#readytogiveup
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Photo
They torment me everyday...some days are worse than others...like today... At least finding out one of the main characters in my books im reading has the same problems helps...in a weird way...nice to have someone that understands even if it is fictional characters...and at least they dont talk back or turn on me like people do...and she has trust issues too...馃檹馃槶馃檹馃槶 My Nesta... I'm on chapter 11 of acosf so no spoilers plz... #badmentalhealthday #bookstagram #bookssavedmylife #booklover #nestaarcheron #nesta #acosf #acotarseries #badmentalhealth #depressionquoutes #quotes #manicdepression #anxiety #readytogiveup #hatelife #whatsthepoint https://www.instagram.com/p/CSqJzVPoC-w/?utm_medium=tumblr
#badmentalhealthday#bookstagram#bookssavedmylife#booklover#nestaarcheron#nesta#acosf#acotarseries#badmentalhealth#depressionquoutes#quotes#manicdepression#anxiety#readytogiveup#hatelife#whatsthepoint
2 notes
路
View notes
Text
I have been living in my car for three months now. I was working but transportation issues fucked that up. My "best friend" and I parted ways about a month and a half ago. I've been seeing an amazing guy for about nine months now and absolutely cherish him. But is that enough? I am still laying here in my car on a rainy Saturday feeling more alone than ever. I cannot evade the tears rolling down my cheeks like the raindrops on my windows. I have no home. No income. No purpose. I merely exist in a world that belongs to others. My legs are swollen from sitting upright so much, I am living on value menu and tuna. I sleep in shopping center parking lots. I bathe with soap and baby wipes in park porta potties. I have resorted to leaving my cash app handle as a signature in hopes of a couple dollars for food and gas until I can find another job. It's hard to do with no physical or mailing address. I can't even get the herb 馃尶 that reduces the depression and anxiety.
$SoulSurvivor83
#homeless#poor#hungry#alone#sad#helpme#tired#readytogiveup#charity#ILiveInMyCar#brokensoul#depression#depressed#weed#420#highlife#cashapp
3 notes
路
View notes
Text
Mentality
My mental illness likes to creep up on me like some Indian dude in my DMs. Eerily when I'm supposed to be happy and stable. Funny how that works
# # # #
2 notes
路
View notes
Photo
GoFundMe link in bio. Rent is due tomorrow! After that I'll also owe $160 in late fees... Please help if you can 馃挏 . . . . . #laidoff #unemployedeightmonths #needhelp #begging #fundraising #crowdfunding #gofundme #tired #newjobsoon #readytogiveup https://www.instagram.com/p/B3NexjVJbUq/?igshid=1r47m70s6qkbn
#laidoff#unemployedeightmonths#needhelp#begging#fundraising#crowdfunding#gofundme#tired#newjobsoon#readytogiveup
0 notes
Text
Tired. Just tired.
I'm tired of being hurt by people that "love and care about me more than I will ever know". I'm tired of sacrificing my happiness and sanity for the sake of those around me. I'm tired of biting my tongue and going the extra mile only to receive mediocrity in return. I'm tired of breaking my neck to make sure that shit is perfect and that things run smoothly, just to have people ruin the experience. I'm tired of making sure that I'm available when needed but when I need someone there is no one around. I'm tired of laughing when all I want to do is scream and cry and break shit. I'm tired of trying to make you proud when no matter what I do, you never will be. I'm tired of giving up on me, to make sure that you are okay. Im tired of putting my wants/needs second when you ask for something. I'm tired of being second to your aint shit relatives. I'm tired of doing way more than they ever will only to be continually ignored, unheard and accused of being crazy. I'm tired of my feelings being dismissed. Im tired of trying. I'm tired of being told to pray or continue to "hold on". I'm tired. Just tired.
0 notes
Photo
You really messed with my head. Knocked me off of my axis. I would get out of bed but around here the fact is. No one who's willing to listen will listen without taking sides of the story. Gravity's holding me here but if I had a say all I'd say is that I need space. . . . . . . . . . . #space #marenmorris #depression #anxiety #dysthymia #readytogiveup #mentalhealth https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv4dQOEnhQw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m3o9uageg8d4
0 notes
Text
You know life is really quite interesting... cruel but interesting. Just when I thought for one micro-second that I was getting my shit together... fuck no! Lets have her knocked down to her knees begging for the pain to stop as I am used once more. I will never understand how humans can treat each other the way they do.
0 notes
Photo
Been an interesting day here for #homeschooling .... I need chocolate. #homeschool #homeschoolmom #momlife #cursive #readytogiveup #mom #icandothis #ByGodsgracealone #wheresmychocolate (at Frederick, Maryland)
#readytogiveup#wheresmychocolate#bygodsgracealone#homeschool#cursive#homeschooling#homeschoolmom#icandothis#momlife#mom
0 notes
Photo
#movements #protection #anxiety #depression #readytogiveup
1 note
路
View note
Photo
馃幎We are all stars in the sky We all shimmer then decay So I wonder - did I burn out, Make a mark or fade away? 馃幎 #selfie #girlwithpiercings #piercings #girlwithink #ink #theamityaffliction #thiscouldbeheartbreak #ibringtheweatherwithme #tired #overit #readytogiveup #saveme
#ibringtheweatherwithme#tired#selfie#readytogiveup#girlwithpiercings#thiscouldbeheartbreak#saveme#piercings#theamityaffliction#ink#girlwithink#overit
2 notes
路
View notes
Text
Man, yesterday and today were completely black and white.
0 notes
Photo
Death has knocked on my door 4 times... I've defeated him all 4 times... How many lives to I have left until I can be peace? #death #deathcallsmyname #knockingonmydoor #fighter #survivor #readytogiveup
0 notes
Photo
Me everyday 馃槥
14 notes
路
View notes
Photo
Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder. #selfie #currentmood #sleepless #wideawake #beauty #indaface #bw #kindalonelysadconfusedfrustrated #readytogiveup
#beauty#readytogiveup#selfie#sleepless#kindalonelysadconfusedfrustrated#currentmood#indaface#bw#wideawake
0 notes
Photo
This is how I'm feeling right now. I'm just ready to give up with everything, this is my current mood #tired #mycurrentmood #readytogiveup #nottrueanymore #notsurewhattodo
0 notes