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Amiga Workbench 1.3
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damn it feels so good to actually have friends who i feel safe around. like to have friends who im not worried that if they find out that i like "cringe" things they wont judge me. woah!!
@angry-avaocardo @silly1xxx @gollyimsosoevil
#appreciation post for my besties✨✨#also the tags got reallylong and rambly just me complainign about the ex friend and a quick update so feell free not to read them if you#dont wanna#theres nothing of substance in there lol#ugh god my old friend the one i made the really long post about asking for advice#i probably mentioned this but i never felt safe to talk about things i like with them#oh god i would never be able to show them defrag#and i probably wouldnt even be willing to ramble about like. the arg or smth to them#id be too worried of them making fun of me#but also they had a way of making it so i hung out with them the most even tho i didnt want to#“me and friend are going to the canteen you two wanna come?”#“[with none of my input] no me and Charlie are staying here”#the only person i felt safe talking about my interests to was a friend that i made when trying to move away frrom the toxic one#a friend who they would consistently ask if i was replacing them with and was so fucking jealous of him#in fact that friend is gollyimsoevil yea that guy#hes great he likes gay addison shit so yk bestie#also they were so good at guilt tripping that now i use their guilt tripping tactics on myself to try and get myself to do things lol#and they would make fun of me so often but GOD FORBID I MAKE FUN OF THEM#they were making fun of me to another person a few /years/ ago so i made some snarky comment about them#because i was really upset by them making fun of me#and they brought it up to me like 2 months ago before we cut them off#like dude you mock and make fun of everything i do so much that ive just stopped talking and completely zoned out whenever im around you#and youre holding some snarky remark that i made when we were like 11 /because you were making fun of me/#UGH#oh ye update on that if anyone cares it went fine they seem to have moved on and are just hanging out with different people now#they havent made any attempt to contact any of us but also havent cut us off#i havent cut them off either ive just left it#i catch them giving me and the other two friends who used to be friends with them dirty looks#but i kinda just ignore it#i have like 5 friends my age who are much much much nicer than them
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RATING THE NEW TV GIRL ALBUM
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ill be faithful🐠
7/10
good samples, the beat is amazing, okay lyrics?? i love the chorus, his voice sounds strange somehow like more deadpan?? cant wxplain it, i love the “ILL BE FAITHFUL” during the chorus so much
all the way through🐠
5/10
i really like the samples, okay beat, it reminds me of safeword kinda?? i dont get the “ill watch when ur eyes turn blue” lyric, i cant get over the voice im sorry, didnt stick out to me at all
hang on🐠
6/10
the singing sounds so good in this one, THE LYRICS????? THE LYRICS. the beat is so whimsical, the samples go so well with the song, after awhile the chorus got kindof old, i ended up checking how much time was left in the song alot
higher ground🐠
4/10
strange sample/beat that kind of sounds out of place, theme of “heaven up above” and floating in all of these songs?? pretty good lyrics, the sample after the chorus is too loud and sounds so… out of place. all of the samples just sound out of place
shame🐠
8/10
good lyrics, good beat i think, okay sample, i love the “its just a SHAA Aa aaa mmee” in the chorus, end got kindof repetitive, i think the samples worked really well, werent out of place like in higher ground
one of these mornings🐠
9/10
so dramatic…, pretty sample, lyrics ARE SO GOOD. just so so good. singing is good, mentioned heaven again, really good flow with the lyrics, the beat and samples are really calm and quieted down, which is nice
the night time🐠
8/10
nice beat, good use of samples, sounds like a song they would play in a movie as the main character moves on from a big chapter in their life, lyrics were really good sometimes, and a little mid other times
big black void🐠
7.5/10
rightaway i really liked the sample, i actually really like the clapping as a beat aswell, i love the piano, pretty good lyrics, the sample “gonna go up to heaven and meet my looooordd” after the chorus got kindof old after a while
fire🐠
8/10
i love the beat it sounds like a shooting star.. or a childs drawing of space.., i love love love the singing, the lyrics are good, i love the lyric “and if i see u in hell, i wont mind the fiiiree”, the chorus at the end is really mid, could have been done better
99.5🐠
9/10
wonderful beat, i really like the piano throughout this album, good lyrics, i LOVVEEEE the singingggggg, chorus didnt get repetitive at all, not much sampling, but the little it used was good
grapes upon the vine🐠 (album name!)
