#remember Chick flicks omg

[hopeofitalll]

Barbie walked so Legally Blonde could run so Barbie (2023) could run farther

[themilkybarboy]

Modern au peneloise headcannons

There was about 5 months where the family thought they were in a secret relationship, but didn’t say anything because they didn’t want to force them to come out.

In the Bridgertons defence they did do a lot of couples activities together including an all inclusive couples holiday for Eloise’s 22nd. And they did give violet a joint birthday gift that year as well. So there was reasons to suspect.

They both went to Oxford, as they are both old money and both incredibly smart

Both of them are night owls which worked well when they shared a flat as they both liked to work at night

Eloise is an investigative journalist who mainly covers political corruption

Pen is an editor as well as an author of a fairly successful book series

Eloise is a huge caffeine addict.

Penelope DESPISES coffee. Literally will not, under any circumstances drink it no matter how much Eloise tries to convince her

Eloise is a complete over-sharer and thus Penelope knows FAR more about Phillips sexual abilities than she ever wanted to

Obviously Penelope can’t share as much once she gets together with Colin. But thankfully there is a Bridgerton wife/girlfriend night once a month with Sophie and Kate

Eloise never fails to complain about the lack of invite even though Penelope continually explains that she definitely does NOT want to know a lot of what is said on those nights once they have all had a drink

When they were 15 Eloise convinced Benedict to buy them alcohol, they got absolutely shitfaced and violet found them the next morning sleeping in the garden wearing trench coats with their hands covered in glitter (they don’t remember why or how that happened)

They were going to get their ears pierced at the same time but Eloise chickened out at the last second and only pen got them done.

She did eventually get them done but only has the one set of piercings whereas pen decided she quite liked it and has multiple piercings in each ear

Eloise was silent for 4 whole minutes when she found out about Pen and Colin. It was broken only because Colin said well this is definitely the longest I have ever seen her quiet which prompted Eloise to begin yelling at Colin threatening bodily harm if he ever hurt pen.

The effect was kind of ruined however when she turned to pen 0.5 seconds later and started gushing about how happy she was and omg now that can properly be sisters

Colin asked Eloise to help pick out pens engagement ring. But since neither of them knew much about jewellery they went to 6 different shops before giving up and calling it a day. Only for Eloise to get home and see pictures of some rings on the counter with a note saying ‘for inspiration’

Penelope immediately bonded with Oliver and Amanda after meeting them. And absolutely spoils them at every occasion possible.

They like to have early 2000’s chick flick movie marathons and can both quote the legally blonde courtroom scene by heart. Gregory can as well because they used to watch it when Eloise was babysitting.

They got matching tattoos for their 21st’s. It was a mini tattoo of a bubbling cauldron as they were OBSESSED with becoming witches when they were young

[sevikasenby]

Omg yes, the foot massage one hit me personally and made me think about my parents. Mom has an autoimmune condition that makes her muscles cramp and tense, so she's often aching. And I distinctly remember seeing dad massaging mom's feet and back at 8pm, while watching reruns of telenovelas/period pieces almost every night.

Stay with me here, picture Sev and her wife just being two old lesbians on a Friday night. Maybe watching an old chick flick while gently passing her fingers on Sevika's back and feet. Not in an erotic, messed-up-power-dinamic kind of way; I mean in a gentle, comfortable caressing way both to help Sev with the knots on her shoulders and to help her remember she's loved and appreciated by someone in front of her. 🥺🥺🥺

stop this is so sweet what the hell😭

now im thinking about sevika and her wife being two cute old lesbians im gonna sob at 12 am😭🥹

thank you for sending me this <3

[salamispots]

@ anon1 thank youuuu for enjoying my work/my random ask doodles hehe : > and I am hope you do too! 

@ anon 2 gosh golly hahHA thanks kind anon (it changes from time to time but at least I’m getting around to drawing myself with a nose lol)

@thesakuradoll super tempting but if I keep accepting them they’ll never end; if you try submitting one next during May there’s a 99% it’ll get drawn : 0

@ anon1 thanks a bunch : ]

@ anon2 oh huh that’d be kinda interesting? (like making a book would be like 0 to 100 but at least a calendar would be...0 to 50? haven’t ever tried printing stuff myself before besides prints so that’d be a thing to think about)

@ anon3 ohh I mean they totally could! : 0 (also I’ve had a few people message me and whatnot but for the mermay stuff yall could come up with whatever story/facts/ideas you want and it’d be totally fine haha)

@trickchairs yes! : D and aw it doesn’t? huh kinda feels like it would (have a curdle haha)

[inaflashimagine]

Can I have HCs or a scenario of Satori Gojo pranking his s/o, it's the "I want a baby now" prank. The both of them do want kids, but just not now at the time. He'll be asking, trying to convince her, but then reader wears a nice skirt with a slit and Satori's like, "See, you knew I wanted a baby. Easy access!" Then proceeds to jump on top of her and throw on the bed, but he breaks it like the fool he is😂. Also reader is a bit playful too.

Yes, ofc, thanks for sending the request and I hope you like the scenario!! I kinda got carried away

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Warnings: suggestive themes but omg i’m such a sap this is so fluffy + bonus section that has mentions of alcohol w/Shoko, Mei, and Utahime

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“Can you cancel your plans? Pretty please? With a cherry on top?”

You roll your eyes at the pleading questions, looking at the sulking man’s reflection in the mirror as you finish applying your make-up. “I’ve been with you all day, and Shoko and I have been talking about this night for months.”

“But we can continue cuddling! And I need to talk to youuu,” he whines from behind as his arms snake around your waist, convinced that he can trap you in them and stop you from seeing Shoko.

Puzzled, you wiggle around to face him, a skeptical look sent his way. “We spent the past ten hours watching chick flicks and Disney movies and now you need to tell me something?”

“That’s actually what I wanted to talk about!” His widening grin increases your suspicions as you spend a few seconds nervously glancing at your surroundings, waiting for something to pop out.

After all, it wouldn’t be the first time he’s pulled a prank on you, shuddering when you remember a presumed-dead Yuji with fake Sukuna tattoos jumping out of your shared closet and almost giving you a heart attack (“That’s what you get for swapping the salt and sugar containers!” Gojo quickly said to you, ruffling his cheerful student’s hair for, “Giving an Oscar-worthy performance!”).

Or the time when you woke up and shifted in your bed, expecting to see a slumbering Gojo only to be pounced on by multiple cursed dolls–to this day you can’t step foot in Yaga’s office unless you’re clinging to Gojo (“But I thought you found them cute?” he once mused while you stuck out your tongue at him).

So you quietly sigh and give in, knowing it’s better to participate in his frivolity than fight against it. Much to his glee, you wrap your arms around his neck and nod. “Fine, I’ll give you five minutes. But if you tell me that The Emperor’s New Groove is better than The Lion King I’m leaving immediately.”

Gojo gasps, appalled. “The Emperor’s New Groove is comedic gold! You just don’t have a sense of humor!”

“Please, if I didn’t like humor then I wouldn’t be with a clown!” you counter, chuckling at his indignant huff and incoherent grumbling. “You have four minutes left, Satoru.”

“Someone’s impatient~” trills a joyful Gojo before asking, “Remember when you said I’m related to Princess Elsa because I look like her?”

“I actually just said Princess Elsa is prettier than you, but go on,” you correct with a smirk while he mumbles, “Semantics.”

“Anyway, it got me thinking: when we have our daughter soon we should name her Elsa!”

Your widening eyes almost fall out of their sockets upon hearing the word, “Soon?!” You furiously shake your head before continuing, attempting to clear your hazy thoughts. “I know we agreed on having kids but I thought you meant in a few years, not months!”

“But I want a baby now,” persists the stubborn shaman as you shimmy your way out of his grip.

“Considering I’m dealing with one right in front of me, I think I’m good,” you joke, hoping to control your pounding heart as you find yourself backing into the dresser.

Besides, the last thing you need is Gojo fueling your already rampant baby fever. You swear him and your parents were sending you more videos of funny animals and babies than usual. Were they teaming up against you?

His lopsided smirk grows as he approaches you yet again, recklessly tossing his sunglasses and locking you in place with those captivating eyes. You forget to breathe until you startle from the booming sounds his hands make after slamming them on the dresser, his arms flanking you from both sides to prevent your escape.

“But I already have so much experience,” he simpers, the shimmer in his heavenly blue orbs way too dangerous for your exceedingly high heart rate. Especially as they get closer, the tips of your noses touching. “Let’s not forget I raised precious Megumi-kun...”

“Lies, he told me about the times you’ve lost him at the mall,” you retort, feeling light-headed when his cool fingers graze your thighs and start their climb upward at a painstaking pace. Yet you regret taking a deep breath to calm your nerves as inhaling the combined scent of chocolate and his cologne lights more fireworks in your body instead.

“At least this time you’ll be my co-parent.” The distance between you two is so minuscule that his long eyelashes plant feathery kisses across your face with each blink, the usually ticklish gesture making a shiver run down your spine.

“And, come on,” he drags out, the dip in his voice heating your core, “you can’t tell me that you haven’t thought about how cute our kids will be.”

“They’d only be cute because of me,” you mutter against the corner of his lips, your taunt failing to disguise the slight waver in your voice that betrays what you’re really thinking.

That you've imagined how adorable it would be to see a tiny white-haired child perched atop your partner’s shoulders, the little one’s giggles blending in with Satoru’s giddy laughter. That you’ve pictured four mini versions of the shaman clinging to both of his arms and legs as they beg for their dad to take them to the school and meet the cool, older kids. That you’ve thought of how great it would be to start a family with the man you loved, the man who you know would make a great father.

