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Cultural Sensitivity in Cavite's Mental Health Care

Culture plays a significant role in shaping individual experiences, including how mental health is perceived and addressed. In Cavite, a province in the Philippines known for its rich cultural heritage, the intersection of culture and mental health care is of utmost importance. To provide effective and meaningful support, psychiatrists in Cavite strive to deliver culturally sensitive psychiatry services that respect and address the unique cultural backgrounds of individuals. This article explores the importance of cultural sensitivity in mental health care and how it can be integrated into psychiatry services in Cavite.

Cultural sensitivity in mental health care acknowledges and respects the diverse beliefs, values, customs, and practices of different cultural groups. It recognizes that cultural factors influence the expression, understanding, and treatment of mental health concerns. By incorporating cultural sensitivity into psychiatry services, mental health professionals in Cavite can better connect with individuals, provide appropriate care, and promote overall well-being.

One crucial aspect of culturally sensitive psychiatry services in Cavite is understanding the cultural context of mental health. Different cultures may have unique perspectives on mental health, including beliefs about the causes, symptoms, and appropriate treatments for mental illnesses. Psychiatrists take the time to learn about the cultural beliefs and practices prevalent in Cavite to better understand their patients' experiences. This understanding allows them to provide care that aligns with their patients' cultural values, ensuring that treatment plans are respectful, relevant, and effective.

Language plays a vital role in cultural sensitivity as well. Many individuals in Cavite may feel more comfortable expressing their thoughts and emotions in their native language. Psychiatrists who are proficient in the local languages spoken in Cavite can establish better rapport with their patients, foster trust, and facilitate more effective communication. This enables individuals to share their experiences more openly and allows psychiatrists to provide more accurate assessments and personalized treatment plans.

Building trust is crucial in culturally sensitive psychiatry services. In Cavite, psychiatrists strive to create a safe and non-judgmental environment where individuals feel comfortable discussing their mental health concerns. They actively listen, validate the experiences of their patients, and approach their care with empathy and respect. By acknowledging and validating the cultural and social factors that influence mental health, psychiatrists in Cavite can foster stronger therapeutic relationships and improve treatment outcomes.

Collaboration with families and community members is another essential aspect of culturally sensitive psychiatry services. In Cavite, families often play a significant role in supporting individuals with mental health concerns. Psychiatrists recognize the importance of involving families in the treatment process, ensuring that interventions align with the cultural values and expectations of the family unit. By working together with families and community members, psychiatrists can create a supportive network that complements their clinical interventions, leading to improved overall well-being for individuals in Cavite.

Training and education are essential to providing culturally sensitive psychiatry services in Cavite. Mental health professionals should receive training on cultural competence, which includes understanding cultural diversity, addressing bias and stereotypes, and adapting interventions to suit individual cultural needs. Ongoing education and awareness campaigns are also crucial in challenging stigma and promoting mental health literacy within the community. By enhancing the cultural competence of psychiatrists and the broader healthcare system, Cavite can create an environment that embraces and respects diverse cultural perspectives on mental health.

In conclusion, the intersection of culture and mental health care is a critical consideration in Cavite. Psychiatrists in the province recognize the importance of providing culturally sensitive psychiatry services that honor and respect the unique cultural backgrounds of individuals. By understanding the cultural context, language, and beliefs surrounding mental health, psychiatrists can establish strong therapeutic relationships, tailor interventions to individual needs, and promote overall well-being.

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Accessing Mental Health Care from the Comfort of Your Home

Mental health is just as important as physical health, and seeking help for mental health concerns is crucial for overall well-being. However, accessing mental health care can be challenging for some individuals, especially in areas where mental health services may be limited. Fortunately, with the rise of telemedicine and online services, accessing psychiatric treatment has become more convenient and accessible. In this article, we will explore the benefits and options for online psychiatric treatment in Cavite.

Benefits of Online Psychiatric Treatment

Online psychiatric treatment, also known as telepsychiatry, is a form of mental health care that is conducted remotely using technology such as video conferencing, phone calls, or messaging platforms. This method of treatment offers several benefits, including:

Convenience: Online psychiatric treatment can be conducted from the comfort of your home, eliminating the need for travel and saving time.

Accessibility: Individuals who live in areas with limited mental health services or who have mobility issues can access care more easily through online platforms.

Privacy: Some people may feel more comfortable discussing sensitive topics with a mental health professional online rather than in-person.

Cost-effective: Online treatment can be more cost-effective than traditional in-person treatment.

Options for Online Psychiatric Treatment in Cavite

There are several options for online psychiatric treatment in Cavite. Some of the most common options include:

Private mental health clinics: Many private mental health clinics offer online psychiatric treatment services. You can search for clinics in your area and inquire about their online services.

National mental health organizations: National organizations such as the National Center for Mental Health (NCMH) and the Philippine Mental Health Association (PMHA) offer online counseling and psychiatric services. These services may be free or low-cost.

Hospitals: Some hospitals in Cavite offer telepsychiatry services. You can check with your local hospital to see if they offer online psychiatric treatment.

Online mental health platforms: There are several online mental health platforms that offer telepsychiatry services. These platforms connect individuals with licensed mental health professionals who can provide psychiatric treatment remotely.

Tips for Choosing an Online Psychiatric Treatment Provider

When choosing an online psychiatric treatment provider in Cavite, it's important to ensure that the provider is licensed and qualified to provide psychiatric treatment. Here are some tips for choosing an online provider:

Check the provider's credentials: Ensure that the provider is licensed to practice psychiatry in the Philippines.

Read reviews: Check online reviews to see what others have said about the provider.

Ask about fees: Make sure you understand the cost of the services and any potential hidden fees.

Ask about the technology used: Ensure that the provider uses secure and reliable technology for online sessions.

Conclusion

Online psychiatric treatment in Cavite is a convenient and accessible option for individuals seeking mental health care. With the benefits of convenience, accessibility, privacy, and cost-effectiveness, online psychiatric treatment is becoming an increasingly popular option for those in need. When choosing an online psychiatric treatment provider, it's important to ensure that the provider is licensed and qualified to provide psychiatric treatment. By taking these steps, individuals can access the care they need from the comfort of their own homes.

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10.10.23 Tuesday

1:07 am

Still,having windblow.... Hmm.... I received a mail from Iqor that I should download this "Infinit Care" it is about mental awareness or support on your mental issues....I appreciate this but I still need to see my original set of psychiatrist in Makati,Med. mainly my other spiritual nana doctor Dra. SALCEDA. I have private mental issues and emotional breakdown from my younger years... I learned to grow and learned life the hard way that a lot in Iqor didn't know...

I appreciate this "Infinit Care" and I just wanna talk about my work-related issues there and my relationships with people in Iqor. This is a big help for everyone coz based on my experience since the day that I was hired by Iqor, it was an accidental thing. I'm thankful on the "recruitment group" coz I got along good with them and I followed the process correctly but I opened some things that I had experienced working in this industry before but I always left them or I wasn't able to do good on my metrics and it was and still somehow depressing...

Hmm... I posted and shared here way back, that I had different kind of upbringing and my life was really different... But I'm able to face the reality and I always keep my humble heart but people along the way are having different skins... Some will like you, some will truly like you at the first meeting, some will just judge you though they didn't even know you at all or didn't even know you that much...

My sensitivity is really, really high...Hmm...Let's say I can say 10/ 10....But like what I said I learned life the hard way from the past years and until now....I'm able to understand the word "calm down" that I had it before but without maturity. When you say "calm down or calming down the situation" when you reach the maturity it is somehow a mixed emotion of adult and a child....

My adoptive mother/ Aunt Teresa always telling me that I have this very "thin onion white skin"...I grew-up with them here since I was 13 and we had so many wonderful memories here in thier house or our childhood house me and my brother next to me... A lot of things happened and I was originally on a "good girl bracket".....It was never my thing to be part of any "mean girl association" coz I grew-up in the church and I lived it by heart and soul... You know, what I mean angels...

But being mature is not about sweet things though I hope and pray... Maturity is when you reach the point that you no longer understand a lot of things but still you wanna know everything...

9:31 am

Uncle DD is here again for their house... Hmm...A lot of issues and a lot of back to back issues.... He will remove the electric of RV today on their side, including my room as well...

Uncle DD is having his own life pattern here...

I thought he will remove our electric, oh! He will put an electric on their new house beside our childhood house here...The entire house is our childhood house...

But the main issue was the side lot, outside the kitchen was already bought by Uncle DD....

Many things are edited here..A lot of people who became an accessory on the issues that we had from the past years...

It is not my ideal thing to live with them but we are becoming "squaters" first I have no consistent job where my heart aches a lot these days coz it smashed my dignity and ego...

Living with Uncle Jun is not as well my ideal life... I always wanted to have my own life... I'm really asking a back-up on my angels here that if I can polish my call center thingy just for 2 years and plan to leave the hometown and transfer in ilocos coz my brother next to me already transferred to Pampangga...

