#rb if you hate timezones :-)

[arsenicflame]

Bonus round! Do you use a queue tag?

[boyobjectifier]

they should invent a long distance relationship that is…. not….. long distance

[worldclassinsomniac]

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[slnnohan]

that one ‘when you’re rude to me i do this’ and it’s like a diagram of a Creature w the fangs biting into someone . yes me but wiIfre also

[tighnaeri]

long post utc

to be v honest guys,, i don't think this tumblr thing is working out for me. fyi i'm not new to genshinblr, i've joined first in august / sept 2021 but have left in nov / dec. wasn't too involved in it except writing so yeah. all my moots are AMAZING. they were so fun to interact with on this one month or so journey but actually? i don't think this is cut out for me.

not for the hate anons, weird creepy dms or asks from people not only to me but literally most of my mutuals. but it's actually very toxic ?? first time and even this time i've noticed how my attention span has decreased immaculately because im scrolling on tumblr, insta all day instead of sitting down, watching a 3 hour movie with a lot of plot or reading a book. which imo is toxic

i love, love interacting with y'all so much. it's very enlightening but at the same time with me looking at one screen for the whole day for around 12-13 hours without doing anything productive or having a recreation of any sorts is kinda disheartening for me. even writing fanfics is a hobby, but i'm not even getting that type of motivation or enlightment from anyone around me to pursue something, even small.

even before joining tumblr again i've had this issue where i'd scroll on tiktok and instagram for hours n hours wishing i could have an exciting life instead of lying in bed with my 140 pound self.

i think i might leave tumblr once and for all. this has not helped my mental health at all. once i again my mutuals i give trophies as theyre much more hardworking than me. i've had selfdoubts, insecurities here and then and you guys have made it so much better /gen.

i would love to give you all a goodbye, as i'll be deactivating this account around tomorrow 5 am or so in gmt+4 timezone. :)

would like to mention my mutuals who might see this sooner or later and my mutuals rn as well.

@tiredsleep @astrxealis @o91wo @telemi @scarahours @catcze @raincxtter @foxic @rxspbrrry @something-was-here @yinyinggie @heizours @mx-kamisato @meimeimeirin @ilyelan @cxlrosii i am really tired to mention all my mutuals, so feel free to rb if you like. sorry if i have not mentioned you as ik i have more mutuals than this :) love all of you,

regards,

— june.

[canumoveurseatup-no]

I posted 864 times in 2021

469 posts created (54%)

395 posts reblogged (46%)

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I added 490 tags in 2021

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

WHAT IS UP WITH PEOPLE GUILT TRIPPING SAM?! i would like to know! when sharon said that to sam and had him feeling bad about having to be on the run for five years i never wanted to jump through a screen so bad.

ma’am i don’t think a gun was held to your head when you decided to meet up with them to give them the shield and wings back.

that was your choice. just like it was your choice to kiss the very man who you knew was in love with your aunt but i digress.

and here we have bucky again expecting so much out of sam “I need you to stick your neck out on the line for me again”

349 notes • Posted 2021-04-05 15:13:08 GMT

#4

ooh ohh!! may you please write a blurb about Plum being a complete mommy's girl and Bucky loving Reader and Plum's connection, but also wishing he had that with Plum!! can be slightly angsty but mostly fluff plz 🥺

AWH I ALWAYS IMAGINED PLUM BEING A DADDY’S GIRL 🥺 Plum is aged up a bit in this

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“I don’t think she likes me very much,” Bucky sulked silently. He was watching you rock her back and forth in her arms as she slept.

“What would make you say that?” You frown at his words, “You’re her dad. She adores you, Buck,”

“But she doesn’t let me hold her when she cries, she doesn’t want me to help her when she’s sick. Only you, she won’t let me read her her favorite story. What’s wrong with me?”

“Baby,” you move Plum into his arms and she murmurs softly in her sleep, cuddling right into him “There are just some things mama does better. Ever notice notice how she doesn’t let me cut her pancakes? Or let me brush her teeth? She only likes it when you’re the one singing and dancing with her to her favorite kidz bop cd,”

“I don’t know… I just expected her to be a papa’s girl,” Bucky kisses the forehead of his gorgeous daughter, “I just don’t like it when she cries because of me,”

“She’s a mama and papa’s girl, Buck,” you run your hand over his head, “She cries because she’s an emotional character but we both handle it well. She loves you no matter what,”

Bucky wanted to believe your words but he’s seen how Plum is with you and he just feels it’s not like that with him. He’s glad you and her are the way that you two are, he just feels like he’s missing out sometimes.

“I feel like I’m a terrible dad somehow,” he huffed, not wanting tears to come to his eyes. Bucky always wanted to make sure he was the best dad he could be and he wasn’t feeling that, “I’ll be better. I just gotta find out what I’m doing wrong”

He was truly convinced something was wrong with his parenting, when he doesn’t realize your daughter adores him to the ends of the universe and back.

