#rage asthetic

[sunnyanddumb98]

ODE TO SOFIA

Sofia sits to my left in the office. It is big, but we crumple. That makes us close, at least in distance.

Sofia likes horror and dresses in full black. Her favorite color is pink, she hates yellow because it’s too bright, too happy, leaves no space for much else.

I really admire her. She is an enthusiast for cooking and reading, collecting figurines, and making perfect gifts: baskets with your favorite character plushie, sewn by hand. She sends you a birthday cake to your new apartment in Japan. She is considerate and remembers everything I say.

Sofia is violent. She tells the truth. Diplomacy exhausts her; she wants more. She is angry at people she has never met. She is happy when someone expresses their rage.

When I think about her, the sound of my sister’s giggles comes to mind, in the backseat of my parents’ car, listening to Mr. Jones by Sui Generis for the first time.

She likes gore and blood, but she rejects the passive violence of societal expectations. Day to day, she fears the real horrors of self-destructive, evasive methods. She is soft and sweet.

She is critical thinking skills, getting kicked out of class for laughing way too hard. The pride of growing up when no one is watching. Learning something basic as a full-grown adult, in a quiet street on a Wednesday morning. all alone.

It is the strength you need to protect your identity. It is showing your new sneakers to everyone. Forehead kisses to say goodbye to your friends. Going shopping in pajamas for fresh morning bread. It is the wonderful thing we find in the dark, hidden away from the horrors of the light and polite.

Catching a complicit smile at a funeral. The catharsis after breaking your favorite vase. Spending your last penny on a mistake. The friendship I form with my paralysis demon. A scared kid ready to attack. A tale, a hug, a cookie, and we both say good nigth.

The moment you are forgiven after screaming. Being loved after being wrong, mistaken. The comprehension only a child has: to cry over the doomed one— the serial killer and the rapist, the goner — not for their imminent death, but for prohibiting themselves a slow day, a warm afternoon in bed, tea, toast, and a good book to read.

[shitbl0gger]

[girlsblogger]

[ugwdior]

[angelgigisworld]

[loveisadangrousthing]

❣︎𝐃𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲𝐬❣︎

[bambelynne]

🇸‌🇵‌🇦‌🇨‌🇪‌ 🇼‌🇭‌🇴‌🇷‌🇪‌✧⋆

[womenhysteria]

life currently feels like nana

[im-dess]

[porcelainlego]

i literally cannot wait for my new vanity to get here!!!

[stuckinatreelol]

I hate when girls are mean, like your supposed to be my bestie immediately because we're both girls 😔

[shitbl0gger]

[girlsblogger]

[ugwdior]

not that hard tho

[angelgigisworld]

[diary4dolls]

𝒶bt 𝒹iary4dolls ꒰꧞ ˃ 𛱊 ˂ ꒱ྀི

♡ 𝒎y 𝗇ame is ᥣᥲυ𝗋ᥱ͟ᥒ͟ ݁⠀ .

♡  𝑖͟     𝓵𝒐𝒗𝒆 pinterest, letterboxd (user cinnagirl444), every color but yellow and orange (by themselves), angels, music, animals, rewatching my fav old shows from when i was younger, late 2000s aesthetic, supernatural stuff like vampires and werewolves + witches etc, sleeping for long periods of time, trinkets, coquette 2021, dollette, 2022 downtown girl, elena gilbert + twilight core and fictional men

♡  i luv 2 watch gilmore girls, pretty little liars (started it recently), supernatural (started it recently too), the vampire diaries (will not finish that show.), the originals (started recently too almost finished the first season), h20, on my block, gossip girl (nearly done season 2), never have i ever, avatar the last airbender, jessie, korra, victorious, bridgerton (on s3!), heart break high, baby (on ep4), girl from nowhere, modern family, the twilight saga and harry potter (finished the goblet of fire yesterday RIP MY BOY CEDRIC😭)

♡  i luv 2 watch gilmore girls, pretty little liars (started it recently), supernatural (started it recently too), the vampire diaries (will not finish that show.), the originals (started recently too almost finished the first season), h20, on my block, gossip girl (nearly done season 2), never have i ever, avatar the last airbender, jessie, korra, victorious, bridgerton (on s3!), heart break high, baby(on ep4), girl from nowhere, modern family, the twilight saga and harry potter (finished the goblet of fire yesterday RIP MY BOY CEDRIC😭)

♡ i luv 2 listen to, mazzy star, metric, lana del rey, the smashing pumpkins, metallica, rob zombie, pale saints, clairo, big thief, arctic monkeys, cocteau twins,elliott smith, fiona apple, fleetwood mac, frank sinatra, nancy sinatra, lesley gore, jeff buckley, mac demarco, mojave 3, nirvana, the sundays, paramore, pj harvey, sam philips, radiohead, phoebe bridgers, solya, strawberry switchblade,the 1975, the marias, the cranberries, the velvet underground, yo la tengo, abba, deftones, the smiths, ramones, mitski, alex 𝗀, ariana grande and cigarettes after sex ૮  ◞   ̫  ◟  ྀིა 

♡ i will post moodboards, my fav celebs, what i like, and just whatever, also you can request moodboards in the comments then i'll tag u ☺️

♡ i do respect all opinions unless they are logically proven wrong and you're just speaking out of delusion

♡ i am a istj and ambivert and a woc , i also am scared to start so convos so feel free to message me😭🫶🏽

♡ dni if you are toxic, like problematic things or people, can't take an opinion or criticism, or post c0rn or toxic things, or if you encourage toxic things such as eating disorders and bullying :)

baii angels

 ⠀ ໒ ྀི>֯ . <ྀི֯ ̥ ︣ა 𝚃𝙰𝙶𝚂 + 𝙲𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂

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