And the same man who definitely knows what you’re currently thinking.

You almost groan from frustration when Gojo pulls away, already missing his proximity despite him only moving a few inches away. “See, I knew you wanted a baby,” he chuckles, his azure eyes dancing with mirth.

“But not now!” you wail, slightly peeved at how easily you fell for his antics.

“Then why wear this nice skirt?” he asks, the innocent tone juxtaposing with the fingers that tug on the slit of the fabric while his other hand traverses under the cloth to begin rubbing delicate circles on your skin. “See, you knew I wanted a baby now, too. Easy access!”

Before you’re about to show him how your legs have easy access to kicking his crotch, Gojo suddenly withdraws only to envelop you in a tight hug, his two hands joining together into a defiant clap.

“What the-!”

You can’t even describe what happens next, other than the fact that you’re swept off your feet and are literally flying...

...And then land softly on top of Gojo, who does not land softly on the mattress.

You feel yourself sinking as the bed dips, no longer supported by the frame that breaks in half with a resounding crack.

As the room now fills with silence you lift your head from Gojo’s chest to glare at him, only to receive a carefree laugh in return.

“I might’ve been too forceful there! Guess the prank went a bit too far. Lemme turn off the camera.” His smile falters when he realizes his blunder, your narrowed eyes shooting daggers at him.

“...”

“...”

“Gojo Satoru...” you bellow at the same time he chirps, “...But if you want, we can still try tonight! There’s still a mattress!”

If only he realized his second mistake.

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BONUS:

Shoko hangs up the call as she returns to the booth in the bar, looking at the two women across from her before shaking her head in disappointment.

“She bailed on us.”

“Huh?” questions a perplexed Utahime. “But why?”

“Something about needing to destroy evidence? And going to the furniture store?”

“What furniture store is open at eight o’clock on a Saturday night?”

“Gojo’s weirdness is rubbing off on her. How sad. She should’ve just gotten his money and left,” murmurs Mei, the other two nodding in agreement.

“Oh, but she did tell us to take a shot on her behalf,” Shoko says, “and to drink to men being trash.”

“I’ll definitely drink to that,” Mei says with a smirk, the clinking of three glasses and shouts of “To men are trash!” occurring at the same time a Gojo Satoru sneezes.

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A/N: Just needed to write a general PSA expressing my love for the badass female jjk characters

[7fckingidiots]

Would you be alright with writing some HCs about the brothers and a MC who's a trans guy? Sorry if it's a tall order or too vague, they're a big comfort for me and I'd like to see what ideas you have bcs your headcanons are fantastic ;w;

HELL YEAH DUDE!!!! IM ALSO TRANS!!! AH!!!!! demigirl rights :3 but i also find a huge comfort in the boys and i hc all of them as trans because no one can Stop Me •• but i really hope you enjoy these and remember you’re valid and i care u so much! Also i hope you don’t mind but i kinda made it gender neutral so every trans folk could enjoy!

The Brothers With A Trans MC

Lucifer

He didn’t know until you came out to him honestly. He knew all his other siblings were trans but with all the work Diavolo gave him and adding new students from different realms on top of that he hadn’t really had time to notice any minor changes in you.

He feels guilty about this and immediately makes sure(like everyone else)to ask for your pronouns, name, and how you would like to present yourself from now on.

Fixes your ID cards and your papers with Diavolo right after dinner

God. He’s such a dad and he gets you things that have your new name on them. You wake up to see you have a new pencil case with your name embroidered on it with matching pencils. God.....he’s so weird i love him so much

Asmo does most of your clothing shopping but for formal wear he takes you shopping! He’s not about to buy you some cheap tux or gown ok it’s gonna be over 2000 grim and he’s gonna get you three of them STOP HIM

He’s not the best with verbal affection so he writes down notes that are like “you looked very handsome/pretty today.” or when he first starts writing them they’re like “you’re a boy/girl/kid. i’m proud of you.” Thank u mr morningstar

You want surgery or to start hormones??? He will stop all his work with Diavolo and spend forever looking up things for you, he wants you to be as safe as possible(pls he almost fainted after he realized you’d have to give yourself a shot like everyday dhdhdhjdhd hc that demons/angels don’t have to do hormone therapy i’m so JEALOUS)

Practices saying your pronouns in his study when you first come out. He just wants to make sure you feel as safe as possible in his care(and he remembers how terrible it felt to be misgendered)

Guess what....he loves you no matter what :)

Mammon

You’re blind as hell if you couldn’t see his top scars but I respect it

King DOES slip up on your pronoun change but always immediately corrects himself. Satan has a spray bottle that he sprays Mammon with when he does it. Mammon is NOT amused but the same can’t be said for Belphie.

Gender affirming activities??? Oh yeah like robbing a bank?? That’s pretty gender neutral and trans right?? Yeah!!! Wow such a good supportive brother.

If you want you can wear the formal wear Lucifer bought you to the said bank heist. Boom trans rights

You can practice painting his nails or doing his makeup if you’re too nervous to do it on yourself first!! Dw if it’s bad he also can’t do makeup or paint nails so once you let him return the favor you’re both laughing and Asmo is distraught.

KING at dying hair he will get you whatever you need and if you want an entire different hair cut entirely he’s ON it

Very used to being Loud and Brash but if you need someone to talk to about anything really he always calms down and sits down to listen to whatever you have to say.

Lots of gendered gifts from him. This said for men??? Oh ok adds to cart. Oh pink??? For ladies??? yeah that can go in there too

You’re never gonna believe this.....But he loves you and supports you :)

Levi

He was the first one to come out to you at the house!! He was just so excited! Same hat!!!

Gets literally any video game where you can design the protag/have custom pronouns and will play games like that with you for hours

Would you like a pride flag.....for u.....He has too many.....Please take the trans flag please he has no room....he bought in bulk for a pride event and didn’t consider the consequences of his actions

Miku binder but irl. He will get if for you but unironically.....thanks King. He just likes binders with patterns and i respect IT

Dysphoria?? He gives you his hoodie bc that was his trademark dysphoria hoodie and i GUESS for you he can share............he would give u anything just ask nicely he’s sensitive

Reads any character that matches up with your gender and is like!!!!! That’s you!!!! OMG!!!! You in da IRL

Goes back and edits his tweets if they use your old name or pronouns(also has he/they in his bio. this is for nothing just makes me :D)

If you haven’t chosen your name he’s gonna suggest so many fictional characters. POV levi kin assigns you.

You listen to music together that just has Trans Vibes.....maybe u cry together but there’s no judgment!! It’s just nice :)

God it’s wild but! He loves u and thinks ur great :)

Satan

Enby Satan. That’s all :)

He’s very quite about it, he supports you! He’s just not loud like his brothers

He brings you book about gender studies and LGBTQ history that he thinks would interest you(there some of his favorite books and they’ve made him feel the most comfortable in his gender)

Gives you a name list if you haven’t named yourself yet! He cares about you and wants to make sure you have the right name that suits you

He’s the one that tells you that it’s ok if you’re still figuring it all out, learning about yourself is a very tricky process and if anyone knows that it’s Satan

Any of the brothers would kill anyone who misgendered you but with Satan that shit is ON SIGHT

Asks you how you know and what were the signs that gave it away to you, but only if you’re comfortable telling him!! He just finds everyone’s experience interesting and would like to know yours as well.

Spells for fucking DAYS Satan personally kills body dysphoria the best he can(mainly bc he’s HIGHKEY afraid of you getting surgery he hates knives so much)

Makes your comfort food for you when you’re feeling down about yourself and will read whatever you want to hear outloud to you.

!!!!!! GET THIS !!!!!! He loves YOU :0

Asmo

Fucking excited!!!! This means you two are going to buy so much clothing together and he gets to style you let’s GO

Buys you whatever you want but he will make you try it all on so be CAREFUL what u wish for.....ur gonna be there till the store closes yeah......

Paints your nails with the trans pride flag!! Also does your makeup and gives you tips on how to look more masculine or fem!!

VOICE LESSONS

He will help you lower or raise the pitch of your voice if it KILLS him. It eventually becomes like a mini class after school

Helps with internalized transphobia! Hes dealt with his fair share and knows how awful it can be and he will NOT being having you experience that as well we r practicing Self Care now

Picks apart any one who misgenders you until they’re crying he has NO fucking time for that behavior in this HOUSE

Sometimes self care is eating whatever you want and sitting in the dysphoria hoodies while watching chick flicks with Asmo

He likes dressing you up but he’s always sure to set boundaries so he never puts you into something that makes you feel uncomfortable

ALSO edits his posts and takes down anything that makes you uncomfortable!!

He loves you so much!!!!

