#remi.pdf

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i NEED mike to casually mention jumping off the quarry and i NEED everyone who wasn't there to witness it to Freak The Fuck Out

[kaleidoskuls]

silas bell really said "flesh and bone make more sense to me than people do." "as soon as you were born with a womb, you were fucked." "i want to be close, and i don't know how to be close unless i'm elbow-deep in innards." okay. okay.

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what activities can i participate in to feel like i'm a living breathing human with a body and a beating heart and everything

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STOMACHS RUMBLE IN REAL LIFE ??? WHAT THE FUCK I THOUGHT THAT ONLY HAPPENED ON TV SHOWS AND BOOKS AND STUFF

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so . non-suicidal self-injury disorder is a thing apparently

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t-shirt that says "I HAVE COMPLICATED FEELINGS ABOUT GOD AND RELIGION IN GENERAL"

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my earphones getting wrecked is like okay guess i'll fucking die now

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the seven husbands of evelyn hugo is, as was my impression first two times i read it, kinda fucking insane

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when i add a song to a character playlist it's not always bc the lyrics match up with the experiences and/or thoughts of the character or whatever . sometimes it's bc the tune reminds me of them. sometimes it's bc they would so fucking say that. that's just how it is

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does a song starting ever fucking spook you. like you're the one who put it on and it's not even loud and . you jump out of your fucking skin nonetheless when it starts. embarrassing

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why is my memory firmly in the short-term department . like there is that thing i was thinking about just two seconds ago and now it has disappeared into the ether never to be thought of again. until maybe a long ass time later when i can't do shit about it anymore. what the hell

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someone added we'll never have sex to a 'saddest songs ever made' playlist which, unusual bc we'll never have sex is not a sad song !! it's simply the singer (or singer persona) saying their partner would still be with them even without sex involved !!! like yeah they could have sex but that's not the whole point of their relationship !!! it's not sad at ALL

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mfs be like “i'll never contact you again” ......my brother in christ i don't want you to. get the fuck away from me lmfao

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remi.pdf is so much more fun than remi.txt to me 乁( •_• )ㄏ who cares if it doesn't make sense lmao

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love it when adults are being super loud and yelling at each other. sooooo fun •_• .

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google search: how to say "i'm going to end my life" despite actually having zero intentions to do so without making friends and family uncomfortable and/or more concerned than they already are