“She’s another you,” Bucky stared down at Plum and adores the way her brown cheeks shine and the way her mouth slightly hangs open as she sleeps, “I want to be the best dad I can for her. M-maybe she doesn’t have a strong connection with me because I-I don’t look like her,”

“Oh please,” you whisper yell and slap his shoulder, “You think she cares about that? She doesn’t know either. She knows you’re her dad! And nothing is gonna change that. I just happened to be the one carrying her for a good nine months so the connection is internal. My body created housed a soul. Connections are always different between parents,”

You miss his cheeks and you can tell your words mean something to him and helps relieve his stress for a minute.

“Doesn’t mean she doesn’t love you. Doesn’t mean she’s not a papa’s girl. She’s our baby Bucky she’s gonna act different for each of us. That’s just the facts,”

“You’re right,” he kissed Plum’s head one more time and looks at you. He’s so blessed to have you two.

“But watch, I’m gonna win her heart fully and she’s gonna be team dad!,”

“One thing you need to realize is you already won her heart, baby”

358 notes • Posted 2021-09-22 01:22:38 GMT

#3

Voicemails

(Messy part 2)

summary: you keep dodging their calls and all they can leave is messages in hopes you’ll call back.

word count: 14.1k 

pairings: bucky x black!reader x steve x wanda ; black!reader x natasha ; black!reader x tony

warnings: this is dialogue heavy, therapy appointments, mentions and descriptions of nightmares, drunk sex, angst, pregnancy scare, mentions of abuse, ANGST

a/n: please do not repost my work, translate it or take credit for it. thank you.

a/n: A LOT of you asked to be tagged in this so PLEASE show support! thank you!! <3

———

And at certain point breathing got harder and nothing made sense.

———

It was all a mess and neither of them were okay.

Steve held the envelope in his hands with its contents inside just wanting to toss it.

“What is it?” Bucky was the first to ask. He felt sick, he felt like the walls were closing in on him, he was barely able to get enough air in to complete a full deep breath, “Steve, what is it!”

Steve slowly opened it to find a paper, a card with a pencil and your ring.

You were done.

Wanda stepped up to look inside it and felt her head beginning to pound. Looking up at Steve her chin began to tremble, “No,”

A smile and a chuckle left her body. Thinking it was some sort of prank that was being played on them.

“No! No, sh-she’s not!”

Bucky had enough of the mystery and snatched the envelope from Steve’s hands in a rush of emotion before dumping the contents on the bed.

He saw the glimmer of your ring and he about vomited from the wave of hurt he was feeling. He saw your letter to them and he couldn’t even look at it. There was no way you just left this here with no goodbye, without telling them!

His fingers wrapped around the card and pencil to pick it up. Sobs wracked his body as he noticed it was something you had planned out in your scrapbook.

Pencil Us In!!

Steve Rogers, James Buchanan Barnes and Wanda Maximoff as we request your presence when we join in Holy Matrimony. We invite you to share our joy and love on the Twentieth of December, Two-Thousand and Twenty one, 2pm at 569 Leaman Place Brooklyn Heights.

The words weigh heavy on Bucky’s shoulders. Where is your name? You even went as far as picking out the date and picking him and Steve’s empty apartment building as the venue to get married as it was something that they held dearly to their hearts. It was vacant but could be done up to hold a beautiful ceremony.

“You did this,” He growled. Turning to Steve and seeing no hint of emotion angered him, “You hear me?! You did this!!”

He waved the invitation around in Steve and Wanda’s face.

“She’s gone! She left her ring, she packed her shit, broke up with us through a letter and she’s gone!”

Bucky could not contain his sadness and anger. Why did it have to be like this?

“We did this!,” Wanda corrected. There was no way she was going to stand by and let him blame just them for this result, “We all made her feel unloved at one point or another,”

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437 notes • Posted 2021-11-18 23:30:46 GMT

#2

bucky guilt tripping sam by saying “maybe he was wrong about you. if he was wrong about you then he was wrong about me” is not as cute as y’all think it is. but imma be quiet 🥴🤐

452 notes • Posted 2021-03-26 14:59:01 GMT

#1

Messy

summary: relationships were never easy, especially when there’s 4 of you. work calls upon your attendance frequently and things within your relationship get messy when you start to feel left out but the others don’t understand.

word count: 20.8k

pairing: black!reader x wanda x bucky x steve ; black!reader x tony platonic ; black!reader x sam x nat x clint

warnings: slow burn, communication problems trope, feelings of inadequacy, feeling unloved, fighting, screaming, suspicions of infidelity, mentions of blood usage of marijuanaaaa

A/N: DO NOT STEAL, REPOST, TRANSLATE OR TAKE CREDIT FOR MY WORK!! NO ONE HAS PERMISSION TO DO SO!!

