just hurts extra bad for some reason, must have slept on it wrong or tweaked it somehow. So when he starts rubbing your neck that night, you turn to him and so seriously, say, "That feels really good, Anakin."

He's a bit taken aback because 1) you looked right in his eyes when you said it, 2) you used his full name, and 3) you're usually not so bold telling him how you feel.

It makes him laugh, all soft and breathy, and respond, "Yeah?"

"Uh-huh. Think I pulled a muscle or something, feels better when you do that though."

His brows furrow. "How'd you do that?"

"Dunno," your cheek is squished against his thigh, book propped up on his knee. You flip the page. "Probably slept on it weird or something."

"You do move around a lot. Swear you're trying to run away sometimes."

You turn and bite his leg through his pants.

"Violent," he murmurs, completely unbothered as his hand drifts to your shoulders. "Does it hurt right here?"

"Mhm. Everywhere," you breathe sleepily.

He answers with a hum and stows his datapad on the bedside table, grabbing his glove and buckling it over his arm so he can return both hands to your shoulders. You wince a little as he works out the knots, cheeks going a little hot at the slow, tender way he's touching you. It's strangely intimate, and you try not to move as he digs his thumbs into a particularly senstive spot.

"Relax. You're so tense," he tells you.

You decide to close your book and turn so that you're more draped over his lap, giving his hands more access to your back. He takes the invitation, rubbing circles down your spine, which oddly tickles.

"I said relax," he chastises as you squirm and giggle.

"Can't help it! Stop tickling me," your voice is muffled by the material of pants.

Rather than responding, he doubles his efforts working up and down your back, and once you're lulled into pliancy, he returns to your shoulders and neck.

You swear he's got magic hands. Every inch of your skin is covered in goosebumps, waves of pleasure making you shiver every time he squeezes and rubs your muscles just right. Somehow, he's doing a good job of keeping the pressure equal on both sides, despite one hand being flesh and the other metal. And he works the tensity out of your muscles like it's his personal mission, squeezing and rubbing and kneading with loving tenderness.

"Feel good, baby?" he murmurs after a while, and you can only manage a low noise.

"Yeah... feels a lot better, Ani. Gonna make me fall asleep."

You can picture him smiling down at you, gentling his touch as he returns to thumb at your nape, scratching your scalp in just the right way that makes you tremble with pleasure.

"Shoot," you nearly moan. "G'night."

You did warn him, but he's still surprised when your whole body goes limp a moment later, dead weight on his lap as you breathe deep and even.

Anyways, I also think he does just rub your back up and down a lot, like if you're stressed or ill or just not feeling well in any way. Or if he’s stressed, he finds the rhythmic motion and feeling the curve of your back soothing under his palm.

He's the type to lead you around crowded places with a hand to the small of your back, and rest his hand between your shoulder blades to announce his presence when coming up behind you, and throw his arm over your shoulders to drag you into his chest all man-handley and possessive.

It's an innocent enough touch to grant in public, so yes. He loves to rub your back and he does it so good.

thanks for the message ava!! 💖

[albertasunrise]

Work Wife - Three

Masterlist

Summary: Working as a Secretary and Miller & Sons Construction, you fall hopelessly in love with the eldest son Joel. What you don’t realise is that Joel’s completely in love with you too. What will it take for the two of you to realise whats’s right in front of you?

Pairing: Young Joel Miller x Reader

Warnings: Like AO3, I choose not to give any so the plot isn’t spoiled. This fic is 18+ (update… hopw you like 🙈)

Series Masterlist - One Two

You smiled as you entered the lounge and found Joel fast asleep on the couch. 3 weeks had passed since Sarah had been thrust into his arms by Eliza and he had been left to face parenthood alone. You had been amazed at how quickly Joel had taken to being a father. He was a natural with her and no job seemed to phase him but he had called on you for support on the days when nothing he did seemed to calm her cries. You had turned up that evening to a screaming Sarah and a sobbing Joel and without a moment's hesitation, you had taken her from him and ordered him to go and take a shower whilst you got her settled and down for bed. Now, after an hour of erratic feeding, nappy changes and endless hiccups, you found yourself nudging his shoulder in an attempt to wake him so that you could lead him to bed. 

"Come on, let's get you to bed." You said softly as you managed to get him to sit up. 

"Baby down?" He asked and you gave him a soft 'yeah' before helping him to his feet "Thank you." He said sleepily as the two of you shuffled up the stairs and towards his room, creeping in quietly so you didn't wake the baby. 

You helped relieve him of his boots as he stripped off his shirt and jeans, leaving him in just a vest and his briefs as he collapsed onto his bed. You blushed, averting your eyes before standing abruptly and making for the door, only to be stopped by Joel grabbing your elbow. 

"Where you goin'?" He mumbled, so quietly that you almost missed what he had said. 

"I need to go home, Joel." You replied softly "It's late." 

"Stay here." You startled at this, eyes snapping to him and you noted that he was looking straight at you.

"Joel, you don't have room for me to crash here." You stated and he chuckled.

"Got room right here." He said as he patted the empty bed beside him "Come on. It's late and you shouldn't be drivin'tired."

"I dunno, Joel." You mumbled but he was having none of it. 

"Get into bed before I drag you in." Your core clenched at the insinuation. 

You knew he didn't mean anything sexual by his threat. He was simply offering to let you stay with him after helping him get Sarah settled and down for bed. After a few more minutes of quiet contemplation, you shrugged off your cardigan and climbed onto the bed beside Joel. Laying down on the plush pillow that clearly hadn't been used much since he'd purchased it. 

"G'night." He mumbled before drifting off, leaving you to study his sleeping face. 

You had strangely enjoyed the last three weeks. Helping Joel with Sarah had brought the two of you closer together again but one thing that still hung over your head like an anvil was your confession. 

3 weeks ago you had confessed to Joel that you were in love with him and you were sure that he had heard you. Judging by the flicker of surprise that had spread across his features, he had. However, since then neither of you had spoken about it. Something that you were secretly glad of. 

Simon had not spoken to you since the breakup. He avoided you like the plague, only speaking to you when he needed to know if there would be any calls or meetings that day. 

