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love that we know hes lying but the threat works. su yin is devoting all of his time and energy to futzing around xiaobao instead of idk running the country or whatever hes meant to be doing
#put in 3 months of emergency leave request sorry the guy im down bad for is sick and i need to micromanage him#'oh your boyfriend?' well no. but i would fight to the ends of the earth for him. hes in love with someone else tho its cool im normal#myatb spoilers#meet you at the blossom
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âTraitor! My cookies!â
Inspired by @tiny-italian-danger-noodleâ (Link to the amazing post: https://tiny-italian-danger-noodle.tumblr.com/post/624948123561852928/im-sorry-but-i-just-love-the-idea-of-the-rest-of )
Word count: 2261
Notes: Heyy! Quick heads up: I changed some things from the original post. Idk, it just made sense in my head to write it like this. Also, yes, I did made a point in fitting in the batman bingo, because I have a card to fill and it was perfect, so don't yell at me :( I hope you enjoy it! <3
Itâs not like there was any kind of conscious effort in it. And yet, Dick was slowly becoming the closest thing the batfamily had to a mom. He hated it, but someone had to tell Damian to not kill his brothers. Or tell Tim to go to bed after 48 hours up. Or tell Jason not to shoot firearms inside the house. Or tell Steph to not prank elderly people (It doesnât matter that they are homophic Steph, you canât do that, theyâre 80). And if no one else would do it, then, well, he would.
It started after the cookie episode.
Alfred had baked them after Damian requested it. He had been craving those for months, and finally decided to ask for them. But Jason came home before he did, and ended up eating most of them, leaving the smallest two for the boy. Once the kid got home from school and saw what happened, he was fuming.
âDevilspawn, what are you doing in my room?â Jason asked, laying on the bed, face buried in a book.
âYou. Ate. My. Cookies.â He said, katana in his hands.
âOkay, and?â Jason answered âI left you some. And I eat stuff from everyone in the house, so that really shouldnât- You have your sword. Oh my God, why do you have your sword?â He jumped to his feet after the realization, trying to run.
âYou will pay!â Damian raised his katana, charging towards his brother.
âFuck!â Jason yelled, climbing on the bed, trying to get away from the boy.
âI have been waiting for those cookies for ages!â Damian sliced through the air, aiming for the otherâs feet. Jason fell from the bed trying to evade the move and ran through the bedroom door.
âHelp!â He yelled, running down the halls âDick, help! Damian wants to kill me! Again!â
âTraitor!â Damian screeched behind him, tiny footsteps growing louder and louder as he approached Jason âMy cookies!â
���AAAAAAAAAAAH!â He ran down the stairs, going to the entrance hall âDick, please! Heâs getting closer!â
Damian skipped steps behind him.
âYou coward!â He brandished his sword âFace me like a man!â
As they went into the dining room, Damian felt a sudden pull at his uniformâs collar. Dick held him there, as if he was a kitten, and pointed at Jason.
âDonât move.â
âOkay.â Jason said, backed up against the wall.
âUnhand me Grayson!â He complained, trying to twist himself free âHe deserves punishment for his crimes!â
âGive me the katana.â Dick took the weapon from his brotherâs hands âDamian, the no kill rule does extend to siblings. Please keep that in mind.â
âI wasnât going to kill him.â Damian pouted, angry âI was simply going to mutilate or maim. If he died, that would be on him.â
âWe donât mutilate or maim each other in this house, okay?â Dick said, finaly letting go of the kid âDonât make me repeat that.â
âFine.â
âAnd you,â He turned to Jason, crossing his arms âWhy did you eat all of his cookies?â
âI left him some.â He mumbled.
âDoesnât matter.â Dick answered, hardened expression âYou shouldâve waited for him to get home, and you know it.â
âYeah, okay.â He scratched his head.
âNow, apologize to each other.â
Both of them looked horrified at the idea. Dick sighed.
âApologize. Now.â They didnât budge âOr youâre both banned from patrol for a week.â
âYou canât do that.â Jason said âCan he?â He asked Damian, in a quieter voice. The kid shrugged.
âDonât test me.â Dick answered.
âFine.â Jason rolled his eyes âIâm sorry for eating all your cookies.â
âAnd Iâm sorry for trying to mutilate you because of it.â
âGreat. Now hug it out.â
âIâm not...â
âYou must be...â
âNow!â He stomped his foot, and both of them grumpily hugged each other, clearly uncomfortable way âSee? Was that so hard?â
âYes.â Both of them answered.
