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thespacecowboyyy · 3 years ago

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He left me. He feels that he likes me more as a friend and i get it. But why did he let me fall in love and then left me and broke me? He still wants to see me and be close friends and i do too, we match as people in any way. I just thought i finally got to be happy and someone liked me and then it changes in a few days

Never wouldve guessed this day comes but ive boy problems for real

#he said he PROBABLY wont change his mind but this came so fast and after we didnt really see for a while that i think he might think again #i know it is stupid to hope that but fr. maybe he still wants me back some day #it just doesnt feel real or fair that first he wanted to be with me and then just left me #im not even mad at him. we still care about each other but his feelings just arent romantic i guess #he didnt even hug me for two days otherwise than in his sleep/half asleep. means nothing but is he really sure about this??#if he fucking hangs on me when he sleeps but doesnt even touch when awakw #idk #im just so endlessly sad because i thought i deserved happiness and then it just ended #i will always love him. and theres this stupid hope thay he changes his mind #i just hate myself for trusting someone and letting them in like this just to be left #it is not even his fault really. he made me happier than ever for these maybw two months. i just hope it couldve lasted a little longer #but still. what if he takes me back? what if he realises that he likes me anyways and wants to try again?? it means nothing but do you #really show that kind lf affection to person you dont like in your sleep?#of*#it was so stupid to imagine someone could love me. i wish he never wanted to be with me. now im the one left feeling like this #and he wants to still watch movies w me and hang out and stuff. i hope he at least lets me hug him as a friend #thw fact is that we get along as friends too. as people. if i believed in soulmates (platonic or other) he would be mine #im sorry im just so very broken rn #i will never be happy again

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