Joel's father had given him 6 weeks paternity leave so Simon had temporarily taken the wheel in the younger Miller's absence. He was nothing but curt and cordial to you which you supposed to a degree was better than him spreading toxic rumours around the office. 

So the fact that Joel hadn't mentioned your confession really was a relief if you were being truly honest with yourself. You weren't sure you could face any more rejection for a while. 

Joel however couldn't stop thinking about your admission. It had been living rent-free in his head since the day you'd uttered those words. It was all he'd ever wanted to hear you say and if circumstances were different he would be dragging you out for date after date. Only now he had a daughter to think of. She needed to be his number-one priority. 

Pursuing a relationship with you, although it's all he has ever wanted since he met you, was not high on his list of priorities at that moment in time. He had a three-week-old newborn that he had to take care of and that meant that his feelings for you had to take a back seat for now.

He just hoped that by the time he could address his feelings, he wasn't too late. 

...

The following morning Joel woke to an empty bed. His hand scraped against the cool, crisp sheets and he wondered if he had dreamt of your staying there with him. Rolling onto his side, he looked down at the bassinet beside him, only to find that empty also and in a moment of pure panic, he leapt from the bed and flew down the stairs, calling for Sarah as he stumbled to a stop in the kitchen. There you stood, pouring coffee into two mugs as you bounced Sarah gently in the wrap strapped to your front. You looked so natural with little Sarah strapped to you. Your head shot up a moment later and you smiled at his bedraggled state before kissing Sarah's crown as you grabbed both the mugs up and walked towards Joel. 

"Morning sleepy." You chuckled as you handed Joel the coffee you had made him "Sorry if we freaked you out. Sarah started fussing but I thought I'd let you sleep in so I changed her and brought her down for her bottle." You looked down at the baby in question who was cooing against your chest "We've had fun haven't we Princess?" 

Joel didn't think about what he did next. In the blink of an eye, his coffee was placed on the kitchen table and his lips were on yours. He wasn't sure what had possessed him to kiss you but at that moment in time, it seemed like the right thing to do. As quickly as it started though, he was pulling away and fumbling for something to say. 

"That's one way for you to thank me for letting you sleep in." You chuckled shyly and Joel continued to flounder for a moment before he finally said something. 

"Sorry... I'm not quite sure why I did that." He scratched the back of his neck nervously "Guess we can blame the sleep deprivation." He finished with a chuckle. 

Your stomach sank. You fought not to let your disappointment show on your face but as your eyes started to sting from the tears developing in them, you knew you needed to come up with an excuse to leave. 

"I should get going." You said as you started to unwrap Sarah from your chest, placing her in the bassinet that was set up in the corner of the kitchen.

"I-"

"Your mum called whilst you were sleeping. She said she'll pop around this evening to help with Sarah if you need her." 

"Oh, right." He said, failing to keep his disappointment out of his tone. 

"I have plans this evening otherwise you know I would be here to help with this perfect little princess." You cooed as you pecked her brow. 

"Plans?" He enquired and you nodded as you grabbed your bag. 

"Just some drinks with a friend." You replied, "He's back from College for the summer and wants to hook up." 

"You're not old enough to drink!" He blurted out and you snorted at his statement. 

"Okay, Dad." You replied with a roll of your eyes "Drinks are on him anyway so..." 

"Right." Joel felt like he couldn't breathe. This was his worst nightmare coming to life. 

"Anyway, I'll see you later." You said finally as you made your way to the front door, waving at him and Sarah as you opened the door. 

"Thank you again. For all your help with Sarah." You nodded and gave him a small smile before disappearing through the door. 

Joel stood there staring after you, a hand scraping over his face as he tried to steady his breathing. He knew he'd fucked up by kissing you this morning. He knew that your leaving was to get away from him but learning that you were meeting a guy for drinks later was eating him up inside. He knew he needed to talk to you about your confession but the longer you both went without talking about it the harder it became. 

Perhaps these drinks were your way of trying to get over him and that thought killed him. All he wanted to do was embrace your feelings for him and walk off into the sunset but he needed to be focused on Sarah. He didn't know what he'd do if you and he didn't work.

Perhaps it was better if he just let you go. 

...

Three weeks later... 

Joel's first day back at work was hell. His mum was taking care of Sarah for the time being until they found a nanny. Everyone that Joel had interviewed so far just hadn't felt right. He wasn't really sure what he was looking for but he knew that the six women he had interviewed so far weren't it. He missed his daughter and lost count of the number of times he had rung his mum to check in. 

You'd been sat at the front desk, like you always were when he walked through the door that morning, talking to one of the new apprentices that Joel's father had taken on in his absence and despite Joel knowing it was unreasonable, he already felt jealous of how you smiled at this guy too. 

You had continued to help him with Sarah in the weeks that had followed him kissing you. Neither you nor he had brought it up and you hadn't spoken about your confession either. Despite trying to ignore his gnawing feelings, he had done his best to pretend like the tension between the two of you wasn't killing him. Sure enough, he learned from Suzzy, the office gossip and part-time accountant that you and your 'friend' had hooked up after drinks. You had apparentlyassured her that it was just a one-time thing. After one too many drinks, the two of you had confessed that you'd both always found each other attractive and so one thing led to another and you'd found him back at your place and christening your new couch. 

You hadn't talked to Joel about it though. You weren't sure how he felt and he still hadn't brought up the kiss or your confession. You felt like perhaps you should just move on. He was clearly trying to let you down gently by not mentioning any of it so perhaps the suggestion Ant had made to have a friend-with-benefits situation was a good one. He had proposed it after the two of you had slept together after drinks. You both enjoyed the sex but agreed that a relationship wasn't what either of you was looking for. As you looked at Joel who gave you a meek smile before scuttering away into his office you decided that you were going to call Ant after you finished work and take him up on his offer. 

You needed to get over Joel. 

...

Joel was sipping at his coffee whilst Simon and the new apprentice Caleb chatted about you. In the last week, Simon had seemed to soften to you again. Joel had wondered if the two of you had talked. 

