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ruthlessly deleting old 2021/2022 posts (not by me) from my dean studies tag like *click* un-incorporating that from my beliefs system! also the way SO many posts have me like ok uh-huh good aaand then say one completely wrong thing that loses me. it's so many posts.
#it's usually when they randomly drop some line of fanon. like saying dean has never admitted to being wrong in his life#or never expressed an emotion or been vulnerable or doesn't Talk About Feelings or is super duper RepressedTM#like i'm sorry. have you watched the show. oh and have you taken off the sammy POV goggles first?#bc this guy is always crying and being vulnerable and talking about his feelings. he is self-aware.#he may not always want to talk to sam abt things! but he sure does talk about things with other people#do i need to reblog the compilation posts AGAIN?#(also re: his sexualiy? AWARE. sorry i saw him flirt and be flustered by so many men. he knows how he feels.)#and then 'first time ever admitting to being wrong' this one came from a post abt dean's prayer in the trap#like i'm sorry but first of all. dean apologizes more than any other character on the show. there are hard numbers on this.#people have tracked this on spreadsheets. i think ilarual is one of them.#and often he is apologizing for things that aren't even his fault! but he still feels responsible for bc he's been made to feel that way#his whole life!!#other characters *cough samandcas *cough* apologizing Less doesn't mean they've Done less things wrong#it just means they're not owning up to it and brushing it under the rug. something both do frequently.#anyways. aside from apologies. dean also has no problem admitting he's wrong y'know when he's actually wrong#which is less often than you'd think bc he has pretty good instincts and intuition and often suspects things which turn out to be Right#but anyways. another thing abt the trap prayer is. i don't think cas Needed to be forgiven#i think dean was justified in feeling angry w cas over the circumstances leading to the Death of His Mother! totally normal grief response!#i think cas also understands dean to be someone who needs time to process and deal with his feelings (he says as much to jack)#however. despite me not think dean Needs to forgive cas. the thing is. with dean when it comes to cas the forgiveness is implicit#when he says /of course i forgive you/ and in the cut like /of course i wanted you to stay/ like. yes he was mad and dealing with grief#but also. yes cas was already forgiven even back then. he just needed Time to work through the feelings#anyways i think dean says he 'forgives' cas bc it's what CAS needed to hear to stop feeling guilty and dean gives him that closure#but i also think cas was already forgiven even in dean's anger. he wants him there always. i'd rather have you. we can fix this. etc etc#a lot of tags for a non-rebloggable post ajksdfs maybe i'll make these into a real post sometime#vic.txt#dean and feelings#so i can find this all again later
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The Mandalorian hesitates at the thought of an old friend...
Network of Coverts is a Mandalorian anthology comic I add onto from time whenever we start to miss them the most.
Next time: How Fennic Shand learned The Mandalorians name...
#the mandalorian#star wars#Network of Coverts#This is a re-upload. I accidentally deleted the og post while cleaning up some old self-reblogs. I should have just left well enough alone.#Now all the kind notes from the old post are cut off from me and I am so sad.#comics
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folks really use that "not to be a lesbian but-" reaction image on people's selfies huh?
#im a lesbian too but uhhhhhhh please be normal towards me#re: reblogs on my most recent posted image of self
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if you have a question, it is wholly okay and arguably important that you at least sometimes look up the answer. if you aren't sure about information you want to share on social media, you can also double check its veracity prior to sharing. if you still aren't sure after searching for more information yourself, then asking strangers on the internet is fine, but confirm any answers you receive prior to internalizing them. (which you can do by using key terms from others' answers in your subsequent search strings.)
this won't stop you from interacting with others on tumblr dot com. instead, it will deepen those interactions, improve your digital literacy, and prevent me from manifesting as your sleep paralysis demon.
#sorry i just. i'm trying. but i just saw a reblog asking questions answered by the listicle linked in the post. like in the intro.#and several notes/replies doing the same. i'm sure people just skimmed the text at the beginning to read the listicle.#which is fine. but if you have follow up questions re: a list. the intro/preface to the list is a great place to start.#and conjecture isn't necessary when you can like. look things up. and find out why or how or when or where or what.#you don't have to just make up facts that you can look up. you don't have to spread facts you aren't sure are facts either.#and like this is just like a mild and recent example of an ongoing issue that is measurably impacting information flows#if you make confirming/following up on info a habit for the things that don't matter#you'll be better equipped for when it does matter.#btw if you wedge yourself into my notes solely to cauterwaul that the enshittification of Google precludes any self guided learning#then I will eat all of your fingernails right out of your nail beds.#so. factor that into the substance of any replies/reblogs.#(I will gladly offer resources if asked.)#(I will eat your fingernails if you have only defensive justifications for your own refusal to seek out info)#(ignorance is not a problem. Never bothering to even try to learn & refusing self direction is a choice you should keep to yourself)
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don't take this the wrong way but i think it's a bit backwards that all these gif creators complain about promoting other creators and yet keep self reblogging and promoting their own gifs. would be nice to give less popular gif makers a chance!
ooooooooooooooh my god go fuck yourself
#like#lmao#i can't take this serious enough to write a proper response#i BARELY self reblog and even if i did it a lot SO WHAT#i like the gifs *i* make (surprise) so sometimes i look at my own gifs to re-reblog them#why am i even explaining myself#like. OF ALL THE THINGS TO ADDRESS
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i started rewatching suzume cuz its a beautiul movie but im still not prepared for the sewer scene between suzume and daijin even tho ive seen it already.............