9.2/10
i lovvevevee the sample in the background, it sounds so whimsical.., its very french exit, with the louder bg sample and kind of quieter singing, you cant really hear many lyrics, the ones i could were good, the fadeout of the beat at the end was so well used
heaven over our heads🐠
6/10
the same as higher ground in the way that the background sample is too loud and annoying, i love the sample after the chorus, pretty good singing, good beat, “just a bunch of cockroaches.. just running from the light..”is so funny to me for some reason, just got repetitive after a while
OVERALL ALBUM RATING 🐠
i loved all the mentions/ the theme of religion throughout it, but the samples were kindof.. annoying?? at times, that sounds too harsh for what i mean but i cant think of anyother word.. i really like the idea of using church music to go along with the theme, but it was too loud sometimes and covered up the lyrics and singing. the song lyrics were really good in most songs, the beats were all amazing, and overall i would give the album a 7/10… rly rly wanted to love it but i honestly think it would have been better if i wasnt comparing it to the other tv girl albums, but i dont think i can listen to it WITHOUT comparing it to the other albums..
#music#my txt#tv girl#grapes upon the vine#i dont think anyone on earth is going to read all of this but it eas fun to make so idc rnnn
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Nothing like dedicating yourself to finishing a reallylong ambient track i nmissed doing this
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Oh so his is REALLYlong
Yep, he’s had it longer but I think the brigs started to keep an eye on it
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IWROTE. ANOTHER LONG ASS POST IM SO SORRY
IM LITERALLY FUCKING CRAZY. OHMY FIUCKNGSH OT OHMYO HSS5EYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYIJ5HNIJOD5RHJOJO54T098UGRDJIOJIORTD IDONTTHINK ANY WORDS ISAY WILL TRULYDESCRIBE HOW FUCKING MUCJ ILOVE THIS IREAD THIS ONMYPHONE BUT IMREREADING IT RIGHNTWO HOLDON. I LOOOOOOOOVE KITTY OCS YHAT ARENT IN ANY WAY RELATED TO WARRIORS THEY R JUST KITTIYS.. I HAVE SO MANY OCS LIKE THST MYFAOVIRTE VER. CAT CULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LRETSG O ESGOETGSOETSGGEOSLGESOGESGOSE!!!!!!!!!!!.DONOT FUCKINGAPOLGOZEI FOR THIS AT ALL I LTIEALLY LOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEEREADING OC LORE.
IAHD SOMUCH MORETO SAY WHEN IFIRST READTHIS IAMSOSORY IFOROGTL ITERALLY EVEURHTINB B U T. SUN ISSOFUCKNG AWESOME JESUS CHRIST. ILOVE CYHRACTERS THAT JUST DONT FUCKING BLINK. mewhen im in a STARING contest and imeet SUN fromthe HIT OC OWNER BACONCHEESLOVER38 . AND THE CONCEPT OF HAVING IMMORTALITY BASED ON HOW LOYAL YOU ARE TO THE CULT IS FUCKING WILD. JESU CHRIST. what dothey do...when someoen D IES...are they like Ueerrm well. that guy wasnt.. Devoted . enough 😊 and evyeroens just like aaaaaah yeah ok makes sense. anywaa. BUT OHMYSHIT IGETOYU .ABOUT HAVING LIKE TWO DIFFERENT STORYLINES IFTHATMAKES SNES? ?? LIKE TWO DIFFERNET. ITERATIONS OF THE STORY LIKE yes THIS coudl happen but thiscould ALSO happen and it could lead to so ona ndso forth AND ITS AWOESME. I LOVE BEING ABLETO EXPLOREPOSSIBILITIES BC THOSEAREMY FUCKING OCSSSSSSSSSSSSS THOSE AREMY CHARACTERS ICAN DO WHATEVER THEF UCKI AWNT !