"So you dated her but broke up 'cus she's sweet on the boss?" Caleb asked and Simon nodded "That's shit man, I'm sorry." 

"Nah, we're okay now." Simon replied and Joel's ears perked up "We're friends. Just wasn't meant to be I guess but I fell hard for her man. Girl's incredible." 

"Miller sweet on her too?" Caleb asked a little quieter but Joel heard him. 

"Dunno." Simon replied with a shrug "I thought that maybe at one point he was. She was practically his work wife. The two of them were inseparable but since he had a baby, things have been different between them." 

Joel looked at Simon as he thought about what the man had just said. Was it that obvious to everyone that the dynamic between the two of you had changed? You were still over a lot to help with Sarah but he never asked you to anymore. It was always off your own back and he knew that it wasn't really for him anymore but because you wanted to spend time with Sarah. Your face lit up every time you were in her presence and he knew that one day you would make an amazing mum. 

Part of him hoped that he would be the one to make you one. 

But he knew that probably wasn't ever going to happen. The longer things went on the way they were, the less likely the two of you would find your way back to each other. He only had himself to blame for that. 

"Well, maybe she'll end up dating that Ant guy she hooked up with." Caleb chuckled and Simon punched him playfully. 

"You're a worse gossip than Suzzy." Simon chuckled and Calel shrugged.

"She's the one who told me." Caleb confessed, "Said that apparently, they're fucking casually now." 

"I wouldn't believe everything Suzzy tells you." Simon chuckled "Woman loves to blow shit out of proportion." 

"Right, let's get back to work lads." Piped up Joel, no longer wanting to listen to their conversation. 

But he couldn't help but wonder if what Caleb had said about you and that Ant guy was true. He really hoped it wasn't. 

...

You chuckled as Ant placed sensual kisses down your neck and along your shoulder whilst you poured you both some coffee. Your core clenched as he placed a kiss on the spot behind your ear that he'd discovered the night before made you whimper. 

"Ant." You whined as his hands started to wander "I'm pouring coffee." 

"Needs time to cool down." He purred in your ear and you chuckled. 

. 

Joel was hysterical. No matter what he did, Sarah would not stop screaming. She had woken with a fever and a hacking cough and after trying to call his mum, did he remember that she and his dad had gone to visit his Grandma in Houston. So, in pure desperation he dialed your number, praying that you were home. The phone rang a few times before someone answered. 

"Hey, I need-" He didn't get to finish his sentence before you hung up. 

.

The phone started to ring just as Ant's hand slipped into your underwear and his deft fingers began to circle your clit. You whined, your core aching and needy. 

"One sec." Ant rumbled into your ear before grabbing your phone. 

"She's busy." Was all he said before he slammed it down on its cradle again. 

You gasped as he spun you around and kissed you hard, pushing your underwear to one side before plunging his fingers into your core. 

"Now where were we." 

... 

You wrestled with the bag of supplies you had in one arm as you opened Joel's front door with the key he'd had cut for you. 

"Joel." You called out, not too loud in case Sarah was asleep "I brought supplies." 

You found an empty house. 

Confusion filled your features as you walked into the kitchen to see that Joel wasn't there either. 

"Joel?" You called out but there was still no answer. 

Something gnawed at you. It was early so you couldn't think where Joel and Sarah would be at this hour. You walked to the kitchen and dialled the number for Joel's parent's house, sighing when no one answered. You tried one more time before remembering that they were away and then you started to panic. Where was he?

Your head jumped up at the sound of the front door opening and you sprinted into the lounge, breathing a sigh of relief when Joel appeared through the door. It took you a moment to realise Sarah wasn't with him. 

"Where's the baby?" You asked and Joel looked at you with an expression that made your blood go cold. 

'I tried calling you." He said coldly and your brows drew together. 

"I uh-"

"You hung up." He interrupted and you tried to swallow the lump in your throat "Sarah had a fever." He continued "Real bad one. She kept coughin' and screaming and her fever just kept climbin'" He choked on the last part of that sentence and you felt your pulse start to race as you and he held each other's gazes. 

"Where's Sarah?" You asked again, your voice shaking. 

"She's in the NICU." He stated and you sobbed "Doc says it's whooping cough. She's real sick with it..." He trailed off and you couldn't stop the tears "They're doin' everything they can but..." He broke down then, unable to finish his sentence and you scaled the room swiftly, wrapping your arms around him and letting him sob into your sweater. 

"It's going to be okay Joel." You said as you held him, gently stroking his hair.

"I needed you." He sobbed and your heart shattered.

He pulled back to look at you, eyes bloodshot and still full of tears. 

"I needed you and you just hung up on me." 

"It wasn't me it was Ant." You confessed and Joel felt sick. 

"Right." He said as he pulled away and took a few steps back "I think you should go." He said as he looked away from you and to the groceries that you'd clearly brought for him.

"Joel-"

"I need to shower and get back to the hospital." 

"Let me come with you." You pleaded but he shook his head. 

"I'd rather you didn't." He said bluntly and you winced as he said "Besides, you should get back to whatever it was that made you too busy to answer the phone whilst my daughter was dying in my arms." 

"That's not fair." You growled in retort "I didn't know-" 

"You said that I could call you day or night and you'd be here for us." He growled and you shrank back "Well news flash... We needed you but you were too busy fucking your new boy toy to give a shit about either of us." 

You didn't hide the hurt his statement inflicted on you. 

"Fuck you." You growled as you grabbed your bag and left, the door slamming in your wake. Joel jumped at the sound, sobbing again as soon as he heard your car's engine start and pull away. 

He knew he hadn't been fair to you. He hadn't really meant what he said but he was angry and lost. 

He simply didn't know what to do. 

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[maranull]

if you told me two weeks ago that a tarot spread would help me steady myself for a really stressful period I'll have to deal with soon, I'd probably say you're joking.

and yet here I am, feeling way calmer and more determined to deal with the upcoming shitstorm.

