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one of the things that fascinate me about thawne: yes, he CAN be normal with kids! surprisingly normal!
((not at all times, though. his mental illness still spills through and as usual he, in trying to manipulate or hurt others, spits out at them the exact stuff that would hurt him (or have in his childhood/barry's rejection interpretation) the most in the first place lmao))
but at the same time. his like second instinct when doing his bullshit is FUCK THEM (as) KIDS
(and, well. whatever this classifies as)
#whats wrong with him. seriously. he loves picking fights with literal children So Much#AND NONE OF THEM WITH WALLY ON THE MATTER OF BEING THE BIGGEST FLASH FAN. HOW DID THAT NEVER HAPPEN#about the middle page. honestly i DIDNT remember he is a Jerk in that way too until i checked his interactions with bart for this post#this man officially should not be allowed near children as a mentor.#just straight up drops ALL his insecurities on a poor kid in trying to make him feel ashamed. NO breaking the abuse cycle for this bad boy#the only thing he doesnt say is the direct 'you are a disappointment' altho the message is still the same 💀💀💀💀💀💀#AND I BET HES HELLA PROUD OF THAT. I MEAN CONSIDERING THIS FACT IG HE DOES TRY TO BE BETTER THAN HIS PARENTS. SOMEWHAT.#and omg he formulates his point like in problem based learning (leading the child to making the correct conclusion themselves)#im dying. professor to the fucking core.#and the way he feels the need to bring up flash facts in his appeal?? EO YOURE SO HOPELESS. THIS IS 100% HOW BART SAW HIM THROUGH#and god knows what he told thad promising to get him out of the speed force if he fought barry there and whether he was going to fulfill it#and do you even IMAGINE how FUCKED barry's mental condition would be growing up if thawne fulfilled his button threat#and i really REALLY wonder about the tornado twins and their relationship with 'uncle eobard' but that will be a separate post#he doesnt know any other way tho. and he might be actually mad at bart for not supporting his every action as The Flash#like. he tries to play family but the second they question he just goes WHATEVER. I DONT NEED IT. FLASH OF MY VISION RUNS ALONE#his problem is that he just wants attention. he doesnt see family/heroing for what 'its really about' or downsides that may come with them#everything is so idealized in his head. and the moment he faces reality with its complications the concept immediately gets antagonized.#and then he reconsiders and changes the conditions but fails each time never realizing the problem is his mindset and not everything else#black white at its finest yall#and man. RELATABLE.#also WHY is he standing LIKE A STATUE when appearing in front of bart????😭😭😭😭#poor museum rat has no idea what heroes in real life stand like#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the reverse flash#bart allen#the flash#dc
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“Careful, these slimes have been known to expl-“
Ah, well, at least he’s having fun?
I managed to finish this after accidentally beating Slime Rancher last night (the credits jumpscared me lmao), and now I’m tempted to make a Slime Rancher/Four Swords AU of my own inspired by @rosescore245’s.
I think I just want the excuse to draw the Four Sword bois in various slime themed outfits haha. Red’s outfit here is modeled loosely after the boom slime itself, glowy yellow lines that dim and brighten included! No explanation for the tattoo though, it just felt weird leaving his shoulder bare.
The jacket was meant to cover it, but whatever, the others are just gonna have to be distracted I guess. They’ll live.
More rambling under the cut as always. ^^
I really wasn’t sure what to do with the colors or background once I reached that point, but I’ve always been able to kinda just make up backgrounds as I go (still of dubious quality), so I wasn’t too worried. I think he’s in the Indigo Quarry.
As for the colors, the yellow accent was something I added on a whim and then struggled with because I can’t see yellow very well. I had to get a friend to help me out lmao. It gave me the idea to try and put yellow as an accent color in the other’s designs too if I get around to those.
I like the concept of Vio’s eyes having a a yellow hint to them as a result of overexposure to quantum slimes. Not sure yet how Green, Blue, or Shadow may have yellow on them, but if I’m really determined to use this idea then I’ll manage. Probably.
Speaking of eyes, this version of Red has permanent swirls in his eyes due to constantly getting blown up by boom slimes, I have decided. If I ever animate him, I imagine the swirls move more when he’s confused or overly excited (maximum spin aw yis). My animation skills are limited to eye’s specifically, so maybe I’ll give that a try. Same with Vio having glitchy irises.
As a bonus, here’s the backgroundless versions. The ashy version originally had a lot more going on, but the introduction of a background resulted in a sacrifice. Rip tiny fire and smoke.