Beel

another one to hand you The Dysphoria Hoodie and it’s very large and comfy!

he’ll help you make out a work out routine that will help you get the body you want and it makes him really happy to work out with you :)

he’s gonna hold your hand if you have to take shots and will give you puppy eyes if you don’t let him. He’s just worried!!!! He wants to help

stands behind you whenever you’re nervous about coming out to someone, he will NOT have someone making you feel bad or misgendering you

he’ll see food with trans pride colors and gives it too you, probably doesn’t even know what it is half the time but it made him think of you so he makes sure to get it for you

he doesn’t trip up on any of your new pronouns or name and makes it seem like he never even knew them. dead name???? what’s that??? a type of sauce?????

will let you vent to him whenever needed and will always make you a sundae after you’ve finished. it’s comically huge but it’s tasty and does make you feel a lot better, thanks beel

makes sure you remember to take off your binder if you’ve been wearing it for more than eight hours! and if you’ve been wearing heels to feel more fem he reminds you to take those off too and has a pair of slippers for you in his room that you can wear instead

hey! get this! He loves you so, so much :D

Belphie

you’re trans? ok kid join the club. he doesn’t make a big deal at all

are you still gonna cuddle with him and join him in his quest to make lucifer’s life difficult? yeah? ok then cool what’s ur name 

if he hears someone misgender you he waits till you’ve left the room and just kills whoever did it, dude’s unhinged what did you expect from him honestly

he’s actually really curious about any hormone therapy you’re on and likes listening to you rant about it to him. he likes seeing your face light up and it partly reminds him of lilith

calls your hormones something stupid like “oh dude, your gamer girl juice arrived.” or “hey your little man potion is here.” ...thanks belphie

will NOT let you sleep in a binder or push up bra!!! not healthy!! let ur chest breath guys 

like mammon, he gets you gendered gifts but they’re so fucking weird? you didn’t need a girls version of a collectable hot wheels set???? he got you blue lightning mcqueen sheets?????? those EXIST here????!!!!! when does he even shop......

introduces you to new people like “this is our resident boy/girl/human. they don’t do much but i think they’re cool.”

he really does care about you but he remembers when he came out he just didnt want people to make a big deal about it so he’s just doing what would have made him feel the most comfortable, but you can still see how much love he has for you when you look into his eyes

he loves you, so, so much :)

[elenatria]

Comrades! You need, NEED, to watch the movie “Radioactive”. Apart from Rosamund Pike being amazing and the film being directed by a woman, Marjane Satrapi, the film is not only a great story about a great woman BUT, since she and her husband basically discovered radiations, in the movie are shown also short scenes of the consequences of their discoveries: a boy with cancer cured by a new radiation machine in the 50s, the first atomic bomb on Japan at the end of the II War, Americans in the 60s doing nuclear test in the desert and laughing at how realistic the the mannequins and the buildings in the explosion zone are while people pay 50 cents to sit there with sunglasses and watch the atomic bomb explode, AND OF COURSE CHERNOBYL: I recognized it even before the subtitle came out because we see a young and scared but heroic firefighter entering a burning building and helping out men dressed in white with strange hat (the fucking hats, comrades). Later in the movie we see Marie Curie having sort of dreams/nightmares/visions in which she sees her dead loved ones but also the different consequences of her work: the kid fighting chancer thanks to a new therapy based on her discoveries, a Japanes man in a hospital after the Hiroshima explosion and finally she walks to another hospital chamber where she sees a young man in a bed and it’s the young Chernobyl firefighter. She sits next to him, takes his hand and kisses his forehead and the boy, despite having his face burnt by radiations, smiles at her. Maybe not the best movie of the year but it’s a must see in my humble opinion.

Thanks a lot for finally making me sit my ass down and watch this movie.

It’s remarkable in many ways. Not only was it directed by the great Marjan Satrapi (and who doesn’t like Rosamund Pike in roles of strong independent women) but also its music is dreamlike as well as nightmarish and very fitting of the film’s subject matter. If radiation was beautiful electronic music, it would sound like this soundtrack.

Strangely enough the male characters, even if they’re forced to stay in the background, are not complete puppets paving the way for Marie’s brilliance. They’re supportive but flawed, likeable without being too mushy, or forcefully annoying like we’ve seen in many recent “feminist” films. Instead of screaming “MALE PRIVILEGE!!1″ all the time like in most American movies, they’re silently entitled, like in real life. 

The “nice men” in the story  are such feminists that they clear the table while their wives have scientific conversations..

… or hand them napkins while the women explain Uranium’s chemical reactions.

Beware, for the hurt in these men’s eyes is real. 

If I were a tad more cynical I’d call it a feminist-retconning chick flick but the movie is too good for that.

It also gives us some great lines.

Marie: “An instinct is not a particularly scientific reason.”

Pierre: “No, but it’s still a reason.”

Frankly,  I find the dialogues and the whole script quite lively. A breath of fresh air. Even when they’re bickering “like an old married couple”, Marie and Pierre sound brilliant.

The film also has beautiful “encyclopedic” illustrations like uranium here.

More scientific/poetic imagery, like young Marie forming the atom with berries in her basket…

… or radioactivity presented as a dancer bathed in an eerie green glow.

Thankfully, Marie and Pierre’s flirtation is not cringey at all. When he proposes to her, she kisses him. 

Pierre: “You’re not selfish. You’re just… self-absorbed.”

(why thank you, Pierre, didn’t know this movie talks about moi )

More of those “omg did I ghost write this?” moments.

(”when”, not “what”, apologies for crappy subs)

Yeah, me too.

And yes, the movie almost feels like a distant relative to HBO’s Chernobyl, like The Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them to Chernobyl’s Harry Potter. 

For instance, Pierre gets his “Boris moment” as he coughs blood into his handkerchief, minutes before he receives their Nobel prize.

Marie gets her Spartacus/”You will do it because it must be done” moment when women in the audience give her a standing ovation as she receives her second Nobel prize.

The juxtaposition between Pierre’s acceptance speech (”Radiation is both useful and extremely dangerous if it falls in the wrong hands, but MOSTLY USEFUL”) and the drop of Enola Gay is beautiful and haunting. 

And ooooh, there it is (hey, did someone steal the Renck Bros’ font?).

Btw, Marie Curie died of aplastic anemia, guess you remember that one, huh.

And if you’re still wondering why everyone looks familiar in this film, like, Chernobyl- familiar, I’ll give you a clue.

Marie’s sister,  Bronia Sklodowska, is played by Sian Brooke.

Yes, THAT Sian Brooke.

Marie’s Mother is played by Georgina Rich.

Come on, GEORGINA RICH?

Last but not least, Marie’s fellow scientist, Paul Langevin, is played by Aneurin Barnard…

… who was in Dunkirk…

… with our boy Barry.

Talking about “Six degrees of Chernobyl”, huh.

[mythiccheroacademia]

Boyfriend Headcanons

Characters: Midoriya, Bakugo, and Todoroki 

Warnings: N/A

SFW

A/N: My first post! I hope you all enjoy a healthy dose of sweetness and fluff!

Izuku Midoryia:

it took him three months to build up the courage to be your friend

took him another month to ask you out

the sweetest boi-friend

to this day, he doesn’t understand why you said yes to going on a date with him, but he doesn’t question it

why put a question mark where God put a period lmao

he’s a shy bean but will always hold your hand if you’re okay with the PDA

if not, he’ll be just as satisfied being next to you

calls you by your name most of the time but absolutely melts when you call him a pet name

honey is his favorite

likes, it’s such a simple name but he goes crazy over it

“hey, honey, will you get my bag over there?”

error.exe “uhh, of course, y-y/n!”

doesn’t get jealous, but gets worried you’ll leave him for someone better

but you always reassure him in the best way you can and he’ll apologize for doubting your relationship

kisses are sweet 

will kiss your cheek a lot

when you’re alone and he’s just looking into your eyes that are so dark and lovely, they make him feel like he’s falling into an endless abyss, and he just has to kiss you 

like, omg, he kisses you breathless and then has the nerve to act embarrassed like he didn’t just kiss you like the world depended on it

dates are always fun

he takes you to his favorite arcade, or to festivals if he can

loves it when you watch him train and cheer him on

it makes him feel like he can do anything!

has sent pictures of you and him to his mom and All Might

they both cry tears of joy because you two are just so cute together and their hearts can’t take it

he knows it’s tough in Japan for you

Japan is homogenous and you look like quite the foreigner

hates when you start to feel insecure bc you’re skin is just so beautiful like omg you’re like freaking gold

Delaware Smashes anyone who looks at you the wrong way (behind your back tho because fighting civilians with your quirk is illegal Izuku, remember!?) and then takes you for ice cream 

sends good morning texts without fail

Bakugo Katsuki:

mans had to work hard to get you

you weren’t with all that asshole shit he likes to throw out

but, by some miracle, you said yes when he asked you out

“i wanna be your friend but with feelings and shit!”

someone help this emotionally stunted boi

let’s get one thing straight tho

he’s not a shitty boyfriend

how can he be the number one hero if he can’t even be a good boyfriend?

bakugo is a closet romantic and you can’t convince me otherwise

he’ll tell you that chick flicks are dumb but the Notebook is in his favorites on Netflix

what a loser

okay but seriously, he’ll treat you like a queen and he doesn’t care what anybody thinks

kisses your hands a lot

is too confident in your relationship to get jealous but isn’t afraid to show whoever is hitting on you who you’re with

cooked a four-course meal for your six month anniversary with candles, rose petals, and everything of the sort (his mom helped with the flowers but that doesn't matter)

you served dessert ;)

MOVING ON--

calls you princess

was ignorant when it came to racism and discrimination towards black and brown people (bc that shit is global don’t @ me)

his parents have models from all over the world and Japan has a foreigner population, so it’s not like he hasn't seen people with your shade before

but seeing black/brown people doesn’t mean you know about them

he learns that the hard way

when you breakdown, he kissed your tears away and swore to you he would be better and more educated

google became his best friend

will actually kill anyone who even thinks about making an unwanted comment

“katsuki, homicide is illegal”

“so is making you cry!”

heart eyes

will lie on your chest just to hear your heartbeat

falls asleep there

you cry every time because omg he’s just so soft and pretty when he’s not threatening someone’s life

