#resident woke

[bl00dm0n37]

i haven’t drawn her in a while

[ame-in-the-rain]

doing what i do best: drawing men covered in blood

[smidg3n]

uhm, cheesed to meet you?

[blvdheart]

get in they’re waiting for you

[canine-economy]

On Swansea’s (often understated) role in Mouthwashing

I say this as a big swansea fan but I don’t rlly understand why ppl are acting like he’s not also complicit in what happened to Anya? AUs where “Anya tells Swansea” and he jumps to violently defend her don’t make sense to me because canonically she does tell him, as he admits to Jimmy. But swansea represents another way of interacting with the capitalist heteropatriarchy that ALSO harms victims: holistic jadedness and resignation.

Swansea is across the board unkind to the Tulpar crew. We can’t forget that he calls anya a “so-called nurse”

and says this to Jimmy, which (if unintentionally) reiterates Jimmy’s own warped perception of Anya’s usefulness and competence. This allows Jimmy to feel justified in his imagination of the nurse’s inferiority. Swansea’s clear lack of respect for Jimmy does less to hurt Jimmy than his lack of respect for Anya harms Anya, because at the end of the day, Swansea’s attitude is contextualized by the violent culture it exists in and he does nothing to reconcile with that when Jimmy becomes the captain. His resignation can thus be weaponized even by Jimmy, a man who Swansea disrespects but whose power he doesn’t try to meaningfully jeopardize, because his across-the-board disdain punches people already marginalized by the environment twice as hard as it does those with power.

Swansea doesn’t position himself as an ally, he positions himself as willfully uninvolved in everything, an observer to the shitshow ride to hell. Just because he dislikes Jimmy doesn’t mean he aligns with Anya. He makes it clear that he’s not on her side, either. After a life of doing what he felt was expected of him, Swansea on the Tulpar looks out for Swansea and Swansea’s comfort. In trying to situate himself outside of the politics of it all as an older white man, he simply allows them to play out. The toxic culture keeps existing, playing out in the microcosm that is this freighter, and Swansea in all his experience recognizes that shit has hit the fan and elects to coast through it, even explicitly numbing himself to it by breaking his sobriety. It is, of course, hard to force yourself to be sober—to see clearly. But had Swansea forced himself to get involved sooner, he might have set a precedent for Daisuke to recognize Jimmy’s abuse, which could have saved Daisuke’s life as well as created a safe space for Anya. But Swansea’s inaction forces both victims to confront an abuser on their own, unable to reap benefits from his privilege and experience.

Jimmy is clearly intimidated by swansea in a way he is not by Anya, Daisuke, or a post-crash Curly (Swansea, for example, physically manifests as an aggressor in Jimmy’s “responsibility sequences”, and Jimmy ties Swansea up to avoid what he sees as the real possibility of pushback that he doesn’t conceive of Anya being able to do). Swansea has a power he does not act on or with until it is far, far too late. In fact, he acknowledges in his final monologue that he was dissatisfied with the discomfort with opening his eyes and living an exemplary “good man”s life. The best days of his life are ones in which he’s belligerently drunk—days in which he didn’t have to hold himself accountable. He regrets the life he spent performing for higher-ups and we watch him reject it by scorning Captain Jimmy, but he also doesn’t want to be held responsible for helping other people when it’s their turn to endure the expectations and violence from similar (if not the same) higher powers. Tragically, he possesses the hindsight to recognize that how he acted on the Tulpar consequently wasn’t what Daisuke needed out of a role model, leading to Daisuke becoming a victim. His hands-off approach to emotional engagement with his young male intern (another symptom of patriarchal gender norms) may have been to avoid Daisuke turning out miserable and jaded like himself, but it doesn’t actually indicate to an already-confused Daisuke what the dangers of that attitude are. Swansea never admits his own shortcomings in a tangible way which, had they come from a man with experience and prestige like himself, may have shifted that culture that failed Anya. She comes to him with the story not because he has situated himself as any earnest friend, but likely out of desperation on a ship Jimmy now controls.

