#recon Fike

[dejablucrew]

Fike: I hate life…

When you tell your toddler to smile for the camera

[aanylah-101]

A New Life / Quaritch x Reader

‼️I POSTED THIS STORY ON MY WATTPAD BUT I DON'T LIKE IT SO I WILL BE REMAKING IT‼️

‼️IM TOO LAZY TO LIST ALL THE WARNINGS SO READ AT YOYR OWN RISK!‼️

‼️THIS STORY CONTAINS ALL 5 PARTS OF THE STORY OF WATTPAD SO IT IS INCREDIBLY LONG‼️

You were enduring a soothing walk along the seaside, you were gathering up Banana fruit as a treat for later when all of a sudden you hear something loud in the distance. You look around frantically looking for the source but you can't quite see anything, next thing you know you see a big boat from a distance. You hustle and hide behind a tree that has bushes to support your concealment. 

After a while of watching the boat approach the shore, you see sky people with guns leave the ship. But they are disguised to look like you? You hiss at the confusion and lies. Once you are sure they're done evading the ship you quietly run to the ship, you don't know why you did it but you were sure you'd be in and out. 

You saw gadgets and tech stuff, a smile slowly spread across your face. You wanted to touch everything and anything that would satisfy you. You ended up finding a small gun on the table and hooked it to your waist, you also found many gadgets you find a gun the sky people were carrying with them. You pick it up almost losing your balance when you pick it up. 

Your fun was cut short once you feel a hand on your leg, you slowly turn to see who it is when you see your daughter. 

"Jesus baby you scared me," "Wait! baby, why are you here?"  

"I saw you mama, I picked some fruit!!" 

"That's wonderful honey but we have to hurry out of here."

Just as you were putting the gun back down as quietly as possible, you hear someone yelling, something pricks your arm and you stumble. 

"Mama!" 

"Sweetheart you have to get out of here baby"

"But mama-" 

"NOW!" 

You see your daughter tearing up as she runs off the ship and you lose sight of her into the forest, your eyes widen as you see a sky person run in the same direction as her. You hope she can make it to someone before she gets caught. 

You try to keep yourself together as you pull out whatever spiked you in your arm, you pull it out and take a good but blurry look at it. It had a strange shape to it and on the side, it was labeled "Midazolam injection" you didn't know what it was but you then felt someone approaching you, It was one of the sky people that looked like you.

You hiss showing your fangs trying to show domination and pull out your knife from your waist, he then gets into a fighting stance waiting for your next move. You charge at him with your knife and go to stab him wherever you can reach. He tries to push & hold you back but you end up stabbing his thigh and scraping his arm which results in him hissing in pain as he pushed you back harshly but you end up hitting your head & back against the table, he groans at the pain in his thigh

You try to stand up the table being the only thing that supported you before, you wobble from side to side until you fall onto your knees. He steps in front of you and glares looking down at you.

"Get away from me you mock!" you say as you try to make him collapse. which he almost does he has a grim face as he kicks you off. The throbbing in your head makes you wince and you lay down your head due to the pain. 

You get one last look at him, you see him sneering as you waft off to unconsciousness.

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You awake what seems like decades later in a completely white room, it has a large and wide window along with it, it has a table with 2 chairs. You stare blankly at the walls and you touch the one beside you, It's soft.. you thought. you try to think why you're here and remember being shot and too weak to fight back. You look and see your in a white slightly oversized shirt and some short pants. You abruptly feel something bump into you on the bed, you frantically look over and see your daughter who is in the same garments as you are.

You're overjoyed but also feel anxious that they might have hurt her. You brush it off and cuddle your daughter until she wakes up. You feel movement in your arms and smile as your daughter opens her eyes.

"Mama!" she says in a happy yet tired tone. 

"How did you get here? Did that man get you?"

"I tried to find someone but then a man came up and put something in my arm"

"Me too baby.." "I'll make sure we get out of here don't be scared".

She hugged onto me and wrapped her tail around my thigh, I then held onto her as well when I heard a beeping noise come from the other side of the room. You then saw the man that you pathetically fought earlier. 

He held his hands up to show he had nothing to harm you with, you hissed angrily and pushed your daughter back as she hid behind you. 

"What do you want from me!?" you say hurriedly 

"Communication could've been better if you talked in English". 

He walks closer to you and bends down to your level.

"Where is Jake Sully?" he asks

"I don't know of a Jake sully?" You try to sound and look confused as possible, thinking he might give up and leave.

"He's in your clan, isn't he?"

You were surprised he knew the clans, you thought for a second and decided if you should reveal information about the clans but you had to say something for him to keep his suspicion off you.

"He is in the Omatikaya clan, my and my daughter's clan is the Metkayina.."

After saying that he looks over your at your daughter and she slightly ducks down under you hiding her face.

"Are you hungry little one?"

Your daughter peers up and nods her head slowly.

"And mama is too!" she manages to say

He then gets up and leaves the room, you assume he is going to get you and your daughter something to eat, You look over at your daughter.

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After about 15 minutes of waiting the man comes back with a basket of fish, by the way it looks it's very fresh. He puts the basket of fish toward you.

"What are you're names?" he says slowly while kneeling down in front of you. 

You are at first impressed by his attempt to speak Navi. You are first skeptical of him but he seems to have gotten tolerable.

"My name is ___ and this is my daughter ___" 

"My name is M-"

He stopped for a minute, then he started again.

"Colonel, you can call me Colonel."

"When can we go home." you say sternly, not wanting to befriend the enemy.

He then grows stern, he turns his head away quickly and angrily. 

"You can go home once we've found Jake Sully"

"At least let my daughter go home!"

He then looks at your daughter and back at you, your hoping he says yes.

"Mama I don't wanna leave, let me stay with you! 

"I can't risk you getting hurt sweetheart..I'll be ok."

You & your daughter's sudden conversation makes the colonel turn back to you. 

"She's already here, what's the point of taking her home". 

"What do you mean what's the point?! It's so she can be safe!" "Guns!..Knives! all sorts of dangerous stuff here! She's only 6!" 

Your fussy ranting makes the colonel chuckle and smirk.

"I assure you, I will keep you and your daughter safe" he says messing up her hair.

You look back at him and you're slightly alarmed as he reached to touch your daughter. He stands up and leaves the room, the door beeping behind him you watch him as he walks off.

You are in intense thought when all of a sudden you see your daughter putting fish in front of your face.

"Say ahhh!" she says while giggling 

"Ahhh" you open your mouth and she lets you take a bite of the fish.

She then pushes the basket full of fish towards you for you to eat. 

After finishing the basket of fish you turn over to your daughter and embrace her as you both drift off to sleep. 

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As you woke up with your daughter in your arms, you let her sleep for a little while longer, you want to try making a quiet escape. You look around for any way to get out when you see a card with black lines on it, you pick it up and see if it's for anything. You see what the colonel used to get in and out of the room, you approach it and shove the card in front of it. It makes a beeping noise that slightly wakes your daughter. 

You smile in relief as you run to your daughter & carry her like a baby, her head rests on your shoulder 

"Hold on tight baby."