[orikiys]

✿ ✿ 〞meeting his boys

✰ pairings : idol bf!chan × fem!reader

✰ genre: fluff, crack and romance

✰ word count: 1k+ words

the sound of the door unlocking grabbed your attention. a smile itself plastered on your face when you heard the familiar voice, "hey angel!"

walking over to him, you threw your arms around him trying to engulf him, but instead his huge figure engulfed yours.

"hello christopher," you said greeting him with a mocking smile making him whine.

"christopher? seriously out of all the names you could've chosen?" he let out an exasperated sigh but smiled nonetheless and planted a kiss on your forehead. taking off his shoes he began to walk upstairs meanwhile you made your way to the kitchen reheating the food.

a good 25 minutes later you both ended up on couch, entangled in each other's arms. one of his arms held you in his embrace, whilst the other played with your fingers.

"baby?" he questioned abruptly making you hum and turn to look at him properly.

"you are finally meeting the boys tomorrow! how do you feel?" upon his question you blanked out. surely, you knew them very well. you had been with chan for over 7 months now and every time he brought up the topic of meeting with the boys, you came up with an excuse. it's not that you didn't want to meet them, it's just that you thought they may think that you're not enough for him. plus, they were idols. what if they don't like you? what if you mess up tomorrow? as if on cue Chan turned to you and raised an eyebrow almost as if heard your thoughts.

chan knew you well. very well. he knew that you get worried too easily and often end up overthinking. which is why he's always there to help you out.

"angel," he says, grabbing your hands and pressing a soft kiss to your knuckles,"i promise they're the total opposite of what you're imagining. they are so excited to meet you, y'know that? in fact jeongin and felix even came up to me yesterday to ask about your likes and dislikes!" the moment you heard this you chuckled. chan's eyes always had a way of telling his true feelings.

whenever he talked about his boys, he had that sparkle in his eyes. right now, he looked the same with a soft smile on his face and a warm look in his eyes.

"and what did you tell them?" you narrowed your eyes in a challenging way making him giggle.

he grabbed you by your waist and brought you closer to him,"well I said she loves flowers and chocolates, the white one. i know you hate bitter stuff. but above all, you love a certain guy named bangchan," he said with a teasing smile on his face making you cup his face.

"do I now?" you retorted, making him yell out an offended 'hey!'

"but in order to meet the boys we should go to sleep now honey," you muttered running a hand through his messy hair making him nod like an obedient child.

the moment you two entered the bedroom you threw yourself on the bed and sighed out loud but chan plopped down on you, placing his head on your tummy with a dramatic sigh of relief.

“work was tiring today y'know? not like usual, we practiced for like 3 hours and the boys suggested that i go out with them for dinner but i said no. you know why? because my pretty girl was waiting for me. and how could i make her starve?” chan hummed lazily, words barely audible due to the volume of it and the fact he was muffled by your pyjama t-shirt. when he talked you felt vibrations spreading through your body, stomach filling with butterflies… maybe also because of the nickname he used.

"baby," you mumbled out tiredly and threw your leg over his and hid your face in his chest. "g'night."

the last thing you heard was a good night in return before chan's arms rubbed your back soothingly making you drift to sleep automatically.

the next day was exhilrating to say the least. chan texted you about 15 minutes ago saying he'll be there to pick you up in some time. grabbing everything you require you make a beeline to the parking lot where you spot chan.

he giggled seeing you look so worked up and squeezed your hand as if reassuring you everything is gonna be alright.

the moment you and chan stepped into their dorm you were welcomed with chaos. the boys, i mean his boys all had huge grins on their faces as they looked back and forth between you and chan.

"woah even i don't receive that kind of welcome," chan says out loud with a visible pout on his face making you chuckle.

"guys this is-" before chan could continue felix and jisung wrapped you in a tight hug making your eyes widen.

they surely were different from what you expected.

"it's so nice to finally meet chan's angel," minho smirked, making felix and jisung snort as they moved away. chan blushed making his ears turn red and he looked away to calm himself down.

"honestly this man wouldn't shut up on how-" before changbin could continue chan slapped a hand over his mouth with a nervous chuckle.

it felt weird. weird in a good way. it felt comfortable to be there with them. on the couch with the boys while you all watched finding nemo. you were cuddled up to chan from one side and the other side was occupied by felix who felt extra happy today.

you got to know the boys well, had a chat with every one of them but a single sentence said by hyunjin still echoed in your ears.

"thank you so much for coming into chan's life! there's an unusual glow on his face ever since he met you and all of us are so happy for both of you."

at the same time your eyes meet up with hyunjin who sat on the floor and he passed you a wink before motioning you to keep quiet. slowly and sneakily, hyunjin, seungmin and jeongin got up and sneaked behind chan and screamed loudly, making him yelp in surprise.

is this what happiness sounded like? you squeezed chan's hand, very thankful that he introduced you to these amazing people.

but perhaps, the fun has just started.

[vulpixisananimal]

(Siffrin) {Mal Du Pays} <Null> |Asterion| [Loop] [(Saffron)]

[A:3 C:51]

"I-I'm just, worried. . ."

". . Me too, Sif."

(You and Isabeau were getting ready to sleep; teeth all brushed and picked. Now you were just chatting while getting into your sleepers. The house only had three bedrooms. Ramos was still holed up in their room, the siblings and Mirabelle took the master bedroom, and Odile happily took the smaller guest room. That left you and Isabeau with the couch.)

". . . Do you think they'll come out tomorrow?" (You continue, putting your shirt on.) "It's just, been a whole day, s-so. . ."

"I, hope so." (Isa sounds as worried as you are.) "If they don't come out tomorrow, lets try and cheer em up, okay?"

"Sounds like a plan. All dressed by the way."

"Same here!" (With that you turn around to see Isabeau all cute and ready for a good nights rest. Stars. . .)

". . ." (You glance at the couch.) ". . . Heh, I think it'll be a squeeze."

"Well I think we can work it out." (He smiles, laying down on the couch with his arms open.) "See? Plenty of room!"

"O-oh-!" (You stand up very straight, face feeling hot.)

". . . Too much?"

"N-nonononononotatall!" (You go over and collapse into his arms. And moment later, the warm blankets were holding you both close.)