FIREFLY BEING DISRESPECTED WITHIN THE CULT!??!BUT ALSODEVOTED!??!? OOOOOOOOMG OMG?!?!?! BEING THE DAUGHTERO FTHE LEADER WHAT HADTO HAVE HAPPEEND FOR THAT TO BETHAT WAY ......idonmt .know ifimwording that right BUT ILOVETHAT ILVEOTHAT THATSOFUCKNG AWESOME. broski putsomuch effot into be loyalto the cult and doesnt even get RESPEC TED !!!!!!! SSSSSSSSSSSSSMH.
AND L AR K IFUCKING LOVE FLUFFY ASS CAT OCS LIKETO THE POINT WHER UCAN HARDLY DISCERN WHAT IS WHAT . is that a leg; oristhat justlike... a reallylong big strand of fur.... . . SO TURE.SOTRUE. ALSO. BEING NICER THAN FIREFLY AND SUN RUGIHSER94UGSRT omggg..thats..so true.....but also....thats like...... adding Three to Negative Five.... (IMEAN THAT IN A FUNNYWAY)) POOR THANG :( raised by grandp and then ;TAKEN IN BY A FUcKING CU LT AND THEN GETTING ABANDONMENT ISSUES AND KNOWING THE CULT IS SORT OF FUCKED UP BUT ALSO NOTREALY KNOWING. also wait watiawti imcuriois.does she know thst her graqndpa is DEAD or did she just think he Vanished.... unels iam COMPLETEYT misreading HELP. BU TSITLL TH ISOFUCKING AWEOSM HOMYGOD PLAEDS. IF YOU EVER NEED TO RANT ABOUT OC LORE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASE TELL ME PEALSE BECAUSE THISISJUSTSO FUCKING AEOSME ILOVE HEARING OC LORE. also imsosorry if thislong as fuck HELP,
not rightnow but. soon. if any one is upfor art trades.... i got a bday in october that i gots to get to but i CANNOT .D RAW. TROLLS. OR HUMANOIDS AT ALL so i . need ; h;el459K659JDR09HDR0995IH0. SOON. ihave toomany art trades rightnow but S O ON
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god tmr is november……
#nov is like everything month#im gonna do nanowrimo.. and play every uncharted game again… and i have thishuge embroidery project#and i want to watch a reallylong show either naruto or supernatural i havent decided#nitzie.txt
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When you write a reallylong tag and forget to press enter
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hmm two different colors... well normally that would call for two different points but you only get ONE because you put the pictures on top of each other and made my post reallylong
MYYYYYY favorite sea creature is uhm. well the orcas and the cookie cutter sharks and all shrimp thank you
shrimp are objectively some of the best ever small thingsso you get a ANIMAL POINT. plus one more for sharing a fave .what do you think about seahorses the really small ones
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gourddddd i have this reallylong fic im writ8ng but i cNt get myself to write it
#i dont even have a title for it yet but i have the. sorry#story*#cant wait til its done :)#its called count duckula gay in my google docs
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After a 2 1/2 year struggle and the insight that i need to move out of my hometown (i'm moving to kiel (from hamburg)) to get into the right art uni I've finally made it. I've been accepted after a 9 hour day of praxis exams and a kolloquium (like an interview) and I feel like my life can finally go on but man, i've been so depressed and had a suicide attempt bc of this shit.
I wish I could be as happy like I know I should be, but after such a long time of numbing myself to bare all the failures it's hard. I'm sure i'll be ok and I hope whoever reads this and hasbeen trying something they really want to do for a reallylong time, i can say it's worth it, you just need to find the right place that'll appreciate what you do and who you are
I'm gonnabe a lonely, poor, starving artist but I'll be a HAPPY, lonely, poor, starving artist
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Thank you so much!! Means a lot.
It’s the Asexual Pumpkin, Sam Winchester.