I never grow here in Cavite, always smash by an unknown organization, yeah! probably there are some good people but I can't see them... I'm a person who think of flowing and do whatever I can do to survive coz that is basically the intention of making LIFE...

So, many frustrating things happened....Well, I hope my bro.next to me is really mature coz Pampangga is really a memorable place for me. It is a beautiful place where you can feel the fresh start and a foreign touch... You just need to strive hard and live in Pampangga.

Me? I really wanted ilocos not because of a particular person or issue but I just wanna have my own identity. I love to see sand dunes....I love to be in a place where I feel that I can grow old with people that are real and no double-faced character. But I need to put first some foundation in me....

2 years from now, hoping there will be so many Starbucks in ilocos.....It is a wide road... But again if this Iqor can help me on that 2 years, I will be very thankful.... Happy leaving them by that time and thankful....

I'm transparent that I need money and I need some trainings from Iqor coz I wanted to leave the hometown... No future for me here...

The brighter side of Uncle DD and Aunt Karen living there at the side of our kitchen, they told me they will help us on food here and Uncle DD will take over on Neko and Lalah... In a way it will be a big relief for me,angels...

11:49 am

I'm panicky there is a small amount of blood on John's poops but it is coz of worms inside him.

It is his "deworming day" today... If I get my regularization in Iqor, will give John a regular visit on his Vet, even just for check-up...

Love you baby John...

12:02 noon

Thanks for the Lomi Uncle DD and Aunt Karen...

12:34 noon

I still have windblow... Last day of my rest day tomorrow... Waiting for rewave... Glad that I'm still receiving a mail from Iqor and waiting for a rewave....

I need money and job coz I wanted to leave Cavite, in a lil while... Days passes us by in a snap of a finger....

12:50 noon

If I'm not gonna be rewaved will get the back pay and will go to Manila... In Convergy's...

I need my good angels if they will not rewave me, will get the back pay and will apply in Convergy's... But hoping for a rewave in Iqor. I hate commuting that far but if no choice then I have to go to Manila.

Pops asked me if it is still possible for me to be rewaved and I told him yes, why not... There are so many waves there....Pops is shorty guy, Gian the supervisor who left already told me that Pops is a team leader there...

My target is to be a "product manager" as time goes by... I just need to have foundation on the floor coz I feel irritated if they can do it and why I can't...

That is the system in Iqor if you get sick and absent for more than 2 days, automatically they said it is a rewave. It is something strange for me... Rewave means they will put you on the new group where you left your topic calls for the day... For me it is weird but that's their system.

It shows that I'm really "powerless" here if I can't get a new wave... Another thing it is weird coz once you are hired meaning you just need to do your job as time goes by and you will get used to it ... No grading system but you just need to put a heart on it... But this is "call center industry"....

I will feel self-pity... I still want some attention from other people. Hoping to get new good friends again, along the way...

I really wanna get the "product manager or the position of Coach Melai"....

I don't like that much that Coach John coz he will always smash me, I can sense it... Will always make a way to confuse me indirectly...

1:46 pm

I still have windblow... Yeah! I need money and job... That is my main agenda...

Still feeling bitterish coz I can't do botox and collagen now... I wanted to have money... I have low self-esteem if I don't have a job... I lost men's attention.

I wanna see sand dunes and travel and buy starbucks everyday...

2:34 pm

Still,have windblow....Yeah! I wanted attention in a way and I must admit I crave for it... But our lives here is really a downfall...

There is no way for me to have a big party that I was able to do... Inviting people that I want and hoping for a support. But if not life must go on and I need to work and I want to have new set of friends again and again...

I need to recover my self-esteem coz I can't have it here in the house...

2:42 pm

What I want on my 42nd birthday...I wanna new cellphone, botox, cash and job....hahaha...

4:36 pm

Done, watching "Crime Scene: The Time Square Killer". This is about famous or notorious sex worker, no love on it...

7:15 pm

Done,eating dinner with my baby John and the rest of the gang...

I'm not satisfied with my life now... I still want working and dreaming to have my own "Pet Store" someday.

I still feel fat, ugly and wrinkled....I need a new phone angels... Whew! But I don't have enough fundings for now, it is somehow frustrating.

I still wanna do my abs....Still, thinking of my job and facing maturity but aiming to achieve something like I still have plans to see the sand dunes in ilocos. Gain new friends again and again not the fake people such as Jen and Coach John. But I'm decent and I have maturity to flow with them...

I still wanna have collagen on my hands, feet and down there... Still, dreaming to have my own life that I can manage. I still wanna join the dog show, so frustrating... It's been 16 years and I lost xfactor and I can't get success but praying along the way to have some success...

I really wanna remove my "deep smile lines" angels... I feel old... I feel ugly! I FEEL SELF-PITY...

I miss going to amusement park most specially it will be December ( my child-like heart is still here with me ) and I still can't afford to do my starbucks hopping and buy all the tumblers... My target is to go back on AF this December to do YOGA, I'm not sure if I can... So,many frustrations...

I have so many complex that I don't wanna see some of the relatives as well as old friends that having a good cycle in life. I mean working and having their own family and having kids at the right timing...

One of the reasons I wanted to leave my family someday coz seeing them perfect even my old friends giving me this "self-pity" why they can and why I can't...

8pm

I'ma leave my door open baby... Awww!!!

10:15 pm

I texted Coach Melai that it is my last day of rest day tomorrow based on my med.cert. , will just wait for the new rewave schedule...

I still have my Iqor id and yubiki, angels....Aside from I still have windblow...

10:46 pm

I feel bitterish... I still have windblow... I don't know what to feel anymore. I have bitterness... I need money and I need a job and I can't find a baby for me aside from my first baby here,my son-dog.

I feel insecure on my family coz they feel prettier than me to the point that they are able to find their partner in life...

For 16 years it is really impossible but it is existing that nobody likes me anymore, on the men that I targeted.

Nobody is putting an effort on me anymore to the point that I feel that something is wrong here and on me? One reason, I wanted to transfer in ilocos coz I hate being here in Cavite, the real emotion that I feel deep inside me...

I feel ugly and wrinkled and fat since year 2007, I feel jealous as well even on my friends that are able to have a good cycle in life... I easily feel jealous these days...

Who are these friends handling the windblow and able to mingle with each other for 16 years??? Guilty angels??? Able to enjoy life, working and able to have a safe and clean sex life...

I feel bitter for 16 years! What is happening... American,Filipino are not taking me seriously coz probably they got a " Queen Vagina" ....I feel that way... Whoever is that their "Queen Vagina"...

I really just wanna have savings or money angels! I feel super jealous even on people who are able to feel the LIFE....I wanna see sand dunes! I FEEL SELF-PITY! I NEED TO BOOST MY SELF-ESTEEM! I wanna have a job where I can progress...

11:07 pm

I feel jealous! I feel jealous I don't know... I sense something... I feel that I'm always a 2nd choice!

I just feel jealous and I don't know why.... I hate some of church of christ! I also feel something... I feel jealous on them, on some traitor Iglesia Ni Cristo. But thankful on some Iglesia Ni Cristo who are there to defend me...

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Autobiography

I am Justine Dane Alejo Tabao. I was born to Renalie Tabao and Ezer Tabao. I have 1 sister named Jasmine. I was born on December 05 2004 in Dasmarinas City, Cavite.

I was an achiever in school since kindergarten, and when I graduated elementary school, I was the one who was always chosen to represent our section at every competition in our school when I was in grades 1 and 4. I joined cheer dance when I was 5 years old, but sadly, my mother does not want me to pursue the training because she is scared of injuries. I also joined modelling.

When I was in junior high school, I studied at Immaculate Conception Academy, which was one of the best phases of my life because I met my best friends there. Since I'm an introvert, I don't join activities as much as when I was in elementary school. I only joined Youth for Christ once, and I became a servant for three years. Now that I am a senior high school student at Emilio Aguinaldo College, I can say that I do not enjoy my school years because they are mostly online, but I am grateful for my SHS friends for making my journey bearable.

Since I'm in modeling, I really wanted to be an artist or be on the international catwalk. There was one time when I was 12 years old that I watched the Victoria Secret Fashion Show all day, and I enjoyed it so much that the models also introduced me to make-up, and I copied their make-up looks. Sadly, I gave up modeling because I needed to focus on my studies. When I turned 14 years old, I watched a documentary about mental health, and that made me want to become a psychiatrist.