Todoroki Shouto:

you weren’t aware in the slightest that he liked you like that

“y/n, i hope i’m not bothering you when i ask if you’ll go eat with me”

“what?”

was a bit awkward in the beginning

you always thought he was kind of stuck up

he was kinda intimidated by you

but then you made a joke about endeavor’s disconnecting beard and he fell in love

the man actually has a lot to say

you always thought he was so quiet, but he’s just one of those people that needs to feel comfortable

is so entranced by your looks

is even more entranced by your heart how are you beautiful, talented, AND amazing like???? are you real???

enjoys your company way more than he realized

so touch starved and wants you to hold him all the time, but he’ll never initiate it in case you get annoyed

but you always hold him because he’s cute and he just dies

kisses are always meaningful

sometimes he’ll just kiss you so slowly and so passionately that you have to remind him that y’all need to breathe 

will buy you anything and everything like money grows on trees (because it kinda does when endeavor is your father)

“I got you that necklace you wanted”

“baby, i only glanced at it. it was $300″

“do you want me to get another one?”

you have to put a price limit on the gifts

he’ll call you these cringy but endearing names like “love of my life” “beloved” “my darling” “my heart” “sweetness” and you don’t have the heart to tell him they embarrass you sometimes

will error.exe when you call him babe or baby

will crash when you compliment his eyes

you’re the only contact in his phone with a picture (he took it when you weren’t looking shhh)

out of the three, he gets the most jealous surprisingly

it’s because he’s a bit insecure about himself as a partner and probably thinks there’s someone better who doesn’t have all this baggage but then he sees someone flirt with you and he can’t help but think they’re not even worth the ground you walk on 

will stare knives into the person’s head 

they feel the heat of his stare and scurry off before he acts on his temper and before you can understand what’s going on

the most knowledgable about your battles with hate crimes, microaggressions, etc.

you tend to read a lot when you’re forced to live in isolation for 3/4ths of your life

is your ally and won’t ever let you forget that

speaks on issues so you don’t always have to, he knows it can be tiresome

the most intimate act is sharing cold soba

when you slurp it down, he knows he’s found the one

[partnersatfazbear]

More sketches! I actually have a lot to talk about with these lol First off, for anyone wondering about my back problems--those did finally clear up. I even fixed my sleep schedule, which only took a month. However, now my nightmares are coming back and that could mess up my sleep again... Sigh. I can’t win.

The first page is a series of completed, shaded illustrations I’m planning (based on the first 6 games and for each of the Fazbear Frights stories). I thumbnailed some ideas first. These could change, but I’m happy with most of them. I started on FNAF 1 already (see the second page where I added my current WIP of it). The only thing I love more than line art is composing a picture! I was suprised to hear that most artists (well, from what I’ve seen on YT) actually hate the line art phase. The coloring phase is actually the most boring for me. The tiny doodles are of Mike and Charlie. I really want to ship them, but I think because of my main ship I won’t. Although it would be an interesting thing to see them go through all this chick flick nonsense only to realize it never really mattered, but they could either turn out to be good friends or enemies... and I’m really intrigued by the concept. If I ever get back to my Sammy AU, maybe I’ll even have something for him to say about it =:V

The second page! I’ve gotten to a point where I can sort of draw Springtrap from memory, so that makes me happy. SMH I don’t know why he looks so annoyed in the large drawing... The other is a cute uh, is it still technically Willry at this point? Hentrap? SpringHen? lol SpringHen sounds hillarious. I may use that. Whatever, the drawing is sad, there’s no time for jokes!

The little square on page 2 are random doodles from own novel series, which at some point you’ll hear more about, but... This is the last story in the timeline, a science fiction universe where 80% of the cast are anthros. I may actually add a rabbit character now. Arzma is a bird girl, the heroine. Mark is an astronaut who has a connection to what I’m calling the furry-planet because I can’t remember the complicated names I gave everything. He’s the unofficial kid to a character from a previous drama story. He also makes a brief appearance in WispHer, my paranormal story... WHICH. (omg I’m rambling) Well, as a side story or maybe even one of the new focuses of WispHer, I’ve added my William OC. He’s the easter bunny suit you’ll see more of in upcoming pages and I’m proud of his design. I don’t know 100% what I’m doing with him yet. I’ve got like 4 pages of game ideas, but it may just end up being a super choicy VN, since I’m best at making those over any other kind of game.

For reference, my novel series spans about 12 or 13 books including spin offs, last time I checked... I really would like to get back to writing them...

As always, would love to hear any opinions / questions from you guys =:3 Feel free to send asks!

I may post some more sketches later, if I have time to doodle before my wife wakes up. lol

No sketches, but I did make some pixel art Henry and William [based on my designs]. DO NOT use these, as I may be using them for a personal project. Share, but only if you link back to this blog post:

PS

My brand new tablet has a defect pen / stylus (doesn’t hold the nibs anymore) and so I’ve ordered an expensive replacement. It should be here Monday, but expect a LOT of sketchbook drawings until I can get this situation fixed. Worried my next one will break just as easily... so I may have to find another pen altogether.

[i-need-air]

hello!!! i’m here to request a matchup 💘

a male student please!!

appearance

im a girl i’m 5’2 and 45kg, my hair is black with layers at the front and i have blue eyes with pale skin. i have bags under my eyes most of the time because i get literally no sleep lol and i know this is annoying but i have weirdly small hands and feet

personality

my personality type is an esfp or enfp it changes idk and my zodiac is a leo. i’m an outgoing person who enjoys making friends with all different types of people. i can make jokes with my friends for hours and can talk for days on end and not get tired basically i have a lot of energy, i’m quite loud and out there sometimes but i do still get shy aswell. i have anxiety or panic disorder which is where not being able to order my own food in restaurants comes in. i tend to get a bit irritated or aggressive during panic attacks which is really shitty when i know people are only trying to help. i’m a dancer and i like to style clothes in my free time because it’s like a nice stress relief i also absolutely love shopping and fashion. i sometimes bake to calm myself down if i feel panicky it’s a nice distraction from everything. i love to party and go out with my friends whenever i can but sometimes will just want to watch a movie preferably a 90s/00s chick flick by myself. some of my bad qualities are my insecurities,i tend to make jokes insensitively and i can be a little to sensitive sometimes. my biggest fears are spiders and everyone being sick and tired of me because i know i can be a bit much and need some reassurance. i’m also not very good in school and struggle with some basic things which tend to make my anxiety run high i just need some help with it usually and then i’ll be good. anyways i think that is it i hope i’m not forgetting anything. i’m sorry if this was to long!! thank you and ily <33

Aggressively throws Inasa at you! Have him! YOURS! I think it's not just Inasa. I feel you'd do great with someone that could match your energy and passion so maybe Mirio too. Leos need someone to keep up with you and Inasa's perfect! Also, you're tiny and adorable and he's giant. I love this???🥺 Omg, i just checked & he's a libra TOO AAAAAAAA!!!!!

Inasa:

× Inasa is in love with your attitude from the get go. I'm serious, I feel it's an instant spark and attraction. The more he spends with you, the more he's enthralled and takes zero time to ask you out.

× You're very drawn to each other. He matches your energy with ease when you're in a social situation and your relationship will be easy-going. I feel you'd still butt heads [everyone in a relationship does] but everything would be solved so easily???? No grudge or anything, he doesn't want to hurt you and will seek to solve a problem as straightforwardly as possible.

× He completes you! Inasa would be one to help you out with your panic attacks in a surprisingly thoughtful way. He might come out as brash and impulsive but you'll grow to see just as resourceful and intelligent he is, specially emotionally intelligent. Absolutely doesn't mind ordering for you and putting himself in the center of attention just so you can take a breather. You're safe with him!

× He's very vocal and verbal affection is his thing! You'll know you're loved, appreciated, trusted, adored. Everything. You'll know? Lmfao, mb, THE WORLD will know. Also, where them spiders at? He yeets them away with a flick of his wrist and holds you close. Is a big goof about it, saying he'll protect you always and legit, he will.

× Intelligent guy, he'll help you with school with no problem. Remember he was going to get in UA with recommendations, right? I'm serious, don't feel shy around him about it because he does it with all his heart and just wants some pecks on his cheek [give the babey some kisses bc he simps for u hard and u deserve the world and pls🥺💕]

[spooky-drusilla]

What’s currently your favorite movie? 💗

Omg okay. I am an absolute slut for romcoms and chick flicks and coming of age movies, I gotta warn you askhajshsj

My favorite movie ever is mean girls. Very basic, I know, but it's just so fun. I rewatch it all the time kahskhs

Scott Pilgrim vs. the world is also a baby of mine. I know nothing about actual cinema or anything, but I like to think I know something about comic books, and I personally believe that the movie did a great adaptation!! Scott was a bit ooc, sure, but the Mood™ was the same as the comics. Plus it's been a favorite of mine ever since I was a kid, so I'm a bit biased kahsjshks

Legally Blonde and Clueless are also just Iconic. Love them so much.

Sweeney Todd was my favorite musical as a kid!! I recently rewatched it and it definitely wasn't as good as I remembered tho. I kinda wanna find a good bootleg of the og musical to see if I like it better.

I recently watched Banana Split. It was very cute, I enjoyed it a lot! And Lady Bird!! I loved Lady Bird so much!! Aaa and booksmart. I loved booksmart. Nghh. Coming of age movies are just wonderful akjsksjsj

Ah, and if we get into the animations part I would be able to spend ages here. Ages.

