#reblogs are okay

[superfruitland]

i've been trying to avoid making this post, but this is finally starting to boil over to a point where it's actively hindering my want to pick up a pen and continue with my creative work, so let me put it here and as clear as i possibly fucking can.

i've been receiving a shitton of mean-spirited comments in my asks that critique me and my work, compare it to other creators, hell, even pit me against my friend and co-author in worst cases. i guarantee you that an overwhelming majority of the interaction i have gotten in the past year has been unwanted negative comments.

if you do not like what i post, you can scroll past it, block me, just ignore it instead of harassing me.

i have NOT asked for criticism on my work, or to be COMPARED TO OTHER CREATORS. no creator is actively inviting you to harass them. this shit has an actual effect on creators that actively drives them away from doing the shit they enjoy.

let people have fun and create regardless of how dogshit you think it is. you can just fucking block me. i do not want to hear it if you think my work is shit. just leave me be and enjoy creating for fun. thank you.

[localsharkcryptid]

It's late as hell but doodled this on a whim - idk I've managed to get myself back into monster hunter and I've just been thinking about Chaotic Gore Magala and myself and the weird similarities I've realized between my life and this guy's existence. Big explanation under the cut - it's kinda heavy so read at your own discretion.

I don't talk about it here for obvious reasons but this is a one off cause idk, I wanna talk about it under this context. But basically I've been through some shit, I've been battered by life and have been dealing with grief since I was 12 - and I'm now going through it again. I'm damaged cause of it, I'm not where I should be as a person, I don't function like I should both thanks to neurodivergency and the trauma that's kept my brain from properly developing and learning skills for adult life for some 8 years or so. And only recently have I been going to therapy again and working on healing after the most recent incident in my life - so I'm recognizing things and slowly slowly healing but I can't help being frustrated especially lately.

And now I can't help but now look at this monster from a video game about hunting them and see myself in a way. For those who don't know, Gore Magala normally is a monster which goes through a metamorphosis of sorts - they shed their black and purple scales and grow into a brilliant golden beast, the shining eclipse, Shagaru Magala. But sometimes something goes wrong, whether it be trauma or something else and the Gore Magala can't shed properly. They become malformed, into the chimeric creature that is Chaotic Gore Magala - a monster in eternal agony as it is an abomination and thus an outcast by its own kind.

I merely assume this but for me, I'd like to think its endless rage is also fueled by the fact that it has to be confused, lost and alone. It doesn't know what's going on, why it's like this, why the world scorns it for something it can't control. It endures the pain of its existence, the scars from its malformation and maybe it screams at the world cause it wants to know why it lived. Why is it here? Why does it hurt? What is it supposed to do? It lashes out at anything it finds, maybe out of rage, maybe out of fear - who knows.

Its broken, but survives regardless. It persists despite it all and I do just see myself in a way. We both don't know what's going on, damaged permanently by things we couldn't control but we continue on.

And I'm healing, slowly, very slowly but I am and I can't help but wonder- what if a Chaotic Gore can heal too? What happens if it does? Does it still shed it's black scales and turn fully gold or does it remain an oddity with dark shelled scales that are cracked with gold and a single glinting horn? I'd like to think the latter would be true. That it learns to adapt and live with its odd form, that one day the pain eases so it can truly come into the world as the apex it was meant to be - even if it wasn't how it was supposed to do so. And if it can find a place in the world after beating the odds of surviving the pain, then maybe I can find my place too.

Idk it's all a little silly, and not exactly fitting 100% - I'm far less angry at the world most of the time but still... I think I might have a new favorite monster, even if it's for some odd reasons, I do relate in a weird way to this guy- I may make something of this we'll see I guess.

[pavementlicker98]

pride fit from last week. as a fat girl it is so so healing to walk around dressed like a slut in public tbh

[microwavetoaster-selfships]

Mkay everyone, come get your content. Here's one of the art pieces/the 'comic' I've been referring to. Me(purple) and Finn(Silver? Silver.)

Hi welcome back to Kane pretending he knows how to shade artwork and noticing mistakes or things he'd like to change now the he's posting it.

I don't ramble a lot under the cut, it is just some added sappiness and tidbits about the art piece..

I'm sorry but this is what is happening now that I can knit. And I feel like Finn would take it as like a borderline "let me cook every meal for you" sort of love language and you'd have to rip it off of him to get him to take it off and not wear it to death(with exception to things like missions where it is just asking for it to get torn or messed up).

The scarf he's wearing I haven't done yet, I WAS going to do the flag of England on it since that is a scarf I'm tempted to make, but I didn't want to figure out how to do the horizontal line over the folds so I just threw together something. And I am now tempted to make another scarf to bring this one in the art piece to life.

[pechaberriesandsoju]

No one can say I was late this time.

Pro.ship and com.ship DO NOT INTERACT, please

Anyways, here's Barbie, my TADC insert! She's a ball jointed doll and is able to switch outfits and face plates very easily when given the chance! She even designs her own face plates from time to time! She switches from what she does for the circus a lot, depending on her mood for the day. She's just happy to have the freedom to be whoever she wants to be or whatever she wants to be now! Totally isn't bottling up any emotions or thoughts!

Reblogs are appreciated! I love hearing feedback! Love yall!!