#red’s yellow accents dim when he’s hurt#i’ve maybe thought too much about this#still can’t explain the tattoo tho#does it even stand for red?#maybe it’s rainbow#or rapturous#four swords#red link#boom slime#slime rancher au#still question mark#rambling
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Me, minding my own business, enjoying my post show shower and junk food, giggling over my favorite band, and finally after almost a year! a certain masked guitarist nowhere in my brain, blissfully.
That Video Of IV Circulating Twitter:
#help#what was the thought process baby boy#you have a dressing room like#what#200 feet away?#why are you STANDING NEXT TO A SPOTLIGHT WHILE STRIPPING YOUR STAGE CLOTHES OFF#WHEN WAS THIS EVEN FROM#SHOULD WE EVEN BE WATCHING IT#IM YELLING#SO MANY QUESTIONS#REALLY THO LIKE SHOULD WE BE WATCHING IT BC I KNOW HES STILL MASKED BUT LIKE#IT FEELS WRONG#SCHWEEP SCHWOPEN
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Landed
YOOOoOooooo
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10 questions for fic writers
tagged by @evansboyfriend @kirkaut @drcloyd @kinard-buckley thank you <3
how many works do you have on ao3?
98
what’s your total ao3 word count?
575,296
what fandoms do you write for?
currently exclusively 911, but I also wrote for mcu and spn at some point - and really wanna get back to sambucky, I hope the new projects they're inspire something when they come out haha
do you respond to comments? why or why not?
yes, I respond to every single one - I just like showing appreciation that someone took the time to read my silly little fics <3
have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that I know of lol
have you ever cowritten a fic before?
no but I'd be open to it if we vibed 🤷
what’s your all-time favorite ship?
until recently this had an instant answer, now I'm gonna go with sambucky lol tho bucktommy is getting to this level actually haha
what are your writing strengths?
I think fluff, romance, maybe dialogue? also writing more or less in-character lol
what are your writing weaknesses?
i think descriptions of the scenery and characters, I tend to barely do that. also angst and arguments. also anything that requires specialized knowledge in any capacity, like injuries or 911-typical calls (which is why I skip that or make it as vague as possible lol) idk that's some of it 💁♀️
first fandom you wrote for?
ummm, it was rpf so we're not gonna talk about that haha
no pressure tagging: @watchyourbuck @diazsdimples @hippolotamus @bidisasterevankinard @theotherbuckley @diazheartsbuckley @exhuastedpigeon @daffi-990 @hoodie-buck @steadfastsaturnsrings @lonelychicago @monsterrae1 @loveyouanyway @eddiebabygirldiaz @honestlydarkprincess
#10 questions for fic writers#listen i still love bvddie#just not sure where i stand on it being one of my faves anymore#atm can't really separate the ship from the fandom so im kinda stepping back from it (the fics are being written tho!)#wikiangela writes#tag games
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I cared. I still do. I still think of you and I still cry over you. You were importat to me. You still are.
#I was interested. I wanted to get to know you.#I did not want validation. I only said it because you said it... I don't know why. I was susceptible.#I was blindly accepting certain things that you said about me. Judgement that you had for me.#I was under severe stress from my job at the time; while at the same time dealing with unresolved emotional trauma and very low self worth.#vent#I was burnt out. Crushed... Completely.#I didn't want attention. I did not want you to cure my depression. I though I was just letting you know me. I wasn't aware I was oversharin#I tried... SO HARD to get over the things that triggered me and hurt me but I just couldn't...#I wanted to. I did everything in my might; I took it to therapy; I looked everywhere within me; to either get over it#or completely forget about you and stop caring at all; so things were ok and normal again; but it didn't go away...#I just feel so... unsafe... at the idea of talking again#I know I wasn't the best listener and I profoundly regret that.#I was not only thinking about myself like you said and I was aware of the effort that other's put; but I was afraid/resistant to PRECISELY#that cause of past events with other people. Because in some I was the one putting that effort and ended badly for me. Looking back#that was inappropiate of you because you felt too comfortable generalizing my past relationships and why in your head they failed.#“I cant help but feel you are looking down on people who” Stay away from me if you ever make a stretch like this again.#By “experiment” I meant that you don't know how a relatioship with somebody is gonna turn out until you go and try. That's all I meant.#I didn't want things to turn out this way. I'm sorry they did.#The effort I put for you may have been shit to you. But to me it was a lot. And I'm done taking judgement.#Altho I love my friends I still keep distance. I still can't completely help that. I can go months not talking to my BF.#You were my BF during my teenage years. I remembered you fondly. I still do.