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notanotherblorbo · 2 years ago

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I'm so glad I finally have a job where I get to actually interact with people. Except for part where I am constantly thinking think "be normal be normal these ppl are cool and nice pls be normal no don't say poggers in front of them be normal be normal don't verbally stim they will hear you be normal be normal be normal be normal act normal do not bring up your hyperfixations they will think you are crazy be normal be normal brain pls shut up be normal memorise how to do this pls brain pls act normal act normal" because I'm not comfortable with or firmialiar with any of them yet.

#jeanscreams #i know i dont have to but thats always how i feel around ppl #especially when i want to get along with them #ALL MY CO WORKERS SEEM SO NICE PLS I JUST WANNA GET ALONG WITH THEM AT LEAST.#tbf half of them are leaving soon anyway i really should not be worried #but then i have to get to know new ppl uughhhh #a hate the learning curve so much #also can you tell ppl give me anxiety #vent #im fine tho i am loving my job #ANOTHER THING I HATE IS THAT I CANT TALK TO PPL ABOUT THIS BECAUSE THEY'RE GONNA SAY IM STUPID AND OVERTHINKING #I KNOW THAT DUMBASS THAT DOESN'T MEAN STOPPING IS EASY #probably shouldn't be venting about this on tumbr #ugh #i guess ill post it to my alt #that blog is baisically my journal now.#adhd #<- the person at fault for this shit #fuckin brain making me bad at social shit #its fine its fine you will find ppl who love you for your weirdness its fine #< affirmations

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