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2024's last digital piece !!
happy new yeeear!! this year i'm gonna try to work on my writing a bit more lol đŤ
2021's last piece of art from me
happy new year, my resolution is to set timers so i drink more waterâ¨
#happy new year#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#Finishing this post on mobile early cuz I don't wanna forget later lol đ#So pardon my capitalization đ#//But yea ik I like to focus in my art bc its a much more tangible thing But. That doesn't help my stories lmfvsh#//Anyway yea it's been a year huh :)#years always feel so short but So much longer once you start to get to the end because I'm forgetting a lot of stuff (and the timeline of#events lol) but I know this was a long year#Not a very bad one! But definitely just below Average on the It's So Over meter lmaoo#/I think it's nice being able to compare how I was feeling while drawing last year's piece and this year's#It's a bit better it's nice -u-#//Oh it's also gonna be late but I still wanna do an art recap :3 just gotta find the time for it lol#//and another year another 365 days where I learn progressively more and more things about myself Kfvshf#You ever rotate a thought in your head Just right and then suddenly a whole genre of your behaviors make sense. Crazy hfvshf#/I also have a sense of personal taste now which kinda sucks bc it means I dislike more things than I thought. But I also actually Like#some things now so Yippeeeee!! Woo :3#/Also I think I've figured out what I'd like my life to look like at least for who I am right now :)#It's a nice thing to just know. And up until I knew this i didn't realize how much people try to project such a specific kind of life onto#you and your wants and your future and THAT'S crazy. Not for me but I'm sure a dollhouse would find this Inspired love đŤ#/And I've learned I'm much more capable than I had ever thought ?? This is incredible. So the power Was inside me all along. Kinda rude to#reveal that Now lmaooo#//anyway yeah next year is the last year I'm a teenager#Unbelievable! The flow of time! Can't wait for twenties though I'm ready let's GO#:33#//okay I'm gonna get this posted so I can clean some other stuff up now lol :)#Happy new year !! Hope it's uphill from here!! Unless this feels sisyphean to you then I hope the rock explodes and you can sit đ#toooooodles ^w^/
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Massive thank you to you and everyone else who calls out how shitty it is to get mad at peoples interpretations. Sleep tokens music is romantic. Its also toxic. These statements can coexist. Its not your business if someone plays bloodsport or vore or hell even atlantic at their wedding. Youre not them, you dont know what the music means to them. If you see a weird take just roll your eyes and move on, its not a big deal. Absolutely sick and fucking tired of all these "why are you calling this romantic/sexy? Youre stupid and a terrible person!" takes like fucking relax. Media literacy is important yes. Respecting that this music is dark and personal to vessel is also important. Same goes for respecting how people relate to the music in dark ways. But as long as people are not saying things directly to vessel or fans about how their individual trauma is sexy then just chill out and respect peoples different interpretations. It sucks that i cant talk about how i view certain songs without being called horrible things and having really fucked up vitriol aimed at me. Yall need to grow the fuck up and get over yourselves. Im not thinking of your personal shit when i call a certain song romantic/sexy, i dont even know you, sometimes im thinking of my own trauma actually lol. Lets all discuss this music maturely where we respect each other and what each of us as individuals bring to the table for interpretation, stop making this fandom toxic as hell for anyone who doesnt agree 100% with your own interpretation. (Also the whole "youre not allowed to say this song is romantic/sexy" thing is very dismissive of some peoples trauma in itself, it ignores how messy someones feelings toward their abusers/toxic partners can be. Pretty fucked up to call a trauma survivor stupid or a terrible person because a song reminds them of their positive feelings towards someone who hurt them) Anyways yeah, just tired of people being so harsh because they refuse to see other peoples perspectives. I genuinely think one of the most toxic aspects of this fandom is the vitriol over different interpretations, people act like outright children at times with it im ngl, especially with more sexual discussions. It also feels infantilizing towards vessel at times, hes a grown adult who put romantic/sexy elements in his music and he doesnt need people trying to protect him from those themes. Im rambling but this stuff pisses me off so much, this fandom needs to do better
Context post for the clueless ones - regarding my tags/replies
Here's the thing - I've been in fandoms for many, many, MANY years. This type of discussion isn't anything new nor unique to Sleep Token, but it sure does make a comeback quite often. It's tiring to keep repeating the same things over and over, but that's what fandom is all about isn't it?
Someone needs to say something, and I am not one to shy away from uncomfortable conversations like these. Something something, build your own community, be the change you wanna see, etc etc.
I've said pretty much everything I wanna say already under that post, but for the sake of clarity, and because I can't keep my mouth shut apparently -
Under the cut for length - you know the drill:
Music is art. And art is subjective. Meaning, each individual will have their own personal connection and interpretation of a given piece of art, which in this case is Sleep Token's music.
Did Vessel write the songs with a certain intent or meaning? Most likely yes! It's not hard to connect the dots and guess what events/emotions might've transpired and served as inspiration for them (accuracy to personal life is irrelevant and none of our business, but it's also no rocket science to understand what's been said).
Can we establish a base meaning for any given song, or better, can we have a general consensus of what a song is about based on its lyrics and themes? Absolutely! Not every song is like that, but we can all agree there's a lot of recurring themes of past relationships and mental health struggles.
Is it wrong to diminish the songs to one basic element (eg. the sexual undertones) and/or completely disregard the bigger, more important theme? I'd say it is.
Giving Atlantic as an example (which as a lot of you know, is my most favourite song of them and very dear to me): this one has some very blatant references to suicide and depression. Regardless of whether it is based on irl events or not (none of our business!!!), it is extremely heavy and emotionally charged. I find it incredibly disrespectful when people say random stuff during the rituals when he plays this one.
Or for example, how certain people reduce Sleep Token to "baby making metal", instead of acknowledging the insane (insane!) variety of genres and the profound lyricism they present.
Should we limit our views, and by extension, those of others, to surface-level interpretation, without allowing room for different views and interpretations, either fictional lore based or not? ABSOLUTELY NOT.
Vessel himself said to "not restrict ourselves to labels or genres because music transcends it all" (paraphrasing here). It's literally their whole thing. It's very hypocritical to be shouting from the rooftops about "media literacy" and assuming people are stupid or idiots for not understanding the basic, surface-level meaning of a song, when Vessel himself constantly writes in metaphors and half-truths.
I've touched on this a lifetime ago on one of my analysis, but if you *actually* look at the lyrics, you'll realise Vessel hardly ever says what he means. There's always something else behind his words, something he purposefully keeps hidden. It really sneaks upon you sometimes! I'm over a year in and I still find something new everyday on their music. That man has a way to weave in a hundred and one statements under a single sentence, that is just truly beautiful to study.
Is, say, The Love You Want, about a man (Vessel) mourning the fact that his love isn't reciprocated? Yeah! Is it about someone who, despite knowing they can never receive from their lover the attention and affection and care they want, will stay by their side anyways? It is!
Is it about bitterness, spiteful accusations aimed at the one person who should love you fully? Or a reflection of how little self-regard the singer has, so much that they are willingly and actively choosing to stay in a sinking one-sided relationship, because the alternative is too painful to bare? Can you flip the switch and see it as someone who is obsessively pursuing another person, and painting themselves as a victim? All of this, yes!
You can even eliminate the romantic aspect all together and apply it to a relationship with the self (past or future, or an alter ego), or a parental figure. The options are endless. There isn't one universal truth when it comes to music, and as such, all of these takes are 100% correct.
Many statements can be true at the same time - it doesn't make one more true or correct than the other. Simply different. The way we connect with music is very much dictated by our own life experiences, and no two people have lived the exact same life.
Can you prefer a certain way to look at a song, or completely disagree with certain takes? Absolutely! I know I sure as hell do! That's normal and expected and part of the fun in being in a community such as ours. More people means more ways to look at a song - isn't that just wonderful?!
Now, this is very obvious for most of us, but some people, especially in the younger rage, have been taught to look at things in a very black and white way. Not to be that person, but the truth is that the rise in awareness of social issues and "pc-ness", is slowly starting to eliminate the possibility of things being flawed and nuanced.
If you're wrong, you're awful. If you're right, you're obnoxious. Made a mistake? Get cancelled. Grow from your mistakes, but not like that. Learn from your actions, but change your whole personality in a day otherwise you're problematic.
You know what I mean.
Life isn't black and white. Art isn't black and white. Music isn't black and white. What may seem like a toxic, dark, obsessive depiction of a relationship to you, might translate to the deepest and most truest of loves to me. I can acknowledge something is Not Right, while still drawing my own conclusions.
Is Blood Sport a sad af song? Yeah! Definitely not the first thing I'd think of when in a happy relationship. But maybe that's the point. And maybe I do. And that's okay, and none of anyone's business. "Okay but The Apparition isn't a good example of a healthy and romantic-" TO YOU! Maybe that's what love looks like to me! Maybe I just happen to be into it! And what about it?