Honorable mentions to the BR movies Hoje eu quero voltar sozinho (The Way He Looks in English), Que Horas Ela Volta? (The Second Mother in English) and Bacurau. Bacurau does lose a few points tho, because when my family went to the movies it didn't have subtitles so I had to ask my mom what was going on at all times and she was very annoyed lmao.

And you, anon? I'm assuming you like the MCU a lot akjsjsjs but hopefully you won't find my taste in movies absolutely disgusting. Or, if you do, hopefully you won't lose respect for me over it LMAO

[elisabethsdoppler]

are you planning on doing the domestic meme for regina/aleksander? 🥺 idk if you ship them so i wanted to ask!

regina & aleksander domestic ship meme!

yes omg! they are so precious

who reaches out to new neighbors

probably regina? i honestly don’t feel like aleksander would want to interact with anyone

who remembers to buy healthy food

probably regina! she’s used to having to cook for herself

who remembers to buy junk food

aleksander

who fixes the oven when it breaks

probably aleksander! i mean he is a welder i think

who waters the plants/feeds their pet(s)

regina!

who wakes up earlier

i think aleksander

who makes the bed

probably regina

who makes the coffee

aleksander! i’m pretty sure there was a scene of him making coffee in season 2

who burns breakfast

neither of them

how do they let each other know they’re leaving the house

usually with a text or a note

how do they greet each other when one of them gets home

a hug, usually they talk about what they want to do together

who brings home little gifts like flowers/chocolates more often

probably regina? but i’m not sure

who picks the movie for movie night

they take turns

their favorite kind of movie to watch

they mostly watch chick flicks!

who first suggests a pillow fort

aleksander! he wants regina to be soft and cozy

who builds the pillow fort

regina probably! she gets really excited about it

who tries to distract the other during the movie

they usually end up cuddling and exchanging gentle kisses

who falls asleep first

regina

who is big spoon/little spoon

they take turns, but usually aleksander is the big spoon

[hyunqlns]

adventure to his heart  ❦  hyunjin

⇴ genre: apocalypse!au ; angst ; future fluff 

⇴ part : 1          | 2 ; 3 ; 4 ; 5 ; 6 ; 7 ; 8 ; |

⇴ description: just when you thought your crush, the well known school heartthrob hwang hyunjin, was your biggest problem, a crazy alien invasion managed to prove you wrong. 

⇴ author’s note: inspired and based on the book and movie “the fifth wave”

⇴ warnings: apocalypse, swears

⇴ word count: 1476

it was rather pathetic. how god was playing with your lives.

you would never have imagined yourself standing there - lost in the woods, with absolutely no clue where you were or where were you going to head to. you were always a very positive and carefree person who with no doubt loved all type of adventures - diving deep into the sea, flying with a parachute, traveling around the world. however you swore that your scaredy ass would have never put a foot into the woods. the idea of walking around countless of trees and thousand of bugs just terrified you, was it surprising that you never attended a single of the school trips? definitely no.

but how fun, god really had other plans for the humankind. the day the others came was surely the day the whole humanity should've expected to be wiped off the face of the earth. that was the day your hell had just began.

the first wave killed around half million of people. it was just the starter. waves, was what you called the stages of attacks.

"lights out" was the very first wave to be used by the others (as reffered to by you) in attempt to wipe you, the humans off the face of the earth.your father had believed that the others needed your planet simply because their planet was either not enough or the conditions were uninhabitable by now.

the wave itself was a massive electromagnetic pulse, or you could call it an EMP strike that managed to short out all possible objects running on electricity. how smart and convenient, right? everything stopped, all it took was a second. the phones, the vehicles, all lights, batteries, pretty much everything. 

gone.

it was almost 2 pm, a cloudy but warm day in early spring. the birds were unusually quiet, already sensing something was bound to happen, as expected. you were in your last period, which was apparently physics - your least favorite class. you were really hoping you’re anywhere but mr. choi's boring physics class. maybe in the flower garden, sitting on the benches, admiring hwang hyunjin (a.k.a the school heartthrob) or atleast home, praying that the world isn't ending. you remember texting your step sister, melanie, whom you were really close with. she was a foreign chick, just like you,  that your parents had adopted when you were at the age of nine. truthfully, at first you weren’t very fond of the idea not being the only child anymore, not being the main center of attention for your parents, but you quickly got used to it and now you cherish my little sister more than anything.

your conversation was about the usual - your crush, the well known school's prince hwang hyunjin. every girl seemed to love him, including you. but this was completely normal. 

look who is sitting in front of me in history class ;)) [image]

omg, you lucky bitch

the first wave rolled in quietly. no fanfare, no tantrums. it happened in a matter of seconds. the lights just winked out, so did your phone. someone in the room screamed. typical reaction of the people nowadays. people are just so used to the electricity and to the objects running on it, so when it stops, you’re completely lost.

the teacher had told the class to stay in your seats. but no one listened. since the humanity was on the pins for ten days, frightened and expecting for something to happen, when it did, it left you panicked. but it was normal. most students weren't even attending school anymore, so the classroom was nearly empty. your parents of course, on the other side had decided it's for the best if you continue your lives as if nothing had happened - attending school, school clubs and going to work. when in reality, everything was happening. nothing felt normal anymore, for these 10 days the stress had just piled up, added up, for you, it felt like a time bomb that could explode any second.

the teacher wasn't panicked. it was just a normal black out. nothing more on nothing less. a normal blackout couldn’t harm you, right? but this didn’t feel normal to you, though. when you announced to the class that your phone had died, lim minhee, a visibly panicked boy sitting at the back of the classroom, also exclaimed that he couldn't turn on his laptop that he used for school purposes (according to him)

the whole class started talking. no one listened to mr. choi anymore. you all, god knows why, went to the nearest window and started looking outside.you guessed that's what you do when the lights go out. you didn't know what everyone was looking for, until a 727 appeared in the picture, tumbling end over end to the earth, from over nine thousand feet. it quickly disappeared behind the trees nearby and exploded. cars and trucks, all kind of vehicles abruptly stopped and crashed at each other, most of them catching fire.

nobody said much after that. you just continued standing in front of the windows hopelessly, your eyes frozen on the scenery. some of you checked your phones and cried in fear. what was just happening?

soon enough, 

the door flew open and there stood the history teacher, mr. shin who told you to head to the gymnasium. what a smart idea - gather us in one place so it would be easier for the aliens to eliminate us without wasting any excess ammunition, you thought, but didn’t protest and followed him.

everyone sat on the bleachers surrounded by and in complete darkness. only the cries and the whispers could be heard. people were crying, others were praying. some were doing both. the principal didn't seem less panicked than us. he nervously paced back and forth, occasionally yelling at the students to shut up and wait for their parents.

and about those who had cars parked in the yard? ha, jokes on you buddy. the cars wouldn't work.

you were siitting next to melanie as always. weird enough, you weren't talking much. she was just nervously tapping her foot while you were trying to breathe. you had an asthma and anxiety, and the stress now was more than overwhelming. your inhaler was in your left hand just in case.

all students were whispering, so were you.

"this is it, this is the fucking end of the world" melanie exclaimed dramatically. well, she wasn't wrong at all. you were optimistic, yes, but now you tried to be  rather realistic. this indeed was it, the end. there was no other reasonable explanation for this. or was there? 10 days on the pins, expecting and waiting for something to happen, now when that something really happened, it was obvious that was it, the thing people waited for.

melanie started crying. you pulled her in a hug and patted her back. you looked around. the scenery unfolding in front of your eyes was excruciating, heartbreaking. kids were having panic attacks while teachers and other workers were huddled up by the gym doors, in case the aliens had plans to barge in the gymnasium.

"there were so many things i wanted to do" she choked back a sob.

"is one of them fucking felix under the bleachers?" you gave her shoulder a nudge and laughed. you were surprised how calm you were in this situation. with all your might, you tried to crack some jokes, lit up the atmosphere.

"oh my god y/n, all you talk about is sex!" melanie whisper-shouted, breaking the hug.

she wasn't either right or wrong. you had no problems talking about sex, you only had problems talking about sex involving you.

"you should tell hyunjin though" she exclaimed.

"no." you flatly refuse.

"why not y/nnn? you've got nothing to lose. that might be our last day and you wanna spend it thinking how you're gonna die? hell no" she flicked your forehead and shook her head, before fixing her bangs.

"if i was you, i'd go up to him and say 'i know this is the end of the world, but i ain't dying without doing it with you'"

"and do you know shat happens next?" she asked.

"what?"

"i'd have sex with him in the flower garden"

"you're ridiculous, this sounds like a drama. tsk, impossible" you click your tongue and laugh, not even able to imagine it.

"come on y/n, you like him since middle school. middle fucking school!! it's been years. it's time to atleast confess. and it's not as unrealistic as the thing happening right now"

and she was completely right.

but you never did. and that was the last time you ever saw him. a few rows behind you, you saw his face, his blank expression that even until today you couldn't read.

[holylulusworld]

Diary of a heartbroken girl

Summary: Dean kicks her out without giving her a reason. Now he reads her diary.

Pairing: Dean x Reader, Sam, Jody Mills, Claire Novak

Warnings: angst, sad reader, pregnant reader, implied smut, fluff

 Walking down the stairs you sigh. Dean was moody the whole drive back. Maybe as you keep your distance lately? But you have your reasons. You can’t tell him until you figured out what to do.

“You will leave the bunker!” Dean grunts and you freeze.

“What? Why?”

