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Slight tmi but do y’all ever get the greatest ideas in the most unconventional times? Like I was peeing and had the most heart wrecking angst mixed fluff idea pop into my mind for Simon and I almost started to tear up on the toilet 💀
But no for real this idea is so good and I wanted it to be a short little thing about Simon and the way his trauma has affected the way he is able to enjoy certain things (like music 😉) but how reader has helped him learn to be okay with enjoying those things again but for some reason I like to torture myself and focus on the angst for way to long and now the Drabble is now going to be a one-shot 😭
#why do I do this to myself 🤦🏻♀️#but I love that the ideas always come when I can’t exactly write them down#like when I’m working *sigh*#random0lover rambling ♡#random0lover writing struggles
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You ever have a bunch of ideas for a fic jump forward into your brain and your like “okay… this all sounds really great but how is it all supposed to fit and ACTUALLY MAKE SENSE”
Because that is my current struggle 😭
YES omg I have this problem all the times it makes me so upset so it takes fucking forever to get it right
Good luck to you and your writing ❤️ @random0lover
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I struggle so hard with choosing what pet names the guys would use like my constant go to is sweetheart for some reason and I can’t escape it.
I mean in my brain Simon is the only that uses lovie but it’s probably because so many people write him using it so now it’s just ingrained in my brain that he uses it
#to put it simply#I need help or examples on what pet names y’all think each character would use#I need a list of examples at this point cause#I am struggling fr#random0lover rambling ♡#random0lover writing struggles#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#captain john price#johnny soap mactavish#ghost cod#price cod#gaz cod#soap cod#pet names
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Okay what’s some nicknames/pet names Simon can call reader that’s not “cringey” or “weird”?
I constantly use dove, love, and lovie and I don’t know what else to use and i have an idea for a short little thing and for some reason every time I think of what Simons going to call reader it’s Angel and I feel like that just sucks so I need ideas 😩
#random0lover rambling ♡#random0lover writing struggles#simon ghost riley#cod mw2#call of duty#mw2#simon ghost riley x reader#cod x reader#simon riley x reader
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Reading up on Gaz right now because I have started writing a fic for him (all fluff 😉) but I need to know as many details as I can which means research but I can’t write without it so 🫠
#it’s only 1 part#cause I don’t want to stress myself out but#I’m so excited to write Gaz#but I don’t want to get his character wrong#meaning his personality#so time to start reading crap tons of gaz fics and watching all his scenes in the games and reading his voice lines#I want to get him right#he doesn’t get as much recognition as he deserves so I want to do him right#random0lover rambling ♡#random0lover writing struggles#call of duty#cod mw2#mw2#gaz#kyle gaz garrick#gaz garrick#kyle garrick#cod#writing cod
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Piece of advice: don’t edit your writing when you’re really tired 🙂👍🏼
#I’m messing up more stuff than I’m fixing#it’s starting to piss me off#random0lover writing struggles#this is why we don’t pull all nighters#😒
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There’s a price smut fic idea that been clawing at my brain and for some reason I won’t just sit tf down and write it *sigh*
#the struggle is real y’all#I can literally see my brain typing it out#but I won’t just actually sit and write it#random0lover writing struggles
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Having the urge to write angst when I need to be writing fluff is so annoying
#like why?#🤦🏻♀️#my brain doesn’t like to listen#random0lover writing struggles#random0lover rambling ♡
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Anyone have some really good Gaz fic recs? I really want to get his banter right cause in my mind I have the idea of what his personality is like but I want to try and get the way he talks and goes about things correct, if that makes any sense 🤦🏻♀️
#I’m struggling kinda#cause I’m still wanting to write that fluff piece for him#and I have and idea of how our sweet boy is but#the dialogue#I want to get it right#and I don’t want him to seem#ooc#that would suck so bad 😭#random0lover writing struggles#random0lover rambling ♡#cod mw2#call of duty#mw2#gaz#gaz Garrick#sergeant kyle gaz garrick
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I’m supposed to be writing for Gaz but I had an amazing idea for Simon and I’m scared if I don’t write it right now the Inspiration to write will go away
#I hate this#the idea is amazing though#I love it very much#but I need to be writing for gaz 😭#random0lover rambling ♡#random0lover writing struggles
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Idk if you’ve done this one before but 🌻
Thank for sending this in @a-small-writer-in-a-big-world
(Post they’re referring too!)