Maybe to me love comes with all the ugly sides too. The violence, the despair, the self-doubt. Who are you to dictate what I can or can't think? I highly doubt Vessel would go đŁď¸ "WRONG! NO! ABSOLUTELY NOT! >:::(", so why would you?
You can, and should, discuss the songs with others! Maybe some people do genuinely need a fresh pair of eyes to help them get to the juicy core of the songs - that's why we're here! To discuss, and exchange ideas! You can, and should, call people out when their engagement with the music is being harmful to others (joking and laughing during Missing Limbs? No bueno. Speculating about Vessel's personal life? VERY no bueno. Choosing a potentially weird song to walk down the aisle? None of your business + not your wedding + you weren't even invited + none of your business. Notice how I've been repeating that. Notice again).
You shouldn't, however, shame and ridicule others for having different views from you.
I think, rather than engaging in pointless discussions and start accusing people of being this or that, we should all exercise a little "don't like? scroll past". Is it harming you or others? No? Then scroll past! Is it an awful, truly horrendous take about something you're really passionate about? Okay! Disgusting! Scroll past! Good for them! đ
Also - keep an open mind. We're all doing this living businesse for the first time, no one holds all the answers to everything. It's okay to change your mind. It's okay to say the wrong thing and backtrack. It's okay to make a mistake and learn and grow.
You know what's not okay? Being a dick to others because the thing you like is being misinterpreted. It's hard, I know!!! You can block people! You can scroll past! You can look at pictures of your favourite vessel and cleanse your brain!!!! I know I do!!!!!
And this is a last afterthought but - you don't get to complain about the fandom you're in if you're doing nothing to change that. I see many, maaaaany of you bitch about this and that, while having 0 engagement aside from the bitching. Like?? Maybe if you spent more time reblogging cool art or gifs and less time whining about literally everything, this would be a much more pleasant space!! And I DO get to be a little petty here because I sure do try my best to make this a fun and nice community. I am allowed a little bitching đ
Anyways, tl/dr: don't be a dick; don't like - don't engage; keep an open mind; gaze upon the vessels. Peace and love yall đđŤ
#i think i may have gotten a little carried away but! you get the gist#very rich of me saying don't like - scroll past while engaging in Discourse⢠i know đ#but. well. i kind of really really don't like this whole âyou bad me rightâ attitude some people assume when talking about certain topics#(and this goes for both the recent discussions of the referenced post and the whole identity reveal thing)#is it too much to ask for a little respect? dang it#i swear december is a cursed month for Sleep Token and fans. last year we had iii's absence + the Wembley situash + THAT WHOLE THING in here#(remember that? lmaoooooo)#and now we're repeating the exact same thing? cmon guys. euclid. break the dang bough already and be someone new#i said i wouldn't get pissy but here we are LMAOOO HYPOCRIT NUMBER 1 IS ME!!!#in my defense. i couldn't not say anything about that Espera thing đ¤ my queens. my lieges.#and this. well. i am just annoyed enough to engage đĽ°#ANYWAYS!!#gonna schedule this and go honk shoo some more#i wanna be peaceful eeping while ~this~ goes live đ muwah#sleep token#darya is unhinged#<- it warrants the writing tag#darya answers#anon ask
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Hello! What kind of workouts do you do, and what youtube channels do you rec???? I know youve answered this before, but i cant find the ask (^///^ )
hey! i don't really follow any youtube channels closely anymore, i just do my own thing. and also i don't mind this question being asked like 50 times because i like getting people active LOL. if my mediocre body inspires people, then i don't mind at all! read carefully anon :)
again to be completely honest, i am not an expert, never claimed to be, so whatever advice you're going to read right now is just my own experience/research. i am just a casual person who likes to move.
i started doing pushups during the pandemic in 2020 after a breakup basically, i was looking at shirtless guys on tiktok and i got inspired LOL so i just googled how to get a chest and it said pushups do the trick. and it does in fact work.
right now i'm trying to walk everyday, for example today i walked like 12-13k steps (your phone tracks this automatically, you can download an app for it too) because i read that walking is extremely good for weight loss, and just VERY good for you in general.
aside from that i have a pull up bar in my room, so basically i just lift myself up with both arms, as much as i can. i do this everyday pretty much, just randomly. i don't track anything, i just do it to maintain my body i guess? like i said idk what the fk i'm doing LOL i just workout for fun. genuinely.
in general, diet is key, make sure you're eating like an insane amount of protein per day. like 100g per day average, depends on your weight. i think the recommended amount is like 0.7-0.8g of protein times your weight. do not stop eating protein. every single day eat stuff like greek yogurt, protein shakes, protein bars (i get these from gas stations and amazon tbh) like you have to be consistent lmao.
i know protein is DISGUSTING most of the time. especially those chalky protein chips and bars. but, beauty is pain. just do it.
#anon#i need to start a fucking tag for this shit#i swear i have one already idk#but since i keep getting asked lmao#sen's workout advice#i should get paid to write these LMAOOO#ALSO please note (i hope people still read tags) my diet is pretty shitty right now#i prioritize happiness and eating good food over looking good#but i still wanna look good shirtless/naked lmao#so idk i'm at this eternal conflict between eating fat/sugary stuff like sweet bread at korean cafes#but then i'll chug like protein right after#etc. etc. it's just a constant battle#like with my current diet my abs will never reveal#so just letting you know i'm not really a good role model
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In goofy David Tennant/Michael Sheen Loud news, my husband stumbled upon an edit with David Tennant and Michael Sheen about how theyâre In Love ÂŽ and heâs been solidly on the âYeah, theyâre prob fuckinâ train because of me & he was like, âI donât get it, theyâre not physically compatible at all, one is really skinny and the other is cherubicââ and I was like bruh you literally described the one who plays an angel on TV as cherubic đ đ đ certifyibly Good â˘ď¸ casting big rare W to Neil Gaiman
#heâs not even in the fandom he just had a fancam recommended to him & it was almost all staged clips lmaooo#he didnât believe me at first until i explained to him how aggressively bisexual michael sheen is and the heavily implied poly drama#he isnât nearly as invested as I am but heâs a full believer now as an *outsider* lmaoko#*lmao (i am not retyping i cannae type on mobile)#also ânot physically compatibleâ made me chuckle like bruh these men are so thirsty#i love people (and celebrities) whomstâve just cannot help but constantly reveal themselves lmaooo#also he thinks rpf is hysterical & we used to read livejournal beatles rpf in high school on school computers so he really is the one#good omens#bbc staged#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#david tennant#michael sheen#i must stress he is entirely outside of the fandom and skeptical on all âthese ppl are fckingâ shit and even heâs like âoh okay lol i guessâ#incredible#also i donât want good omens stuff on his computer like was it just listening to us?? help???
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Not Velvet getting outted by Google đ
#i feel like this would happen to her tbh#i could imagine velvet being like âoh i wonder what the internet is saying about me today i sure hope no one reveals anything abt meâ#and then boom 100+ articles and pictures of her kissing orchid that some photographer took of her while hiding in a bush#đđđ i need this now#velvet trolls#trolls velvet#velchid#this is stupid lmaooo
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kinda thinking about t h e m againâŚ
#yk that one ship that absolutely no one else in the world ships but you? y e a h asusena is that for me#there has to be some kind of tragic irony of being mutual fans of each other with the sister of the girl you actively torment yk#a nd. like. the fact that senaâs an asuna stan bc of monaâs influence adds another layer to it yk#b u t also. the way asuna took what she learned by chance after this to go after mona. man. i wonder if sena knowsâŚ#come to think of it. i wonder what sena does and doesnât know through the idol sengen storyline#like. a l o t has happened to mona indirectly because of her#and also. like. the promise bracelet. yâknow.#if idol sengen s2 comes back i sincerely hope we get a sena recap arc⌠and!! also!!! a reveal of when she started going to monaâs concerts!!#ofc an asuna after story would be nice too but. man. actually can we get more of sena and asuna content plsâ#m a n im both looking forward to and *not* looking forward to tling vol 5 lmaooo#on one hand: asuna volume. on the other: âŚitâs so wordy guys. startin to get why tlers work in teams now ngl#ehhhhh well. either way im doing this tl mainly for myself. so. hmm⌠iâll just take my time with it ig~~~~~#hmmmmmmm either way iâll try to finish vol 4 by this coming week. iâve already finished the minami bonus so. uh. lol.#1 chapter and 1 bonus to go⌠hmmmmmmmmmmmmm#iâll get to work soon i swear⌠after just one more round of v o l t o r b f l iâ
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Yo turns ur cats into an old sappy punk rock couple!!
Iris and Forrest Petals!
Had those in my pocket for a while but didn't really know what to do with them,,, Saw @evillillad 's metal au and wanted to revive my sillies!! I love the ideas you come up with for this one!!
Lineup of Iris' band! Just a concept for now tho, might add one more member later! â
I feel like Poison Garden would be a more old-style hard rock/glam rock/glam metal band at first , but Daria as the youngest would bring more modern elements into their music. They love to experiment with genres so it's really welcomed!