A/N: y’all are probably like “why this bitch always writing angst”- it’s a result of my maladaptive daydreaming disorder, leave me alone lol.

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You wanted to believe that all of this was just a figment of your imagination. You didn’t want to believe that any of this was happening, that is, until you finally saw it with your own eyes and there was no denying that it was happening.

You saw the pictures on social media, the glasses of champagne, the careless smiles and middle fingers in the air. You didn’t want to believe it but, you were being left out of your own relationship. 

As a trusted employee of Stark Industries, you’re away quite a bit and you’re afraid that it’s costing you your relationship. 

“Hey babe, so I have tonight off, I was wondering if you wanted to have a date night, I know the guys are doing their own thing,” You walked in and saw Wanda in a robe, sitting at her vanity applying blush. Something told you in your gut that you would be shot down.

“Actually, Bucky is taking me out tonight, Steve is doing some late night training with Sam though if you wanna head to the compound, baby,”

You do your best not to let your smile drop as you remove your blazer and let your hair tie go to let your afro bloom. 

“No uhm, nevermind. Maybe it’s just best I stay in tonight. I’m actually a little tired,”

“Okay,” is all she says as she sends you a sweet smile through the mirror, “I don’t know what time we will be back but don’t wait up, I know you have work in the morning,” you didn’t miss the frown on her face as she mentioned work. 

They love Tony but they mentioned their worries before that they feel he’s putting all of his trust in you which is taking you away from them. You’ve listened to their concerns and would take a few days off here and there but it never lasted long. 

Before you can reply Bucky walks in and doesn’t even acknowledge you, almost as if you’re invisible. 

“Hey, hun, you almost ready?” his eyes shine bright at Wanda and you can’t remember when he last looked at you like that. 

You wonder when the spark left his eyes.

“Yeah just let me get my dress on, I told Y/N not to wait up,”

Bucky looked up and he wore a look of surprise, “Oh, you’re home earlier than usual,”

“Well, you don’t seem very happy about that,” You gave a nervous laugh and he just shook his head.

“N-no th-that’s not it, it’s just... we’re not used to seeing you much,” he sounds like he’s let down.

“Well, I made sure to leave on time to get home to you guys but, looks like everyone has plans so-,”

“You can come if you’d like, baby,” Wanda offered, “We can wait a little longer,”

You were about to accept but then you realize that had you not come home early, you wouldn’t have even known that they were going out.

“No, it’s okay. This was a thing between you two first. I’m just gonna shower and go to bed,” You walk over to Wanda to kiss her soft lips and over to Bucky to kiss his, “You two be safe tonight, all right?,” 

You don’t give them time to answer before you start walking away, yet you feel Bucky’s hand lightly grab your arm

“We love you,” For some reason, his words didn’t sound very convincing, you wanted to believe it but something inside of you just told you this was dying and you didn’t want it to.

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688 notes • Posted 2021-08-31 00:17:51 GMT

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[liashideout]

Stop rbing your stuffs all the time it’s a bit... embarrassing

i decided not to post hate mail a while back but im using this opportunity to just explain thingz

i live in a completely opposite timezone to most of my followers/moots and so i reblog my new works, it is repetitive to those who are online the same time as i am, i apologize.

im not the only writer who does this and the reason i do so is so that my work reaches my followers. self reblogging doesn't make it reappear on main tags, just within my followers' dash. most people here don't actively come onto my blog to check what the latest work is so that's why.

if it annoys you, please filter the "self rb" tag, or if you wish, just unfollow me and stalk my page for the work. we writers don't owe you anything for you to come in and tell us how to manage our own blogs, we write for the people who wish to read them and so we do this to make sure it gets to them. i hope you understand.

[genderplaylist]

mogai discord server!

it's officially been a year since i created this blog! (yes, i've totally been putting off making this post, but i've got two hours left of the day in my timezone.) in honor of one year, i've decided to make a mogai discord! i hope this helps me better connect with all of the amazing people in this community :3

now, before i give out the link, i'm gonna get a little personal about this blog. to be fully honest with you all, i started this blog as a coping mechanism. i've been rather open about the fact that i myself am an ex-tr*nsmed, and when i was, i repressed a whole lot of things about myself. forget microlabels, i refused to even let myself be non-binary.

i made this as a way of regaining my confidence in my gender, my sexuality, and myself as a whole. everyone i've met along the way have been so open and accepting, and i'm so grateful for everything this community has given me. i've made so much progress - look at me now, making my own mogai discord server!

so, in a way, this is my thank you to everyone i've met and befriended; to everyone who sent in requests or helped me coin terms; to everyone who supported me through hateful comments; and, of course, to each and every single one of my followers, who have been with me through my journey to coming terms with who i am.

