#really glad i stopped having this weird mental block about posting nsfw. but idk what to do with things more... lewd?? than this post

[pmpwbrrs]

Boob grab kiss and nudes yaay ^_^

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First, I don't think you're in the wrong at all. Honestly it's been so blown out of proportion over stating a MINOR had a very revealing outfit pinned and you were glad they blocked you. Crazy because I remember your priv and your sawtwit being 18+ huh, weird. Guess they're not accountable for actively following 18+ accounts while being a minor. 🤷

I can't imagine PINNING the tweet 'explaining' what's going on to then retweet that pinned tweet to say omg don't harass them!! HOW. how do you PIN THE TWEET with all this drama and then follow with '👉👈 plz don't go after them' even though you're literally shoving it in the faces of whoever stops by.

How do you condone the actions of your following when they say 'theyre lucky I don't get them fired from their job'?

Idk it's just a mountain out of a grain of sand.

Love you.

it’s honestly gotten really out of hand… and for your friends to go after my friends, friends i’ve known for years who actually know me, who are just defending me from the harassment and saying i should stop them but it’s like… what are you doing to stop your following from continuing to post about me, make memes of me, and just be generally shitty towards me? how are you going to apologize to my face that you’re sorry about all of the harassment but still like/rt/comment on posts insulting me? even if the @ is removed from the pinned post, by sharing posts that still have my @, you’re not making the situation better… i am in the wrong, what i said was inappropriate i admit that and i’ve apologized numerous times, i should never have said it and i shouldn’t have kept their @ visible but they continue to drag this on and i’m just tired and stressed. no one has to support me or think i’m in the right, i’m not claiming to be, but i’m allowed to have my opinions and my feelings and bullying me into making me feel how you want me to feel is unfair. i feel bad about what i said and i’m allowed to express how i’m feeling about getting harassed and bullied, i’m allowed to bitch about losing followers. i’m allowed to feel how i feel and express that on my accounts. the fact that y’all are so insecure that you need to stalk my social media and pick apart literally everything i say is just as childish and does not make you a better person than me. just leave me alone if you hate me so much. i know i’m wrong, i have not once claimed not to be.

and yeah, you know, i shouldn’t have let anyone under 18 follow in the first place, i mostly had the 18+ sign due to fictional gore since it was a SAW twitter so the twitter bots didn’t immediately snipe me. it was never explicitly nsfw except for the occasional “hoffman sexy slut” comments.

honestly? i’m just done talking about this as a whole. i’m not going to answer anything else about it, positive or negative. i’m going to continue reflecting and staying off of twitter for my own mental health. love you too <3