Asexuality can be defined as the quality or characteristic of having no sexual feelings or desires.
Fifteen year old Sam Winchester can’t stop fussing his lower lip with his teeth, constantly biting the corner, as he reads fervently, and in a hurry.
It may be considered a sexual orientation or lack thereof.
He buries his head in his hands, fingers in his hair, and breathes out. It’s not a lack of sexuality - not to him, that is. He feels everything - he’s just not sure if he’s feeling the right things.
And he can’t stop thinking about it.
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He’s sixteen when a girl first kisses him. She’s practically a stranger, given they’ve only had a few classes and a group project together - which makes it really weird for him when she walks up to him when he’s sitting at his lunch table, cups his cheek, and closes the gap between their lips.
“It was a dare,” She explains, pulling away. Sam blinks up at her as she hurriedly adds, “I had to kiss my crush.”
She’s probably making sure Sam doesn’t think the dare had been to kiss the weird kid who always sits by the window at lunch with his nose in a book.
“Okay.” Sam says, not knowing what to do with this information. “It’s okay.”
And that’s it.
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Sometimes when Sam’s supposed to be researching monsters his dad’s gone off to hunt, he fades out and inadvertently starts to research his own.
He’s sure he isn’t normal. This constant nagging inside his head which tells him there’s something terrifyingly wrong with him because - there just is.
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“Oh, Sam!” The boy he’s got pinned against the wall groans, instinctively grabbing a fistful of Sam’s shirt - Dean’s hand-me-down flannel. “Sam, you’re - Jesus, that’s good.”
Sam’s got an arm wrapped around his waist, one behind his neck, and their hips thrust erratically, but together, in some sort of rhythm.
He’s trying.
He’s trying to want this.
Sam kisses him harder, holds him tighter, and pulls him closer.
He’s never been more scared than when it’s all over, and the guy falls forward heaving, face buried in Sam’s chest and strings of praise in his breath - because Sam still feels nothing at all.
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#im worried that this is a pretty...non mainstream sorta fic#samcentric/reallylong/supercanontracing#but people still liking it means a lot#sam winchester#sam winchester angst#asexual sam#support asexuals#representation week#sam and gabriel#sam and dean
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i just had a reallylong platonic spooning session and honetly it was wholesome af and i feel ready to face life now
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Why did she shoot him in the face?
She was convinced he was the reason Barbie stopped coming around, so there was a big fight and yeah
#there's a reallylong answer but this is the shortest version#also Vinnie lived like he didn't die#yeah#i might explain the whole thing one day#maybe not#ask
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Other things Thomas said our freshman year that still haunt me at night:
“Uh, there is such thing as ninja sex.”
“Yeah but how long have you been fourteen? Edward??? Yeah I know your name’s not Edward.”
“I’m gonna come out to my dad by offering to make breakfast and then make all the pancakes penis shaped.”
“If you weren’t asexual you would be a top. Sorry, I don’t make the rules.”
“I’m half Mexican so I get to call you racist.”
“I know I’m gay, but what if me and my husband teamed up with a lesbian couple? We could pull straws to see who gets which kid when we’re done.”
“I noticed that all of us are taking different language courses. So here’s the plan. We all insult each other really loudly, but not in English.”
“I just accidentally punched myself in the balls. Take me out right now. Kill me, (deadname)”
(Chasing our friend with really reallylong hair) “I just wanna braid it! Let me touch it!”
“I’ve seen you trying to eat your hand. Let’s make out. ... Yes, I know neither of us would like it. Let’s do it anyways.”
Probably the most morbid way I’ve ever been cheered up was by one of my ex best friends (who happened to be a gay guy named Thomas).
So we were fourteen and I was doing that sad fourteen year old thing where you self pity and go “Oh nobody loves me. I’m going to die alone.” And then my friend Thomas said, and I quote:
“Of course you’re going to die alone, (deadname)”
Insert uncomfortable pause.
“Because you’re going to outlive your husband!”
And that… sure stuck with me. Didn’t make me feel better but it sure did stick with me. My god.
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