“You know exactly why.” Is all Dean says before storming toward his room.

Mouth agape you just stand there not believing what he just said. Only as you didn’t have sex with him the last months, he wants you to leave the bunker?

“What? But…Sammy?” You ask.

“Sorry, but this time I’m on Dean’s side. What you did is not okay.” Sam says and your heart drops. He told Sam that you kept your distance and now both want you to leave?

You want to argue but obviously, you were only a mattress Dean could use. Now you lost your usefulness.

Walking as fast as your feet will carry you, you enter your room to pack your things. You will leave him. At least now you don’t need to tell him your secret anymore.

----

“Dean?”

“Yeah.”

“Y/N forgot her diary. I think…uh…maybe we should give it back to her.”

“Burn it.”

“Dean!”

“Fine. Give it to me I’ll send it to Jody. I bet she’s hiding her unfaithful ass at her place.” Dean yells.

“Here. Take it.” Sam says.

----

Debating Dean looks at the diary. Maybe now he will find out whom you were fucking behind his back?

Opening the little diary, he starts reading the first lines…

“Today I met Dean Winchester, he has the most beautiful green eyes I ever saw. He barely registered me. Too busy to chat with a busty blonde chick. Well, he’s out of my league. Still, I wish someone like him would give me a second glance.”

Looking at the date he sees it’s the first time you met each other. Before John died and before everything went downhill.

Looking at the next pages Dean is looking for his name. The next entry is two years later.

“Dean was at the hunter's bar. He didn’t remember me. Of course not. Why would someone like him remember me? I’m not pretty or hot. Plain and boring. Someone like him would never remember me.”

Swallowing hard he looks for more entries with his name. The next one is right after Bobby died. He didn’t meet you for years.

“Bobby is dead. I heard from Sam about his death and came to his funeral. Dean didn’t remember me again. I really tried so hard to stay away from him. He barely greeted me. Well, I’m not worth it, I guess. Sam hugged me goodbye. Dean didn’t even give me a glance. Well…whatever.”

The next pages are filled with hunts, losses, and loneliness. The next entry with his name is right after he came back from purgatory.

“Dean and Sam stumbled into my case. Dean didn’t look good. Somethings off with him. For the first time, he looked at me. He almost looked like a predator. In the end, he left with another bar fling. I should stop hanging my heart at a man who will never love me back. Seeing him again would be worse. I wasted so many years hoping he will finally see me.”

‘She loves me…for years?’

The next entry is a few weeks later…from the night, the first night he spent with you…

“Dean Winchester kissed me! He kissed me! But he didn’t stop, he touched me and I melted into him. I didn’t tell him it was my first time. Dean was gentle and caring it didn’t hurt too much. I enjoyed every minute.”

‘OMG! She was a virgin? She didn’t tell me?’ Dean thinks to himself.

And another entry with his name…two weeks later. The paper looks like it got wet … tears … those are tears…

“He left…after he had what he wanted, Dean left. I woke up in an empty motel room. Not even a note was left. What did I expect? I was no one special. Maybe I was even a pity fuck…” The entry ends there…

After that, there are no entries about him. Only hunts, injuries…nothing else. The next entry is from the time you moved into the bunker.

“Dean acts like we never…well, I guess I wasn’t memorable. I’m boring, plain. He didn’t remember our night. Tonight, he went home with another chick. I will stop going into a bar with Sam and Dean. I can’t bear the hurting any longer. It breaks me every time more…”

The next entries are sad words about how you felt every time Dean talks about his latest conquests. Then you stopped writing for a while. The next entry is from the first night he spent with you again.

“He kissed me again. Told me how beautiful I’m…I gave in even knowing he will hurt me again.”

After that, you barely wrote anything only that he comes to your room and leaves before Sam can find out. Months filled with doubts and fears.

The last entry is from three months ago. The time you stopped letting him touch you. The time you started keeping your distance.

“How could this happen? We were careful. I’m on birth control. Oh god, he will hate me. Dean will hate me…how can I be pregnant? I don’t know what to do. He doesn’t want a relationship, it was hard enough to tell Sam without Dean getting mad but a baby…”

The next two months are filled with fear and doubts. That you keep your distance to hide the baby. That’s the reason you refuse to hunt. The reason you refuse to let him touch you.

A knot is forming into his stomach. Reading about all the fears and doubts. You must’ve been so scared the last months. Baby, you’re going to have his baby and he kicked you out.

Your diary still in his hand he storms into the garage. Almost bumping into Sam, he stares at his brother with wide eyes. Giving him the keys, he enters the passengers seat.

“Where?” Sam asks.

“Jody’s. I need to see her. Y/N is pregnant with my baby.” Dean whispers.

“What? I thought she cheated on you.”

“I read her diary. The reason she kept her distance was that she’s pregnant. Sam, she’s so scared. I didn’t see it. All the things I read. We need to hurry.”

----

“So will you tell me who the father is?” Jody asks softly.

Casting your look down you debate if you can tell her or not.

“Is it one of the Winchesters?”

Giving her a little nod, you remain silent. Jody is a good friend, you can trust her.

“Dean.”

“Does he know?”

“No. I didn’t know how to tell him. We don’t have a real relationship. It’s not that he loves me or so. He for sure doesn’t want a baby with me.”

“Is that the reason you left?”

“He kicked me out. I guess as I stopped having sex with him. I had to hide the baby so…he only let me stay as I let him have me, I guess.”

“Dean kicked you out. What about Sam?”

“Sam said he’s on Dean’s side that what I did was…I got no clue what I have done.”

“I’m sorry. You can stay here as long as you want to. Don’t worry.”

“Thank you. I got nowhere to go.”

----

“She’s pregnant? How did that happen?”

“I don’t have the time to tell you how sex works. I need to talk to her. I read the whole diary. I hurt her. All those years I hurt her, ignored her and now I kicked her our without a reason.”

“You thought she cheated on you.”

“But I had no proof only that she didn’t want sex with me anymore. I was hurt in my pride, Sammy. I thought she found someone better than me. I should’ve talked to her.”

“Dean, are you in love with her?”

“Uh…I was hurt when I thought that she let someone else touch her.”

“Dude, you got it bad.”

“Shut up, bitch. She’s mine. No one can touch her.”

“As I said, Jerk. You got it bad. How do you intend to fix this?”

“I got no clue, Sam. Any advice?”

“Begging? Flowers? Telling her how you feel?”

“Flowers? At that time? I mean it’s 2 am.”

“Jody has some roses behind her house.”

“I shall steal Jody’s flowers? She’s a cop, Sam.”

“Just saying….”

“Fine. You will distract her and I will steal the flowers…”

----

Rummaging in your bags you look for your diary but you can’t find it. Where is your diary? Oh, no. You were hiding it under your bed. You forgot it. Well no one will look under your bed – right? No, wait you wrote some lines and placed it into the nightstand!

Shall you call Sam? No, he wanted you gone too. Maybe Cas? He could sneak in and bring it to you. Yes, you will call him tomorrow. He will help you for sure.

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“How far away are we?” Dean mutters.

“Twenty minutes or so but it’s 4 am. I don’t think you want to wake Jody at that time of the day.” Sam says.

“I will sneak in. Look for Y/N and drag her out.”

“Drag her out? She ain't a sandwich. Y/N is pregnant and you kicked her out. Do you really think she will follow you on free terms?”

“Then I’ll kidnap her!”

“You really got it bad, dude.”

“No…maybe…shut up, Bitch!”

“Just telling the truth. You should talk to her first.”

“Fine. Now drive Dr. Phil.”

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Sleeping peacefully you don’t hear someone sneaking into your room. The stolen rose in his hand he tiptoes toward your bed.

Before you know what’s happening you hear yelling and the light gets flicked on.

Flinching at the sudden intrusion you look around the room. Aimed gun in your hand you see Claire and Jody aiming a gun at Dean while he has a rose in his hand…with roots on it.

“You stole one of my roses?” Jody mutters.

“Uh…I needed one for Y/N. Sorry. Can you two lower your guns?”

“Why should we asshole?” Claire grunts.

“I…this is a misunderstanding. I didn’t know…uh…can I talk to her? Please.”

“Y/N?” Jody asks. Ignoring Dean she looks at you.

“It’s okay,” you whisper.

“We are downstairs. If he tries anything just yell!” Claire says threatening Dean with her gun.

Before closing the door behind her Jody gives you a nod.

“What do you want?” You ask.

“You see…I read your diary…”

Eyes widen you start crying. He read all your thoughts and he knows…oh god he knows everything.

“Hey, don’t cry. Uh…the reason I kicked you out is…I thought you are cheating on me. I couldn’t bear the thought that someone else touched you.”

“I didn’t cheat on you. By the way, you can’t cheat on someone you don’t have a relationship with.”

“I’m sorry. Your diary…uh…is it true? All of it?”

Looking away you don’t answer his question…he read your diary…he already knows.

“You see…please come home. I’m sorry for kicking you out. I didn’t know. Please. The baby.”

“Don’t worry. You don’t have to feel responsible.”

But I want to. This is my baby! You are mine. Now grab your stuff and come back.”

“I shouldn’t come back.”

“Oh, wait. Here.” Giving you the meanwhile dead rose he looks at the pitiful flower.

Starting to laugh you take it out of his hands. Rubbing his neck nervously he stares down at you.

“You stole Jody’s rose?”

“Yeah. I wanted to buy some flowers but Sam suggested stealing Jody’s roses.”

“She will kick your ass.”