âThen think about that before you do some stupid shit again.â Dick answered, leaving the room.
Tim, who was out of sight but within earshot, raised an eyebrow at the scene.
The next week, he knocked on the door of Dickâs room, covered in glue, feathers and glitter.
âHe- Woah!â Dick said as he opened the door, finding a very unamused Tim on the other side âOkay, youâre not getting in here like that. What happened?â
âSteph happened.â Tim answered, flat toned and tired.
âI love how that explains so much and so little at the same time.â He sighed, supporting an arm on the door frame âWhat did she do?â
âGlue bucket on my door. Tripwire, then a bunch of feathers. And finally, a glitter bomb by my bathroom door.â
âOh God.â He covered his mouth with a hand âWhy?â
âPrank war. She took it a little too seriously.â
Dick rested his head on his forearm.
âSteph!â He yelled out âCome here!â
They heard footsteps, and the blonde girl emerged, laughing.
âOh, man!â She said âThis is the best one yet.â
âSteph, why would you do that?â He asked.
âOh, so he can hack into my computers and change the names of all my files and I canât play a little physical prank? I sent my teacher a very rude meme because of that. Almost got expelled.â She crossed her arms. Tim snickered.
âWhat?â Dick asked âWhy?â
âPrank war.â Tim shrugged.
âOkay, you know what? No more prank wars until you two learn how to behave.â Dick said and pointed at Steph âYou are cleaning all the mess you made in his bedroom. And you,â He pointed at Tim, and twisted his nose âWell, you are going to take a shower, and then youâre going to change back all that you messed with on her computer. And,â He kept going âBoth of you are cleaning the batmobile after patrol for a week.â
âWhat? Thatâs not fair!â Steph complained.
âYouâre right.â Dick said, scratching his chin âOkay then, Steph is cleaning the batmobile for a week and Tim canât use the batcave before sunset and after three a.m. for a week.â
âWhat?!â Tim screamed âWhat do you expect me to do all day then?â
âLearn how to function in a healthy way? Anyways, complain too much, Iâll make it a month.â Dick answered.
âYou canât do that!â Steph complained âYouâre not Batman.â
âTry me.â Dick squinted.
âFine!â She threw her hands up, leaving âIâll clean the stupid room and the stupid car.â
âTraitor.â Tim hissed, walking away.
Then three weeks after that, Batman came up to him in patrol, and, on top of a building, said:
âI need your assistance.â
âSure. Who are we up against now?â Nightwing asked.
âNot... That kind of assistance.â Batman looked down âYour brothers keep talking in a weird way. I donât understand the colloquialisms in their language, and Iâm almost sure they are mocking me.â
Dick blinked a little under the mask.
âIâm sorry, what?â
âI need you to stop them from doing that while weâre on patrol.â
âB, canât you... I donât know, you are their dad, not me!â He pointed out.
âBut you are the one who gets them under control.â He shot back. They stared at each other âPlease. Just while they are wearing the mask.â Dick sighed.
âFine. Iâll talk to them.â
Later on, when they got back from patrol, Dick felt a little ridiculous having to explain to a bunch of masked heroes that they have to stop communicating in memes and insulting Batman when on patrol. And why it wasnât okay even if it was to his face, Steph. Damian, of course, was let off the hook on that one. He had just recently grasped the concept of a meme, having declared on multiple ocasions that they were a stupid waste of internet data. Tim was personally offended by all of those declarations.
It didnât take long for Dick to start correcting the familyâs unhealthy habits after that. He had given Cass a ârequired socialization dayâ, to be performed at least once a month, Damian had mandatory off patrol days every two weeks, he dragged Bruce to bed every other night, and regulated Timâs caffeine intake.
Duke was the best enforcer of his rules in the house. Not because he was brutal or particularly persuasive, but because he could instill guilt into the members of the family.
âHey, Bruce, didnât Dick tell you to go upstairs and grab lunch?â He asked, going down to the cave to practice. The man grunted as he set down his gym bag âOkay then. I just donât know how youâll deal with his broken heart when he sees you havenât been taking care of yourself like you said you would. I mean, how can you even break a promise youâve made to that guy? He worries so much about us, itâs-â
âOkay!â He exclaimed, getting up âOkay, Iâll go get lunch.â
Whenever Tim went to get a cup of coffee after seven p.m., Duke would stare at him until he poured the liquid in the sink. He could convince Jason to give up on any idea by saying âBut what would Dick say?â, or âThat would break your brotherâs heart you know?â.
