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touché. raul failed to find the words for another snappy comeback, his jaw clenching with anger instead. he wouldn't allow joaquin to ruin the one thing he had been looking forward to. being home with family and friends was what got him through another tedious semester and he was going to enjoy every second of it. "i mean, you sure as hell think you're special. you're basically forcing me to leave a place you don't fucking own. doesn't that sound even a little bit insane to you?"

"oh, please, you and i both know there's no fucking way you'd stay away for the holidays." it was a sentiment joaquin had never understood, really, but then he found maneuvering his parents unhappy marriage to be a chore more than anything. not to mention every visit home seemed to be a vacation from their parenting duties, leaving him as mr. mom until he can escape back to campus. he doesn't argue about bill's ( because it does reek of piss ) but it's the last dig that catches his attention. "who the fuck said i was special?? i don't think it's asking too much to have one fucking place in this town where i don't have to see your face."

[raulcortesjunior]

'Petition For NYC & Others'

© Raul Cortes Junior 10 - 24 - 2024

I want to take this time to ask for the supernatural energy of compassion (aka the holy spirit), to dwell within me right now.

I am thankful for this moment & what I am allowed to do, to pray, write petition for the well being of others & myself.

I don't know what is going on with my social media sites that I created yesterday because I can't log into them at this present time, except for tumblr, I intend positive energetic alms to different groups of people in this writing/petition.

I have been given a lot of false information & had experienced a lack of trust among my surroundings, that led to a lot misunderstanding & misinformation.

I begin my prayer with the library, staff workers & security guards, as I type these words.

From all lightworkers to the creator of all in heaven,

most valuable is your name all throughout the universe,

may your kingdom manifest & your will be accomplished,

on earth as it is in heaven,

give your lightworkers on this day daily nourishment,

& forgive us our faults & mistakes, as we forgive the faults & mistakes of others,

& do not lead us to be tempted, yet deliver us from all evil schemes & plots,

For yours is the kingdom, the power & all the honor, may it be so.

 Further more, I pray for all politicians, celebrities, entertainers, artists & legal teams that represent true justice, here in New York City.

According to your will, Creator of all,

Bless with good health, good fortune & overall exceptional human interaction with beings of every kind, especially those who mean well & want to make the world a better place.

May controversies, rumors & character assassinations cease, if lies are being spread. May justice prevail, if indeed, crimes were committed.

Now I must say that, in order for this petition to have any lasting impact, one must consider, that yes my prayer has power (as it has been shown on multiple occasions), however, the people with covert-oversight of my life situation should consider the intention towards my wellbeing, (with it being purely a good & actively productive intention).

Now, I petition, that people...

with diabetes, asthma, HIV, cancer, high blood pressure, hurt knees, back pain, migraines, surgery recoveries, toothaches, lethargy, grief stricken, curses, intrusive energies, remote device influences & other difficulties,

...be released from all of these oppressions, if it be in the will of the Creator, & that there is a guide to provide specific instructions to receive deliverances of some of these oppressions & struggles.

This petition goes out to my entire biological family, ex friends, employment associates, artists, collaborators, activists, religious members & all other persons I have ever known, nearby in New York, New Jersey, Pennsylvania & as far away as Canada, UK London, Florida, Virginia Beach, Puerto Rico & beyond.

I also petition & pray that, I too, receive miracles & blessings as well, (the writer of this petition). In the name of the only begotten son of the creator, Jesus Christ, the entity of salvation for all who truly believe, AMEN.

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the sheer fucking coincidence of this whole encounter made his eyes roll all the way to the back of his head. “sure thing. i’ll just ask ricky to move his birthday celebrations elsewhere because my ex can’t stand to be in the same room as me even though it’s literally been years.” raul’s words were dripping with sarcasm. “fuckin’ idiot.” 

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and i love vermont but it’s the season of the sticks and i // saw your mom she forgot that i existed and // it’s half my fault but i just like to play the victim // i’ll drink alchohol ‘til my friends come home for christmas // and i’ll dream each night of some version of you // that i might not have but i did not lose - stick season || noah kahan

it’s not like he has a claim on this particular dive bar.... but it is the one closest to his parent’s house, so seeing them walk through the door feels like a punch in the gut. “seriously? couldn’t you just go to bill’s?? it’s behind your parent’s house!”

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"you think i'm happy to see you again?? if i'd known you'd be here, i would've spent the holidays at my dorm." raul was only bluffing a little, considering he couldn't bear to be away from home for more than a few months before going crazy. this altercation with joaquin, though, reminded him to cherish the semesters at college more. "okay, well, half the town lives closer to bill's but no one ever goes there because they never fucking clean the toilets and it reeks of piss in there. some things truly never change, you know." he clenched his jaw. "you're not special, if that's what you think."

"i can't stand to be in the same fucking town as you, dude, you should've warned me you were coming home." not as if he had a choice, though. his mother would've singlehandedly dragged him from his flat in the city. "ricky also live's closer to bill's so i feel like this is pretty fucking deliberate, raul."