#I don't feel ready to talk again having to keep to myself interest that I might have. Related to trauma. I do not feel comfortable with tha#No I do not look at your blogs.#The day I said I was abused I had a panic attack right after that. That's mainly why I had to cut contact: I didn't want another one.#I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you to not say “talk to the void” again. I didn't trust you to want to hear about it. I didnt feel#safe with you anymore. Event tho we ressumed contact I felt that way the entire time.#I wanted to answer all the questions you had; I really did; until I couldn't stand it anymore.#And the day I removed you from discord... I know you probably had an awful day that day... I'm so; so sorry...#I'd like to one day be completely unbothered by assumptions and stuff cuz I know it's not your fault... You went through stuff too...#stuff
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HOW *bang* DID *bang* I *bang* FUCKING *bang* END UP *bang* READING *bang* SO MUCH *bang* CHAEYA *bang* FUNFICS *bang* AND *bang* ACTUALLY *bang* LIKING *bang* THIS *bang* SHIP
*fainted because she banged her head against a wall too hard*
#i blame 'Till Our Compass Stands Still by Eldritch_Exile#kaebedo is still my otp (well one of) but do i love chaeya fanfics?#absolutely#no questions#chaeya#also i love this name#it sounds like tea in my first language#genshin impact kaeya#genshin childe#genshin impact childe#childe x kaeya#kaeya x childe#tartaglia x kaeya#kaeya alberich#genshin kaeya#no fr tho#this fanfic is a masterpiece#everyone should read it#i want another chapter so badly
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can i write slow burn
#i have a fic idea that would be like.... 11 chapters? maybe more?#but i also don't know if i have enough story for it?????#i'd have to reeeeally outline it#and unfortunately there is a schedule i have in mind#that is. unrealistic lmao#i gotta focus on fics i CAN finish 😮💨#the question still stands tho#i have another fic that would be good candidate for slow burn#i really don't know if i have the patience!!!#rum.txt
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Finished watching ISAT 100%, loved it, my only bias nitpick with the ending is summed up here but it was pretty stellar otherwise.
Now I actually have to play through the rest myself lolll
#not screens of the actual ending ofc but just two textboxes that sat in the back of my mind that soured the most of it#I.. think I weirdly had the same beef with UT endings actually#still gr8 stoofs tho#I'd sit better with it if there's any future games set in the same universe or dlc or what have you for the sake of closure#Not even about the worldbuilding I can stand having questions just the writing
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istfg people have no reading comprehension and everyone is panicking that Insomniac is going to abandon Peter. They said Miles is the lead for now because Peter is taking a break to get his life together. You really think they'd build up a Doc Ock/Green Goblin team-up just for Peter to retire? Nah. He'll be back. Let Miles take the spotlight in the meantime, he's earned it.
Just change the horrendous Walking Advertisement suit please I'm begging
#t#people always jump to the worst conclusions 🙄#or maybe I'm just naïve#but even from a marketing standpoint it would be a piss poor move to ditch peter#they know it would cause an outrage#and miles has grown so much let him have this#(tho I still stand by some of the questionable writing choices I pointed out yesterday)
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Random question: anyone knows how Cele and Norman Rank know each other?
#I tuned in to the moto2 class photo for a bit and i saw cele immediately go and greet norman rank and i was like ????#i mean back then i saw that norman rank has an ig and its priv and most of the riders that follow him are like ai chantra sasaki taiyo mario#and then theres cele and its like huh??#looked him up a bit and found out that hes been working with honda since 2016 and now he continuously work with ai#found out that ai had a misagreement with hiroshi and then when he left for mt helmet msi he asked norman rank to come with him#and so he agree because he doesn't want to decline ai's request and even said he dreams to work in motogp and that he will go with ai#AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO SOB BECAUSE HE REALLY BELIEVE IN AI AND 😭😭😭#remember that one interview where he said that debrief with ai is quite hard because ai is not a man with too much words#so he tries hard to really understand how ai is feeling and hes confident in ai and that he still sees the potential in him and 😭😭😭#oops getting sidetracked but i legit sob when i read that interview i love him so much hes so nice hhhh#anyway my question still stands tho like maybe my stand that ai and cele are besties may not be too much of a stretch as i thought
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I say it checks out. Made with love– Helena-mun <3
//...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! The love is felt, immensely so.
I gotta agree, this seems like it checks out. Do you?
