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crying bc was a terrible day, I had several anxiety episodes and at the end of the day my boyfriend had one and tried to k*** himself and I tried to calm him down by messages since call wasn't connected, it was so hard and caused me another episode and scratched my face and I think I hit my eye and after all I still wanna kms and cannot tell my boyfriend and my friend doesn't answer my messages because he's probably asleep. and I'm trying to get away from knives and whatever hurting object. I'm trying to be okay but I just can't stop crying and feeling this way, my head hurts and it's about to explode.
#i wanna kms#ana problems#sad notes#really wanna kms#anxiety#4nxiety#anxi4ty#tw ana diary#4n4 vent#4n4 blog#ed behaviour tw#tw su1cide#tw cutt1ng
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Me: (chugging wine straight from the bottle while holding a simmering joint) no, I'm fine, really you don't need to worry
#it's dads birthday today#2019 was the last time i could wish him#really wanna kms#lmao#sleep is for the mentally stable#mentally fucked#mentally ill#alcoholic#alcohlism#alcohol#420#420ladies#stoner things#stoner tag#stoner
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Lovestruck
#the mechanic's crafts#I realized I haven't uploaded this... whoops.#five nights at freddy's#art#digital art#fnaf#springtrap#william afton#fnaf movie#dave the trap#i think is his name#I DON'T KNOW ill fix that later probably#anyways :33#fnaf au#he's a silly skrunkly#he's uh#he saw you ig idk#this is old art i wanna kms#it isn't really old but#uherm#yeah#I gotta stop rambling istg.
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feel like one of those korean drama moms fighting for this apartment unit like how much do you need Up Front *flips open checkbook*
#fighting to demand they let me pay a lot for 600 sqft of space kms#BRUH THE UNIT CUTE I WANT IT I HAVE NEVER LOST A TENANCY APPLICATION. BUT I WAS KINDA FEELING IT IN MY HEART THAT I WOULDNT GET IT#so when she told me oh there was another application i was like URM#in stark contrast to a few nights earlier when i was like: damn do i really wanna say goodbye to my dishwasher…..#YES NOW I DO I WANNA MOVE 😭😭😭😭😭#im so TIRED of the BUS and coming home at 12am#i dont actually own a checkbook idk if those still exist
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is this how shaders work
#i'm not really into superblack#or any shader at all#most set i came across with already looks good on its own#except warlock's knight helmet i like shiny shiny silver texture#and exotics#have to make the colors coherent#(which is not happening in this post how do you even color things omg i wanna kms)#anyways#i wanted to draw that iron banner set on its own but never really did that and this happened lol#need to collect more good looking hunter fashion as background characters#or more titan fashion#because of#reasons#hehe#destiny 2#destiny hunter#destiny 2 art#my art
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#im in commerce class rn#first period#we're starting a new unit#and for the first part i was put into a group with this girl i REALLY DESPISE (shes the obnoxious one and thinks shes allat)#what a horrible way to start the day#first day and i alreayd wanna kms hahahsd /nsrs#☆ wystys musings
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when i still feel exactly the same way i did when i was younger and i realize it does not get better
#guys i think im stuck this way#lollll#i’m actually really sad#why did i turn out this way#haha i hate myself#self destructive tendencies#mentally unstable#trauma#tw depressing stuff#i wanna kms#i want to be okay#tw depressing thoughts#this account is a cry for help pls help me#depression relapse
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Guard Dog Atom Headcanons
Atom hates leaving you alone, I wouldn’t say he’s clingy he’s just always cautious about everything so he feels to need to know how you’re doing all the time. It is his job as your guard dog. Whenever you’re in meetings he’ll stand behind you because it’s professional but once the two of you are both alone and you give the command that it’s okay, he’ll lay his head on your lap while you do paperwork.