Annie has been a close friend of Petals for a long while, knowing them almost since childhood, so she was all up for Iris's idea of creating a band
Oh to be two old punks raising your silly cats together đđ (though they're not even that old, somewhere around early/mid 40s). Young and reckless in their past, Iris and Fozzy are now loving and supportive parents of two lil rascals. Old softies from your neighborhood who act like parent figures to pretty much anyone younger than them hueheh
I don't have quite much for Forrest now but he's definitely a certified malewife lol
Billy and Lilly are absolute lil gremlins in any au and in this one especially
#let's rock!!!!#huehehsh so interested in this au rn actually cuz I love turning my ocs into lil cool edgy gys :D#also Lilly's parents reveal âď¸âď¸ for now the only other au where she has parents is mob au and#they seem somewhat similar to me lmaooo#guhhhh thinking about giving the whole bunch voice claims because why not#but yet the only vc that matched Iris well enough was Lady Dimitrescu huahah#welcome home#welcome home oc#original character#welcome home au#metal au#Iris Petal#Forrest Petal#rockstar iris#punk rock forrest#daria d. dragonfly#rockstar daria#I wish I was more of a music nerd or just older so I could be more certain about Poison Garden's music style#I just listen to anything ever without thinking-#I have more goobers to throw in this au but I'm still working on their designs and stories#haddddd to show yall those old goofballs they're so soo in love guys :33#lilly silly#forgot the goober's tag guhhh
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i need to bring back my dood-les for sdmp bro... so many funny bits i could horribly recreate in mspaint
#dash bc the tag i use for my shitty mspaint art is le dood (i mean its also my gen ''my art'' tag lol)#the one i rlly wanma do rn is connor dramatically revealing that banksy was him all along to schlatt#while schlatt just goes ''yeah connor.. i know... i knew the whole time...''#like an exasperated older brother or smth lmaooo (wish this didnt have the Connotations of family dynamic...)#(thoae guys did some shit in that cuck shed)#and i also wanna draw some jaswsh bits hes funny#been watchin him md altrive on and off for likea year and a half now ithink?#something w berd could also be funny bc i bet i could draw his sona#yeah idk idk i gotta watch more voda my main guys (connor nd jawsh) dont fucking talk to people#been meanin to watch hunters stuff but idk if i could do the dog justice#yeau idk im tired i havent been studying lol#lemons laments
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migi n dali just keeps getting better. ep 10 was crazyyyyy i was on the edge of my seat the entire time, and if i wasnt it was just so sweet or hilarious. this show is the perfect blend of emotions honestly.
#migi to dali#looooved how they did the twin reveal. they just randomly both show up.#i actually rewinded because i noticed it was migi at the table and then right after dali responded. and i was like. huh. are they switching#rlly fast or something. but no. they were just both there lmaooo#AND MARUTAAAA AAAAGH#karen and maruta was so cute actually.#and i love love love that hes their friend now. they did it so well and believable. like thats just a kid.#i rlly like how the kids are written in this. like even if theyre super genius or whatever. they never actually are#but the other kids think so. theyre smart in the kiddie sense. but their reactions and thoughts are still very childlike#and i think its. so sweet how dali is still scared and unsure of how to move on from all the shit that happened to them#but migi is there for him every step of the way... wah... ;-;#also cannot forget my boy akiyama. always ride n die for his bestie hitori(s)#AND THE BE BIRDS.... so good. love these strange furry children.#cant believe we still have 3 episodes. i feel so blessed#tedpost#tedtalks#next ep we'll finally learn abt metry. so excited.
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Music for april :)
#the way my top songs reveal so much about my issues lmaooo#also having listened to all playboi carti albums now#whole lotta red is definitely my favourite that shit fucks#whole lotta red < self titled < die lit#idk if thats a controversial opinion lol#also the soul album making it on the chart for the second month in a row as it should! Everybody listen now pls its so good#marchibald's
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Really, sincerely. As much as I love Bleach even beyond my obvious area of focusâand I doâif theyâre really announcing any special anime projects for the anniversary I pray to GOD it is not a full reboot of the original anime. It is an extremely flawed adaptation, but I truly would rather read it beginning to end anytime I want in the manga format than have to sit through the anime pacing for all of it all over again over years and years of slow production. And yes. I even do not want them to redo the Lost Agent arc. Iâd watch it, but I donât want it.
Iâd love them to adapt the novels (at least the more canon-compliant ones, I know Spirits Are Forever With You is very contentious there). Depending on the characters they focus on, even new original stories Kubo supervises and writes would be preferential. (My own agenda there should be obvious but Iâm open to other focuses too.) Just a shorter, but awesome new project gets my vote miles ahead of another ten years of anime production for a show Iâve already seen, when I could literally just read it in a few days.
#bleach#I am kinda bummed bc if they do any future Fullbringer content#I think some of the casting choices will have to be changed for the dub#which SUCKS because Travis w and Matt m did fantastic and imo are THE voices#Kugoâs like one line was done by a different guy in tybw and I just expect that to continue#which I get cuz theyâve got their whole thing they do but I hope they know I owe them my life#and I guess weâll find out for Yukio and Riruka with part 3#lucien d I know is still in stuff and was in TokRev which H*lu also hosts now#ANYWAY hoping for Kugoâs âitâs a secretâ backstory to be revealed this way lmaooo#or soul king shit generally would be cool#or anything thatâs not about something boring like kenpachi or whatever
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Well, are you mine?
Pairings: Sukuna x fem reader
Summary- You're Yuuji Itadori's best friend since forever, and his older brother Sukuna is a grade A ass to you. After a nasty breakup with your ex, you text Yuuji who's out for the night, he gives you the go ahead to stay at his place. But it's only Sukuna there, and he is oddly comforting? You've had it bad for him forever, but little do you know, so has he, even if he doesn't show it, because Sukuna thinks Yuuji loves you (ahem, he's WAY wrong) Porn w/feelings, best friend's brother trope, Duo POVS
CW- Modern Sukuna, he's a gamer and tsundere af lol, this is SMUTTY asf, loss of virginity (don't mention much abt it aside from reader is one) Sukuna is ROUGH lol, oral sex (m and f recieving) overstimulation, dirty talk, Sukuna calls reader brat and slutty, lowkey breed kink, possessiveness, marathon sex lol. Sukuna is BAD AT FEELINGS lmaooo, but he whimpers? Reader- 20, Sukuna 25- 6.4k WC!
Comments/reblogs appreciated if you enjoy this one!
Youâre walking out in that pathetic excuse for a tank top and the most revealing shorts that morning when Sukuna sees you, peeking up from his monitor, proceeding to get sniped like some damn noob when he sees your nipples perk up through the material. He curses loudly, slamming off his headset then, you look at him in surprise, lips parted just so.
âWhatâs wrong?â You ask, he glares at you then, standing up as he takes you in, irritated you have such an effect.
âWhat are you doing here? Yuuji isnât even home until tonight.â He says with a glare, ruby eyes glinting, you tense just a bit, Sukuna is tall and intimidating, and constantly an asshole.
âHe said it was fine, hereâs the text.â You swipe up on your phone, he snorts as he looks at it.
âYou have a teddy bear case? Stupid.â Your eyes narrow in irritation when he picks up the phone, scoffing as he sees the texts. âGod. What a simp youâre making him.â
âWhat now? Am not even! Heâs my best friend, not that youâd understand, you donât even have any. Youâre such an ass.â You snatch your phone back from him, earning his scowl.
âYouâre an annoying brat, yâknow that? If Yuuji didnât simp so badly I wouldnât have to deal with you.â
âWhatever! Ugh.â
âWhyâd you need to come here anyway? Boyfriend piss you off?â You sigh, crossing your arms, just pressing your breasts up more for his view.
âHe cheated on me.â Sukuna pauses then, hearing the hurt in your voice, seeing it on your pretty face, annoyingly pretty face.
âShit.â Is all he manages, and you sigh, looking at him then, emotions in the back of your throat.
âThat was mean of me to say, that you have no friends. I know you do⌠Iâm sorry I said it.â His mouth opens, then closes, his brows lowering.
âYouâre always bitchy to me, it doesnât surprise me.â
âAnd youâre always an ass to me.â
âTch, Iâm not gonna fawn over you like your little best friend does, if thatâs what you mean.â
âNo, every time I stay or hang out you tell me you canât wait for me to leave, or are just mean as shit.â Sukuna rolls his eyes, looking up at the ceiling then, itâs true he is mean to you constantly.
Every time you stay, heâs picking on you or making snide remarks, to the point heâs made you cry sometimes, and then felt like shit. Nothing was worse than seeing you cry, but he didnât know what else to do, because youâre haunting his every dream, even last night he was stroking his cock to a stupid Instagram picture of you.