💖 here's the link to the discord! come and join me! 💖

(this post is okay to reblog! in fact, i'd like rbs, so more people see and join in!!)

[jwoogf-remade]

i have such good people in my life.

i'm just sitting here, and realizing how loving everyone i know is. my heart beats for all of my friends and mutuals. i haven't had the best days and i just,,, i don't understand how i got so lucky. everyone always does their best to cheer me up in the best ways possible, and i'll never understand how i'm just so damn lucky to have these kinds of people in my life??? i'm overly affectionate, and i think that sometimes that scares people away. also the fact that i'm a bit of a crackhead. but you guys just stick by my side, no matter how crazy i get sometimes. i'm so freaking grateful, and i'm so lucky to be where i am today. i'm so lucky to have you all in my life. i love everyone, so much. my heart beats a million times a minute for you. i'll always be here if you need anything. i promise i promise i promise.

@angeltual maddie, my heart is so soft for you. you're such a genuine person, and i will never understand how i got so lucky to be your friend. you make me smile when i just simply see you on my dash. please know you are loved times a million, and i love you times a million. you're so kind to me, and i will never understand how i got SO darn lucky. thank you for being such a good friend to me. i can never thank you enough, angel. you truly are an angel. i love love love you, maddie.

@gukkscafe you have made me smile so many times to the point where i can't count, shay. i am so grateful that you've been there for me through all of my hard times. you're so loving, and i am so lucky to have you by my side through everything, even though i'm a pain in the ass sometimes for not responding on time. you still tell me you love me and appreciate me. you hype me up when i'm not in the best moods. you listen to my horrible ranting. you comfort me when you can. you're there for me, and i will forever be grateful for you, shay. i love you, with all my heart, you beautiful human. i am so damn lucky to have you as my best friend. yes, my best friend, you dork.

@goner-jimin rayne, you're the softest human i have come to know. we've been through a lot together, and we've been friends for a year now. you're my longest internet friend, and i hope one day we come to meet each other. so i can hug you and squeeze you. you're so kind, and i love how you're always there for me. you listen, and although you never really know what to say half the time, i appreciate you being there for me and doing your best to cheer me up. it really is truly appreciated. you're truly appreciated. i promise to always be here for you whenever you need me, just like you've been for me. you're loved, i love you so much.

@hobioh / @silksmoothie JUHI!!! you are the sweetest human to exist, and i want you to know that i love love love you. we don't talk as much as we used to, but i want you to know that i'm always here for you if you ever need anything. you are so incredibly funny and you deserve ALL of hobi's kisses hehe i hope one day you marry that man 😔✊

@hobichus OMGGG parker!!! you are so so so freaking soft n sweet! i know we don't talk much but you are still so sweet and adorable. you make my heart clench with softness :(. you're just so adorable, parker :( like,,, my heart is ZOOMING just writing this. i love you, and i hope we talk more :(

@junguwuz eve!!! omg!!! i love you so so so much :( you are so kind to me, and i love talking to you. i message your inbox from time to time, and it's just always a good time when we talk. you're so so soooo nice and literally just a cute lil fluffball,, jungwoo would LOVEEE you!! hehe he would find you just as cute as i do 💗💗💗

@jenology cy :( omg i love you with all my heart. i know you probably won't see this, but i love you. i really really really love you. we text on imessage now and i love talking with you. i am so so so happy to be your friend and to have found you one day out of the blue. i would love to talk more and more and get to know each other more and more. i am so grateful and lucky to have you in my life. although we suck at responding and have two different timezones, i still enjoy talking to you when we can talk. you are the sweetest, most lovable human i have come across. please let me know if you ever need anything, i'll always be here, bello angelo.

@jenos KRYS!!! oMG you are literally so charming and adorable and yet also freaking funny. like you don't even know states,,,, even though you live in CALIFORNIA. omg krys seriously HSBDHSBDB you crack me up everytime we talk, and i hope you're doing well over there on the west coast. you're such a lil dork and i love you, you dweeb. hehe seriously i love you and i'm always here for you if you need anything. 💗💗💗

@jeonssky sky you are literally such a fuckin dork. and we both really suck at responding to each others messages, bUT ITS MOSTLY YOU BC YOU ALWAYS SAY "oh shit i didnt know you messaged me" HSHDHSH omfg sky you are a mess and we've been trying to talk like normal human beings for the past like two months but we always fail like dysfunctional human beings. but i love you, and i appreciate you a lot. you are really close to my heart, and i just can't thank you enough for being so kind to me and chatting with me. i'm really comfortable with you, and it's weird bc im normally not this comfortable with people i've only talked to for a few weeks. anyways, i love you bitch, pls take good care of yourself.