“Can I sit on the bed?”

“Hmm…”

“You were afraid to tell me about the baby? That was the reason you were so distant.”

“We don’t have a real relationship, so I thought you wouldn’t mind.”

“Do you want to?”

“Want what, Dean?”

“Have a relationship with me, I mean officially.”

“What I want doesn’t count. You proved it by kicking me out.”

“Do you have an ultrasound picture?”

“On the last page of my diary.”

“Really…wait.” Opening the diary, he looks for the last page. Finding the ultrasound picture he smiles. He can barely see the baby but knowing this is his makes him proud.

“Looks like a raisin.” He chuckles.

“No, look there is the head.” You scold.

“Hmm…still it looks like a raisin but it’s our raisin.”

“It’s a boy, Castiel told me so.”

“We’re going to have a boy?”

“Yeah.”

“Awesome. Can I see the bump?”

Nodding you shove your sleepshirt upwards to show Dean your three months baby bump. A bright smile on his face he gently touches the little bump. His hand is slightly shaking while he can’t take his eyes off your swollen stomach.

“Will you come back? I’m sorry for thinking you cheated on me.”

“Do you really want this?”

“Hmm…please. Come home.”

“Okay. But can I sleep a bit first? I’m tired.”

“Sure. Can I stay here? I don’t want Jody to kick my ass.”

“Fine by me.”

Lying down behind you Dean holds you tight. His left hand is gently stroking your baby bump while you slowly drift into sleep.

Tomorrow he will buy you a new diary to write down all the good things he will do for you from now on. Starting with making you move into his room.

Tomorrow he will start giving you all you deserve as you will soon give him what he needs…a family…

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Backstreet dating ft. Dong Sicheng

dictionary : backstreet is like, you’re dating someone but you’re hiding your relationship from everyone. so it’s like only you, and your partner ( sometimes your very close friends ) know about it. 

this will be my first story here.

and guess what? since i’m in love with my man Dong Sicheng, he’ll be the main star today! aren’t you excited? anyway, let’s start though.

Summary : they thought being high school celebrities will make your life easier. Well they do right at some point. except, dating openly.

genre : AU, oneshoot, fluff ( ? )

*just for your information to some of you that probably don’t know, so Winwin is his stage name, and Dong sicheng is his real name, so i think it’s more intimate for (Y/n) to call his secret boyfie with his real name*

words : 2.7k

         Lee (Y/n) is everybody’s crush, and is known for being such a popular, sweet, quiet, smart, and beautiful girl. Even so, she’s very humble and never brags about how elite her circle is. She always smile to everyone that passes her, and always helping people.Not to add, she is the president of this year student council.  So, no doubt every boys on the school for in love with her, and sees her as a precious angel. They make sure their princess won’t fall in love with another except them.

The other side, we have Winwin, everyone’s sweetheart. He’s tall, very good-looking, well-known as the richest boy on the school and the good thing is : he’s single−at least that’s what the girls know−. He has his own fanbase not just from his own school, but also outside. Not to mention, he’s one of school’s favorite students since he won a lot of competition already. He’s good at basketball too. So when he and his−popular and handsome− friends play the basketball, the venue will be super crowded with the cheers from their fans.

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          So, there’s this time that Winwin approaching (Y/n), which make a lot of people afraid that they’ll actually fall in love to each other just from the first sight. Winwin lean on the edge of the door, making him 100x much more handsome. He put his right hand on the pocket, and the other comb his hair. You know, every girls freak out after seeing him do that.

“Are you searching for me?” A short haired girl with a damn thick makeup come to Winwin and clings on his arm. Winwin tries his best to smile at that chick, and he said, “do i know you?” pretty loud. That chick immediately let go of Winwin’s arm and she crossed her arm. “I’m Gina, Kim Gina. Remember that from now, okay?”

Winwin roll his eyes, he’s done acting polite now, so he ignore Gina and get into your classroom. You’re there sitting surrounded by three boys. Haechan, Jaemin, and Jisung.

         “Wohoo, whose boy is this?” Haechan talk loudly, earning the boys death glare. They had crush for you for like 1 year now, and never know that you actually have a boyfriend, or something.

Jaemin and Jisung exchange their glare, knowing something off. While you quickly shut Haechan’s mouth. “what do you mean Haechan, shut up”

Haechan pout when you said that, and mumble something like, “how stupid she is when i’m trying to help her so everyone’s know that they both are taken to each other so they can date openly just like everybody else”

      Winwin casually smile at her and give her an almond milk from his pocket which is her favorites. “Here’s your drink, Mark ask me to give it to you since i’ll pass your class” Winwin said and he puts the milk on your table. You gladly received it and drink it directly

You swear that Winwin stares at you − or more like your lips − while you were drinking, so you assuming that he wants it too. “want some?” You offer Winwin and raise the milk, mentioning him to take the god damn milk and drink by himself. But no, he cross his arm and lowering his head to drink it right away

Jaemin cough while Jisung giggle a bit, “is this indirect kiss? Omg, this is the first time i see it in front of my innocent eyes” Jaemin said while giggling. He said something to Jisung and they laugh loudly together.

“hey, let’s laugh together~ i want to know too~!” Haechan whined, while Jaemin shoo him

      “Dong Sicheng, what the hell are you doing in this open area?” you whisper to him, looking at your classmates that luckily minding their own business. Winwin smile, he feels satisfy after making you flustered and panicked.

Winwin tap your shoulder few times, he bowed to your ear-level and whispered slowly

“why don’t we reveal our relationship here? aren’t you tired to be silently jealous when i was treated like that by Gina?”

You remain silent, Winwin stands with his dearly smile. Good timing, Mark and his big bro, Johnny get into your class and ask Winwin to come with them.

“Yo, sister, why you look so tense? Relax a bit” Mark said and giggle. While Winwin walk to get out from your class.

                                                             [ • ]

          After his saying and things, you close your eyes for a while and lean on your table making your three friends super confused.

“Ah, what should i do now?” You asked to the three of them after explaining the situation. You watch them alternately, but no one seems to have an answer

 “damn, why don’t i ask for a girl friend’s advice?” You said and rise from your chair, but ended up sitting again, and Jisung gladly teased you right away, “why are you sitting again, (Y/n)?”

Jaemin scoffed, and he point his finger to your nose, “you know it~ she doesn’t have any friends except us”

          “yeah, i’m bad at it. You know, when i have a guy friend, he’ll try to hit me up over and over again. When i have a female friend, she’ll ended up getting mad at me because her crush was liking me like what the hell girl? I did nothing except breathing and talking to you” You chattered non-stop. Jisung flicks your head and giggle

“that’s why you had us. Besides your brother and your boyfriend don’t allow you to make friends with em wolves, because they don’t trust everyone except NCT’s.” Jaemin said.

“ And that’s why it’s good for you to actually not hiding your relationship, at least he can keep you safe and can be a good company beside us three” he added, advising you. Actually, Haechan doesn’t really know if it’s a good advice or not, but it is just his honest opinion and honestly he feels like you need to know.

You stand up from your chair, “you know what, i’ll get my way to Sicheng now since we still have like 20 minutes free class left.”

Jaemin smiled, “good luck sissy, if you make it, i’ll ask the dreamies to come over your place and i’ll treat you something good to celebrate” he said, supporting.

“Yeah, me and Haechan will make something delicious for Lee’s family too” Jisung excitedly smiled, while Haechan nod and planning scenarios on his head together with Jisung.

“thank you so much, dudes”

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[Y/n’s POV ]

         I ran as fast as i can to Sicheng’s classroom and there he is, on the little hallway surrounded by many girls so he can’t get it easily. same thing to my brother and Johnny as well since they’re super popular. But my brother and Johnny are the silly-est person i ever met in my life. They spread their own rumor that they are gay to each other so they have like less fans than Sicheng. Like, i’ve ever asked them something like, okay, why can’t you just say that you have a girlfriend outside the school or something so they can actually stop bugging on you two. But, hey, this is Johnmark, they do what they want.

          Back to my angelic boyfriend, i saw him getting irritated from the girls that touching him as many as they can and they even pull his uniform so he can see them. I hold my anger, no one exactly can pull my man that way except me.

          But there’s no way i yell at them, telling them to stop bugging on my boyfriend because we both have reputation here. Me, as the school’s princess, and Sicheng, as the school’s Sweetheart. But when someone success on kissing Sicheng’s right cheek because she jumps on Mark’s foot and push Johnny harshly, there i can’t hold my anger and jealousy no more.

“hey” i said firmly. “stop it”

The girls finally stops their wild action and pay their attention on you.

“why would you care? what makes you so dare to order your seniors?” A girl blunt out from nowhere. I nod, remembering that chick who was kissing my man’s cheek,

“shut it out, Seorin, don’t be rude to (Y/n), whatever she says must be for our own good” A boy shows his figure from the classroom, must be because her loud sound.

“you, shut up. everyone know that you have crush for this girl. so of course you will defend her even when she’s wrong” The girl named Seorin with her allies starting to get noisy.

“Seorin, you’re so weird. you know she deserves the love from the entire man in this world. she’s kind and wise, unlike you” said the other guy.

“Can you girls please stop giving (Y/n) headaches, and stop when she say so?”

          “thank you for defending me, seniors. but i just want to explain things. first, of course i care since this is my school, and there’s a rule to not making too much noise on the corridor. secondly, i was telling all of you to stop, not ordering you. it was you to take it as an order. third, rules are rules, they don’t see you as senior, or junior. fourth, please be more mature, you know you are the senior here so please give a good example for your juniors.” I explained it to her in rush to make her shut up and embarrassed.