Dukeâs proudest moment was the one time he managed to build up the courage to do it with Cass.
Dick had been telling her for weeks that she needed to rest. That training so much everyday is bad for her health. That she should try having fun in different ways. The man had been (and still kind of is) on a quest to find her a non-lethal hobby. But when Duke went down to the cave once, to fetch his forgotten water bottle, he found her training, and figured out why Dick had a frow on his face earlier.
âYou know,â He started, testing the waters âTraining so much can strain your muscles.â Cass shot him a look, but didnât say anything âIâm just saying,â He put his hands up âMaybe you should listen to Dick. I mean, heâs usually not wrong about these things. And heâs been doing it for longer than we have.â
âWhat do you want?â She asked, annoyed.
âMe?â He placed his hands on his chest âI donât want anything. I just think you have been working too hard. You deserve a break.â
âI donât want a break.â
âWell, maybe you should take a break anyways. It would make Dick so happy.â She stared at him, and Duke kept going âYou know, he was very upset earlier. Seeing that you have taken his advice would make him smile so much. He really cares about you, yâknow? Sometimes, I think we all take him for granted, not realizing how much of his time he spends trying to-â
âShut up.â Cass said, pushing him aside to climb up the stairs âIâll take the break.â
Duke smiled to himself. Dick would most likely ask him how did he do it later. Heâd smile and say âI donât know what youâre talking about, I didnât do anythingâ.
And he rarely ever got into trouble. Considering that the other five had set multiple rooms on fire, broken several pieces of expensive furniture and ruined the houseâs plumbing system many times in the past, there wasnât much Duke could do to be considered trouble. Dick would vent to him about the others and always asked him to report on their behaviours whenever he had to be away for too long.
Damian envied that. He could give much more detailed reports of incidents than Thomas could, and he was ready to die on that hill. Dick mentioned multiple times that this just wasnât the point, and that if he could go at least a month without threatening to kill one member of the family then heâd consider asking for Damianâs help.
Damian would then argue that he wouldnât threaten anyone if they werenât such useless piles of meat with no functioning braincels and irritatingly deficient fighting skills, and Dick would take away his cellphone for the day.
But the moment they realized how much power he actually had was when Alfred started using him as a threat.
âMaster Damian, please stop sharpening your sword in the living room. Iâm sure you can do this down at the cave.â
âIâm asserting my dominance, Pennyworth.â Damian replied âDrake can hear this from the kitchen and therefore knows better than to continue his attacks.â
Alfred frowned.
âMaster Damian, Iâm certain there is a better way to handle the situation. I trust you can find that out by yourself, or should I ask for master Dickâs assistance?â
They got caught up in a staring match for a while. And then, the boy silently got up, and went to the cave. Alfred smiled to himself, before moving on to the kitchen.
âMaster Timothy, I do believe you have been told not to tease your younger brother in the past.â Tim raised an eyebrow âIf you insist on these antics, I will call master Dick.â
âI- um...â The teen started âOkay.â
Alfred nodded, and turned to Bruce, who was entering the kitchen.
âAh, master Bruce. Will you be joining us for dinner tonight, or should I ask master Dick to call for you?â
Bruce froze and looked at Tim. The kid made a face.
âI will be joining you.â He answered, hesitant.
âHow delightful.â The butler said, making his way out.
âWha... What just happened?â Bruce asked.
âAlfred knows.â Tim said âWeâre fucked.â
âLanguage.â
âOh, leave me alone.â He shot back, sipping a freshly made cup of coffee âYouâre not Dick.â
#dick grayson#Damian Wayne#Jason Todd#Bruce Wayne#Tim Drake#Duke Thomas#stephanie brown#Cassandra Cain#dick grayson is a mom#crack fic#don't take this too seriously#its just the batfam being disasters#batfamily#BatFam#batfam dynamics#fanfiction#fanfic#writing#dc#dcu#dc comics
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This Week in Gundam Wing July 26 - 01 August 2020
Hereâs this weekâs roundup!
Remember to give your content creators some love! And join in on the events at the bottom!
