#readin ntn

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god i’m thinking about how ianthe keeps alluding to johns having apparently spent this whole book wallowing in self pity and i want to strangle him so bad

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me as the spirit of the earth compressed into a synthesized human body and having switched into another organic human body and forgotten where i came from: MAN i love women and eating garbage

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okay finished… thoughts-

gideon didn’t deserve that. it was like crux won at the end. he always had some shit to say and she lost her cool, rightfully so, but god i wish he had just shut the fuck up and died

poor nona, but i’m excited about alecto. i hope she remembers and is able to��� follow through? on her time as nona

finally realizing what alecto is has me so hype, rly wanna reread the whole series now but i doubt i’ll have time before i lend the books to my friend

cannot wait to see more of paul in the next book and rly glad that pal and camilla made it through this book in their way. i love seeing pal refuse to die time and time again, It’s What He Deserves

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“that is how meat loves meat” is so fucking funny bc i’ve seen art w that line on it and thought it was gonna be some big dramatic moment but instead it is a meat-bound planet spirit like “this is the kinda shit y’all like to do right? did i do it wrong, or-” GDKDHDKDBDJ

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“Why are you not appeased? That is how meat loves meat.”

and

“Get in line, thou big slut.”

killing me

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john lost his fucking mind and killed everyone to save earth and then sacrificed earth to save himself from the resurrection beasts? it’s so crazy how this guy keeps making me hate him more and more despite me being fully at maximum hatred for him

like of course you think true forgiveness doesn’t exist bc you cannot ever be forgiven for your endless list of crimes you fucking idiot

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THATS WHY SHES THE GREEN ONE AND THE DRINKER

AND THATS WHY JOHN SAID THERE WERE EIGHT RBs EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE NINE PLANETS

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book that makes you laugh through the tears

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OPEN THE DICTIONARY TO THE WORD HYPOCRITE AND JOHN GAIUS’S STUPID SMUG FACE IS THERE I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL HE GETS WHAT IS COMING TO HIM BC HES BEEN OUT HERE SACRIFICING PEOPLE- THE PEOPLE CLOSEST TO HIM HE SACRIFICED TWICE!!!!- AND HE NEEDS TO BE TAKEN OUT FOR GOOD

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he’s saying he didn’t want gideon to remember or for any of them to remember because they wouldn’t forgive themselves but it’s literally because he doesn’t want anyone to question him for 1) killing the entire population of the earth and then 2) making himself a fucking god

this guy really killed 10 billion people and only resurrected a few million and made them all worship him and forget what he did

he refuses to face consequences or even being questioned by people that used to be his partners- making them his “saints” and shit, like he talks about the “cult” thing as though his hand was forced and as though it was a front he put up to get publicity but literally all he wanted in the end was to be a fuckin cult leader and he made a whole world based on that

he is literally a manchild that got unspeakable power and used that power to do the worst shit possible i hate this guy so fucking much

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1) if my theory about alecto being nona is right then it puts gideon asking “do you love her” into some perspective that makes me want to die!!! at least i’m thinking that gideon and i have the same theory (or maybe gideon actually does know) and i’m :((((

2) god palamedes and camilla becoming Actual Garnet is so bittersweet i can’t wait to see what kind of character they are

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shit that is making me sob

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god the closer we got to this reveal the more sure i was that this was going to happen bc why would he have to resurrect everyone unless everyone had died at once and who would have had the power to kill everyone at once but his crazy ass

anyway fuck john all my homies hate john

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dumb bitch john saying “why don’t my guys believe in me anymore :(((((“ when he’s literally threatening to kill millions of people in nuclear war so that he can supposedly save the world i literally hate this stupid ass mf so much

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WHAT is a green and breathing thing Varun What Do You MEAN!!!

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pash is wake’s niece no wonder she’s such a dick smdh