#reminds me of yesterday hwen someone was joking around saying dnd guys halo was fake
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I’m sorry but “got bored and decided to attempt to face reality” is such a big fucking mood bro wtf
Got bored and decided to attempt to face reality but now panic is setting in and I’m pre-regretting messages I haven’t even sent yet.
#thoughts#oni talks#oni vents#i felt the need to share this and/or save this to send to someone bc just#damn thats a good quote#reminds me of yesterday hwen someone was joking around saying dnd guys halo was fake#and then i said it cant be fake if he stole it bc idk impulse control hard and it sounded like a fun joke#and then everyone just was weird and was like damn thats deep/strangely insightful you okay?#and then i rememebred the ppl in tht group dont know me well and dont see me talking about weird shit and doing tht stuff all the time#like o ya i forgot i present with no brain cell so then ppl get surprised when i have even a little brain cell lmfao#also this is the current mood as i attempt to reflect and think on what i want and try to problem solve#this is half figuring out what i want and half figuring out how to make things work altho with other stuff mixed in#ngl at least the first part was prompted by tarot videos calling me out lmfao#the 2nd part was prompted from other ppl having the same or similar opinions as me and then i had to realize i wasnt a wacko#and/or they have harsher opinions so i realize im being less harsh than i think lol#well its moreso prompted from like thinking in general too bc i should prob figure this shit out#and its weighing on me continuously#both things are really but at least 1 of them gives me boosts too lol#and like also brought on by the fact of me realizing im kind of a hypocrite#like i cant b upset at someoen for not talking abt stuff and expecting things to magically get better#when im out here lowkey doing basically the same thing lmfao#i just dont know what im doin man#im reminded of that post where its like time passing so soon my decisions will be made for me/more fuckery/etc#but then its just me panicking but still on my bullshit lmfao#bc thts kinda the mood ik this wont go away on its own and may get worse or more things may pile up#and tbh thts prob how i got here really since theres already so much piled up and none of it feels fully resolved#also my phone is dying despite being charges and im concerned and fear bc i kinda need my phone bro#but also jst idk wtf im gonna do tho?? and they clearly arent doing anything themselves so like lmfao#once again if i want anything to change i have to do it my damn self i guess lmfao#the problem comes in idek where to go from here and like theres just so much to unpack
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