~Mod Hel
Fanfiction/Snippets/AU Ideas:
@bobo-is-tha-bombâ
Unraveled https://archiveofourown.org/works/25379161
F/M, Trowa Barton/Reader
Trowa Barton, Reader
Romance, Fluff, Reader-Insert, Bathing/Washing, ritual bathing
His little witch, he mused with a slight tilt of lips. Even after years of being with you, he still couldnât get enough of watching you.
Tonight, he vowed, he would keep you company while you bathed.
Lazy Day https://archiveofourown.org/works/25379695
F/M, Heero Yuy/Reader
Heero Yuy, Reader
Romance, Lemon, Lime, Reader-Insert
You would enjoy this day. Every minute of it. And, you vowed, you would have a repeat of it in New York.
Twenty Kisses (Ch. 6 & 7) https://archiveofourown.org/works/24038704/chapters/61620076
F/M, Heero Yuy/Reader
Heero Yuy, Reader
Romance, Kissing, Drabble Collection, Reader-Insert
Kissing Heero is something special.
Deadly Intent https://archiveofourown.org/works/25576657/chapters/62069890
Mature
F/M, Heero/Reader, ???/Reader
Heero Yuy, Duo Maxwell, Wufei Chang, Lady Une, Relena Peacecraft, Reader
Reader Insert, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Drama, Angst, Romance, Violence, Lime
Eleven years is a long time for a ghost to come back and haunt him. But Heero Yuy finds himself unable to dodge or outrun it. Itâs the start of a dangerous cat and mouse game between one of the most powerful organizations in the world and a loner who has every intention of dragging him down with her. After all, she has come with deadly intent.
@coffeetailorâ
Emergence (Ch. 12) https://archiveofourown.org/works/13322880/chapters/62023231
Duo Maxwell/Heero Yuy
Duo Maxwell, Heero Yuy, Quatre Raberba Winner, Trowa Barton, Chang Wufei, Sally Po
Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, borrowers fusion but don't call them borrowers, disturbing themes like people trafficking from the bad guys, Size Difference, Will probably be a series, alternate canon events, Macro/Micro
Series: Part 1 of Emergence Series
When the war ended, things went a little strange. First, Duo vanished after never having let them see him in person. Then, years later, a tiny race of people are discovered. And that's just the start of things.
@lifeaftermeteorâ
LAM!Verse https://lifeaftermeteor.tumblr.com/post/625293600094355456/private-island-location-redacted-fiji-south
Private Island [location redacted]
Fiji, South Pacific
14 August 211
Une and Sally arrived on-island to blue skies, a functioning jeep, and a personal escort by Lucrezia Noin.
perryvic & Zaganthi (Caffiends)
All Go Unto Once Place https://archiveofourown.org/works/25520368
M/M, Chang Wufei/Treize Khushrenada
Treize Khushrenada, Quatre Raberba Winner, Change Wufei
Cameos, Anxiety, Mental Health Issues, Aftermath of Torture, ZERO System (Gundam Wing), Alternate Universe - Stargate Atlantis Fusion
He chose the study because it was formal and the least used room in the house, and brought in coffee and water because he needed something to do with his hands. "I'm sorry to request the house call. I haven't been in a reliable enough state to leave the house."
"I quite understand," Bedelia murmured. "Is this the place you feel most comfortable talking?"
He took the coffee and sat in one of the low overstuffed reading chairs rather than at the desk. "Yes. I, what we discussed a couple of weeks ago, you know. Surprising only to me, apparently, it went terribly." He cradled the coffee, watching her select where to sit, posture and movement impeccable as ever.
@simulacrarynâ
Higurashi https://archiveofourown.org/works/25592344#main
Heero YuyÂ
Higurashi = Mundane life, living hand-to-mouth. This is a VERY old fic of my (from 2008...), about what life might have been like for Heero after the war.
The Manwell
The Silencer and the Sicarian (Ch. 1 & 2) https://archiveofourown.org/works/25478938/chapters/61805053
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Trowa Barton/Duo Maxwell, Chang Wufei/Solo
Characters: Duo Maxwell, Trowa Barton, Chang Wufei, Solo (Gundam Wing), Hilde Schbeiker, Catherine Bloom, Kyouju H | Instructor H
Additional Tags: Wufei POV, Duo POV, Trowa POV, Solo POV
Series: Part 4 of The Brothers Maxwell
It was just one vow. A simple but necessary promise to respect life -- both human and fey -- but can Duo hold to it when his resolve is put to the ultimate test?
