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[dzvagabond]

YOU!!!! ♫ + GORDON FREEMAN (ur boy!!) ♫ + BARNEY CALHOUN (bc I'm curious) ♫ + OTP: LIFE DEATH AND CIGARETTES (for the feels)

SAKDFBHSADKLFHSA ALRIGHT ALRIGHT I CAN DO THIS.

So first, we’re gonna do the baby boi-o best friend Barney Calhoun. When I think of him, this is the first song that pops in my head and I honestly couldn’t tell you why but its How Far We’ve Come by Matchstick Twenty. Specifically the beginning of the song. 

I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world, But its feeling just like every other morning before, Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone, The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour And I started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

But I believe the world is burning to the ground Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out Let's see how far we've come Let's see how far we've come

Next is Gordon Freeman; and this song kind of represents their relationship as a whole (and the piano is just so fucking beautiful) and it’s on their ship playlist on spotify as well: The End of All Things by Panic at the Disco.

Whether near or far I am always yours Any change in time We are young again

Lay us down We're in love We're in love

In these coming years Many things will change But the way I feel Will remain the same 

FEELS TIME??? FEELS TIME! So I was going through my playlist for COD Zombies trying to think of the song that would represent both Marius’ and Luca’s relationship and what I think would fit best and also gives me too many feels is Next to Me by Imagine Dragons. These lyrics to be exact. 

There's something about the way that you always see the pretty view Overlook the blooded mess, always lookin' effortless And still you, still you want me I got no innocence, faith ain't no privilege I am a deck of cards, vice or a game of hearts And still you, still you want me

Oh, I always let you down You're shattered on the ground But still I find you there Next to me And oh, stupid things I do I'm far from good, it's true But still I find you Next to me

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK FRIENDO. NOW IT’S TIME FOR ME TO CRY ABOUT ALL THESE CHARACTERS WHILE WE PLAY THIS DND SESSION.

[dzvagabond]

🌹🍒🍎💙 for an f/o of ur choice :3c

I was gonna pick Kisuke for this but ya boi hasn’t developed their insert yet so let’s go with Half-Life 2 Dr. Freeman >>

🌷 - How different is your f/o in your head compared to canon?

The Gordon in my head is more susceptible to showing emotion than canon. Also has frequent breakdowns when alone and in between fights with the Combine but doesn’t let anyone see. Gordon also remembers everything that happened during the previous game and gets nightmares about Xen. 

🍒 - What are some headcanons you have about your f/o?

Gordon Freeman is selectively mute. He’ll talk when necessary, but he lets his actions speak for him.

He has frequent nightmares about the Black Mesa Incident and about The G-Man, but will never admit it. 

Despite his actions in the game, he doesn’t like using guns. He prefers using the Gravity Gun. 

Maybe it’s just me projecting but Dr. Freeman is Biromantic Demisexual. Gordon is too focused on taking on the Combine than to have sex js. 

Back when he was in MIT, he had a mullet. You can’t change my mind. 

He keeps a small polaroid photo of him and all of his co-workers from Black Mesa to remind him of what he needs to do. (Gordon looks at it often when feeling down.) 

🍎 - What are some headcanons for your s/i?

Atticus Brine is a hot fucking mess half the time but refuses to show it. 

Sassy asshole to everyone except Gordon, but even then they act very Tsundere around Dr. Freeman. 

They’re a really skilled sniper, they were taught by the Combine while Gordon was still in stasis. 

Little self-indulgent but idc, they were one of the co-founders of the HEV suits for Black Mesa. 

Atticus identifies as Non-Binary (they/them) and is Panromantic Ace. 

BONUS INFO:

They met Gordon in New Mexico and had a huge crush on him back then as they do now. Refuses to admit their feelings tho. 

Works closely with Barney undercover to help the resistance against the Combine, gets “caught” and goes to meet up with Alyx and Gordon about half-way through the game. 

💙 - What trope dos your self ship fall under?

Because there’s a lot to look through and it making my brain hurty, I went with Aborted Declaration of Love since they both are too busy with everything that they never have time to admit their feelings to one another.