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[nyancrimew]

just had a pretty bad breakdown until i accidentally clicked on a bitcoin conference video ad on twitter and got stunlocked so hard i stopped crying

[starshakez]

Hi starshake fans.. holds new art out to you..

[carnage-cathedral]

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[rainandsugarcane2000]

"are you two..? are you two here together???"

"yes we are!! i love himm sooo much!!" i say sarcastically, wrapping my arm around his waist. i loved him with all my heart, but nobody else needed to know that.

"ew no" he says, playfully pushing me off.

"i have never seen someone with such discomfort on their face" she says with a laugh.

he wraps an arm around my shoulders. "come onnnnn we gotta go back to the otherss"

i smile, following him back, leaning into his touch. we take pictures, laugh with his friends, his hands on me at all times. usually his arm was around my waist, other times he stood so close we were touching. he would bend down, his breath hot against my ear everytime he spoke to me.

"my moms here im gonna go, i lovee youuu, send me those pictures!!", i head over to my best friend who was dancing with her friends "im gonna head out".

"oh i was just about to come over!!"

"your stuff is on the chair still, love you," i say, heading for the door, "have a goodnight," the chaperones say as i exit. "thank you, you too" i shout back, smiling.

my mom drives me home,

"yea it was good!!"

i get home, riding my high. i start to think. i change and turn out my light. i curl up under the covers and start to sob. i remember at one point he was stood on a ledge, his hand on my shoulder, playing with the tips of my hair. i had been resting. my eyes closed and cheek pressed against his thigh, inhaling the cold night breeze.

he will never care for you the way you do for him.

[lustfilth]

posting in advance 4 tummy tuesday

[nyancrimew]

[rustyscreech]

is there some misinformation campaign going on cuz I've had two different customers in a very short period of time try to complain to us saying it's illegal to tax bottled water. like that's such a specific wrong idea where are people getting this

[mtridactyla]

when will we get a disney princess with pink hair and pronouns

[hellshire-harlot]

I wish I could feel like things will get better but I think I’ve genuinely lost all hope. Nothing matters anymore because nothing ever gets better. I’m just so exhausted.

I’m sick of living solely for others I wanna live for myself. But what is there to live for??? I don’t want my only reason for being alive to be ‘mom would be sad’. I want to have reasons like ‘I want to do this someday’ or ‘I want to meet this person someday’. But I just can’t. My brain is too tired of having every little bit of joy scraped away. I genuinely do not want to live and I haven’t wanted to live since I was 13.

But I can’t kill myself because people are depending on me. So then I start to wonder if those people are just anchors keeping me from moving to the next life. And that’s an awful way to think but I can’t remember a time I didn’t think it.

Why does nothing ever get better? Why can’t I just be happy and safe? Why did I have to be born? This world has brutalized me at every step this world has given me next to no reason to love it, to want to stay within it, but suddenly I’m selfish for wanting out? I don’t understand. I want to go home.

[walnutcookie]

hi guys

[habeascorpseus]

they tried to put me on the cover of vogue, but i was so small the cameraman had to use a magnifying glass to get a hi def picture of me

[fractaldunes]

Average Potemkin Main (she/her)

[gemharvest]

I'm not gonna lie people not shutting up abt "trauma dumping" for a bit has done a lot of damage to me as a guy who already deals with issues that make me feel like I'm being a burden on my friends. POV you are learning that you actually can't bottle everything up right as the internet is going to get real annoying about the latest term that the masses are gonna misinterpret.