#problem that comes with thinking abt spidey sona... ive been imagining my sister and mum dying in really horrible tragic ways :( completely | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

gorillaxyz · 4 months ago

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i think ill go with a mutant sona bc 1. fhats new thats different. afaik not really many people do that. i mean. ive never seen anyone with a mutant spidey sona so. yah. i make up for my boring character designs with mary sue backstories 😍 and 2. since shed be a mutant maybe she wouldnt have to have the same kind of canon events... sorry im just coping. i dont want to make characters based off of the familh members i love just to kill them off... but i dont want to like give myself an aunt may and an uncle ben & dead parents and no siblings -_-

#txt #hmmm #i said i was going to sleep. sigh...#spidey sona #problem that comes with thinking abt spidey sona... ive been imagining my sister and mum dying in really horrible tragic ways :( completely #out of no where. like they just get hit by a bus #and i have to live the rest of my life without them #it makes me sad i dont want to think about this stuff 😞 i would nor survive if both of them died #my life would just be immediately over i dont think anything could make me want to keep living #sorry. that got grim #lol😭#ive just been sad thinking abt this stuff #i always worry myself sick #i dont want either of them to die ever :(#breast cancer runs in my mums side of the family :/#um #ask to tag #lol

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