"Mmm.." she manages to say

You walk down a long hall and try your best to remember what the front area of the ship looked like. You see a tech room that looks identical to the one you saw before, and you see the door is already open. Suddenly you hear someone yell out, noting that they had seen you. You ran as fast as you could to anyone you could reach.

The yelling you heard followed you through the forest, you should have run towards the ocean to your clan. But you wanted to reach anyone as fast as possible. You almost gain hope in being saved but you hear & see bullets passing by you. Your heart drops as you don't want your daughter to get hit by one. You look up at her and you see her crying silently in fear by everything that's going on around her.

You then run in a different direction thinking it will buy you some time, you then start shouting for help thinking it will help you faster. You're stopped in your tracks as you fall dropping your daughter, you look to see what the source is. You look at your ankles to see a rope-like substance wrapped around them.

You want to tell your daughter to run again but if she got caught there would be no point, you wanted her in your sight. She crawls to you, in a panic tears falling down her face.

"Mama!" she screams as she tried to take the rope from around your ankles.

All of a sudden you see the colonel approach from behind you, and you are scared of what he will say and do to you. You couldn't imagine what you'd do if he hurt your daughter. You hiss and snarled at him in any way for him to back up. He only bends down and as he does so your daughter backs up hurridly from your ankles to beside you. With an aggravated sigh, he unties the rope from around your ankle, he then picks you up from your waist and throws you over his shoulder. His hand supporting your back.

As he holds you over his shoulder he turns to your daughter and holds his hand out to her for her to grab. She hesitates at first but then she slowly goes to him and grabs his hand with both of hers. 

He takes both of you to the ship, your view being you are taken further away from the forest and from help. 

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You soon end up in the same room as before, and the sky people will surely be more careful where they leave their things. Turns out the reason for that whole circumstance was because on the outside of the room, there's a hand scanner. The colonel comes back a few minutes later with a disappointed look on his face. 

"Your lucky y'know, my people could've killed you right then and there if I hadn't shown up."

You look away with nothing to say to him, you regret what you did slightly. You would've gotten away if only the rope hadn't caught you. He sighs again, bending down to your level. You thrash your tail at him so he'll back up but he only leans back ever so slightly until he grabs your tail in place which makes you slap his hand away.

He chuckles as he lets your tail go gently, then he grabbed your face with one hand while turning you back over with his other. He pulled you in which to you only made an enraged sneer at him.

"I'll be nice, once...then I won't" he said, letting go of your face. 

"I will make it out of here, one way or another.." 

"Good luck with that cupcake," he says while winking

He then gets up and leaves your room, leaving you and your daughter alone. He then blows a kiss at you as he walks past your window. You stick your tongue out as a response to his ridiculous gesture. 

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You are deep in thought trying to think of an escape plan when you remember your Ilu, you could try one more breakout and this time run towards the water. You have taught your daughter to hold her breath underwater for long enough, it should be just enough time for your Ilu to arrive and seek help from anyone nearby. You are delighted by your plan and you start to tell your daughter everything precisely.

Quartichs POV: 

I was bringing another basket of fish for ____ & that kid of hers, I was trying to get on her good side in hopes she'll give me the information I need to track down jake sully. She should be lucky I haven't gotten violent yet. When I saw her, she was back facing me through the window to her room. She was talking to her daughter it seemed like, I wanted to listen closely so I backed up from the window and listened to her talk. 

Your POV:

-When we get our next chance to leave this ship, we'll run towards the ocean this time. And I'll call our Ilu, we will have to swim for a while though before he will come, do you understand the plan? Your daughter nodded in nervous agreement.

Quartichs POV: 

The more she explained her plan the angrier I got, she was planning on trying to escape again? Hadn't she learnt her lesson..I wanted to confront her but I decided not to. I had been nice for too long, She'd get what was coming to her soon enough. I then continued carrying the basket to her. Trying to make it seem like I had just come.

Once I entered the room I saw her in a different position than what she was previously in, she then got up and walked towards me. Despite everything she asked to have a look around the whole ship, I knew what she was doing. I told her that she couldn't do it now since it was getting dark outside. 

She then gestured for me to hand her the basket, and as I did so she walked over and started feeding her daughter. I had to admit, she was diligent and determined. I watched her for a little bit until she gave me an annoyed glance. I then go to look at her daughter, her mouth full of fish and fruit she looked silly as she ate her food.

I then turnt away, about to leave when she started to say something.

"Thank you mister!" she says in a muffled tone.

I was hesitant for a second, I replied back to her with a nod as I walked out.

Your POV:

He finally left us alone again, I just wanted to get back home one way or another. I then turnt to look at my daughter who was finished eating, It felt like only the other day you and your daughter were doing the same activity you were doing now. 

You and your daughter were picking fruit from bushes, banana fruit exactly. You were excited to be doing an activity other than stressful hunting. You were more set on relaxing things like taking naps by the waterfall & spending time with what used to be your family.. You explicitly remember when your spouse was killed, it was only around a week ago you were flying on your Ikrans together. You wanted to give them a fun-filled day before you revealed the big news to them until Toruk came, you tried to save them, but you can't always save everyone.

You sobbed for what seemed like an eternity before you had the strength and knowledge to realize that you officially had to raise another baby on your own now. You love your firstborn nonetheless, she looks like a perfect mixture of you and your old spouse..A very beautiful specimen of creation.

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The next morning when you woke up you saw the colonel sitting in a chair not too far away from the corner, drinking something out of a cup. He was shirtless, with his green camouflage pants & heavy black boots, he also had something on the table beside him which looked like a mask. 

"You felt yourself getting hot by looking at him so you turned away and attempted to find something to occupy yourself with, anything that would avoid you looking at him.

He smirks and manages a "Good morning"

"How long have you been here.." you say urgently, pulling your daughter closer to you. 

"Not long," he says unbothered. "I know you said you wanted to get a better look around here, so why not spend the day outa ya cell, hm?" As he talks you let go of your daughter & slowly stand up not wanting to wake her. Starting to put your hair in a ponytail, you don't notice that he stopped talking as you were busy at the moment as you tied up your hair. He stares you down as you do so, your shirt pulled up ever so slightly. Only enough for your waist to show. losing himself In his tracks as you do so.

He looks you up and down before muttering "damn.." you then look at him, trying to put together what he said. He only looks the other way and pretends he was talking the whole time. Continuing what he was talking about before, he finally gets to the point of asking if you'd like to join him.

"Are you alright with that cupcake?" 

You roll your eyes and agree to stay with him for the day, you then look back at your daughter. Wanting her to be safe you ask him if there was anywhere you could keep her for the meantime. He then thinks for a minute and replies.

"She would be the safest with Spider"

"Spider?"

"Yes, he's my son." "He will watch over your daughter." 

You are at first reluctant as you don't know who this "Spider" is, but you thought it might be good for her to associate as you want her to be better at that, she doesn't have any friends back at the Metkayina clan. Except for a girl named Tuktirey, from how outgoing she is you hope she can bring your daughter out of her shell. 

You agree that she will be watched over by him and he walks over to the door before stopping at the exit. He walks back towards you, he takes the mask from the table to adjust onto you. With you confused he suddenly picks you up by your waist once again, hand supporting your back, You get annoyed as you remember this position from about a day ago. He walks back towards the exit and bends down to leave, him having to bend down slightly more due to you being on his shoulder. 