The thing is, Sukuna wants you, and wants you badly, so much it makes him pathetic, his little brotherâs best friend, who Sukuna knows has had some stupid crush on since forever. Sukunaâs only five years older than you, but twenty just seems too young, you seem too inexperienced, too innocent and sweet, the last thing you needed was him around you.
And he knew you had some little crush on him, most of knowing him, you used to literally make doe eyes at him, he found it sort of cute at first, but now youâre a whole woman, walking around in nothing half the time. He was happy you got a boyfriend, despite the odd clench in his chest from hearing it, only because he wouldnât have to see you as much.
So, the best course of action?
Make you hate him, and he thinks itâs worked, you donât make doe eyes, youâre not fawning over him, or pathetically trying to flirt. No, youâre just as mean to him as he is to you now, god and you scowling and flipping him off? That turns him on more than fucking anything, unfortunately.
âFuck him.â Sukuna says, and youâre shocked for a moment, as you stare up at the guy youâve had it bad for since you can remember, Yuujiâs older brother, you thought he was so cool, you were always coming over more and more to see him.
Yuuji was the best friend in the world, so it wasnât that you didnât enjoy hanging out with him, itâs just your mind kept wandering, Sukuna was always a grump, but something shifted in the past couple of years, especially this year. He was downright mean and nasty to you, making jokes, pinching on you, ruffling your hair, rolling his eyes whenever you were near.
If his goal was to make you hate him, you don't, you just really can't stand him. Can't stand seeing him shirtless seeing the tattoos around his biceps, down his strong chest, hate seeing his stupid abs that have abs!?! Why does he have to be such an attractive ass, you don't know, but your crush hasn't gone away.
It's worse.
Last night you'd seen Sukuna was here when you'd used the key Yuuji let you have, he was crashed out on the couch sprawled out, movie ended, you'd covered him with a blanket and given him a pillow. In his sleep he almost looked sweet, you thought, having slept in the guest room, he'd swirled in your mind, your boyfriend having cheated hurt, but thankfully you hadn't taken that step with himâŚ
No, you stupidly still wanted Sukuna as your first.
As if that would happen, he hates you so much clearly, and you have seen the girls he brought over, older and more experienced, more confident and worldly. You weren't there yet, especially when the man you're wanting doesn't see you as anything but a little brat.
âSukuna, are you comforting me?â Sukuna scoffs.
âOf course I'm not, but also⌠he's a fucking idiot. You don't deserve someone who does that shit.â You blink back tears then, stepping to him, hugging him.
Sukuna freezes, as he inhales that scent, something floral and irritatingly delicious, your soft breasts pressing against his chest, your nipples taut under the tank top. You're tiptoeing, holding him around his chest, he grimaces, wanting to pick you up and drag you to his room, but he shoves at you.
âAnnoying brat, off me god.â You shake your head, snuggling closer, when he realizes you're crying. It annoys him how you wrench his heart when you look up, tears falling out of your stupidly pretty eyes.
Did you have to affect him this way?
âThank you, Kuna.â
âDon't call me that, ugh.â He places his huge hands at your waist to shove you off, but you gasp at it, taking over your waist, burning your skin then. He falters, his breath coming faster as he holds you there, just a little off of him, eyes going to your lips, tempting him to no end. âStupid nickname.â He grumbles.
âI⌠you used to not mind it. What happened to make you hate me so much?â You whisper, hands slipping up his chest, so much revealed in the soft white shirt he's wearing, you feel his heart thudding under your hand.
âDon't hate you, just you're annoying.â
âHow?â
âJust being here.â
âSo I annoy you just existing?â
âYes.â He speaks through clenched teeth, when you lean back, and he views your body. âWhy do you fucking dress like that!?â
âIt's comfy. What do you care, Kuna?â
âStop it with the stupid nickname. Your⌠your body annoys me.â He is whispering now, hands slipping down your hips, you let this little sound out from the back of your throat that destroys him then.
âMy body, what not your type? Don't wanna see it?â
âYou're so fucking stupid.â
âHow can a body piss you off? Ah!â Sukuna had you picked up now right on the kitchen counter, your breaths come in pants at getting handled like this, his big hands on your thighs, his eyes boring into you.
âAll I can think about is all the ways I wanna fucking ruin you for any stupid boy you'll ever meet.â Your heart thuds in your chest, blinking rapidly as if you're in a fucking dream.
âWh-what?â He moans softly, rough pads of his fingers slipping up your thighs, watching the goosebumps rise everywhere.
âThinking how good your little pussy tastes, how pretty your tits must be, how your face would look fucked out.â You're moaning out loud when he finds you then, lips hovering just an inch from yours, he moans when he finds your slick cunt dripping, he laughs then, softly. âThat wet for me? Haven't even done shit.â
âShut up and touch me, please, Sukuna.â The way that his name sounds from your lips? Your eyes dilating? Your wet cunt on his fingers? His cock starts throbbing from touching you, watching your face when he shoves a finger in your hole, you grip him like a vise.
âAnyone ever made you cum? Any of your dumb boys?â You grip his wrist when his fingers curl in your gummy walls, finding that spot instantly and pressing on it, making you gasp as you gush down his fingers. âFuck you're wet, why are you so stupid tight, fuckin feel youâŚâ
âDon't know⌠I⌠Kuna, mâa v-virgin, ngh!â He yanks away then, panic on his face. âDon't stop, please.â
âA virgin, how the fuck?â You whine out as he backs off, sucking you off his fingers, his cheeks moaning, those crimson eyes dilated, the hottest thing you have ever seen. âWhy do you taste so good? God I canât stand you.â
âKuna, please⌠justâŚâ
âNo, I wonât do that, I sure the fuck wonât take that. How are you evenâŚâ
âIâve been waiting.â You murmur, earning his brows raised, barring you on either side with his strong arms, leaning close.
âYou what now?â
âFor you, stupid.â Sukuna cups your face with one hand, hot as your overheated cheek, so close your breaths mingle.
âNo way, Iâm not doing that, itâs bad enough I even touched you, now youâll be all I can think about, annoying little brat ruining me.â His words hit, your pussy throbbing around nothing then, you lean your head and kiss his palm, melting him as you do. âDonât do shit like that.â
âDo you want me?â You ask, thighs on either side of him.
âWhat do you think?â He grabs your hips, and you feel him, huge and hard against you over the fabric of his pants and your shorts, he grabs you tight, youâre looking at those lips, usually in a smirk or a sarcastic grin, so pouty right now, begging for your kisses.
âDoesnât have to be anything serious-â
âHow can you say that? No, it would be.â You would end him the moment he got inside you, he already knows it, tasting your sweet arousal on his tongue, looking at the color your cheeks are tinged, imagining your face as his cock leaks precum against his boxers.
âI can be⌠casualâŚâ Youâre grinding on him, youâve never felt this, the longing for him in this way, youâre jutting your chin up, trying to kiss him, but he pulls his face away, shaking his head. âKiss me.â
âNo way.â He wonât be able to stop, at least at this point he can rip himself off of you, taking several breaths, turning away from how delectable you look sitting with your thighs spread on his counter.
âIâve seen all the women you bring over the years, why not me? You clearly are casual about it?â You hate the emotions in your throat. âAm I notâŚâ
âIf you say some dumb shit like youâre not attractive, I swear youâll piss me off. Look at you.â
âYou wonât look at me.â
âI canât right now, I wonât just fuck you, especially your⌠first I⌠canât. Just drop it, just forget it even happened.â You jump off the counter then, breathing fast, heart nearly pounding out of your chest.
âIâm sorry I asked.â He curses as you run off to the room, his head is spinning from your scent, your taste, the images now burned in his brain, your slick still on his fingertips.
He could never just take your virginity, what if he hurt you? What if he hurt you emotionally, he sure his entire life has never had a real girlfriend, heâs had hookups and booty calls, thatâs it. And for the past year heâs pictured you half the time when heâs played with himself, when heâs slept with them, but he canât do that, you deserved better than him surely.
Youâre all dressed now, you stand there and look at him, he hates the tears that have streaked down your face, your bag on your shoulder. âYou donât have to leave, just leave me alone.â He says then, and you laugh without humor, shaking your head.
âI canât face you after that, too embarrassing. Donât even tell Yuuji I came over, please.â You go to leave and Sukuna stops you, a hand on the knob above you, his hard body towering behind you, you feel so small next to him, god who didnât?
Sukuna runs his fingers down your spine, you shiver from the sensation, he leans close, his lips against your ear. âYou donât have to be embarrassed.â
âNo?â You look at him then, noses touching, so close.
âEveryone wants me, itâs fine brat.â He smirks, you glare then, smacking at his hand on the knob and pulling open the door.
âFuck you, Sukuna.â You say, he grins at you like the asshole he is, but when you shut the door behind you, you donât see him cursing himself, forehead resting on the door, his stomach sick.
Whyâd he do that?
Why couldnât he just give you what you wanted, what he wants so badly?
Heâs terrified to disappoint you, but he already has.
*****
Two Weeks Later
âPlease stay for dinner!? Please, please, please!â Yuuji begs you, literally on his hands and knees bowing, you giggle, shaking your head.
