#psychotic depression is actual hell. like i can’t imagine feeling worse without physical torture.
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can i stay pleasantly referential and not like. everyone is sending me signs to kill myself and they’re working together to do it but not consciously bc that would mean admitting how they feel about me.
#psychotic depression is actual hell. like i can’t imagine feeling worse without physical torture.#and when i’m experiencing it it feels like returning clarity and it’s terrifying#i guess that’s how a psychotic break gets you. it feels like clarity and finally being placed in the world.#bc you know that’s how you’re supposed to feel and that’s scary. it’s hard to manage all of the trains of thought and voices but.#hell is singular. for me at least. hell is the absence of others and it is just yourself and whatever hell you created.
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