You are then carried to a room with computers, gadgets, and lots of weapons. The colonel grabs a wide sliver band with 3 buttons on it, along with the device it has what seems to be a remote with a large black pad on the front. He sets you down to put the contraption on your neck. You lean away as he does so, not liking the contraption on you.

"Do be scared, It's just a tracking device." he gestures 

He then explains what everything does to make sure you aren't bewildered when anything happens. He tells you to stay put as he walks to a different room, he comes back with his green t-shirt on, he reassures you that Spider is watching over your daughter. 

He lets you walk freely along the ship, you are examining everything until you feel something hit against your leg you look down to see the colonel's tail leaving from beside you. He then starts to explain what everything is, pointing out what things are and how to pronounce them.

He then picks up a tube with the words "Midazolam injection" you instantly make a quiet hissing sound backing up from it. The colonel then looks at you and remembers the first impression you had. He sat it back down and did a calming motion with his hands.

"Relax, I'm saving these for Jake Sully," he says with a grin

You remember him trying to get information about Toruk Makto, the leader of the Omaticaya clan. You also remember lying about having no information about him, you just hope that the colonel never finds out.

The colonel then starts talking to a human scientist, you are at first amazed by the comparison. You were around ___ft tall while he had to be 9ft.

You're quietly standing still waiting for him to continue with the tour until you start to feel queasy and sick, the feeling isn't strong so you brush it off thinking it's hunger you then try to walk it off only to realize your too weak for that. You start to lose your balance and stagger back n' forth until you bump into the colonel's back.

You rest your head onto him as he turns around confused, he sees you in your sick state and goes to adjusting the mask you have on. It did help slightly but you still had a sick feeling. The colonel then takes you to a pair of double doors and opens both of them.

He pulls your mask off of you letting it hang down your neck, you breathe in the air hoping it'll make you feel better. Which it does, He sighs in relief as it seems he thought he was losing you to something. 

After you two have been outside for a while he walks you back into the ship, At this point you see him grabbing his waist belt that carries his stuff. He starts to put his knives and pistols in his belt, he then orders a pilot.

"Are you comfortable in these clothes, or do you want your old ones back?" he asks sternly

You tell him you want your old clothing due to you had been slightly uncomfortable in human clothes the past few days. He heads into the same room as last time and comes back with your clothes.

"Where can I change?" you ask sourly 

"Right here," he says with a smirk

You have a grim look on your face which makes him realize you're not in the mood. He points to a room and suggests you get dressed in there. You walk over and enter the room shutting the door behind you, you finally get back to your comfortable clothes you had on before.

You do realize your stomach is starting to get bigger, you remember the baby you never got to tell your husband about which makes you sad & tearful again. You hurry to wipe away your tears as the colonel is waiting on you, you hurry out of the room with your old baggy shirt and shorts. The colonel takes them from you and hands them to another sky human to put away.

He then looks back at you, looking you up and down to see what you look like in Navi clothing.

"What are you looking at, skxawng" you say to him 

He then looks away, not saying anything.

A few moments later the same sky human from before tells the colonel that the aircraft is ready, you find yourself walking again and you go outside to see a sky craft and underneath it is a big yellow target. 

You find yourself walking towards the sky-craft and as you get closer the more wind that blows in your face, you get to the very front of it, and then the colonel motions you to go first with a wink. You roll your eyes and flick your tail as you climb into the craft. The colonel helps load everything in and when it was finally time to go he hits the crafts glass front signaling that they're ready.

He hurriedly jumps in the craft and takes a set in front of you, you look around to see 3 Navi soldiers around you. You analyze them carefully not wanting to draw attention by staring.

You then turn to look at the last soldier in the back who notices you looking at him, he smiles at you. You smile back seeing he doesn't seem intense like the others, he then starts talking to you and asking questions about you. 

The colonel then looks at him sharply staring at the soldier, you then notice the two and look at the colonel.

"Keep your eyes on your own stuff son,"

"Yes sir," the solider says turning away

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After a while of flying you decide to look out the window to see the outside a little bit, you walk beside the colonel to look out and you see glistening blue waters. The sunray letting the water to have its crystal effect, you smile loving the view.

You point to the door asking the colonel to open it, he sees you pointing to the door and motioning to open it. He then grabs your arm and pulls you closer to him, he pulls you up by your waist and sits you on his upper leg.

Your ears flatten in embarrassment at the position you were in, you hoped the other soldiers weren't secretly laughing at you. The colonel reaches to open the door and slides it open, you swung your tail in excitement as you got a clear view of the beautiful outside world.

You had been looking out the door for a while until the colonel rests his hand on your thigh, you look down quickly at the sudden movement. He then squeezes your thigh, you feel yourself getting flustered so you hit his leg with your tail as a way of saying stop, but he only slaps your thigh in response. 

You then get frustrated and grab n' squeeze his thigh as well, trying your best to dig your nails into his leg through his pants.

"Gettin' handsy now aren't we missy?" he whispers flirtatiously 

you urgently lift your hand up and cross them against your torso having an attitude, the colonel only chuckles. 

You then look down in the craft to see a bag not too far from you. You see a tag on the bag with the name; Miles. You see it and wonder if its the colonels, 

"Miles," you say expecting a response from somebody in the ship

"Hm?" the colonel says leaning out to look at you, you see he has a smirk on his face.

He turns your face to his to make it where your faces aren't too far apart, then leans closer towards you to whisper something to you.

"You sound real good sayin' my name cupcake"

You then look down feeling yourself getting hot. You were also feeling something you had never felt before, you kinda liked it when he teased you. 

He smiled at your responsive face and repositions you on his lap. It was almost like he knew how to control you or at least get to you.

As the craft is about to land somewhere, the colonel is standing behind you making sure you didn't do anything stupid. You're ready to jump into the water as soon as possible. Your leaning on the wall of the craft, However, you were supposedly leaning too far and you almost slip into the water when 'Miles' caught you by your waist and pulled you back up. your rear touching his waist area he tried not to touch your stomach too much, he knew already. 

"Be careful" he says alarmed

You nod slowly in response and back up not wanting to slip again.

The craft finally lands on a patch of land. The colonel hands you a knife and allows you to go hunting for yourself, you take the knife slowly out of his hands due to you making sure it was alright.

You hop out of the craft and go running for the glistening water, you jump in and swim happily. As much as you'd love to escape and swim away, you can't leave your daughter it wouldn't be right. You then focus on hunting for food, you see a school of fish in the water but it seems far away. You then come out from the water and walk up to 'Miles' and tell him what you want.

"School," you say pointing to the water

"It doesn't matter how far you go, just come back alright?"

You nod in agreement as you walk back to the water to start your hunting. You hurriedly swim back to the school of fish and go to pentrailze them one by one, although your not the most organized when gathering up food. That's why back at your clan your only job while hunting is to kill and let the others put up the food.

You stab the knife deep into the fish before throwing it up onto the land which ends up scaring a couple of fish but there's plenty enough fish for you to get.

You repeated this cycle until you needed to come up for air, you walk back up to shore to see all your fish scattered in different places. You quickly run to organize the fish all in one pile, once you're done you go back into the water to enjoy it once more before you have to leave again.