@jaeminslovr ABBY!!! you are so so so sweet :(. i don't understand how i got sO lucky to have you in my life. you're a fellow gemini venus, and it just warms my cold soul, bc you're so loving and lovable and caring and soft. you knew who i was already and it was sO sWeEt. i hope we talk more so we can get to know each other better :( i love you i love you i love you 💗💗 please let me know if you ever need anything, sweet human.

@pentagonexobts omg :( omg i just love you so much. you're always there for me, and you always check up on me and you're SOOO SO caring. you message me everyday to check up on me and see how i'm doing. you read my lil rants and you just care so much. and i want you to know that i care so much abt you too. it's easy to tell you care abt me, and i appreciate that so much. i finally know your name now HSBDKSJDKS but in all seriousness, i love you. and i'm always here for you if you need anything, just as you have been for me. i appreciate you with all my heart, thank you for being such a good friend to me. truly.

@sopeduo MIA OMG!!! you are so so so cute and adorable. let me just GET THIS OUT OF THE WAY REALLY QUICK!!! i love you, so so so darn much. you're such a good friend, and you're so accepting. you're really funny and although everyone bullies you, i promise to not bully you 😔✊ i mean at least not too much LMAO but in all seriousness,,,,,, i love you. and i still listen to that playlist you made me. it still warms my heart to the core, and i still smile while listening to it. you're so kind, and i wouldn't trade you for anyone else in the world. you're my cute lil name twin :( and i love you to the cheeze and back 😔✊💝💗💓🧀

@seokheaven omg frick you are the love of my life. i love you so so so so so so so so darn much. you make me feel so happy and so loved, and i am so lucky to have you in my life. i will never stop loving you, i will never stop caring for you. you make everything so much easier, and i miss you all the time. i'm clingy and i love you so so so so much baby. you're so understanding, and so caring. you've accepted me through everything and been there through everything. i will continue to love and accept you just as much as you have me. i won't ever leave you, i love you. so so so freaking much. thank you for being the best person out there for me. i love you. just,, so freaking much. 💖💕💘💓💗💝💞💝💗💓💕💘💖 i love waking up to your messages and to all the hearts you send every morning. i truly am the luckiest human to exist.

thank you for sitting through my sappy paragraphs and reading them, if you read them. i love all of you with all my heart. and i want you all to know that i am incredibly lucky to have all of you in my life. if i forgot to add you, i am sO soRrY. i'll probably rb this and add you along to it if i forgot. i was just looking through it in alphabetic order, and you know how tumblr hates me with all its soul :(

but seriously, i love all of you. so damn much. so so so damn much. please know that i'm here for you, whenever you need me. thank you for being so amazing to me, and treating me well.

i am so lucky to have you.

[mischiefandi]

I’M FUCKINGGG DONE YOU GUYYYYYYZZZZZZZZZZZZZ please read for info and love

It’s official, exams are finally over for me, I get my grades in week! Prepare yourselves because this means I will be hyperactive on here for two full weeks. You’ve been warned lmao. I’m writing tonight but I don’t really know which fic to  start with. 

I’ve begun writing all three of my coming soons but I don't know which one you want to see the most (first), which is why I am gonna have to ask you guys to tell me. Please please please tell me which one you want to read first, it would really help me out, I wanna make you guys happy and I want to thank you for being so patient with me. Click Here  to tell me which one you want to read first! It would mean the world to me! I plan on getting you a fic either by tomorrow or by Thursday!

Now that that’s out of the way, I wanna do a little something. To celebrate my official return to Tumblr and in light of quite a lot of negativity and hate spreading on here these past few weeks,  I wanted to send love and thank the people who have been with me every single step of the way, so buckle up because there are quite a few...

@redstringlovers Sammie my loveeeeeeee <3 We started talking in April and I am so glad I had the courage to approach you. You have become one of my closest friends in all honesty and in such a short amount of time, you got me to open up to you and laugh with you and trust you, so thank you so very much for being such a wonderful friend and an awesome person, I love you so so much and I can’t imagine my life without you in it! (and Shane Dawson, but, that’s a given...)

@hellogoodbyebitch Kat. I honestly can’t tell you how much I enjoy talking to you. You’re always supportive, always kind and considerate, you make me laugh (especially with your punk songs), you’re a kind and good person (you really are) and T deserves you. I love you so much, you have become a huge part of my life and I am so grateful to have you as a friend. 

@dumbass-stilinski Hiya Steff :) I wanted to tell you that some days are really hard for me but you have managed to make me laugh and smile and breathe when no one else could. Thank you for getting me obsessed with the 5sos’ album (I fully believe Michael will fall involve with you), I really cherish our friendship, love ya!