(You're both quiet, probably very, very embarressed. Isabeau puts a hand on your head. You shift a bit and look up at him. Stars, he's so, so cute. . . You're not sure how you survived all these years, all those loops, without being close like this.)

". . . You're, really soft." (You mumble.)

"!!!!!" (His face lights up, then looks away.) "W-well, uh, you're, you're really warm?"

(You laugh softly at that.) "You're warm too, Isa~"

"H-hey-" (He covers his face with the free hand.) "No fair."

"What, you want me to call you cute, next?" (You giggle.) "Or maybe, I could. . ."

(He glances at you, still hiding behind the hand.) ". . . Y-you could. . ?"

"Maybe. . ." (You reach up, putting a hand over the one he was hiding behind. You move up, getting face to face.)

(He moves his hand away, blushing hard. Your heart was pounding, he was so cute, so kind and nice, and, understanding! You could trust him! A-and, you wanted, to. . .)

(Your hand moves down the side of his head, down to his neck. You lean down, closer, closer, closer--)

[(Your eyes are bigger than your stomach.)]

(You jolt back, excitement replaced by terror. That look on his face, those wide eyes, it was, it was, like, like, n-no you, you didn't, you didn't do anything you didn't want to hurt him you didn't want to you didn't you didn't want to, t-to)

"Hey hey it's okay, it's okay, it's okay." (He talked so softly to you, a hand gently touching your cheek.) "It's alright, I promise, okay? I'm okay, you're okay, right?"

(Your heart won't stop beating. You lean into his touch. . .)

". . . . . Bad memory?" (He asks.)

(You nod.)

"Wanna talk about it?"

(. . . You, nod-)

"I'm not forcing it, okay? You don't need to right away, okay?"

(. . .) "O-okay. . ."

(You slowly relax, laying on Isabeaus chest, listening to his heart. Its beating drowned out your own.)

". . . W-we can, talk about it, tomorrow?"

". . ." (You feel his hand in your hair again. You close your eye.) "Yeah. . ."

"Sleep?" (Isa asks.)

"Mmhm. . ."

"Okay, g'night, Sif." (He moves, and blows out the lamp giving light.) "I, I love you, Siffrin."

"I love you too, Isa. . ." (Your body felt so heavy, sleepy. . .) "I wanna, kiss, you. . ."

(Before you knew it, you were asleep.)

>>>

(You were staring at the wall in the middle of the night.)

(Isabeau was still fast asleep, lucky guy, but you had a nightmare. You couldn't get to sleep again, so, you just, stared at the wall. Not wanting to disturb him.)

(. . . You were starting to get used to the noises of the night, it was a whole lot of nothing.)

(. . . Heh, nothing.)

(. . . . . .)

(Why were you scared about kissing him? It wouldn't happen again. He wanted to kiss you, you wanted to kiss him. So why. . .)

(You close your eye again. Maybe this time. . .)

(. . . . . . . . . . .)

(. . . . No, that, wasn't going to work. You sigh softly. If you couldn't sleep, then maybe at least you could go stargazing. Yeah, that might help. Or make it worse. . . You really should stay here, or just stargaze in the front garden, but. . .)

(. . . Oh blind it all- You move very, very slowly. Carefully plucking yourself from the arms of the gentle giant Isabeau. You place the blanket over him, he was still fast asleep. You lean down to plant a kiss on his forehead, hesitate, then move to the stairs. You want to get onto the roof, as close as you could be to the stars.)

(You were very careful not to make a sound, sticking to the side of the staircase where the wood was sturdy. There was a window at the end of the hall. Yeah, that should work.)

(You walk slowly down the hall. Past the master bedroom, guest room, and, Ramos' room. . . You pause at their door. Maybe you could check on them, just in case! Y'know, if they want to. . . Nevermind.)

(You turn to continue walking down the hall when you hear it. A soft sound, a soft, crying? You pause, listening, that was definitely crying. You turn back to the door and put an ear to it.)

(. . . .)

(You take your ear back, and place your hand over the door handle, and. . . You breathe in, and out. You open the door.)

(The room was a nice size, it had a queen sized bed, some art on the walls, alongside a darkless mask. There was a bookshelf, and a desk; as well as a bucket in the corner with gardening tools. Toy weapons leaned on a wall, and, stepping in further, you could see some playing cards had fallen from the desk.)

(there was a person shaped lump in bed sheets making a quiet sobbing noises. You carefully close the door behind you and step closer.)

". . . Ramos?" (You whisper.)

(The lump moved a little.)

". . . Can't sleep?"

(The lump mumbles something. You step closer.)

". . . Do you, want to, talk about it?"

". . ." (The lump curls up tighter) ". . . Go away."

(Oh. . . You look away, rubbing your shoulder.) ". . W-well, if I could help, with. ."

"I said go away." (They were getting more annoyed.)

(You look at the door leading out. Maybe you should. . .)

(No. You're not running away from this. You sit down on the bed.) "I'm, not going to just go away, Ramos."

". . ."

". . ." (You take a small breath.) ". . . I'm sorry about Eri, Ramos."

". . . Why are you talking to me?"

(You pause, then reach out, and place a hand on their shoulder. Or what you presume to be their shoulder.) "Because, because you're important to me, Ramos."

". . . Don't lie to me." (The lump shifts, and eventually Ramos' head pops out from the covers. They looked very tired, like they had been crying all day.) "J-just, just go away already."

"Huh?!?" (Lie?) "I'm not lying to you, Ramos, I promise you really are important to me-"

"No I'm not!" (They cut you off, and look away.) "I'm nothing to you! A nobody, a weed, a stagehand."

"That's not true!" (You move a bit closer to them.) "Y-you're, really important. And you've helped so much already, s-so. ."

"You have your perfect little family already, it's fine." (They hold their head down.) "It's FINE! I'm just stupid for trying to butt in on that. Why would you want me anyways."

"But I-"

"Stop talking and go away!" (They rub their hair in frustration.) "Why are you teasing me like this. I'll just, stay in this room till I die. That's what I'll do! It's fine because I'll just be ignored like how you ignored that stupid blinding crush!"