After about 10 minutes of enjoying the ocean waters, the colonel calls you to come back onto the ship. 

You hurry back to the craft and point to all the fish you've gathered, 'Miles' nods and motions you to put them all in the basket he's provided for you. You finish your task and as you're carrying your basket up the craft the colonel grabs a towel and starts to dry you off before entering.

He then starts to wipe your hair dry and then the rest of your body. he then gets down to your neck 

"Well aren't you a mess," he says unbothered

you stick your tongue out at him, what did he expect? you were clearly in the water.

He finally finishes drying you off & lets you onto the craft. 

Before you know it you're in the air again and on the way back to your cell, you then remember your daughter who probably has no idea where you are and realize she's most likely scared.

You wish for the ride to go faster as you wanting to get back to the only other piece of family you have. little do you know the more thinking you do the faster you are to getting home.

The craft finally lands on the same yellow target as before, and you hustle to find the room you and your daughter are in. The colonel, carrying the bucket of fish you managed to leave behind walks behind you to your room. 

Although you don't know where you're going, you get confused between the two halls in front of you. The colonel walks beside you to the correct hall clicking his tongue as a sign to follow him.

He leads you back into your room, only for you to see your daughter and who you assume spider having a hissing contest. You haven't really taught your daughter to hiss nor sneer so you suggest she might learn something from him. When you walk in you hiss interrupting their silly contest with a playful smile on your face you hold your arms out to your daughter. 

"Mama, your back!" she says while running towards you and falling into your arms. 

The colonel drops the basket of fish on a nearby table & leans on the midway doorframe watching you interact with your daughter. He then signals Spider that he's free to go, spider walks out of the room only leaving you three.

You turn to him thanking him for an eventful day, he nods off his tail swaying as the door shut behind him. You turn to your daughter with a cheerful hiss and she gestures back with a miner hiss. 

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It had been at least 4-6 weeks since you had been on this ship,  You miss your home with every passing second.

You had requested your baggy shirt back due to your belly being out, it at least made you feel more comfortable. Since you had that sliver tracking device on your neck though you got to be out of your cell whenever. You were happy about that.

You and Miles have created a strong bond together, maybe even catching feelings for each other. Whatever It was, It made you feel alive and thrive. Sure he could be annoying sometimes, and you would remember how he sorta kidnapped you and Is a threat to your clan and others, but you were sure you could change him. 

You and him had your moments where It was obvious you liked each other. You were also happy about this.

You were playing hide and go seek with your daughter & Spider on the ship. You found them after a minute of searching, they ran away and as you chased after them they ran into a separate hallway the colonel and some other sky people were.

You had to stop to catch your breath for a minute when you saw 'Miles' leaving the ship with a couple of their soldiers. You watched as they walked off the ship, later following them. You then saw other Navi?

They didn't look like you, they were the Omatikaya clan. You felt your heart drop to your stomach at the sight you saw.

They had different families tied up and were frantically harassing them for information about "Jake Sully". You wished he would have let It go, why go this far?

The screams of children filled your ears, your ears perked up once you heard the cries of a baby nearby. You lean out more to see a woman holding a child in her arms, tears streaming down her face trying to calm down her baby.

You felt tears forming in your eyes as well, watching all this unravel, you thought about confronting him but you were becoming fearsome of him. Your ears flattened along with you flicking your tail in rage mixed with despair. 

You didn't know what to feel or what to think, just then the colonel shouted

"Light it up! Let's go!" 

A soldier then had a gun in his hand, you thought they were going to kill the Navi but instead, they set aflame to their homes. You then watched the chaos unfold, grief building up more and more.

"Make it snappy! We do not have all day"

You snarled hearing his voice, you hurried back inside the ship calling your daughter's name. She eventually came out of her hiding spot along with Spider

Oh, how unaware they were...

Spider filled with glee, implying other games for your daughter to play with him. You picked up your daughter hissing at him as you walked back to your room. Just as you were passing by a table you saw the knife you initially had on you and swiped it.

When you made it back to the room you put the knife under the pillow, you turned to your daughter, her ears were bent sideways, she had the standard pouty look on her face any toddler would have.

You instantly turn to her, grabbing ahold of her hands,

"Did he do something wrong mama..?" she asks, you can hear her on the verge of tears.

Your ears bend back in anger again, you developed a hatred to anyone the colonel is associated with, including his son. 

"Not exactly baby..It's hard for you to understand but you will once your older"

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When the colonel came back to your cell you turned away from him, still in disbelief of what you had witnessed. 

"What's wrong? was I gone too long?" you can tell he had a smirk while saying It 

That's just how he was

When you looked over your shoulder and glanced at him, he did. 

You turn back to facing your daughter against the wall, he then started to walk up to you and you felt him sit down on the bed beside you. 

He then grabbed your arm

"Hey-"

You jerked away from him which made him flinch back slightly. 

"Whats gotten' into you?" 

You could hear his country accent that came out of him sometimes, you would have laughed or said something cute about it If only you hadn't seen him commit harassment moments earlier.

"Don't touch me skxqwng" you say with a bitter tone 

He's silent for a minute, acting like he doesn't know what he did wrong. 

"I'm sorry If I-"

"SORRY WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH" you snap, turning to face him

He gets up backing up, his ears were down then they flattened

"What Is wrong with you ___?!" 

"I saw what you did!" 

His face went from confused to stern, within only a moment It was like he changed completely.

"Why did you do it.." you felt tears forming in your eyes again

"I don't have to explain a damn thing to you "

He was getting louder, your ears becoming flat In dread, but you were determined and wanted answers. 

"That doesn't answer my question," you say flailing your tail

He starts to walk closer to you and you back up, afraid of what he might do. 

You ran out of space to back up and he grabbed your wrist, forcing you to lean in closer while tightly grabbing your face.

"I'll be nice, once...then I won't" 

Your eyes widened remembering when he first said this to you. You hissed at him but he only flung you to the floor causing you to black out.

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You wake In another room, not wanting to move due to the throbbing In your head. It seems to hurt more when you try to remember what happened. Your body gains consciousness and you feel someone's presence, you close your eyes again not wanting them to know you are awake until you suddenly hear a voice.

"I know you're awake" 

Not being eligible enough to recognize the voice, you ignore it until you feel somebody pull you up by your arm.

"Don't Ignore me" he says with a snarle 

It was Miles

You saw him and felt a rush of remembrance hit you hard, you remembered your mix of emotions all while the throbbing in your head caused you pain.

Everything had happened so fast you couldn't get a grip on anything, not even to try and fool yourself into thinking none of it was real.

The fact that you can comprehend everything makes you frustrated and you start to cry, you were tired of acting like you could be strong through everything.

Miles suddenly draws you In for you to face his chest and hugs you while patting and rubbing your back. 

You tried to hit him off but you ended up just crying In his arms anyway, 

"I called off the mission," 

You look up at him shocked, not knowing what to say or do. You only wrap your arms around him and swung your tail.

You looked back up at him and he had a guilty look In his eyes, your smile faded and then gently shook him.

"Listen," you say while making him turn to face you

"I can and will not forgive you for what you did, but I can move past It" 

He nods and you peck him on his lips

"Nga yawne lu oer" you say,

"I love you"

He smiles at you and he lifts your face gently, moving slowly towards your face. He gestured if it was ok if he kissed you. Your eyes softened at his request and you both leaned In for a kiss. 