@rxppmxtch okay granted, we haven’t been talking for very long, but I honestly think of you as a friend and I am super excited to get to know you even more and have many many more fun convos with you about the World Cup and other very “interesting” subjects ;)

@honeymoonmuke Hannah, it goes without saying that you are a beautiful soul inside and out, and I really want to thank you for always being there for me. If I can ever return the favour, please don’t hesitate to tell me? I am here for you whenever you need, thank you for being so supportive and understanding and patient and ugh I have no words to describe just how much better you have made things in my life, thank you a million times, thank you *insert hundreds of pink hearts

@dylanobemineforever Hi! Yes you are on this list because dude, even though we’ve only had a few interactions, I hope there will be many more and I want you to know that you are a very cool person that I can’t wait to get to know better. 

@rememberstilinski okay, I couldn’t not put you on this list because kenz, I really really love you. We didn’t talk much but honestly, you are such a kind and nice person, I hope your life is going well and you’re doing good (more than good, I want you to be happy!!). I want you to remember that whenever you feel ready to come talk (absolutely no pressure), I will be here and I will be super happy to shower you with love and stupid puns. Love uuuu

@sumcp It comes to my attention that we’ve never actually talked before, like a real conversation but dude we should!! You seem totally awesome and fun and sweet and your rb on my fics MAKE MY DAY, you have no idea how much it means to me that you even read them! You’re super kind whenever you interact with me and I really appreciate it! DM me whenever!

@itsbilescallmebiles Okay Weird Al, I legit cried when you came back, literal tears and I am SOOOOOO happy you are! I missed you like crazy and we had only been talking for three weeks, that’s crazy! That just shows how much of an attaching person you are and how wonderful your personality is, I know I love it and I really fucking love you. Thank you for being there and supporting me through dark times, I’m just so happy you’re back from the dead dude, here’s to a long and happy friendship in the same timezone

@belleknows Bel! My exams are finally over so as of today I am officially DMing you! I can’t wait to get to know this beautiful person you are and develop a friendship with you! I hope you’re having a great day!

@spxderbarnes Em :)) sweetie!! First off thank you for the masterpiece that is your fic Spontaneous Love, it really does make me smile a lot and it means more to me than you think, second, I love talking to you so much! You’re nice and funny and kind and yeah I love you to bits <3

@susybird Susy honey, I hope it’s going really well with your little ones, I really admire you for taking this kind of stuff on, its honestly inspiring and it just shows how much of an incredible and selfless soul you are! I miss you that’s for sure, but know that we are super excited for this newest addition to your little family and we love you <3 I’m super happy for you and I can’t wait to get an update on how everything’s going. Love you and your positivity and your kindness

Finally, hugeee shoutout to these beautiful people right here @rumoured-whispers @writteninthestarsandthesky @hyperactive2411 @jurrasicpork @flirtstiles @parislight and @oceansirens for reminding me every day of why I have this blog. You guys are always so sweet, you support me every day and make life better, you really do. Don’t think you go unnoticed, trust me you don’t. Thank you all so much, I love you guys!

Okay this was my little positivity fluffy overflow thingy, hahhaa I’m sorry if I didn't mention you or anything, its probably because we don't really talk! I love each and every one of these people and they are all the bestest <3 I hope every single person in the world and on Tumblr is having the best day ever, if you’re not, here is a huge hug and loads of kisses :)

So quick lil reminder, pls go here to help me out?? thank you guys so much (it’s just the 1 question I swear) CLICK HERE

Lots of Love, V

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(1) oh honey I feel your struggle. I'm a writer in this fandom too and like... I KNOW my stuff is good. I know it. And I have spent MONTHS on fics before only to post them to a lukewarm reception. It sucks because there are so many factors. So many! Posting time vs timezones, how many followers you have, the off chance of a popular blog reblogging it.. etc. And the most frustrating thing is sometimes I'll get a good reception on one website but NONE on another site, for the exact same fic!

The unfortunate thing is that’s just kinda .. how it is. It blows dude like fandom artists don’t really have to face that? The barrier to entry for them is so much lower I think. I’ve been writing for a very long time and I’ve sort of come to terms now with the fact that sometimes a story is just only going to get so many likes/comments/etc. Even when I think it deserves more or even when I feel like I haven’t gotten back nearly as much as I poured into it in the end I just try to remember that I’m writing for me more than anyone else. Everything I write makes me a better writer, so even if I post a fic and it only gets half the notes I’d hoped for, I’m still glad to have written it and put it out there. I’m still glad for the people who did read it and love it. I’m not trying to be preachy or anything, its just hard watching you struggle over something I’ve also struggled with for so very very long :/