@tziganecaffiends & Zaganthi (Caffiends)
Dust to Dust https://archiveofourown.org/works/25519633/chapters/61915789
M/M, Chang Wufei/Treize Khushrenada
Treize Khushrenada, Chang Wufei, Mariemaia Khushrenada, Duo Maxwell
Domestic Fluff, Bondage, bottom Treize, Mental Instability, Mental Health Issues, Aftermath of Violence, Aftermath of Torture, Rape Aftermath, Attempted Rape/Non-Con, Kidnapping, Subspace, Subdrop, Diplomacy, Alternate Universe - Stargate Atlantis Fusion, ZERO System (Gundam Wing), Graphic Dipictions of Violence
It was unbearable, it was too much, and his heart was trying its best to jump out of his chest. Treize managed to get his knees pulled up, and pressed his forehead against them, struggling to breathe as the anxiety crawled up from his gut and clenched around his heart. Not there, anywhere but there, and he'd been fine seeing it in ZERO, not fine, but okay, livable, but being there, smelling the familiar antiseptic hell and must of the place, took his legs out from under him.
He could play forward on all of the other scenarios he hadn't wanted to explore, and he knew when that door opened it wasn't going to be Wufei. It was never going to be what he'd wanted, no matter hard he'd played at it back home with Wufei.
Fanart/Crafts/Photo Manips:
@2pcbiscuitâ
https://2pcb.tumblr.com/post/625195682010120192/am-i-a-furry-artist-now-quatre-is-supposed-to-be
Raccoon!Trowa, and other cute surprises.
@antarespromiseâ
https://antarespromise.tumblr.com/post/625175674322305024
WuFei Chang
https://antarespromise.tumblr.com/post/625274951362117632
Duo Maxwell
@bobo-is-tha-bombâ
https://bobo-is-tha-bomb.tumblr.com/post/625096842616717312/having-waaaay-too-much-fun-rediscovering-art
Trowa Barton
@grey-sentryâ
https://grey-sentry.tumblr.com/post/624917334680829952/next-batch-of-artwork-for-the-gw-art-discord
Heero & Doktor S
https://grey-sentry.tumblr.com/post/624917124777951232/art-made-for-the-gw-art-discord-i-tried-to-follow
Relena & Catherine
@gundayumâ
https://gundayum.tumblr.com/post/625232214658056192/i-relish-in-being-a-terrible-human-being
Relena & Heero
@oekakimemoâ
https://oekakimemo.tumblr.com/post/625242524130361345/20200728-digital
Relena Darlian/Peacecraft
@tatakaumonoâ
https://tatakaumono.tumblr.com/post/625240776436252672/its-evens-propaganda-month-dont-tag-as
Quatre/Duo
Photosets/Gifsets/Screenshots/Manga Pages:
@bobo-is-tha-bombâ
https://bobo-is-tha-bomb.tumblr.com/post/625161359751036928/im-so-lucky-to-have-awesome-friends-thank-you
GW T-shirts
@cynthiaandsamusâ
https://cynthiaandsamus.tumblr.com/post/625268346914586624/like-everyone-in-gundam-wing-is-a-ridiculously
Zechs Merquise
@janaverseâ
https://janaverse.tumblr.com/post/625277358889451521/aannnnndddd-theyre-done-3-the-process-was-a
Heero & Duo silhouettes
https://janaverse.tumblr.com/post/625280260361093120/for-scale-btw-they-are-perfectly-framed-from
For scale - Heero & Duo silhouettes
Head Canons:
@disturbed02girlâ
https://disturbed02girl.tumblr.com/post/625254324341194752/gw-fashion-mix-day-off
GW Fashion Mix - Day Off : Duo, Heero, Trowa, WuFei, Quatre
Fandom Discourse:
@lifeaftermeteorâ
https://lifeaftermeteor.tumblr.com/post/625289823670927360/whats-all-this-then-although-the-gw-discord
Discord Meet-up! 0900 EST on both Saturday (August 29) and Sunday (August 30)
Quotes:
@incorrectgundamwingquotesâ
https://incorrectgundamwingquotes.tumblr.com/post/625002948624318464/iria-father-quatre-youre-family-you-shouldnt
Iria & Rashid
https://incorrectgundamwingquotes.tumblr.com/post/625184158043570177/duo-to-trowa-are-you-trying-to-hurt-my-feelings
Duo at Trowa
Calendar Events:
@gwcocktailfridayâ
Cocktail Fridays!