This Is the Miles you loved, right here.

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DISCLAIMER‼️: READER HAS TELEKINESIS ONLY FOR THIS CHAPTER (prob), ONCE YOU READ IT YOU'LL UNDERSTAND I HOPE. This story is also rushed but only In time skips. I have no ideas.

‼️ATTENTION‼️: The timeline is rushed due to me not knowing what else to do with the scene

‼️DISCLAIMER‼️: I HATE TO DO THIS BUT ; S/N = SON'S NAME | D/N = DAUGHTERS NAME

Also, this story Is going to be cringe to some, but it's ok I think It's cringe too.

Enjoy Angels 🕊

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You woke up once the sun hit your eyes, not being able to examine the room from last time It left you confused. Your confusion was cut short once you felt steady breathing behind you, you then feel a hand cupping your stomach.

You look up to see your daughter only a few inches away from you, thankfully she was alright.

Your head wasn't throbbing anymore, Nor did you feel pain. You look over to see Miles sound asleep while holding you, feeling his chest rise & fall against you while his steady breathing filled your ears made you feel safe. 

You turn over to face him, adoring how peaceful he looked you did a soft peck on his lips. 

You then waited for him to wake up but he didn't seem to be waking up any time soon, 

"Miles.." you say calmly

You hear him mutter a response

"It's time to get up" 

He opens his eyes which fall onto you, 

He only pulls you in closer to his chest.

"No, It's not" he says tiredly 

You then smile, allowing yourself to drift off into sleep again.

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"-Or I won't hesitate to kill you."

Quaritch was giving all his soldiers and a couple of sky people a speech about If they went anywhere near your baby he would make sure they wouldn't even look In your direction.

It had been about 5 months since you and miles had officially been mates for life, you remember telling your daughter that she would become a big sister soon. She was a little confused at first but when you properly explained she was beyond filled with excitement.

You then went to tell spider as well, but you apologized first for how you acted toward him. He forgave you and was happy when you told him the news as well.

Ultimately, you and Miles moved to the top floor of the ship to get more privacy, you loved how everything was going. It almost seemed to good to be true at first.

Miles gave you the right to roam or be anywhere, he even let you out to the ocean without your tracking device. 

You were looking out the window and saw how beautiful It was, you then got the motive to go and hunt. You grabbed your knife and some baskets, nets and headed out for your hunting spree. 

Your daughter was with spider, at the time. You loved how they bonded. 

...

Once you set your stuff down you went straight for the water, swimming happily and going for your hunt. Miles taught you how to capture multiple fish at once so you decided to use that technique. 

You tied the net to 2 nearby rocks and waited for a minute until hurridly raising the fish & net from the water. You were excited that It worked, you had been practicing your telekinesis for the longest. 

You dropped your fish a longs way from the shore and looked at all the different kinds of fish you had collected when you saw something that looked like a shell, you picked it up and gasped as soon as you made out what It was.

A clam-shell!

You open it to try and see if it has any pearls in store for you, and you open it up to see almost a dozen pearls inside. You make sure to grab every single pearl from inside.

You notice bushes of banana fruit not too far from you, you grab another basket and walk over to the bushes, collecting some of the fruit.

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You had finished collecting all the banana fruit you needed and started making your way back to where all your fish and wonderful collection of pearls were.

You then put the net of fish around your shoulder and with the basket of fish in your hands you began to make your way back to the ship.

You look at your surroundings and see it's starting to get dark, it was around 12:00PM when you headed out. You walk faster knowing you never told Miles you were leaving.

After making it back up to the room, Miles was In the bedroom,  You take a breath and make your way into the room sitting everything down, Miles hears you In the room and walks up to you. You prepare for the worst the closer and closer he gets.

He puts his hand across your stomach,

"Welcome back cupcake" 

"Hey love.." you think if you can distract him, maybe he won't ask you where you had been.

"Oh, what are these?" he reaches for the pearls you had collected

He was talking about the pearls, and while he did your dreadfulness of him asking where you were faded away. 

You then felt him put his arm around your waist 

"Ok?" he said reassuringly

"W-what?"

"I was asking If for the next time, you go out tell me, I thought one of my crew had got ahold of you" 

"Mhm, I will..but-.. you're not mad?" 

He shook his head,

"Not In the slightest" 

You smiled knowing that you had the freedom you dreaded to have, Miles once asked you why you didn't leave a long time ago.

You told him about how you have no family or friends and that you had grown to him, and that If you left there would be nothing to go to. 

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"I don't wanna eat that"

"Just try It," he said laughing "It tastes a thousand times better like this." 

Miles was trying to get you to eat 'cooked salmon', but you had been eating raw fish all your life, And raw is how you tolerated It.

"Alright look, If you try it cooked, I'll try It raw."

You pondered on his proposal for a minute before agreeing, 

"Fine.."

He stepped closer to you, he put one hand on your stomach while feeding you the fish. You expected It to taste awful but your ears perked up in amazement, It tasted different and you usually never ate hot food. 

You kept eating It and Miles was surprised to see you actually enjoying It,

"See? tastes good right?"

You nodded your head motioning for more, you gave some to your daughter and since she saw you liked It she didn't hesitate to try It, mother like daughter.

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"Just let me In there!" he hissed

"Sir please you have to wait out here"

"She's screaming for me are you deaf?!"

"Sir-"

"Forget It, move out of my way"

"Boss why can't you just wait outside!"

Is what you heard from outside of your room when you weren't wailing In pain,

The day was finally here, you were finally delivering the baby you and Miles had been waiting for ever since he figured out you were expectant.

From what you gathered Miles was fighting to get Into the medical room while Lyle, Mansk, and the nurses were holding him back. You thought since you were calling his name they would have let him In by now.

One of Miles's recruits Zidnarsk was allowed In and was squeezing your hand, trying her best to comfort you but only continued to scream any other time you pushed, It was truly a chaotic scene.

Zidnarsk cheered you on scarcely, in between heavy breaths you managed to get a couple of sentences out.

"Where...where Is ___..?"

"She's with Spider, don't worry about It."

...

"It's a boy" 

The nurses were finally handing you your newborn baby, you felt tears stream from your eyes as his soft weight fell into your arms.

Zidnarsk had a smile on her face congratulating you, your joy with your baby didn't last too long because the doctors and scientists took him to run tests.

"Hey! I didn't give you consent to take him from me!" 

"Sorry Miss, but It's mandatory" 

"Don't make me get my boss," Zdinarsk said standing up

They Instantly put your son In the Incubator and only did minor checkups.

"Thank you, Z.."

"Any friend of Quaritchs Is a friend of mine, It's no worries," she said walking to the door

"C'mon Miles," she stepped to the side letting him in.

You saw Miles walk into the room slightly nervous, you smiled at him happy he was finally with you. You soon saw Spider quickly run into the room behind Miles.

He sat down beside you looking at S/N In awe,

"Isn't he beautiful.."

"Very..looks just like you," he said while grinning

Spider and D/N were basically hovering over the Incubator,

"Woah...cool!" he said In disbelief 

"Can I hold him mama?" 