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07: Goal Digger

When we are talking about goals we usually think of something we want only for ourselves. It’s exciting to think of what you can be in the future and what you will have as well, but sometimes some people tend to forget that we still need to make an action before we get something we want. We keep on saying that we want this and that but we don’t even make a move on how to get it. Honestly, the past “Regina” was like that. My mind focuses only on my desires, and we can relate this to Sigmund Freud’s Psychoanalytic Theory which are the id, ego, and superego. Our id says “I want it now!” as our superego says “You still can’t have it because you don’t have money yet”, they battle around our mind until our ego says “Okay, kids, let’s study well, find work, earn money and buy what we want”. In every goal we have, there is always a process that we need to get into. We can’t have anything in an instant! Even at opening our phone, we still need to wait and do something in order to open it, and that is to press the power button. In life we also have actions like opening the power button, but the thing is we need to open ourselves. We need to step out of our comfort zone and find ways on how to achieve our goals.

Since I was a kid, my parents buy me planners and notebooks because I love writing, drawing and putting my goals in it. I have this one perpetual planner that I still update whenever I want or got something, and it always gives me this wonderful feeling at any time my plans worked or have gotten well than I expected it to be. And today it really took me a long time to know what I want to have; maybe because I feel down due to this pandemic and my family experienced a huge deal of a problem related to this year’s stumbling block which made me worry about my future. Nevertheless, I’m glad that we’re now okay and I finally conquered those mind-boggling thoughts. The pictures here  show my short and long term goals that I’ve been thinking since June 2020. I’m sharing this things to you because I think I will be needing your support and guidance 😁 Let’s bring each other to the top!

SHORT TERM GOALS

OBJECTIVE 1: Grow a Plant

TIME FRAME: August 28, 2020-October 5, 2020

RESOURCES: Shovel, seed, pot, healthy soil and water

TASKS: 

Choose the right container for your plant and put the healthy soil in it.

Plant the see at the proper depth and water it with a room-temperature water.

Maintain a consistent moisture and keep the soil warm.

Apply fertilizer every week, give the plant enough sunlight and circulate air.

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Be patient and don’t forget your tasks! 

REASON: I’ve been trying to grow a plant since I was in elementary, but I don’t know why they always wilt. I love plants but I don’t think they love me 😢

OBJECTIVE 2: Bond with my Friends and Family

TIME FRAME: March 2020-July 2020

RESOURCES: Love, happiness, understanding and self

TASKS:

Focus your time with them.

Don’t use phones, engage with them through personal interactions

Make them feel loved/important and laugh with them

Always listen to their stories and respond appropriately

Treasure the moment

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Make time with them and don’t forget to enjoy it!

REASON: As I entered college I noticed that I rarely bond with my other friends and my family because I’m studying at Manila during weekdays. I don’t have a free time whenever I go home to Cavite because I use my weekends for doing my school works and sleeping to regain the energy I’ve used during school days. I feel sad that I failed to divide my time for academics and for enjoying life. And now that it’s finally over, I think that this is a great opportunity to recoup my scantiness.

OBJECTIVE 3: Eat Eggs 5x a month

TIME FRAME: August 13, 2020-October 13,2020

RESOURCES: Eggs, pan, plate and utensils

TASKS:

Eat egg once every week.

Ask your family to not cook eggs for you when you’ve eaten once that week.

Avoid eating soft-cooked eggs.

Find an alternative food when tempted.

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Self-regulation

REASON: My asthma will kick me when I eat too much eggs! 😢 I have an allergy for excessive food, and I want to practice myself to eat egg once a week so that I can restrain myself without any trouble or some kind of temptation.

OBJECTIVE 4: Be a Reading Volunteer

TIME FRAME: September 2020-November 2020

RESOURCES: Book, camera and other gadgets

TASKS:

Pick books that have good life lessons

Look for the age recommendation and mention this

Record yourself reading 

Let people see the book you’re currently reading

Put emotions as you read, let your audience feel what the characters in the book are feeling

Engage with them even in a recorded video (ex. asking questions)

Think of a line that will make a great impact to your audience regarding the lesson of the story 

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Enjoy and engage with your audience

REASON: I am a member of PNU Reading Society and I want to officially become a reading volunteer to help students with their lifelong literacy skills that will empower their learning and also to support those people who are falling behind about reading. 

OBJECTIVE 5: Buy new Optical Glasses

TIME FRAME: January 10, 2020: 1:00PM-3:00PM

RESOURCES: Money, optical frame and receipt

TASKS:

Go to Starfinder Optical Shop at SM

Go to SoYou section and look if there’s a discount (if there is)

Choose an optical frame. Keep in mind the shape of the lens you wat and need, and also its weight

Give the chosen frame to the sales rep. and get your waiting number

Wait for your ophthalmologist to call you before you go in the room

When called, sit properly and let the ophthalmologist check you eyes

Perform the said activities

Observe the weight of the lenses 

Make sure that you picked the right graded lenses

Wait for your optical glasses for 1 hour (and so) 

Present your receipt to the sales rep. and wait for him/her to give your glasses with free case

Wear your glasses to see if it’s okay and check if there’s any damages before leaving

Note: Don’t forget to say thank you!

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Be patient, honest and critical thinker

REASON: I need new glasses because my current one is kind of dirty and is not accurate anymore as months pass by. Inaccurate graded lenses will make me suffer to headaches and dizziness making me hard to study and move.

LONG TERM GOALS

OBJECTIVE 1: Graduate from College

TIME FRAME: July 2019-November 2023

RESOURCES: Perseverance, Time Management and Patience

TASKS: 

Always listen to your professor/speaker

Engage with people around you

Do your tasks correctly as instructed and submit it as soon as possible

Make a to-do list 

Take important notes and organize them all

When there’s an exam, review 2 weeks ahead the test day

Ask questions for clarifications

Join organizations and seminars 

Grab once in a lifetime opportunities

Cry but stand up again when you fail

Believe in yourself 

Dedicate yourself to your course 

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Grit

REASON: Honestly, I want to graduate with latin honors but something struck me and thought that to graduate from college should be my main goal. Honor rolls are just bonuses of your hard work. It is obvious that I want to graduate from college to help my family and give them things that they need and want as well. I want to give them a thank you gift for providing me everything that I needed for years.

OBJECTIVE 2: Open a Business

TIME FRAME: January 2025-January 2029

RESOURCES: Money(Capital), manpower, product/service, promotion, patience, determination and connections

TASKS: 

Think of a business that is unique where many customers will be attracted

Create a solid business plan with your chosen strategy

Make a website or Facebook/Instagram Page about your business

Be approachable to gain customers

Advertise your product/service

When the business grew bigger, register your business name at the Department of Trade and Industry (DTI)

Register with Barangay and present valid IDs

Register your business to your city mayor’s office (LGU)

Register with the Bureau of Internal Revenue (BIR)

Remember to always check your financial status

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Patience, Analytical skill, Accounting, Problem Solving and Communication & Negotiation

REASON: I was an ABM student before and I want to make use of my skills to help my family and those people who need financial assistance. Opening a business was also part of my dreams. Not only that it will help me to gain more money for my post-graduate, but I want to invest my small money from my teaching profession to something that I can make use to the present and future. Nevertheless, having a business will not stop me from teaching.

OBJECTIVE 3: Become a Doctor

TIME FRAME: August 2024-November 2028

RESOURCES: Money, grit, school supplies, experiences and books

TASKS:

Look for a medical school (preferably: De La Salle Medical and Health Sciences Institute)

Take the MCAT (Medical College Application Test)

Focus on your studies to be a Psychiatrist

Earn a Doctor of Medicine and complete your residency

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Patience, Empathy, Focus, Practical & Decision-Making Skills and Time Management 

REASON: I had this late bloomer moment. Before entering college I was confused on what I really want to be. Not that I am boasting but I had this mindset before that any courses will do because I thought I can do everything. My top choices are Architecture, Accountancy, Teaching, and Medical. I chose teaching since there’s a time that I became super inspired of my Senior High School professor and I noticed that from the past few years of my life, I never experienced a class with an excellent Filipino teacher who really took a course of Filipino, and that’s why I want to became one. As I became a BFE Student, I still want to pursue my medical dream. I want to be more useful to my people even if it will take me thousand years to be a 100%.

OBJECTIVE 4: Buy a New House

TIME FRAME: July 2024-July 2026

RESOURCES: Money and communication

TASKS:

Know your budget for your house and stick to it. DON’T EXCEED TO YOUR ESTIMATION!

Research subdivisions or areas that are accessible to buy your needs and public transportation

Get prequalified and preapproved for credit for your mortgage

Find a nice and approachable real estate agent

Start touring to subdivisions or areas that you already searched (Make sure to check every detail of the house especially the water and electrical system and always consider the people who will live with you)

Make an offer

After building the house, get a home inspection and check if there are structural damages before transferring (if there are, contact your real estate agent)

Make sure to pay your monthly bill and coordinate your paperwork

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Hard working, Critical Thinking, Observance and Patience

REASON: I don’t want to be dependent of my family’s money and belongings. I want to buy my own place for my family, and if blessed, I am glad to share my payments with my partner to build our new life together. If my parents want to stay with me, I will let them stay there as well, but if they prefer to stay at our old house, then I’ll support for the renovation of our old house. 