âNo, I canât⌠your brother-â
âHe wonât bother you, he just yells at the game, itâs fine! Never used to bother you, and I miss you.â He looks up with sweet honey eyes, making you sigh then, nodding, he jumps up all excited. âPerfect, I need to show you the recipe my brother Cho showed me!â
âHow is he? I miss him.â You say softly, Yujiâs other brother lived far away now, he was a sweetheart, much unlike Sukuna.
âHeâs doing so well, his band is so popular now. Iâll tell him you said hi! You know he thought you were so pretty.â
âCho did? No way.â
âWell who doesnât, even Sukuna does.â You pause then, faltering as you look at the kitchen, where heâd had a long, thick finger inserted in your little hole. Where heâd tasted you.
âUm, I doubt all that. He hates me.â Yuuji shakes his head, checking his phone then. âYour girl?â
âWeâre not dating yet, just talking, but we are going to a movie tonight. You know her, yeah?â
âYes, she was so sweet in school.â
Sukuna walks in as Yuuji shows you their texts, his eyes darting to you, taking in your little pleated skirt and top with some dumb anime character you liked on it, you looked fucking adorable. So cute he hates it, so he scowls at you, earning your scowl right back, as Yuuji looks between you both.
âWoah, calm down. Sukuna, I have a date!â Sukunaâs heart drops, Yuuji surely would be good enough for you, heâs sweet (annoyingly sweet) and devoted. Choso and Yuuji were sweet, heâs not sure how he got all the asshole of the family, but he supposed it came from taking care of them both, being the oldest.
He should be a little relieved, youâd leave him alone now, right? You wouldnât give him that look, he would finally know youâre untouchable, he clears his throat now, hating that his heart feels like itâs ripped in half. Just two weeks ago, the last time he saw you, heâd felt your heat, heâd had you begging for him, but he turned you down.
He did this.
âFinally, you two are going on a date, huh?â He says, trying to act casual, and Yuuji snorts, shaking his head, as your eyes go wide.
âUs, no! Weâre too close, weâd never ruin our friendship. Though I sure asked her out a lot in school.â
âYou tried.â You say with a little smile, as Sukuna stands there dumbfounded. âYouâd never have liked dating me, I hate your zombie movies too much.â
âYou have the worst taste, itâs true. Now, Sukuna, it's this girlâŚâ Yuuji starts going on, and Sukuna can barely hold his composure, as he shows him a picture of her, as heâs rambling.
He was convinced his brother was in love with you, itâs a huge reason he has pushed you so far away, heâd never dishonor him like that, even if he knew you didnât feel the same. He struggles to focus now, as you look down nervously, as if you could hear his thoughts, feel what he wants so badly.
âThought you simped for the brat here.â He says, Yuuji laughs.
âNo, sheâs just a beautiful best friend.â He kisses your cheek and you smile warmly at him, it lights up your face, doing the annoying thing to his heart again. âIf youâre not so mean, maybe sheâll stay for dinner.â
âMe, mean? Never.â You and Yuuji both roll your eyes at him.
âI donât have to stay, Sukuna, I was just stopping by.â Your words break him down, remembering how mean he was, and he didnât apologize, why should he though?
He should have said something.
Youâre feeling his gaze on you, as he runs a hand through his pastel locks, the same shade as Yuuji but his are longer, messier, he has a little stubble on his cheeks you donât remember seeing. As you further look, you see the dark circles under his eyes, how tense he is when he opens his mouth, just to close it, and re open it again, as if he doesnât know what to say.
Sukuna is⌠on edge?
âYou can stay, what do I care? Used to your ass around anyway.â He walks to his room then, and Yuuji excitedly talks to you, but your mind is in that room, with that asshole of a man.
The dinner is awkward as fuck, and when Yuuji leaves to get ready for his date, you hastily start washing your dish, you feel his gaze on you, heâs leaned back in the chair with his legs wide. You donât dare say a word to him, youâre too mortified still, too confused, his one touch with no kiss has done more than anything youâve experienced so far.
Awakened shit that was already there.
Made it worse.
âSo you two neverâŚâ Sukuna trails off, leaving the question open, you look back at him as you dry your hand with a dish towel.
âNever what, dated? Of course not.â
âI thought the kid had it bad for you.â His voice is quiet, you clear your throat, shaking your head then.
âNo, I tried to tell you, just friends. Yuuji is sweet and I love him, but Iâve never felt that way⌠like IâŚâ Like with Sukuna. âYeah, anyway, the girl is so sweet. Iâll head out when he does, donât worry.â
Sukunaâs standing next to you before you can blink, heâs wearing this black dress shirt unbuttoned just so, revealing too much of his strong chest, pecs that are ridiculous, your eyes keep darting to it. To those collar bones, the black lines running along, making you wonder just where his tattoos stop, you physically back up, looking away then, unable to even look in his eyes.
âRunning away, brat? Scared?â He raises a brow, you blink then, shaking your head. âYeah you are.â
âScared of what?â
âIâm ready guys! Oh⌠are you two gonna⌠hang out?â Yuuji asks with a little smile, youâre blushing then, shaking your head.
âHang out with him? What, no.â Sukunaâs jaw clenches now, you smile as you feel how mad he is. âWhat?â
âWhatâs so wrong with me?â
âYouâre an ass.â
âYouâre a-â
âOkay, dumb question, donât kill each other.â Yuuji does a little spin then, showing off his outfit, you giggle. âHow do I look?â
âAmazing!â He kisses your cheek and hugs you then, just the sight of that alone has Sukuna infuriated, imagining kissing you.
What do your lips feel like?
Would they end him?
âSheâs staying, sheâs gonna⌠game with me.â Sukuna says then, you and Yuuji both look at him with shock. âYeah, brat wants some lessons on Call of Duty.â
âLessons? You game?â You want to burst out in laughter, the only video games you play involve very hot men on your phone.
Sukuna eyes you though, so intense itâs hard to breathe, you smile then, a little shy almost, realizing what he wants even though heâs not saying it. He wants to spend time with you, this shithead, this asshole of a man, heâs⌠heâs trying to express that he wants you to stay. And, to stay alone with him.
âI do wanna learn though, plus we should try to get along, hmm?â You look right at Sukuna, heâs not smirking or grinning, heâs vulnerable for a moment. His full lips parted just so in surprise.
âThis makes me so happy. I love you both so much! If he pisses you off too bad, just text me.â
âWhat would you do, kid?â He demands.
âIâd⌠well Iâd tell you to be nice.â
âI love you too.â You tell Yuuji then, and he runs off now to his date, leaving you alone in the kitchen again, with Sukuna. âVideo games, huh?â
âVideo games.â He answers, and before you know it, heâs right in front of you, gently holding you by your face, in a sweet manner youâd never think he could. âI want you, fuck Iâve wanted you for a long time now⌠but I thought youâŚâ Heâs trailing off, words escaping him.
âYou thought Yuuji loved me, and you couldnât do that.â You answer, everything starting to click now.
âThat and you irritate the shit out of me. I donât like what I feel.â
âWhat do you feel, Sukuna?â You step forward, arms wrapping around his thick waist then, he gulps visibly.
âToo much.â Is all he says, eyeing your lips hungrily.
âMaybe I feel too much. Itâs scary, yeah?â
âIâm not scared of shit.â Heâs leaning closer, youâre aching for him to just kiss you, licking your lower lip, tantalizing him as it turns glossy.
âIf youâre not scared, then why are you so afraid to kiss me?â You whisper the words, his eyes flutter shut, a hand gripping your hair then at the nape of the neck, pulling it just so.
âBecause I wonât stop there, I wonât stop till Iâve kissed every part of your body, till Iâve licked every part, until youâre cumming all over me.â Your little whimper from the back of your throat ruins him, he slams his lips down then, and itâs over.
Your kiss is messy, itâs desperate and sloppy, your tongues dripping saliva as he lifts you suddenly, you cling to him, thighs squeezing narrow hips, arms around his neck, your hand drifts through his undercut just so. Heâs moaning as he kisses you so brutally, carrying you until youâre against a wall, pressing you there, you gasp for a breath while he starts licking down your throat.
âKunaâŚâ Youâre arching against him, clinging tightly as he bites your throat, his big hands gripping your ass and squeezing.