Post responses on Friday, during Happy Hour between 3 & 5 pm in your own timezone.
Hereâs the prompt for Friday, August 7th! https://gwcocktailfriday.tumblr.com/post/625255859848642560/cocktail-friday-post-responses-on-friday-august
In need of SUMMER & FALL/AUTUMN prompts!
@gwoc-octoberâ
GW OC October 2020!
Help pick out prompts! https://gwoc-october.tumblr.com/post/621130082429337600/hello-gundam-wing-folks-thats-right-gw-oc
@seasons-of-gundamwingâ
Summer of Hilde!
Check the page today! The full prompt list was set to post at 10AM!
We also have an AO3 collection now! Come check it out. https://seasons-of-gundamwing.tumblr.com/post/624191236146855936/seasons-of-gundam-wing-archive
@thisweekingundameventsâ
Events Calendar
https://thisweekingundamevents.tumblr.com/post/624053314842230784/event-calendar-update
If you are hosting an event currently, or are planning on one, hit us up with links and dates! Weâll add them to the Calendar and reblog your notices to get the word out!
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Steel- Auston Matthews
Request: this wasnât requested Iâm just sad lol
Warnings: ANGST, cussing, cheating, dangerous behavior ?
Word Count: 1680
Notes: all i have to say is im sorry and that this is bad lmao// REQUESTS ARE OPEN
It had been a rough day. It had been a rough day and a rough week and rough month and a rough season and the last fucking thing you needed right now was to have to drive 30 fucking minutes to pick up your fucking boyfriend from whatever fucking club he was at getting drunk off his ass with his fucking teammates. You had nothing against his teammates at all, honestly, they were probably one of the best things to happen to you the past few months. You did, however, have something against them interrupting the bubble bath, Netflix, and white wine filled night that you had planned for yourself because they wanted to get wasted.Â
After searching for a parking spot for nearly 10 minutes, you ended up giving in and parking in the overpriced lot 3 blocks down from the location William had shared with you 45 minutes prior. After just barely convincing the bouncer to let you in, with the promise of being out in under 5 minutes and the tactical unbuttoning of a couple extra buttons on your blouse, you walked through the door and were immediately bombarded by an overwhelming inner dialogue of âfuck this.â The smell of sweaty bodies and overpowering drinks and suffocating smoke machines made your eyes water and your throat close up. Getting jostled by overzealous college douches and even rowdier businessmen, you finally made your way towards the VIP booths you knew the team had claimed by now. âSteph!â You called out, finally spotting a familiar face.
âHey babes,â she laughed. âAus said you werenât gonna make it tonight. Everything okay?â She questioned, noticing the tired look on your face and the bags under your eyes.
âYa hon, Iâve just been having the week from hell,â you sighed. âWhere is Aus?â You questioned, noticing the distinct lack of the hard-to-miss love of your life as you glanced around the booth.
âI saw him head to the bathroom a couple minutes ago, want me to go grab him?â Mitch questioned, jumping into the conversation.
âNah, Iâve got it. Thanks guys.â You left with a small wave and an appreciative smile, making sure to grab his jacket off the back of the chair.
You were starting to get overwhelmed again. The music was still too loud and the air was still too thick and the closer you got to the restrooms the more it began to smell like piss. You knew if you didnât get out of here within the next couple minutes you were going to have an anxiety attack in the middle of the goddamn dance floor, so you moved quickly to push open the door to the only functional bathroom in the club. Upon opening the door you stopped being able to hear the music or taste the air or smell the stenchâ because that was your boyfriend. And that was your best friend. On her knees with his fucking cock in her mouth.
It had been a rough day. Most people in your situation most likely would have resorted to yelling or screaming or crying but at this point you were justâŚdone. You backed out of the door, rolled your shoulders back, took a deep breath and walked back to the booths. The crowd parted much more easily this time around, in all honesty, it probably had something to do with the glare you felt overtaking your features. As you approached the table, you could feel Steph giving you a questioning look.
âYouâre taking Auston for the night,â you stated, shoving the jacket into Mitchâs chest. âI donât care what he does OR who he does for that matterâ but I donât want him anywhere near me. Tell him he can go back home in the morning. Iâll be out by then.â You could feel them both about to interrupt you, trying to figure out what the fuck was going on, but you just shrugged off Stephâs hand and stormed out of the club.