OBJECTIVE 5: Live a Healthy Life

TIME FRAME: August 2020-August 2025

RESOURCES: Healthy food and balanced diet

TASKS: 

Be physically active

Eat a healthy rich diet

Drink vitamins

Do yoga and exercises

Make time with friends and focus in the present

SUCCESS CRITERIA: Self-regulation and willingness

REASON: I have a weak body and I want to practice a healthy life until I get used to it and became my normal habit. I am not a fan of junk food but I still think that I’m not living a healthy life today because I refuse to exercise. But now that I noticed that it is important to take care of yourself and we need these kind of things to prevent us from being sick, I finally told myself that I have to change this kind of lifestyle and start to be healthy; not only physically but also mentally.

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Grabe yung stress level umabot nanaman sa ulo ko. Ang sakit sa ulo!!!

Nagpa-appointment ako sa free consultation sa NCMH. Hindi calming yung psychiatrist shuta. Stress! Hindi ko kasi maayos yung mic saka yung video. Dahil ibang platform ang gamit nila. Anyway! Yung hindi ka binibigyan ng time para ayusin. Oo, siguro madaming patient. Pero kasi yung pressure na binibigay sa patient. Ang ironic diba? Sila yung nag ttreat sa may mga mental illness pero sila ang nagbibigay ng illness. Charot! Stress si dok!

Ang mahal kasi magpa consult psychiatrist eh. Pinaka mura is 1,500 huhuhu. Eh sa NCMH free lang, Pero ganon pa ang expi :( Kung malapit lang daw, punta nalang ako. Akala ko sa Cavite lang pero Manda pa pala hays :(

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A Child in Cavite with its Playmate is Attemptedly Murdered, while his Grandfather facing a Total Child Abuse charges following as Implied for a Stabbing Incident?

DASMARIÑAS, CAVITE -- A grandfather was furious and even offensively swearing in Tagalog dialect when a cellphone video filmed in its community in Dasmariñas, Cavite, CALABARZON. Seeing the shouting without warning, he immediately entered the house. When he came out, he was carrying an attempted child playmate murderer named "Dansoy".

He dragged it towards the nearby bridge as Dansoy struggles but, he cannot escape at all. He was even showered with sermons and questions from the angry old man. At the suspected grandfather's anger, he even threatened to throw Dansoy by force into the creek. Some of the kids were approached, but instead of helping, a local maid was still seriously upset.

Grandfather suspect said that act, "P***** i** ka, bakit mo sinaksak!?" ([Expletive], why did you stabbed!?). Dansoy replied in front of a cellphone video, "Hindi ko sinaksak, siya 'yung nauna" (I didn't stab him, he was the first). He adds during the said incident, "Lumaban ka, sige lumaban ka! T.i. ka! Lumaban ka? Ha!? T*** i** ka, IHULOG kita dito!” (Fight, go ahead and fight! [Expletive] You're still fighting? Ha!? [Expletive] I will DROP it from you like hell!). He was questioned badly by finding a murderous knife at home, "Asan kutsilyo mo!?" (Where's your damn knife!?) -- Dansoy tells truthfully, "Andun sa bahay, andun sa bahay!" (There inside the house, inside the house).

The culmination of the incident, the grandson of a furious man was allegedly stabbed in the leg from a playmate. His mother's story spoke thru the media of News5. "Yung pala naidala para sa kutsilyo to tapos, tinapon naman daw niya pagkatapos sa pagpatay ng bata. Ang sabi daw, binato lang sa baldosan" (The shovel that was brought for the knife was finished, he allegedly threw it away after killing the child. That said, it was just stoned on the tile). He also said that he could no longer defend his son the said panic of his grandfather. Appropriately, Dansoy was injured while playing, he was also surprised by his father-in-law's reaction. "Hindi naman ako nag-panic kasi sa kahit sabihin na ganun, ang pagkasumbong sa kanilang anak ko ay nag-bato. Ang ini-isip ko ang intensyonal. Hindi talaga siya sinaksak, iba po dun sa mga bata dun si Lolo" (I didn't panic because even if I said that, the accusation against my son was throwing the rocks. What I’m thinking is intentional. He wasn't really stabbed, Grandpa was different from the kids there).

Following the incident, the Cavite old man will be too late to apologize thru the child and a parent. But the incident caused a big trauma to Dansoy, which quickly acted upon by the social workers. In an interview with Frontline Pilipinas as Edlyn Segui, a social worker in Brgy. Zone 1A, a single parent may lack of discipline and linking for a child abuse and bullying, "Medyo kulang po siya sa pag-parenting. Ganun lagi siya nag-bubully kasi na pong makunil. Medyo nakakulitan talaga at sinasaganun edad nagdapot talaga yung sobrang aktibo nila. Ang kaibahan lang po ay pag-siya ay natutukso". (He is a little lack of parenting. That's how he always bullies because he's already a bully. It's really a bit awkward and because of their age, they are really super active. The only difference is that he is badly tempted).

According to a Child Psychiatrist at the Veterans Memorial Medical Center (VMMC) named Dr. Joan Mae Perez-Rifareal, deep wounds will leave the said injured child. Parents should be focused on their kids if the child is experiencing bullying, which isn't commonly related outside the school and here at home. "Ang tingin ng mga bata sa mga matatanda, lalo na sa mga magulang o Lolos, isila yung mag-propotek sa kanila. Sila yung siguruhin mo na sila ay secure at safe kasi baliktad, nawala ang sentido ng seguridad at safety niya sa kanilang lipunan. Kaya maaari itong maging lubhang traumatiko, baka mawala na siya ng tiwala sa mga matatanda. Yung sinunod na bidyo ata, parang wala talagang nasubok sa pag-pacify yung Lolo. Baka may damdamin din siya ng walang-wala siyang makukuhang suporta" (The way children look at adults, especially at parents or Lolos, is the one who will protect them. They are the ones you make sure that they are secure and safe because on the contrary, he has lost his sense of security and safety in their society. It can be very traumatic, he might lose its trust in the elders in the future. The video that followed, it seems like Grandpa didn't really try to pacify anything. He may also have feelings of inadequate support).

Dr. Rifareal adds, it should not be on the child heaped the anger of a grandfather suspect. "Mas maganda adults ang mag-uusap pag-vulkit para mas klaro kung ano ba yun baka may mga nakaraang experiensya na pangyayari na nasaktan naman yung bata maydalang kutsilyo at ini-explain na hindi niyo man talaga walang intensyong na manakit yun bata, parang aksidente siya at mula doon sa bukas na mga linya ng komunikasyon, mapag-usapan kung paano nila matutulungan ang mga bata" (It's better for adults to talk about a vulkit to make it clearer for what it is, maybe there are past experiences that have hurt the child with a knife and explain that even if you don't really have no intention of hurting that child, it's like an accident. And from there with the open lines of communication, we need to discuss how they can help the children).

The individual charges between an attempted child playmate murderer (Dansoy) may face a violation of Article #51 or Revised Penal Code (RPC). Dansoy is sentencing to 7yrs. in prison under the Prisión Mayor, as per playmate injured from a killer knife. However since, he has been underage and ineligible for a detained cell according to the Dasmariñas City Police Station (DCPS), Dansoy immediately refers thru the Department of Social Welfare and Development (DSWD) until he becomes a legal male adult age and later imprisoned.

While a grandfather suspect facing the charges of the following in alphanumeric order: "Republic Act #7610: Section 3b.1 or Special Protection of Children Against Abuse, Exploitation and Discrimination Act of 1992", "Republic Act #9745: Section 4b.7 or Anti-Torture Act of 2009", "Republic Act #10627: Section 2b or Anti-Bullying Act of 2013", and "Senate Bill #873: Section 2 & 4 or Anti-Corporal Punishment Act of 2010". Overall, the grandfather suspect of Cavite may individually face his charges to 18-22yrs. in prison, as everything classified to Reclusión Temporal.

The parenting of Cavite with a playmate of crimes between two of its individuals are subject for a total discretion at a nearby municipal court.

SCREENGRAB COURTESY from a Concerned Citizen in Cavite via Facebook Video

SPECIAL THANKS to Julius Babao (former Radio Anchor of DZMM-IR 630khz's TeleRadyo: Manila) & Anne Boonchuy (Mass Communication Intern of Disney XD News) for sending us an immediate news tip.

SOURCE: *https://www.facebook.com/854930991236910/posts/4994221617307806 [Referenced FB Video from an Unnamed Concerned Citizen in Cavite] *https://www.facebook.com/854930991236910/posts/5009592489104052 [Referenced FB Article Post from GrabeViralNaIto] *http://legacy.senate.gov.ph/lisdata/83366890!.pdf [Anti-Corporal Punishment Act of 2010] *https://lawphil.net/statutes/acts/act_3815_1930.html [Revised Penal Code] *https://lawphil.net/statutes/repacts/ra2009/ra_9745_2009.html [Republic Act #9745] *https://lawphil.net/statutes/repacts/ra2013/ra_10627_2013.html [Republic Act #10627] and *https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXJQSCiV4q8 [Frontline Pilipinas - February 10th, 2022 (skip to 5m4s for a Video News Reference)]

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1.8.17 Sunday!!!