âHate that nickname. Hate how much I like it. Fuck you.â
You scowl, pulling away. âFuck me for what?â
âBeing so stupidly pretty. Driving me crazy forever. Fuck you for tasting so good, too.â Youâre opening your mouth to protest, but heâs already carrying you to his bed, unceremoniously plopping you down on it, yanking off your top then, your breasts heave as your breaths come quickly, and he eyes you. âFuck you for perfect tits.â
âFuck you for being a dick.â You counter, but heâs gripping your breasts in his huge hands, squeezing them, sucking on your nipples, your hands enwrap in his pastel locks as he looks up at you, saliva strings dripping from your breasts. âFuck that⌠feels sâgoodâŚâ
âFuck your sexy little moans, too.â You canât be mad, not when heâs got your skirt off you, not when heâs ripping your panties to shreds, not when he eyes your pussy hungrily, shaking his head as he nips your inner thigh. âAnd fuck if you donât have the most perfect pussy, what theâŚâ
âKuna, youâre c-crazy.â You whisper, he laughs then, breath tickling your cunt as he parts your plump lips, inhaling you like some psycho, burying his face. âKuna!â
âShut up, brat. Gonna ruin you for anyone.â Heâs talking to your pussy it seems now, strong fingers pressing your thighs apart as he swipes a stripe up between your lips, licking you all the way from your hole to your clit, the sensation has your hips jerking, which he pins in place. âAh- ah brat, stay still.â
âSâtoo much⌠I⌠oh my god.â Sukuna is devouring your pussy, thereâs no other term for it, the way he laps at your pussy with his stupidly long tongue, his eyes bright red when they look at you, when he flicks it to your clit. Youâre soaking him, hands pulling at his hair, earning his groan against you. âWh-what⌠youâre⌠IâŚâ
âShut up, brat, I want to hear you cum, not run your mouth.â You should be offended, but you canât be, not when heâs fucking your velvety walls with his tongue now, pinching your clit with two of his fingers, the stimulation far too much, you feel it, the pressure building in your core, spreading.
âKuna!â Youâre screaming that nickname, he doesnât care in fact he loves hearing it, loves your pussy drooling around his tongue, he feels your walls tighten around his wet muscle then, looking up at your face, mouth open wide in an O, eyes rolled back, your hands yanking his hair out, and he knows youâre cumming for him.
Heâs grinding his cock on the mattress, aching to be inside you, but he also wants to make you beg for it, wants to make you pathetic for him, only him. Youâre cumming so blinding, stars bursting everywhere behind your eyelids, your body convulsing as youâre gushing all over his handsome face. You feel his grin against you when he pulls back his tongue, slipping two fingers inside.
âHear how slutty she is, huh? So slutty thought you were a good girl.â He huffs, youâre reeling from cumming so hard when he quickly finds your g spot, as if he knew your body forever. âCanât talk? Pathetic.â
âF-fuck⌠you I⌠itâs too much!â You whine, heâs scissoring those two fingers in and out of your now soppy little hole, you do hear it, the wetness so fucking loud, heâs licking your clit now, sucking it into his mouth, youâre pushing over the edge again. âBoth!? I c-canât!â
âMmm, you can, cum again, pretty slut. Lemme drink it.â Youâre trying to close your thighs, but he forces them open, smacking at one, shaking his head. âAgain, yâcan do it.â
âSâtoo muchâŚâ Youâre whining over and over, it is so much pleasure you have trouble comprehending a thought, when he crooks his fingers in your gooey walls, and sucks your clit again, youâre shattering.
âMmm, there you go, you can do it canât ya?â Heâs cooing to you, smirk on his features, that are coated in your slick.
âPlease!â Youâre yanking him up, he chuckles a bit, letting you, hovering over you with his strong arms, as he wipes your chin with one hand.
âYouâre fucking drooling, god, fucked out already? Can you handle me?â He raises a brow, you want to retort, but you are fucked out, you came more than you ever have, now youâre opening your mouth and closing it. âCanât talk, stupid brat?â
âF-fuck off⌠assâŚâ You manage, earning him more hard for you, kissing you deeply, you taste yourself then, but even more when he shoves his fingers in your pussy, scooping out more arousal, shoving them in your mouth.
âSuck them like a good girl, there ya fuckin go, pretty little slut.â Youâre in tears from overstimulation as you suck him eagerly. âSo ya can follow directions, ha⌠didnât know that mouth could shut.â
âShut it.â You whisper, pulling back with a pop, he falters at your seductive words, shaking his head.
âYou sucked dick?â
âN-no.â You admit, he sighs then.
âLook, maybe not the first time.â
âSukuna, are you being caring?â You tease, his brows lower, lips pressing in a firm line.
âNo! Just⌠you need a lot of workup and⌠will you stop smiling like that!? Stop looking at me that way.â
âLike what?â You tease, hands unbuttoning him shakily, he pulls back then, taking a breath as he looks down at your pretty body, and you reveal more of his chiseled frame.
âLike⌠that. Like youâreâŚâ
âIn love with you?â His jaw tenses again.
âShut it, now.â
âI am, stupid ass. Donât know why.â You sit up when he stands, eagerly unbuttoning his pants, his heart races like heâs the virgin, brain short circuiting when you slip them down, his boxers following.
âI⌠you⌠shouldnâtâŚâ He doesnât remember what he was saying, youâre too sexy, too pretty, your words heâs never thought heâd hear. âYou donât love me. Donât say it.â
âI do, and I will say it.â
âThen why did you ask for⌠casual!?â
Youâre blushing when his cock is revealed, and itâs massive, thick and heavy, his reddened tip drooling precum. Itâs so big you canât understand how it would fit, your hand barely circles the girth, looking so tiny against him, heâs ridiculously big. You nervously look up, seeing his eyes dilated, his lashes lowered, Sukunaâs hands come to enwrap in your loose hair, gripping it.
âAnswer me, brat. Now.â
âBecause if thatâs how you want to, Iâll do it. I want you, I have wanted you.â He exhales, jerking when you lick his tip.
âI donât want to be casual with you, okay!?â You smile, he rolls his eyes. âDonât you dare smile like that. Doesnât mean Iâm gonna be all mushy and dumb.â
âI donât want to be casual either.â He cups your face with his other hand, groaning when your hot mouth starts sucking him in, thereâs too much of him, you barely get the tip and an inch or two, swirling your tongue, tasting the salty precum, his musky scent filling your nostrils.
âF-fuckâŚâ Sukunaâs stuttering, you swear you hear him whine, but you wonder if itâs a trick of your ears, his hand on your face shaky when he starts thrusting his cock in your mouth, eyes locked on yours. âStupidly pretty brat.â
He might as well say âmy loveâ or âdarlingâ because your body reacts, already having had so much pleasure youâre wet again, when he yanks you more on his cock, shoving it deeper. Youâre breathing through your nose as he fucks your throat, as heâs gasping and moaning out your name, you finally think you have a rhythm when he pulls you off.
âWas it okay?â You ask nervously, he shoves you on your back, between your thighs in an instant then, you gasp for breath.
âOkay? Sucked it like some pro. You lyinâ tâme?â You giggle, shaking your head and catching his gaze.
âWatch porn though.â
âPorn ainât shit to what Iâm gonna do.â Youâre crying out as his tip leaks precum along your clit, biting your lip when heâs pressing into your tight ring of muscles, your nails dig into his back, feeling the taut skin. âIf we do this, youâre never fucking anyone, never. Fuckin got me brat?â
You blink a bit, as his tip presses in, stretching your skin. âYou love me too, donât you Kuna?â You tease, he scoffs, but then nods just a bit, and kisses you, pressing past your barrier, you gasp at it, at the pain, being stretched by him. âOw! Shit!â
âShit⌠y-youâre too tight⌠loosen the fuck up, brat.â You glare up at him, throbbing from the pain now, heâs barely holding on.
âI canât. Y-youâre an idiot!â
âRunning your mouth?â
âYouâre too big!â
âFuckâŚâ He eases back, leaning up on an elbow, hand slipping down and rolling on your clit. âRelax, annoying ass. Even your pussy is stubborn.â
âYouâre⌠so⌠ah!â His circles are rough, calloused thumb pressing on your little engorged clit, when he sinks in again.
âRelax, now.â His husky voice gives you that order, you do so then, exhaling and looking into his eyes, that are so dark they look black, you nod weakly. âYou⌠are you alright?â
âYou care, aw.â You canât help it, youâre grinning all fucked up.
He glares again, this time thrusting deep, you scream out at it, he moans, biting your neck again, big hand gripping your thigh and lifting it higher. âFucking feel her, gripping me my god. Sheâs mine, huh?â
âY-yours, Kuna.â Your little whimper destroys him, your cunt pulsing around him, stretching and getting wetter to accommodate, and he begins actually fucking you then, youâre so wet, hot and tight he canât stand how good it feels, heâs already dreaming of breeding this little cunt as you convulse under him.
âF-fucking love it, slutty little pussy.â His words along with his tip dragging against that spot in your walls send you reeling, you hear it now the skin smacking, his balls slapping your ass, wetness squelching when he pulls back, gripping your hips with a wicked grin. âLook, fucking your guts up, huh?â
He forces your chin to look down at the ridiculous bulge in your tummy, you gasp at it, clinging to his sheets now, so full when he sinks more of his cock in you, so much you donât think heâll fit fully, heâs already slamming your cervix. His hands slip up your hips, yanking you down further, you scream out at how good it feels.