[xpityparty]

it's me ✨️

[chortlebot]

(psychiatrist voice) i see you're genuinely struggling with your mental health and how it affects your relationships with people. have you heard of Insufferable Asshole Disorder

[beaut-ful-d-saster-1986]

About My Operator:

Although he was altered by void energies and forced to be a warrior and fight for The Lotus, Dion's personality is nothing like a warrior's. He is soft, shy, innocent and gentle. He tries to see the beauty in everything, and when he can't see any beauty he creates it in the form of his warframes. Each and every warframe in Dion's collection has been lovingly hand painted and accessorized by Dion himself. He thinks himself something of an artist, and he likes to make bold statements with the many warframes he's befriended. On top of that, he often takes in abused and abandoned warframes, makes them over, and puts them into service for his own personal use. A few were built for Dion from their blueprints, but most of his warframes are rescues. He gives them a safe and loving home, provides them with whatever they need in order to feel safe and enjoy their new freedom, and he makes an effort to be their friend whenever he thinks they need one. He's always ready with a hug, a kind word and a new paint job for his many, many frames. Dion's hands may be stained with the blood of thousands, but he retains a purity and gentleness of heart that defies all logic. If given a chance, he would rather talk than fight, but the Grineer, the Corpus, the Infested and the Sentients refuse to talk so he must fight. He often sees his hands and clothes end up bloodied in the never-ending battle for peace in the solar system, but at the same time he hates fighting and hates the violence that life has become. He would rather be in a studio somewhere, sketching out new looks for his warframe friends. That, or he'd rather design a new look for himself. In a drab dull gray environment, Dion prides himself on being a spark of colour and a ray of sunshine that everyone is missing. He wants to share his inner light with everyone. He goes out of his way to create beauty wherever he can, and he fights hard for peace so the innocent don't have to. There are times when being a Tenno gets lonely, however, and Dion often finds himself looking to the stars for answers. Asking them what his purpose is beyond the violence. Asking them where the love in the universe can be found and if there is love, then is there a place for him within it? At the end of the day, when the missions are done and he's washed the blood off, he daydreams about the life he could have had if things hadn't all gone sideways. Is there someone out there, waiting just for him? Will he ever experience a love like his parents had aboard the Zariman Ten Zero? Will he ever have a partner to come home to? Will he ever feel someone's arms around him? Will he ever be kissed?

[bratthewurst]

Tboy bottom shirt btw, if you even care

[localsharkcryptid]

I usually do my best to not post about intense CC drama in this fandom but I do want to say something about my blog and my plans.

As I have stated numerous times: This blog is exclusively focused on the DSMP characters, not their writers/actors. So with that I have no plans to change anything about CWilbur for my aus, nor anyone else. If you have a problem with that just block character tags, as I'll do my best to always tag my work correctly.

My opinions on the CCs themselves are something I've kept to myself for numerous reasons - and I will continue to do that but I do have a message for people in general about the situations going around and how I feel about it.

People can grow and change, even the worst people can learn to be better and should be ALLOWED to do so, and their victims do not need to ever forgive them or interact with them either. The idea of supporting victims AND that people can become better CAN coexist despite what people say. Nothing that's happened justifies death threats or any of the aggressive behavior that has been shown by the vast majority of fans, not to mention that innocent people have gotten hurt thanks to this absolutely abhorrent behavior. Some of this stuff also happened years ago, people are not who they were 2-3 years ago and I hope some people can recognize that.

While I do support victims and believe that they deserve the right to talk about their stories, I also believe that the world is not morally black and white, everything is messy and confusing and at the end of the day nothing justifies the mass mob mentality that a lot of fans subscribe to. The only way to truly stop cycles of abuse is to HELP people and to let them become better individuals. Damnation for all eternity is not the response you should have. After all we are all human, and humans make mistakes and unfortunately sometimes these mistakes hurt people but that doesn't mean it has to be the end.

I hope to one day be able to talk about this on a much larger scale as it is one of the most concerning things in this fandom but for now this will do.

I kindly ask that people who do believe all this hate and violence promoting behavior is justified due to someone being an abuser leave my blog. I do not want people who believe that death is the only option when people majorly fuck up around me or my content.

[leigh-mccoy]

The area gaybar is having a punk/emo drag show so my punk ass is going with my emo bff dressed to the 9s🖤💜💚

[rimonoroni2]

“a penis is Ontologically Evil because it’s technically capable of perpetrating sexual violence” damn, wait till you hear about hands!

[lesbxdyke]

I could think of no better way to share the news than this!

So when I was 17, my cat went missing and I'd given up hope of ever seeing him again.

Until on Monday, 27th of May, 2024, my friend sent me a FB post asking 'isn't that your mother?' about the person named on the microchip.

Here he is! 16 years old, and found safe, twelve whole years after he went missing!

Yesterday (Tuesday the 28th of May, 2024) I went to the rescue that had him, and I reclaimed my boy, renaming him Artie! (He'd originally been called 'Cat' because my mother and I couldn't decide on a name)

He's home safe with me now, currently inhabiting my bathroom and purring up a storm every time someone goes in there!

I'll be doing slow introductions between him and my current cat to give them the best possible chance of living in harmony!

Here's some pictures of Artie once we let him out of the carrier:

[pechaberriesandsoju]

Pro.ship and com.ship DO NOT INTERACT

Meet Amber "Peach" Strantz! My Fion.na and Cake insert! Friends call her Peach most of the time, while close friends and people she trusts can call her Amber.

This is her pre-adventure appearance cause I have an idea that she accidentally ends up getting pulled through the portal by Fion.na and joins them along for the ride. She met Fion.na through Marsha.ll Lee and met Gar.y through Fionn.a. Both Ga.ry and Mars.hall know about her crush on Fion.na, and it's a constant cycle of "sooo have you told her yet?" "....no. " "I can't with you sometimes." "IM TRYING??" "TRY A BIT HARDER PLEASE. IM BEGGING" "LET ME TAKE MY TIME-" "Amber- it's been moNTHS."

Hope you guys like her! Reblogs are appreciated!

Bonus close up of the doodle of her reacting to Mars.hall teasing her in front of Fio.nna under the cut up

[hundredsofsmallbirds]

it's not fucking omegaverse im just birds