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I don't know what's better or worse
The projects I can't really do anything with because the base concept and scope simply lie outside of my field of skill (Citadel Of Splinters or Re-Pioneer, which are games; and Black Lotus or [Minigun Angel Project], which are meant to be manga)
Or the projects I can work on easily but just haven't gotten as far with as I should due to procrastination and lack of focus (Metroid Silence, Magical Girl Parallel Inversion, retooling Magical Girl Diurnal Retribution away from its original badly-considered format, The Forbidden Lands, etc.)
Or the one that legitimately straddles the line between, it's doable but is gonna take a lot of effort and branching out: [Yuri Otome Project]
#not a reblog#citadel of splinters is basically the poster child for the stuff#that is cool to think about but simply outside my scope#being a big 3D first-person metroidvania#with a focus on parkour and bullet hell mechanics#like that's the kind of shit that would take a studio to pull off#or at the very least an indie team#re-pioneer wouldn't be as demanding in a physics sense#but still of the kind of mechanical depth and scope that I couldn't do it alone#and black lotus and minigun angel project#not only need me to get way better/faster/more consistent at drawing#but I'd want them to be in a specific art style#so its like#probably better to just find an artist#and have money on hand and scripts ready idk#point is those are kinda stalled for a reason#but it still feelsbad.png#meanwhile the rest also feel bad but because with those#I have no such excuses other than poor self-management#so *shrug*
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#re: previous reblog: this is also why i don't like Anticapitalist Onboarding Rhetoric that borrows the narrative tropes of Grand Conspiracy#sorry but genuine systemic analysis is fundamentally incompatible with the image of a Secret Room full of malicious cackling puppetmasters#like is that not the WHOLE POINT..? that there are conditions under which Bad Things can perpetuate themselves absent Bad Actors..?#(like we could evaporate all Racist People with an anti racism laser tomorrow but b/c of current inequalities in income housing school etc#without actual wealth redistribution that won't actually FIX the inequality because it's entrenched enough to have become self sustaining)#idk maybe it just exists disproportionately where i've been looking but i feel like i'm seeing a huge upswing over this past year#in people who act as if the only two narratives are 'Everything Wrong is Your Own Fault' or 'Someone is Fucking With You on Purpose'#& i've felt like a crazy person for a while shouting about how leaning into the rhetoric & mentality of the second one is NOT HARMLESS#just because you point it at some person/people too powerful for you to really materially do harm to.#(introducing it under those parameters alone doesn't domesticate it! doesn't make it Safe to keep with you in your brain house!)#like i didnt Really Not Enjoy the gleeful countdowns of 'only x hrs of air left in that submarine lol' b/c of my deep love for billionaires#but i was struck by how many selfdescribed leftists really do seem to want to act as the agents of an equitable redistribution of suffering#& that just...doesn't ever lead anyone to good places. & it feels insane that i have to say that lol. but i'm right. & it doesn't.
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coming in with mildy old grievances
upon letting it rest a bit, boston's ending in ofts still doesn't make any sense.
him and nick splitting? fine. him making out with beam knowing that this is not what nick and him agreed to? maybe? idk, the writing makes it seem plausible at least.
but the point being that he is left alone since he was a bad friend?
would only make sense if he wasn't shown to have genuine affection for nick and (uncharacteristically) grovel at his friends feet.
if we are to believe that the ending makes sense because his one (unforgivable) mistake was to not value friendship, why does the show take the time to have him panic about getting found with top by mew in the shower, keep it a secret, admit his affections for nick to himself, be down on himself after his friends shun him and ask "why am i always an asshole to the people i like" and then fully lose all his prior demeanour to try and honestly make up with his friends?
if he's supposed to be a stone-cold bitch who has no affections for anyone else whatsoever, why would he degrade himself like that? especially send photographs to this "friendgroup" months later from new york as if he still needs them and their approval to feel included?
this might bring back the slut-shaming discourse for the umpteenth time, but if the punishment by the narrative was supposed to make sense solely due to him being an asshole of a friend, things don't quite add up.