âRuin you, no one⌠n-no oneâs gonna do this, yeah?â He leans over just a bit, fucking you harder, thrusts so rough your tits jiggle, your body moves. âUse you as my little fuck toy, pretty toy, so fucked out and stupid.â
âNgh!â You are stupid, your eyes are rolling back, youâre drooling, incapable of doing anything but pulsing on his cock now, of desperately clinging to him.
âS-say it, brat.â Heâs shoved his cock so deep, your cunt is dripping down his veiny length, youâre whimpering desperately, nodding. âThatâs it, cum fâme, lemme feel her clamp down. F-fuck, there she isâŚâ
Now Sukuna is full of nonsense, youâre both mumbling as he does ruin you for anyone, as you ruin him for anyone, heâs kissing you sloppy, his tattooed hand wraps your throat. He squeezes just so, youâre fading as he rails your cunt, muttering filthy, nasty words, you were a virgin, but he sure the fuck wasnât taking it easy.
Well, you didnât think he was, Sukuna actually is taking it easy.
Heâll wait before he goes where he wants to, but you so eagerly open your mouth for his spit, desperately cumming all over his cock then. âMade fâme, pussy sheâs m-mine, hmm?â
Youâre getting choked, swallowing spit, and this asshole asks you a question? You manage a nod, as he slows finally, releasing your throat, hand slipping up your titty to pinch your nipple, hips rolling just so, jerking his cock against your bruised cervix. Youâre a stupid mess under him, sputtering when he finally slows his rhythm, when he thickens impossibly in you.
âIâm never pulling out of you, on something?â He huffs, you blink in confusion as he grins. âAsked ya a question brat.â
âOn⌠pill⌠mmmâŚâ He moans now, exhaling.
âGood, hah-â He thrusts deep again, youâre fluttering around his length. âWouldnât pull out anyway. Iâd knock you the fuck up, breed your slutty cunt.â Youâre done for, when he starts spurting cum, crying out in your ear, taking over everything with his huge body on top of you, in you, around you. Heâs cumming so much itâs ridiculous, coating your walls, filling your belly full. âOh f-fuck⌠fuckin love youâŚâ
You blink as you come to, as your cum and his are pushed out with each thrust, your thighs shaking, head buzzing from pleasure. He looks at you then, eyes desperate, biting his lower lip while you put it together. âYou love me, Kuna?â
âShut up.â You smile when he kisses you again, and well⌠you donât just fuck once for your first time.
Youâre fucking in the shower to âclean upâ and then heâs got you up on the counter, devouring your pussy again, seeing how many times you can cum, soon heâs got his game going, showing you the controls as youâre cockwarming him. Youâre so sore no amount of ibuprofen will fix it, but you want more, youâre grinding on him as you wear his headset, getting shot hopelessly by the players.
Thatâs where Yuuji finds you all, your tits out, Sukuna half naked, big hands on your hips with his cock inside you, you gasp then, covering your tits with your hands, but Sukuna just laughs, kissing on your shoulders. Yuuji covers his face, turning away quickly in embarrassment.
âK-kuna⌠s-stopâŚâ You whisper, but Yuuji waves at you all, covering his eyes with a smile.
âYouâre getting along!â
âUm⌠yeah.â You manage, and Sukunaâs laughing so hard itâs annoying, he doesnât pay attention to your glare.
âCool⌠um⌠bye.â He hides in his room, you try to get up, but Sukuna has you pinned down, tilting your head and kissing you.
âYouâre insane, Sukuna.â
âYou love that shit.â
âShush. Show me the⌠g-gameâŚâ
The teammates are very curious why Sukuna started sucking at Call of Duty that day, but he has his new very annoying girlfriend to blame, sheâs just squeezing his cock too good.
A/N I really have been feeling some Sukuna latelyyy, I hope ya'll enjoyed the smut aha!! <3
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All my sukuna oneshots hereee
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fuckiiinnnn boblox avatar or whatever the fuck
#i've had this avatar for almost 5 years now... but was given some robux so i decided to finally make a new one#feels a bit weird ngl but the new one i made is really cute too raaah#+ the wings i got aren't as obtrusive lmaooo. everyone fuckin haaated playing horror games w/ me cause the wings are genuinely massive#anyways. should probably draw the old + new one for realsies eventually...#but for now thats enough revealing i play roblox as an adult#jem doodles#jem (sona)#<- technically??#whiteboard doodles
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pussy-eater! (jjk dilfs) pt 2 | nanami ver.
content: how i think nanami eats pussy.
a/n: this one only includes nanami cause this is a long one. sorry not sorry. pt 1 is here!
cw: porn with plot lmaooo, pussy-eating, nanami calls reader sweetheart/darling, praising kink, pussy-drunk nanami.
pairing: nanami x fem!reader
the series: pt 1, pt 3
Nanami Kento
This man would want you to explicitly tell him what you want him to do to you. The reason? He loves seeing you embarrassed and fumbling with your words.
Would encourage you and reassure you sweetly, âYouâre doing great sweetheart, use your big girl words and tell me what you want hm?âÂ
Loves seeing you blush and all shy for him, he thinks that itâs so sweet. After finally saying what you want, heâll be so proud and kisses you softly. Heâll be praising you with soft whispers while his hands roam your body.Â
Does all the work, he just wants you to feel pleasure and nothing else. He doesnât stop until youâre all satisfied.Â
Opening the door to his study, revealing Nanami still in his work attire. His suit jacket and tie was already discarded, several of his buttons are undone. His shirt is already wrinkled, a clear reflection of the stress he's under.
But the moment he saw you, all his stress and fatigue seemed to fade away. âWhatâs wrong, darling? Anything you need?â He asked you in a calm and soothing tone.
Youâve been needy this past few days. Nanami is always buried in a pile of work because of a big project, that heâs always on his laptop or study 24/7. But today was your last straw, that even after you used a nightgown that he liked so much, he just said âyou look beautifulâ and goes into his study to work again.Â
So here you are, standing in front of his desk cause you want his undivided attention just for one night. But now that you're here, the words escape you, leaving you too flustered to speak. A pink hue spread across your cheeks and Nanami noticed it right away. A faint smirk tugged at the corners of his lips.
âTell me, darling, is there anything you need?â Nanami put his pen down and leaned back at his chair, manspreading. The words seemed to always get caught up in your throat, Nanami finds it amusing. âCâmereâ His voice was soft yet authoritative as he pats his lap, inviting you to come over and sit.Â
When you sat down on his lap, he immediately pulled you closer to him. Being this close to him has always made you nervous, âSo what is it, sweetheart? Hmm? Whatâs going on in that pretty brain of yours?â Encouraging you to tell him.Â
âUhhâŚâ Hesitating to tell him and as you take a deep breath you continued âI just wanted to spend time with youâŚâ You explained vaguely to him. There was a soft smile forming on Nanamiâs face, âIs that so, sweetheart? Use your big girl words and tell me what you really want hm?â He continued to urge you to spill your actual desires to him.
âI.. want you.. with me tonight⌠I want you with me for the whole nightâ You answered him hesitantly at first, but then repeated yourself with newfound confidence. Nanami brings his hand to cup your cheek and rubs his thumb on it, âSuch a good girl, I might just give a special gift for being such a sweet girl for me.â He praises you dearly making you blush. Without any warning he stood up and places you gently on his desk, above all of his paper works.
You gasp softly as Nanami pushed your nightgown up to your stomach and peppers soft kisses on your stomach and your inner thighs. âMy sweet girl⌠So needy.â He mutters as he pull your panties off gently, still littering kisses in your inner thighs.
âSo pretty and all this for me? What a lucky man I am, darlingâ He says in such a sweet tone as he gives soft kisses to your puffy pussy before he drag his tongue in a long, slow stripe on your clit. âHmm⌠So sweetâŚâ Showering you in praises in between every lick and kiss to your sweet cunt.Â
Your soft whines and moans drives him to bring more pleasure for you. His study is now filled with your moans and your squelching pussy. He focuses on your sweet spots and when you pulled on his hair, he couldnât help but hummed sending vibrations to your sensitive cunt. âClose, darling?â He murmurs when he feels you clenched and tremble, the reaction he knows well.Â
Nodding your head furiously, too drunk in pleasure to actually form words and answer him. Nanami grins at you and starts to devour you, sucking and licking your pussy like it was the last meal he would ever have. Your legs starts to shake, your head falls back, and your eyes rolled to the back of your head. It felt like everything came crashing down as you came in his mouth. Your pussy trembles, it became swollen and puffy after the assaults.
Nanami licked your messy cunt clean, âHmmm⌠Good girl⌠Your cunt taste like heaven, darlingâ Licking his lips clean and chuckles when he sees you trying to catch your breath after an intense orgasm. He got up and gives a soft peck to your forehead. âAre you alright, sweetheart?â He asked worriedly but there was a tinge of pride in his voice, for being able to pleasure you this way.