1. 7.17 Saturday!!!11:50 am... Rose!!!  Done with mystery... Still, I need to buy new stuff... I miss wearing heels. I need to go to "ilocos north" I need to talk to Bhorjhey...Hey!!! Put Bhorjhey on a pause, he can't get a new gf... He is not allowed until I talk to him... He can't leave me on a hanging weird world!!!

12:24 noon... I'm still, hating the wind blow here in CAVITE!!!I beseech you belzeebub to have an open-secret let them be killed one by one... Make them ugly here in CAVITE!!! I hate their control!!!

1:44 pm... I'm still super self-pitying... Oh! God, I'm longing to have attention with good people. I wish I can do my make-over right away... I need to switch on new glowing new identity again with chosen good souls on screen. whew!!! I wanted to appear with a car and wearing my heels. I need a make-over!!! What else??? I'm still wearing the living dead "Aria"... I have a new book it's about a girl who just happened to open her eyes in the hospital and everything seems perfect... With her expensive bags and having those perfect teeth and perfect body. I'm thinking of having a make-over!!!

4:53 pm... I was watching the usual and still wearing the living dead "Aria"... The important thing for today is the R.A #9165 it's about drug seller or maker of it ,code for prison. I'm on the book that this girl was having an amnesia even on her dates... I find it interesting coz the years involved was also something having an impact in my life in reality those years were 2004 & 2007! I told you guys,I'm also having this mental block from the past years and memory loss or lapses on my past... I'm planning to go back on the year I was born which is 1982!!! Then, 1983 to be one again and again and be 18th and having the maturity of an actual 34 year old woman but will be 18 again on my present platform.

5:12 pm...The word for today is coma and clouds... What is the difference???

"Coma" means a state of deep unconsciousness that lasts for a prolonged or indefinite period, caused esp. by severe injury or illness or diffuse cloud of gas and dust surrounding the nucleus of a comet.

People can be on a "coma" if they are still on a hanging gallow in a way that they are still on a maze in this universe. It's like sleeping and being a zombie... It's either coz of ignorance of the words of God or probably over expressing your grenade on someone that you can create a big clouds on your head.

"Cloud" means visible mass of condensed water vapor floating in the atmosphere, typically high above the ground.

People can have it if you start on cloud 6 to be on cloud 7 and it's really a big cloud 4!!! But it's either with cloud 9 or not at all... or a cloud with 9 to be with cloud 8! The cloud 2 will be cloud 8 if it's a cloud with cloud 9 and a cloud of 4 to the cloud of 6 to make it cloud 8!!! A cloud 8 will be a cloud of 1!!!

My family put me into "coma" since birth... Don't you guys, blame me!!! This is reality knowledge!!!

5:24 pm... Next word is "retrograde" means directed or moving backward or go back in position or time. So, I told you guys I'm doing my memory therapy as well here. I'm not contented being stuck and bum and being single these days...I miss having an activity the way that I was, during my wakefulness but the bad thing was they put me into coma. I was innocent on something very,very,very important it's about my own core!!!

I want to swim and progress on doing it... Fix myself... I had my swimming lesson when I was a kid and I did it again when I was 23 to 24 and planning to do it again and progress. I hate being stuck... I still want my granola bars!!! I want a gym pocket in my own house.

6:56 pm... I dream to do laser liposuction on my tummy part.I did gain on my tummy part. I hate having bulging tummy!!! I wish I can go back to being 18... I want me Barbie!!! I want a tummy machine :( A new place...

7:03 pm... Supposed to be I'm a dermatologist or psychiatrist... I love being beautiful... I love beauty coz it's lifestyle,a self-expression... It's fixing!!! I'm panicking now... I hope and pray I can really go back to being me and much more progress...

10:03 pm... I'm planning to return to being 1 and be 18 on my platform. I miss going out! I'm panicking... I need a fix-up! I need a make-over!!! I'm still hearing the wind blow,hating them here in CAVITE so much!!! Wishing and praying them to be ugly for real!!! I miss having body scrub and body massage!!! I'm self-pitying .. Back pain!!! Still, wearing the living dead "Aria"... I wanted to go ilocos north!!! Wishing to have the stuff and platform that I needed...

10:23 pm... I'm hating the wind blow here... They wanted me at the bottom. The unfair witches and butchers here in CAVITE!!! Please, stop putting an unfair barrier on me. I will not join CAVITE witches and butchers!!! I'm so hurt and still hurting...I miss going out!!! I miss having rightful attention!!! I'm having depression... I'm no longer happy... I'm just trying to use the time on a good way. But I'm aging unfairly...

10:34 pm... My dear friends here in Tumbler Blog since I'm trying to recover my memory. And I'm fairly and honestly putting everything correctly here... I hope I have my guardian angels or my fairy good mother or my genie from the bottle or my good witches and butchers from the other faces of the earth. I'm praying for me to have a chance to change identity again to a better platform!!! I miss having new stuff... I want a heels... I want a new tumbler!!!

I'm seriously having depression... I did gain!!! I'm hungry these days after all those years and I'm so bored. I don't want to have a bulging tummy... I still have stuff in my mind. It's life,it's normal life I'm thinking of but what I'm having is so unfair! A flat and flatten pancake!!! 10:47 pm...I'm still on the book that is having an amnesia case or patient, that described or explained about that particular situation that when a person have an amnesia on whatever level they can actually retrieve their memory by doing it all again or learning it all again... Or simply studying those things that you've been doing from your past lives... A person life is having a lot of different phases... Life is a mystery box of each of us. A patient who is having an amnesia is also the same with a person that is having a change of identity.

11:01 pm... Rose!!! My flashback from this entry:

Flashback---- 8.1.16 Still,Monday! 9:17 pm… I’m having wind blow. I’m having depression. But I need to survive. I don’t want to die not yet… Im wishing for a long life. I haven’t start my life yet… I need to recollect my memories and arrange here. I was here in this house when I was 13… I considered myself as a test tube BABY of my adoptive parent’s. It’s a long story to tell… And my brother next to me…. My biological brother on my biological parent’s. He was also considered as a test tube BABY here… We’ve been together me,my brother,my adoptive parents and my grandmother for about a decade and half… And the five years left was a chaos in the family. I grew-up here with lots of activities and catching up to do in life… I was with my biological crazy mother during my younger years than 13… I love doing metaphor! Test Tube BABY is when you can have a better much more positive place in life. It’s really good… But a test tube BABY should grow from that test tube. It’s really bullshit when you got divirginized at 22!!! You were innocently raised… I grew-up in the church since I was 13… You know that it’s crazy when your first kiss wasn’t that great coz you couldn’t decide if it’s wrong or if it’s ohkay… But that is not the main point though it was… My adoptive crazy mother is innocently crazy in life or she planned everything to kill me. My point is after I lost my supposed to be spiral stairs, my family was also lost on their own road??? Is that correct? It’s wrong…   I was pampered yes! I was… Since,I was 13 here I’ve got everything all that I need to start a brand new life.It was really good as for a 13 year old who had a weird childhood road with her biological mother.   They painted my 12square meter room a baby pink paint. It was just like a doll house room… The first of it was really good….Fresh painted wall and fresh blue carpeted floor.Now I realized it means death… I had my aircon room for a decade and my satin ruffles curtains. They created my built-in fashioned bookshelves.  I had few dresses at the beginning so, a clothes rack was just ohkay until I had an additional of two door white cabinet with a three drawers under the second half closet dividers. About shoes??? My adoptive mother was buying me shoes weekly… So,I had a lot of shoes… I had weekly shopping expenses.It was just arranged on my 9 platform stairs going to my room.My bags was just arranged on my hanger bags inside my room. Since, 13 until my college years… Until I transferred somewhere far away from here, after college.

Another flashback that I sent on Police Department last year of December:

Flashback----@@@How will I share everything about me here... Coz,I'm seriously interested to be your sister! But I still have plans on other stuff. It's really difficult to be bum!!! Anyways, a skip flash back year 2013... I had requested a car coming from my adoptive parent's. I told her please even if it's just a second-hand car coz I don't wanna commute and I want to look presentable in getting my new bf and I wanted to take my arts or mastery on something. My memory is now little by little returning... But it was real that we had have having a financial crisis before me, graduating my last year in college at De La Salle University Dasma. Cavite it was year 2004!!! It was also the start of our lifestyle pull down and dropped into zero even my shopping allowances!!!

