#quite frankly this is what i was most scared of about moving. i genuinly dont know what ill do if they take me off it
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Just remembered my new doctors appointment tomorrow. The one where I'm gonna ask them to prescribe my hrt. That doctors across the country are refusing to do. And therefore detransitioning ppl.
Great
#delete later#quite frankly this is what i was most scared of about moving. i genuinly dont know what ill do if they take me off it#that may be the last straw for me ngl#i can't go back to being that miserable. on top of everything else i actually cant. I've never been more anxious about a drs appointment#before it was just a catastrophising fear. now it could genuinely happen. and im so so so angry at all the ppl who said#oh they cant do that!#we told you they could. and they would. and you didn't fucking listen.#and frankly even if i can continue on my meds. i doubt they'll let me get top surgery bc now i live alone and wont have#anyone to help me in recovery so that'll have to wait. one of the big reasons i didn't want to live alone. but hey things happen#it is what it is. waiting lists are years long anyway. fuck
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