"Later sweetheart, I promise"

Miles grabbed your hand while gazing off,

"You to Miles..you can hold your son"

Miles looked at you and gave you a bright smile, he lifted your hand and kissed it gently. 

You all were a complete family, you saw your entire life right In front of you. 

It looked beautiful...

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I know yall forgot she (you) were pregnant lmao. But I sure didn't be crucial If I did.

I hope you enjoyed it, I might make one more (more) about the future family of yours.

Bye Angels! 🕊🤍 

[navibluebees]

Reader as a Softie Recom

Please read before interacting.

Request from @bunnyzer0 - i would like to ask for scenarios where reader is part of the recon group but they are like the biggest in the group more like a gentle giant who loves to be touched and petted and even if others tease them about it they don't care or just admit it just jokes and a lot of fluff please 〒▽〒

Thank you for requesting!

a cook for hell's gate in your first life, always wanted to do more, but couldn't due to a health concern

waking up in your new body was wild because suddenly you could breathe better, see sharper, hear everything

the other recoms were a bit confused but accepted you fairly easily, helping you learn the equipment quickly

Zdinarsk is a great shot, so she helped with target practice and cleaning weapons, teasing you a bit because you're so much "like a baby"

Brown clasping your shoulder and laughing through tears after a successful prank "Dude, that was hilarious!"

Mansk wanted to learn more about food prep, so you showed him what you remembered from the first time, edible Pandoran plants and spices

Always making sure everyone has snacks and water for missions

getting the nickname "Mama/Papa bear"

Quaritch grumbling about the "nagging" but then being reminded by Lyle that you were the one that prevented him from being dehydrated the last time

Playing cards with everyone, eventually giving up because nobody can manage to hold them properly with their giant hands

Zhang and Warren usually keep to themselves, but are always there to step in if you have a question and never make you feel dumb for asking, giving an awkward pat on your head before they walk away

Lopez teaching you how to dance and prepping food with you for Mansk to grill, a tight hug after talking about family back home

Movie nights in the recom bay. Everybody insists on piling on top of each other, fighting for the spots closest to you, ending up in a raging battle of rock, paper, scissors

Ends up in a giant cuddle pile, them holding onto your arms and heads tucked against your shoulder

Prager confiding in you and bonding with you over how hard the transition to a new body has been

Ja giving a refresher class to everybody on basic first aid, the rest goofing off or ignoring him. He sighs and starts to pack his stuff away but you ask a question to get him to keep going. He reaches up to ruffle your slightly shaggy hair. "You're not too bad, kid."

Extremely gentle with anyone smaller than you and getting teased by the other recoms for your softer side

Lyle and Zdinarsk messing with you about how they're too cool for all that "Touchy-feely stuff"

Are literally the first recoms to start begging for shoulder massages and back scratches

They'll end up bringing little gifts or treats as a thanks

Getting teased by human soldiers and the other recoms overhear and come to loom over them so they leave you alone.

Recoms are on high-alert for anybody that tries to mess with you, Fike having to hold Walker back from slapping some humans across the weapons room

Walker like a mom to you, patting your arm as you break down one day and sitting quietly until you're calm

Hard nights feeling lonely and without a place in the world and then Lyle insists on having a slumber party, "Everybody move your bedding to the floor!" Ends up falling asleep with an arm across you, snoring in your ear

Out on a mission and trip over roots, unused to your new feet.. "Sorry for being a burden to you guys."

"The team wouldn't be the team without you."

CUE MASSIVE GROUP HUG AND TEARS

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I hope this is something like what you were wanting. :) Thanks for reading!

[aanylah-101]

‼️ATTENTION‼️: AUTHORS NOTE /"You are talking" / "Anyone else Is talking" / "Speaking In Na'vi" /

‼️DISCLAMER‼️: THIS IS A ZDINARSK X FEMALE READER IF YOU IDENTIFY DIFFERENTLY I APOLOGIZE 

‼️DISCLAIMER #2‼️:  FROM NOW ON (SOMETIMES) I WILL USE FIRST PERSON POV FOR EXAMPLE; ME / I / OURS / MY / etc.

‼️DISCLAIMER #3‼️: THE SCENES ARE SHORT BUT I IM SURE YOUR IMAGINATION IS LONGER 

Enjoy Angels! 🕊🤍

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I was new to my department, but I was glad that I would be able to associate myself with the team they said I'd have. I was being escorted to my group by a guy named Quaritch, he was intimidating at first and still is to me but he's proven not to be so bad.

We ran into another soldier, I guessed she was on our team because Quaritch yelled out to her.

He walked me up to them and introduced me to her, I smiled at her out of nervousness. It surprised me that she was nearly the same height as Quaritch, but that meant I was much shorter than her.

"This here is Zdinarsk"

I waved and introduced myself,

"Hi..! I'm ____"

"Zdinarsk, make good use of her"

"Sure will," she said looking me up and down

...

"Give It back Mansk!"

"grow taller and come get It"

It had been around 3 months since I joined the team. My teammates were Quaritch, Lyle, Fike, Zdinarsk, Brown & Mansk was fucking around with me and holding my bag up high to where I obviously couldn't reach.

"You heard her, Give It back now Mansk" 

I turned around to see Zdinarsk approaching us, Mansk rolled his eyes before dropping my bag in front of me expecting me to catch it.

Everything fell out so I went to collect it, Mansk felt bad so he assisted as well. When I got back up with my stuff I saw Zdinarsk's head come up quickly as well before blowing a bubble with her gum while looking off.

Mansk apologized and offered me a hug, I gladly accepted and hugged him. After Mansk walked off I turned to Zdinarsk and she had an annoyed look on her face, I noticed she was chewing her gum harshly.

"Would you like a hug to Z?" I said opening my arms

She shifted her attention back to me surprised that I even asked, 

"No shit," she said while smirking 

she walked up to me and hugged me,

...

"____ are you alright?!"

I heard more footsteps come near us as everyone started to get the rubbish off of me. I heard clinging and sounds everywhere, I also heard metal being thrown off me.

I knew this was serious.

I was trying to grab some extra equipment when a big package of boxes, heavy rope, and what looked like a metal box full of spilled tools were on top of me. Lyle was there with me trying to be helpful.

I was pulled up by someone but was too dizzy to know who It was, I was waiting on them to talk or do something so I could identify who It was,

My vision was restored as I looked up and saw Quaritch demanding a first aid kit and other things I couldn't make out. I was wobbling from side to side I tried to focus on my body to feel what pain there was,

But everything hurt, I felt something on my face and touched It softly. 

I was bleeding...

My nose was bleeding and so was my lip, sooner or later when the pain came to recognition I started to cry.

Quaritch looked at me and sighed, he pulled me In for a hug and rubbed my back. I heard distinct chatter around me and felt terrible.

"I told you we shouldn't have young recons.."

"Is she really crying?"

"That probably didn't even hurt"

"Poor girl.."

I was pulled to the side while my team was motioning everybody away from the scene, I felt stuff being wrapped around my arms, legs, and an icepack somewhere on my body.

I was soon being carried somewhere and as soon as I was put down everything went black.

I tried to move over being uncomfortable on my back when I hissed In pain

"Easy there" I felt a hand on my chest guide me on my back

Pain struck me from everywhere. It seemed like I tried breathing In and out heavily to ease myself but I broke down crying again.

