#qsmystery twins

[dappersautismcreature]

as i vod watch, a post about siblings, twins, from a twin

cellbit clearly resents bagi for having what he views as a "perfect life" and yeah.. bagi probs didnt have to murder and cannibalize to survive. but what could bagi do about that exactly? what did bagi do...

siblings who both grew up in a bad situation often grow to hate the other for so so many complicated reasons but the fact of the matter is they are usually Both victims of the same monster. in this case, the fed.

only when the siblings realize that they've been pitted against each other, and strive to piss off whoever did that by working together, can they truly help eachother heal from the trauma of their childhoods.

even when a sibling has done harm to another, even when things are not balanced, even when shit sucks, you suck it up. because you realize that you were the same age, the same capability, and you did what you fucking could.

you tuck that anger and resentment aside for what happened and didn't happen, because you have to.

im not saying cellbit and bagi have to be close after this, im not even saying they have to look eachother in the eye. but my gods i nEED cellbit to realize that resenting his sister for something she could not control is needlessly cruel. i love you wet cat boy, and i empathize with you immensly, please

its still there, as much as cellbit will hate it, they still have a relationship, a tie. maybe they have complete opposite personalities, and maybe they're both not the same, but there will always be an undercurrent of understanding. of you and me, we're made of the same stuff, we have the same roots and the same eyes.

you and me were here at eachothers starts. please stay for my end

[dappersautismcreature]

survival. and searching

{REBLOGS APPRECIATED}

[dappersautismcreature]

i think, i think i really love q!bagi and imma defend her as much as i do qbbh like,, im sorry cellbit defenders i am still one of you but some of yall really need to realize that you are putting all of the problems of the mystery twins relationship onto bagi and just,, thats a bit of an issue.

its not all on her to repair cellbit, or her and cellbit's relationship. and insinuating that it is,, is,, well,, falling into a bit of misogyny?

she's gone through shit too, and what happened to cellbit was completely not her fault, so why is she mean and bad and dumb for having feelings about how much he's changed? for needing more than a few days to accept this change? for reacting "wrong" to this completely fucked up turn of events?

as much as bagi needs to come to terms with how much her brother has changed, and has not needed her,, cellbit needs to realize that he was not the only victim of the federation, and that while his childhood was stolen from him, bagi's was also stolen, when her brother went missing and she had to dedicate her life to finding him.

as always, i will reflect on my own experiences as a sibling. it is best to assume with twins, with siblings, that one is not more of a victim of circumstance than the other. they were both fuckin kids, and they were both victims of horrible things, stop putting cellbit on a pedestal of "more broken" or "should be treated as more traumatized or delicate"

idk i just dont want people to put bagi down for reacting in any way because im sorry but she's gonna be heavily traumatized too and its not on only her to be the grown adult here. she shouldn't be forced to 'mother' a 'broken' man, i hate that trope -____-

[dappersautismcreature]

Always Gold- by Radical Face

O___O q!bagi abt q!cellbit

[dappersautismcreature]

oooh wait now that mystery twins is confirmed can we have them both be trans, i love it when we do that, like cellbit's transmasc n bagi's transfemme O___O idk i feel like they also both use it/its pronouns, she/it transfemme bagi and he/it transmasc cellbit

[dappersautismcreature]

oh wait i get to share all my heartbreaking sibling songs, i dont wanna see any "brother by Kodaline"'s ALWAYS GOLD IS A QSMYSTERY TWINS SONG OKKKK O____O

[dappersautismcreature]

IF THESE SAD GAY CAT PEOPLE DONT STOP THIS ANGST RIGHTTTT NOW I WILL CRAWL INTO THE SCREEN AND TURN THEM BOTH INTO CAT FURRED COATS ISTG

[westleywithatea]

OH MY GOD!!! I say this, also as a twin, you hit everything!!!

Because the resentment is real and hard to admit, but easy to show and convey. Because it stems from jealousy and envy and the wish for things to be different.

I'm not up to date with the lore, but I watched a small moment of a 20+ min clip. Hearing that "For 15 years!" and "You abandoned me!" repeated over and over between them was enough to tell me what happened. To hear from tumblr that q!bagi and q!cellbit are nnot just siblings, but also twins (not a joke).... hits me. your final sentence. hits closer than home. closer than the heart.

as i vod watch, a post about siblings, twins, from a twin

cellbit clearly resents bagi for having what he views as a "perfect life" and yeah.. bagi probs didnt have to murder and cannibalize to survive. but what could bagi do about that exactly? what did bagi do...

siblings who both grew up in a bad situation often grow to hate the other for so so many complicated reasons but the fact of the matter is they are usually Both victims of the same monster. in this case, the fed.

only when the siblings realize that they've been pitted against each other, and strive to piss off whoever did that by working together, can they truly help eachother heal from the trauma of their childhoods.

even when a sibling has done harm to another, even when things are not balanced, even when shit sucks, you suck it up. because you realize that you were the same age, the same capability, and you did what you fucking could.

you tuck that anger and resentment aside for what happened and didn't happen, because you have to.

im not saying cellbit and bagi have to be close after this, im not even saying they have to look eachother in the eye. but my gods i nEED cellbit to realize that resenting his sister for something she could not control is needlessly cruel. i love you wet cat boy, and i empathize with you immensly, please

its still there, as much as cellbit will hate it, they still have a relationship, a tie. maybe they have complete opposite personalities, and maybe they're both not the same, but there will always be an undercurrent of understanding. of you and me, we're made of the same stuff, we have the same roots and the same eyes.

you and me were here at eachothers starts. please stay for my end