Even established writers struggle with this! Like, I have a fic on ao3 that’s got 1000+ kudos and yet the Tumblr post for it slipped completely under the radar with few notes. You just can’t predict the whims of the internet sometimes. The only thing you can do when you’re sad about the reception of a story is to keep writing. The more you write the bigger you audience grows!! It’s the only constant that’s stayed with me from fandom to fandom. If you just keep writing, the readers will come.

sorry for the wall of text!! I really thought your story was lovely, and had a unique style to it. I hope you keep on writing no matter what, from one writer to another. Don’t be discouraged :)

hhhh h h ok i don’t want to discredit artists bc i know they spend a lot of time and effort on their works too but i think it’s easier for them to get notes/reception bc their works are visual and people can see what it is at a glance and decide whether they like it or not instead of having to spend actual time reading a bunch of words lol 

but anyway you’re right and logically i DO know there are plenty of factors to how well a fic will be received but also i can’t help but worry that it’s my fault that they’re doing so poorly?? i worry that the content that im putting out isn’t what people want to see which is the reason why my fics do so badly and, idk, i want to know what im doing wrong and what i can do to make it better but i just can’t? im not trying to say that my fics are better than those that get more hits/kudos but i can’t help it when i look at some more popular fics and i try to study them but i dont get what people like about them so much?? sorry this just makes me sound like a jackass but it’s probably just personal preference and mine being so different from the majority of the fandom’s which is also why i can’t write stuff that people like 

god i know everyone says that you should write for yourself and part of me does which is why i stick so closely to the style that i do but also it’s just,, numbers in the form of hits/kudos/notes serve as affirmation that my stuff is good, and it’s the only thing my flimsy-ass self esteem can rely on because i absolute hate hate h a t e the stuff that i make sometimes and i doubt myself so much all the time so when i see that a fic does well, it tells me that hey this isnt so bad, but when i see a fic flop it’s like, confirmation that my stuff stinks big time which is. its a sucky feeling. i know it’s not good to have that kind of mentality but it’s just the way that i am??? lets be real here like i can say in confidence that im a thirsty bitch and i do want people to read and like and kudos my stuff and my self esteem gets kicked repeatedly every time my fics flop so. h yea h 

honestly if it werent for my followers on here (sorry 2 everyone) and me shoving my fics in their faces i probably wont even get more than 100 hits on my fics lol and i feel kind of bad bc a part of me wants to deserve the hits and kudos that i get instead of having them just bc i kept yelling at my followers about my fics (i kind of feel like those people who would hold up the news and yell hear ye in medieval times or whatever) but. idk im conflicted cos i know this is one kind-of efficient way to get people to notice my fics. but part of me feels Bad when i do so too but idk. its also bc of this that i refuse to tag people or ask them directly to rb my fic posts bc i’d feel really guilty and ashamed and i don’t want to use people in that way?? and i’m not close friends with a lot of people on here either especially popular content creators so honestly i don’t think a lot of writers/blogs with large followings would rb my fic posts either so basically im just fucking myself over lol 

god sorry im ranting and i know i don’t technically have a right to bitch so much since as i’ve said before 1) my stuff isn’t as good as some other people who i know face this same problem and honestly deserve so much more attention for their works and 2) i havent even been writing for that long so i really am not allowed to complain but hh h h idk i just get super frustrated over this i cant help it

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TENETS

These are the guidelines and rules for interacting with me. It’s good to at least skim through them before doing anything, just in case there is something we don’t agree on.

CONTENT: 

This blog will contain violence and possibly graphic violence.

This blog contains a muse from an extremist Omnic rights organization and will delve into such themes as discrimination. 

This blog will contain discussions and depictions of physical and mental trauma and indoctrination. 

This blog is fine with handling and will handle NSFW if it comes up.

This blog will contain a lot of ooc.

This blog is fully headcanon based until Michael Chu personally tells me the facts of this character.

This blog will contain swearing.

This blog will contain possible mentions of religion. 

BASICS/MAIN RULES: 

No godmodding. So no taking control of my characters for me, and no being invulnerable.

No partaking in violent or sexual content under 18. People and muses under 18 years of age should not ask or partake in any sexual or otherwise graphic content and will be blocked for attempting to do so. That is non-negotiable. This counts for both text and image.

Don’t force ships. Let them progress naturally, and don’t assume. This will prevent a lot of awkward moments for the both of us and our muses.

No noncon, incest, bestiality, or pedophelia. I refuse to interact with people who rp incest, bestoality, and/or pedophelia. You will be blocked and possibly reported where necessary and viable.

Don’t reblog threads you aren’t a part of.

Don’t be a jerk to me or other role players for no good reason. That ain’t cool. This involves: No hate/phobia towards GSM(gender and sexual minorities)/LGBT+/MOGAI(Marginalized Orientations, Gender identities, And Intersex)/SAGA(Sexuality and Gender Acceptance), no abelism, no toxicity, and so on. I honestly can’t believe I have to even clarify all of this for some people.