The injuries and my crying was too hard to ignore. It stung my breathing and I couldn't even cry properly. I was hiccuping continually, making my injuries worse by moving or flinching every time It struck me.

Whoever It was sat me up and put a hand on my chest and guided my breathing, I soon felt another hand on my stomach.

I opened my eyes to see Zdinarsk, once she noticed me looking at her she mimicked slow breathing and nodded her head for me to follow.

I nodded back at her and started to copy her breathing, when everything slowed down I realized that It was my panicking that made the wounds hurt more. 

Zdinarsk examined me and discontinued at my mouth, she grabbed a wipe and helped me clean my bruised face. She put an icepack on my mouth as well,

I hissed at the pain of my swollen mouth when Z unexpectedly kissed my lips. When she pulled back I saw the worry and concern. In her eyes, I swear I thought something was wrong with my heart too. 

I guessed I was blushing because Z smiled laid down with me, 

"I'll stay with you until you feel better alright?"

I wrapped my tail around her thigh and held her hand, 

Damn I loved her

Z would often give me looks after that, I still had bandages on my body but I could walk without stumbling. Quaritch even managed to find a sticker pack and put a yellow star on my badge.

When Lyle saw me down the hall called out to me 

"____!"

I turned to him wondering why he sounded In a panic,

"Hey, Lyle! What's wrong?"

"I.. I'm sorry ____.. I didn't help you when you got hurt..."

"It's alright L! I'm sure I would have been frozen In fear too" I smiled at him trying to ease his worry. He smiled and examined my bandages, 

"Y'know, a lot of metal fell on you"

"Yeah..I saw the toolbox"

"Ha, was way more than that" 

I saw Z walk up beside me and she put her hands on my waist. I turned away feeling my face get hot, Lyle looked at us and Z's hand placement and grinned,

"Well me and Brown got some..work! to do.. so bye!"

He walked off quickly leaving me and Z In the hallway alone.

Z led me back up against a wall and held her arm above me, her body arched back.

"So recon, feeling' any better?"

"Y-yeah! Totally...!"

I turned my head trying not to face her directly, she turned my face to her and pulled me into her. I was pressed up against her chest as she carefully examined my face. 

"How about your lips?"

"I-"

Before I could answer she kissed my lips again softly, She gave me a sincere look and I decided to break the silence,

"My lips are fine..!"

"They don't sting right?"

"No-"

She pressed her lips against mine and actually kissed me this time, she fixed her position and held me by my waist again. I instinctively wrapped my arms around her as well.

In between her kissing me she softly pressed her lips against mine insuring they didn't hurt anymore.

"Z-z..they don't hurt anymore.." I say with a muffled tone

"I'm gonna make you kiss sore then"

She continued to kiss me and moved down to my neck pulling the strap to my t-shirt down. 

I moved my head back and felt her brush up against my neck, biting and leaving hickeys along my neck & shoulder, Moaning every time she bit along my body. She kissed every mark she left.

"Z..we can't do this here.."

"Relax~ no one ever comes this way"

She had a reassuring tone of voice, It soothed you so you let her continue.

Soon she was halfway through removing both your shirt strands when you heard a voice call out to you two

"Zdinarsk, ____ what are you both doing?! "

You both turned In a shocked panic and Z let go of you still holding your hand though, 

It was Quaritch...

"Hi, sir..." you manage to say quietly 

He had both his arms crossed and looked angry,

"Zdinarsk you know not to do things like this out In the open "

"Sorry boss..." She said rolling her eyes 

"And you corporal, know to get a room next time."

You nodded and looked away embarrassed, He settled down and smirked

"I thought there was something going on between you two, don't worry I'm not mad. Just imagine If I hadn't got to you and someone else did."

I smiled, at least he understood.

...

Ever since then Z and you started dating, only Lyle and Quaritch knew. And you wanted to keep it that way. 

Didn't you? 

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Hey! How'd you like this story?? 

IF I NOTICE MISTAKES OR WANNA CHANGE SUM ETC. I WILL UPDATE THIS

 Bye Angels! 🕊🤍

[aanylah-101]

Project A // PILOT?

Hello, Im Aanylah 

I am a human girl living on pandora, I was left behind by my parents. That's right, they had me and left me In the forest to rot and die.

But by eywa I was picked up by some people who didn't even look like me In the slightest, firstly they were blue and way taller than the average person

I found out soon enough that they were recons, and the place I was wasn't even earth. It was a lot to take In yes but I got used to It. This was my home now, I was homeschooled and taught a lot of things.

Like how to survive In the forest If I ever get abandoned again, how to hunt and kill. They had asked me what program I wanted to be In because I couldn't just stay there and not have a profession

I chose my guardians profession, 

A soldier In Project Project Phoenix, or more specifically, the RDA department program. 

I would be as helpful as possible whenever, It got easier to handle me when they finally had time to take my DNA and find out who I belonged to.

Not that It mattered, my family was long gone. I had a new one now, and they were hella cool. Being from 10ft and being blue? How can you not like them?

When I finally turned 13 Lyle had begged me to let him put tattoos on me so I could look like them more, Lyle was one of my guardians, and his position was Lieutenant Colonel. 

Of course, Quaritch said no to this, I wouldn't mind having a small tattoo somewhere on my body. Quaritch was my first and official guardian. I grew up hearing "Colonel" "Sir" & "Boss." But still called him dad, It's what I was trained to call him basically. 

Honestly, though, I wasn't much help due to my small size around large people, I would usually mess something up or just be In the way.

I would still try no matter what, hoping that maybe I'd be helpful or do something impressive, I got this habit from hearing praise from Quaritch.

Once I was aware and gained consciousness of his possession and how dangerous his job was I honored him almost. He seemed brave and tempting and I wanted to be his favorite.

I don't know why, I just thought It would boost my confidence or whatnot. He would tell his team good job and give them pats on the back and etc.

I wanted that

He praised me to, yes, but I wanted more of It,

I was trying to help move some equipment for the mission we'd have, I always liked helping out whenever I could even If It wasn't necessary or would go unnoticed.

While I was stacking and organizing the guns In place I tripped back. I knocked over some dynamite and when I knocked It over I instantly went to pick it up of course but when I saw the name of what It was and the bags happened to be twitching, 

I hurriedly backed up from the explosives but fell by the force of the blow when everything went havoc. 

Smoke was everywhere and I couldn't see or breathe. When everything was faded enough I saw everything dilapidated..

The guns were ruined, the ammo, gear, everything...

When I turned and got back up I stayed still for a moment to make sure nothing else would happen, 

The entire team showed up and a few minutes later, the first thing they saw was me..I had dust and smog on me. The second thing they saw was the ruins around me.

They had their guns out and had a few backups under the assumption that they might have been under attack, but no. It was just a silly kid messing with things she had no business to.

"What the hell happened here?" I heard someone ask but couldn't make out anything due to my eyes being sensitive to the leftover explosions.

There was a slight commotion about the entire situation, everything was destroyed for the mission tomorrow, It was an important mission.

"What the hell Is wrong with you?!"

I knew who that was...It was fike

Everyone goes silent, as though the person shouting indicates some kind of change in the condition we were In. 