I’d like to say his mask also works well as a muzzle, when someone is getting to much in meetings the sounds of him growling can be heard and his ears get all tense, all you have to do is snap to get him to call down but his body language gets more tense, as if he’s preparing to get their ass if they step out of line one more time and under your command.In general he’s very dedicated guy, give him treats by the end of a job well done
#cod x reader#call of duty x reader#cod x male reader#male reader#x male reader#call of duty x male reader#x reader#cod headcanons#male!reader#gn reader#idk why the font is weird maybe#Anywyas nobody asked for this#and idk how he really is bc there’s like nothing of him#source: me#anywys today is my birthday#but I also wanna kms bc this giftcard i bought doesn’t work#so I also wanna die
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fuck do you prommy? 😳👉👈
#ok you convinced me <3333#love reading people COMPLAINING about these kinda qualities. we live such different lives <3#i really didnt wanna watch that shit but like. fine. ok. ig :3333333#they better fucking deliver. cause if i have to put up with. everything else about it only for these dudes to turn out boring ill uhh#NOT kms. something else. whatever.
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an old, self-indulgent comic i did, hope my sleep issues peeps out there can relate to this
#i drew this after a night when my brain decided sleep is for the weak#i was so GODDAMN TIRED#and my brain was like#haha you wanna sleep? good one#how about i make your heart run 100 km/hour hmm? how does that sound??#i really wish sometimes i had my own personal moon man to take care of me 😔#fnaf security breach#fnaf superstar daycare#fnaf daycare attendant#comic#moondrop#moondrop x y/n#Ghost doodles
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i might go through with it
#988blr#cvtblr#cvtt!ng#sh cvt#sh things#i wanna die#i wanna kms#hitting styro#self h@rm#suic1de#tw sui ideation#im going to kms#i want to kms#i hate this#im gonna do it#i really want to#🤡⚠️
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oh hey, still want to die.
#but too damn tired. waiting for something to happen that'll really push me.#purposely starting problems in hopes of pushing myself far enough to do so.#i want to kms#i wanna die#tw sui talk#tw sui ideation#tw self destructive thoughts
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i finished thesis, won an award, and have graduated.. hello 👋🥸
#i'm not coming back but :') hello#i forgot i even had tumblr still on my phone djdkdkdkdk#i just opened it for the first time in ??? 5 months or smth i think idk for sure#life is weird :')#remember when i said i wanna drop out every day of my life :') bc i suck at design#welp i won an award for my design thesis :')#jsjdjdkdkdkdj#turns out having friends kinda changes your life 🫂#having friends at school has actually :') made me a happier more normal person lol#i haven't been miserable?? i haven't wanted to kms ... i have been so happy and yes school was shitty but i wanted to go and try hard bc#my friends motivated me to stay and try and that's crazy :') idk#felt really loved and like i belonged somewhere for the first time in my life 🫨 like woah ppl like me and wanna be my friend? me??#:') i'm really happy... isn't that weird#i used to want to kms every other day hsjdndkdkdks lol 😭#now i'm like 😭 every day i look forward to waking up bc i'm happy and i have ppl who love me and i wanna see them again and i wanna spend#time with them again and play games with them again :')#literally stayed up till ??? 4 am yesterday talking to one of them like#😭#god jm djjdkdkdkd idk :')#my life is good...#???? IM NOT MISERABLE IDK GUYS#wild af#even winning the award was such a shock like 🥲 damn . who ? me?#ppl from like :') this big design thing in toronto we're praising it too like djdjdodjdkdj#:') it's kinda crazy.. i was super !#man.. i cant believe how 5 months ago i was gonna kms 🥸👆 and now i'm like erm actually maybe we do need to live#:') anyway#i hope ppl on here are doing good 🫨🔨#it is sad to not be here as much but also 👋😌 i'm happy to be free at the same time so ✨
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baby pls help me on my criminal procedure finals 🙏
lakas ng loob at kabadingan lang dala ko sa exam lmao
#casey novak#why am i even here#do i really need this degree#at this point i just want to kms#also tf s5 casey novak is so baby i wanna take care of her
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uhhhhhhh
#i really need to learn how to draw human body#i was drawing shaxx half stripped but the result makes me wanna hit my head with a rock#open a new canvas and draw again and the result makes me wanna throw up#so here you go#a robot#a f*cking robot#stripped by definition BUT no anatomy to study and no muscles to make me wanna kms#the tolerance level is so high i can literally f*ck around and it looks not making me vomit#no you're never gonna see that 2 shaxxes i will keep it for documentation purposes but they will never see the light of day#valorant#valorant kay/o#kay/o#my art
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