When you told him that youâre okay, of course he had to make sure this one thing. âAre you all satisfied, darling?â He asked with a sly smile. âBecause I wouldnât let my sweet girl go to sleep unsatisfiedâ He continued with a knowing smile on his face as he smiled sweetly at you. It may be sweet, but it sure is not innocent.
hope u guys like it <3 reblogs and likes are always appreciated!
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Why you touchinâ me
military! EREN YEAGER x black!reader
Summary
__ eren just needs his girl to give it to him when he finally comes home. heâs been thinking about that super soaker every night⌠he always does, so of course heâs not going to let you loose or let you decide how this will go.. just keep them ankles high and he wonât be too mean.
Contains
__ black!reader, female reader, eren is in the military, DIRTY TALK, so much dirty talk, dominance, dom eren, overstimulation, squirting, talk of not pulling out, dumb off dick!reader
__ brown skin can be dark, light, medium color, whatever. brown is brown.. and it's gorgeous.
__ a/n , hey yâall lol, something slight because Iâm just trying to get back into writing because Iâm loosing my touch lmaooo
A simple breather couldnât refill your lungs as the oxygen continued to be ripped from you. Those words made you lose every brain cell that was ever created in your human body. There was intensity that poured over your golden skin as your blurred eyes could only see the sparkle from his dangling chain.
âAnkles.â
Only a desperate attempt to whine could come from you. Your glossy, darkly lined lips parted only to reveal that you were drooling from the overtaking pleasure. Your hands were around your ankles, much to his liking as your head began spinning.
It was beginning to be embarrassing at how wet you were, how dumb you felt. That sweet, curved dick that slipped in each time with a smothering rhythm made you feel as if your insides were being pushed against. Your sounds, and each word that dripped from your lips, he was listening. He missed it so much that there was no way he was going to lose focus.
âEren~ baby~⌠Fuck! M-My pussy so fuckinâ wet..â Those words were drenched in tears as your pussy coated Erenâs cock with warm nectar. And he enjoyed watching it pool around the base of his cock, juicy and wet. It was so gushy that his pretty eyes failed to leave it.
âI fucking see⌠I got that pussy talkin to me..â Eren talked to you as he pounded that hole open, his rough hands gripping hard on your pretty hips. The depths of your insides were being stretched open all over again, and you could feel it part ways with his cock.
Those army green pants he wore were now damp as they were just below his cock. He obviously couldnât wait. Once seeing you stand there waiting for him, he had to have you the second he got home. He pulled your pretty dress off and pulled your gorgeous breasts out of your bra to worship you with kisses. But inevitably he found himself so eager to have you, he couldnât even prepare himself for how fast he pulled his own pants and underwear down.
He just missed that pretty pussy.
It was such a soft brown, yet a bright pink on the inside, like a mystery treat. He knew how it tasted, he knew how it felt, but he still couldnât get enough of it. He couldnât get enough of watching your face contort into those pleasurable expressions. He couldnât get enough of your stupid little babbles when youâd be filled up with his dick. And he surely couldnât get enough of you soaking him like a damn water park.
With painted toes curling high in the air, you tried to keep the hard grip on your ankles. However with each thrust was a powerful force behind each one, so much that your breasts would plap against each other while falling up and down. The ripples of skin were also enough to know how strong the thrusts were, as if he was back on the battlefield trying to fight for his life. But in this case, it seemed as if Eren was fighting to make you dumb off his cock.
The head of his cock met the hot air each time, slipping right back in with your wetness lubricating the both of you well. There was absolutely no struggle to slip out and slip right back in, not when your body was producing so much lubricant. It was so wet that it felt almost numb, you couldnât feel anything but the pleasurable pounding near your cervix. It was such a intricate, surreal feeling that there was barely any word to describe it. The only thing you could understand was that you were too close to fucking the bed sheets up,
âOoo-âŚOoh fuck! Fuck!.. No-.. shit-..â there was a sharp feeling in your stomach that felt like small jolts of orgasms. Oh it felt so odd, and it made you so anxious. Your pussy squeezed, and it had a grip on his fair skinned cock and yet he was still pounding through. It was an overwhelming feeling for your body to endure, so much so that your fingers slipped and your ankles fell from your grip.
The second this happened you had no choice but to close your legs, trying to prevent that sweet, intense orgasm you knew was coming. Fate was sealed, and the rumble that came from Erenâs throat was a warning. But for some reason, you werenât moving fast enough for him.
âPut them fuckinâ legs back up. Grab them damn ankles.. stop playin with me..â Erenâs face was inches from yours, your eyes watering up with pleasured tears once again before grabbing a hold of your ankles. Your glistening pussy was being rammed into over and over again, and you simply couldnât take it.
âStop runnin from that nut.â Eren huskily whispered, obviously becoming desperate for his own orgasm. He groaned from the bottom of his stomach, his head thrown back for a second before he moved to look back down at your tightening pussy, thatâs before it relaxed and he felt the sudden wetness increase. This caused him to thrust just a tad bit harder because he knew you. He still understood what made you cum, what made you cream, and what made you squirt.
âFuck yeah⌠hold emâ open..â Eren almost hissed at how sexy you were, the drips of juices squirting up in the air ever so gently and landing on his cock. It all made him want to cum right there. âEren! Eren!âŚ.Oooh~ shit~⌠please!â You begged, moaned, and almost felt yourself losing your body as your pussy had a mind of its own. Each time Eren would slide his dick out, youâd squirt your soft juices in the air before heâd slam right back inside you. The gushing noises made you seem like a whore for him.. in more ways than one.
âThatâs fucking right.. Squirt on that dick baby.. good fucking girl..â Eren almost spoke through his teeth as his cock was sensitive, he pulled it out and grabbed his dick to run it up and down those pretty brown lips only to watch you squirm and drench the bed underneath you. The wet sounds of you splashing him was music to his ears, so he couldnât stop.. not until you had nothing left in you.
âPlease~! Fuck Eren! Stop that fucking shitâŚ!â Your words were covered in sounds you could not contain, the pleasure was so unbelievable you couldnât even imagine how your body was doing this. That manâs lower stomach was covered in your squirt, and his cock, which throbbed the second he went back inside.
You gripped your ankles so hard that you might leave bruises, and yet.. you couldnât care. This man was beating your pussy up even more, overstimulating you as your eyes rolled back slowly. Your eyebrows furrowed, and you eventually stared up at him with blurred vision.
âRun from it again⌠I swear on me I wonât pull out..â
â Monstas1ut , Do not copy
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Hi hi!
Jumping on the brainrot train yet again. I was thinkin'...what would be the MHA boys reaction when you surprises them with a sexy version of their costume.
I think some of them might go feral đ
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OH MY GODDD WHAT IS UR BRAIN MADE OF
izuku canât form a coherent sentence, stuttering and flushing more at the sight of you, yet he canât stop sneaking glances when he tries to look away. âb-baby! uh, you look really really good! not just good, you look so sexyâ i meanâokay! wow, itâs really hot in here isnât it? i swear itâs because of youââ giggling, you put him out of his misery by giving him a kiss.
katsukiâs affronted, or he at least pretends to be. youâre half naked, the costume hanging off your hips and chest, begging to be ripped off. now, he doesnât want to reveal just how flustered he is, so he critiques every part of your costume, no matter how ridiculous it is. âsee, look at that. this wouldâve been a great knockoff costume if the headpieces were painted right. oh, and look at that shit right there! the manufacturer didnât even make the pantiâ the shorts loose enough to replicate the real thing.â âitâs supposed to be tight on my ass, kat.â eventually he shuts up and just tears the costume off you, and absolutely will not address his fake criticism from earlier.
shotoâs pleasantly surprised to see you wearing his costume, shamelessly looking over the way the tight suit hugs the slopes and curves of your body. âmy costume looks great on you. we could dress up together for halloween, hm?â knowing him, the costume wonât last until then lmaooo (heâs a real freak)
eijirou grabs your hands and jumps up and down. heâs so excited to see you wearing his costume, and he honestly feels like youâre a better looking red riot than he is. âYAY babe!! you look so beautiful, oh my god! youâre wearing it better than me, mrs red riot.â he smothers your face in kisses and works his way down your body, fighting every urge to rip the costume off you.
denki walks into the room and takes one wide eyed, slack jawed look at you in his costume. âiâm hard.â âdenki! what do you think of it??â âi just said iâm hard!â âthatâs not enough of an answer!â âbabeeee! you KNOW how sexy you are.â âhow sexy?â youâd ask cheekily, spinning to show him the backside of the costume, which leaves almost nothing to the imagination. âiâm going full chargebolt on you baby.â âwhat.â âspread your legs right now,â and then when he sees the disbelief and shock on your face he wiggles his eyebrows at you. âyou heard me babe.â
#kurooh#i could NOT stop giggling omg đ#đ° anon#mha smut#bnha smut#bnha x reader#mha x reader#izuku smut#izuku x reader#deku smut#deku x reader#bakugo smut#bakugou smut#bakugo x reader#bakugou x reader#todoroki smut#todoroki x reader#kirishima smut#kirishima x reader#denki smut#denki x reader
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