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DOH-10 expects more calls on mental hotline as GCQ continues

#PHinfo: DOH-10 expects more calls on mental hotline as GCQ continues

CAGAYAN DE ORO CITY, April 29 (PIA) – The Department of Health (DOH)-10 is expecting more calls for mental health concerns as General Community Quarantine (GCQ) continues in the region after April 30.   Dr. Tristan Jediah Labitad, cluster head of non-communicable diseases and mental health division for cooronavirus disease 2019 (COVID 19), said during the Talakayan sa PIA media forum that they have opened their communication lines primarily for Persons Under Monitoring (PUMs) and Persons Under Investigation (PUI) when they started their hotline for mental health, and it is now also made open for the public  

“Wala namo gi-limit ang mental health hotline sa PUM or PUI. In fact, gi extend namo sa public ang services. Para maka hatag ta assistance sa basic needs for prevention of any psychosocial disability. Ang hotline para ni siya sa general public (We did not limit our mental health hotline to PUMs or PUIs. In fact, we extended this service to the public to provide assistance to basic needs for prevention of any psychosocial disability. The hotline is for the general public)," he said.

The need for someone to talk to is crucial in this time of quarantine. He said, “We are ultimately social creatures. We are used to our daily grind of going to work, to mingle with our peers. That has been our norm up until COVID-19.”   At this point, he said, people are getting anxious. “Why am I forced to be inside the house? Why can’t I interact? Why can’t I go outside? Why is there no work?”  These are the usual questions asked by the people these days, according to Labitad.

Talakayan sa PIA tackles mental health amid COVID-19. (Vincent Philip S. Bautista/PIA10)

He shared some of the calls during the first few days were about the PUMs and PUIs on their test results. The neighbors are also asking if they will be infected by the quarantined person.   One caller who is in quarantine is asking if his community would still accept him.   There were even queries received by the DOH about the Social Ameliration Program (SAP), Labitad said, and these were referred to the concerned agency.   “We opened our lines and connected them with the proper agency,” he explained.   As of April 28, a total of 2946 calls, texts and social media communication messages have been received by the department since the start of the mental hotline. “If you don’t have a load to call, then you may text us, and we will call you,”  Dr. Labitad urged.   “If there is a need for that caller to be linked or given advanced assistance for mental health, we have a clinical psychologist and resident psychiatrist,” he added.   Also, because of social media, “we received calls from Manila, Laguna, Cavite. We accepted their calls and linked them to proper authorities,” Dr. Labitad shared.   DOH Kumusta Ka Hotline is open 24/7: 09973590888 / 09650556777 / 09658356888. (JMORucat/PIA10)

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References:

* Philippine Information Agency. "DOH-10 expects more calls on mental hotline as GCQ continues ." Philippine Information Agency. https://pia.gov.ph/news/articles/1040436 (accessed April 29, 2020 at 02:30PM UTC+08).

* Philippine Infornation Agency. "DOH-10 expects more calls on mental hotline as GCQ continues ." Archive Today. https://archive.ph/?run=1&url=https://pia.gov.ph/news/articles/1040436 (archived).

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“She was badly stooped, quite incapable of standing erect.” Romans 8:11 When Jesus was teaching in one of the synagogues one Sabbath, He saw a woman who was so badly stooped, she could not stand erect. He called her to Him and healed her. Many people are bent over with pain, suffering with innumerable trials, and unlike the woman, we do not see it. Suicide rates are rising all over the world. Usually, psychiatrists treat depression as a chemical imbalance and use “biologically based intervention” prescribing antidepressants. But there is a second way which is not a quick fix via drugs but is often found to be more effective. Listening and talking to someone who feels down, empathizing, and trying to understand will help move the person to a more positive mindset. I believe praying with and praying over the person, calling on Jesus who never fails to heal the broken hearted, can open the door to healing. It is known that President Abraham Lincoln battled depression and thoughts of suicide for most of his adult life. He would get especially melancholy at times of great stress, and there were many of that in his life. This is from an article about Lincoln’s depression: “According to General James F. Rusling, Lincoln said that during the fighting at Gettysburg he turned to prayer, felt the whole thing to be in God’s hands, and “somehow a sweet comfort crept into his soul.” At another time, his wife’s dressmaker noticed that the President had a very sad face, and his step was very slow. He had just come from the War Department, and the news was “Dark, dark, dark.” He sat in the corner and read from the Book of Job in the Bible for some time. After a while, his face became more cheerful. God said in Isaiah 55:11 that His Word will not return to Him until it accomplishes the purpose for which He sent it. If we need hope, peace and joy for living, let us turn to the God who is the giver of every good thing. But most especially, let us be more sensitive with those around us who need our support and understanding. (at Maragondon, Cavite)

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6.25.23 Sunday

6:25 am

Uncle Jun is up already now in the kitchen probably will do his morning mantra...

Me? I wanna leave the hometown... It can't be together forever like this flat and no future with this Uncle Jun...

I still have this windblow trap and wanna leave the hometown and I just feel insecure here in Cavite...

6:52 am

Uncle Jun is doing his beyond extreme morning mantra and I'm on my mobile half-awake and asleep and suddenly seeing him bobbing his penis sitting in the kitchen alone...

I said hey! Then, he suddenly stopped and now cleaning his white sandals...

My baby John is looking at the window now...

7:03 am

Uncle Jun is preparing his clothes... Why, Uncle Jun is bobbing in the kitchen? ( a person who wants to masturbate must go inside a private space)... Sanity.... This is not my ideal life as if I'm a caregiver...

John went to Uncle Jun and playing with him and sit beside him...

7:07 am

After I showered last night, my last post was about supposed to be, will share something about our living room and sofa here...

Ohkay... A recap again and again... In a lil while will be 42 and no achievement, I have so many frustrations in life...I'm a college graduate but I lost my life and and continuously lifeless though I completed the wisdom in the world but I have no adventure in life ( journey ) everything will be useless ( in vain ).

From the past years while I was doing my mental therapy with Dra.Salceda in Makati Med. I'm also trying to recover some pieces of myself from the past years and some pieces of my life and this is not what I expected, a flat and poorish situation. I was supposed to be on a recovery and I completed my memory and got my maturity and sanity correctly... Aside from my psychiatrist ( a doctor or person who has the right to heal or judge a patient or person that needs an emotional and psychological assistance ) is the only person who can explain things about me or judge me....

In short I'm fully recovered and awakened by everything such as words of God and some mystery in the world ( good rituals and harmful ritual or mantra for good fate or mantra on harming yourself and whatsoever).

So, let's go back to the sofa...I'm a Biology graduate batch 2004 then lately year 2018 I went to Nightingale to take the caregiving course and 2019 I finished my caregiving course even my ojt's were completed and I became a certified caregiver... Then, pandemic came in...

I worried so much coz of the situation that we all had and still having ( but now is going better aside from HIV that is again continuously increasing ) and I asked an assistance from the family either bridging or cover or providence that from the past months, there were months that I was so tight I felt like I'm a beggar but I asked for a new sofa here and a bit of changes here ( our sliding glass door and some windows ) to give some upbeat in our house... Hoping for a positive vibes...

So, I was on a thrift just to have this sofa and the sliding glass door... I pushed this some new changes and hoping to attract a good handsome dog ( rich enough ) or a stable horse but as well handsome... I exercised so much to the point that I had abs, it was super diet to attract positive love... I didn't eat rice but I ate a lot of meat and fish but when I entered af gym ( anytime fitness ) time that I had some alms for me coz I'm still processing something that supposed to be I'm like an amegirl but on different twist... Well, I just realized that I need rice for my energy....Then, blessing in disguised I started to eat rice again to treat my anemia coz I got sick on the latter part of finishing my caregiving course but thank God I'm still here...

8 am

Uncle Jun is on different mood now... Black is pride! Hmm... Went out already going to Georgia'Z forest ( which I hate most these days... ).

8:09 am

Me as being a caregiver didn't push through... Coz of the pandemic....It is like a bible word down there somewhere an ibid that some unfair minister in the church of christ always saying ibid... It is totally unfair and controlling...

Ibid means stay where you are... That is bullshit! Right angels?

8:20 am

So, I got the sofa from Savemore salitran, I pushed this sofa so much to the point that I called even the Molino Branch just to have this sofa ( checking the availability of colors ).

I told myself, I can't go out to have my own journey as caregiver to have my own money ( but those days, I have no pelvic pain, no sciatica or no prifirmis ). Well, I want a new sofa set and sliding glass door for me to get some possible visitors that I like, that they can visit me here and talk ( something like that)...

So, I started streaming on "Tagged"....A hobby and to get some possible love ( but cautious of course ) coz virtual love is possible like on my brother next to me RV & Janna.

Or somewhere here but no love exist on me for 16 years and most specially when I got our new sofa here year 2020... I was really expecting a prince or any knight and shining armour but nah! ( nobody wants to save me or nobody wants to be my knight and shining armour )... Or I didn't meet anybody...

From the start I put a rule on our sofa here that I told everyone that nobody can lie down there on the sofa only sit and be careful coz it is new and I'm hoping to get a visitor...