(They cut you off again.) "Yeah let's just ignore it and let you figure it out! Sure, how funny! A funny prank to play on me, you'd just leave me here once we got here, huh? And avoid the topic at all costs?!? Just say you don't love me already and get it over with!!"

(They're crying, breaking down, head in their hands. You, you didn't know what to tell them. If they didn't believe you, then, then. . . .)

(. . . No, no you knew what you had to do. You pull yourself fully onto the bed and reach out to them.)

". . . Ramos." (You say in a steady voice.) "Look at me."

"No!" (They recoil.) "Just, just--"

"Ramos." (O-kay that was a new tone of voice.) "Look. At. Me."

(They stay still for what felt like several minutes, until they slowly turned to look at you. You put a hand on each of their shoulders.)

(You looked at them dead in the eye.) ". . . I'm sorry. Okay?"

". . . . Why. . ?" (Ramos looked away.) "You didn't. . ."

"Look at me." (They wince, and look at you. You continue.) "I'm sorry, because I didn't tell you what our plan was, okay?"

". . . Plan?"

"Yeah! Well, deal, really." (You smile softly, keeping your eye on Ramos.) "The others had until we got here to give me a good reason not to, w-well, y'know. . . And, if, they didn't find anything, then after I talked to Eri, I could. . ."

". . ." (Ramos looks away, sad, then back to you when you breathe in.) ". . . Y-you, were thinking, about. . ."

"Every day." (You move a bit closer.) "I, I've been thinking about it every day. Every moment. Every second I wished that they wouldn't find anything. I hoped that I wasn't just being a hopeful idiot."

(They don't respond. You continue.) ". . . D-do, do you know what they found, Ramos? All that intimidation, all their digging, all those threats?"

". . . What did they. . ?"

(You smile.) "Nothing."

(Ramos' eyes widen a little, you continue talking.) "They couldn't find a single little reason to not trust you."

". . . B-but-"

"And," (You interrupt.) "I, also found something out, too, okay?"

". . . S-siffrin. . ."

"Ramos. . ." (Your heart was beating faster than it ever had before. Here goes nothing.) "I. . . I. . . I-I. . ."

"Siffrin, y-you don't, need to-"

"I love you, Ramos."

(It's like time stopped. The words left your mouth, you couldn't stuff the back in now. You weren't going to loop back, you weren't going to try and cover yourself. It was the truth. It was what you needed to say. What you needed to get out.)

(Ramos' face was impossible to read. The emotions they must be feeling right now, after everything they've gone through. . . But, you said it. You said it, and you were going to stick with them.)

"You. . . ." (They're breathing faster and faster.) ". . . Y-you, you don't, d-don't need to, to. . ."

"I'll say it again if you want." (You smile big and wide.) "I love you."

"B-but you, you don't! Right?!?" (They're hyperventilating, putting a shaky hand to your arm.) "You don't, d-d-don't need to fake that t-to make me feel b-b-better!"

"I'm not faking it." (You laugh a little.) "I'm serious. Super serious, super duper serious."

"D-don't lie to me!!" (They push one of your arms off and look away.) "I-is this a prank?!? W-who, who put you up, to. ."

"Ramos! I'm not-"

"I don't believe you!"

(. . . BLIND IT ALL! FINE!)

(You shuffle closer.) "I could kiss you, would that prove it?"

(Ramos head whips back around, eyes very wide.) ". . . P-please stop messing with me."

"I'm not messing with you." (You lean in, slowly.) "Do you want me to kiss you?"

"I-" (They're shaking so hard, and finding it hard to talk.) "B-but, y-you don't. . ."

"I do."

"But-"

"I really, really do."

"I-I-- But, you DON'T!! I know you don't love me so, s-so--" (Ramos looks at you, then away, back, away, back, and then shuts their eyes tight and groans, ruffling their hair.) "Fine!! If you really do love me then just kiss me!! But you wont because I know you don't really-"

(You shut them up with a kiss.)

(For the second time in the night, everything stopped. In that moment, you could have heard a fly cough. You hold the kiss for a few moments, your mouth on theirs. You didn't push hard, just, holding it there, until, eventually, you pull away.)

(Ramos didn't move, the shock on their face was as obvious as the sun in the sky. You rub your mouth, blushing like crazy. Parts of your head were screaming in embarressment, you ignored them.)

". . . I guess, I really do love you." (You giggle softly, and move closer.) "Still there, Ramos?"

(They nod shakily.)

". . . Was that okay?"

(There's a pause, then another nod.)

"Okaygood- U-uh, do you still not believe me?"

(. . . Ramos shakes their head.)

"Having trouble talking?"

(Another shakey nod, you giggle again, then lean in closer.)

"Oh wait I know, I probably just stole your voice, sorry. Here, let me put it back." (You kiss them again.)

(This time you hear a squeak, and it takes you a second to realize it came from Ramos. A few seconds later, you felt an arm around your back.)

(You pull away again.) "Better?"

". . . . Y-yeah-" (They squeak again, breathing very, very fast.) ". . . Uh, S-siffrin. . ?"

"Yeah?" (Your arms move to wrap around them.)

"I-I. . ." (Ramos moves closer, embracing you in both arms now.) "I. . I-I love you, Siffrin."

"I love you too, Ramos." (You put your forehead to theirs.) ". . . More kisses?"

"Please-"

"Coming right up~"

>>>

(Isabeau)

"Have you guys seen Sif?"

(Bonnie and Nille were up early making breakfast. Through some miracle, they hadn't woken you up with all their moving around and sibling banter.)

"Nope." (Nille comments, beating some eggs.) "I think they mighta' gone out early."

"Nuh uh!" (Bonnie pipes up.) "Cloak's still here, dagger too."

"Huh! Weird!" (You yawn and turn to leave.) "I'll go ask M'dame and Mirabelle, then."

"Oh real quick!" (Nille runs over and hands you a small plate of food.) "Run this up to Ramos, will ya?"

"Will do!" (You take the plate and head upstairs. You and Sif fell asleep together, and he was just, the cutest!! But you were worried!! They must have slipped out of your arms, and, what if they ran away or something?!? Or went after Perci by themself, or, maybe. . .)