🌻 what makes you want to give up on writing? what makes you keep going?- for me I’ve always kinda had a fascination with wanting to write and forever I never actually actively tried to. This was mainly because I was scared of my writing being “bad” but something that has made me want to quit writing before is my dad. I’m sure that makes almost no sense but he has a knack for taking something you’re interested in and making it about himself which is something he started to do when he found out I even had an interest in writing which can be really draining because it feels like it’s not just something I can enjoy but rather something I need to hide from him. But I found a way around that so it’s all good 😊 (this got depressing omg 😬)
Something that keeps me writing? I would say the people that consume my writing! One of my favorite parts it getting to interact with the people that read my work, honestly there’s nothing like having someone be just as excited (or maybe even more excited) about something you created as you are💞
#random0lover responds#random0lover rambling ♡#ask games#writer ask games#writer asks#writers on tumblr#writer problems#random0lover writing struggles
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I had planned on writing tonight but I literally don’t have it in me to actually sit down a write anything. Like I keep writing in my brain (I literally missed 10 minutes of the show I was watching because of mental writing) and I keep coming up with great stuff but the moment I open a doc for it I get really bad anxiety.
But I’m going to bed after I post this so goodnight y’all <3
Turns into a rant right here so… yeah-
My heart rate has been unusually high today (like 130-150 bpm literally all day) and idk what’s wrong with me tbh, my anxiety has been at an all time high for like the last few days, I keep dissociating, I get like 8-10 hours of sleep and I’m still super tired, stomach has been hurting, I’ve been avoiding doing all the things that I normally do like cooking, cleaning, and I’ve been avoiding messaging this one friend I have because I keep getting stressed because it’s been so long since I’ve messaged her back *sigh*, and last but not least I feel like I’m on the edge of having a panic attack.
I’ve also started throwing myself into writing again and I’ve literally had major writers block for months now…
Rant over-
Anyways I probably won’t have what I was wanting to write posted tomorrow cause it’s my dad’s day off so I’ll be busy busy but hopefully I’ll have it posted Monday🤞🏼
Now here’s some pics describing exactly how I feel:
The best part is my dad knowing I’m not okay and then treating me like shit because I’m not okay 🫠
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Istg if fucking autocorrect doesn’t stop switching love for live I’m going to jump off a bridge
#it even does it on my laptop sometimes#it’s so annoying#*annoyed angry noises*#random0lover writing struggles#and daily struggles
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I've read some very good smut that left characters' anatomy ambiguous! It can definitely work; e.g most people have nipples and holes/entrances. Tho, as a writer, it seems tricky to write, and i've always thought of it as a challenge i'd want to tackle someday. Just one idea, though!
Very true! I’ve read plenty of amazing smut that was gender neutral and I’ve written some gn smut before but for some reason my brain is struggling but since I’m not to the smut part of my mini series I’m not going to worry myself about it to much.
I’ve also been thinking about the story line a bit more so the original smut scene I had in mind will probably not happen but there will be some form of smut in there (I hope🤞🏼)
#random0lover responds#random0lover writing struggles#random0lover rambling ♡#anon#lovely anon#smut writing struggles
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Quick question for the people that read fics on here
Im asking because I’ve been thinking about it for my own fics because generally I try to write for gn!reader so I can be as inclusive as possible but I myself and a female so when I am thinking of writing smut I lean more towards afab!reader.
Im also wondering because I’m writing an gn!reader mini series that will have one part with smut and I’m trying to decide how to go about it *sigh*
#idk what to do#so I’m hoping this pill will give me some insight#fic poll#questions#afab!reader#fem!reader#gn!reader#which do you prefer?#random0lover writing struggles#random0lover polls 📊#tumblr polls
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The struggle is so real 😭
#if you write you understand#or have ever even tried to make an attempt to write#writing struggles#random0lover writing struggles
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