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thedreadvampy · 7 months ago

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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'

#red said #recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis #like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes #and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not #for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening #i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine #as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital #as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin #ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes #some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am #bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me #like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD #there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife #but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't #tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us #like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well #i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point #anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also #been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them #i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it #most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables #honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk #is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry

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shannonsketches · 6 months ago

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He said "Fuck this shit, I'm out" I'm crying. Toriyama's Vegeta was so top shelf 🤌

(From Neko Majin Z Chapter 5!)

#dbtag #Idk why Toei didn't lean into Vegeta being a version of Piccolo you could put in funnier situations like Toriyama wrote #He's reserved and professional and proud but JUST immature enough to bite down on a gag that Piccolo would readily swerve #But they take a lot of Goku's chaotic comedy away too in favor of Hero(tm) writing and that is why I keep pulling my hair out aklsjdlas #Toriyama was sO funny and it bums me out so much that the anime derailed how lighthearted and straight up silly the humor is #and replaced it with Misogyny Is Funny and humiliation kinks asjklfhadjk and it's not just my complaints about Vegeta and Bulma!!#“Goku is running away from his very reasonable wife because he is a goofy little guy who doesn't want to do his chores” becomes #“Chichi is Cruel to Goku who is Trying to be a good husband because she doesn't relate to his passions and vilifies him for having them"#which is not their dynamic at all but dudes in the writing room are like “being married is fucking awful amirite fellas hahaha”#but Toriyama was like “Being married is not for everybody but it can be really great if you and your partner are on the same page”#Chichi's reasonable! And Goku isn't romantically wired but Goku can enthusiastically consent to sex and still not enjoy kissing #those things can be and are true for a lot of people! And it makes even more sense if you hc Goku to be aspec (and audhd coded) like I do #Kissing can feel gross and can be a sensory overload for many folks. Doesn't mean they're stupid or innocent.#(although Goku CAN still ride nimbus so idk what Pure entails in this universe askljad)#Like I am the FIRST person to joke and drag Goku about his marriage as an aspec myself but like legit Goten is a Last Night On Earth baby #He knows what sex is. But also between how socially removed Goku is and how Shy and Conservative Chichi it's not out of line #to assume the actual words sex and kiss have never been spoken in that house skljdlajdf I FULLY believe Chichi uses code words #Chichi thinks her son being blonde makes him a delinquent and still uses honorifics with Goku like it is fully reasonable to assume #that the joke of Goku's naivetè centers around the fact that his wife is too embarrassed to talk about Certain Matters in a normal way #While Bulma and Vegeta are slutty hedonistic cityfolk who need jesus (according to chichi probably...and me but I support them)#anyway. point is. Toriyama was funny as hell and Nekomajin is absolutely ridiculous and goofy and has a fully amoral main character #which just reminded me that toei is allergic to letting goku be a gremlin and so vegeta's not allowed to be a gremlin wrangler #even though that's been his job since the day he met raditz alksdjaskljd

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ninemelodies · 1 year ago

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and if i wrote about rose and her weird uncle (?) getting into shenanigans around town, what then?

#the ? is bc no one is really sure if that’s her uncle or maybe a family friend?#but he’s very strange and likes to talk about himself like he isn’t human #think 12 as the janitor of coal hill #i just think it would be fun to write about how they look to outsiders #14 picks up rose from school and is like ‘rose. rose! i finally got your mother to agree to let you have one (1) tardis ride.#‘to anywhere?’ ‘ah well. she specifically said i could pick you up and take you home so. no. but! i’ll stop and get us fish and chips :)’#‘don’t tell your mother’#doctor who #14th doctor #rose temple noble

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dennisboobs · 2 years ago

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It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia

↳ Chardee MacDennis: The Game of Games // The Gang Goes Bowling

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #dennis reynolds #sunny sweet 16 #LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN TO ME. IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE SAME DENNIS. HE WAS NEVER EMOTIONLESS.#YOU JUST HAVE TO WATCH HIM.#the ONLY reason he didnt react during chardee macdennis is because their win was riding on it #the sunny wiki for so long saying this was proof of him being emotionless or somehow Immune To Pain #when he is LITERALLY WINCING AND SAYING OW AFTER THE FACT #it's the exact same thing as what mac and charlie were talking about with dee during emotional battery #she can get through that and then cry once theyve won. dennis can take a dart to the hand and be visibly in pain afterwards #and also i imagine breaking every bone in his hand is probably more painful than a dart jdsfkjsv #ada speaks #ada's gifs #I DIDNT WANT TO REBLOG SUNNYKEYSMASH'S POST IN CASE IT CAME OFF AS INFLAMMATORY BUT IM HAVING FEELINGS ABOUT THIS COMPARISON SO UH SHOUTOUT #EDIT: CONTEXT WAS NOT THAT SUNNYKEYSMASH CLAIMED HE WAS EMOTIONLESS I JUST WAS INSPIRED AFTER SEEING A POST #i was mad at dudebros using the dart scene as evidence for him being a sociopath and it just reminded me jshvfkjsd

