#rent free n all the time. and i get weird delusions about them too. ie plants talking to my telepathically. but like what the fuck | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

retired-magical-girl · 21 days ago

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dude u never realise til u go thru something p bad or see other people get fucked up i genuinely could have had a seizure and had rhabdowhateverpissingyourmusclesout multiple times, ive just been lucky and didnt realise thruouf this year mixing whatever like why did i think it was ok to be doing all that and i have literally 36g of dxm in my drawer and god 300 pills of doxy and promethazine wtf 😭😭😭 genuinely wtf dude whyndo i think of mixing slcohol w everything too i was such a dumbass now im sober im just like WTF genuinely feel possessed and so embarrassed what fhe hell

#tw substances #tw addiction #addiction to what i hate all of these i hyperfixate cuz theyre interesting to me as a topic but its not just that its just IN MY HEAD #rent free n all the time. and i get weird delusions about them too. ie plants talking to my telepathically. but like what the fuck #my kidneys are actually really kind to me ngl i have awesome kidneys buf wow #trade off is my brain and liver and wow dude im lucky to have just thugged out shit #im just saying this cuz like damn ok normal people do normal shit they think theyre the shit and dont understand but when ur mentally ill o #happen to take shit u kind of fall into a thing where u think u can take crazy amounts of stuff #everyone retrospectively says they think theyre invincible but its not that #its more u cant fully see the consequence or ur BETTING on the fact ur not invincible #or u dont care u just wanna be zooooonked

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