(Stop thinking!!! It's, it's fine! Nothing's wrong, just, just, o-okay!)

(You walk to Ramos' door, and pause. You're worried about Ramos, too. Maybe they'll run away as well, or, do something worse. After something like a parent dying. . . You slowly open the door.)

". . . Hey Ramos?" (You say softly, peeking in. You can see a tuff of hair poking out the top of the blankets. You take a step inside.) "'Got breakfast for you, are you uh, doing any better?"

(You froze up.)

(There's clothes on the floor, and they are, not, all, Ramos'-- YY-Y-YOU RECOGNISED. THOSE. CLOTHES-)

(YOU SNEAK TOWARDS THE BED AS NORMALLY AS YOU COULD AND PUT DOWN THE FOOD ON THE SIDE TABLE AND-- YEP, THERE HE IS!)

(SIFFRIN. AND RAMOS. WERE. IN BED. CUDDLING)

(ASFGBAHNDEKGFHAKHSNDSA)

(You cover your burning hot face, they looked so cute together!! Siffrin was tucking their head into the crook of Ramos' neck! Their arms were wrapped around each other. Oh Change if you stayed any longer you might actually DIE!!!)

(You sneak out and carefully close the door. Taking a biiiig deep breath. Okay! Just, leave them to it. You didn't see anything! S-so, so you'll just, keep that secret so they can-)

"Isabeau." (You hear Odiles smug voice behind you.)

(. . . . .Oh no.)

[yxngbxkkie]

Aaah, those drunk confession prompts are so cute😊💞

You asked to send some in so I thought Binnie would fit 12 or 14, since he's such a silly cutie. Your writing is always the best, I hope you have a lovely day!! :) thank you <3

binnie is absolutely perfect for both prompts, so that's what i did! 💓 thank you for sending a prompt in! i hope you like it! 🥰

12. "I'm seeing you twice. Oh, now I can give all my love to even more of you."

14. "You're so adorable. I want to pick you up and never let you down."

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"Y/N!" Minho screams your name, and you can hear him drag his feet.

You push yourself off of the bed, pausing the YouTube video you're watching. "Yeah?!" You scream back, opening the door to your room.

"Come get your boyfriend!" He says to you, rounding the corner.

"Changbin isn't my boyfriend," you tell him again. You cross your arms over your chest while leaning against the doorframe.

He smiles at you, pushing your shoulder playfully. "How do you know I was talking about Changbin, hm??" He teases you before walking into your room.

"Because the seven of you constantly call him my boyfriend," you remind him, turning your body to see Minho flop himself on your bed.

"The two of you are smitten with each other. You might as well call him your boyfriend," he shrugs his shoulders, leaning on his hands.

"Anyway, why do I need to go get him?" You ask Minho, tucking some hair behind your ear.

Your friend sits up fully, resting his arms against his thighs. "He's drunk and won't stop yelling," he mentions to you. "Chan and I can only do so much to shut him up. It's your turn."

A laugh leaves your lips as you shake your head. "This is what happens when you give him alcohol. You guys don't drink that much," you playfully scold the older member.

Minho shrugs his shoulders again, the two of you walking out of your room. "I didn't come up with the idea."

You walk down the stairs, seeing the rest of the members sitting out on the little patio. Changbin hangs himself over Chan as you walk out the glass door.

"Binnie," you call out his name, gaining the rapper's attention. You giggle and wave at him, watching his eyes light up.

"Hi, Y/N! Oh my god," he giggles and pushes himself off of Chan. He rushes over to you, almost falling over a couple of times.

His hands rest on your waist as you place yours on his biceps. "Hi, Binnie," you chuckle, keeping him steady. "You doin' alright?"

He nods his head, smiling ear to ear. "I'm doing fabulous, cutie," Changbin slurs his words, his body rocking back and forth.

"You want to go inside with me? We can watch your favorite show," you attempt to bribe him, gently rubbing his arm.

"Yeah! Can we cuddle?" He asks you while you lead him back into the resort.

You giggle and nod your head. "Of course, Binnie," you mention while glancing back at the other members. "G'Night, guys."

"Goodnight, Y/N!" The members wish you a good night as you loop your arm with his.

Changbin leans his head on your shoulder as the two of you make your way back to your room. "Don't fall asleep on me, handsome," you whisper to him, gently scratching his head.

"I can't wait to cuddle you," he whispers loud enough for you to hear.

Your heart flutters in your chest as you open the door to your room. You help him inside, sitting him down on the edge of the bed. You stroke his cheek for a few seconds before moving to grab him water.

"I'll be right back, okay?" You mention, and Changbin nods his head.

You quickly grab some ibuprofen from your bag, in case he needs it in the morning. You place the pills onto the end stand when you feel Changbin's eyes on you.

"What's up?" You ask him, wondering if he needs anything.

He smiles at you and reaches for one of your hands. "I'm seeing you twice," he giggles, leaning back against the pillows. "Oh! Now I can give all my love to you even more."

A giggle leaves your lips, and you shake your head. "Drink some water, Binnie," you tell him, twisting the cap off for him.

He pouts lightly before complying. You watch him carefully, making sure he doesn't spill it on himself. "You know… you're so adorable. I want to pick you up and never let you down."

"You must really like me, hm?" You ask him, grabbing the water bottle from him. You set it down next to the ibuprofen before climbing into bed next to him.

"I like you so much," he confesses, tilting his head to look at you.

You smile fondly at him, moving some of his hair out of his face. "You're cute, Binnie. I like you too," you tell him, pressing a kiss on his forehead.

Changbin nuzzles his head into your neck, releasing a hum. His buff arms wrap around your waist, pressing your body against his. "If I remember, I'll take you out to breakfast," he whispers into your neck.

"Okay, Binnie-baby. I'll hold you to it," you laugh, combing your fingers through his hair again.

