#proximitymentorship

[yanpisar]

April 24, 2023

Today brings me with great hardship and trembling willpower. I almost gave up on today, having nearly convinced myself that I have burnt out in the past week and need to take the day off. What gobbledygook. It just goes to show how relentless the ego is in its mission to destroy any progress that which you have made.

The ego seeks to dismantle the person that you are building. It's a whiny child, almost as irritating as a crying babe on a long haul flight across the atlantic. The ego does not like that you are making steps towards improving your mind, body, and spirit. It wants you to stay in the same place that you we're comfortable in.

But this comfort, it wasn't really all that great was it? You were suffering greatly from being lazy, unmotivated, uninspired, and victimized. I pity the fool who lives in comfort all his life and feels satisfied by it. You are no fool though. You always knew there was something more out there; you just had to go and find it. And you did. In the form of spiritual evolution and emotional clarity. You removed yourself from your ego, and are now able to discern which voice is influencing you, whether it is of lower vibration, or higher.

Do you remember how you found this voice? You always understood that the voice telling you to face your fears, do something difficult, achieve something worthwhile, act in the best interest of your future self, calibrated to a high frequency - you always knew that this was the voice of your Greater Self. The person you are meant to be. And through all this you were aware when, countless times, you chose to ignore the voice of your Greater Self, and act in accordance with the fear-laden much louder voice of your Lesser Self, calibrated to a low frequency; the voice of pain and suffering, or rather the illusion that you could avoid it. One voice leads you to God, the other, the devil. Which will you choose today?