#psychthinks

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Oh To be a neon bat in Oogie boogies lair

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the soundtrack of time that’s slipped through my fingers is playing faintly in the background as I write the song of todays summer. And tomorrow I will listen to the music I am creating now with a sense of sad nostalgia and my tongue will taste like oranges and soda as I lay on the floor with my earbuds in sweating out the heat and watching the time pass. Oranges taste different then they did last year, and the soda will leave a different taste in my mouth tomorrow than it did today

each summer has a different taste 

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Let the world embrace you with its soft and comforting arms. Take a taste of life and it will be warm sticky honey on your lips. Get bloody dirty knees and squelch your feet in the mud. Let the sap and sticks pull on your hair as you climb trees to see the beauty of the rising sun closer. Your scraped palms will be a gift to the world, proving you are making use of your hands. Let yourself become wild and free. Laugh louder than the music playing. Be aware of every goddamn moment because none of it is promised to you. Take every day to enjoy the wilds of your own being. Get messy and dirty and hurt and tangled because you’ll look back fondly on those times just as strongly.

Live like every time will be your last.

Live like you will be here forever.

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the people who have been rejected by the mainstream, the loners, the freaks, those who have been called grotesque and broken, the vile and ruined. These are the most vibrant people. All of u have the most beautiful colors in your souls. You experience the world so much more vibrantly. Live so fucking loud. Make everybody else aware of how alive you are. I send all my love to all the trannys and the disabled and the punks and the freaks and the genderqueer and the people of color and all of you amazing people who are so, so alive. Because you have had to fight so hard to stay that way. And we still are fighting.

But we are alive and fighting and that’s what matters

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Sometimes everything is going to get better and sometimes it will get worse and the world will end and everything keeps changing forever. Btw

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Me when texture issues:

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Things I think I can do in 3 hours:

-Rip apart two old shirts to make a new cool diy one

Things I actually do in 3 hours:

-go to gas station

-eat beef stick

-make one singular tumblr post

-put away a magnet

-cut out one of the shirt’s designs… this has not happened yet but I think it can within the timeframe

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Welcome to my own special corner of hell

You can call me Psych or E

this is my main blog and contains cool art, nerdy and sometimes political stuff, along with rambles about the vastness of it all. There also be random everything and whatever. I'm gay as fuck btw

Fandoms: Good omens, Star Wars, Marvel, Warriors, whatever I end up fixating on

Turns out I do give a flying fuck about things

As of 11/12/24 my art will be posted under @psychpaint

My art inspo blog is @psychedelicbuttons if you want to give that a look

Random brain splooges (my original posts) psychthinks

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Nothing like a little morning blood in my spit

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I was today years old when I found out numbness/tingling was a sign of anxiety and stress

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I don't have to thought mind jester eill do it for me!

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The ween has been hallowed

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God didn't give me enough testosterone because he knew he couldn't handle me at my greatest (guess what I'm coming for him. Field trip. Who wants to kill god with me?)

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Inevitable

I am awaiting the inevitable.

Spending more time ignoring the gnawing in my stomach

I fell asleep too much

I am so much more tired now

Placing my enjoyment aside because I was raised well, was I not?

Others deem me so nice.

People call my name in the halls now

I am feeling so much more(less) like a person now.

I eat more to feel more hungry

I am nice to myself and I hurt more

I see the sky and feel more trapped

Nausea overtakes.

Take it away.

Exhaustion leeches my bones for no reason now.

You were naive for thinking it would be different this time,

The inevitable has called again.

The line is ringing, waiting for a pick up.

I have to pick it up.

Don’t you see?

It’s inevitable.

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fuck the Wii sports theeme is in my hed

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Reminder to the people (myself) to clean your lint trap bc I'm spending my Friday night doing laundry