When we allow “the machine” (Swansea’s own words) to beat us down to the point that we don’t find it productive to challenge unjust power dynamics, we become complicit. I think too many people get hung up on his disdain for Jimmy and Jimmy’s fear of Swansea as a marker of allyship with Anya, but the truth is that Swansea. Is a bad ally. He’s hardly one at all. His long stint in the demanding capitalist environment molded a perfectly complicit result out of him, as it aspires to do, even if Swansea bitterly recognizes that. Jimmy’s overt violence from a position of power is a different and much more brutal approach to abuse enabled by people who have been left too tired and bitter to care that he does it. A man who could’ve intimidated and even threatened Jimmy is too resigned to try until there is literally nobody but himself left to fight for, which is an attitude carefully cultivated among the lower rungs of hierarchies to keep the top safe. Swansea in particular seems very unhappy with the capitalistic, patriarchal expectations laid out for him as a father, husband, and laborer. This becomes particularly resonant when you realize the symbolism of his role as mechanic: a job that can be deeply unpersonal, tasked with keeping the ship (the machine, if you will) itself going while other roles are more focused on managing the humans inside of it (e.g. nurse, captain). His decision to just stop trying and spare himself the grief instead of questioning why those expectations exist and how they would hurt the others onboard only delays him being directly targeted by Jimmy and doesn’t interrupt the latter’s violence.

Not a single man in mouthwashing is innocent in Anya’s victimhood. This is a statement tentatively uninclusive of Daisuke, because I think the game very deliberately positions him outside of manhood through his youth and thus struggling with the concept of “fitting in” to the patriarchy. Curly, Jimmy, and Swansea all represent different failures that ultimately perpetuate Anya’s suffering and force her to defend herself and finally take her life into her own hands. A holistic analysis of rape culture in MW necessarily engages with all three of them. Only not being a friend and ally to rapists and other male abusers isn’t enough, and Swansea proves it.

[milkiedimitrescu]

🍞 cina dimi🍞trescu

og picture

[weskie]

just thinking about what it'd be like to run your fingers through wesker's hair

it'd be tough from the styling product that keeps it so perfect, but it gets softer as you approach the nape of his neck

the bit of length that rests over his nape would be softest, so definitely concentrate your little scritches there

and bonus points if he's just freshly washed his hair and it's all soft like that. just gently rake your fingertips through it, scratching softly at his scalp. maybe you convinced him to drop that cold, calculating demeanor for just a moment and let you hold him

or, better yet, you've both just woken up. his inhibitions haven't quite kicked in yet, and he's much more open to softer affections. maybe he likes to start his day off with his head on your chest as you soothe him by playing with his hair. after all, he's a very busy man with a very important plan. such a loving act must be a special way to drop some of that weight from his shoulders, if only for the moment.

just.

✨playing with wesker's hair✨

[h4lcyonism]

if i had a nickel for every ship of mine consisting of a woman known for wearing red with a name ending in _da who’s on the wrong side of the law and her decades-long lover who works for the government trying to imprison her while yearning for her from afar, i’d have two nickels

[h-doodles]

Poetry is stored in the tags— Bela/MC [ANGST] edition

[blot-squisher]

Okay so I just remembered this dream I had last night.

So Nemesis was celebrating his birthday (?) I believe. He had a lil party hat on his head and he was holding a cupcake with a candle on it.

Anyway, someone bumped into him (I think it was Leon but that parts foggy tbh) and he dropped it. Landed icing down in the floor and Nemesis looked so fucking sad!

[narcissarina]

🥰Hey can you write a fic for me. Leon buys thongs and he puts them on, he’s all naked with just thongs on. He also lives alone and makes a sexy slow walk to his bedroom door trying to be seductive and he lick his lips and bites it as he gives his ass a little shake. Then Leon jumps and hangs himself by his thongs on the door giving himself a wedgie and he’s screaming loud. His balls squeezed from the thong and his bare ass on display as he hangs from his thongs receiving the wedgie, he screams but he enjoys it

Tw: mention of hanging🧍‍♂️

I BEG YOUR PARDON😭😭😭😭 I JUST WOKE UP (bro sent it twice)

[almondcroissantsandink]

“Didn’t you think it was weird...not matter how much you got hurt?”

[satoruxx]

kicking my feet at this toji drabble in my drafts

[thelaurenshippen]

made to love resident evil games, born to be afraid of spiders

[highlifeboat]

Aboslutely wild dream about Resident Evil Ethan and Mia where they were in a huge mall and all the zombies were underneath it in all these abandonded lower levels and Ethan and Mi were shapparoning a school feild trip and they ended up in the abandoded underground following/looking for Garrette from the FNAF movie cause he was separated from the group that had gone to explore the upper level of the abandoded area that they were allowed to see, and for some resson Ethan fucking snapped and it hard cut to Mia running deeper into the underground, screaming about how Ethan was "painting himself"(?? With the kids' blood I guess idk) where all the zombies were but they didnt really pay attention to her and she didnt seem to norice them until one hooked her shirt by accent and then she suddenly had a gun and was really chill and just no look shot it in the fucking head while looking straight into the camera and then I woke up and I cannot comprehend what the fuck that was.

[robinzombiezz]

“I can be much better than I was”