~

tagging: @thewxntersoldier @reddesert-healourblues @spacegirlstuff @moon0fthenight @foxinnie8 @like-a-diamondinthesky @prettymiye0n

[ddejavvu]

Hi again!! I requested enemies to lovers with james potter but realised you had a fic about it so if I can request something else can you do James Potter with a really feminine reader? Like she is so soft and gives of coquette vibes yk? Btw sorry to annoy💕💕

sorry i don't know the specifics of the coquette aesthetic so i just went with like hyperfem pink stuff inspired by a tiktok i saved forever ago of a guy fast asleep in his gf's pink bed <3

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James looks out of place on your bed, still in his rugby jersey with dirt and sweat smeared over his face. He's plopped down right in the middle of your pretty pink bedspread, and your arsenal of equally rosy pillows are soft to the touch as you come back from the bathroom with a set of baby wipes in your hand. You use them most often to clean your hands after meals at restaurants, but today you put one flat against your palm and scrub away the grime on James's skin.

"Darling," He whines, squirming in his seat atop your princess-like bed, "It's fine, 's just a little dirt."

"I don't want it on my pillows," You insist, wiping the towel around his face and starting on a grass stain that colors his arm green, "If you're not gonna shower, I'm gonna wipe you down."

"I'm too tired to shower," He grumbles, letting you smear the stains off of his skin. You nod, craning your neck up to kiss at his freshly-washed face.

"I know." You hum sweetly, and after making sure his cleats aren't still on his feet, you gently push against his shoulders, letting him slump exhaustedly down onto your mountain of pillows. They're all pink and suddenly he's enveloped in a sea of the color while you gather the stained wipes into your fist and head towards the bathroom trash can. He checks his phone once before setting it on your nightstand, seeing that it's only 30 minutes to noon. His practice had earned him a well-deserved nap, and he's hoping to spend most of the afternoon swaddled in your pink blankets.

"Nap?" You ask, though he's already pulling you towards the bed and taking hold of your hips to lower you down on top of him. You giggle at his eagerness, and his joints ache slightly as he moves, but your added weight does nothing to aggravate his sore muscles.

"C'mere," He grumbles, as if you're not already on top of him. You're the perfect pink thing to complete the collection, clad in the color from head to toe as you settle your head against his chest. There's a pink barrette in your hair and he cranes his neck up to kiss at it, his lips pressing sweetly to your head.

"G'night, pinkie pie," He lands a teasing pinch against your hip, using the nickname he'd oh-so-cleverly devised for you after seeing the cartoon character on a children's birthday banner, "Love you."

"Love you too," You grin against his neck, lifting your head lazily to kiss at his lips. He thanks whatever deity crafted him for tinging them pink, because you certainly love to kiss them, and James couldn't ask for more.

[shuamorollss]

drop-tower crisis — k.sy x gn!reader

after a whole hour of gushing about your fear of the drop tower ride while on a date with your boyfriend, you suddenly felt the urge to try and ride it... just to face your fears and have fun, right?

fluff, established relationship, reader doesn't have fear of heights, just has the fear of the ride alone. warnings/notes— none ... <1k wc + reblogs are greatly appreciated!

note— literally just a drabble i wrote under 15 minutes... only bc I'm so love deprived from the book i currently finished 😴 wrote this as like a moment in my head to my own WesLiz happy ever after anyway hehe that's all g'night or g'morning wherever u are!!!?!

"Do you think mom would mind?" You asked curiously. Somehow, Kwon Soonyoung perks up a light grin in amusement on how you were suddenly shaky as you finally take a grasp this whole thing.

a.k.a your whole idea.

"That was out of nowhere." He raised a brow.

"I'm just saying!—like, you know... if I do this, will my mom be alright with it? Will she worry the hell out? or—" You let out an exaggerated gasp, squeezing your eyes shut as your seat finally secures itself in place. Keeping you from ever standing up or escaping as your now bethrothed to this god-damned drop-tower ride.

Soonyoung lets out a loud chuckle, his eyes never leaving to look at you as you lowly squeal in terror. And the ride hasn't even started yet.

"You pushed me to try this ride, I just ag—"

"You agreed yes, yes!" you nod repeatedly, myriads of questions wandering in your mind as to how and why you even thought of this in the first place.

Whenever you go to amusement parks, this was the very ride you avoid your gaze to.

Just by looking at a distance, having the seats suddenly raising up and acceleratng back down—and up again, has your stomach churning.

And now you're going to be experiencing it in real time.

Real. Fucking. Time.

"Soonyoung." you loudly call out in pure fear as the seat lightly shook, and up it finally went.

You took a glance at your boyfriend beside you to see him watching your very reaction. His face plastering an awful smirk and low breathy chuckles that were running along with the swift breeze of the wind as it continues higher.

And higher...

"Soonyoung." You squealed, squeezing your eyes tightly shut once more as you could see a whole mountain from up here.

You couldn't even look down it was that bad.

The way your feet couldn't even feel any flat surfaces at the bottom and the thought that you would fall off and meet your untimely demise sent numerous amounts of shivers down your spine.

All of this because... you wanted to try this ride. After years of avoidance.

Then, after a few seconds of accepting your fate, you felt someone's warm hand started intertwining with yours.

Just like that, you open your eyes, seeing none other than your boyfriend's hands holding yours.

From what was an unbearable smirk airing visible teasing and mockery from him a moment ago. Now turned into something mellow and genuine. His eyes laying onto you, and hands squeezing yours in comfort, he says, "You said face your fears, right?"

You nod reluctantly, both heartbeat and seats were still raising.

"Open your eyes, look around, or look at me, and have fun. 'kay?"

He squeezes your hand tighter, darting your gaze to your intertwined hands and back to his visage putting up the lightest beam for you.

Only for you.

And at that moment, his words that were so simple have easily broken you out to your room of fear. Suddenly you don't feel so scared anymore.

Still nervous, but not as before.

Then, the ride stops for a brief second.

You wanted to slide your hands out of Soonyoung's grasp, earning him a quick look of concern.

You give him your warmest smile, "I'm okay now."

Yet, he didn't let go.

"Nah."

He'd be damned if he would.

"It's not safe." You warn.

But he had to.

He breathes out a sigh. "Fine." he says, disappointment filling his nerves that will definitely dissipate in a matter of—

3... 2... 1.

And... take off.

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