#purgedisorder

[recoveryinvegan]

Nearly there

i feel dizzy

maybe i should stop,

just a little bit more

yeah it’s ok, nothing it’s gonna happen

my heart is beating too fast

it’s just the adrenaline

i don’t like this, i’m gonna stop now

today it’s the last day

i promise

ok, Tomorrow it’s going to be the day

but i said that last week too 

no no, it’s ok

but i swear this time it’s going to be the one

i can feel it...

ok, just once again

i need to stop for a second

but then it will be harder

you’ re right, just this last time

it’s nearly all out, then we can pretend nothing happened

ok, i swear this is the last time

i promise just one more, and then i’m all done

it’s an habit, i can’t just let it go

you don’t understand me

you can’t 

i promise i’m doing better

yeah, one more time it’s not going to change anything

ok, maybe i should just go out for a run

i will feel better

i’m not ok

should i feel like this?

yes it’s normal, just keep going

a little bit more, i can do it

maybe i can’t, but still don’ t stop

it’s all too much

no that’s a lie, 

everything it’s going to be ok

can’t you see it? i’m dong soo much better

look it’s all ok i’m just eating healty 

little steps.

everything is under control, you just need to trust me

i’ve done it again...

don’t think about it, we all make mistakes

but for this one last time

keep going, we’re already halfway throught

at this point i might as well do it right

i can’ t breathe

i know, but you’ re nearly there

[rfarrokh]

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