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months ago

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#ugh. fuck me im so tired. im getting sucked back into that workaholic mindset and now my body hurts and my nerves are fying. but it feels #good to b productive. if only i didnt have to teach and could just work with data :-(#anyway. the last 2 weeks have been good in that i feel like im actually hitting my stride a bit #bc we're seeing cool things in our genomes and its gonna b really fun to explore. and i met with the terrifying #prof who is on my committee to pitch a project for a final in her class and it seems it went over well. it was kinda funny bc we were #meeting and she was like: so how would u tell which gene was lost 1st? the phytochrome or the genes that r triggered by activation? and i #was like: uhhhhh idk. and then my advisor walked by and she grabbed him and asked him the same question and he was like: idk we'll have to #figure it out. which made me feel way better abt not knowing lol. then my superior lab mate asked me a question abt taking confocal images #and i was actually able to figure out what her issue was. and my old advisor was asking me if i knew anyone to ask for using a pam on cyanos #and i was like: here is what i think my advisor would say and linked her a paper. then i asked my advisor and he said what i expected and #linked the paper that id already sent. so im like. ok. ok. maybe i actually sometimes do kno what im doing. sorta.#and then my old advisor said she was so proud of me. and i was like aw. its so funny bc my relationship is so different with my new advisor #hes great but its all very professional. with my old advisor i would text her after hours bc she was a workaholic like me and went on long #car rides and handed out Halloween candy with her. she was more hands on and doesnt have kids so work is her life. its just interesting #so things have been going well. but there arent enough hours in the day. and my committee meeting is in like 16 days. and i am afraid for #that but not as afraid as i was in april when i had a full on breakdown and canceled it the day before it was set to happen lol #itll b fine. i just have to work thru the weekend so i can get my preproposal done. and prey that the fucking splitstree download site will #start working bc i want to do gene networks dammit #unrelated

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kaidanalenkosprmanager · 9 months ago

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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: SUR'KESH

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Urdnot Wrex With: Lt. Steve Cortez, Dr. Mordin Solus, Major Kirrahe, and Urdnot Bakara And a Special Guest Appearance by: Adm. Steven Hackett Alliance R&D has officially begun construction on the Prothean device. The team has dubbed it: "Project Crucible". We're throwing everybody who knows how to throw a hammer at it. This is gonna be the most ambitious undertaking in human history. I'm not saying it won't be a challenge- but we can do this, Shepard. You can do this. Never doubt that. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

+BONUS (the smirk™️)

#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard #james vega #EDI #urdnot wrex #steve cortez #mordin solus #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #i feel like i probably should have split the actually sur'kesh set in half like i did with mars #but i got lazy after i split out the normandy summit gifs and i wanted to keep the rest of the mission together lol #wrex having small conversation moments with james and EDI was everything to me #bc with both of them it felt like wrex passing on some of his old kid on the block knowledge to the new kids on the block and i just 🥺#like i didn't get it in the gif but the second part of that convo with james he says something like #'you're one of shep's new recruits? hang on kid- it's a hell of a ride!' and when i tell you i SOBBED #like the entire first half of this playthrough is soph taking her newer squadmates out to help her build the army for the reaper war #so running into all these old friends/teammates and hearing them share their wisdom with james and EDI as new recruits is everything to me!#also EDI and james look very cute in their armor (ESPECIALLY EDI IN HER HUNTER HOOD I LOVE HER YOUR HONOR)#i'm just gonna say wrex's little tongue out at the salarians in the background of padok's gif sent me so hard i had to include it LMAO #and i'd write something about the mordin cameo but the mordin cameo on tuchanka is better so i'll save my thoughts for that one #ig thanks for being wrex's inside man mordin you were real for that one #the real salarian homie of this mission was kirrahe and i love him (he's my favorite and i adore him thank you for coming to my TEDtalk) :)#and i will also say that i adore bakara and she's the highlight of this mission for me bc of the lines but also like???#her grabbing the shotgun from wrex to take out the cerberus troops is everything and his expression afterwards is *chef's kiss*#and SOPH'S LITTLE SMIRK LMAOOOOOOO i had to include it bc i saw it in the back and it sent me to the next dimension lol #and since i just use the tags to share all my annoying little thoughts on a final note:#i included the elevator bomb scene bc in soph's canon she gets injured during it for the shenko angst pre-coup bc i'm an angsty bitch :)

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froginninjago · 1 year ago

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I think that to boost morale after especially large disasters the ninja should host pokemon contest-esque shows.