(and i don't think there is a way that this is not cruel, even when everyone else - sans nick maybe - is acting quite in character, e.g. Mew not only not forgiving him - fair - but being cruel about it by feigning that he's okay with Boston staying in the group...actually, this is going to be too much to put in a bracket, so:
Mew had his revenge (disproportionately when you ask me, but that is neither here nor there) but I do understand that he doesn't want to be friends with Boston anymore. However, he did basically force Boston back into working on the group project. It was only after the Atom thing (where both him and Ray knew that there hadn't been any SA or at least didn't actually care if there was) that Boston was out of the group again. And when Chueam offers to let him back in, Mew suddenly is like "well, you cannot decide that by yourself". Yes, Mew can change his mind on wanting to have Boston around but it doesn't make his behaviour any less cruel. Nor does Chueam not apologising and Ray not caring at all how Boston has become austrasized for the thing he did not do (I cannot overemphasize how Mew did let Boston back into the group - even if it is just for the project - since he called them even to some degree) make them any less shitty friends. And they clearly do not care about hurting him when they smell blood during the new years party that Boston fucked up with Nick.
Is there a difference between being cruel to a friend and being cruel by sleeping with his partner? that's sth everyone can decide for themselves.
but it absolutely gives less and less credence to the justification for his treatment by the show being that he's "just an asshole and a really bad friend".
and to call it a good ending since he meant to cut all ties before moving to new york anyways? only makes sense if it wasn't shown as a change in how he does things that he wants to try and date nick until then. which was a really interesting turn: someone like him wouldn't change to be monogamous but trying to not sleep with people for a few months? could've very well been possible as well as an interesting thing to try as someone like boston. but if we are to believe that he truely doesn't care since he plans on leaving, there would be no reason to try and get his friends forgiveness nor send them a present from new york afterwards.
the others do feel in character, but with the emphasize on the casual slut shaming they do (while it is a conscious theme of the show) and nick even going as far as saying "maybe you are the type of person who should roll alone" (instead of: we just don't fit but that doesn't mean people like you have to be alone) it really doesn't feel like this is about him being an asshole in general at all. queer friendship - despite what the title might infer - hasn't been a central theme of the show. which obviously is up to the writers. but the personal vendetta that seems to have seeped in against someone who was like Boston feels a bit disappointing. if anything, it makes an otherwise interesting show feel very inconsistent and carries the unfortunate side-effect of making the audience feel like this show meant to say some disparranging things about "sluts".
even in the constraints of the story the writers clearly set out to tell, there was a much more interesting and compelling characterization left on the board in favor of moralising in the last minute on not being a slut.
#only friends the series#ofts#beyond tumblr a lot of the audience response was to rejoice at the retribution which is a bit disappointing for one of the more interesting#characters introduced in the series#notwithstanding any translation issues re: to what nick says#but the whole picture makes the messaging pretty clear#and it is curious because i do like that the others not necesseraly are given clear happy endings: chueam believes she fixed the friendgrou#and has never apologized for accusing boston of sa#the choice by force to have top look so out of himself when mew tells sand to kiss him??!! there is still so much in there (further illustr#ted by mix's cameo)#sandray being cute and seemingly on a good path? yes - but i do think not everyone in the audience has forgotten the economic disparaty#between them - sand's self-sacrificing nature and ray's tendency to call him the most cruel names without ever apologizing for it#i felt very empty when boston was left on that curb - but i went wtf when his last mention in the show was him sending them the group photo#maybe i will still write that piece on ethics in this show#other than that and reccing that one tonnick fic i will continue to finally reblog all the amazing ofts gifsets
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that being said my inbox is always open if someone needs to yell at me, i have social anxiety and my depression makes me curl up inside myself on some social situations tbh but im trying to be better at it!!
#re: last reblog#so um yeah im always up to talk hi#i try to respond to everything but sometimes i forget and/or im mentally ill but uuuuuh yeah#idk why you'd like to be friends with me im a flop of a person to say the least lmao but anyways no more time for self depreciation today!#but yeah. inbox is open. i frequently reblog ask things. just yell at me about whatever im always down to learn about new brain rots lmao#night is an absolute mess on main
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What a horrible night for a curse (penis)
#low res barking#i've missed my gnrh shot and now will have to wait a week#maybe two#and every time they run out#i get really really upset. so look forward to more self destructive drunk posting#ok to reblog
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speaking of 2010 les mis fandom.
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like i dont make fanfic choices bc theyre mechanically correct i make them because im writing a fanfiction
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started cleaning up the wikipedia article for goncharov because it is in extremely bad shape especially given how notable the movie is... going on 50 years old and a cult classic... unfortunately i haven't rewatched it yet and the plot description they have here doesn't make any sense, not to mention i am not super well versed in the releases or anything and i feel like i'm missing credits too??? but it was basically nothing when i started, almost like the movie didn't even exist
anyway please help me edit it or it's going to drive me nuts
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#ok tmi warning but re: last reblog#and also just general self pity#last time I saw my old fwb was Thee First time he actually got me off#and then like a week later said he was too busy and overwhelmed to see me again#can't have shit! lmao!
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