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asterdeer · 2 years ago

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flopping back and forth between publishing one story or other on royal road (legitimate, easy to use, not embarrassing, also very intimidating, i am terrified of taking up space in a Legitimate Arena) OR wattpad (humiliating, i do not value myself but even i think i'm above that, but also much less stressful because i know i'll probably be in the top 10% of writers by virtue of not being 16)

#i have a few options #revise hunter & poet and throw it onto rr #if i can get a head of steam on merry & brighty that would be a genuine serial novel which might be fun #or maybe revise when the levee breaks and put THAT on rr #or the most terrifying option: revise and then publish wdnftp on rr #or publish my current weird oc tma fanfic on wattpad because that's as much as it deserves #and i just want attention and hopefully wattpad readers will have much lower expectations #the problems involved: i reeeally want to submit h&p to indie queer publishers before i put it out there for free #m&b is....... such a fuckin weird story and i'm not sure anyone will be able to take it seriously #levee is the judas book that i love with my whole heart and ass but aged Very Poorly re: masking for personal health safety #wdnftp is. it's. i. that's Mine. it's my heart you gotta pay me 100$ before i reveal my heart to you #do i want it to be a published book/eventual series? fuck yes. do i want anyone to read it? yes! and also no!#and then the oc fic is just weird and silly but i love those ocs so much and their actual book is giving me fucking problems #anyway my terror of judgment is finally getting worn away by my desire to get a compliment or two so....... i need to figure this out soon #shut up myth

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