"I knocked over..-"

"Are you fucking proud of yourself!" Fike questions while yelling at me

"You've ruined everything!"

The humiliation is so intense, I feel myself, stifling and choking on what I wanted to say. I wanted to look at Quaritch but there was some sense In me that made me feel like he wasn't anything to me at all. 

He wasn't my father..I had no real parental figure. I didn't know who to turn to, that's the thing..

I didn't have anyone to turn to...

The more the stares fell on me the more I felt myself shrinking,

He gives a deep sigh through his nose while examining all the damage,

His expression was so stressful to make out, to know he was despondent with me I just barely bit back tears. I knew I had to stand up for myself though,

"I was just trying to help.." I say strictly, almost In Quaritch's tone,

"Help? Does It look like you've helped by doing anything here?"

"Calm down Fike, It was an accident" I heard Walker say as she put her hand on his shoulder

"At least I tried instead of being a laid-back asshole like you!" I shout 

"That's enough, Go to your room Aanylah"

"But I-"

"Now" he hisses, his voice assertive as he visibly grows furious

"Whose side are you gonna be on huh?"

Listen, kid, you and I? Were nothing to each other, so don't expect me to pick some kid that's not even mine over my own team"

Some kid..? Is that how he really felt? After how much I looked up to him, after how I trained myself to be like him? Im just some fucking kid?!

I looked over and saw Fike grinning to himself, what a self-observed bastard..

"Now don't make me say It again," this time he took a step forward whilst he balled up his fists

I walked back Into the headquarters holding myself and stopping myself from crying, I didn't want to cry. I didn't feel like I deserved It..

In the end from what I heard the mission was postponed until they had all the equipment, they needed again. 

That night I thought about everything, not just what had happened but ever since I had been here. Have I ever done something beneficial?

I was In my thoughts until I heard my door slide open, I didn't bother to look up. Only 3 people had access to my room. That was Quaritch, Lyle, & Zdinarsk.

I'm sure I was able to guess who It was,

Quaritch 

I sank myself more Into my blankets not knowing If he was still mad about what happened,

"Aanylah where're you?"

"Here.." I said sadly, he didn't sound mad, he sounded concerned 

Maybe Its because he didn't know where I was or didn't see me,

His footsteps were quiet and light, I had trained myself to hear the littlest though. I however didn't predict him sitting down on my bed beside me, 

His hand floated over and lightly patted to ensure he didn't crush me as usual. 

"Still upset, huh?" He asked slowly,

"Leave me alone.." I say bitterly without moving to uncover myself,

"Yikes." He muttered. "A little mean, hm?"

"Wonder who I got it from..hm?" I say mocking him,

I feel him rest his hand on my side, but I still refuse to unwrap myself from my shell. I just keep quiet, stubbornly refusing to corporate, acting as though I terribly heartbroken by his words.

Unfortunately, my profoundness doesn't make him give up, he just sighs while stroking my side slowly, 

"I, uh... wanted to let you know that we didn't lose as much equipment as we thought" he said happily,

I fought the urge to yell & fuss, why did he think that one of his lectures would make me feel better? Has he never heard of being left alone?

"That's great," I mutter In a bored tone, finally taking the Inactive to start a conversation 

"Look A, I don't want you thinkin' that your only some lost kid to me ok?" 

"I understand, but please Miles leave me alone."

Miles...

There was a long silence before I felt him get off my bed, I knew I had hurt his feelings I know I know I did... but so did he

I was pessimistic and thought there was no use for me here anyways, I don't know why I stayed. I should have left the day the transfer ship came.

Wait...

That was It....the ships! I hurriedly checked my calendar and desperately looked for the date of the ship's arrival. It would be ready for departure In a week! I could do that, 

I thought maybe I'd just disappear until the next ship came, I could actually do this!

I packed up my things but when I went to grab the last thing I saw a necklace on my nightstand. The large dog-tag part had the word colonel miles Quaritch printed on it. 

I felt regret In my stomach and I tensed up. I remembered him..the man who volunteered to take care of a left-behind infant. I had a thought to turn back but I couldn't do It anymore.

I grabbed the necklace, I don't know why. Maybe to remember him? Or maybe It was because of self-pity.

Who knows

I managed to find a hiding place for the rest of the week, It was easier than I thought. I had packed food already so that was taken care of. After I made sure everyone was asleep I would go Into the gym and shower. 

However I was spotted sometimes and every time I was they would alert the colonel while someone else tried to capture me, I always managed to get away but I had thought I would get caught.

But after a while of me being nowhere to be found and due to the commotion, word spread around quickly, 

"Have you heard about the colonel's lost girl?"

"The colonel lost his daughter!"

"I heard that she was taken by ____!"

Lies lies, and more lies were heard from my hiding space. It was kinda funny when you think about It. To think something Is gone when it's right under your nose.

On the day of the ship transfer, I re-packed my things and went to the departure area. I happened to pass by the place of the incident. I got a visual reminder why I had done everything In the first place.

I tried running to the shuttles until someone called me back, I didn't bother to see who It was I only paced faster to the ships. My adrenaline got heavier once the announcement came on

"5 Minutes until earth transfer departure, I repeat 5 minutes until earth transfer departure"

My attention sprang up as I started running to the ships, and with that, the person behind me began to race after me,

It wasn't safe to be In that area, not for my age 

You didn't need to be a fully grown adult to fly back, you only need your card and some paperwork/papers which Quaritch had so graciously given me after me asking.

I had a head start with running and the voice that had called out to me was distant from what I could hear. I managed to sneak onto the shipping area and hid until the Cryo was ready.

I guess I hadn't heard them call for help or them call for someone because someone grabbed pulling me back and started yelling that they found the girl 

I uneasly looked to see who had grabbed me, I definitely knew I was in trouble 

When I looked it was Zdinarsk, had I not recognized her voice? Is that how focused I was? 

When she saw me look up at her she loosened her grip and hugged me 

Jesus kid, where the hell were you? Why did you run over all this way? 

I stayed quiet and just turned my head to look forward, she sighed and rubbed my back,

Someone had called for Quaritch apparently because a little later he appeared and when he saw me his ears bent back, Im guessing he probably thought It was a false alarm again, he didn't believe I was actually there or found. 

He slowly stepped over to me and hugged me,

He hugged me.. 

He pulled back and asked me a million questions and moved me In different positions to make sure I was ok, 

I smiled and nodded, holding back tears again. 

That's when I saw Fike appear,

"There you are, do you know how much of a scandal you've caused?"

Quaritch let go of me and turned to fike 

"I think that's something I should be askin' you"

"What?" 

"Well, what's the reason she ran away?" Zdinarsk asked In a dumb tone

"Because she's a crybaby," he said dissing It off with a wave of his hand

"Or maybe because of you" I heard Mansk say 

Was the whole team standing up for me? This is hella cool! The arguing went on for a while before Fike gave up and apologized. 

To say the least, I continued my journey on pandora after all.

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I didn't have any more Ideas for this story or any idea on how to end It so yeah..

I know this is cringy but I kinda like It? To be honest, Quaritch & Spider are so much like me but I don't know how to display It properly.

That's all for now lol, Bye Angels! 🕊🤍