#submission#derjaegermond#in this episode of 'Cat goes the extra mile and makes something super cool and nice that I could gush about for hours'#I ALREADY WENT CRAZY IN YOUR IMs BUT THIS STILL BLOWS MY MIND#the sheer amount of sustained and sweet attention you put into this...#this is so cute WHAT THE HECK#but it's also so genuinely cool to see bits and pieces of so many little things here- a loving compendium#genuinely solid introduction to him tbh#bless the cute GF meme and your chibis#AND LIKE... THE INKY SNAKE SHADOW IS SUCH A COOL EFFECT THO#love it everytime you draw him. So charming#charming reptile gentleman... strange but so very attentive#no matter what he'll be there to lead you. No matter how you change he'll be at your side#might disappear a few times but he'll be back soon#very soon#^ can be a good thing but also good luck if you don't want to see him again!#theater dates heck yes. Come with him. Enjoy a play then recite the lines together when it's done#the whispers and the little odd things too... question is: will you just catch the faint scent of burning#or will you get to see one of his bonfires?#'you're so good to me' really stands out to me as something he's said to a few people- so very tender#makes me think about how many friendships and bonds have started with a small act of charity towards him#who would have thought how things turn out after that#I could go on forever- thank you so much Cat :]#this is pure gold#friend art#art
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Hope you feel better soon!
Thanks, I'm mostly recovered now! I get taken out completely for about a day, and then I'm at about 50% for the next day, and then one more sleep and I'm good to go.
#anon#unofficial adam answers#if you ever have questions about migraine symptoms boy howdy can i be a wealth of info#(not for chronic migraines tho. mine strike 1-3 times a year)#but yeah a full day of brain-fog-ish nonsense and crippling pain in my head whenever i stand up sucks#not as much as the migraine. but still bad
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Whys my bf telling me theres going to be a last of us-esque TMNT game where 3 of them die and its most likely going to be Mikey left to avenge them. Why am i pissed yet also freakin it at the idea of being able to play that
#gritty tmnt game...my teen dream is coming true question mark#thats so fuckin stupid but im still weak for angst so. like id play the shit out of that#itd be so boring if it was leo who survives cuz he always gets put as main character basically yet imo hes the least interesting lol#like ok mikey being the last one standing woukd be cool ig bc hed crack so hard and probably be the most interesting one#to be put in that situation#mixed feelings abt this alleged concept tbqh#if u dont get to team up w karai tho....
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“You are no longer alive” 🗣️‼️☝️
"divine feminine" "divine masculine"
wrong. Divine.
#you stand convicted of assholism#LoOk PrEtTy FoR tHe PicTuRe CoNnIE#you have breathed your last breath#you have sighed your last sigh#no further questions#no further pictures#omg i LOVE the quotes from this movie#still haven’t seen it tho for my own mental wellbeing#but my gosh i loVE Divine and her onscreen presence#divine
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We need laws in NZ protecting us from getting those pesky marketing emails we didn't consent to: marketing list, cart reminder, whatever other bullshit they can think of. It's not "converting the sale", it's just turning me into the Incredibly Angry Hulk lol.
And often there is no way to unsubscribe. Grr.
Might do that thing that was suggested in a YouTube video once and make a rule to send all emails that say unsubscribe to a separate folder to be dealt with when spoons.
I even got this super creepy one from a site saying they saw I was browsing and am I still interested in X + Y item - i got the major ick + basically vowed never to buy from them again lol. Plus they cost too much for quality control worse than dropshippers/AliExpress etc.
#privacy laws#nz privacy laws#not sure if privacy is the right word but i guess so#and for the love of god stop shop pay from sending me incessant 2fa tsxts/emails I didn't request#so annoying#pissy Rachel#the Eu would certainly not be having it#nz consumer protection#or something#marketing emails + adtopia are the bane of modern society#well i mean aside from all the horrific things going on in the world and the degradation of the planet obv#the world just needs more rights in general#employment rights human rights consumer rights#not in order and theres prob more but most can fit under human rights i guess#disability rights too#i feel like this marketing bullshit disproportionately affects neurodivergent and even otherwise disabled folks#esp including schizospec who have a documented correlation of compulsive spending and also hoarding disorder etc#compounded by poverty/inability to work thus unemployment or underemployment (tho what is the definition of the latter these days)#I'm so proud of gen z standing up and questioning the norm and what the 99% really gets from overwork/hustle culture/grinding the 9-5#at the same time i just hope there will still be people around in healthcare etc to help out me and the other schizospec going thru it 🥲#so i also wish for better worker's rights in healthcare especially#i often bitch abt the mental health system but i am ever grateful for what support I've received and i don't say it enough#there are passionate compassionate people there for the right reasons. and they need to be valued more#oops convoluted tags this wasn't meant to become a tangiential ramble#guess there's still some residual insanity in this aftermath of Yesterday's Struggle Day and also another hot muggy day today#i need to get on with studying my voli induction manual
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