âThat was 7 minutes, bitch.â The bouncer called after you after you had thrown open the door. You threw both of your middle fingers up behind you as you made your way back to the parking lot. It may have only been 7 minutes, but it felt like a fucking lifetime. And in a way, it kind of was. Because there goes your fucking life. Upon reaching your car you felt yourself hiccup and just barely managed to grab onto the door handle before a sob wracked your body and you felt your legs wobble. After fumbling for your keys through your blurring vision, you climbed into the car and made sure to lock the door before letting your head fall to the steering wheel as you struggled to breathe through the tears running down your face. âFuck. FUCK! FUCKFUCKFUCK!â You screamed through the mess of snot and tears running into your mouth, slamming your fists against the wheel, barely even flinching at the sound of the horn ringing out through the garage. ââŚfuck.â Your voice cracked as the weight of what you had just witnessed hit you. You didnât⌠you didnât know what you were feeling. It was like, you had so much to feel and so much to process that it just⌠wouldnât.
You slowly gained your breath back, feeling your shoulders drop. A few moments ago it had felt like your heart was going to explode out of your chest, it was so heavy and so full of emotion and so so unbelievably hurt and now you just felt⌠nothing. It was like whatever connections your heart had had, whatever connections you had had to Auston were justâŚsnapped. You had been heartbroken before, at least you thought, you had gone through the crying and the screaming and the weeks full of sweatpants and ice cream and intentionally sad movies so that you could say that you cried about something other than yourself, but this was new. You had grown here in Toronto with him, and all the growth that you had made was because of him. You had grown while in love with him, you had grown to be someone he could love. You had moved here for him and gotten this fucking job for him, the same one that had been ruining your life for months, you had left your friends for him, you had left your family for him, you had left everything. For him. And now all of it had gone completely and totally down the drain. âmore like down a throat.â You thought to yourself bitterly.
âAlright, (Y/N), get your shit together. You felt things before Auston and youâll feel things after him but right now youâre not gonna feel fucking anything. You have shit to do. Fuck him.â You lectured yourself in the rearview mirror, swiping quickly under your eye to get rid of any evidence of the fact that you had been crying. You maintained eye contact with yourself as you took a breath, cracked your neck, and steeled yourself. It was a routine you had mastered long before you had met Auston. It had come in handy a multitude of times. Dad packs up and leaves on Christmas Eve? Steel yourself. Mom forgets your 12th birthday? Steel yourself. Prom date stands you up for the first, second, and third time? Steel yourself. The first man you had ever fully trusted takes the heart you gave him and ejaculates it down the back of the throat of a friend you had spent 6 years prioritizing over yourself? Steel yourself. It was the only thing you could do.
And it worked. You put your âFuck youâ playlist on shuffle and began the drive back to the house you and Auston had moved into together 9 months ago. You were taking the corners just a little too fast, and entering the intersection just a little too late, but it wasnât exactly like it mattered. Everything was fucked anyways. After making it back to the house in one pieceâ miraculouslyâ you stood in the middle of the living room and took a deep breath. Steel yourself.
Packing up wasnât hard, Auston was the one who had lived nearby, and you had only brought half a cars worth of stuff to Toronto. A majority of it had long since been given away or moved into storage to accommodate Austonâs preferences and you hadnât really noticed, or minded, until this moment. Grabbing one of the huge suitcases he normally reserved for long stretches on the road, it barely took half an hour to pack up all of the clothes you deemed worth taking. You cleared the bathroom of all your toiletries, placed the little jewelry he hadnât gotten you in your purse, and grabbed the emergency cash you both had agreed to stash in the bedside table, just in case. The cash was primarily out of spite, you had plenty of money saved up, especially after Auston had refused to put your name on the mortgage, eager to spend the majority of his annual salary to finally own his own house. After placing your suitcase and duffel bag next to the front door, you removed the house key from your key ring and placed it on the kitchen counter next to the locket he had gifted you 2 Christmases ago.
Calling your brother to inform him that youâd be arriving in Pittsburg early the next morning had taken 10 minutes, and calling your boss to let him know that you were quitting had taken half that, especially given the fact that you had hung up immediately after breaking the news, it wasnât like you were getting paid to hear him yell at you anymore. Dragging your shit to your car and keying in the directions had taken 10 more minutes. Pulling out of the driveway and coming to terms with the fact that your entire life was in the backseat of your car and you were about to drive away from everything you had come to know and love over the past 7 years had taken longest of all.
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