Before she opened her mouth, i cut her first, “not to mention, you literally jump on Mark’s foot, push Johnny harshly that he hit the wall and yet you didn’t apologize for them”

Everyone see me in awe, they thought i were quiet and so on, so i can see everyone didn’t expect me to be all talkative. well, now everyone know, and they see that girl disgustingly. I mean, well yeah Mark and Johnny did make some rumors about they are gay, that luckily no one believe so a lot of their fans give her that dirty look.

                                                           [ • ]

      You look at Sicheng and he smirk a little bit, Oh boy, he knows it that you speaking up for your jealousy but covering it up for the rules and things. He puts his finger on his right cheek and gesturing whether he is allowed to talk about it, You both know that this is a great opportunity to informed everyone that you wouldn’t be their celebrities no more so they can start moving on from now on.

You shook your head, you want to be the first one that talk about this in front of his friends,

“AND UM, PLEase don’t kiss my Sicheng’s cheek that way. he’s taken by me already, um. and please get in your classroom now, because the recess time is almost over, ok, bye” You said and turn your back around to get off, damn you’re so embarrassed right now.

The crowd literally get surprised at first and instead of calmly getting into their classes, they storm into their own classes and texting everyone, spreading that you both : the school’s prince and princess actually dating.

       Sicheng’s chase after you, and he give you the warmest back hug ever. He lift you and spin you several times and peppered you with pecks all over your face. “oh my god baby, i didn’t expect it at all. but i’m so happy that we don’t have to hide our relationship and we can date just like normal couples. i’m sorry that i actually giving the ideas to hide it, but i get suffered a lot watching people flirt with you”

You giggle and pinch Sicheng’s cheek, “you must have thought that i still want to hide it but instead i speak for it?”

Sicheng nod and pout cutely, he puts you down to the ground and pat your hair.

“YES.i was sooooooo shocked. but i’m so proud yet extremely happy. So, your classmates already know about this?”

You shook your head, “Only Haechan, Jaemin, and Jisung know”

“of course, i only trust them. Then, i’ll more often come to your class and let your classmates see with their eyes that you are mine!” Sicheng said.

You both turn around after hearing a camera clicked sounds.

instead of covering your face or runaway, Sicheng hug your waist and smile to the camera.

You both sure, the broadcasting clubs will broadcast this soon and the entire school will go wild.

                                                          [ • ]

there it is! what do you think?

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Bunker Bunch Ch.8 - O’Brother

@spnfluffbingo2019 square filled:Family AU

@spnbromentbingo square filled: Asking for Advice

Pairing: Dean x Reader, Sam

Warnings: None, just Language- these are the Winchester’s after all. Maybe some angst if you squint, brotherly fluff.

Summary: In the wake of his wife’s surprise pregnancy, Dean gets some shocking news and looks to his little brother for advice.

A/N: the scene with the ultrasound has some lines from one of my favorite movies called “The Back-up Plan” I’m just borrowing them for fun. This chapter is Dean’s POV.

Catch up on the series HERE

Everything is NOT gonna be ok!

Y/N is pregnant.

Don’t get me wrong, that I’m thrilled about!

But today at the doctor he told us she’s having twins! Two. There’s two kids in there! Omg I’m totally freaking out... but I can’t tell my wife that- she’s freaking out enough on her own! What the hell am I gonna do?

Earlier that day

“Dean are you ready to go to our ultrasound?” Y/N calls out from the hall. She’s nearly 3 months pregnant and today we get to see a picture with one of those sona-somethings. I’m actually really excited.

“Yeah babe” I reply “just grabbin the keys” I meet her in the Hall with a quick kiss and we walk to the garage, load up in baby (my first baby) and head on our way.

Once we arrive, Y/N checks us in and we wait for a bit, chatting idly about nothing in particular. The nurse finally calls us back and does all the normal check up stuff; height, weight, blood pressure, bloodwork. Ugh... needles. Anyway the doctor comes in and squirts some gel on Y/N’s belly and we patiently wait... it’s time to see my baby!

A sudden swooshing sound fills the room and we look at each other,

“Huh” the doc says curiously, and when he doesn’t say anything else I have to ask,

“Huh?... What huh?” I say concerned.

“Oh, there’s another heartbeat” he says nonchalantly.

“IT HAS TWO HEARTS?” I yell panicked. What the hell does this mean and what do I have to do to fix it!? In a split second the doc yells back,

“NO BUT YOU HAVE TWO BABIES!....congratulations, your having twins!”

I heard Y/N say “Oh my God” and I don’t remember much after that.

I’m super excited to be a dad, but if I’m being totally honest with myself I’m also terrified. I grew up on the road knowing about all the nightmares that lurked in the dark. I didn’t get a childhood, how am I going to provide one for someone? Let alone TWO someone’s! I...what....how?

“SONOVABITCH” I bite out under my breath. My heart is racing, head pounding, ears ringing... I feel like I was just thrown headfirst into a wall by a Demon.

I wipe my face with my hand and take a deep breath. I gotta calm myself down... get my head in the game. Think. Who can Help....SAM! Sam’s a dad, I’ll talk to Sam.

“Hey Sammy” I greet my little brother. Of course the geek boy is in the library reading. My oldest nephew JD is there too though we call him Shaggy on account of his hair, looking every bit like the little Sammy that used to follow me around. His head is buried in a book while sitting next to his father.

“Hey Dean. How ya holdin up?” Sam asks, giving me a knowing look.

“Good. Good. I’m good Sam.” I stutter trying to keep my voice even.

“Right” he says, “Shaggy, buddy go find mom and Auntie Y/N see if they need any help with dinner”.

My nephew dashes out with an “ok daddy” and I take his seat.

“So twins huh?” Sam says, trying to start a conversation,

“Yeah, that’s what the doc says”

“So what are you thinking"

“I’m thinking how bad I’m gonna screw up 2 kids now instead of one!” I say

“Dean, your not gonna screw up...” Sam starts but I cut him off leaping from my chair to pace,

“How do you know Sam?! I don’t know anything about kids! How am I gonna be responsible for 2 little people?!” I’m near shouting now but I can’t help it, I’m totally freaking out!

“Dean.” I turn to look at my Sasquatch of a little brother, “you done?” he asks.

“Oh I’m sorry Sam, were you busy!?” I snap. What the hell is wrong with me? He’s just tryin to help. Get it together Dean.

“No Dean, I’m here to talk. To listen. I just want you to calm down.” he gestures to the chair and I sit back down, trying to suppress the urge to get up and pace the room again.

“Sorry” I mumble.

“Dean, you know a lot about kids. You’ve helped out a ton with JD and Bobby”

“That’s not the same thing Sam. I’m not gonna be the cool uncle I’m gonna be the dad!”

“So now I’ll be the cool uncle” Sam smirks

“You’ll never be as cool as me”

“Jerk”

“Bitch”

“Seriously Dean, you know what your doing.” He says with confidence.

“How can you say that Sam? How do you know I won’t fuck these kids up?”

After a moment of silence he says,

“I turned out ok”

Fuck. That was unexpected ... Dammit Sam!

I just look at him, and he smiles knowingly.

“Seriously Dean. You pretty much raised me when you were just a kid yourself. You made sure we had food, that we were clean, and you always kept us safe. You helped me with my homework, took me to school,patched up dad, and took care of me when I was sick and scared...you were the only one who was always there for me” he pauses for a moment while what he said sinks into my bones. I know he’s right, there’s truth to what Sam is saying, and I feel somewhat calmer know, but the fear is still there.

“You get me?” He asks

“Yeah I get you” I slap his shoulder as I stand “are we done with this chick flick moment Samantha or should I call Dr.Phil?”

He gives me his signature bitch face and I grin triumphantly

“We’re done. Feel better?”

“Yeah” I exhale “actually I do. Thanks Sammy”

“Don’t mention it”

“I’m still not 100% sure about this though” I say but Sam hears my unspoken message - I’m scared.

“I know” he says “and you always will be. Remember how scared I was when I first found out Eileen was pregnant?”

“Yeah you were a psycho” I answer “I think you bought every baby book ever sold!”

“Yeah I did” he smiles “but it was you that got me through it, told me I could be a father, and I trusted you”

“I trust you Sam, but why am I still so scared?”

“What you feel now Dean is Dad fear. And that never really goes away.” He chuckles at the face I make in response to his statement.

“Think of it this way Dean. We know about all the evils out there, right?” At my nod he continues, “but we don’t let that fact hinder our everyday life. We deal with it, move on and at certain times it becomes intense, like on a hunt- when your running solely on fear and adrenaline. We handle whatever situation is causing the problem and then that fear and knowledge steps into the background..... that’s parenting Dean. The fear that you will mess up, or that your child will get hurt is always there. It just takes a back burner to the important moments and special memories, until something happens that causes it to resurface. Then we handle it and the fear takes a step back again.”

“Like when Crash broke his arm?” I say (he has that nickname for a reason) “That was the hunt. But... knowing it could happen was like knowing a Vamp could sniff you out at any moment?” I ask, the metaphor finally sinking in.

“Exactly” Sam says.

“So you actually have some brains under all that hair dontcha Sammy?” I quip, ruffling his hair for good measure. He slaps my hand away and throws a playful jab at my shoulder. We tussle a bit until the wives holler telling us dinner is ready.

I smile as I watch my family gather around the table,Maybe everything will be alright after all. Maybe I can do this dad thing.

END

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