GENERAL CONDUCT/ETIQUETTE:  

I will not rp with non-rp blogs.

Personals and other non-rp blogs are welcome to follow, but don’t reblog threads, ooc posts, ic posts, or ask answers to asks you didn’t send. The only exception is those tagged with #ok to rb or #personals welcome.

Do not reblog asks without ever sending something. That’s just rude. Not to say you must always send something, but at least space your reblogs so my activity isn’t flooded and/or send something so you’re not just that guy using me as meme archive whom I may block because it’s annoying me. If we never talk and all you do is reblog ask memes, you might as well not follow me is all I am saying.

You can post as much ooc as you like, just try to tag it.

I generally dislike passwords, so if you have a password, it is likely I will not follow. If you do and you follow me first, it is safe to assume that I have read your rules and bio before following back, as I dislike following back without doing so. If the page is on a post, I will like the post to show I have read it. This rules page has no password. I assume all who follow have read and agreed to the rules.

You may remind me of threads via IM, or discord if you have me added there, but limit it to one reminder a week and be polite. If I sense any form of manipulation, I will not continue the interaction.

You need not notify when a thread is dropped. It is nice to be notified, but that’s it. Besides, I really don’t mind if people forget threads either. If a thread is really old, maybe even a year, it’s fine to ask to continue.

INTERACTION:

This is a single-muse side blog to bluesunsdusk. All follows will come from there. If willing to deal with multi-muse, one is welcome to just send asks for mystery/nameless omnic there instead of here.

This blog is not mutuals only but is semi selective.

I will rp crossovers and AUs. If there is a fandom I have no verses for which you want to rp in, let me know.

I will rp with duplicates if we get along ooc. I am no fan of dupes, but they are bound to exist and I’m not about to be a dick about it. That being said, unless we’re bros, I won’t follow one.

I have restrictions on ship dynamics. Toxic ships will only be available for people I talk to ooc and whom I can tell if it’s at a point I find uncomfortable. Cheating plots are a no go. Anyone I hold the right to say when a muse is too young for mine. I do not do teacher/student ships. No dd/lg stuff in my Shambali Minecraft server. If you call Set daddy, you’re blocked. I jest on the last one, but please only use it jokingly or familially.

I don’t tend to do exclusives. With ships, that would only happen if we’ve both agreed to it. I may do mains, however.

This blog is multi-ship. Any ships will be separate from each other in their own little timeline.

OCs are welcome! I love OCs. Give your omnic ocs especially. There aren’t enough of them.

If you have some headcanons that conflict with mine, it does not mean we cannot rp together, we could just do a compromise or something.This character is very much headcanon-based due to only having a crumb of information shown in canon. Nothing is set in stone and things may have to change whenever the OW dev team announces new info.

EXTRA INFO:

I currently do not use a thread tracker.

I do not interact with muses from media such as Steven Universe.

I don’t know much beyond the Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Elder Scrolls, Dynasty Warriors, Doctor Who, Overwatch, Fallout, and Fable franchises at all.

Don’t rush yourself with responding. Taking your time is fine. 

Multi-ships will be AU.

Feel free to suggest headcanons and theories, if you want.

Links and link page still to be made.

Any Sigma blog run my non-Dutch-speakers may ask questions regarding the language and the Netherlands itself. Keep in mind, however, that I was raised bilingual from birth, unlike many other Dutchmen.

MUN SPECIFIC: 

Mun is 24 years old as of August 2019.

Mun speaks Dutch and English.

Mun is in one of the European timezones.

Mun has no triggers, but ask that one tags graphic imagery, irl violence/news, and sexual content.

Mun may not follow people who post too much too often, as it clutters the dash and makes it overstimulating.

Mun is currently in college and has limited time to be online.

The mun is shy, has other hobbies, is still studying, isn’t very talkative to most, and is forgetful. 

Mun is not always active. Muses do not always cooperate. Do not take my slow response time personally, and don��t worry about how I’d react if you reminded me of a thread. 

Mun =/= muse. I do not condone everything my characters do/have done, and their behavior should not reflect on mine. Do not mistake their hostility to your muse as hostility from me to you.

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BESTIE YOUR TAGS ON THAT RB POST 💖💖 the witching hours took me out 😭😭 okay but if i'm not wrong our timezones are not that far apart!! assuming you're from florida (i've seen audrey mention that in her tags before) you guys are only a few hours ahead of me!! my timezone is pacific time. also glad you always enjoy my tags but you can always filter 'c**chie eyes' if it bothers you that much 🙄 /j

I will NOT filter coochie eyes marcus lee cause it makes me laugh even if I HATE seeing it 😭😭😭

you're right though I am in fl*rida (ew) I'm just normally in bed already when I see you on lol so i thought it was more