Then, early months of 2021 John came here with us and I took care of him ( I mean I really took over when he turned 5 months ) coz he doesn't want to eat with uncle Jun but only with me. The reason why I became his mommy Peachy...

Coz Uncle Jun gave him a hard-training every morning around 5am for his basics sit and high 5... John brought here when he was 2 months old ... John cried on his first day here with us ( he is adjusting from the care of Uncle DD and Aunt Karen ). John cried so much and he was sick when Uncle DD brought him here.

John doesn't want his hard-training on Uncle Jun yeah! Believe or not they both woke-up at 5am just for John's basics command of sit and high-five and he needs to learn to eat slowly... But John loose his weight and never wanted to eat again but with his mommy Peachy ( me! ). The rest of the commands, I took over the down, beg and wait and words of communication on people somehow a K9 mind... ( hoping he can learn more or be on an actual K9 training ).

Later will explain the part 2 of our "Sofa" here...

3:09 pm

Whew! I still have windblow trap and I still feel self-pity...I feel bored in a way.... I have frustration and I wanna gain new uppish friends or good friends who can pull me up...

I feel bitter I can't get a bf who can be my support system... I need a fresh ambience.. I miss going to starbucks and I still wanna buy starbucks everyday... I feel frustrated that I can't be in the center and I need a job and money... I wanna new set of friends who can be my support system as well...

Again, let's go back to sofa...

So, I pushed this sofa then I was able to buy it... I told myself yehey! We have a new sofa here and I think I'm somehow ready to accept visitor... But!

But! I want a schedule and someone mature and stable coz growing up and gaining friends means pulling me up and assisting me...

ON A SCHEDULE ON VISITING ME? Yeah! Coz my life lately is routine, we have no assistant and I can't hire a yaya for me and John, so meaning everything here is DIY ( Do it yourself! )

I hate having or accepting a surprise visit most specially it is really hot these days, we are not allowed to open the ac plus I have a son-dog inside the house...

DIY here, I cook but everyone can cook but mainly I cook these days coz I have no job now and that is one of my frustrations. I hate accepting a surprise visit but even before that I had yaya and we had assistant in the house, everything was really on a schedule or at least let me know when and what time coz I wanna be presentable...

So, all my plans are all gone, since that hellish pandemic came in... My self-esteem is very,very low these days... I wasn't able to go back on my original entity...

Basically meaning, I'm expecting and hoping that I can have visitor those days that I had this sofa and we were able to open the ac... Until days,months and new year came and an another new year and an another new year came and I haven't seen anyone for me or even a new friend or a knight and shining armour...

Until, John grew up, until yeah! You can be on the sofa...I starting sleeping on our sofa coz we expect no one....Rapunzel got nobody for her...

Now... I can't meet anyone that I like or where can I get a possible visitor these days? I want mature and responsible and having etiquette on viewing life flow, life weirdness... I want a mature and sane and intellectual visitor...

4:05 pm

This faithful dog Uncle Jun faithful dog of the wealthy kid Uno son of Georgia'Z ( I hate them! )... Uncle Jun is driving the car of Uno...Brought us some food came from my half-sister Burger ( I hate her angels )... I feel jealous though the food are yummy here such as they have lechon, palabok and kare2x and wow the giveaways is classy "a honey" ( love it!).

Classy and useful... Symbolic as well... It is impressive for the first time that I saw a giveaway like this coz it is useful and symbolic and classy...

Yummy! Honey is pricey angels... I feel intimidated though impressive...

7:48 pm

I still have windblow trap and still, I feel bitter and self-pity...

I need money and job, angels... I feel low and I have very low self-esteem now...

I wanna buy starbucks everyday and I need a job and money... I want a collagen and remove my deep smile lines and my vanity ( gym ) ...

I wanna buy John his expensive leashes... I truly wanna see donkey and camel ( literally ).

Hmm... I hope someone will say Rapunzel2x lay down your hair...

8:37 pm

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5.30.23 Tuesday

12:29 am

Hmm...Janna and RV left the water flowing on their bathroom faucet...

I checked Janna and Zyah are already sleeping and RV is on his computer... I approached him that RV your faucet in the bathroom is flowing, you forgot to switch off... Then, he said no, we closed it...I said go out and check it... He went to their bathroom and saw that their bathroom faucet is flowing and he is weirdly and in an irritated way he said we are not using it! I was quiet and I thought my brother RV is also having a split personality... But he switched it off.. But how can he say that they are not using their faucet in the bathroom? It is open... Well, just reminding them to switch it off... I think RV has a split or soul interference hoping that they are all aware of it...

7:41 am

This Uncle DD is crazy again...My Aunt Teresa told me then what is the problem,I want this Uncle DD be on a punishment angels...

HE IS REACTING THAT I'M WRONG FOR SENDING THE BILLS THAT HE IS RECEIVING SOMETHING, THE FUNDINGS... ( or I didn't send to him but I did send last May 24! )... Guardian angels, please see below the proof document that I did send him last May 24!

He knew that whatever bills here, he will handle it there from a far...

He is making me stupid...

Sometimes, I want this Uncle DD to be killed coz he is weird but I'm not a bad person...

Electric bills, water bills and whatever bills the deal is Uncle DD will handle it and Aunt Teresa always told me that way... So,why he keeps on reacting this way again and again and same pattern of Uncle DD's behaviour...

Our cheap electric bills,straight talk cheap! ( cheap coz we can't open other appliances ). These are 2 months but the above was paid already... Cheap help-deal!

He is making a way just to prove his providence but he is as well receiving something...

Can someone or my angels back-read his new text above... It is the end of the month now again, angels...

I sent this to Uncle DD last May 24! Then he will text me why I just sent it today...huh?

Uncle DD is big liar!!!!

8:26 am

Aunt Teresa told me that Uncle DD is somehow stupid, probably got confused...

9:03 am

Uncle DD will go here today, he called me few minutes ago... Oh! I need to arrange my stuff here coz Uncle DD will be here...

9:07 am

I wanna leave the hometown...

Wanna leave Cavite for life ( sometimes I feel that way...)....

9:40 am

Another youtube crush...

If I'm just younger and still spoiled... But no longer spoiled....If I can hire a gigolo but I'm so poorish, to save my ignored entire being...

11:29 am

Uncle DD is already here....Waiting for food this lunchie...

I don't feel them here will continue their house... I don't like them here...

It is their house angels... Fake Uncle DD he pulled us down here...

He will shoulder the son of Aunt Karen's education....Huh? I want him dead angels... Father figure effect... Coz they bought the land at the side.... Father figure on the children of Aunt Karen...

Very good son on mama Trining that he wanted to kill this grandmother before...

What an ugly story here...

Strange behaviour of Uncle DD... I want him dead angels...

I will be just be here... I hate the windblow trap...Giving money it doesn't mean a good intention...

I'm calling a kill,Angels....

5:49 pm

Got the super tight budgeting from Uncle DD, case is bridging/cover/shoulder/providence...

It is just ugly if they starting to live here at the side, I mean they're creating their house and it is so ugly that Uncle DD planned to be a father figure on Aunt Karen's son to the point that I'm still here and will appear stupid that I'm the college the graduate and I'm not working and I think he is part of the people who are controlling my life situation...Uncle DD is as well fake that he wanted me to walk forever....

How can he be a father figure on other people if he couldn't fulfill his deal on me... I got sick to the point that I had psychiatrist but I'm 100% sane... That I can sue anyone who will damage my entire being... He can't keep up on my coffee, angels... How? How can he be a father figure? What is his point of living here probably just to compete me, angels?

6:13 pm

Oh! My God! Joyice Cream is so deserving for a thousand claps...

8:24 pm

Heat is nothing having this Joyice Cream ;) You can't resist this ice cream...

10:19 pm

Done, doing our routine my baby and I... Whew! Lil relax and will take my shower...

I still have pelvic pain... I still wanna buy starbucks everyday... I need and thinking of money and self-fulfillment....I feel self-pity... I wanna leave the hometown..

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5.15.23 Monday

12:02 am

I still have windblow trap... I feel fat and ugly... Done, showering...

7:25 am

Still,having the windblow trap... Uncle Jun is preparing already going to Georgia'Z forest...

Still, no signs of life coming from Uncle DD... I still hate Cavite,there are so many most fake Monkeya'Z here... I feel frustrated and I wanna leave the hometown...

I feel bitterish and aging for nothing...

In the nutshell:

People who are involved in this ritual since 2007 are totally unfair....They keep on spinning me for nothing....Mixed people that I know and met along the way from the past years... Linking on and off the screen...

They shouldn't interfere for so long and at the end,they can't carry the weight and leave it... Totally unfair, they all deserve to die...

They shouldn't leave something that they controlled for 16 years...They can't be responsible for it that they should be responsible for this...

8:03 am

My nana told me her dream last last night that someone is calling her shouting Ma! A male voice... It is strange and kinda alarming...