Just them showing off their powers in fun ways, they can occasionally get a few of the other elemental masters in- usually it's Skylor. They let audience members come up too. Just something to keep spirits up a small bit

#lloyd taking some energy and twisting it into the kids favorite animals #kai lighting small fires and changing the colors of them #nya making water pillars and having zane freeze them #jay being able to add a little crackle of electricity in them that make them sparkle #cole giving piggyback rides because his powers are too destructive to be flashy #skylor coming in and borrowing everyones powers #and letting the kids play a guessing game of what she's going to use #also she'd probably donate food #i just think it would be cool #lego ninjago #ninjago headcanon #ninjago zane #ninjago kai #ninjago nya #ninjago jay #ninjago lloyd #ninjago skylor

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wafflinglumos · 3 months ago

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if you consider Hermione in the films a Mary sue consider yourself an opp

#edit: don’t take this insanely siriusly it was made because I was annoyed #SHE IS SO FLAWED SHUT UP #yes yes not as flawed in the books yes yes she took some of Ron’s lines but oh my good literally shut up #if I say movie ron was very realistic with the cards he was dealt I’d get burned at the stake probably so I won’t #ron and Hermione were ride or die for him in both the books and movies #Mary sue is also a term not inherently wrong and useful in some writing circumstances but it IS often used in a misogynistic way #I personally find the term kinda stupid but I understand it’s use #I could also yap about the books and the misogyny riddled in each woman character but I won’t rn lol #anti jkr #edit: not THAT flawed compared to her book counterpart but she was NOT a Mary Sue please

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celenawrites · 1 year ago

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mhmmm thinking of biker! Simon 'ghost' riley and his amazingly smart gf who's a woman in STEM

#im thinking #im a powerhorse with the amount of aus n inspo n ideas i have rn #like biker ghost n his nerdy lil gf studying for post grad/phd #him coming to pick her up and taking her on a ride around town cuz he knows how overwhelming postgrad studying can get #and how she needs a break sometimes #he'd be so gentle too #like #'c'mere lovie let us get some fresh air'#so warm so fuzzy so nice #everyone deserves a biker bf like simon fr #call of duty #cod #cod:mw2 #simon ghost riley x you #simon ghost riley x reader #char.simon ghost riley #celena.rambles

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thestarfilledsea · 2 years ago

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I’ve been going in circles thinking about how Mei would 100% take it upon herself to initiate Macaque into the group.

I mean we’ve already seen her interact with Red Son with little to no fear or trepidation of him being “a bad guy.” So Macaque’s brooding “leave me alone” shtick isn’t going to work on her.

I’d imagine she would just keep showing up out of nowhere to socialize him like a feral cat.

#lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #he warms up to her eventually #she teaches him how to ride a motorcycle #he in turn shows her how to cook cause I mean #do you /think/ Mei can cook?#also she definitely read a book that Sandy lent her on socializing feral cats and used the tactics on macaque #I will die on the hill that Mei is the first one to kinda sink into a new normal with him #she’d totally poke fun and tease him in a way almost nobody else could get away with #and he takes it and teases back cause he likes her

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bluebelleisabelle · 1 year ago

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My 93 year old Korean grandmother just danced the Gangnam Style 💀

#god I love her #this is the same woman that woke up at 2:30 AM this morning to pick up miscellaneous sticks in our front yard T-T #she’s 93 as of the 23rd and still rides her bike every morning and picks up the sticks in our front yard #well actually it’s a tricycle #not because we ask her to #but because she just… is bored and wants things to be clean djdjd #I was baking a pumpkin pie yesterday #and she was taking all the dirty dishes and washing them 💀#and whenever I’d try to be like ‘oh I can do those halmeoni’#my mom would be like ‘no… give her something to do; she’s bored’ T-T #but she loves it I guess #oh also this is her first time spending Christmas with us #so it’s been wonderful <3 #Izzy bitty slice of life

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vile-wizard · 2 months ago

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Lexapro sucked but I feel like it did prevent me from feeling severe work anxiety......now Im lowering my dose and I can hardly stand the stress. 🫠

#i used to show up 20 minutes early so i could have time to calm myself at the train station #and when i left for the day I'd completely fall apart on the ride home #that was several months ago and overall I've gotten better at Coping with my boss #but now im regressing I can feel it #Same old fears and stresses #I don't like being alone with my boss she makes me very anxious even though she doesn't mean to #i keep FORGETTING i have anxiety because the depression really takes the front seat most of the time #by being. life threatening.#vile-wizard.txt

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acebytaemin · 8 months ago

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it’s 1.18 am and i can’t sleep bc there’s a thunderstorm and i’m scared of them like a big loser so. don’t hold me accountable for my thoughts and feelings but

#i was just thinking about my day today and how i wrote in the tags after my nap i wanted to maybe go to ikea and so i presented my roommate #with the idea and she said yes ofc i was thinking of doing something too! and so we went to ikea and we got there and they have stairs and #escalators there and she was like ‘what type of day is it?’ nodding at the escalator and i know she prefers the stairs #and i have better and worse days in terms of how much i can do physically before getting winded/dizzy and i haven’t told her it’s been all #bad days lately LMAO bc ahhh i hate worrying people and i have ANOTHER cardiologist appointment next week anyway so no harm done but #the fact that she asks and then goes with me. it catches me so off guard still it’s truly something wondrous to be taken into account #i was really used to being overlooked not among peers but in my everyday family/at home life #and i still can’t believe how easy it feels for her (and my other friends) to take me into account and to just. idk. love me i guess?#i always think i’m impossible to care about on a true level beyond the surface let alone be loved #what a ride life is

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ectonurites · 1 year ago

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