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sisu“If you get tagged in this you have to publicly state five things about yourself, and tag ten people. Here’s your chance to spread some positivity for today!!”

Tagged by @littlemanatarms

OH I haven’t written on tumblr in such a long time, now 2 posts a day? wow

1.  You might be surprised but I was a sporty kid/teen. Hockey, horseback riding, floorball, skating, rollerskating (yes I like skates) aaaand I’m probably forgetting something but oh well. If I had the money I’d like to take up figure skating, fencing (neither of those have teams where I live/teams for my age), riding again or some motorsports (rally, mainly!) but I’m a poor studen’t nobody likes me she’s just a poor student, from a poor family

2. I hoard instruments! If you have followed me on tumblr for long enough you probs know this. I took piano lessons and played in a band, and learnt bass by myself. I know how to play something on most of the instruments I own. Not well, just 1-2 songs. Lately, I’ve been trying to get rid of some of them, because I have no room, I need money and I really don’t have a need for multiple otamatones.

3. I got into games and anime because of my dad. Lol what a nerd

4. I switched from fashion to games, but I’d still like to do some sewing and stuff. Not as my main job, but some fun commision work here and there. I have experience in cosplay, theatre, some furniture/ interior stuff and custom dresses/gowns and I would really like to use all of my skills! Unfortunately, the pay is usually shite and I have only some of the needed equipment at home.

5. I’ve always liked glasses as an accessory, but I never actually dared to wear them only for the looks. Last fall, I went to get my eyes checked and found out that I needed glasses for reading. I was more excited about the fact that I could finally wear glasses, than the fact that I found the cause of my headaches.”I don’t actually even need glasses”, or so I thought. Buuuut I started crying at the optician’s when I tried them on and saw how bad my sight was and how much better I could see small details (Because of sewing, I had to do really tiny fixes and stuff many, many times a day and I was so shocked I hadn’t realized how much harder it was with bad eyesight).

I’ll try to tag as many people as I can, I don’t even know how many of you are still active on tumblr but hey let’s see!

@mizukibull @koops9 @tiazara @qtti @fairandcruel @frameobsessions @retku @please-disturb

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nnmnnn details

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I'll redner it.-... someday,, noworries...

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ists... thingings so hardd it won't let me drawm ore.. . ::/

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Extreme isolation. I don't belong anywhere at all. I'm odd, I'm off, they don't even know who I am actually deep down. I'm funny, energic I'm silly, witty, and so so caring. But they don't know. Will they ever know? That I'm not the person they see? An anxious, lonely bastard. They hate me. They don't like me. I don't belong. I don't belong anywhere at all. Nobody gets me, not ever my "friends", they don't actually give a single shit other than themselves. Stop fucking pitying me assholes. I don't need anyone. Fuck everything.

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I look at this computer you gave me my dear brother, thank you so much. You've saved me in my life more than enough times. You've been the best sibling one could ever ask for. I'll always be grateful, I'll always cherish you. Thank you for every single thing you ever did for me. Thank you... for everything... always...

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Sorry yall this is a naruto blog from now on cause like I'm experiencing kinda like what its like to find an old absolutely favorite thing/toy so yeah anyway hjhhhhjjh ninjas are cuul

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10 years later I am again obsessed about this one ninja dude 2024 // 2014 Naruto

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Ahdistaa ja vituttaa, aijon juoda tänään viinaa

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I can't seem to keep up a single job for over a month. First it was summer jobs, then I was used and now I wasn't "qualified enough" after practice. I must be cursed. ...

"It wasn't that we don't like you, everybody seems to like you a lot but you haven't grasped the needed skills to take the responsibility"

......... I'm a fucking loser.

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Owie owie my ankle hurt 🥺 why it hurt...? (Note: I broke my ankle a year ago and I guess it is still healing)

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Oof! Genderfluid ass dilemma, I wanna have a long pretty hair with cute bangs but also wanna be a handsome king with classy clothes

I so badly wanna dress up looking like a handsome man. .?? I have been wearing more female oriented clothes for quite some time and I've developed a cute style with lots of dresses and skirts but I wanna... I wanna also go back to my teenage look when I was very masculine and handsome...?? Like, damn , I felt so good looking when I was more boyish

Let's see what happens... I guess I need some wigs... hard to have it all!

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anyone who says bad things about seals or seal pups will have to fight me to the death

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I fuckign hate exercise bullshit I just ran/walked 3 km in 30 min and it was so slippery I hate this bullshit hnng but ey, maybe I will get back in shape... maybe i won’t... maybe I am just torturing myself cause I hate myself... who knows?