I dreamed of some men going here,tall men but gentlemen and just calm men in my dream last night....They saw me sleeping here in our living room,simply looking at me and checking if I'm ohkay...

Then the the dream fade away then I woke-up, I realized there are no tall men here but only us...

9:42 am

This Uncle DD is a big lie again for saying to avoid getting food from Ate Liza's CarinderiaZ, why he can't send the food providence the 2500 weekly... This is an old issue again and again and again and again... Uncle DD is managing the fundings and he knew the consequences if he will not send the chipay 2500 weekly... So, tight angels... 16 years of making us chipay here? Chipay in the making...

Aunt Teresa told me that Uncle DD will manage the expenses for now...

Even my massage therapy they can't assist me, so fake that group... The dealings and the black car group and car group...

I still have this sciatica/ priformis pain...

11:40 am

This Uncle Jun seems fake for saying to stop getting a gasul... I said huh?! What? Of course I will get a gasul... He wants us to be super poorish, super ignorant province people, I wanna kill his group if that is the case pulling us down here... And giving lift to some other people like Georgia'Z...Uncle Jun is a snake.... I feel bitter we can't open the ac and we can't use the washing machine... Very,very thrift cheap...

This Uncle DD is as well weird.... Things that I can't understand...He said avoid getting food from Ate Liza's but he knew that everytime he is delayed on food allowance that will happen and Uncle Jun is getting food meal for Neko from the past weeks... Mine is just coffee? It is just below 100 this week...

Not my ideal life... I need a washing machine and ac and I want collagen shots on my feet and vagina'z...

I need a job away from here... Hate to commute that far, big embarrassment for me...

2:04 pm

I feel bitterish... I wanna leave the hometown....I need money and job away from here....I miss going to gym and buying starbucks everyday...

8:17 pm

What a stressful day... Done, eating dinner with everyone here including the 2 dogs my baby John and our aspin Lalah...

Whew! Still no food allowance from Uncle DD, that I thought he will send the money today coz he called me before lunch that he will just send it but I didn't receive any money today...

So, Uncle Jun took over brought us a spicy chicken wings, paksiw fish and langkang gata and some (monay )buns bread...

It is really stressful for me to have this repetitive poorish lifestyle... I'm having depression that my deep inside wanted to cry or breakdown but I have the adult maturity now, things that I need to manage my emotion...But I still wanna see my psychiatrist soon when everything is ohkay2x... Just for some important matter...

This big question mark Uncle DD, I thought he can assist me but even on coffee he can't plus my massage therapy on 17th, I don't know but I can feel he can't assist me that thing I don't really understand...

I need to maintain my massage therapy twice a month but the real thing every 2 weeks, so it is almost twice a month... I'm not acting, Elsie knew the pain on my pelvic,butt and down to my left leg... I have pain everyday but it lessen when I do my massage therapy...

8:41 pm

I have a mixed-up emotion... My mind is really confuse that I wanna breakdown but I have to control... Aging for nothing and totally unfair in my part... That they don't take me seriously...

10:14 pm

I'm opening the mind of Aunt Teresa

10:32 pm

Done, watching "Buying Beverly Hills" ....

Wow! I'm thinking of my own life....I need money, my own future road....I have windblow trap,angels....

I hate having wrinkles and aging for nothing here... I'm hurting....

This is really a serious matter...

11:55 pm

I still have windblow trap....I feel fat and ugly....I wanna leave the hometown...

I hate skinny people here coz they don't eat to be equal on people on TV.....Some bad Monkeya'Z here in Cavite/Philippinea...

I have windblow trap... I feel so ugly, I lost attention on men that I can possibly in tangible situation and on my rightful category....Someone is putting an unfair trap on me....I wanna leave the hometown...

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2.23.23 Thursday

7:39 am

I have the windblow trap...I feel hurt here in Cavite.... Some people are bully kind here in Cavite and for me that is the worst kind of people and upbringing to their kids...

8:25 am

I wouldn't mind being bisexual if it's Mitch... Coz I know her 100% and all her monster's... She is the only one. I just feel that the presence of Mitch is somewhere but I can't believe it...What I mean, I know she is happily married...I respect that...

It is just weird if Mitch is wandering somewhere... I can't believe it... The spirit and flesh of Mitch is with the people here in Cavite... I have the windblow trap and it's hard to believe....I know she is working and happy with her husband...

I had a dream that Mitch was always at my back that I couldn't remember myself "those days" that first "whisper" were all gone and it happened again... But it was like a shadow in my dream...

But I still wanna man in my life coz I need the penis....It makes everything normal... It makes the sensation to the fullest... I want penis... I still wanna man in my life...

I want men's friends... I still feel ugly and fat...Still, on and off I feel self-pity... Where am I? Where am I???

I want a happy road....I miss some of the old roads... But I think it's all gone...

I'm lost now... Where am I??? I WANNA LEAVE THE HOMETOWN...

8:56 am

Oh! I forgot I still have sciatica and I feel insulted for 16 years that these ritual made me feel ugly and fat...

I wanna meet men who can accept me...All of my exes were pretty and tall and I hope they are not stabbing me negatively at my back... It is good to remember good all days and sweet sensation...

What else? I have sexual fantasy on the arab men and other foreign substance... I don't know why...Coz it is in my head...What if I feel the arab men and feel the other foreign substance... My soul flies on its own sometimes,wishing to feel it again and feel him...

It is my right... I do have a psychiatrist in Makati Med funny she is the head doctor in mental health, I opened everything but this one, not yet... But my psychiatrist told me to be professional or it is ohkay to get a job for awhile or to be on TV... But the main thing is to get a job... My psychiatrist is old and nice but looking forward to have younger psychiatrist and talk about my sexual preferences...

I feel fat and ugly...

10:35 am

Done, my sweet and sour fish tilapia for today.

My Beef Steak... Longing to have him...

12:20 noon

Strange behaviour of Uncle Jun... He went in the kitchen and he went out, asked for what is the meal this lunch...

2:14 pm

I still have the windblow trap... I still feel self-pity in a way... I wanna see donkey and camel... I wanna gain men's friends on a good platform who are willing to prioritize me coz I lost my thunder for 16 years... But a mutual thingy... But where can I see those new friends... I want to be with pretty faces,religious and able to analyze things around... Not judgemental!

4:28 pm

Done,showering John ...

4:34 pm

My new peeler by magtools... I bought this last last week my last duty on Mommy Adnil.

I love peeler so much... But still wanna leave the hometown.

I want to do gluta shots and some other beauty therapy and wanna gain men's attention and be their queenish!

I wanna do breast lift... For fresh and young aura...

Still, thinking of money and wanna buy stuff like bags and new wallet of lv even authentic for now but hoping to have from the actual lv shops....

I remember Ms Enaoj she doesn't have peeler in her kitchen but she got 2 or 3 super sharp knives... I asked her why you don't have a peeler Ms Enaoj? She answered me coz I'm not really using a peeler, I have a sharp knife. Hmm... I was quiet and I think this Ms Enaoj is a super weird and strange woman. But it is a lesson learned, sometimes you just need a sharp knife than a peeler.

6:42 pm

Uncle Jun asking for 100 but I don't have extra cash now.... Some other time again...

I still need to get a job angels... I feel bitterish.. I need money as well for my stuff and wanna travel...

I wanna buy authentic lv...Wanna do gluta shots and wanna go to gym... I need a gym... I wanna buy John his stuff and treats and our dog show.

7:43 pm

I still have the windblow...I feel self-pity... I wanna leave the hometown... I feel fat and ugly... I wanna have some activity again... I wanna be center again and have men's friends with stable mind set and willing to piggyback me... I really wanna be with pretty face and taller than me. Coz I was able to get attention of my exes before... The face of exes were really pretty... I FEEL BITTER THESE DAYS... Because of my situation now, coz of this windblow I can't exist..

I feel bitter...I was able to get attention of men before and able to get men's friends...Since, 2007 everything was stolen the good thing my memory came back that I was spoiled and I had yaya but the bad thing now, I can' prove myself that I was spoiled coz I'm not spoiled anymore...

One of my bitterness was Maruh but I know that wasn't his true name and he made me feel ugly and fat... He was my schoolmate I know in Immaculate Conception Academy higher batch, year 2017 we just met again in Teleperformance Makati...But during high school I didn't mind him coz I was still innocent and I was always in the church-the church of christ and we all know we are not allowed to have a bf outside our religion and I was a baby way back and innocent and adjusting for some reason...

I hate Maruh for ignoring my hints and signal... Meaning he turned me down and I couldn't accept it! I don't want him to be happy or be with anyone, I want him to be gay....Is he gay? That's why I wasn't able to get him... I heard he fucked with the powerful artist on tv and fucked with foreigner and I was foreigner... He fucked with one of the nightingales classmates that I had in my caregiving class course, he fucked with younger than me...That's bullshit!

I feel bitter angels!!!